What saw I yesterday walking apartIn a leafy place where the cattle wait?Something to keep for a charm in my heart—A little sweet girl in a garden gate.Laughing she lay in the gold sun's might,And held for a target to shelter her,In her little soft fingers, round and white,The gold-rimmed face of a sunflower.Laughing she lay on the stone that standsFor a rough-hewn step in that sunny place,And her yellow hair hung down to her hands,Shadowing over her dimpled face.Her eyes like the blue of the sky, made dimWith the might of the sun that looked at her,Shone laughing over the serried rim,Golden set, of the sunflower.Laughing, for token she gave to meThree petals out of the sunflower;—When the petals are withered and gone, shall beThree verses of mine for praise of her,That a tender dream of her face may riseAnd lighten me yet in another hour,Of her sunny hair and her beautiful eyes,Laughing over the gold sunflower.
What saw I yesterday walking apartIn a leafy place where the cattle wait?Something to keep for a charm in my heart—A little sweet girl in a garden gate.Laughing she lay in the gold sun's might,And held for a target to shelter her,In her little soft fingers, round and white,The gold-rimmed face of a sunflower.
Laughing she lay on the stone that standsFor a rough-hewn step in that sunny place,And her yellow hair hung down to her hands,Shadowing over her dimpled face.Her eyes like the blue of the sky, made dimWith the might of the sun that looked at her,Shone laughing over the serried rim,Golden set, of the sunflower.
Laughing, for token she gave to meThree petals out of the sunflower;—When the petals are withered and gone, shall beThree verses of mine for praise of her,That a tender dream of her face may riseAnd lighten me yet in another hour,Of her sunny hair and her beautiful eyes,Laughing over the gold sunflower.
As a weed beneath the ocean,As a pool beneath a treeAnswers with each breath or motionAn imperious mastery;So my spirit swift with passionFinds in every look a sign,Catching in some wondrous fashionEvery mood that governs thine.In a moment it will borrow,Flashing in a gusty train,Laughter and desire and sorrowAnger and delight and pain.
As a weed beneath the ocean,As a pool beneath a treeAnswers with each breath or motionAn imperious mastery;
So my spirit swift with passionFinds in every look a sign,Catching in some wondrous fashionEvery mood that governs thine.
In a moment it will borrow,Flashing in a gusty train,Laughter and desire and sorrowAnger and delight and pain.
No girdle hath weaver or goldsmith wroughtSo rich as the arms of my love can be;No gems with a lovelier lustre fraughtThan her eyes, when they answer me liquidly.Dear lady of love, be kind to meIn days when the waters of hope abate,And doubt like a shimmer on sand shall be,In the year yet, Lady, to dream and wait.Sweet mouth, that the wear of the world hath taughtNo glitter of wile or traitorie,More soft than a cloud in the sunset caught,Or the heart of a crimson peony;Oh turn not its beauty away from me;To kiss it and cling to it early and lateShall make sweet minutes of days that flee,In the year yet, Lady, to dream and wait.Rich hair that a painter of old had soughtFor the weaving of some soft phantasy,Most fair when the streams of it run distraughtOn the firm sweet shoulders yellowly;Dear Lady, gather it close to me,Weaving a nest for the double freightOf cheeks and lips that are one and free,For the year yet, Lady, to dream and wait.Envoi.So time shall be swift till thou mate with me,For love is mightiest next to fate,And none shall be happier, Love, than we,In the year yet, Lady, to dream and wait.
No girdle hath weaver or goldsmith wroughtSo rich as the arms of my love can be;No gems with a lovelier lustre fraughtThan her eyes, when they answer me liquidly.Dear lady of love, be kind to meIn days when the waters of hope abate,And doubt like a shimmer on sand shall be,In the year yet, Lady, to dream and wait.
Sweet mouth, that the wear of the world hath taughtNo glitter of wile or traitorie,More soft than a cloud in the sunset caught,Or the heart of a crimson peony;Oh turn not its beauty away from me;To kiss it and cling to it early and lateShall make sweet minutes of days that flee,In the year yet, Lady, to dream and wait.
Rich hair that a painter of old had soughtFor the weaving of some soft phantasy,Most fair when the streams of it run distraughtOn the firm sweet shoulders yellowly;Dear Lady, gather it close to me,Weaving a nest for the double freightOf cheeks and lips that are one and free,For the year yet, Lady, to dream and wait.
Envoi.
So time shall be swift till thou mate with me,For love is mightiest next to fate,And none shall be happier, Love, than we,In the year yet, Lady, to dream and wait.
Now the creeping nets of sleepStretch about and gather nigh,And the midnight dim and deepLike a spirit passes by,Trailing from her crystal dressDreams and silent frostiness.Yet a moment, ere I beTangled in the snares of night,All the dreamy heart of meTo my Lady takes its flight,To her chamber where she lies,Wrapt in midnight phantasies.Over many a glinting streetAnd the snow capped roofs of men,Towers that tremble with the beatOf the midnight bells, and then,Where my body may not be,Stands my spirit holily.Wake not, Lady, wake not soon:Through the frosty windows fallBroken glimmers of the moonDimly on the floor and wall;Wake not, Lady, never care,'Tis my spirit kneeling there.Let him kneel a moment now,For the minutes fly apace;Let him see the sleeping brow,And the sweetly rounded face:He shall tell me soon arightHow my Lady looks to-night.How her tresses out and inFold in many a curly freak,Round about the snowy chinAnd the softly tinted cheek,Where no sorrows now can weep,And the dimples lie asleep.How her eyelids meet and match,Gathered in two dusky seams,Each the little creamy thatchOf an azure house of dreams,Or two flowers that love the lightFolded softly up at night.How her bosom, breathing low,Stirs the wavy coverletWith a motion soft and slow:Oh, my Lady, wake not yet;There without a thought of guileLet my spirit dream a while.Yet, my spirit, back to me,Hurry soon and have a care;Love will turn to agony,If you rashly linger there;Bending low as spirits may,Touch her lips and come away.So, fond spirit, beauty-fed,Turning when your watch is o'er,Weave a cross above the bedAnd a sleep-rune on the floor,That no evil enter there,Ugly shapes and dreams beware.Then, ye looming nets of sleep,Ye may have me all your own,For the night is wearing deepAnd the ice-winds whisk and moan;Come with all your drowsy stress,Dreams and silent frostiness.
Now the creeping nets of sleepStretch about and gather nigh,And the midnight dim and deepLike a spirit passes by,Trailing from her crystal dressDreams and silent frostiness.
Yet a moment, ere I beTangled in the snares of night,All the dreamy heart of meTo my Lady takes its flight,To her chamber where she lies,Wrapt in midnight phantasies.
Over many a glinting streetAnd the snow capped roofs of men,Towers that tremble with the beatOf the midnight bells, and then,Where my body may not be,Stands my spirit holily.
Wake not, Lady, wake not soon:Through the frosty windows fallBroken glimmers of the moonDimly on the floor and wall;Wake not, Lady, never care,'Tis my spirit kneeling there.
Let him kneel a moment now,For the minutes fly apace;Let him see the sleeping brow,And the sweetly rounded face:He shall tell me soon arightHow my Lady looks to-night.
How her tresses out and inFold in many a curly freak,Round about the snowy chinAnd the softly tinted cheek,Where no sorrows now can weep,And the dimples lie asleep.
How her eyelids meet and match,Gathered in two dusky seams,Each the little creamy thatchOf an azure house of dreams,Or two flowers that love the lightFolded softly up at night.
How her bosom, breathing low,Stirs the wavy coverletWith a motion soft and slow:Oh, my Lady, wake not yet;There without a thought of guileLet my spirit dream a while.
Yet, my spirit, back to me,Hurry soon and have a care;Love will turn to agony,If you rashly linger there;Bending low as spirits may,Touch her lips and come away.
So, fond spirit, beauty-fed,Turning when your watch is o'er,Weave a cross above the bedAnd a sleep-rune on the floor,That no evil enter there,Ugly shapes and dreams beware.
Then, ye looming nets of sleep,Ye may have me all your own,For the night is wearing deepAnd the ice-winds whisk and moan;Come with all your drowsy stress,Dreams and silent frostiness.
Oh night and sleep,Ye are so soft and deep,I am so weary, come ye soon to me.Oh hours that creep,With so much time to weep,I am so tired, can ye no swifter be?Come, night, anear;I'll whisper in thine earWhat makes me so unhappy, full of care;Dear night, I dieFor love that all men buyWith tears, and know not it is dark despair.Dear night, I pray,How is it that men sayThat love is sweet? It is not sweet to me.For one boy's sakeA poor girl's heart must break;So sweet, so true, and yet it could not be!Oh, I loved well,Such love as none can tell:It was so true, it could not make him know:For he was blind,All light and all unkind:Oh, had he known, would he have hurt me so?Oh night and sleep,Ye are so soft and deep,I am so weary, come ye soon to me.Oh hours that creep,With so much time to weep,I am so tired, can ye no swifter be?
Oh night and sleep,Ye are so soft and deep,I am so weary, come ye soon to me.Oh hours that creep,With so much time to weep,I am so tired, can ye no swifter be?
Come, night, anear;I'll whisper in thine earWhat makes me so unhappy, full of care;Dear night, I dieFor love that all men buyWith tears, and know not it is dark despair.
Dear night, I pray,How is it that men sayThat love is sweet? It is not sweet to me.For one boy's sakeA poor girl's heart must break;So sweet, so true, and yet it could not be!
Oh, I loved well,Such love as none can tell:It was so true, it could not make him know:For he was blind,All light and all unkind:Oh, had he known, would he have hurt me so?
Oh night and sleep,Ye are so soft and deep,I am so weary, come ye soon to me.Oh hours that creep,With so much time to weep,I am so tired, can ye no swifter be?
What do poets want with gold,Cringing slaves and cushioned ease;Are not crusts and garments oldBetter for their souls than these?Gold is but the juggling rodOf a false usurping god,Graven long ago in hellWith a sombre stony spell,Working in the world forever.Hate is not so strong to severBeating human heart from heart.Soul from soul we shrink and part,And no longer hail each otherWith the ancient name of brotherGive the simple poet gold,And his song will die of cold.He must walk with men that reelOn the rugged path, and feelEvery sacred soul that isBeating very near to his.Simple, human, careless, free,As God made him, he must be:For the sweetest song of birdIs the hidden tenor heardIn the dusk, at even-flush,From the forest's inner hush,Of the simple hermit thrush.What do poets want with love?Flowers that shiver out of hand,And the fervid fruits that proveOnly bitter broken sand?Poets speak of passion best,When their dreams are undistressed,And the sweetest songs are sung,E'er the inner heart is stung.Let them dream; 'tis better so;Ever dream, but never know.If their spirits once have drainedAll that goblet crimson-stained,Finding what they dreamed divine,Only earthly sluggish wine,Sooner will the warm lips pale,And the flawless voices fail,Sooner come the drooping wing,And the afterdays that bring,No such songs as did the spring.
What do poets want with gold,Cringing slaves and cushioned ease;Are not crusts and garments oldBetter for their souls than these?
Gold is but the juggling rodOf a false usurping god,Graven long ago in hellWith a sombre stony spell,Working in the world forever.Hate is not so strong to severBeating human heart from heart.Soul from soul we shrink and part,And no longer hail each otherWith the ancient name of brotherGive the simple poet gold,And his song will die of cold.He must walk with men that reelOn the rugged path, and feelEvery sacred soul that isBeating very near to his.Simple, human, careless, free,As God made him, he must be:For the sweetest song of birdIs the hidden tenor heardIn the dusk, at even-flush,From the forest's inner hush,Of the simple hermit thrush.
What do poets want with love?Flowers that shiver out of hand,And the fervid fruits that proveOnly bitter broken sand?
Poets speak of passion best,When their dreams are undistressed,And the sweetest songs are sung,E'er the inner heart is stung.Let them dream; 'tis better so;Ever dream, but never know.If their spirits once have drainedAll that goblet crimson-stained,Finding what they dreamed divine,Only earthly sluggish wine,Sooner will the warm lips pale,And the flawless voices fail,Sooner come the drooping wing,And the afterdays that bring,No such songs as did the spring.
Once idly in his hall king Olave satPondering, and with his dagger whittled chips;And one drew near to him with austere lips,Saying, "To-morrow is Monday," and at thatThe king said nothing, but held forth his flatBroad palm, and bending on his mighty hips,Took up and mutely laid thereon the slipsOf scattered wood, as on a hearth, and gatFrom off the embers near, a burning brand.Kindling the pile with this, the dreaming DaneSat silent with his eyes set and his blandProud mouth, tight-woven, smiling, drawn with pain,Watching the fierce fire flare, and wax, and wane,Hiss and burn down upon his shrivelled hand.
Once idly in his hall king Olave satPondering, and with his dagger whittled chips;And one drew near to him with austere lips,Saying, "To-morrow is Monday," and at thatThe king said nothing, but held forth his flatBroad palm, and bending on his mighty hips,Took up and mutely laid thereon the slipsOf scattered wood, as on a hearth, and gatFrom off the embers near, a burning brand.Kindling the pile with this, the dreaming DaneSat silent with his eyes set and his blandProud mouth, tight-woven, smiling, drawn with pain,Watching the fierce fire flare, and wax, and wane,Hiss and burn down upon his shrivelled hand.
The King's son walks in the garden fair—Oh, the maiden's heart is merry!He little knows for his toil and care,That the bride is gone and the bower is bare.Put on garments of white, my maidens!The sun shines bright through the casement high—Oh, the maiden's heart is merry!The little handmaid, with a laughing eye,Looks down on the king's son, strolling by.Put on garments of white, my maidens!"He little knows that the bride is gone,And the Earl knows little as he;She is fled with her lover afar last night,And the King's son is left to me."And back to her chamber with velvety stepThe little handmaid did glide,And a gold key took from her bosom sweet,And opened the great chests wide.She bound her hair with a band of blue,And a garland of lilies sweet;And put on her delicate silken shoes,With roses on both her feet.She clad her body in spotless white,With a girdle as red as blood.The glad white raiment her beauty bound,As the sepels bind the bud:And round and round her white neck she flungA necklace of sapphires blue;On one white finger of either handA shining ring she drew.And down the stairway and out of the doorShe glided, as soft and light,As an airy tuft of a thistle seedMight glide through the grasses bright.And into the garden sweet she stole—The little birds carolled loud—Her beauty shone as a star might shineIn the rift of a morning cloud.The King's son walked in the garden fair,And the little handmaiden came,Through the midst of a shimmer of roses red,Like a sunbeam through a flame.The King's son marvelled, his heart leaped up,"And art thou my bride?" said he,"For, North or South, I have never beheldA lovelier maid than thee.""And dost thou love me?" the little maid cried,"A fine King's son, I wis!"And the King's son took her with both his hands,And her ruddy lips did kiss.And the little maid laughed till the beaded tears,Ran down in a silver rain."O foolish King's son!" and she clapped her hands,Till the gold rings rang again."O King's son, foolish and fooled art thou,For a goodly game is played:Thy bride is away with her lover last night,And I am her little handmaid."And the King's son sware a great oath, said he,—Oh, the maiden's heart is merry!"If the Earl's fair daughter a traitress be,The little handmaid is enough for me."Put on garments of white, my maidens!The King's son walks in the garden fair—Oh, the maiden's heart is merry!And the little handmaiden walketh there,But the old Earl pulleth his beard for care.Put on garments of white, my maidens!
The King's son walks in the garden fair—Oh, the maiden's heart is merry!He little knows for his toil and care,That the bride is gone and the bower is bare.Put on garments of white, my maidens!
The sun shines bright through the casement high—Oh, the maiden's heart is merry!The little handmaid, with a laughing eye,Looks down on the king's son, strolling by.Put on garments of white, my maidens!
"He little knows that the bride is gone,And the Earl knows little as he;She is fled with her lover afar last night,And the King's son is left to me."
And back to her chamber with velvety stepThe little handmaid did glide,And a gold key took from her bosom sweet,And opened the great chests wide.
She bound her hair with a band of blue,And a garland of lilies sweet;And put on her delicate silken shoes,With roses on both her feet.
She clad her body in spotless white,With a girdle as red as blood.The glad white raiment her beauty bound,As the sepels bind the bud:
And round and round her white neck she flungA necklace of sapphires blue;On one white finger of either handA shining ring she drew.
And down the stairway and out of the doorShe glided, as soft and light,As an airy tuft of a thistle seedMight glide through the grasses bright.
And into the garden sweet she stole—The little birds carolled loud—Her beauty shone as a star might shineIn the rift of a morning cloud.
The King's son walked in the garden fair,And the little handmaiden came,Through the midst of a shimmer of roses red,Like a sunbeam through a flame.
The King's son marvelled, his heart leaped up,"And art thou my bride?" said he,"For, North or South, I have never beheldA lovelier maid than thee."
"And dost thou love me?" the little maid cried,"A fine King's son, I wis!"And the King's son took her with both his hands,And her ruddy lips did kiss.
And the little maid laughed till the beaded tears,Ran down in a silver rain."O foolish King's son!" and she clapped her hands,Till the gold rings rang again.
"O King's son, foolish and fooled art thou,For a goodly game is played:Thy bride is away with her lover last night,And I am her little handmaid."
And the King's son sware a great oath, said he,—Oh, the maiden's heart is merry!"If the Earl's fair daughter a traitress be,The little handmaid is enough for me."Put on garments of white, my maidens!
The King's son walks in the garden fair—Oh, the maiden's heart is merry!And the little handmaiden walketh there,But the old Earl pulleth his beard for care.Put on garments of white, my maidens!
Underneath a tree at noontideAbu Midjan sits distressed,Fetters on his wrists and ancles,And his chin upon his breast;For the Emir's guard had taken,As they passed from line to line,Reeling in the camp at midnight,Abu Midjan drunk with wine.Now he sits and rolls uneasy,Very fretful, for he hears,Near at hand, the shout of battle,And the din of driving spears.Both his heels in wrath are diggingTrenches in the grassy soil,And his fingers clutch and loosen,Dreaming of the Persian spoil.To the garden, over-wearyOf the sound of hoof and sword,Came the Emir's gentle lady,Anxious for her fighting lord.Very sadly, Abu Midjan,Hanging down his head for shame,Spake in words of soft appealingTo the tender-hearted dame:"Lady, while the doubtful battleEbbs and flows upon the plains,Here in sorrow, meek and idle,Abu Midjan sits in chains."Surely Saad would be saferFor the strength of even me;Give me then his armour, Lady,And his horse, and set me free."When the day of fight is over,With the spoil that he may earn,To his chains, if he is living,Abu Midjan will return."She, in wonder and compassion,Had not heart to say him nay;So, with Saad's horse and armour,Abu Midjan rode away.Happy from the fight at even,Saad told his wife at meat,How the army had been succouredIn the fiercest battle-heat,By a stranger horseman, comingWhen their hands were most in need,And he bore the arms of Saad,And was mounted on his steed;How the faithful battled forward,Mighty where the stranger trod,Till they deemed him more than mortal,And an angel sent from God.Then the lady told her masterHow she gave the horse and mailTo the drunkard, and had takenAbu Midjan's word for bail.To the garden went the Emir,Running to the tree, and foundTorn with many wounds and bleeding,Abu Midjan meek and bound.And the Emir loosed him, saying,As he gave his hand for sign,"Never more shall Saad's fettersChafe thee for a draught of wine."Three times to the ground in silenceAbu Midjan bent his head;Then with glowing eyes uplifted,To the Emir spake and said:"While an earthly lord controlled me,All things for the wine I bore;Now, since God alone shall judge me,Abu Midjan drinks no more."
Underneath a tree at noontideAbu Midjan sits distressed,Fetters on his wrists and ancles,And his chin upon his breast;
For the Emir's guard had taken,As they passed from line to line,Reeling in the camp at midnight,Abu Midjan drunk with wine.
Now he sits and rolls uneasy,Very fretful, for he hears,Near at hand, the shout of battle,And the din of driving spears.
Both his heels in wrath are diggingTrenches in the grassy soil,And his fingers clutch and loosen,Dreaming of the Persian spoil.
To the garden, over-wearyOf the sound of hoof and sword,Came the Emir's gentle lady,Anxious for her fighting lord.
Very sadly, Abu Midjan,Hanging down his head for shame,Spake in words of soft appealingTo the tender-hearted dame:
"Lady, while the doubtful battleEbbs and flows upon the plains,Here in sorrow, meek and idle,Abu Midjan sits in chains.
"Surely Saad would be saferFor the strength of even me;Give me then his armour, Lady,And his horse, and set me free.
"When the day of fight is over,With the spoil that he may earn,To his chains, if he is living,Abu Midjan will return."
She, in wonder and compassion,Had not heart to say him nay;So, with Saad's horse and armour,Abu Midjan rode away.
Happy from the fight at even,Saad told his wife at meat,How the army had been succouredIn the fiercest battle-heat,
By a stranger horseman, comingWhen their hands were most in need,And he bore the arms of Saad,And was mounted on his steed;
How the faithful battled forward,Mighty where the stranger trod,Till they deemed him more than mortal,And an angel sent from God.
Then the lady told her masterHow she gave the horse and mailTo the drunkard, and had takenAbu Midjan's word for bail.
To the garden went the Emir,Running to the tree, and foundTorn with many wounds and bleeding,Abu Midjan meek and bound.
And the Emir loosed him, saying,As he gave his hand for sign,"Never more shall Saad's fettersChafe thee for a draught of wine."
Three times to the ground in silenceAbu Midjan bent his head;Then with glowing eyes uplifted,To the Emir spake and said:
"While an earthly lord controlled me,All things for the wine I bore;Now, since God alone shall judge me,Abu Midjan drinks no more."
All day, all day, round the clacking netThe weaver's fingers fly:Gray dreams like frozen mists are setIn the hush of the weaver's eye;A voice from the dusk is calling yet,"Oh, come away, or we die!"Without is a horror of hosts that fight,That rest not, and cease not to kill,The thunder of feet and the cry of flight,A slaughter weird and shrill;Gray dreams are set in the weaver's sight,The weaver is weaving still."Come away, dear soul, come away, or we die;Hear'st thou the moan and the rush! Come away;The people are slain at the gates, and they fly;The kind God hath left them this day;The battle-axe cleaves, and the foemen cry,And the red swords swing and slay.""Nay, wife, what boots it to fly from pain,When pain is wherever we fly?And death is a sweeter thing than a chain:'Tis sweeter to sleep than to cry.The kind God giveth the days that wane;If the kind God hath said it, I die."And the weaver wove, and the good wife fled,And the city was made a tomb,And a flame that shook from the rocks overheadShone into that silent room,And touched like a wide red kiss on the deadBrown weaver slain by his loom.Yet I think that in some dim shadowy land,Where no suns rise or set,Where the ghost of a whilom loom doth standRound the dusk of its silken net,Forever flyeth his shadowy hand,And the weaver is weaving yet.
All day, all day, round the clacking netThe weaver's fingers fly:Gray dreams like frozen mists are setIn the hush of the weaver's eye;A voice from the dusk is calling yet,"Oh, come away, or we die!"
Without is a horror of hosts that fight,That rest not, and cease not to kill,The thunder of feet and the cry of flight,A slaughter weird and shrill;Gray dreams are set in the weaver's sight,The weaver is weaving still.
"Come away, dear soul, come away, or we die;Hear'st thou the moan and the rush! Come away;The people are slain at the gates, and they fly;The kind God hath left them this day;The battle-axe cleaves, and the foemen cry,And the red swords swing and slay."
"Nay, wife, what boots it to fly from pain,When pain is wherever we fly?And death is a sweeter thing than a chain:'Tis sweeter to sleep than to cry.The kind God giveth the days that wane;If the kind God hath said it, I die."
And the weaver wove, and the good wife fled,And the city was made a tomb,And a flame that shook from the rocks overheadShone into that silent room,And touched like a wide red kiss on the deadBrown weaver slain by his loom.
Yet I think that in some dim shadowy land,Where no suns rise or set,Where the ghost of a whilom loom doth standRound the dusk of its silken net,Forever flyeth his shadowy hand,And the weaver is weaving yet.
In days, when the fruit of men's labour was sparing,And hearts were weary and nigh to break,A sweet grave man with a beautiful bearingCame to us once in the fields and spake.He told us of Roma, the marvellous city,And of One that came from the living God,The Virgins' Son, who in heavenly pity,Bore for His people the rood and rod,And how at Roma the gods were broken,The new was strong, and the old nigh dead,And love was more than a bare word spoken,For the sick were healed and the poor were fed;And we sat mute at his feet, and hearkened:The grave man came in an hour; and went,But a new light shone on a land long darkened;The toil was weary, the fruit was spent:So we came south, till we saw the city,Speeding three of us, hand in hand,Seeking peace and the bread of pity,Journeying out of the Umbrian land;Till we saw from the hills in a dazzled comaOver the vines that the wind made shiver,Tower on tower, the great city Roma,Palace and temple, and winding river:And we stood long in a dream and waited,Watching and praying and purified,And came at last to the walls belated,Entering in at the eventide:And many met us with song and dancing,Mantled in skins and crowned with flowers,Waving goblets and torches glancing;Faces drunken, that grinned in ours:And one, that ran in the midst, came near us—"Crown yourselves for the feast," he said,But we cried out, that the God might hear us,"Where is Jesus, the living bread?"And they took us each by the hand with laughter;Their eyes were haggard and red with wine:They haled us on, and we followed after,"We will show you the new God's shrine."Ah, woe to our tongues, that, forever unsleeping,Harp and uncover the old hot care,The soothing ash from the embers sweeping,Wherever the soles of our sad feet fare.Ah, we were simple of mind, not knowing,How dreadful the heart of a man might be;But the knowledge of evil is mighty of growing;Only the deaf and the blind are free.We came to a garden of beauty and pleasure—It was not the way that our own feet chose—Where a revel was whirling in many a measure,And the myriad roar of a great crowd rose;And the midmost round of the garden was reddenedWith pillars of fire in a great high ring—One look—and our souls forever were deadened,Though our feet yet move, and our dreams yet sting;For we saw that each was a live man flaming,Limbs that a human mother bore,And a thing of horror was done, past naming,And the crowd spun round, and we saw no more.And he that ran in the midst, descrying,Lifted his hand with a foul red sneer,And smote us each and the other, crying,"Thus we worship the new God here."The Cæsar comes, and the people's pæansHail his name for the new made light,Pitch and the flesh of the Galileans,Torches fit for a Roman night;"And we fell down to the earth, and sickened,Moaning, three of us, head by head,"Where is He, whom the good God quickened?Where is Jesus, the living bread?"Yet ever we heard, in the foul mirth turning,Man and woman and child go by,And ever the yells of the charred men burning,Piercing heavenward, cry on cry;And we lay there, till the frightful revelDied in the dawn with a few short moansOf some that knelt in the wan and levelShadows, that fell from the blackened bones.Numb with horror and sick with pity,The heart of each as an iron weight,We crept in the dawn from the awful city,Journeying out of the seaward gate.The great sun came from the sea before us;A soft wind blew from the scented south;But our eyes knew not of the steps that bore usDown to the ships at the Tiber's mouth;And we prayed then, as we turned our facesOver the sea to the living God,That our ways might be in the fierce bare places,Where never the foot of a live man trod:And we set sail in the noon not caring.Whither the prow of the dark ship came,No more over the old ways faring;For the sea was cold, but the land was flame:And the keen ship sped, and a deadly comaBlotted away from our eyes forever,Tower on tower, the great city Roma,Palace and temple and yellow river.
In days, when the fruit of men's labour was sparing,And hearts were weary and nigh to break,A sweet grave man with a beautiful bearingCame to us once in the fields and spake.
He told us of Roma, the marvellous city,And of One that came from the living God,The Virgins' Son, who in heavenly pity,Bore for His people the rood and rod,
And how at Roma the gods were broken,The new was strong, and the old nigh dead,And love was more than a bare word spoken,For the sick were healed and the poor were fed;
And we sat mute at his feet, and hearkened:The grave man came in an hour; and went,But a new light shone on a land long darkened;The toil was weary, the fruit was spent:
So we came south, till we saw the city,Speeding three of us, hand in hand,Seeking peace and the bread of pity,Journeying out of the Umbrian land;
Till we saw from the hills in a dazzled comaOver the vines that the wind made shiver,Tower on tower, the great city Roma,Palace and temple, and winding river:
And we stood long in a dream and waited,Watching and praying and purified,And came at last to the walls belated,Entering in at the eventide:
And many met us with song and dancing,Mantled in skins and crowned with flowers,Waving goblets and torches glancing;Faces drunken, that grinned in ours:
And one, that ran in the midst, came near us—"Crown yourselves for the feast," he said,But we cried out, that the God might hear us,"Where is Jesus, the living bread?"
And they took us each by the hand with laughter;Their eyes were haggard and red with wine:They haled us on, and we followed after,"We will show you the new God's shrine."
Ah, woe to our tongues, that, forever unsleeping,Harp and uncover the old hot care,The soothing ash from the embers sweeping,Wherever the soles of our sad feet fare.
Ah, we were simple of mind, not knowing,How dreadful the heart of a man might be;But the knowledge of evil is mighty of growing;Only the deaf and the blind are free.
We came to a garden of beauty and pleasure—It was not the way that our own feet chose—Where a revel was whirling in many a measure,And the myriad roar of a great crowd rose;
And the midmost round of the garden was reddenedWith pillars of fire in a great high ring—One look—and our souls forever were deadened,Though our feet yet move, and our dreams yet sting;
For we saw that each was a live man flaming,Limbs that a human mother bore,And a thing of horror was done, past naming,And the crowd spun round, and we saw no more.
And he that ran in the midst, descrying,Lifted his hand with a foul red sneer,And smote us each and the other, crying,"Thus we worship the new God here.
"The Cæsar comes, and the people's pæansHail his name for the new made light,Pitch and the flesh of the Galileans,Torches fit for a Roman night;"
And we fell down to the earth, and sickened,Moaning, three of us, head by head,"Where is He, whom the good God quickened?Where is Jesus, the living bread?"
Yet ever we heard, in the foul mirth turning,Man and woman and child go by,And ever the yells of the charred men burning,Piercing heavenward, cry on cry;
And we lay there, till the frightful revelDied in the dawn with a few short moansOf some that knelt in the wan and levelShadows, that fell from the blackened bones.
Numb with horror and sick with pity,The heart of each as an iron weight,We crept in the dawn from the awful city,Journeying out of the seaward gate.
The great sun came from the sea before us;A soft wind blew from the scented south;But our eyes knew not of the steps that bore usDown to the ships at the Tiber's mouth;
And we prayed then, as we turned our facesOver the sea to the living God,That our ways might be in the fierce bare places,Where never the foot of a live man trod:
And we set sail in the noon not caring.Whither the prow of the dark ship came,No more over the old ways faring;For the sea was cold, but the land was flame:
And the keen ship sped, and a deadly comaBlotted away from our eyes forever,Tower on tower, the great city Roma,Palace and temple and yellow river.
Out of the Northland sombre weirds are calling;A shadow falleth southward day by day;Sad summer's arms grow cold; his fire is falling;His feet draw back to give the stern one way.It is the voice and shadow of the slayer,Slayer of loves, sweet world, slayer of dreams;Make sad thy voice with sober plaint and prayer;Make gray thy woods, and darken all thy streams.Black grows the river, blacker drifts the eddy:The sky is grey; the woods are cold below:Oh make thy bosom, and thy sad lips ready,For the cold kisses of the folding snow.
Out of the Northland sombre weirds are calling;A shadow falleth southward day by day;Sad summer's arms grow cold; his fire is falling;His feet draw back to give the stern one way.
It is the voice and shadow of the slayer,Slayer of loves, sweet world, slayer of dreams;Make sad thy voice with sober plaint and prayer;Make gray thy woods, and darken all thy streams.
Black grows the river, blacker drifts the eddy:The sky is grey; the woods are cold below:Oh make thy bosom, and thy sad lips ready,For the cold kisses of the folding snow.
Hear me, Brother, gently met;Just a little, turn not yet,Thou shalt laugh, and soon forget:Now the midnight draweth near.I have little more to tell;Soon with hollow stroke and knell,Thou shalt count the palace bell,Calling that the hour is here.Burdens black and strange to bear,I must tell, and thou must share,Listening with that stony stare,Even as many a man before.Years have lightly come and goneIn their jocund unison.But the tides of life roll on——They remember now no more.Once upon a night of glee,In an hour of revelry,As I wandered restlessly,I beheld with burning eye,How a pale procession rolledThrough a quarter quaint and old,With its banners and its gold,And the crucifix went by.Well I knew that body braveThat was pierced and hung to save,But my flesh was now a graveFor the soul that gnashed within.He that they were bearing by,With their banners white and high,He was pure, and foul was I,And his whiteness mocked my sin.Ah, meseemed that even he,Would not wait to look on me,In my years and misery,Things that he alone could heal.In mine eyes I felt the flameOf a rage that nought could tame,And I cried and cursed his name,Till my brain began to reel.In a moment I was 'ware,How that many watching there,Fearfully with blanch and stare,Crossed themselves, and shrank away;Then upon my reeling mind,Like a sharp blow from behind,Fell the truth, and left me blind,Hopeless now, and all astray.O'er the city wandering wide,Seeking but some place to hide,Where the sounds of mirth had died,Through the shaken night I stole;From the ever-eddying streamOf the crowds that did but seemLike processions in a dreamTo my empty echoing soul.Till I came at last aloneTo a hidden street of stone,Where the city's monotoneOn the silence fell no more.Then I saw how one in whiteWith a footstep mute and light,Through the shadow of the nightLike a spirit paced before.And a sudden stillness cameThrough my spirit and my frame,And a spell without a nameHeld me in his mystic track.Though his presence seemed so mild,Yet he led me like a child,With a yearning strange and wild,That I dared not turn me back.Oh, I could not see his face,Nor behold his utmost grace,Yet I might not change my paceFastened by a strange belief;For his steps were sad and slow,And his hands hung straight below,And his head was bowed, as thoughPressed by some immortal grief.So I followed, yet not IHeld alone that company:Every silent passer-byPaled and turned and joined with me;So we followed still and fleet,While the city street by street,Fell behind our rustling feetLike a deadened memory.Where the sound of sin and riotBroke upon the night's dim quiet,And the solemn bells hung nigh itEchoed from their looming towers;Where the mourners wept alway,Watching for the morning grey;Where the weary toiler lay,Husbanding the niggard hours;By the gates where all night longGuests in many a joyous throng,With the sound of dance and song,Dreamed in golden palaces;Still he passed, and door by doorOpened with a pale outpour,And the revel rose no moreHushed in deeper phantasies.As we passed, the talk and stirOf the quiet wayfarerAnd the noisy banqueterDied upon the midnight dim.They that reeled in drunken gleeShrank upon the trembling knee,And their jests died pallidly,As they rose and followed him.From the street and from the hall,From the flare of festivalNone that saw him stayed, but allFollowed where his wonder would:And our feet at first so fewGathered as those white feet drew,Till at last our number grewTo a pallid multitude;And the hushed and awful beatOf our pale unnumbered feetMade a murmur strange and sweet,As we followed evermore.Now the night was almost passed,And the dawn was overcast,When the stranger stayed at lastAt a great cathedral door.Never word the stranger said,But he slowly raised his head,And the vast doors openèdBy an unseen hand withdrawn;And in silence wave on wave,Like an army from the grave,Up the aisles and up the nave,All that spectral crowd rolled on.As I followed close behind,Knowledge like an awful windSeemed to blow my naked mindInto darkness black and bare;Yet with longing wild and dim,And a terror vast and grim,Nearer still I pressed to him,Till I almost touched his hair.From the gloom so strange and eery,From the organ low and dreary,Rose the wailing miserere,By mysterious voices sung;And a dim light shone, none knew,How it came, or whence it grew,From the dusky roof and throughAll the solemn spaces flung.But the stranger still passed on,Till he reached the altar stone,And with body white and proneSunk his forehead to the floor;And I saw in my despair,Standing like a spirit there,How his head was bruised and bare,And his hands were clenched before,How his hair was fouled and knitWith the blood that clotted it,Where the prickled thorns had bitIn his crownèd agony;In his hands so wan and blue,Leaning out, I saw the twoMarks of where the nails pierced through,Once on gloomy Calvary.Then with trembling throat I ownedAll my dark sin unatoned,Telling it with lips that moaned,And methought an echo cameFrom the bended crowd below,Each one breathing faint and low,Sins that none but he might know:"Master I did curse thy name."And I saw him slowly riseWith his sad unearthly eyes,Meeting mine with meek surprise,And a voice came solemnly."Never more on mortal groundFor thy soul shall rest be found,But when bells at midnight soundThou must rise and come with me."Then my forehead smote the floor,Swooning, and I knew no more,Till I heard the chancel doorOpen for the choristers:But the stranger's form was gone,And the church was dim and lone:Through the silence, one by oneStole the early worshippers.I am ageing now I know;That was many years ago,Yet or I shall rest belowIn the grave where none intrude,Night by night I roam the street,And that awful form I meet,And I follow pale and fleet,With a ghostly multitude.Every night I see his face,With its sad and burdened grace,And the torn and bloody trace,That in hands and feet he has.Once my life was dark and bad;Now its days are strange and sad,And the people call me mad:See, they whisper as they pass.Even now the echoes rollFrom the swinging bells that toll;It is midnight, now my soulHasten; for he glideth by.Stranger, 'tis no phantasie:Look! my master waits for meMutely, but thou canst not seeWith thy mortal blinded eye.
Hear me, Brother, gently met;Just a little, turn not yet,Thou shalt laugh, and soon forget:Now the midnight draweth near.I have little more to tell;Soon with hollow stroke and knell,Thou shalt count the palace bell,Calling that the hour is here.
Burdens black and strange to bear,I must tell, and thou must share,Listening with that stony stare,Even as many a man before.Years have lightly come and goneIn their jocund unison.But the tides of life roll on——They remember now no more.
Once upon a night of glee,In an hour of revelry,As I wandered restlessly,I beheld with burning eye,How a pale procession rolledThrough a quarter quaint and old,With its banners and its gold,And the crucifix went by.
Well I knew that body braveThat was pierced and hung to save,But my flesh was now a graveFor the soul that gnashed within.He that they were bearing by,With their banners white and high,He was pure, and foul was I,And his whiteness mocked my sin.
Ah, meseemed that even he,Would not wait to look on me,In my years and misery,Things that he alone could heal.In mine eyes I felt the flameOf a rage that nought could tame,And I cried and cursed his name,Till my brain began to reel.
In a moment I was 'ware,How that many watching there,Fearfully with blanch and stare,Crossed themselves, and shrank away;Then upon my reeling mind,Like a sharp blow from behind,Fell the truth, and left me blind,Hopeless now, and all astray.
O'er the city wandering wide,Seeking but some place to hide,Where the sounds of mirth had died,Through the shaken night I stole;From the ever-eddying streamOf the crowds that did but seemLike processions in a dreamTo my empty echoing soul.
Till I came at last aloneTo a hidden street of stone,Where the city's monotoneOn the silence fell no more.Then I saw how one in whiteWith a footstep mute and light,Through the shadow of the nightLike a spirit paced before.
And a sudden stillness cameThrough my spirit and my frame,And a spell without a nameHeld me in his mystic track.Though his presence seemed so mild,Yet he led me like a child,With a yearning strange and wild,That I dared not turn me back.
Oh, I could not see his face,Nor behold his utmost grace,Yet I might not change my paceFastened by a strange belief;For his steps were sad and slow,And his hands hung straight below,And his head was bowed, as thoughPressed by some immortal grief.
So I followed, yet not IHeld alone that company:Every silent passer-byPaled and turned and joined with me;So we followed still and fleet,While the city street by street,Fell behind our rustling feetLike a deadened memory.
Where the sound of sin and riotBroke upon the night's dim quiet,And the solemn bells hung nigh itEchoed from their looming towers;Where the mourners wept alway,Watching for the morning grey;Where the weary toiler lay,Husbanding the niggard hours;
By the gates where all night longGuests in many a joyous throng,With the sound of dance and song,Dreamed in golden palaces;Still he passed, and door by doorOpened with a pale outpour,And the revel rose no moreHushed in deeper phantasies.
As we passed, the talk and stirOf the quiet wayfarerAnd the noisy banqueterDied upon the midnight dim.They that reeled in drunken gleeShrank upon the trembling knee,And their jests died pallidly,As they rose and followed him.
From the street and from the hall,From the flare of festivalNone that saw him stayed, but allFollowed where his wonder would:And our feet at first so fewGathered as those white feet drew,Till at last our number grewTo a pallid multitude;
And the hushed and awful beatOf our pale unnumbered feetMade a murmur strange and sweet,As we followed evermore.Now the night was almost passed,And the dawn was overcast,When the stranger stayed at lastAt a great cathedral door.
Never word the stranger said,But he slowly raised his head,And the vast doors openèdBy an unseen hand withdrawn;And in silence wave on wave,Like an army from the grave,Up the aisles and up the nave,All that spectral crowd rolled on.
As I followed close behind,Knowledge like an awful windSeemed to blow my naked mindInto darkness black and bare;Yet with longing wild and dim,And a terror vast and grim,Nearer still I pressed to him,Till I almost touched his hair.
From the gloom so strange and eery,From the organ low and dreary,Rose the wailing miserere,By mysterious voices sung;And a dim light shone, none knew,How it came, or whence it grew,From the dusky roof and throughAll the solemn spaces flung.
But the stranger still passed on,Till he reached the altar stone,And with body white and proneSunk his forehead to the floor;And I saw in my despair,Standing like a spirit there,How his head was bruised and bare,And his hands were clenched before,
How his hair was fouled and knitWith the blood that clotted it,Where the prickled thorns had bitIn his crownèd agony;In his hands so wan and blue,Leaning out, I saw the twoMarks of where the nails pierced through,Once on gloomy Calvary.
Then with trembling throat I ownedAll my dark sin unatoned,Telling it with lips that moaned,And methought an echo cameFrom the bended crowd below,Each one breathing faint and low,Sins that none but he might know:"Master I did curse thy name."
And I saw him slowly riseWith his sad unearthly eyes,Meeting mine with meek surprise,And a voice came solemnly."Never more on mortal groundFor thy soul shall rest be found,But when bells at midnight soundThou must rise and come with me."
Then my forehead smote the floor,Swooning, and I knew no more,Till I heard the chancel doorOpen for the choristers:But the stranger's form was gone,And the church was dim and lone:Through the silence, one by oneStole the early worshippers.
I am ageing now I know;That was many years ago,Yet or I shall rest belowIn the grave where none intrude,Night by night I roam the street,And that awful form I meet,And I follow pale and fleet,With a ghostly multitude.
Every night I see his face,With its sad and burdened grace,And the torn and bloody trace,That in hands and feet he has.Once my life was dark and bad;Now its days are strange and sad,And the people call me mad:See, they whisper as they pass.
Even now the echoes rollFrom the swinging bells that toll;It is midnight, now my soulHasten; for he glideth by.Stranger, 'tis no phantasie:Look! my master waits for meMutely, but thou canst not seeWith thy mortal blinded eye.