CHAPTER IIIHOSTILITIES
Afterwards, looking back upon those early days at St. Timothy’s, David sometimes wondered whether he had possessed any individuality whatever. It seemed to him that he had been merely a submerged unit that had brief periods of consciousness,—of homesickness, of pleasure, of suffering,—but that for the most part was swept along on its curiously insensate way. He remembered the sharpness of contrast between the day when he first saw St. Timothy’s and the day when the school formally opened—the quiet, depopulated aspect of one and the bustling and populous activity of the other. From that opening day life seemed to flow in currents all about him and to drag him on with it, passive, bewildered sometimes, sometimes struggling, sometimes swimming blithely, but always in a current that bore him on and on. Each morning it began, with the streams of boys flowing at the same hour toward the same spot, from the dormitories to the chapel; then from thechapel to the schoolroom; finally from the schoolroom back to the dormitories again; afterwards to the playgrounds, where they trickled off into a lot of separate bubbling little springs, only to be sluiced together again at the distant ringing of a bell and sent streaming back to the school.
Gradually David made friends; gradually, too, he came into hostile relations with certain fellows. Chief among his friends was another new boy and fifth-former, Clarence Monroe, whom he sat next to at table. They were, as it happened, the only new boys at that table, and their newness might of itself have bound them together. But they quickly discovered sympathetic qualities—love of reading and of the same authors, keenness for baseball and for track athletics, and, in the circumstances most uniting of all, kindred antipathies. For the sixth-formers at the table, of whom there were several, seemed to feel that their sanctity was invaded by the two “new kids” and were disposed to be offish and censorious. One of them in particular, Hubert Henshaw, who sat opposite David, made himself disagreeable. He was apparently a leader in certain ways.
“The glass of fashion and the mould of form,” commented Monroe satirically to David. Theywere reading Shakespeare in the English class, and David replied:
“Yes, perfumed like a milliner. I think it’s all right for a fellow to keep anything up his sleeve except his handkerchief.”
“I always feel there’s something wrong with a fellow that always has his socks match his necktie,” said Monroe.
But though they indulged themselves thus freely in shrewd comment when they were alone together and revenged themselves in imagination by such criticism for the slights and indignities put upon them, they could not resent effectively the treatment that Henshaw and, under his leadership, the others administered to them. There were frequent comments on the ignoble character of the fifth form and the scrubby quality of its new kids. Henshaw occasionally expressed the opinion that the school was deteriorating: “There was no such rabble of new kids when we were young.” He went on one day to say, looking meanwhile over David’s head: “Many of them even seem not to have decent clothes. Has any one seen more than two or three new kids with the slightest pretense to gentility?”
David recognized the thrust at him and his clothes and said, “I’ve seen one sixth-former with plenty of pretense.”
It was not a smart retort, but it caused the blood to gather in Henshaw’s forehead, and for the time being it silenced him. But the episode rankled in David’s mind. It was the first intimation he had received that the discrepancies of which he himself had been aware between his dress and that of most of the fellows had been noticed by the others. No one but Henshaw had been unkind enough to comment; even Henshaw’s friends at the table had looked uncomfortable when he made the remark; but David, thinking of the pains and the careful thought and the enforced economy of expenditure with which his mother had assisted him to purchase his clothes, and of the satisfaction that she had taken in their appearance, was wounded not merely in his pride but in his affection. From that moment he hated Henshaw.
It disappointed him to learn, as by observation he soon did learn, that Henshaw, though a sixth-former, was a friend of Wallace’s. They were often together, walking from the dormitory to the chapel or lounging in the dormitory hall. Their intimacy was explained to David when one evening while he was sitting in the hall waiting for the dinner bell Wallace came up and said:
“Hello, Ives; my cousin, Huby Henshaw, tellsme that you come from my town. I wish I’d known it earlier.”
He seated himself beside David and continued with cheerful geniality:
“How are you getting on? I know you are a shark in lessons, of course; all right otherwise?”
“Pretty fair, thanks.”
“Funny I didn’t know about you till Huby happened to mention it. Whereabouts do you live—what part of the town? How did you happen to come here?”
“In a way, because of your father,” David answered. “My father is a doctor in Rosewood, and he wants me to be a surgeon like yours. He thought that, since your father came here to school, I had better come here, too.”
“I must write and tell dad about it: he’ll be awfully pleased. I guess he’ll think you’re more of a credit to him than I am.”
“Oh, I guess not,” said David. Then, prompted by Wallace’s friendliness, he went on to tell of his meeting with Dr. Wallace and of hoping that Wallace would come up to him—just as he had done.
“Dad forgot all about it,” said Wallace. “I’m glad you told me. You room in the north wing, don’t you?”
“Yes.”
“I’m in the south. Come and see me sometime.”
Apparently Henshaw had not poisoned Wallace’s mind, whether he had tried to do so or not, and for his cousin’s sake David was for a little while more kindly disposed toward Henshaw.
But the era of good feeling could not last. Two days later, as David and Monroe were passing after breakfast from the dining-room into the outer hall, Henshaw thrust his way up to them.
“Ives,” he said, “we’ve all got mighty sick of that necktie. Is it the only one you have?”
“Oh, shut up, Hube!” It was Wallace, at Henshaw’s side, who spoke; even in the stupefaction of his anger David saw that on Wallace’s face a look of concern was overspreading its habitual good nature; Wallace was plucking at his cousin’s sleeve. “Shut up, Hube; you make me tired!”
“If you sat at our table, that necktie would make you tired. What’s the reason that you never make a change, Ives? Is it your only one?”
David’s eyes were hard and glittering. With a suddenness that startled every one he gave Henshaw a resounding slap on the cheek with his open hand. Henshaw staggered from the blow and stood for an instant, blinking, gathering pugnacity, while hischeek showed the livid marks of David’s fingers. Before he could retaliate, Mr. Dean was sweeping the crowd aside and exclaiming in a stern voice, “Henshaw, Ives, what’s this?”
They both looked at him, silent, equally defiant. David felt that he could justify himself and that he must not—a feeling that intensified his bitterness. Why should an act prompted by righteous indignation disgrace and discredit him before the man who had been ready to befriend him?
“You may go now.” Mr. Dean’s eyes were as stern as his voice.
The two principals in the row were escorted by a crowd out of the door and down the steps. At the bottom Henshaw turned and said to David, “You’ve got to fight me for this.”
“It will be a pleasure,” David answered bitterly.
Meanwhile Wallace and Monroe had remained behind, close to Mr. Dean. Wallace was the first to speak.
“Mr. Dean,” he said, “I hope you won’t report Ives. He simply had to slap Huby’s face.”
“Why?”
“Huby insulted him.”
“Henshaw’s always insulting him,” broke inMonroe. “At the table he’s always saying nasty things. Ives couldn’t stand it any longer, Mr. Dean.”
“What was the remark that provoked the blow?”
Wallace repeated it as he remembered it; Monroe’s version was essentially the same.
“I am glad to have your evidence,” said Mr. Dean. “However, there is no question that Ives infringed the rules, and for that he will have to be punished.”
“It isn’t fair!” protested Monroe.
“Possibly not. Sometimes it is necessary to be unfair in the interests of discipline. At any rate, you both may feel that you have done Ives and me a service by telling me the facts in the case.”
Wallace and Monroe alike wondered what the service had been when after chapel they heard David’s name read out on the list of moral delinquents for the day: “Ives, disorder in dormitory, one sheet.” That meant an hour of work that afternoon on Latin lines.
David, hearing it, flushed with mortification. So Mr. Dean had chosen to judge him harshly. It was natural enough; so far as Mr. Dean had been aware, there were no mitigating circumstances.
His thoughts wandered from his books that morning. He continued to make creditable recitations when called on, but at other times he did his work listlessly and with many pauses. He was not afraid to fight Henshaw; he wanted to fight him; he wanted to administer a punishment more severe than that one resounding slap on the face. And yet he hated fighting; he had never engaged in a fight at the high school; he remembered the most savage fight there that he had ever seen, how he had stood by, fascinated and yet disgusted, too, by the blazing fury in the combatants’ eyes, their dishevelment, their blood-marked faces, the animal wrath with which they mauled and grunted and battered. He had been disgusted by it all, by his own interest in the spectacle, by the gloating eyes of the other bystanders. It revolted him now to think of presenting such a spectacle himself; and yet he knew that unless Henshaw came to him and apologized he would fight him as long as either of them could stand.
In the five minutes’ intermission before the Latin class Wallace and Monroe came and told him of their interview with Mr. Dean. That cheered him; so did Wallace’s remark: “Henshaw’s my cousin, but he makes me awfully tired at times. I’m with you and not with him in this.”
At the end of the Latin recitation when David was going out Mr. Dean said, “Ives, one moment, please.” David stopped while the master gathered up books and exercises. “If you’re going up to the dormitory, I’ll walk along with you,” said Mr. Dean. And as they walked along the corridor he asked, “Where did you get your feeling for the language?”
“For Latin? I didn’t know I had it.”
“Oh, yes, you have, to quite a marked degree. I hope that you’ll continue to cultivate the language—not, like so many, abandon it at the first opportunity. There are very few persons nowadays who read Latin for pleasure—with pleasure. You will be able to do it if you keep on, for you have the feeling for the language. It will help you in acquiring other languages.”
They passed out of the door, and then Mr. Dean said abruptly:
“No doubt it seems harsh to you that I should be punishing you alone for the disorder this morning. Well, discipline often must stand on technicalities. Yours was the only visible breach; so you have to suffer. I want to say, however, that I realize there are occasions when self-respect, to vindicate itself, must defy rules—andthis appears to have been one of those occasions. If Henshaw affords you the opportunity, I trust you will complete his punishment. Make it substantial.”
He shook hands with David quite solemnly and then turned aside up the path leading to his house.
The talk put new cheerfulness into David’s heart. Mr. Dean understood and sympathized and was still his friend. And fighting was just one of those unpleasant things that you had to do now and then in life, and there was no use in letting yourself get disgusted at the thought of it.
He felt so much better in his mind that at the luncheon table he turned back Henshaw’s scowl with a cheerfully ignoring glance and devoted himself with unconcern to his friend Monroe until Truesdale, the sixth-former who sat on his left, said:
“Henshaw wants me to tell you he’ll meet you this afternoon back of the sawmill at three o’clock.”
“He’ll have to make it half-past three,” David replied. “I have lines until then.”
Truesdale glanced across the table at Henshaw, who nodded.
“All right; half-past three,” Truesdale said. “Don’t bring a crowd.”
“I shan’t bring anybody but Monroe here,” David answered.
“You fellows will probably collect the whole sixth form,” said Monroe, whose pugnacity was roused even more than David’s.
“Don’t get excited, little one,” replied Truesdale. “All we care about is to see fair play.”
After luncheon Monroe walked with David to the study building, where David for an hour was to perform his task of penmanship.
“Are you pretty good with your fists?” Monroe asked.
“I have no special reason to think so,” David answered. “But I guess I can hit as hard as he can.”
“If you’re not much on boxing, you’ll have to stand up to him and take what you get until you can put in enough good cracks to finish him.” Monroe spoke with a certain satisfaction in the prospect of a sanguinary encounter. He was a freckled-faced, red-haired, snub-nosed boy; his blue eyes were sparkling and snapping with expectancy.
“I’m not worrying much,” David answered. “He may lick me or I may lick him, but either way I guess he will regret having brought it on himself. And that’s the main thing.”
“Sure,” said Monroe. “But lick him.”
They parted at the door of the study. Monroe assured David that he would meet him there at a little before half-past three o’clock.
When David finally emerged, he found Monroe waiting outside and Wallace again passing a ball with the rector’s daughter.
“I’ve got to stop now, Ruth; I have a date,” Wallace said.
She put the ball into the pocket of her leather coat and drew off her glove. Then she greeted David with a nod and a smile.
“You know Ives, don’t you, Ruth? And Monroe?” Wallace performed the belated introduction.
“Oh, yes, I know everybody.” She shook hands with each of them. “Your name’s Clarence, and yours is David. Oh, don’t you want to have a game of scrub?”
She looked from one to another with hopeful, boyish eyes. Wallace was the ready-tongued one of the three. “Sorry, Ruth, but we have a date to go for a walk—going to meet some fellows in the woods.”
“Oh!” Her voice was regretful. “Well, good-bye.”
The boys touched their caps to her as she turned away; David glanced back at her remorsefully.
“She’s a pretty good kid,” Wallace remarked. “Sort of hard luck on her; there are no other girls of her age round here for her to play with. She’s very decent about not butting in; fellows can’t always be having a girl round.”
“No, you bet not,” agreed Monroe, though like David he had cast sheepish backward glances.
As for David, the sight of the girl had revived the sense of loathing for the brutalities of battle that Mr. Dean’s cheerful words of encouragement had aided him temporarily to suppress. He walked on silently, thinking how that girl would hate him if she knew what he was about to do. His mood again became one of sullen revengefulness against Henshaw, whose behavior had forced the situation upon him.
He and his friends entered the pine woods that bordered the pond behind the gymnasium. Soon they passed beyond sight of the school buildings; they walked on until they emerged from the quiet woods upon a hillside crowned with a decrepit apple orchard; they climbed a hill and followed a path that led them into a thicket of birch and oak; and at last they came out into an open space behind a disused sawmill. There seven or eight fellows, among them Henshaw, were waiting.
One of the sixth-formers, Fred Bartlett, who had played end on the school football team the preceding year, stepped forward.
“I’ve been asked to referee this scrap,” he said. “Any objection, Ives?”
David shook his head.
“Two-minute rounds. Get ready now, both of you; strip.”
Ruth had stood with a puzzled look in her eyes gazing after David and Wallace and Monroe as they entered the path into the woods. A few minutes before, a group of her sixth-form friends had passed that way and to her friendly inquiry whither they were bound had, like Wallace and Monroe, returned vague, evasive answers. On an afternoon ideal for games it seemed to Ruth incomprehensible that so many fellows should be going for a walk. She had not been brought up in a boarding-school without acquiring wisdom in the ways of boys, and when another group of fifth-formers slipped by and entered the path into the woods her suspicions were aroused.
Harry Carson, captain of the school eleven and the most influential and popular fellow in St. Timothy’s, came sauntering down from the upperschool with his roommate, John Porter. They took off their caps as they passed Ruth and then turned into the path that all the others had followed.
Ruth formed a sudden, courageous resolve.
“O Harry!” she called. “Won’t you wait a moment, please?”
Carson turned and came back toward her, and she advanced to meet him.
“Why is everybody going into the woods this afternoon?”
“Is every one?” said Carson.
“Yes, I think it must be that there’s going to be a fight. Isn’t that it, Harry?”
“What put such an idea as that into your head?”
“I just feel it, and I know it from the way you ask that question. I think a fight is perfectly horrid. Won’t you stop it?”
“Sometimes when there’s bad blood between two fellows the best thing is to let them fight it out.”
“Who are the fellows?”
“It would hardly be fair for me to tell.”
“I suppose it wouldn’t. But fighting seems such a stupid and senseless way of settling a difference. And it’s just as likely to settle it the wrong way as the right way. I wish you’d stop this fight, Harry.”
“I haven’t any authority to stop it.”
“They wouldn’t fight if you told them they weren’t to do it. Why, they wouldn’t fight if even I told them they weren’t to do it!” cried Ruth with sudden conviction. Her eyes flashed as she added: “If you won’t give me your word that you’ll stop it, I’ll go into the woods myself and find those boys and stop them.”
“No, that wouldn’t do at all, Ruth,” said Carson anxiously.
“I will, unless you promise.”
“I’ll do what I can.”
“Good for you! And do hurry!”
Carson turned away and rejoined his companion, to whom he reported the conversation.
“The girl’s more or less right,” said Porter. “Henshaw ought to be made by the crowd to apologize to Ives; it oughtn’t to be necessary for Ives to fight him. I’m with you in what ever you do.”
Carson and Porter came into the open space behind the sawmill just as the two combatants, stripped to the waist, stood up to face each other. Carson broke rudely through the circle of eager onlookers and shoved his heavy bulk between the two gladiators.
“It’s all off,” he said, addressing Henshaw rather more than David. “If you fellows have so much energy and fight to get rid of get out and play football. One of you owes the other an apology, and he knows mighty well that he does. When he makes it there will be no occasion for anything further.”
“Oh, let them go to it, Harry!” cried a disappointed spectator. “It’ll do them good.”
“I’ll fight anybody that tries to make them fight,” replied Carson belligerently, and the crowd laughed. “I’ll fight them if they try to fight,” he added. “And I’ll say that one of these two fellows, if he doesn’t apologize to the other for his insulting remarks, deserves a licking—whether he gets it or not.”
David spoke up crisply, “I have nothing to apologize for.”
There was a moment’s silence, and then Henshaw said in a rather subdued voice: “I have. I beg your pardon, Ives. Iwasinsulting, and you had a right to resent it.”
David put out his hand, Henshaw took it, and Carson administered to each of them a loud and stinging clap on the bare back, which drew an“Ow!” from Henshaw and a delighted guffaw from the crowd.
The two participants in the bloodless encounter put on their clothes, the meeting broke up, and in groups of twos and threes the fellows took their way back to the school.
Ruth came out of the rectory as David and Monroe and Wallace were going by.
“Why, you weren’t gone very long on your walk, were you?” she said.
“Well, no,” Wallace answered. “We decided we’d do something else, after all.”
At that moment Carson and a group of sixth-form friends, among them Henshaw, came up.
“I have the honor to report, Ruth,” said Carson, “that I fulfilled orders. I am the great pacificator.” He suddenly grabbed Henshaw by the collar with his right hand and David by the collar with his left. “I have the honor to restore to you one Huby Henshaw of the sixth form and one David Ives of the fifth, unscathed, unscratched, unharmed.”
“Good boy!” exclaimed Ruth. Her eyes sparkled with amusement, laughter rose from the crowd, and David and Henshaw stood blushing and grinning foolishly.
“You certainly do look like a pair of sillies,” said Ruth. “But you might be looking even worse—and you’ve got me as well as Harry Carson to thank that you aren’t. Come in now, and I’ll give you all some tea.”