On the Threshold.

Believe me, this was true last night,Tho’ it is false to-day.A. M. F. ROBINSON.

AFAIR dream to my chamber flew:Such a crowd of folk that stirred,Jested, fluttered; only you,You alone of all that band,Calm and silent, spake no word.Only once you neared my place,And your hand one moment’s spaceSought the fingers of my hand;Your eyes flashed to mine; I knewAll was well between us two.* * * * *On from dream to dream I past,But the first sweet vision castMystic radiance o’er the last.* * * * *When I woke the pale night layStill, expectant of the day;All about the chamber hungTender shade of twilight gloom;The fair dream hovered round me, clungTo my thought like faint perfume:—Like sweet odours, such as clingTo the void flask, which erst enclosesAttar of rose; or the pale stringOf amber which has lain with roses.

OGOD, my dream! I dreamed that you were dead;Your mother hung above the couch and weptWhereon you lay all white, and garlandedWith blooms of waxen whiteness. I had creptUp to your chamber-door, which stood ajar,And in the doorway watched you from afar,Nor dared advance to kiss your lips and brow.I had no part nor lot in you, as now;Death had not broken between us the old bar;Nor torn from out my heart the old, cold senseOf your misprision and my impotence.

AT Loschwitz above the cityThe air is sunny and chill;The birch-trees and the pine-treesGrow thick upon the hill.Lone and tall, with silver stem,A birch-tree stands apart;The passionate wind of spring-timeStirs in its leafy heart.I lean against the birch-tree,My arms around it twine;It pulses, and leaps, and quivers,Like a human heart to mine.One moment I stand, then suddenLet loose mine arms that cling:O God! the lonely hillside,The passionate wind of spring!

AT Loschwitz above the cityThe air is sunny and chill;The birch-trees and the pine-treesGrow thick upon the hill.

Lone and tall, with silver stem,A birch-tree stands apart;The passionate wind of spring-timeStirs in its leafy heart.

I lean against the birch-tree,My arms around it twine;It pulses, and leaps, and quivers,Like a human heart to mine.

One moment I stand, then suddenLet loose mine arms that cling:O God! the lonely hillside,The passionate wind of spring!

CRUEL? I think there never was a cheatingMore cruel, thro’ all the weary days than this!This is no dream, my heart kept on repeating,But sober certainty of waking bliss.Dreams? O, I know their faces—goodly seeming,Vaporous, whirled on many-coloured wings;I have had dreams before, this is no dreaming,But daylight gladness that the daylight brings.What ails my love; what ails her? She is paling;Faint grows her face, and slowly seems to fade!I cannot clasp her—stretch out unavailingMy arms across the silence and the shade.

CRUEL? I think there never was a cheatingMore cruel, thro’ all the weary days than this!This is no dream, my heart kept on repeating,But sober certainty of waking bliss.

Dreams? O, I know their faces—goodly seeming,Vaporous, whirled on many-coloured wings;I have had dreams before, this is no dreaming,But daylight gladness that the daylight brings.

What ails my love; what ails her? She is paling;Faint grows her face, and slowly seems to fade!I cannot clasp her—stretch out unavailingMy arms across the silence and the shade.

AM I waking, am I sleeping?As the first faint dawn comes creepingThro’ the pane, I am awareOf an unseen presence hovering,Round, above, in the dusky air:A downy bird, with an odorous wing,That fans my forehead, and sheds perfume,As sweet as love, as soft as death,Drowsy-slow through the summer-gloom.My heart in some dream-rapture saith,It is she. Half in a swoon,I spread my arms in slow delight.—O prolong, prolong the night,For the nights are short in June!

IN the night I dreamed of you;All the place was filledWith your presence; in my heartThe strife was stilled.All night I have dreamed of you;Now the morn is grey.—How shall I arise and faceThe empty day?

IN the night I dreamed of you;All the place was filledWith your presence; in my heartThe strife was stilled.

All night I have dreamed of you;Now the morn is grey.—How shall I arise and faceThe empty day?

Dead! all’s done with!R. BROWNING.

THESE blossoms that I bring,This song that here I sing,These tears that now I shed,I give unto the dead.There is no more to be done,Nothing beneath the sun,All the long ages through,Nothing—by me for you.The tale is told to the end;This, ev’n, I may not know—If we were friend and friend,If we were foe and foe.All’s done withutterly,All’s done with. Death to meWas ever Death indeed;To me no kindly creedConsolatory was given.You were of earth, not Heaven....This dreary day, things seemVain shadows in a dream,Or some strange, pictured show;And mine own tears that flow,My hidden tears that fall,The vainest of them all.

THESE blossoms that I bring,This song that here I sing,These tears that now I shed,I give unto the dead.

There is no more to be done,Nothing beneath the sun,All the long ages through,Nothing—by me for you.

The tale is told to the end;This, ev’n, I may not know—If we were friend and friend,If we were foe and foe.

All’s done withutterly,All’s done with. Death to meWas ever Death indeed;To me no kindly creed

Consolatory was given.You were of earth, not Heaven....This dreary day, things seemVain shadows in a dream,

Or some strange, pictured show;And mine own tears that flow,My hidden tears that fall,The vainest of them all.

LAST June I saw your face three times;Three times I touched your hand;Now, as before, May month is o’er,And June is in the land.O many Junes shall come and go,Flow’r-footed o’er the mead;O many Junes for me, to whomIs length of days decreed.There shall be sunlight, scent of rose,Warm mist of summer rain;Only this change—I shall not lookUpon your face again.

LAST June I saw your face three times;Three times I touched your hand;Now, as before, May month is o’er,And June is in the land.

O many Junes shall come and go,Flow’r-footed o’er the mead;O many Junes for me, to whomIs length of days decreed.

There shall be sunlight, scent of rose,Warm mist of summer rain;Only this change—I shall not lookUpon your face again.

IT is so long gone by, and yetHow clearly now I see it all!The glimmer of your cigarette,The little chamber, narrow and tall.Perseus; your picture in its frame;(How near they seem and yet how far!)The blaze of kindled logs; the flameOf tulips in a mighty jar.Florence and spring-time: surely eachGlad things unto the spirit saith.Why did you lead me in your speechTo these dark mysteries of death?

IT is so long gone by, and yetHow clearly now I see it all!The glimmer of your cigarette,The little chamber, narrow and tall.

Perseus; your picture in its frame;(How near they seem and yet how far!)The blaze of kindled logs; the flameOf tulips in a mighty jar.

Florence and spring-time: surely eachGlad things unto the spirit saith.Why did you lead me in your speechTo these dark mysteries of death?

NOT in the street and not in the square,The street and square where you went and came;With shuttered casement your house stands bare,Men hush their voice when they speak your name.I, too, can play at the vain pretence,Can feign you dead; while a voice sounds clearIn the inmost depths of my heart: Go hence,Go, find your friend who is far from here.Not here, but somewhere where I can reach!Can a man with motion, hearing and sight,And a thought that answered my thought and speech,Be utterly lost and vanished quite?Whose hand was warm in my hand last week?...My heart beat fast as I neared the gate—Was it this I had come to seek,“A stone that stared with your name and date;”A hideous, turfless, fresh-made mound;A silence more cold than the wind that blew?What had I lost, and what had I found?My flowers that mocked me fell to the ground—Then, and then only, my spirit knew.

NOT in the street and not in the square,The street and square where you went and came;With shuttered casement your house stands bare,Men hush their voice when they speak your name.

I, too, can play at the vain pretence,Can feign you dead; while a voice sounds clearIn the inmost depths of my heart: Go hence,Go, find your friend who is far from here.

Not here, but somewhere where I can reach!Can a man with motion, hearing and sight,And a thought that answered my thought and speech,Be utterly lost and vanished quite?

Whose hand was warm in my hand last week?...My heart beat fast as I neared the gate—Was it this I had come to seek,“A stone that stared with your name and date;”

A hideous, turfless, fresh-made mound;A silence more cold than the wind that blew?What had I lost, and what had I found?My flowers that mocked me fell to the ground—Then, and then only, my spirit knew.

HOW like her! But ’tis she herself,Comes up the crowded street,How little did I think, the morn,My only love to meet!Whose else that motion and that mien?Whose else that airy tread?For one strange moment I forgotMy only love was dead.

HOW like her! But ’tis she herself,Comes up the crowded street,How little did I think, the morn,My only love to meet!

Whose else that motion and that mien?Whose else that airy tread?For one strange moment I forgotMy only love was dead.

NOW, even, I cannot think it true,My friend, that there is no more you.Almost as soon were no more I,Which were, of course, absurdity!Your place is bare, you are not seen,Your grave, I’m told, is growing green;And both for you and me, you know,There’s no Above and no Below.That you are dead must be inferred,And yet my thought rejects the word.

SO Mary died last night! To-dayThe news has travelled here.And Robert died at Michaelmas,And Walter died last year.I went at sunset up the lane,I lingered by the stile;I saw the dusky fields that stretchedBefore me many a mile.I leaned against the stile, and thoughtOf her whose soul had fled.—I knew that years on years must passOr e’er I should be dead.

SO Mary died last night! To-dayThe news has travelled here.And Robert died at Michaelmas,And Walter died last year.

I went at sunset up the lane,I lingered by the stile;I saw the dusky fields that stretchedBefore me many a mile.

I leaned against the stile, and thoughtOf her whose soul had fled.—I knew that years on years must passOr e’er I should be dead.

THE sky is silver-grey; the longSlow waves caress the shore.—On such a day as this I have been glad,Who shall be glad no more.

I sent my Soul through the InvisibleSome letter of that After-life to spell;And by and by my Soul returned to me,And answered, “I Myself am Heaven and Hell.”Omar Khayyám

I sent my Soul through the InvisibleSome letter of that After-life to spell;And by and by my Soul returned to me,And answered, “I Myself am Heaven and Hell.”

Omar Khayyám

IN through the porch and up the silent stair;Little is changed, I know so well the ways;—Here, the dead came to meet me; it was thereThe dream was dreamed in unforgotten days.But who is this that hurries on before,A flitting shade the brooding shades among?—She turned,—I saw her face,—O God, it woreThe face I used to wear when I was young!I thought my spirit and my heart were tamedTo deadness; dead the pangs that agonise.The old grief springs to choke me,—I am shamedBefore that little ghost with eager eyes.O turn away, let her not see, not know!How should she bear it, how should understand?O hasten down the stairway, haste and go,And leave her dreaming in the silent land.

IN through the porch and up the silent stair;Little is changed, I know so well the ways;—Here, the dead came to meet me; it was thereThe dream was dreamed in unforgotten days.

But who is this that hurries on before,A flitting shade the brooding shades among?—She turned,—I saw her face,—O God, it woreThe face I used to wear when I was young!

I thought my spirit and my heart were tamedTo deadness; dead the pangs that agonise.The old grief springs to choke me,—I am shamedBefore that little ghost with eager eyes.

O turn away, let her not see, not know!How should she bear it, how should understand?O hasten down the stairway, haste and go,And leave her dreaming in the silent land.

BACK to the mystic shore beyond the mainThe mystic craft has sped, and left no trace.Ah, nevermore may she behold his face,Nor touch his hand, nor hear his voice again!With hidden front she crouches; all in vainThe proffered balm. A vessel nears the place;They bring her young, lost brother; see her strainThe new-found nursling in a close embrace.God, we have lost Thee with much questioning.In vain we seek Thy trace by sea and land,And in Thine empty fanes where no men sing.What shall we do through all the weary days?Thus wail we and lament. Our eyes we raise,And, lo, our Brother with an outstretched hand!

God, we have lost Thee with much questioning.In vain we seek Thy trace by sea and land,And in Thine empty fanes where no men sing.What shall we do through all the weary days?Thus wail we and lament. Our eyes we raise,And, lo, our Brother with an outstretched hand!

A haunted town thou art to me.ANDREW LANG.

TO-DAY in Florence all the airIs soft with spring, with sunlight fair;In the tall street gay folks are met;Duomo and Tower gleam overhead,Like jewels in the city set,Fair-hued and many-faceted.Against the old grey stones are piledFebruary violets, pale and sweet,Whose scent of earth in woodland wildIs wafted up and down the street.The city’s heart is glad; my ownSits lightly on its bosom’s throne.* * * * * *Why is it that I see to-day,Imaged as clear as in a dream,A little city far away,A churlish sky, a sluggish stream,Tall clust’ring trees and gardens fair,Dark birds that circle in the air,Grey towers and fanes; on either hand,Stretches of wind-swept meadow-land?* * * * * *Oh, who can sound the human breast?And this strange truth must be confessed;That city do I love the bestWherein my heart was heaviest!

ILAY beneath the pine trees,And looked aloft, where, throughThe dusky, clustered tree-tops,Gleamed rent, gay rifts of blue.I shut my eyes, and a fancyFluttered my sense around:“I lie here dead and buried,And this is churchyard ground.“I am at rest for ever;Ended the stress and strife.”Straight I fell to and sorrowedFor the pitiful past life.Right wronged, and knowledge wasted;Wise labour spurned for ease;The sloth and the sin and the failure;Did I grow sad for these?They had made me sad so often;Not now they made me sad;My heart was full of sorrowFor joy it never had.

ILAY beneath the pine trees,And looked aloft, where, throughThe dusky, clustered tree-tops,Gleamed rent, gay rifts of blue.

I shut my eyes, and a fancyFluttered my sense around:“I lie here dead and buried,And this is churchyard ground.

“I am at rest for ever;Ended the stress and strife.”Straight I fell to and sorrowedFor the pitiful past life.

Right wronged, and knowledge wasted;Wise labour spurned for ease;The sloth and the sin and the failure;Did I grow sad for these?

They had made me sad so often;Not now they made me sad;My heart was full of sorrowFor joy it never had.

THE lion remembers the forest,The lion in chains;To the bird that is captive a visionOf woodland remains.One strains with his strength at the fetter,In impotent rage;One flutters in flights of a moment,And beats at the cage.If the lion were loosed from the fetter,To wander again;He would seek the wide silence and shadowOf his jungle in vain.He would rage in his fury, destroying;Let him rage, let him roam!Shall he traverse the pitiless mountain,Or swim through the foam?If they opened the cage and the casement,And the bird flew away;He would come back at evening, heartbroken,A captive for aye.Would come if his kindred had spared him,Free birds from afar—There was wrought what is stronger than ironIn fetter and bar.I cannot remember my country,The land whence I came;Whence they brought me and chained me and made meNor wild thing nor tame.This only I know of my country,This only repeat:—It was free as the forest, and sweeterThan woodland retreat.When the chain shall at last be broken,The window set wide;And I step in the largeness and freedomOf sunlight outside;Shall I wander in vain for my country?Shall I seek and not find?Shall I cry for the bars that encage me,The fetters that bind?

THE lion remembers the forest,The lion in chains;To the bird that is captive a visionOf woodland remains.

One strains with his strength at the fetter,In impotent rage;One flutters in flights of a moment,And beats at the cage.

If the lion were loosed from the fetter,To wander again;He would seek the wide silence and shadowOf his jungle in vain.

He would rage in his fury, destroying;Let him rage, let him roam!Shall he traverse the pitiless mountain,Or swim through the foam?

If they opened the cage and the casement,And the bird flew away;He would come back at evening, heartbroken,A captive for aye.

Would come if his kindred had spared him,Free birds from afar—There was wrought what is stronger than ironIn fetter and bar.

I cannot remember my country,The land whence I came;Whence they brought me and chained me and made meNor wild thing nor tame.

This only I know of my country,This only repeat:—It was free as the forest, and sweeterThan woodland retreat.

When the chain shall at last be broken,The window set wide;And I step in the largeness and freedomOf sunlight outside;

Shall I wander in vain for my country?Shall I seek and not find?Shall I cry for the bars that encage me,The fetters that bind?

TWO terrors fright my soul by night and day:The first is Life, and with her come the years;A weary, winding train of maidens they,With forward-fronting eyes, too sad for tears;Upon whose kindred faces, blank and grey,The shadow of a kindred woe appears.Death is the second terror; who shall sayWhat form beneath the shrouding mantle nears?Which way she turn, my soul finds no relief,My smitten soul may not be comforted;Alternately she swings from grief to grief,And, poised between them, sways from dread to dread.For there she dreads because she knows; and here,Because she knows not, inly faints with fear.

Which way she turn, my soul finds no relief,My smitten soul may not be comforted;Alternately she swings from grief to grief,And, poised between them, sways from dread to dread.For there she dreads because she knows; and here,Because she knows not, inly faints with fear.

Put the sweet thoughts from out thy mind,The dreams from out thy breast;No joy for thee—but thou shalt findThy rest.

ALL day I could not work for woe,I could not work nor rest;The trouble drove me to and fro,Like a leaf on the storm’s breast.Night came and saw my sorrow cease;Sleep in the chamber stole;Peace crept about my limbs, and peaceFell on my stormy soul.And now I think of only this,—How I again may wooThe gentle sleep—who promisesThat death is gentle too.

ALL day I could not work for woe,I could not work nor rest;The trouble drove me to and fro,Like a leaf on the storm’s breast.

Night came and saw my sorrow cease;Sleep in the chamber stole;Peace crept about my limbs, and peaceFell on my stormy soul.

And now I think of only this,—How I again may wooThe gentle sleep—who promisesThat death is gentle too.

WITH beating heart and lagging feet,Lord, I approach the Judgment-seat.All bring hither the fruits of toil,Measures of wheat and measures of oil;Gold and jewels and precious wine;No hands bare like these hands of mine.The treasure I have nor weighs nor gleams:Lord, I can bring you only dreams.In days of spring, when my blood ran high,I lay in the grass and looked at the sky,And dreamed that my love lay by my side—My love was false, and then she died.All the heat of the summer through,I dreamed she lived, that her heart was true.Throughout the hours of the day I slept,But woke in the night, at times, and wept.The nights and days, they went and came,I lay in shadow and dreamed of fame;And heard men passing the lonely place,Who marked me not and my hidden face.My strength waxed faint, my hair grew grey;Nothing but dreams by night and day.Some men sicken, with wine and food;I starved on dreams, and found them good.* * * * * *This is the tale I have to tell—Show the fellow the way to hell.

WITH beating heart and lagging feet,Lord, I approach the Judgment-seat.All bring hither the fruits of toil,Measures of wheat and measures of oil;

Gold and jewels and precious wine;No hands bare like these hands of mine.The treasure I have nor weighs nor gleams:Lord, I can bring you only dreams.

In days of spring, when my blood ran high,I lay in the grass and looked at the sky,And dreamed that my love lay by my side—My love was false, and then she died.

All the heat of the summer through,I dreamed she lived, that her heart was true.Throughout the hours of the day I slept,But woke in the night, at times, and wept.

The nights and days, they went and came,I lay in shadow and dreamed of fame;And heard men passing the lonely place,Who marked me not and my hidden face.

My strength waxed faint, my hair grew grey;Nothing but dreams by night and day.Some men sicken, with wine and food;I starved on dreams, and found them good.* * * * * *This is the tale I have to tell—Show the fellow the way to hell.

WITH APOLOGIES TO MR. SWINBURNE.

FOR repose I have sighed and have struggled; have sigh’d and have struggled in vain;I am held in the Circle of Being and caught in the Circle of Pain.I was wan and weary with life; my sick soul yearned for death;I was weary of women and war and the sea and the wind’s wild breath;I cull’d sweet poppies and crush’d them, the blood ran rich and red:—And I cast it in crystal chalice and drank of it till I was dead.And the mould of the man was mute, pulseless in ev’ry part,The long limbs lay on the sand with an eagle eating the heart.Repose for the rotting head and peace for the putrid breast,But for that which is “I” indeed the gods have decreed no rest;No rest but an endless aching, a sorrow which grows amain:—I am caught in the Circle of Being and held in the Circle of Pain.Bitter indeed is Life, and bitter of Life the breath,But give me life and its ways and its men, if this be Death.Wearied I once of the Sun and the voices which clamour’d around:Give them me back—in the sightless depths there is neither light nor sound.Sick is my soul, and sad and feeble and faint as it feltWhen (far, dim day) in the fair flesh-fane of the body it dwelt.But then I could run to the shore, weeping and weary and weak;See the waves’ blue sheen and feel the breath of the breeze on my cheek:Could wail with the wailing wind; strike sharply the hands in despair;Could shriek with the shrieking blast, grow frenzied and tear the hair;Could fight fierce fights with the foe or clutch at a human hand;And weary could lie at length on the soft, sweet, saffron sand....I have neither a voice nor hands, nor any friend nor a foe;I am I—just a Pulse of Pain—I am I, that is all I know.For Life, and the sickness of Life, and Death and desire to die;—They have passed away like the smoke, here is nothing but Pain and I.

The people take the thing of course,They marvel not to seeThis strange, unnatural divorceBetwixt delight and me.

IKNOW the face of sorrow, and I knowHer voice with all its varied cadences;Which way she turns and treads; how at her easeThinks fit her dreary largess to bestow.Where sorrow long abides, some be that growTo hold her dear, but I am not of these;Joy is my friend, not sorrow; by strange seas,In some far land we wandered, long ago.O faith, long tried, that knows no faltering!O vanished treasure of her hands and face!—Beloved—to whose memory I cling,Unmoved within my heart she holds her place.And never shall I hail that other “friend,”Who yet shall dog my footsteps to the end.

IKNOW the face of sorrow, and I knowHer voice with all its varied cadences;Which way she turns and treads; how at her easeThinks fit her dreary largess to bestow.

Where sorrow long abides, some be that growTo hold her dear, but I am not of these;Joy is my friend, not sorrow; by strange seas,In some far land we wandered, long ago.

O faith, long tried, that knows no faltering!O vanished treasure of her hands and face!—Beloved—to whose memory I cling,Unmoved within my heart she holds her place.

And never shall I hail that other “friend,”Who yet shall dog my footsteps to the end.

WHERE drowsy sound of college-chimesAcross the air is blown,And drowsy fragrance of the limes,I lie and dream alone.A dazzling radiance reigns o’er all—O’er gardens densely green,O’er old grey bridges and the small,Slow flood which slides between.This is the place; it is not strange,But known of old and dear.—What went I forth to seek? The changeIs mine; why am I here?Alas, in vain I turned away,I fled the town in vain;The strenuous life of yesterdayCalleth me back again.And was it peace I came to seek?Yet here, where memories throng,Ev’n here, I know the past is weak,I know the present strong.This drowsy fragrance, silent heat,Suit not my present mind,Whose eager thought goes out to meetThe life it left behind.Spirit with sky to change; such hope,An idle one we know;Unship the oars, make loose the rope,Push off the boat and go....Ah, would what binds me could have beenThus loosened at a touch!This pain of living is too keen,Of loving, is too much.

WHERE drowsy sound of college-chimesAcross the air is blown,And drowsy fragrance of the limes,I lie and dream alone.

A dazzling radiance reigns o’er all—O’er gardens densely green,O’er old grey bridges and the small,Slow flood which slides between.

This is the place; it is not strange,But known of old and dear.—What went I forth to seek? The changeIs mine; why am I here?

Alas, in vain I turned away,I fled the town in vain;The strenuous life of yesterdayCalleth me back again.

And was it peace I came to seek?Yet here, where memories throng,Ev’n here, I know the past is weak,I know the present strong.

This drowsy fragrance, silent heat,Suit not my present mind,Whose eager thought goes out to meetThe life it left behind.

Spirit with sky to change; such hope,An idle one we know;Unship the oars, make loose the rope,Push off the boat and go....

Ah, would what binds me could have beenThus loosened at a touch!This pain of living is too keen,Of loving, is too much.

ON Bellosguardo, when the year was young,We wandered, seeking for the daffodilAnd dark anemone, whose purples fillThe peasant’s plot, between the corn-shoots sprung.Over the grey, low wall the olive flungHer deeper greyness; far off, hill on hillSloped to the sky, which, pearly-pale and still,Above the large and luminous landscape hung.A snowy blackthorn flowered beyond my reach;You broke a branch and gave it to me there;I found for you a scarlet blossom rare.Thereby ran on of Art and Life our speech;And of the gifts the gods had given to each—Hope unto you, and unto me Despair.

ON Bellosguardo, when the year was young,We wandered, seeking for the daffodilAnd dark anemone, whose purples fillThe peasant’s plot, between the corn-shoots sprung.

Over the grey, low wall the olive flungHer deeper greyness; far off, hill on hillSloped to the sky, which, pearly-pale and still,Above the large and luminous landscape hung.

A snowy blackthorn flowered beyond my reach;You broke a branch and gave it to me there;I found for you a scarlet blossom rare.

Thereby ran on of Art and Life our speech;And of the gifts the gods had given to each—Hope unto you, and unto me Despair.

IWILL be glad because it is the Spring;I will forget the winter in my heart—Dead hopes and withered promise; and will wringA little joy from life ere life depart.For spendthrift youth with passion-blinded eyes,Stays not to see how woods and fields are bright;He hears the phantom voices call, he fliesUpon the track of some unknown delight.To him the tender glory of the May,White wonder of the blossom, and the clear,Soft green of leaves that opened yesterday,This only say: Forward, my friend, not here!They breathe no other messages than this,They have no other meaning for his heart;Unto his troubled sense they tell of bliss,Which make, themselves, of bliss the better part.Yea, joy is near him, tho’ he does not know;Her unregarded shape is at his side,Her unheard voice is whispering clear and low,Whom, resting never, seeks he far and wide.So once it was with us, my heart! To-dayWe will be glad because the leaves are green,Because the fields are fair and soft with May,Nor think on squandered springtimes that have been.

IWILL be glad because it is the Spring;I will forget the winter in my heart—Dead hopes and withered promise; and will wringA little joy from life ere life depart.

For spendthrift youth with passion-blinded eyes,Stays not to see how woods and fields are bright;He hears the phantom voices call, he fliesUpon the track of some unknown delight.

To him the tender glory of the May,White wonder of the blossom, and the clear,Soft green of leaves that opened yesterday,This only say: Forward, my friend, not here!

They breathe no other messages than this,They have no other meaning for his heart;Unto his troubled sense they tell of bliss,Which make, themselves, of bliss the better part.

Yea, joy is near him, tho’ he does not know;Her unregarded shape is at his side,Her unheard voice is whispering clear and low,Whom, resting never, seeks he far and wide.

So once it was with us, my heart! To-dayWe will be glad because the leaves are green,Because the fields are fair and soft with May,Nor think on squandered springtimes that have been.

NOW is the perfect moment of the year.Half naked branches, half a mist of green,Vivid and delicate the slopes appear;The cool, soft air is neither fierce nor keen,And in the temperate sun we feel no fear;Of all the hours which shall be and have been,It is the briefest as it is most dear,It is the dearest as the shortest seen.O it was best, belovèd, at the first.—Our hands met gently, and our meeting sightWas steady; on our senses scare had burstThe faint, fresh fragrance of the new delight....I seek that clime, unknown, without a name,Where first and best and last shall be the same.

NOW is the perfect moment of the year.Half naked branches, half a mist of green,Vivid and delicate the slopes appear;The cool, soft air is neither fierce nor keen,

And in the temperate sun we feel no fear;Of all the hours which shall be and have been,It is the briefest as it is most dear,It is the dearest as the shortest seen.

O it was best, belovèd, at the first.—Our hands met gently, and our meeting sightWas steady; on our senses scare had burstThe faint, fresh fragrance of the new delight....

I seek that clime, unknown, without a name,Where first and best and last shall be the same.

OIS it Love or is it Fame,This thing for which I sigh?Or has it then no earthly nameFor men to call it by?I know not what can ease my pains,Nor what it is I wish;The passion at my heart-strings strainsLike a tiger in a leash.

OIS it Love or is it Fame,This thing for which I sigh?Or has it then no earthly nameFor men to call it by?

I know not what can ease my pains,Nor what it is I wish;The passion at my heart-strings strainsLike a tiger in a leash.

TO J. DE P.

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