Whirr-rr-rr! went the evil sphere. It dropped into 20. The girl at my side gasped, but too soon. The ball bounded out, and zig-zagged till it rolled complacently into the zero. The young girl had played her last louis and lost. A chivalric impulse came to me to thrust half of my money toward her. Ihad done as much for a woman of the half-world. But the gambler's selfishness checked the generous deed. The blind Madonna was biding her time, as you shall presently see.
The girl arose, brushing her eyes. She turned, and in a moment had disappeared in the moving throng of sightseers.
"Make your game, gentlemen!"
I came back to the sordidness of things. 17, 20, 32; where had I seen this combination before?—Good heavens, that was not possible!
Where was her brother? If this should be the girl of the railway coach! I half arose, as if to follow. Chance whispered in my ear: "Of what use?" I laid a stake on 29. In less than forty minutes I had nothing left but three days' board at the hotel. I fingered my gold cuff-buttons. The rubies were at least worth two hundred francs—No; I would not part with them. They were heirlooms. They should be buried with me.
I forgot all about the beautiful girl and her despair. I, Robert Chadwick, of an old and respected family, once wealthy, hadreached the end of my rope. It would make interesting reading in the papers. Not a penny to my name, not a roof over my head, unless I swallowed my pride and begged of my sister. I could send home for nothing, because I had nothing.
"Make your game, gentlemen," said the bald-headed croupier.
I sat there, stupidly watching the ball. It rolled into zero, and the fat English brewer added three hundred and fifty louis to his ill-gotten gains. I experienced the wild desire to spring upon him and cram his wealth down his fat throat. What right had he to win when he had millions backing him? I felt through my clothes again, and the croupier eyed me coldly.
"Never mind, monsieur," I said to him, with a snarling laugh; "I have paid for my chair to-night."
"Twenty-nine wins, black and odd!"
My number! It repeated. The brewer laughed as he heard my oath.
"Here is your louis, monsieur," cried avoice over my shoulder. A louis dropped in front of me. I looked up. It was the irregular lady to whom I had given the gold upon entering.
I threw a kiss at her as she danced away. She had won three thousand francs at red-and-black. I spun the coin in the air and let it rest where it fell. From where I sat it looked as if it had split upon 17 and 20. Twenty came up, and I expected to receive at least half the stake. But the croupier warned me back with the rake. He and an attendant peered searchingly at the coin, then beckoned to me to observe. The breadth of a hair separated the rim of the coin from the line. I had lost.
"Damnation!" I arose and made my way through the crowd. I gained the outer air, biting my mustache. Till that moment I had never measured the extent of my vituperative vocabulary. I swore till I was out of breath. I cursed Smeed for having aroused the gambling devil in my veins; I cursed my lack of will power; I cursed the luck which hadfollowed me these ten months; I cursed Wall Street, which had been the primal means of bringing me to this destitution. Oh, I tell you, gentlemen, that fury burned up at least five years of my life. I must have gesticulated extravagantly, for a guardian of the peace approached me.
"Monsieur has lost?" he inquired mildly.
"What the devil is that to you?"
"Oh, I could find monsieur a ticket back to Paris, if he so desires."
"Cheaper than burying me here, eh? Well, you go along with you; I am not going to cut my throat this evening; nor to-morrow evening." And I made off toward the terrace.
I sat down on one of the seats, lit my last cigar, and tried to contemplate the mysterious beauty of a Mediterranean night. At this moment Monte Carlo seemed to me both a heaven and a hell. Unluckily, as I turned my head, I saw the glittering Temple of Fortune. I spat, cursing with renewed vigor. It was surprising how well I kept up this particular kind of monologue.
Where should I begin life anew? In the wheat country, in the cattle country, or in the mines? I had a good knowledge of minerals and the commercial value of each. It wasn't as if I had been brought up with a golden spoon. I knew how to work, though I had never done a stroke outside of Wall Street. If only I had not mortgaged the estate! Useless recrimination! Bah! I had three days at the hotel. I could eat, and sleep, and bathe.
The band stopped; and it was then that I became conscious of a sound like that of sobbing. Across the path I discovered the figure of a woman. She was weeping on her arms which were thrown over the back of the seat. The spot was secluded. Just then some yacht below sent up a rocket which burst above us in a warm glow—It was the young woman I had seen at the table. I arose to approach her, when I saw something glittering at her feet. It proved to be a solitary louis. I stooped and picked it up, joyful at the chance of having an excuse to speak to the girl.
"Mademoiselle, you have dropped a louis."
"I, monsieur? Oh!" Evidently she had recognized me. "I have dropped no gold here,"—striving to check the hiccoughs into which her sobs had turned.
"But I found it close to your feet," I explained.
"It is not mine, monsieur; it is not mine! Leave me."
"You are in trouble?" I addressed this question in English.
"You are English?"—as one who grasps at a straw.
"Almost; I am an American. I observed you at the Casino to-night. You have suffered some losses," I suggested gently.
"That is my affair, sir!"—with sudden dignity.
"May I not offer you some aid?" I asked, forgetting that, if anything, I was worse off than she could possibly be. I turned the louis over and over. What a terrible thing gambling was! "My proposal is perfectly honorable. I am a gentleman. You have committed a folly to-night, a folly which you have neverbefore committed and which doubtless you will never commit again. Where is your brother? Are you here alone, without masculine protection?"
"My brother?"
The rockets soared again; and the agony written on the girl's face excited something stronger than pity. I fumbled in a pocket and drew forth a card.
"My name is Chadwick; permit me—" Then I laughed insanely, even hysterically. "I beg your pardon! I was about to offer you material assistance. I haven't a penny in the world, and nothing of value save a pair of cuff-buttons. In fact, I don't see how I am to leave this wretched place."
This odd confession aroused her interest.
"You have lost all your money, too?"
Too! So I had read shrewdly. She was in the same predicament as myself.
"Yes. Won't you accept this louis?"
"A single louis?" She laughed wildly. "A single louis? What good would that do me?"
"But where is your brother?"
"He is ill at the hotel. Oh, I am the most unhappy woman in the world!" And her sobbing broke forth afresh.
"Pardon my former deception, but I understand German perfectly well."
"You?"
"Yes. I was a passenger in the same coach which brought you from Dieppe to Paris last fall. Perhaps you do not remember me; but I recollect the conversation between you and your brother. He has gambled away money which did not belong to him—even as I have gambled away my patrimony and the family roof."
"And I—and I have done the same thing! Thinking that perhaps I, having never gambled, might be lucky enough to win back what my brother lost, I have risked and lost the money realized on my jewels for passage home!"
"Use this louis to send home for money," I urged.
"I dare not, I dare not! My father would disown my brother; and I love my brother!"
Sisters, sometimes, are very fond beings.
Suddenly she raised her despairing face to mine.
"You,—you take the louis and play it; you!"
"I?"
"Yes, yes! Certainly it must be lucky. Play it, sir; play it!"
I caught her enthusiasm and excitement.
"I will play it only on one condition."
"What is that?" she asked, rising. There was a bit of distrust in her tones.
"That you shall—"
"Sir, you said you were honorable!"
"Let me complete the sentence," said I. "The condition is that you shall stand beside me and tell me what to play."
She was silent.
"And share good fortune or bad."
"Good fortune or bad," she repeated. She hesitated for a moment; then made a gesture. "What matters it now? I will go with you, and do as you desire. I shall trust you. I believe you to be a gentleman. Come."
So together we returned to that fatal room and sought out the very table where we had suffered our losses.
"How old are you?" she asked quietly.
"Twenty-nine."
"Play it, play it!" She flushed, and then grew as pale as the ivory ball itself.
"Make your game, gentlemen!" cried the croupier. A phantom grin spread over his face as he saw me. I laid the louis on 29. "The game is made!" The ball whirred toward fortune or ruin.
I shut my eyes, and became conscious of a grip like iron on my arm. It was the girl. Her lips were parted. You could see the whole iris, so widely were her eyes opened. So I stared down at her, at the ringless hand clinging to my arm. I simply would not look at the ball.
"Twenty-nine wins, black and odd!" sang out the croupier. He nodded at me, smiling. The croupier is always gracious to those who win, strange as this may seem.
I made as though to sweep in the winnings,but the pressure on my arm stayed the movement.
"Leave it there, Mr. Chadwick; do not touch it!"
Ah, that blind Madonna! The number repeated, and the gold and bank notes which were pushed in my direction seemed like a fortune to me. I turned to her, expecting her to faint at the sight of this unprecedented luck. No! her face was as calm as that of one of the marble Venuses. But her hand was still tense upon my arm. As a matter of fact, my arm began to ache, but I dared not call her attention to it.
"Wait!" she said. "Skip one."
I did so.
"I am twenty-three; play a hundred louis on that number."
I placed the stake. My hands trembled so violently that the gold tumbled and rolled about the table. I gathered it quickly, and replaced it as the croupier bawled out that the game was made.
What a terrible moment that was! I haveseen action on the battle-field, I have been in runaways, fires, railroad accidents, but I shall never again know the terror of that moment. How she ever stood it I don't know.
If you have played roulette you will have observed that sometimes the ball will sink to the lower rim, but will not drop into the little compartments intended for it; that is to say, it will hang as if in mid air, all the while making the circle. Well, the ball began to play us the agonizing trick. Twice it hung above 23; twice it threatened zero. Heavens! how I watched the ball, how the girl watched it, how all save the croupier watched it! Then it fell—23!
"Put it all on black," she whispered. It was all like clairvoyance.
Black won; again, and again!
"Gentlemen, the bank is closed," said the croupier, smiling. He put the ball in the silver socket.
I had actually and incontestably (even inconceivably!) broken the bank! I was, for the moment, dumfounded. How theycrowded around us, the aristocrats, the half-world, the confirmed gamblers, the sightseers and the hangers-on! From afar I could hear the music of the band. They were playing apolonaiseof Chopin's. I was like one in a dream.
"They are asking you where to send the gold," she said.
"The gold? Oh, yes! to the hotel, to the hotel!"—finding my senses.
An attendant put our winnings into a basket, and, in company with two guardians of the peace, or gendarmes, if you will call them so, preceded us to the hotel.
"To your brother's room?" I asked.
"At once! I feel as if I were about to faint. Mr. Chadwick, my name is Carruthers. Will you go to my brother's room with me and explain all this to him?"
I nodded, and was about to follow her with the attendant who still carried our gold, when a voice struck my ear,—a voice which filled me with surprise, chagrin and terror.
"So, I have found you!"
A handsome woman of thirty-five stood at my side. Anger and wrath lay visibly written on her face and in her eyes. My sister! She did not appear to notice the young girl beside me, who instinctively shrank from me at the sound of my sister's voice.
"So, I have found you! I had a good mind to leave you here, you wretched boy! You have wasted your patrimony, you have lost over these abominable gaming-tables the house in which we both were born. I have heard all; not a word of excuse! And yet I am here to give you money enough to reach home with. I heard all about you at Nice."
In spite of my keen chagrin, I found my voice.
"My dear sister, I thank you for your assistance, but I do not need it. I have just this moment broken one of the banks at the Casino." I beckoned the attendant to approach. I lifted back the cover. My sister gasped.
"Merciful heavens! how much is in there?" she asked, overcome at the sight of so muchmoney. The sudden transition from wrath to amazement made me laugh.
"Something like seventy thousand, my dear Nan."
"Pounds?" she cried.
"Dollars!"
"And who is this young woman?"—suddenly, and with not unjust suspicion.
Miss Carruthers flushed. My sister had a way of being extraordinarily insolent upon occasion. But evidently Miss Carruthers came of equally distinguished blood. She lifted her head proudly, and her eyes flashed.
"As I have no desire to enter into your family affairs," she said haughtily to me, "I beg of you to excuse me." She made as though to leave.
"Wait!" I implored, striving to detain her. Somehow I felt that if she went I should never see her again.
"Let me go, Mr. Chadwick; I have only the kindest regards for you."
"But the money?"
"The money?" echoed my sister.
"Nan," said I indignantly, "but for this young lady, who, I dare say, comes of as good a family as ours— Well, if it hadn't been for her you might have carried me home in a pine box."
"Robert!"—aghast.
"Miss Carruthers is a lady," I declared vehemently.
"Carruthers? You are English?" asked my sister, her frown smoothing. "You will certainly pardon me if I have been rude; but this brother of mine—"
"Is a very good gentleman," Miss Carruthers interrupted. "My name is now known to you; yours—"
"Is Lady Rexford,"—with a tilt of the chin.
Miss Carruthers bent forward.
"Of Suffolk?"
"Yes— Merciful heavens! you are of the Carruthers who are my neighbors when I am at home! I know the judge, your father, well."
"My father!" The burden of her troublecame back to her, the reaction from the intense excitement of the preceding hour. She reached out her arms blindly, and would have fallen had not my sister caught her.
"You wretch!" she cried, "what have you been doing to this girl?"
"Don't be a fool, Nan! I haven't been doing anything. But don't let's have a scene here. Where's your room?"
We were still in the parlor of the hotel, and many curious glances were directed at us. The attendant had set down his heavy and precious burden, and was waiting patiently for further directions from me.
"Don't scold him," said Miss Carruthers; "for he has been very good to me." She stretched out a small white hand, and I clasped it. "Mr. Chadwick, make me a solemn promise."
"What is it?"—wondering.
"Promise me never to play games of chance again. Think of what might have happened if God hadn't been so good to us after our having been so bad."
I promised. Then we went to my sister's room, and the whole story came out.
The colonel abruptly concluded his narrative.
"Here, here!" we cried; "this will never do. What was the end?"
"What happened to young Carruthers?" I demanded, with the novelist's love for details.
"That wasn't his name," replied the colonel, smiling.
"And what became of the girl?" asked Fletcher. "You can't choke us off that way, Bob. What became of the girl?"
"Seventy thousand dollars; I believe you're codding us a whole lot," said Collingwood.
"You're a fakir if you don't tell us what became of the girl," Fletcher again declared persistently.
"Very well," laughed the colonel; "I'm a fakir."
But the very ease with which he acknowledged this confirmed my suspicions that hehad told only the plain truth. At this moment the butler appeared in the doorway, and we all arose.
"Madam desires me to announce that dinner is served."
The Scotch and the brandy saved the colonel any further embarrassment; we were all ravenously hungry. On our way to the drawing-room where we were to join the ladies, Fletcher began hoping for a clear, cold day for the morrow; and the colonel escaped.
It was my happiness to take in the hostess that night. She was toying with her wine-glass, when I observed that the bracelet on her beautiful arm had a curious bangle.
"I thought bangles passé," I said.
"This isn't a fad." She extended her arm or the bracelet (I don't know which) for my inspection.
"Why," I exclaimed breathlessly, "it is a miniature French louis!" A thousand fancies flooded my brain.
"Look," she said. She touched a spring,and the bangle opened, discovering the colonel's youthful face.
"How came you to select a louis for a bangle?" I asked.
"That is a secret."
"Oh, if it's a secret, far be it that I should strive to peer within. The colonel is a lucky dog. If I were half as lucky, I shouldn't be writing novels for a living."
"Who knows?" she murmured, a far-away light in her glorious eyes.
"Madam, have you lost a slipper?" I asked politely. I held toward her the dainty shoe that might very well have appareled the foot of Venus; only one can not quite lift the imagination to the point of picturing Venus rising out of the Cyprian wave in a pair of ball-room slippers.
"I am not yet addressed as madam," said she, calmly drawing her skirts about her feet, which were already securely hidden.
"Not yet? Ah, that is very fortunate, indeed. I see I am not too late."
"Sir!"
But I saw no anger on her face. There was, however, a mixture of amusement,hauteur(that darling word of the ladynovelists!) and objection. She hadn't the least idea who I was, and I was not going to tell her for some time to come. I was a prodigal, with a few new ideas.
"I meant nothing more serious than that you might happen to be Cinderella," said I. "What in the world should I do with Cinderella's slipper, once she was married to the prince?"
She swayed her fan indolently, but made no effort to rise. I looked upon this as rather encouraging.
"It would be somewhat embarrassing to ask a married woman if she were Cinderella," I proceeded.
"I should not particularize," she observed; "married or single, it would be embarrassing."
She was charming; a Watteau shepherdess in a fashionable ball-gown. She was all alone in the nook at the farther end of the conservatory; and I was glad. Her eyes were brown, with a glint of gold around the pupils, a kaleidoscopic iris, as it were. She possessed oneof those adorable chins that defy the future to double them; smooth and round, such as a man delights to curve his palm under; and I might search the several languages I know to describe fitly her red mouth. Her hair was the color of a fallen maple-leaf, a rich, soft, warm October brown, streaked with red. Patience! You may laugh, but, for my part, give me a dash of red above the alabaster brow of a pretty woman. It is a mute language which speaks of a sparkling intellect; and whenever I seek the exhilaration that rises from a witty conflict, I find me a woman with a glimmer of red in her hair.
"Well, sir?" said she, breaking in upon my train of specific adjectives.
"Pardon me! I was thinking how I should describe you were I a successful novelist, which I declare I am not."
"You certainly have all the assurance of a writer of books, to speak to me in this manner."
"My assurance is based wholly upon the possession of a truant slipper. I am bold; butthe end justifies the means,"—having in mind her foot.
Her shoulders drew together and fell.
"I am searching for the Cinderella who has lost a slipper; and I am going to call you Cinderella till I have proof that you are not she whom I seek."
"It is very kind of you," she replied, with a hint of sunshine struggling at the corners of her lips. "Have I ever met you before?"—puzzling her arched brows.
"Memory does not follow reincarnation," I answered owlishly; "but I dare say that I often met you at the Temple of Venus in the old, old days."
She appeared slightly interested.
"What, may I ask, was your business in the old, old days?"
"I played the cithern."
"And I?"
"I believe you distributed flowers."
"Do you know the hostess?"—with solemn eyes.
"Oh, yes; though she hasn't the slightestrecollection of me. But that's perfectly natural. At affairs like this the hostess recalls familiarly to her mind only those who sat at her dinner-table earlier in the evening. All other invitations are paid obligations."
"You possess some discernment, at least."
"Thank you."
"But I wish I knew precisely what you are about,"—her eyes growing critical in their examination.
"I am seeking Cinderella," once more holding out the slipper. Then I looked at my watch. "It is not yet twelve o'clock."
"You are, of course, a guest here,"—ruminating, "else you could not have passed the footman at the door."
"Mark my attire; or, candidly, do I look like a footman?"
"No-o; I can't say you do; but in Cinderella, don't you know, the footman carried the slipper."
"Oh, I'm the prince," I explained easily; "I dismissed the footman at the door."
"Cinderella," she mused. She nestled herfeet, and looked thoughtfully at her delicate hands. I could see she was at that instant recalling the picture of Cinderella and the ash-heap.
"What was the prince's name?"
"In this case it is just a prince of good fellows."
"I should like some witnesses." She gazed at me curiously, but there was no distrust in her limpid eye, as clear and moteless as Widow Wadman's.
"Isn't it fine," I cried with a burst of confidence, "to possess the courage to speak to strangers?"
"It is equally courageous to listen," was the retort.
"I knew I should like you!"—with enthusiasm.
She stirred uneasily. It might have been that her foot had suddenly grown chilled. A storm was whirling outside, and the pale, shadowy flakes of snow brushed the windows.
I approached her, held up the slipper and contemplated it with wrinkled brow. Shewatched me covertly. What a slipper! So small and dainty was it, so light and airy, that had I suddenly withdrawn my hand I verily believe it would have floated. It was part satin and part skin, and the light, striking the inner side of it, permeated it with a faint, rosy glow.
"What a darling thing it is!"—unable to repress my honest admiration. "Light as one of those snowflakes out yonder in the night. What a proud arch the instep has! Ah, but it is a high-bred shoe, fit to tread on the heart of any man. Lovely atom!"
She stirred again. I went on:
"It might really belong to a princess, but only in a fairy-book; for all the princesses I have ever seen couldn't put a hand in a shoe like this, much less a foot. And when I declare to you, upon my honor, that I have met various princesses in my time, you will appreciate the compliment I pay to Cinderella."
The smile on her lips wavered and trembled, like a puff of wind on placid water, and was gone.
"Leave it," she said, melting, "and be gone."
"I couldn't. It wouldn't be gallant at all, don't you know. The prince himself put the slipper on Cinderella."
"But this is a modern instance, and a prosaic world. Men are no longer gallants, but business men or club gossips; and you do not look like a business man."
"I never belonged to a club in my life."
"You do not look quite so unpopular as all that."
A witty woman! To be pretty and witty at the same time—the gifts of Minerva and Venus in lavishment!
"Besides, it is all very improper," she added.
"The shoe?" I cried.
"No; the shoe is proper enough."
"You admit it, then!"—joyfully.
"I refer to the dialogue between two persons who have not been introduced."
"Convention! Formality! Detestable things, always setting Romance at arm'slength, and making Truth desire to wear fashionable clothes."
"Nevertheless, this is improper," she repeated.
"Why, it doesn't matter at all," I said negligently. "We both have been invited to this house to dance; that is to say, our hostess would not invite any objectionable persons. What you mean to say is, unconventional. And I hate convention and formality."
"Are you a poet, then?"—with good-natured derision.
"Oh, no; I have an earning capacity and a pleasant income."
She really laughed this time; and I vaguely recalled pearls and coral and murmuring brooks.
"Won't you please do that again?" I asked eagerly.
But there must have been something in my gaze that frightened Mirth away, for she frowned.
Faintly came the music from the ball-room. They were playing the waltzes fromThe Queen's Lace Handkerchief. The agony of an extemporization seized me.
"Strauss!" I cried, flourishing the slipper. "The blue Danube, the moonshine on the water, the tittle-tattle of the leaves, a man and woman all, all alone! Romance, love, off to the wars!..."
"It is a far cry to Cinderella," she interrupted.
"Ah, yes. Music moves me so easily."
"Indeed! It is scarcely noticeable,"—slyly.
"Are you Cinderella, then?"
"I do not say so."
"Will you dance with me to prove it one way or the other?"
"Certainly not,"—rather indignantly.
"Why not?"
"There are any number of reasons," she replied.
"Name just one."
"I do not know you."
"You ought to,"—with a double meaning which went for nothing.
"My angle of vision obscures that idea."
"If you will stand up...." I hesitatingly suggested.
"I am perfectly comfortable where I am,"—with an oblique glance at the doorway.
"I am convinced that you are the Cinderella; I can not figure it out otherwise."
"Do not figure at all; simply leave the shoe."
"It is too near twelve o'clock for that. Besides, I wish to demolish the pumpkin theory. It's all tommy-rot about changing pumpkins into chariots, unless you happen to be a successful pie-merchant."
She bit her lips and tapped her cheek with the fan. (Did I mention the bloomy cheeks?)
"Perhaps I am only one of Cinderella's elder sisters."
"That would be very unfortunate. You will recollect that the elder sisters cut off their—"
"Good gracious!"
"Cut off their toes in the mad effort to capture the prince," I continued.
"But I am not trying to capture anyprince, not even a fairy prince; and I wouldn't—"
"Cut off your toes?" I suggested.
"Prolong this questionable conversation, only—"
"You can not stop it till you have the shoe," I said.
"Only," she went on determinedly, "I am so comfortable here that I do not care to return to the ball-room just at present."
"I never expected such a full compliment;" and I made her my most engaging bow.
"I am afraid you will have to cut offyourtoes to get intothatshoe,"—maliciously.
"I could expect no less than that from you. You keep coming closer to my ideal every moment."
She shrugged disdainfully and assumed a bored expression that did not deceive me in the least.
"Since you are so determined to continue this dialogue, go and fetch some one you know. An introduction is absolutely necessary." She seemed immovable on this point.
"And the moment I turned my back—presto! away would go Cinderella, and I should be in the dark as much as ever regarding the pumpkins. No, I thank you. Be good, and confess that you are Cinderella."
"Sir, this really ceases to be amusing." Her fan closed with a snap.
"It was serious the moment I entered and saw you," I replied frankly.
"I ought to be annoyed excessively. You are a total stranger; I declare that I never saw you before in all my life. It is true that we are guests in the same house, but that does not give privilege to this particular annoyance. Here I am, talking to you as if it were distinctly proper."
"I can not say that you have put your foot in it yet,"—having recourse to the slipper again. I was having a fine time.
She smiled in spite of the anger which sparkled in her eyes. Of course, if she became downright angry I should tell who I was, only it would spoil everything.
"And you do not know me?" I saiddejectedly. "Do you mean to tell me that you have never dreamed of any Prince Charming?"
"I can not say I have,"—icily.
A flock of young persons came in noisily, but happily they contented themselves with the bowl of lemon-punch at the other end of the conservatory.
I sat down in the Roman chair which stood at the side of the window-seat. I balanced the slipper on the palm of my hand. Funny, isn't it, how much a woman will put up with rather than walk about in her stockings. And I wasn't even sure that she had lost a slipper! I wondered, too, where all her dancing partners were.
"You say you do not know me," I began. "Let me see,"—narrowing my eyes as one does who attempts to recall a dim and shadowy past. "Didn't you wear your hair in two plaits down your back?"
"That is regular; it is still the custom; it proves nothing."
"Let me recall a rambling old garret where we used to hold shows."
Her fan opened again, and the tendrils at her temples moved gently.
"Once we played theSleeping Beauty, and you said that I should always be Prince Charming. How easily we forget!"
She inclined forward a bit. There were signs of reviving interest. She began to scrutinize me; hitherto she had surveyed and examined me.
"Once—"
"Say 'Once upon a time'; all fairy stories begin that way."
"Thank you; I stand corrected. Well, once upon a time you fell down these same garret stairs; and if you will lift that beautiful lock of hair from your right temple I shall see a scar. I am sure of your identity."
Unconsciously her hand strayed to her temple, and dropped.
"Whoever you are, you seem acquainted with certain youthful adventures. But some one might have told you these things, thinking to annoy me." Then the light in her eyes grew dim with the struggle of retrospection,the effort to pierce the veil of absent years, and to place me among the useless, forgotten things of youth, or rather childhood. "No, I can not place you. Please tell me who you are, if I have ever known you."
"Not just now. Mystery arouses a woman's curiosity, and I frankly confess that I wish to arouse yours. You are nearly, if not quite, twenty-four."
"One does not win a woman's interest by telling her her age."
"But I add that you do not look it."
"That is better. Now, let me see the slipper," holding out her hand.
"To no one but Cinderella. I'd be a nice prince, wouldn't I, to surrender the slipper without finding Cinderella!"
"In these days no woman would permit you to put on her slipper, unless you were her husband or her brother."
"No? Then I have a much perverted idea of society."
"And,"—passing over my remark, "she would rather sit in a corner all the evening."
"But think of the fun you are missing!"
"To be frank with you, I am not missing very much fun. I was at a dance last night, and the novelty begins to pall."
"At least, then, you will admit that I have proved a diversion."
"It will cost me nothing to admit that; but I think you are rude not to tell me right away who you are."
She looked out of the blurred windows. Her profile was beautiful to contemplate, and perhaps she knew it.
"Why don't you seek a footman," she asked, after a pause, "and have him announce that you have found a slipper?"
"Have you no more regard for romance than that?"
"You said that I was twenty-four years old. I have less regard for romance than for propriety."
"There you go again, battening down the hatches of convention! I am becoming discouraged."
"Is it possible? I have long since been."
She had always been a match for me.
Enter upon the scene (as they say in the play-books) a flurried partner, rather young and tender to be thrown in company with twenty-four years of sparkling femininity. Well, that was his affair; I didn't propose to warn him.
"Oh, here you are!" he cried, brightening. "I've been looking for you everywhere,"—making believe that something was the matter with his gloves.
"Do you know this gentleman?" she asked, pointing to me with her fan.
I felt a nervous tremor. I wondered if she had been waiting for a moment like this.
The young fellow held out his hand; his smile was pleasant and inquiring.
"Wait a moment," she interrupted wickedly. "I am not introducing you. I am simply asking you if you know him."
Wasn't this a capital revenge?
"I ... I can't say that I ever saw the gentleman before," he stammered, mightily bewildered. Then all at once his face grewred with anger. He even balled his fists. "Has he dared—"
"No, no! I only wished to know if you knew him. Since you do not there is nothing more to be done about it."
"But if he has insulted—"
"Sh! That's not a nice word to hear in a conservatory," she warned.
"But I do not understand."
"It is not necessary. If you do not take me instantly to the ball-room you will lose the best part of the dance."
She rose, and then I saw two little blue slippers peeping out from under the silken skirts.
"You might have told me," I said reproachfully. "And now I do not believe any other Cinderella will do. Young man," said I, holding out the slipper for his inspection, "I was just paying this lady the very great compliment of thinking that this might be her shoe."
"And it isn't," she returned. "Now, in honor to yourself, what is my name?"
"You are Nancy Marsden."
"And you?"
"Your humble servant,"—bending.
"I shall soon find out."
"It is quite possible."
And then, with a hand on her escort's arm, she laughed, and walked (or should I say glided? It seems a sacrilege to say that so enchanting a creature walked) out of the conservatory, leaving me gazing ruefully and mournfully at the little white slipper in my hand.
Now, where in the world was Cinderella?
I thrust the slipper into the tail of my coat, and strolled over to the marble bench which partly encircled the fountain. The tinkle of the falling water made a pleasant sound. Ten years! I had been away ten years. How quickly youth vanishes down the glimmering track of time! Here I was at thirty, rather old, too, for that number; and here was that pretty girl of fourteen grown into womanhood, a womanhood that would have stirredthe pulses of many a man less susceptible than myself. That she was unmarried somehow made me glad, though why I can not say, unless it be that vanity survives everything.
I had been violently in love with her; at that time she hadn't quite turned six. Then I had lorded it over her tender eighth year, and from the serene height of twenty I had looked down upon her fourteen in a fatherly, patronizing fashion. As I recalled her new glory the truth came upon me that she was like to pay me back with interest for all the snubs I had given her.
Off to Heidelberg and Bonn and Berlin! Student days! Heigh-ho! Ten years is a long time. I might still have been an alien, an exile, but for my uncle's death and that the lonely aunt wanted a man about. (Not that I was much of a man to have about.) In all these ten years I had not once visited my native land, scandalous as it may seem; but I had always celebrated the Fourth of July in my garden, celebrated it religiously, too, and followed the general elections.
All these people (or nearly all of them) I had known in my youth; and now not one of them recognized me. There was a pang in this knowledge. No one likes to be completely forgotten, save the absconding bank-clerk and the defeated candidate. I had made no effort to recall myself to those I met. My hostess thoughtlessly supposed that I should take upon myself the labor of renewing acquaintance; but I found this rather impossible. Everything was changed, the people and the city; the one had added to its height and the other to its girth. So I simply wandered about the familiar rooms summoning up the pleasant ghosts of bygone days. Then came the slipper episode—and Nancy!
Home again! No more should the sea call, nor the sky, nor the hills; I was home again, for ever and for ever, so I hoped.
And then I glanced up from my reverie to behold a woman, fair, fat and forty-eight, seat herself breathlessly on the far end of the bench. I recognized her instantly: she had been one of the salient features of mychildhood, only a little farther removed than my mother herself. She was florid in her October years; twenty years ago she had been plump and pretty; now she was only pretty plump. But a rollicking soul beamed from her kindly eyes. So I bethought me of the slipper, dragged it forth, rose and approached.
"Madam," said I gravely, "are you Cinderella?"
She balanced her lorgnette and stared, first at the slipper, then at me.
"Young man, don't be silly. Do I look like a woman who could wear a little thing like that? Run along with you, and don't make fun of poor old women. If there is any Cinderella around here I'm only her godmother."
For a moment I stood abashed. Here was one who had outlived vanity, or at least had discovered its worthlessness.
"Have you no vanity, madam?" I asked solemnly.
"If I have it has ceased to protrude. Go and give the slipper to a footman, and don't keep some girl hopping around on one foot."
I was almost tempted to tell her who I was.
"Madam, there was a time"—I began.
"Oh, yes; thirty years ago I might have claimed the slipper; I might even have worn it,"—complacently.
"Permit me to conclude: there was a time when you held me on your knees."
"What?"
"It is indeed so."
"Confess, then, that you were properly spanked.... Heavens and earth, wherever did you come from?" she exclaimed suddenly. "Sit down beside me instantly!" And she called me by name.
It was the third time I had heard it that night. I had heard it so infrequently that I liked the sound of it.
"And it is really you?" pushing me off at arm's length the better to observe the changes that had taken place. "You grow more like your father; if you hadn't that beard you would be the exact picture of your father when he married your mother. Oh, what a pretty wedding it was!"
"I shall have to take your word for it. I was up and about, however, at the tin anniversary."
"I remember. Oh, but what a racket you made among the pans!" She laughed softly at the recollection.
"I was properly spanked that night," I admitted.
And straightway we uncovered thirty and twenty years respectively.
"By the way," said I carelessly, "is Nancy Marsden engaged to be married?"
"Nancy? She never will be, to my idea. She recently turned down a real duke: a duke that had money and everything."
"And everything: is that castles?" I inquired.
"Nonsense!"
"Well, between you and me and the gatepost, Miss Nancy will be engaged within two months."
"No!"—excitedly.
"It is written."
"And to whom, pray?"
"It's the woman's place to announce an engagement. But I know the man."
"He is worthy?"
"Oh, as men go."
Then the water-clock in the fountain struck twelve, and I sprang up.
"Mercy, I'll never find any Cinderella at this rate. All is lost if she escapes me."
I kissed her hand gratefully, and made off.
I immediately ran into a young miss who, judging from her short dresses, was a guest on sufferance, not having "come out" yet.
"Are you Cinderella?" I asked, with all the gravity I could assume.
"Thank you, sir, but mama will not permit me," her cheeks growing furiously red.
I passed on, willing to wager that the little girl had understood me to ask her to dance with me.
How I searched among the young faces; many I saw that I knew, but my confounded beard (which I determined to cut the very next morning) hid me as completely as the fabled invisible cloak. I wondered where Jimwas—Nancy's brother. I had seen him in Europe, and I knew if he were anywhere around there would be one to clap me on the back and bid me welcome home. This prodigal business isn't what it's cracked up to be.... Somehow I felt that within a few days I should be making love again to Nancy; and I may truthfully add that I dreaded the ordeal while I courted it.
What if she refused me in the end? I cast out at once this horrific thought as unworthy a man of my address.
Under the stairway there was a cozy corner. Upon the cushions I saw a dark-haired girl in red. Now, when they haven't a dash of red in their hair I like it in their dress. She was pretty, besides; so I stopped.
"Pardon me, but won't you tell me if you are Cinderella?"—producing the slipper.
"I am,"—with an amused smile.
"Then thereisa Cinderella, after all?" I cried joyfully. "Where are the pumpkins?" glancing about.
"I believe that several of them have gone hunting for the slipper."
I was delighted. Three witty women all in one night, and two of them charming. It was more than a man had any right to expect.
"You have really and truly lost a slipper?"
"Really and truly; only I amnotthe Cinderella you are looking for." From under her skirt there came into view (immediately to disappear) a small scarlet slipper.
I was very much taken aback.
"Red?" said I. "Ah, I have it. The wicked fairy has cast a spell over the slipper and turned it white."
"That would simplify everything ... if we lived in fairy-tale times. Oh, dear, there are no fairies nowadays, and I wonder how in the world I am to get home."
"You have the pumpkins and the mice."
"Only the pumpkins; it is after twelve, and all the mice have gone home."
"Haven't you an incantation?"
She stretched out her arms dramatically. "Be gone, young man, be gone!"
"Very good," said I; "but I am impervious to incantations of that sort."
"I wonder where the other Cinderella is?"—adroitly. It was quite evident that she wanted to be rid of me.
If I hadn't met Nancy—!
"Supposing I try this white slipper on your foot?"
"It is not a supposable matter."
"Would that I possessed a cobbler's license!"—sighing.
She laughed. "You wouldn't be half so nice."
This was almost the beginning of an enchantment.
"If you will turn your head toward the wall I'll try on the slipper. I am curious to learn if there is a girl here who has a smaller foot than I."
"Vanity, vanity, all is vanity!"
"'Tisn't vanity; it's curiosity; and maybe my foot is getting cold."
I took some pillows and piled them on the floor. "How will this do?"
"Since I can not have the slipper I shall not move. Besides, I am sitting on the unshod foot. Hadn't you better sit down here beside me and give an account of yourself and what you have been doing all these ten years?"
"You know me?" genuinely astonished.
"But you do not know me?"
"No; it's a terrible thing to admit, but I do not recognize you."
"Don't you remember Betty Lee?"
"Betty Lee? That homely little girl turned into a goddess? Small wonder that I didn't recognize you."
"My girl friends all say that I haven't changed a bit in ten years."
"Envy, malice, jealousy! But it is odd that you should recognize me and that Nancy Marsden should forget me."
"I used to detest you; we forget only those we loved."
Enter one of the pumpkins, a young fellow about twenty. Hang it, I was always being interrupted by some callow youth!
"Here's your confounded shoe, Bett. I'vehad a deuce of a time finding it." He tossed the slipper cavalierly into her lap.
"Young man," said I severely, "you will never succeed with the ladies."
"The lady happens to be my sister,"—haughtily.
"Pardon me!"—contritely. "I should have remembered that sisters don't belong."
The girl laughed and pushed out one of the pillows. Then she gave me the slipper.
"We'll not haggle over a cobbler's license," she said.
I knelt and put on the slipper. Only one thing marred the completeness of my happiness: the slipper wasn't a blue one.
The girl stood up and shook the folds in her dress, then turned coldly on her brother.
"You are a disgrace to the family, Bob."
"Oh, fudge! Come on along to supper; it's ready, and I'm half starved."
Brothers don't belong, either.
"I wish you luck with the white slipper," said Betty, as she turned to leave. "Call on me soon, and I'll forgive all the past."
"That I shall." But I made up my mind that I should call on Nancy first. Otherwise it would be dangerous.
I stood alone. It rather hurt to think one girl should remember me and that the other should absolutely forget. But supper brought me out of my cogitations. So once again I put away the slipper and looked at my supper-card. I was destined to sit at table four. I followed the pilgrims out to worship at the shrine of Lucullus.
Evidently there was no Cinderella; or, true to her condition in life, she was at this moment seated before her ash-heap, surrounded by strutting and cooing doves. Well, well, I could put the slipper on the mantel at home; it would be a pleasant reminder.
I found table four. There were four chairs, none of them occupied; and as I sat down I wondered if any one I knew would sit down with me.
A heavy hand fell rudely upon my shoulder.
"What do you mean, sir, by entering agentleman's house in this manner?" demanded a stern voice.
I turned, my ears burning hotly.
"You old prodigal! You old man-without-a-country! You pirate!" went on the voice. "How dared you sneak in in this fashion? Nan, what would you do with him if you were in my place?" The voice belonged to Nancy Marsden's brother.
"I have no desire to put myself in your place," said the only girl whocouldbe Cinderella.
"I wouldn't bother abouthisslipper, not if he went barefooted all his life," said I.
And then, and then, and then! What a bombardment! How pleased I was! I was inordinately happy, and I didn't eat a thing till the salad.
"How could you!" said Nancy.
"But you didn't recognize me,"—with a show of defiance; "and I expected that you would be the very first."
"Cut off that horrid beard."
"To-morrow morning."
"And never wear it again."
"Never."
"Have you found Cinderella?" Nancy asked presently.
"No; but I haven't given up all hope."
"Let me see it."
With some hesitance I placed the slipper in her hand. She looked at it sharply.
"Good gracious!"
"What's the matter?" I asked.
"Why, this slipper hasneverbeen worn at all. It is brand new!" She was greatly bewildered.
"I know it," I replied; "I brought it myself."
Then how she laughed! And when I asked her to do it again she did, even more heartily than before.
"You will always be the same,"—passing the slipper back to me.
"No, I want to be just a little different from now on,"—inscrutably.
She gave me an indescribable glance.
"Give the slipper to me."
"To keep?"
"Yes, to keep. Somehow, I rather fancy I should like to try it on,"—demurely.
So I gave her the slipper.