CHAPTER XV. CARNAC AND JUNIA

Tarboe did not see Junia that evening nor for many evenings, but Carnac and Junia met the next day in her own house. He came on her as she was arranging the table for midday dinner. She had taken up again the threads of housekeeping, cheering her father, helping the old French-woman cook—a huge creature who moved like a small mountain, and was a tyrant in her way to the old cheerful avocat, whose life had been a struggle for existence, yet whose one daughter had married a rich lumberman, and whose other daughter could marry wealth, handsomeness and youth, if she chose.

When Carnac saw Junia she was entering the dining-room with flowers and fruit, and he recalled the last time they met, when she had thrust the farewell bouquet of flowers into his hand. That was in the early autumn, and this was in late spring, and the light in her face was as glowing as then. A remembrance of the scene came to the minds of both, and the girl gave a little laugh.

“Well, well, Carnac,” she said gaily, her cheek flushing, her eyes warm with colour: “well, I sent you away with flowers. Did they bring you luck?” She looked him steadily in the eyes.

“Yes, they brought me a perfect remembrance—of one who has always been to me like the balm of Gilead.”

“Soothing and stimulating, eh?” she asked, as she put the flowers on the table and gave him her hand—no, she suddenly gave him both hands with a rush of old-time friendship, which robbed it of all personal emotion.

For a moment he held her hands. He felt them tremble in his warm clasp, the delicate, shivering pulsation of youth, the womanly feeling. It was for an instant only, because she withdrew her fingers. Then she caught up an apple from the dish she had brought in, and tossed it to him.

“For a good boy,” she said. “You have been a good boy, haven’t you?”

“I think so, chiefly by remembering a good girl.”

“That’s a pretty compliment—meant for me?”

“Yes, meant for you. I think you understand me better than anyone else.”

He noticed her forehead wrinkle slightly, and a faint, incredulous smile come to her lips.

“I shouldn’t think I understand you, Carnac,” she said, over her shoulder, as she arranged dishes on the sideboard. “I shouldn’t think I know you well. There’s no Book of Revelations of your life except in your face.”

She suddenly turned full on him, and held his eyes. “Carnac, I think your face looks honest. I’ve always thought so, and yet I think you’re something of a scamp, a rogue and a thief.”

There was determination at her lips, through which, though only slightly apart, her beautiful teeth, so straight, so regular, showed. “You don’t play fair. What’s the good of having a friend if you don’t tell your friend your troubles? And you’ve been in trouble, Carnac, and you’re fighting it through alone. Is that wise? You ought to tell some bad man, or some good woman—if they’re both clever—what’s vexing you.

“You see the bad clever man would probably think out something that would have the same effect as the good clever woman. They never would think out the same thing, but each ‘d think out what would help you.”

“But you’ve just said I’m a bad clever man. Why shouldn’t I work out my own trouble?”

“Oh, you’re bad enough,” she answered, “but you’re not clever enough.”

He smiled grimly. “I’m not sure though about the woman. Perhaps I’ll tell the good clever woman some day and let her help me, if she can. But I’d warn her it won’t be easy.”

“Then there’s another woman in it!”

He did not answer. He could not let her know the truth, yet he was sure she would come to know it one way or another.

At that moment she leaned over the table and stretched a hand to arrange something. The perfection of her poise, the beauty of her lines, the charm of her face seized Carnac, and, with an impulse, he ran his arm around her waist.

“Junia—Junia!” he said in a voice of rash, warm feeling.

She was like a wild bird caught in its flight. A sudden stillness held her, and then she turned her head towards him, subdued inquiry in her eyes. For a moment only she looked—and then she said:

“Take your arm away, please.”

The conviction that he ought not to make any sign of love to her broke his sudden passion. He drew back ashamed, yet defiant, rebuked, yet rebellious. It was like a challenge to her. A sarcastic smile crossed her lips.

“What a creature of impulses you are, Carnac! When we were children the day you saved Denzil years ago you flung your arms around me and kissed me. I didn’t understand anything then, and what’s more I don’t think you did. You were a wilful, hazardous boy, and went your way taking the flowers in the garden that didn’t belong to you. Yet after all these years, with an impulse behind which there is nothing—nothing at all, you repeat that incident.”

Suddenly passion seemed to possess her. “How dare you trifle with things that mean so much! Have you learned nothing since I saw you last? Can nothing teach you, Carnac? Can you not learn how to play the big part? If you weren’t grown up, do you know what I would do? I would slap the face of an insolent, thoughtless, hopeless boy.” Then her temper seemed to pass. She caught up an apple again and thrust it into his hand. “Go and eat that, Adam. Perhaps it’ll make you wise like the old Adam. He put his faults upon a woman.”

“So do I,” said Carnac. “So do I.”

“That’s what you would do, but you mustn’t play that sort of game with a good woman.” She burst out laughing. “For a man you’re a precious fool! I don’t think I want to see you again. You don’t improve. You’re full of horrid impulses.” Her indignation came back. “How dare you put your arm around me!”

“It was the impulse of my heart. I can say no more; if I could I would. There’s something I should like to tell you, but I mustn’t.” He put the apple down.

“About the other woman, I suppose,” she said coldly, the hot indignation gone from her lips.

He looked her steadfastly in the eyes. “If you won’t trust me—if you won’t trust me—”

“I’ve always trusted you,” she replied, “but I don’t trust you now. Don’t you understand that a good girl hates conduct like yours?”

Suddenly with anger he turned upon her. “Yes, I understand everything, but you don’t understand. Why won’t you believe that the reason I won’t tell you my trouble is that it’s best you shouldn’t know? You’re a young girl; you don’t know life; you haven’t seen it as I’ve seen it—in the sewage, in the ditch, on the road, on the mountain and in the bog. I want you to keep faith with your old friend who doesn’t care what the rest of the world thinks, but who wants your confidence. Trust me—don’t condemn me. Believe me, I haven’t been wanton. Won’t you trust me?”

The spirit of egotism was alive in her. She knew how much she had denied herself in the past months. She did not know whether she loved him, but injured pride tortured her. Except in a dance and in sports at a picnic or recreation-ground no man had ever put his arms around her. No man except Carnac, and that he had done it was like a lash upon the raw skinless flesh. If she had been asked by the Almighty whether she loved Carnac, she would have said she did not know. This was not a matter of love; but of womanhood, of self-respect, of the pride of one who cannot ask for herself what she wants in the field of love, who must wait to be wooed and won.

“You don’t think I’m straight,” he said in protest. “You think I’m no good, that I’m a fraud. You’re wrong. Believe me, that is the truth.” He came closer up to her. “Junia, if you’ll stand by me, I’m sure I’ll come out right. I’ve been caught in a mesh I can’t untangle yet, but it can be untangled, and when it is, you shall know everything, because then you’ll understand. I can free myself from the tangle, but it could never be explained—not so the world would believe. I haven’t trifled with you. I would believe in you even if I saw, or thought I saw, the signs of wrong in you. I would know that at heart you were good. I put my faith in you long ago—last year I staked all on your friendship, and I haven’t been deceived.”

He smiled at her, his soul in his eyes. There was truth in his smile, and she realized it.

After a moment, she put out a hand and pushed him gently from her. “Go away, Carnac, please—now,” she said softly.

A moment afterwards he was gone.

John Grier’s business had beaten all past records. Tarboe was everywhere: on the river, in the saw-mills, in the lumber-yards, in the office. Health and strength and goodwill were with him, and he had the confidence of all men in the lumber-world. It was rumoured that he was a partner of John Grier, and it was a good thing for him as well as for the business. He was no partner, however; he was on a salary with a bonus percentage of the profits; but that increased his vigour.

There were times when he longed for the backwoods life; when the smell of the pines and the firs and the juniper got into his nostrils; when he heard, in imagination, the shouts of the river-men as they chopped down the trees, sawed the boles into standard lengths, and plunged the big timbers into the stream, or round the fire at night made call upon the spirit of recreation. In imagination, he felt the timbers creaking and straining under his feet; he smelt the rich soup from the cook’s caboose; he drank basins of tea from well-polished metal; he saw the ugly rows in the taverns, where men let loose from river duty tried to regain civilian life by means of liquor and cards; he heard the stern thud of a hard fist against a piece of wood; he saw twenty men spring upon another twenty with rage in their faces; he saw hundreds of men arrived in civilization once again striking for their homes and loved ones, storming with life. He saw the door flung open, and the knee-booted, corduroyed river-man, with red sash around his waist and gold rings in his ears, seize the woman he called wife and swing her to him with a hungry joy; he saw the children pushed gently here, or roughly, but playfully, tossed in the air and caught again; but he also saw the rough spirits of the river march into their homes like tyrants returned, as it were, cursing and banging their way back to their rightful nests.

Occasionally he would wish to be in it all again, out in the wild woods and on the river and in the shanty, free and strong and friendly and a bit ferocious. All he had known of the backwoods life filled his veins, tortured him at times.

From the day that both wills were made and signed, no word had been spoken concerning them between him and John Grier. He admired certain characteristics of John Grier; some secret charities, some impulsive generosity, some signs of public spirit. The old man was fond of animals, and had given water-troughs to the town; and his own horses and the horses he used in the woods were always well fed. Also, in all his arrangements for the woods, he was generous. He believed in feeding his men well. It was rough food—beans, potatoes, peas, lentils, pork in barrels-salted pork; but there was bread of the best, rich soup, pork well boiled and fried, with good tea, freshly made. This was the regular fare, and men throve on it.

One day, however, shortly after Carnac’s return home, there came a change in the scene. Things had been going badly for a couple of days and the old man had been seriously overworked. He had not listened to the warnings of Tarboe, or to the hints thrown out by his own punished physique. He was not a man to take hints. Everything that vexed his life roused opposition. This Tarboe knew, but he also knew that the business must suffer, if the old man suffered.

When John Grier left the office it was with head bowed and mind depressed. Nothing had happened to cause him grave anxiety, yet he had been below par for several hours. Why was he working so hard? Why was life to him such a concentration? Why did he seek for more money and to get more power? To whom could it go? Not to Fabian; not to his wife. To Tarboe—well, there was not enough in that! This man had only lately come into his life, and was only near to him in a business sense. Carnac was near in every sense that really mattered, and Carnac was out of it all.

He was not loved, and in his heart of hearts he knew it, but he had had his own way, and he loved himself. No one seemed to care for him, not even his wife. How many years was it since they had roomed together? Yet as he went towards his own home now, he recalled the day they were married, and for the first time had drawn as near to each other as life could draw. He had thought her wonderful then, refined, and oh! so rich in life’s gifts. His love had almost throttled her. She was warm and bountiful and full of temperament. So it went for three years, and then slowly he drew away from her until at last, returning from the backwoods, he had gone to another room, and there had stayed. Very occasionally he had smothered her with affection, but that had passed, until now, middle-aged, she seemed to be not a room away from him, but a thousand rooms away. He saw it with no reproach to himself. He forgot it was he who had left her room, and had set up his own tabernacle, because his hours differed from hers, and because she tossed in her bed at nights, and that made him restless too.

Yet, if his love had been the real thing, he would have stayed, because their lives were so similar, and the rules of domestic life in French Canada were so fixed. He had spoiled his own household, destroyed his own peace, forsaken his own nest, outlived his hope and the possibility of further hope, except more business success, more to leave behind him.

That was the stern truth. Had he been a different man the devotion his wife had shown would have drawn him back to her; had she been a different woman, unvexed by a horrible remembrance, she would have made his soul her own and her soul his own once again. She had not dared to tell him the truth; afraid more for her boy’s sake than for her own. She had been glad that Tarboe had helped to replace the broken link with Fabian, that he had taken the place which Carnac, had he been John Grier’s son, ought to have taken. She could not blame Carnac, and she could not blame her husband, but the thing ate into her heart.

John Grier found her sitting by her table in the great living-room, patient and grave, and yet she smiled at him, and rose as he came into the room. His troubled face brought her forward quickly. She stretched out a hand appealingly to him.

“What’s the matter, John? Has anything upset you?”

“I’m not upset.”

“Yes you are,” she urged, “but, yes, you are! Something has gone wrong.”

“Nothing’s gone wrong that hasn’t been wrong for many a year,” he said.

“What’s been wrong for many a year?”

“The boys you brought into this world—your sons!” he burst out. “Why isn’t Carnac working with me? There must have been something damned bad in the bringing up of those boys. I’ve not, got the love of any of you, and I know it. Why should I be thrown over by every one?”

“Every one hasn’t thrown you over. Mr. Tarboe hasn’t. You’ve been in great spirits about him. What’s the matter?”

He waved a hand savagely at her, with an almost insane look in his eyes.

“What’s he to me! He’s a man of business. In a business way I like him, but I want my own flesh and blood by me in my business. I wanted Carnac, and he wouldn’t come—a few weeks only he came. I had Fabian, and he wouldn’t stay. If I’d had a real chance—”

He broke off, with an outward savage protest of his hands, his voice falling.

“If you’d had your chance, you’d have made your own home happy,” she said sadly. “That was your first duty, not your business—your home—your home! You didn’t care about it. There were times when for months you forgot me; and then—then—”

Suddenly a dreadful suspicion seized his brain. His head bent forward, his shoulders thrust out, he stumbled towards her.

“Then—well, what then!” he gasped. “Then—you—forgot—”

She realized she had gone too far, saw the storm in his mind.

“No—no—no, I didn’t forget you, John. Never—but—”

She got no farther. Suddenly his hands stretched out as if to seize her shoulders, his face became tortured—he swayed. She caught him. She lowered him to the floor, and put a hassock under his head. Then she rang the bell—rang it—and rang again.

When help came, all was too late. John Grier had gone for ever.

As Tarboe stood in the church alone at the funeral, in a pew behind John Grier’s family, sadness held him. He had known, as no one else knew, that the business would pass into his own hands. He suddenly felt his task too big for him, and he looked at Carnac now with sympathy. Carnac had brains, capacity, could almost take his father’s place; he was tactful, intuitive, alert. Yet Carnac, at present, was out of the question. He knew the stress of spirit which had turned Carnac from the opportunity lying at his feet.

In spite of himself there ran through his mind another thought. Near by, at the left, dressed in mourning also, was Junia. He had made up his mind that Junia should be his, and suddenly the usefulness of the business about to fall into his hands became a weapon in the field of Love. He was physically a finer man than Carnac; he had capacity; he had personality; and he would have money and position—for a time at least. In that time, why should he not win this girl with the wonderful eyes and hair, with the frankness and candour of unspoiled girlhood in her face? Presently he would be in the blare of sensation, in the height of as dramatic an episode as comes to the lives of men; and in the episode he saw advantages which should weigh with any girl.

Then had come the reading of the will after the funeral rites were over, and he, with the family, were gathered in the dining-room of the House on the Hill.

He was scarcely ready, however, for the prodigious silence following the announcement read by the lawyer. He felt as though life was suspended for many minutes, when it was proclaimed that he, Luke Tarboe, would inherit the property. Although he knew of the contents of the will his heart was thumping like a sledge-hammer.

He looked round the room slowly. The only embarrassment to be seen was on the faces of Fabian and his wife. Mrs. Grier and Carnac showed nothing. Carnac did not even move; by neither gesture nor motion of body did he show aught. At the close of it all, he came to Tarboe and held out a hand.

“Good luck to you, Tarboe!” he said. “You’ll make a success, and that’s what he wanted more than anything else. Good luck to you!” he said again and turned away....

When John Grier’s will was published in the Press consternation filled the minds of all. Tarboe had been in the business for under two years, yet here he was left all the property with uncontracted power. Mrs. John Grier was to be paid during her life a yearly stipend of twenty thousand dollars from the business; she also received a grant of seventy thousand dollars. Beyond that, there were a few gifts to hospitals and for the protection of horses, while to the clergyman of the parish went one thousand dollars. It certainly could not be called a popular will, and, complimentary as the newspapers were to the energy and success of John Grier, few of them called him public-spirited, or a generous-hearted citizen. In his death he paid the price of his egotism.

The most surprised person, however, was Junia Shale.

To her it was shameful that Carnac should be eliminated from all share in the abundant fortune John Grier had built up. It seemed fantastic that the fortune and the business—and the business was the fortune—should be left to Tarboe. Had she known the contents of the will before John Grier was buried, she would not have gone to the funeral. Egotistic she had known Grier to be, and she imagined the will to be a sudden result of anger. He was dead and buried. The places that knew him knew him no more. All in an hour, as it were, the man Tarboe—that dominant, resourceful figure—had come into wealth and power.

After Junia read the substance of the will, she went springing up the mountain-side, as it were to work off her excitement by fatigue. At the mountain-top she gazed over the River St. Lawrence with an eye blind to all except this terrible distortion of life. Yet through her obfuscation, there ran admiration for Tarboe. What a man he was! He had captured John Grier as quickly and as securely as a night fisherman spears a sturgeon in the flare at the bow of the boat. Tarboe’s ability was as marked as John Grier’s mad policy. It was strange that Tarboe should have bewildered and bamboozled—if that word could be used—the old millowner. It was as curious and thrilling as John Grier’s fanaticism.

Already the pinch of corruption had nipped his flesh; he was useless, motionless in his narrow house, and yet, unseen but powerful, his influence went on. It shamed a wife and son; it blackened the doors of a home; it penalized a family.

Indeed he had been a bad man, and yet she could not reconcile it all with a wonderful something in him, a boldness, a sense of humour, an everlasting energy, an electric power. She had never seen anyone vitalize everything round him as John Grier had done. He threw things from him like an exasperated giant; he drew things to him like an Angel of the Covenant. To him life was less a problem than an experiment, and this last act, this nameless repudiation of the laws of family life, was like the sign of a chemist’s activity. As she stood on the mountain-top her breath suddenly came fast, and she caught her bosom with angry hands.

“Carnac—poor Carnac!” she exclaimed.

What would the world say? There were those, perhaps, who thought Carnac almost a ne’er-do-well, but they were of the commercial world where John Grier had been supreme.

At the same moment, Carnac in the garden of his old home beheld the river too and the great expanse of country, saw the grey light of evening on the distant hills, and listened to Fabian who condoled with him. When Fabian had gone, Carnac sat down on a bench and thought over the whole thing. Carnac had no quarrel with his fate. When in the old home on the hill he had heard the will, it had surprised him, but it had not shocked him. He had looked to be the discarded heir, and he knew it now without rebellion. He had never tried to smooth the path to that financial security which his father could give. Yet now that disaster had come, there was a glimmer of remorse, of revolt, because there was some one besides himself who might think he had thrown away his chances. He did not know that over on the mountain-side, vituperating the memory of the dead man, Junia was angry only for Carnac’s sake.

With the black storm of sudden death roaring in his ears, he had a sense of freedom, almost of licence. Nothing that had been his father’s was now his own, or his mother’s, except the land and house on which they were. All the great business John Grier had built up was gone into the hands of the usurper, a young, bold, pestilent, powerful, vigorous man. It seemed suddenly horrible that the timber-yards and the woods and the offices, and the buildings of John Grier’s commercial business were not under his own direction, or that of his mother, or brother. They had ceased to be factors in the equation; they were ‘non est’ in the postmortem history of John Grier. How immense a nerve the old man had to make such a will, which outraged every convention of social and family life; which was, in effect, a proclamation that his son Carnac had no place in John Grier’s scheme of things, while John Grier’s wife was rewarded like some faithful old servant. Yet some newspapers had said he was a man of goodwill, and had appreciation of talent, adding, however, the doubtful suggestion that the appreciation stopped short of the prowess of his son Carnac in the field of Art. It was evident John Grier’s act was thought by the conventionalist to be a wicked blunder.

As Carnac saw the world where there was not a single material thing that belonged to him, he had a sudden conviction that his life would run in other lines than those within which it had been drawn to the present time. Looking over this wonderful prospect of the St. Lawrence, he had an insistent feeling that he ought to remain in the land where he was born, and give of whatever he was capable to its life. It was all a strenuous problem. For Carnac there was, duly or unduly, fairly or unfairly, a fate better than that of John Grier. If he died suddenly, as his father had died, a handful of people would sorrow with excess of feeling, and the growing world of his patrons would lament his loss. No one really grieved for John Grier’s departure, except—strange to say—Tarboe.

Months went by. In them Destiny made new drawings. With his mother, Carnac went to paint at a place called Charlemont. Tarboe pursued his work at the mills successfully; Junia saw nothing of Carnac, but she had a letter from him, and it might have been written by a man to his friend, yet with an undercurrent of sadness that troubled her.

She might, perhaps, have yielded to the attentions of Tarboe, had not an appealing message come from her aunt, and at an hour’s notice went West again on her mission of sick-service.

Politically the Province of Quebec was in turmoil. The time was drawing near when the Dominion Government must go to the polls, and in the most secluded cottage on the St. Lawrence, the virtues and defects of the administration were vital questions. Voters knew as much of technical law-making as the average voter everywhere, but no more, and sometimes less. Yet there was in the mind of the French-Canadian an intuition, which was as valuable as the deeper knowledge of a trained politician. The two great parties in the Province were led by Frenchmen. The English people, however, were chiefly identified with the party opposed to Barode Barouche, the Secretary of State.

As the agitation began in the late spring, Carnac became suddenly interested in everything political.

He realized what John Grier had said concerning politics—that, given other characteristics, the making of laws meant success or failure for every profession or trade, for every interest in the country. He had known a few politicians; though he had never yet met the most dominant figure in the Province—Barode Barouche, who had a singular fascination for him. He seemed a man dominant and plausible, with a right-minded impulsiveness. Things John Grier had said about Barouche rang in his ears.

As the autumn drew near excitement increased. Political meetings were being held everywhere. There was one feature more common in Canada than in any other country; opposing candidates met on the same platform and fought their fight out in the hearing of those whom they were wooing. One day Carnac read in a newspaper that Barode Barouche was to speak at St. Annabel. As that was not far from Charlemont he determined to hear Barouche for the first time. He had for him a sympathy which, to himself, seemed a matter of temperament.

“Mother,” he said, “wouldn’t you like to go and hear Barode Barouche at St. Annabel? You know him—I mean personally?”

“Yes, I knew him long ago,” was the scarcely vocal reply.

“He’s a great, fine man, isn’t he? Wrong-headed, wrong-purposed, but a big fine fellow.”

“If a man is wrong-headed and wrong-purposed, it isn’t easy for him to be fine, is it?”

“That depends. A man might want to save his country by making some good law, and be mistaken both as to the result of that law and the right methods in making it. I’d like you to be with me when I hear him for the first time. I’ve got a feeling he’s one of the biggest men of our day. Of course he isn’t perfect. A man might want to save another’s life, but he might choose the wrong way to do it, and that’s wrongheaded; and perhaps he oughtn’t to save the man’s life, and that’s wrong-purposed. There’s no crime in either. Let’s go and hear Monsieur Barouche.”

He did not see the flush which suddenly filled her face; and, if he had, he would not have understood. For her a long twenty-seven years rolled back to the day when she was a young neglected wife, full of life’s vitalities, out on a junction of the river and the wild woods, with Barode Barouche’s fishing-camp near by. She shivered now as she thought of it. It was all so strange, and heart-breaking. For long years she had paid the price of her mistake. She knew how eloquent Barode Barouche could be; she knew how his voice had all the ravishment of silver bells to the unsuspecting. How well she knew him; how deeply she realized the darkness of his nature! Once she had said to him:

“Sometimes I think that for duty’s sake you would cling like a leech.”

It was true. For thirty long years he had been in one sense homeless, his wife having lost her reason three years after they were married. In that time he had faithfully visited the place of her confinement every month of his life, sobered, chastened, at first hopeful, defiant. At the bottom of his heart Barode Barouche did not want marital freedom. He had loved the mad woman. He remembered her in the glory of her youth, in the splendour of her beauty. The insane asylum did not destroy his memory.

Mrs. Grier remembered too, but in a different way. Her relations with him had been one swift, absorbing fever—a mad dream, a moment of rash impulse, a yielding to the natural feeling which her own husband had aroused: the husband who now neglected her while Barode Barouche treated her so well, until a day when under his beguilement a stormy impulse gave—Carnac. Then the end came, instant and final; she bolted, barred and locked the door against Barode and he had made little effort to open it. So they had parted, and had never clasped hands or kissed again. To him she was a sin of which he never repented. He had watched the growth and development of Carnac with a sharp sympathy. He was not a good man; but in him were seeds of goodness. To her he was the lash searing her flesh, day in day out, year in year out, which kept her sacred to her home. For her children’s sake she did not tell her husband, and she had emptied out her heart over Carnac with overwhelming fondness.

“Yes, I’ll go, Carnac,” she said at last, for it seemed the easier way. “I haven’t been to a political meeting for many years.”

“That’s right. I like your being with me.”

The meeting was held in what had been a skating-rink and drill-hall. On the platform in the centre was the chairman, with Barode Barouche on his right. There was some preliminary speech-making from the chairman. A resolution was moved supporting Barouche, his party and policy, and there were little explosions of merriment at strokes of unconscious humour made by the speakers; and especially by one old farmer who made his jokes on the spot, and who now tried to embalm Barouche with praise. He drew attention to Barouche’s leonine head and beard, to his alert eyes and quizzical face, and said he was as strong in the field of legislation as he was in body and mind. Carnac noticed that Barouche listened good-naturedly, and now and then cocked his head and looked up at the ceiling as though to find something there.

There was a curious familiarity in the action of the head which struck Carnac. He and his mother were seated about five rows back from the front row on the edge of the aisle. As the meeting progressed, Barouche’s eyes wandered slowly over the faces of his audience. Presently he saw Carnac and his mother. Mrs. Grier was conscious of a shock upon the mind of Barouche. She saw his eyes go misty with feeling. For him the world was suddenly shut out, and he only saw the woods of a late summer’s afternoon, a lonely tent—and a woman. A flush crept up his face. Then he made a spasmodic gesture of the hand, outward, which again Carnac recognized as familiar. It was the kind of thing he did himself.

So absorbed was Barode Barouche that he only mechanically heard the chairman announce himself, but when he got to his feet his full senses came back. The sight of the woman to whom he had been so much, and who had been so much to him for one short month, magnetized him; the face of the boy, so like his own as he remembered it thirty years ago, stirred his veins. There before him was his own one unacknowledged child—the only child ever born to him. His heart throbbed. Then he began to speak. Never in all his life had he spoken as he did this day. It was only a rural audience; there was not much intelligence in it; but it had a character all its own. It was alive to its own interests, chiefly of agriculture and the river. It was composed of both parties, and he could stimulate his own side, and, perhaps, win the other.

Thus it was that, with the blood pounding through his veins, the inspired sensualist began his speech. It was his duty to map out a policy for the future; to give the people an idea of what his party meant to do; to guide, to inspire, to inflame.

As Carnac listened he kept framing the words not yet issued, but which did issue from Barouche’s mouth; his quick intelligence correctly imagined the line Barouche would take; again and again Barouche made a gesture, or tossed his head, or swung upon his feet to right and left in harmony with Carnac’s own mind. Carnac would say to himself: “Why, that’s what I’d have done—that’s what I’d have said, if I had his policy.” More than once, in some inspired moment of the speech, he caught his mother’s hand, and he did not notice that her hand trembled.

But as for one of Barouche’s chapter of policy Carnac almost sprang to his feet in protest when Barouche declared it. To Carnac it seemed fatal to French Canada, though it was expounded with a taking air; yet as he himself had said it was “wrong-headed and wrong-purposed.”

When the speech had finished to great cheering, Carnac suddenly turned to his mother:

“He’s on the wrong track. I know the policy to down his. He’s got no opponent. I’m going to stand against him at the polls.”

She clutched his arm. “Carnac—Carnac! You don’t know what you’re doing.”

“Well, I will pretty quick,” he replied stoutly. “I’m out after him, if they’ll have me.”

That night Carnac mapped out his course, carefully framed the policy to offset that of Barode Barouche, and wrote a letter to the Chairman of the Opposition at Montreal offering to stand, and putting forward an ingenious policy. He asked also for an interview; and the interview was granted by telegram—almost to his surprise. He was aware, however, of the discontent among the English members of the Opposition, and of the wish of the French members to find a good compromise.

He had a hope that his singular position—the notoriety which his father’s death and his own financial disfranchisement had caused—would be a fine card in his favour. He was not mistaken. His letter arrived at Headquarters when there were difficulties concerning three candidates who were pressing their claims. Carnac Grier, the disinherited son of the great lumber-king, who had fame as an artist, spoke French as though it were his native tongue, was an element of sensation which, if adroitly used, could be of great service. It might even defeat Barode Barouche. In the first place, Carnac was young, good-looking, personable, and taking in his manner. Barouche was old, experienced, with hosts of enemies and many friends, but with injurious egotism. An interview was, therefore, arranged at Headquarters.

On the morning of the day it took place, Carnac’s anguished mother went with him to the little railway station of Charlemont. She had slept little the night before; her mind was in an eddy of emotions. It seemed dreadful that Carnac should fight his own father, repeating what Fabian had done in another way. Yet at the bottom of her heart there was a secret joy. Some native revolt in her had joy in the thought that the son might extort a price for her long sorrow and his unknown disgrace.

As she had listened to Barouche at the meeting, she realized how sincere yet insincere he was; how gifted and yet how ungracious was his mind. Her youth was over; long pain and regret had chastened her. She was as lonely a creature as ever the world knew; violence was no part of her equipment; and yet terrible memories made her assent to this new phase of Carnac’s life. She wondered what Barouche would think. There was some ancient touch of war in her which made her rejoice that after long years the hammer should strike.

Somehow the thing’s tremendous possibilities thrilled her. Carnac had always been a politician—always. She remembered how, when he was a boy, he had argued with John Grier on national matters, laid down the law with the assurance of an undergraduate, and invented theories impossible of public acceptance. Yet in every stand he had taken, there had been thought, logic and reasoning, wrongly premised, but always based on principles. On paper he was generally right; in practice, generally wrong. His buoyant devotion to an idea was an inspiration and a tonic. The curious thing was that, while still this political matter was hanging fire, he painted with elation.

His mother knew he did not see the thousand little things which made public life so wearying; that he only realized the big elements of national policy. She understood how those big things would inspire the artist in him. For, after all, there was the spirit of Art in framing a great policy which would benefit millions in the present and countless millions in the future. So, at the railway station, as they waited for the train, with an agitation outwardly controlled, she said:

“The men who have fought before, will want to stand, so don’t be surprised if—”

“If they reject me, mother?” interrupted Carnac. “No, I shan’t be surprised, but I feel in my bones that I’m going to fight Barode Barouche into the last corner of the corral.”

“Don’t be too sure of that, my son. Won’t the thing that prevents your marrying Junia be a danger in this, if you go on?”

Sullen tragedy came into his face, his lips set. The sudden paleness of his cheek, however, was lost in a smile.

“Yes, I’ve thought of that; but if it has to come, better it should come now than later. If the truth must be told, I’ll tell it—yes, I’ll tell it!”

“Be bold, but not reckless, Carnac,” his mother urged.

Just then the whistling train approached. She longed to put a hand out and hold him back, and yet she ached to let him go. Yet as Carnac mounted the steps of the car, a cry went out from her heart: “My son, stay with me here—don’t go.” That was only in her heart, however; with her lips she said: “Good luck! God bless you, Carnac!” and then the train rolled away, leaving her alone in the bright, bountiful morning.

Before the day was done, Headquarters had accepted Carnac, in part, as the solution of their own difficult problem. The three applicants for the post each hated the other; but all, before the day was over, agreed to Carnac as an effective opponent of Barouche.

One thing seemed clear—Carnac’s policy had elements of seduction appealing to the selfishness of all sections, and he had an eloquence which would make Barouche uneasy. That eloquence was shown in a speech Carnac made in the late evening to the assembled executive. He spoke for only a quarter of an hour, but it was long enough to leave upon all who heard him an impression of power, pertinacity, picturesqueness and appeal. He might make mistakes, but he had qualities which would ride over errors with success.

“I’m not French,” he said at last in his speech, “but I used to think and write in French as though I’d been born in Normandy. I’m English by birth and breeding, but I’ve always gone to French schools and to a French University, and I know what New France means. I stand to my English origin, but I want to see the French develop here as they’ve developed in France, alive to all new ideas, dreaming good dreams. I believe that Frenchmen in Canada can, and should, be an inspiration to the whole population. Their great qualities should be the fibre in the body of public opinion. I will not pander to the French; I will not be the slave of the English; I will be free, and I hope I shall be successful at the polls.”

This was a small part of the speech which caused much enthusiasm, and was the beginning of a movement, powerful, and as time went on, impetuous.

He went to bed with the blood of battle throbbing in his veins. In the morning he had a reasonable joy in seeing the headlines of his candidature in the papers.

At first he was almost appalled, for never since life began had his personality been so displayed. It seemed absurd that before he had struck a blow he should be advertised like a general in the field. Yet common sense told him that in standing against Barouche, he became important in the eyes of those affected by Barouche’s policy. He had had luck, and it was for him to justify that luck. Could he do it? His first thought, however, as his eyes fell on the headlines—he flushed with elation so that he scarcely saw—was for the thing itself. Before him there flashed a face, however, which at once sobered his exaltation. It was the face of Junia.

“I wonder what she will think,” he said to himself, with a little perplexity.

He knew in his heart of hearts she would not think it incongruous that he, an artist, should become a politician. Good laws served to make life beautiful, good pictures ministered to beauty; good laws helped to tell the story of human development; good sculpture strengthened the soul; good laws made life’s conveniences greater, enlarged activity, lessened the friction of things not yet adjusted; good laws taught their framers how to balance things, how to make new principles apply without disturbing old rights; good pictures increased the well-balanced harmony of the mind of the people. Junia would understand these things. As he sat at his breakfast, with the newspaper spread against the teapot and the milk-pitcher, he felt satisfied he had done the bold and right, if incomprehensible, thing.

But in another hotel, at another breakfast, another man read of Carnac’s candidature with sickening surprise. It was Barode Barouche.

So, after twenty-seven long years, this was to be the issue! His own son, whom he had never known, was to fight him at the polls! Somehow, the day when he had seen Carnac and his mother at the political meeting had given him new emotions. His wife, to whom he had been so faithful in one sense since she had passed into the asylum, had died, and with her going, a new field of life seemed to open up to him. She had died almost on the same day as John Grier. She had been buried secludedly, piteously, and he had gone back to his office with the thought that life had become a preposterous freedom.

So it was that, on the day when he spoke at the political meeting, his life’s tragedy became a hammer beating every nerve into emotion. He was like one shipwrecked who strikes out with a swimmer’s will to reach his goal. All at once, on the platform, as he spoke, when his eyes saw the faces of Carnac and his mother the catastrophe stunned him like a huge engine of war. There had come to him at last a sense of duty where Alma Grier was concerned. She was nearly fifty years of age, and he was fifty-nine; she was a widow with this world’s goods; she had been to him how near and dear! for a brief hour, and then—no more. He knew the boy was his son, because he saw his own face, as it had been in his youth, though his mother’s look was also there-transforming, illumining.

He had a pang as he saw the two at the close of his meeting filtering out into the great retort of the world. Then it was that he had the impulse to go to the woman’s home, express his sorrow, and in some small sense wipe out his wrong by offering her marriage. He had not gone.

He knew of Carnac’s success in the world of Art; and how he had alienated his reputed father by an independence revolting to a slave of convention. He had even bought, not from Carnac, but from a dealer, two of Carnac’s pictures and a statue of a riverman. Somehow the years had had their way with him. He had at long last realized that material things were not the great things of life, and that imagination, however productive, should be guided by uprightness of soul.

One thing was sure, the boy had never been told who his father was. That Barouche knew. He had the useful gift of reading the minds of people in their faces. From Carnac’s face, from Carnac’s mother’s face, had come to him the real story. He knew that Alma Grier had sinned only once and with him. In the first days after that ill-starred month, he had gone to her, only to be repelled as a woman can repel whose soul has been shocked, whose self-respect has been shamed.

It had been as though she thrust out arms of infinite length to push him away, such had been the storm of her remorse, such the revulsion against herself and him. So they had fallen apart, and he had seen his boy grow up independent, original, wilful, capable—a genius. He read the newspaper reports of what had happened the day before with senses greatly alive.

After all, politics was unlike everything else. It was a profession recruited from all others. The making of laws was done by all kinds of men. One of the wisest advisers in river-law he had ever known was a priest; one of the best friends of the legislation of the medical profession was a woman; one of the bravest Ministers who had ever quarrelled with and conquered his colleagues had been an insurance agent; one of the sanest authorities on maritime law had been a man with a greater pride in his verses than in his practical capacity; and here was Carnac, who had painted pictures and made statues, plunging into politics with a policy as ingenious as his own, and as capable of logical presentation. This boy, who was bone of his bone and flesh of his flesh, meant to fight him. He threw back his head and laughed. His boy, his son, meant to fight him, did he? Well, so be it! He got to his feet, and walked up and down the room.

“God, what an issue this!” he said. “It would be terrific, if he won. To wipe me out of the life where I have flourished—what a triumph for him! And he would not know how great the triumph would be. She has not told him. Yet she will urge him on. Suppose it was she put the idea into his head!”

Then he threw back his head, shaking the long brown hair, browner than Carnac’s, from his forehead. “Suppose she did this thing—she who was all mine for one brief moment! Suppose she—”

Every nerve tingled; every drop of blood beat hard against his walls of flesh; his every vicious element sprang into life.

“But no—but no, she would not do it. She would not teach her son to destroy his own father. But something must have told him to come and listen to me, to challenge me in his own mind, and then—then this thing!”

He stared at the paper, leaning over the table, as though it were a document of terror.

“I must go on: I must uphold the policy for which I’ve got the assent of the Government.” Suddenly his hands clenched. “I will beat him. He shall not bring me to the dust. I gave him life, and he shall not take my life from me. He’s at the beginning; I’m going towards the end. I wronged his mother—yes, I wronged him too! I wronged them both, but he does not know he’s wronged. He’ll live his own life; he has lived it—”

There came a tap at the door. Presently it opened and a servant came in. He had in his hand a half-dozen telegrams.

“All about the man that’s going to fight you, I expect, m’sieu’,” said the servant as he handed the telegrams.

Barode Barouche did not reply, but nodded a little scornfully.

“A woman has called,” continued the servant. “She wants to see you, m’sieu’. It’s very important, she says.”

Barouche shook his head in negation. “No, Gaspard.”

“It ain’t one of the usual kind, I think, m’sieu’,” protested Gaspard. “It’s about the election. It’s got something to do with that—” he pointed to the newspaper propped against the teapot.

“It’s about that, is it? Well, what about that?” He eyed the servant as though to see whether the woman had given any information.

“I don’t know. She didn’t tell me. She’s got a mind of her own. She’s even handsome, and she’s well-dressed. All she said was: ‘Tell m’sieu’ I want to see him. It’s about the election-about Mr. Grier.’”

Barode Barouche’s heart stopped. Something about Carnac Grier—something about the election—and a woman! He kept a hand on himself. It must not be seen that he was in any way moved.

“Is she English?”

“She’s French, m’sieu’.”

“You think I ought to see her, Gaspard?” said Barouche.

“Sure,” was the confident reply. “I guess she’s out against whoever’s against you.”

“You never saw her before.”

“Not to my sense.”

“But I haven’t finished my breakfast.”

“Well, if it’s anything important that’ll help you, m’sieu’. It’s like whittling. If you can do things with your hands while you’re talking and thinking, it’s a great help. You go on eating. I’ll show her up!”

Barouche smiled maliciously. “Well, show her up, Gaspard.”

The servant laughed. “Perhaps she’ll show herself up after I show her in,” he said, and he went out hastily.

Presently the door opened again, and Gaspard stepped inside.

“A lady to see you, m’sieu’,” he said.

Barouche rose from the table, but he did not hold out his hand. The woman was young, good looking, she seemed intelligent. There was also a latent cruelty in her face which only a student of human nature could have seen quickly. She was a woman with a grievance—that was sure. He knew the passionate excitement, fairly well controlled; he saw her bitterness at a glance. He motioned her to a chair.

“It’s an early call,” he said with a smile. Smiling was one of his serviceable assets; it was said no man could so palaver the public with his cheerful goodnature.

“Yes, it’s an early call,” she replied, “but I wish not to wait till you go to your office. I wanted you to know something. It has to do with Mr. Carnac Grier.”

“Oh, that—eh!”

“It’s something you’ve got to know. If I give you the sure means to win your election, it would be worth while—eh?”

The beating of Barouche’s heart was hard, but nothing showed in his face. There he had control.

“I like people who know their own minds,” he said, “but I don’t believe anything till I study what I hear. Is it something to injure Mr. Grier?”

“If a married man went about as a single man and stood up for Parliament against you, don’t you think you could spoil him?”

For a moment Barouche was silent. Here was an impeachment of his own son, but this son was out to bring his own father to the ground. There were two ways to look at it. There was the son’s point of view, and there was his own. If he loved his son he ought to know the thing that threatened him; if he hated his son he ought to know. So, after a moment’s study of the face with the fiery eyes and a complexion like roses touched with frost, he said slowly:

“Well, have I the honour of addressing Carnac Grier’s wife?”

Barouche had had many rewards in his life, but the sweetest reward of all was now his own. As events proved, he had taken a course which, if he cared for his son, was for that son’s well-being, and if he cared for himself most, was essential to his own well-being.

Relief crossed the woman’s face. “I’ll tell you everything,” she said.

Then Luzanne told her story, avoiding the fact that Carnac had been tricked into the marriage. At last she said: “Now I’ve come here to make him acknowledge me. He’s ruined my life, broken my hopes, and—”

“Broken your hopes!” interrupted Barode Barouche. “How is that?”

“I might have married some one else. I could have married some one else.”

“Well, why don’t you? There’s the Divorce Court. What’s to prevent it?”

“You ask me that—you a Frenchman and a Roman Catholic! I’m French. I was born in Paris.”

“When will you let me see your papers?”

“When do you want to see them?”

“To-day-if possible to-day,” he answered. Then he held her eyes. “To whom else here have you told this story?”

“No one—no one. I only came last night, and when I took up the paper this morning, I saw. Then I found out where you lived, and here I am, bien sur. I’m here under my maiden name, Ma’m’selle Luzanne Larue.”

“That’s right. That’s right. Now, until we meet again, don’t speak of this to anyone. Will you give me your word?”

“Absolutely,” she said, and there was revenge and passion in her eyes. Suddenly a strange expression crept over her face. She was puzzled.

“There’s something of him about you,” she said, and her forehead gathered. “There’s some look! Well, there it is, but it’s something—I don’t know what.”

A moment later she was gone. As the door closed, he stretched his hands above his head.

“Nom de Dieu, what a situation!” he remarked.


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