Volume Two--Chapter Five.Ripples.Our echoes roll from soul to soul,And live for ever and for ever.Tennyson.Owen and Montagu were walking by Silverburn, and talking over the affairs of the school. During their walk they saw Wright and Vernon Williams in front of them.“I am so glad to see those two together,” said Montagu; “I really think Wright is one of the best little fellows in the school, and he’ll be the saving of Vernon. He’s already persuaded him to leave off smoking and other bad things, and has got him to work a little harder, and turn over a new leaf altogether.”“Yes,” answered Owen; “I’ve seen a marvellous improvement in little Williams lately. I think that Duncan gave him a rough lesson the other night which did him good, and dear old Rose too has been leading him by the hand; but the best thing is that, through Wright, he sees less of Eric’sfriend, that young scapegrace Wildney.”“Yes; that little wretch has a good deal to answer for. What a pity that Eric spoils him so, or rather suffers himself to be spoilt by him. I’m glad Vernon’s escaped his influence now: he’s too fine a nature to be made as bad as the general run of them. What a brilliant little fellow he is; just like his brother.”“Just like what his brotherwas,” said Owen; “his face, like his mind, has suffered lately.”“Too true,” answered Montagu, with a sigh; “and yet, cool as we now are in our outward intercourse, he little knows how I love him, and yearn for the Eric I once knew—Eric the fair-haired, as Russell and I used sometimes to call him in fun. Would to God poor Russell had lived, and then I believe that he wouldn’t have gone so far wrong.”“Well, I think there’s another chance for him now that—that—what name is bad enough for that Brigson?—is gone.”“I hope so. But,”—he added after a pause—“his works do follow him. Look there!” He took a large stone and threw it into the Silverburn stream; there was a great splash, and the ever-widening circles of blue ripple broke the surface of the water, dying away one by one in the sedges on the bank. “There,” he said, “see how long those ripples last, and how numerous they are.”Owen understood him. “Poor Eric! What a gleam of new hope there was in him after Russell’s death!”“Yes, for a time,” said Montagu; “heigh ho! I fear we shall never be warm friends again. We can’t be while he goes on as he is doing. And yet I love him.”A sudden turn of the stream brought them to the place called Riverbend.“If you want a practical comment on what we’ve been talking about, you’ll see it there,” said Montagu.He pointed to a party of boys, four or five, all lying on a pleasant grass bank, smoking pipes. Prominent among them was Eric, stretched at ease, and looking up at the clouds, towards which curled the puffed fumes of his meerschaum, a gift of Wildney’s. That worthy was beside him similarly employed.The two sixth-form boys hoped to pass by unobserved, as they did not wish for a rencontre with our hero under such circumstances. But they saw Wildney pointing to them, and, from the fits of laughter which followed his remarks, they had little doubt that they were the subject of the young gentleman’s wit. This is never a pleasant sensation; but they observed that Eric made a point of not looking their way, and went on in silence.“How very sad!” said Montagu.“How very contemptible!” said Owen. “Harfagher among his subjects!”“Did you observe what they were doing?”“Smoking?”“Worse than that a good deal. They were doing something which, if Eric doesn’t take care, will one day be his ruin.”“What?”“I saw them drinking. I have little doubt it was brandy.”“Good heavens!”“It is getting a common practice with some fellows. One of the ripples, you see, of Brigson’s influence.”Before they got home they caught up Wright and Vernon, and walked in together.“We’ve been talking,” said Wright, “about a bad matter. Vernon here says that there’s no good working for a prize in his form, because the cribbing’s so atrocious. Indeed, it’s very nearly as bad in my form. It always is under Gordon; hecan’tunderstand fellows doing dishonourable things.”“It’s a great bore in the weekly examinations,” said Vernon; “every now and then Gordon will even leave the room for a few minutes, and then out come dozens of books.”“Well, Wright,” said Montagu, “if that happens again next examination, I’d speak out about it.”“How?”“Why, I’d get every fellow who disapproves of it to give me his name, and get up and read the list, and say that you at least have pledged yourselves not to do it.”“Humph! I don’t know how that would answer. They’d half kill me for one thing.”“Never mind; do your duty. I wish I’d such an opportunity, if only to show how sorry I am for my own past unfairness.”And so talking, the four went in, and the two elder went to their study.It was too true that drinking had become a common vice at Roslyn School. Accordingly, when Eric came in with Wildney about half an hour after, Owen and Montagu heard them talk about ordering some brandy, and then arrange to have a “jollification,” as they called it, that evening.They got the brandy through “Billy.” One of Brigson’s most cursed legacies to the school was the introduction of this man to a nefarious intercourse with the boys. His character was so well-known that it had long been forbidden, under the strictest penalty, for any boy ever to speak to him; yet, strange to say, they seemed to take a pleasure in doing so, and just now particularly, it was thought a fine thing, a sign of “pluck” and “anti-muffishness,” to be on familiar and intimate terms with that degraded and villainous scoundrel.Duncan had made friends again with Eric; but he did not join him in his escapades and excesses, and sat much in other studies. He had not been altogether a good boy, but yet there was a sort of rough honesty and good sense in him which preserved him from the worst and most dangerous failings, and his character had been gradually improving as he mounted higher in the school. He was getting steadier, more diligent, more thoughtful, more manly; he was passing through that change so frequent in boys as they grow older, to which Eric was so sad an exception. Accordingly Duncan, though sincerely fond of Eric, had latterly disapproved vehemently of his proceedings, and had therefore taken to snubbing his old friend Wildney, in whose favour Eric seemed to have an infatuation, and who was the means of involving him in every kind of impropriety and mischief. So that night Duncan, hearing of what was intended, sat in the next study, and Eric, with Ball, Wildney, Graham, and Pietrie, had the room to themselves. Several of them were lower boys still, but they came up to the studies after bed-time, according to Wildney’s almost nightly custom.A little pebble struck the study window.“Hurrah!” said Wildney, clapping his hands, “here’s the grub.”They opened the window and looked out. Billy was there, and they let down to him a long piece of cord, to which he attached a basket, and, after bidding them “Good-night, and a merry drink,” retired. No sooner had they shut the window, than he grimaced as usual towards them, and shook his fist in a sort of demoniacal exultation, muttering, “Oh, I’ll have you all under my thumb yet, you fine young fools!”Meanwhile the unconscious boys had opened the basket, and spread its contents on the table. They were bread, butter, a large dish of sausages, a tart, beer, and, alas! a bottle of brandy.They soon got very noisy, and at last uproarious. The snatches of songs, peals of laughter, and rattle of plates at last grew so loud that the other study-boys were afraid lest one of the masters should come up and catch the revellers. All of them heard every word that was spoken by Eric and his party, as the walls between the rooms were very thin; and very objectionable much of the conversation was.“Thiswon’tdo,” said Duncan emphatically, after a louder burst of merriment than usual; “those fellows are getting drunk; I can tell it to a certainty from the confused and random way in which some of them are talking.”“We’d better go in and speak to them,” said Montagu; “at any rate, they’ve no right to disturb us all night. Will you come?”“I’ll join you,” said Owen; “though I’m afraid my presence won’t do you much good.”The three boys went to the door of Eric’s study and their knock could not at first be heard for the noise. When they went in they found a scene of reckless disorder; books were scattered about, plates and glasses lay broken on the floor, beer was spilt on all sides, and there was an intolerable smell of brandy.“If you fellows don’t take care,” said Duncan sharply, “Rose or somebody’ll be coming up and catching you. It’s ten now.”“What’s that to you?” answered Graham, with an insolent look.“It’s something to me that you nice young men have been making such a row that none of the rest of us can hear our own voices, and that between you you’ve made this study in such a mess that I can’t endure it.”“Pooh!” said Pietrie; “we’re all getting such saints, that one can’t have the least bit of spree nowadays.”“Spree!” burst in Montagu indignantly; “fine spree—to make sots of yourselves with spirits; fine spree to—”“Amen!” said Wildney, who was perched on the back of a chair; and he turned up his eyes and clasped his hands with a mock-heroic air.“There, Williams,” continued Montagu, pointing to the mischievous-looking little boy; “see that spectacle, and be ashamed of yourself, if you can. That’s what you lead boys to! Are you anxious to become the teacher of drunkenness?”In truth, there was good ground for his sorrowful apostrophe, for the scene was very painful to a high-minded witness.They hardly understood the look on Eric’s countenance; he had been taking far more than was good for him; his eyes sparkled fiercely, and though as yet he said nothing, he seemed to be resenting the intrusion in furious silence.“How much longer is this interesting lecture to last?” asked Ball, with his usual insufferable tone; “for I want to finish my brandy.”Montagu rather looked as if he intended to give the speaker a box on the ear; but he was just deciding that he wasn’t worth the trouble, when Wildney, who had been grimacing all the time, burst into a fit of satirical laughter.“Here, Wildney,” said Graham; “just hand meThe Whole Duty of Man, or something of that sort, from the shelf, will you? That’s a brick.”“Certainly. Let’s see; Watts’s Hymns;Ibag those for myself,” said Wildney; “they’ll just suit—”“How doth the little—”“Let’s turn out these impudent lower-school fellows,” said Montagu, speaking to Duncan. “Here! you go first,” he said, seizing Wildney by the arm, and giving him a swing, which, as he was by no means steady on his legs, brought him sprawling to the ground, and sent Watts’s Hymns flying open-leaved under the table.“By Jove, I won’t stand this any longer,” shouted Eric, springing up ferociously. “What on earth do you mean by daring to come in like this? Do you hear?”Montagu took no sort of notice of his threatening gesture, for he was looking to see if Wildney was hurt, and finding he was not, proceeded to drag him out, struggling and kicking frantically.“Drop me, you fellow, drop me, I say. I won’t go for you,” cried Wildney, clinging tight to a chair. “Eric, why do you let him bully me?”“You let him go this minute,” repeated Eric hoarsely.“I shall do no such thing. You don’t know what you’re about.”“Don’t I? Well then, takethat, to show whether I do or no!” And suddenly leaning forward, he struck Montagu a violent back-handed blow on the mouth.Everybody saw it, everybody heard it; and it instantly astounded them into silence. That Montagu should have been so struck in public, and that by Eric—by a boy who had been his schoolfellow for three years now, and whose whole life seemed bound to him by so many associations; it was strange and sad indeed.Montagu sprang straight upright; for an instant he took one stride towards his striker with lifted hand and lightening eyes, while the blood started to his lips in consequence of the blow. But he stopped suddenly, and his hand fell to his side; by a strong effort of self-control he contrived to master himself; and sitting down quite quietly on a chair, he put his white handkerchief to his wounded mouth, and took it away stained with blood.No one spoke; and rising with quiet dignity, he went back into his study without a word.“Very well,” said Duncan; “you may all do as you like; only I heartily hope now you will be caught. Come, Owen.”“O Williams,” said Owen, “you are changed indeed, to treat your best friend so.”But Eric was excited with drink, and the slave of every evil passion at that moment. “Serve him right,” he said; “what business has he to interfere with what I choose to do?”There was no more noise that night. Wildney and the rest slunk off ashamed and frightened, and Eric, leaving his candle flaring on the table, went down to his bedroom, where he was very sick. He had neither strength nor spirit to undress, and flung himself into bed just as he was. When they heard that he was gone, Owen and Duncan (for Montagu was silent and melancholy) went into his study, put out the candle, and only just cleared away, to the best of their power, the traces of the carouse, when Dr Rowlands came up stairs on his usual nightly rounds. They had been lighting brown paper to take away the fumes of the brandy, and the Doctor asked them casually the cause of the smell of burning. Neither of them answered, and seeing Owen there, in whom he placed implicit trust, the Doctor thought no more about it.Eric awoke with a bad headache, and a sense of shame and sickness. When he got up he felt most wretched; and while washing he thought to himself, “Ah! that I could thus wash away the memory of last night!” Of course, after what had occurred, Eric and Montagu were no longer on speaking terms, and miserable as poor Eric felt when he saw how his blow had bruised and disfigured his friend’s face, he made no advances. He longed, indeed, from his inmost heart, to be reconciled to him; but feeling that he had done grievous wrong, he dreaded a repulse, and his pride would not suffer him to run the risk. So he pretended to feel no regret, and, supported by his late boon companions, represented the matter as occurring in the defence of Wildney, whom Montagu was bullying.Montagu, too, was very miserable; but he felt that, although ready to forgive Eric, he could not, in common self-respect, take the first step to a reconciliation; indeed, he rightly thought that it was not for Eric’s good that he should do so.“You and Williams appear never to speak to each other now,” said Mr Rose. “I am sorry for it, Monty; I think you are the only boy who has any influence over him.”“I fear you are mistaken, sir, in that. Little Wildney has much more.”“Wildney?” asked Mr Rose, in sorrowful surprise. “Wildney more influence thanyou?”“Yes, sir.”“Ah, that our poor Edwin had lived!”So, with a sigh, Walter Rose and Harry Montagu buried their friendship for Eric until happier days.
Our echoes roll from soul to soul,And live for ever and for ever.Tennyson.
Our echoes roll from soul to soul,And live for ever and for ever.Tennyson.
Owen and Montagu were walking by Silverburn, and talking over the affairs of the school. During their walk they saw Wright and Vernon Williams in front of them.
“I am so glad to see those two together,” said Montagu; “I really think Wright is one of the best little fellows in the school, and he’ll be the saving of Vernon. He’s already persuaded him to leave off smoking and other bad things, and has got him to work a little harder, and turn over a new leaf altogether.”
“Yes,” answered Owen; “I’ve seen a marvellous improvement in little Williams lately. I think that Duncan gave him a rough lesson the other night which did him good, and dear old Rose too has been leading him by the hand; but the best thing is that, through Wright, he sees less of Eric’sfriend, that young scapegrace Wildney.”
“Yes; that little wretch has a good deal to answer for. What a pity that Eric spoils him so, or rather suffers himself to be spoilt by him. I’m glad Vernon’s escaped his influence now: he’s too fine a nature to be made as bad as the general run of them. What a brilliant little fellow he is; just like his brother.”
“Just like what his brotherwas,” said Owen; “his face, like his mind, has suffered lately.”
“Too true,” answered Montagu, with a sigh; “and yet, cool as we now are in our outward intercourse, he little knows how I love him, and yearn for the Eric I once knew—Eric the fair-haired, as Russell and I used sometimes to call him in fun. Would to God poor Russell had lived, and then I believe that he wouldn’t have gone so far wrong.”
“Well, I think there’s another chance for him now that—that—what name is bad enough for that Brigson?—is gone.”
“I hope so. But,”—he added after a pause—“his works do follow him. Look there!” He took a large stone and threw it into the Silverburn stream; there was a great splash, and the ever-widening circles of blue ripple broke the surface of the water, dying away one by one in the sedges on the bank. “There,” he said, “see how long those ripples last, and how numerous they are.”
Owen understood him. “Poor Eric! What a gleam of new hope there was in him after Russell’s death!”
“Yes, for a time,” said Montagu; “heigh ho! I fear we shall never be warm friends again. We can’t be while he goes on as he is doing. And yet I love him.”
A sudden turn of the stream brought them to the place called Riverbend.
“If you want a practical comment on what we’ve been talking about, you’ll see it there,” said Montagu.
He pointed to a party of boys, four or five, all lying on a pleasant grass bank, smoking pipes. Prominent among them was Eric, stretched at ease, and looking up at the clouds, towards which curled the puffed fumes of his meerschaum, a gift of Wildney’s. That worthy was beside him similarly employed.
The two sixth-form boys hoped to pass by unobserved, as they did not wish for a rencontre with our hero under such circumstances. But they saw Wildney pointing to them, and, from the fits of laughter which followed his remarks, they had little doubt that they were the subject of the young gentleman’s wit. This is never a pleasant sensation; but they observed that Eric made a point of not looking their way, and went on in silence.
“How very sad!” said Montagu.
“How very contemptible!” said Owen. “Harfagher among his subjects!”
“Did you observe what they were doing?”
“Smoking?”
“Worse than that a good deal. They were doing something which, if Eric doesn’t take care, will one day be his ruin.”
“What?”
“I saw them drinking. I have little doubt it was brandy.”
“Good heavens!”
“It is getting a common practice with some fellows. One of the ripples, you see, of Brigson’s influence.”
Before they got home they caught up Wright and Vernon, and walked in together.
“We’ve been talking,” said Wright, “about a bad matter. Vernon here says that there’s no good working for a prize in his form, because the cribbing’s so atrocious. Indeed, it’s very nearly as bad in my form. It always is under Gordon; hecan’tunderstand fellows doing dishonourable things.”
“It’s a great bore in the weekly examinations,” said Vernon; “every now and then Gordon will even leave the room for a few minutes, and then out come dozens of books.”
“Well, Wright,” said Montagu, “if that happens again next examination, I’d speak out about it.”
“How?”
“Why, I’d get every fellow who disapproves of it to give me his name, and get up and read the list, and say that you at least have pledged yourselves not to do it.”
“Humph! I don’t know how that would answer. They’d half kill me for one thing.”
“Never mind; do your duty. I wish I’d such an opportunity, if only to show how sorry I am for my own past unfairness.”
And so talking, the four went in, and the two elder went to their study.
It was too true that drinking had become a common vice at Roslyn School. Accordingly, when Eric came in with Wildney about half an hour after, Owen and Montagu heard them talk about ordering some brandy, and then arrange to have a “jollification,” as they called it, that evening.
They got the brandy through “Billy.” One of Brigson’s most cursed legacies to the school was the introduction of this man to a nefarious intercourse with the boys. His character was so well-known that it had long been forbidden, under the strictest penalty, for any boy ever to speak to him; yet, strange to say, they seemed to take a pleasure in doing so, and just now particularly, it was thought a fine thing, a sign of “pluck” and “anti-muffishness,” to be on familiar and intimate terms with that degraded and villainous scoundrel.
Duncan had made friends again with Eric; but he did not join him in his escapades and excesses, and sat much in other studies. He had not been altogether a good boy, but yet there was a sort of rough honesty and good sense in him which preserved him from the worst and most dangerous failings, and his character had been gradually improving as he mounted higher in the school. He was getting steadier, more diligent, more thoughtful, more manly; he was passing through that change so frequent in boys as they grow older, to which Eric was so sad an exception. Accordingly Duncan, though sincerely fond of Eric, had latterly disapproved vehemently of his proceedings, and had therefore taken to snubbing his old friend Wildney, in whose favour Eric seemed to have an infatuation, and who was the means of involving him in every kind of impropriety and mischief. So that night Duncan, hearing of what was intended, sat in the next study, and Eric, with Ball, Wildney, Graham, and Pietrie, had the room to themselves. Several of them were lower boys still, but they came up to the studies after bed-time, according to Wildney’s almost nightly custom.
A little pebble struck the study window.
“Hurrah!” said Wildney, clapping his hands, “here’s the grub.”
They opened the window and looked out. Billy was there, and they let down to him a long piece of cord, to which he attached a basket, and, after bidding them “Good-night, and a merry drink,” retired. No sooner had they shut the window, than he grimaced as usual towards them, and shook his fist in a sort of demoniacal exultation, muttering, “Oh, I’ll have you all under my thumb yet, you fine young fools!”
Meanwhile the unconscious boys had opened the basket, and spread its contents on the table. They were bread, butter, a large dish of sausages, a tart, beer, and, alas! a bottle of brandy.
They soon got very noisy, and at last uproarious. The snatches of songs, peals of laughter, and rattle of plates at last grew so loud that the other study-boys were afraid lest one of the masters should come up and catch the revellers. All of them heard every word that was spoken by Eric and his party, as the walls between the rooms were very thin; and very objectionable much of the conversation was.
“Thiswon’tdo,” said Duncan emphatically, after a louder burst of merriment than usual; “those fellows are getting drunk; I can tell it to a certainty from the confused and random way in which some of them are talking.”
“We’d better go in and speak to them,” said Montagu; “at any rate, they’ve no right to disturb us all night. Will you come?”
“I’ll join you,” said Owen; “though I’m afraid my presence won’t do you much good.”
The three boys went to the door of Eric’s study and their knock could not at first be heard for the noise. When they went in they found a scene of reckless disorder; books were scattered about, plates and glasses lay broken on the floor, beer was spilt on all sides, and there was an intolerable smell of brandy.
“If you fellows don’t take care,” said Duncan sharply, “Rose or somebody’ll be coming up and catching you. It’s ten now.”
“What’s that to you?” answered Graham, with an insolent look.
“It’s something to me that you nice young men have been making such a row that none of the rest of us can hear our own voices, and that between you you’ve made this study in such a mess that I can’t endure it.”
“Pooh!” said Pietrie; “we’re all getting such saints, that one can’t have the least bit of spree nowadays.”
“Spree!” burst in Montagu indignantly; “fine spree—to make sots of yourselves with spirits; fine spree to—”
“Amen!” said Wildney, who was perched on the back of a chair; and he turned up his eyes and clasped his hands with a mock-heroic air.
“There, Williams,” continued Montagu, pointing to the mischievous-looking little boy; “see that spectacle, and be ashamed of yourself, if you can. That’s what you lead boys to! Are you anxious to become the teacher of drunkenness?”
In truth, there was good ground for his sorrowful apostrophe, for the scene was very painful to a high-minded witness.
They hardly understood the look on Eric’s countenance; he had been taking far more than was good for him; his eyes sparkled fiercely, and though as yet he said nothing, he seemed to be resenting the intrusion in furious silence.
“How much longer is this interesting lecture to last?” asked Ball, with his usual insufferable tone; “for I want to finish my brandy.”
Montagu rather looked as if he intended to give the speaker a box on the ear; but he was just deciding that he wasn’t worth the trouble, when Wildney, who had been grimacing all the time, burst into a fit of satirical laughter.
“Here, Wildney,” said Graham; “just hand meThe Whole Duty of Man, or something of that sort, from the shelf, will you? That’s a brick.”
“Certainly. Let’s see; Watts’s Hymns;Ibag those for myself,” said Wildney; “they’ll just suit—”
“How doth the little—”
“How doth the little—”
“Let’s turn out these impudent lower-school fellows,” said Montagu, speaking to Duncan. “Here! you go first,” he said, seizing Wildney by the arm, and giving him a swing, which, as he was by no means steady on his legs, brought him sprawling to the ground, and sent Watts’s Hymns flying open-leaved under the table.
“By Jove, I won’t stand this any longer,” shouted Eric, springing up ferociously. “What on earth do you mean by daring to come in like this? Do you hear?”
Montagu took no sort of notice of his threatening gesture, for he was looking to see if Wildney was hurt, and finding he was not, proceeded to drag him out, struggling and kicking frantically.
“Drop me, you fellow, drop me, I say. I won’t go for you,” cried Wildney, clinging tight to a chair. “Eric, why do you let him bully me?”
“You let him go this minute,” repeated Eric hoarsely.
“I shall do no such thing. You don’t know what you’re about.”
“Don’t I? Well then, takethat, to show whether I do or no!” And suddenly leaning forward, he struck Montagu a violent back-handed blow on the mouth.
Everybody saw it, everybody heard it; and it instantly astounded them into silence. That Montagu should have been so struck in public, and that by Eric—by a boy who had been his schoolfellow for three years now, and whose whole life seemed bound to him by so many associations; it was strange and sad indeed.
Montagu sprang straight upright; for an instant he took one stride towards his striker with lifted hand and lightening eyes, while the blood started to his lips in consequence of the blow. But he stopped suddenly, and his hand fell to his side; by a strong effort of self-control he contrived to master himself; and sitting down quite quietly on a chair, he put his white handkerchief to his wounded mouth, and took it away stained with blood.
No one spoke; and rising with quiet dignity, he went back into his study without a word.
“Very well,” said Duncan; “you may all do as you like; only I heartily hope now you will be caught. Come, Owen.”
“O Williams,” said Owen, “you are changed indeed, to treat your best friend so.”
But Eric was excited with drink, and the slave of every evil passion at that moment. “Serve him right,” he said; “what business has he to interfere with what I choose to do?”
There was no more noise that night. Wildney and the rest slunk off ashamed and frightened, and Eric, leaving his candle flaring on the table, went down to his bedroom, where he was very sick. He had neither strength nor spirit to undress, and flung himself into bed just as he was. When they heard that he was gone, Owen and Duncan (for Montagu was silent and melancholy) went into his study, put out the candle, and only just cleared away, to the best of their power, the traces of the carouse, when Dr Rowlands came up stairs on his usual nightly rounds. They had been lighting brown paper to take away the fumes of the brandy, and the Doctor asked them casually the cause of the smell of burning. Neither of them answered, and seeing Owen there, in whom he placed implicit trust, the Doctor thought no more about it.
Eric awoke with a bad headache, and a sense of shame and sickness. When he got up he felt most wretched; and while washing he thought to himself, “Ah! that I could thus wash away the memory of last night!” Of course, after what had occurred, Eric and Montagu were no longer on speaking terms, and miserable as poor Eric felt when he saw how his blow had bruised and disfigured his friend’s face, he made no advances. He longed, indeed, from his inmost heart, to be reconciled to him; but feeling that he had done grievous wrong, he dreaded a repulse, and his pride would not suffer him to run the risk. So he pretended to feel no regret, and, supported by his late boon companions, represented the matter as occurring in the defence of Wildney, whom Montagu was bullying.
Montagu, too, was very miserable; but he felt that, although ready to forgive Eric, he could not, in common self-respect, take the first step to a reconciliation; indeed, he rightly thought that it was not for Eric’s good that he should do so.
“You and Williams appear never to speak to each other now,” said Mr Rose. “I am sorry for it, Monty; I think you are the only boy who has any influence over him.”
“I fear you are mistaken, sir, in that. Little Wildney has much more.”
“Wildney?” asked Mr Rose, in sorrowful surprise. “Wildney more influence thanyou?”
“Yes, sir.”
“Ah, that our poor Edwin had lived!”
So, with a sigh, Walter Rose and Harry Montagu buried their friendship for Eric until happier days.
Volume Two--Chapter Six.Eric and Montagu.And constancy lives in realms above;And life is thorny; and youth is vain;And to be wroth with one we loveDoth work like madness in the brain.Each spoke words of high disdain,And insult to his heart’s best brother.Coleridge’s Christabel.Wright had not forgotten Montagu’s advice, and had endeavoured to get the names of boys who weren’t afraid to scout publicly the disgrace of cheating in form. But he could only get one name promised him—the name of Vernon Williams; and feeling how little could be gained by using it, he determined to spare Vernon the trial, and speak, if he spoke at all, on his own responsibility.As usual, the cribbing at the next weekly examination was well-nigh universal, and when Mr Gordon went out to fetch something he had forgotten, merely saying, “I trust to your honour not to abuse my absence,” books and papers were immediately pulled out with the coolest and most unblushing indifference.This was the time for Wright to deliver his conscience; he had counted the cost, and, rightly or wrongly, considering it to be his duty, he had decided that speak he would. He well knew that his interference would be attributed to jealousy, meanness, sneaking, and every kind of wrong motive, since he was himself one of the greatest sufferers from the prevalent dishonesty; but still he had come to the conclusion that heoughtnot to draw back, and therefore he bravely determined that he would make his protest, whatever happened.So, very nervously, he rose and said, “I want to tell you all that I think this cheating very wrong and blackguardly. I don’t mind losing by it myself; but if Vernon Williams loses the prize in the lower-fourth, and any one gets it by copying, I’ve made up my mind to tell Gordon.”His voice trembled a little at first, but he spoke fast, and acquired firmness as he went on. Absolute astonishment and curiosity had held the boys silent with amazement, but by the end of this sentence they had recovered themselves, and a perfect burst of derision and indignation followed.“Let’s see ifthat’llcut short his oration,” said Wildney, throwing a book at his head, which was instantly followed by others from all quarters.“My word! we’ve had nothing but lectures lately,” said Booking. “Horrid little Owenite saint.”“Saint!—sneak, you mean. I’ll teach him,” growled Pietrie, and jumping up, he belaboured Wright’s head with the Latin Grammar out of which he had just been cribbing.The whole room was in confusion and hubbub, during which Wright sat stock-still, quietly enduring without bowing to the storm.Only one boy sympathised with him, but he did so deeply—poor little penitent Vernon. He felt his position hard because Wright had alluded so prominently to him, and he knew how much he must be misconstrued but he had his brother’s spirit, and would not shrink. Amid the tumult he got up in his seat, and they heard his pleasant childish voice saying boldly, “I hope Wright won’t tell; but he’s the best fellow in the room, and cribbingisa shame, as he says.”What notice would have been taken of this speech is doubtful, for at the critical moment Mr Gordon reappeared, and the whispered cavé caused instantaneous quiet.Poor Wright awaited with some dread the end of school; and many an angry kick and blow he got, though he disarmed malice by the spirit and heroism with which he endured them. The news of his impudence spread like wildfire, and not five boys in the school approved of what he had done, while most of them were furious at his ill-judged threat of informing Mr Gordon. There was a general agreement to thrash him after roll-call that afternoon.Eric had lately taken a violent dislike to Wright, though he had been fond of him in better days. He used to denounce him as a disagreeable and pragmatical little muff, and was as loud as any of them in condemning his announced determination to “sneak.” Had he known that Wright had acted under Montagu’s well-meant, though rather mistaken advice, he might have abstained from having anything more to do with the matter, but now he promised to kick Wright himself after the four o’clock bell.Four o’clock came; the names were called; the master left the room. Wright, who perfectly knew what was threatened, stood there pale but fearless. His indifferent look was an additional annoyance to Eric, who walked up to him carelessly, and boxing his ears, though without hurting him, said contemptuously, “Conceited little sneak.”Montagu had been told of the intended kicking, and had determined even single-handed to prevent it. He didnot, however, expect that Eric would have taken part in it, and was therefore unprepared. The colour rushed into his cheeks; he went up, took Wright quietly by the hand, and said with firm determination, “No one in the school shall touch Wright again.”“What? no one! just hark to that,” said Graham; “I suppose he thinks himself cock of the school.”Eric quite misunderstood Montagu’s proceeding; he took it for a public challenge. All the Rowlandites were round, and to yield would have looked like cowardice. Above all, his evil genius Wildney was by, and said, “How very nice! I say, Eric, you and I will have to getThe Whole Duty of Managain.”A threatening circle had formed round Montagu, but his closed lips and flushing brow and dilated nostrils betrayed a spirit which made them waver, and his noble face glowed with a yet nobler expression in the consciousness of an honourable cause, as he quietly repeated, “No one shall touch you, Wright.”“Theywill, though,” said Eric instantly; “Iwill, for one, and I should like to see you prevent me.” And so saying he gave Wright another slight blow.Montagu dropped Wright’s hand, and said slowly, “Eric Williams, I have taken one unexpected blow from you without a word, and bear the marks of it yet. It is time to show that it wasnotthrough cowardice that I did not return it. Will you fight?”The answer was not prompt by any means, though every one in the school knew that Eric was not afraid. So sure was he of this, that, for the sake of “auld lang syne,” he would probably have declined to fight with Montagu had it been left to his own impulses.“I have been in the wrong, Montagu, more than once,” he answered falteringly, “and we have been friends—”But it was the object of many of the worst boys that the two should fight—not only that they might see the fun, but that Montagu’s authority, which stood in their way, might be flung aside. So Booking whispered in an audible voice—“Faith! he’s showing the white feather.”“You’re a liar!” flung in Eric; and turning to Montagu, he said, “There! I’ll fight you this moment.”Instantly they had stripped off their coats and prepared for action. A ring of excited boys crowded round them. Fellows of sixteen, like Montagu and Eric, rarely fight, because their battles have usually been decided in their earlier schooldays; and it was also but seldom that two boys so strong, active, and prominent (above all, so high in the school) took this method of settling their differences.The fight began, and at first the popular favour was entirely on the side of Eric, while Montagu found few or none to back him. But he fought with a fire and courage which soon won applause; and as Eric, on the other hand, was random and spiritless, the cry was soon pretty fairly divided between them.After a sharp round they paused for breath, and Owen, who had been a silent and disgusted spectator of such a combat between boys of such high standing, said with much feeling—“This is not a very creditable affair, Montagu.”“It is necessary,” was Montagu’s laconic reply. Among other boys who had left the room before the fracas had taken place was Vernon Williams, who shrank away to avoid the pain of seeing his new friend Wright bullied and tormented. But curiosity soon took him back, and he came in just as the second round began. At first he only saw a crowd of boys in the middle of the room, but jumping on a desk he had a full view of what was going on.There was a tremendous hubbub of voices, and Eric, now thoroughly roused by the remarks he overheard, and especially by Wildney’s whisper that “he was letting himself be licked,” was exerting himself with more vigour and effect. It was anything but a pleasant sight; the faces of the combatants were streaked with blood and sweat, and as the miserable gang of lower-school boys backed them on with eager shouts of— “Now Eric, now Eric.” “Now Montagu, go it sixth-form,” etcetera, both of them fought under a sense of deep disgrace, increased by the recollections which they shared in common.All this Vernon marked in a moment, and, filled with pain and vexation, he said in a voice which, though low, could be heard amid all the uproar, “O Eric, Eric, fighting with Montagu!” There was reproach and sorrow in the tone, which touched more than one boy there, for Vernon, spite of the recent change in him, could not but continue a popular favourite.“Shut up there, you little donkey,” shouted one or two, looking back at him for a moment.But Eric heard the words, and knew that it was his brother’s voice. The thought rushed on him how degraded his whole position was, and how different it might have been. He felt that he was utterly in the wrong, and Montagu altogether in the right; and from that moment his blows once more grew feeble and ill-directed. When they again stopped to take rest, the general shout for Montagu showed that he was considered to have the best of it.“I’m getting so tired of this,” muttered Eric, during the pause.“Why, you’re fighting like a regular muff,” said Graham; “you’ll have to acknowledge yourself thrashed in a minute.”“That I’llneverdo,” he said, once more firing up. Just as the third round began, Duncan came striding in, for Owen, who had left the room, told him what was going on. He had always been a leading fellow, and quite recently his influence had several times been exerted in the right direction, and he was very much looked up to by all the boys alike, good or bad. He determined, for the credit of the sixth, that the fight should not go on, and bursting into the ring, with his strong shoulders he hurled on each side the boys who stood in his way, and struck down the lifted arms of the fighters.“Youshan’tfight,” he said doggedly, thrusting himself between them; “so there’s an end of it. If you do, you’ll both have to fight me first.”“Shame!” said several of the boys, and the cry was caught up by Ball and others.“Shame, is it?” said Duncan, and his lip curled with scorn. “There’s only one way to argue with you fellows. Ball, if you or any other boy repeat that word, I’ll thrash him. Here, Monty, come away from this disgraceful scene.”“I’m sick enough of it,” said Montagu, “and am ready to stop if Williams is,—provided no one touches Wright.”“I’m sick of it too,” said Eric sullenly.“Then you two shall shake hands,” said Duncan.For one instant—an instant which he regretted till the end of his life—Montagu drew himself up and hesitated. He had been deeply wronged, deeply provoked, and no one could blame him for the momentary feeling; but Eric had observed the gesture, and his passionate pride took the alarm. “It’s come to this then,” he thought; “Montagu doesn’t think me good enough to be shaken hands with.”“Pish!” he said aloud, in a tone of sarcasm; “it may be an awful honour to shake hands with such an immaculate person as Montagu, but I’m not proud on the subject,” and he turned away.Montagu’s hesitation was but momentary, and without a particle of anger or indignation he sorrowfully held out his hand. It was too late; that moment had done the mischief, and it was now Eric’s turn coldly to withdraw.“You don’t think me worthy of your friendship, and what’s the good of grasping hands if we don’t do it with cordial hearts?”Montagu’s lip trembled, but he said nothing, and quietly putting on his coat, motioned back the throng of boys with a sweep of his arm, and left the room with Duncan.“Come along, Wright,” he said.“Nay, leave him,” said Eric, with a touch of remorse. “Much as you think me beneath you, I have honour enough to see that no one hurts him.”The group of boys gradually dispersed, but one or two remained with Eric, although he was excessively wearied by their observations.“You didn’t fight half like yourself,” said Wildney.“Can’t you tell why? I had the wrong side to fight for.” And getting up abruptly, he left the room, to be alone in his study, and bathe his swollen and aching face.In a few minutes Vernon joined him, and at the mere sight of him Eric turned away in shame. That evening with Vernon in the study, after the dinner at “The Jolly Herring,” had revived all his really warm affection for his little brother; and as he could no longer conceal the line he took in the school, they had been often together since then; and Eric’s moral obliquity was not so great as to prevent him from feeling—deep joy at the change for the better in Vernon’s character.“Verny, Verny,” he said, as the boy came up and affectionately took his hand, “it was you that lost me that fight.”“Oh, but, Eric, you were fighting with Montagu. Don’t you remember the days, Eric,” he continued, “when we were home-boarders, and how kind Monty used to be to me even then, and how mother liked him, and thought him quite your truest friend, except poor Russell?”“I do indeed. I didn’t think then that it would come to this.”“I’ve always beensosorry,” said Vernon, “that I joined the fellows in playing him tricks. I can’t think how I came to do it, except that I’ve done such lots of bad things here. But he’s forgiven and forgotten that long ago, and is very kind to me now.”It was true; but Eric didn’t know that half the kindness which Montagu showed to his brother was shown solely forhissake.“Do you know, I’ve thought of a plan for making you two friends again? I’ve written to Aunt Trevor to ask him to Fairholm with us next holidays.”“Oh, have you? Good Verny! Yes;therewe might be friends. Perhaps there,” he added, half to himself, “I might be more like what I was in better days.”“But it’s a long time to look forward to. Easter hasn’t come yet,” said Vernon.So the two young boys proposed; but God had disposed it otherwise.
And constancy lives in realms above;And life is thorny; and youth is vain;And to be wroth with one we loveDoth work like madness in the brain.Each spoke words of high disdain,And insult to his heart’s best brother.Coleridge’s Christabel.
And constancy lives in realms above;And life is thorny; and youth is vain;And to be wroth with one we loveDoth work like madness in the brain.Each spoke words of high disdain,And insult to his heart’s best brother.Coleridge’s Christabel.
Wright had not forgotten Montagu’s advice, and had endeavoured to get the names of boys who weren’t afraid to scout publicly the disgrace of cheating in form. But he could only get one name promised him—the name of Vernon Williams; and feeling how little could be gained by using it, he determined to spare Vernon the trial, and speak, if he spoke at all, on his own responsibility.
As usual, the cribbing at the next weekly examination was well-nigh universal, and when Mr Gordon went out to fetch something he had forgotten, merely saying, “I trust to your honour not to abuse my absence,” books and papers were immediately pulled out with the coolest and most unblushing indifference.
This was the time for Wright to deliver his conscience; he had counted the cost, and, rightly or wrongly, considering it to be his duty, he had decided that speak he would. He well knew that his interference would be attributed to jealousy, meanness, sneaking, and every kind of wrong motive, since he was himself one of the greatest sufferers from the prevalent dishonesty; but still he had come to the conclusion that heoughtnot to draw back, and therefore he bravely determined that he would make his protest, whatever happened.
So, very nervously, he rose and said, “I want to tell you all that I think this cheating very wrong and blackguardly. I don’t mind losing by it myself; but if Vernon Williams loses the prize in the lower-fourth, and any one gets it by copying, I’ve made up my mind to tell Gordon.”
His voice trembled a little at first, but he spoke fast, and acquired firmness as he went on. Absolute astonishment and curiosity had held the boys silent with amazement, but by the end of this sentence they had recovered themselves, and a perfect burst of derision and indignation followed.
“Let’s see ifthat’llcut short his oration,” said Wildney, throwing a book at his head, which was instantly followed by others from all quarters.
“My word! we’ve had nothing but lectures lately,” said Booking. “Horrid little Owenite saint.”
“Saint!—sneak, you mean. I’ll teach him,” growled Pietrie, and jumping up, he belaboured Wright’s head with the Latin Grammar out of which he had just been cribbing.
The whole room was in confusion and hubbub, during which Wright sat stock-still, quietly enduring without bowing to the storm.
Only one boy sympathised with him, but he did so deeply—poor little penitent Vernon. He felt his position hard because Wright had alluded so prominently to him, and he knew how much he must be misconstrued but he had his brother’s spirit, and would not shrink. Amid the tumult he got up in his seat, and they heard his pleasant childish voice saying boldly, “I hope Wright won’t tell; but he’s the best fellow in the room, and cribbingisa shame, as he says.”
What notice would have been taken of this speech is doubtful, for at the critical moment Mr Gordon reappeared, and the whispered cavé caused instantaneous quiet.
Poor Wright awaited with some dread the end of school; and many an angry kick and blow he got, though he disarmed malice by the spirit and heroism with which he endured them. The news of his impudence spread like wildfire, and not five boys in the school approved of what he had done, while most of them were furious at his ill-judged threat of informing Mr Gordon. There was a general agreement to thrash him after roll-call that afternoon.
Eric had lately taken a violent dislike to Wright, though he had been fond of him in better days. He used to denounce him as a disagreeable and pragmatical little muff, and was as loud as any of them in condemning his announced determination to “sneak.” Had he known that Wright had acted under Montagu’s well-meant, though rather mistaken advice, he might have abstained from having anything more to do with the matter, but now he promised to kick Wright himself after the four o’clock bell.
Four o’clock came; the names were called; the master left the room. Wright, who perfectly knew what was threatened, stood there pale but fearless. His indifferent look was an additional annoyance to Eric, who walked up to him carelessly, and boxing his ears, though without hurting him, said contemptuously, “Conceited little sneak.”
Montagu had been told of the intended kicking, and had determined even single-handed to prevent it. He didnot, however, expect that Eric would have taken part in it, and was therefore unprepared. The colour rushed into his cheeks; he went up, took Wright quietly by the hand, and said with firm determination, “No one in the school shall touch Wright again.”
“What? no one! just hark to that,” said Graham; “I suppose he thinks himself cock of the school.”
Eric quite misunderstood Montagu’s proceeding; he took it for a public challenge. All the Rowlandites were round, and to yield would have looked like cowardice. Above all, his evil genius Wildney was by, and said, “How very nice! I say, Eric, you and I will have to getThe Whole Duty of Managain.”
A threatening circle had formed round Montagu, but his closed lips and flushing brow and dilated nostrils betrayed a spirit which made them waver, and his noble face glowed with a yet nobler expression in the consciousness of an honourable cause, as he quietly repeated, “No one shall touch you, Wright.”
“Theywill, though,” said Eric instantly; “Iwill, for one, and I should like to see you prevent me.” And so saying he gave Wright another slight blow.
Montagu dropped Wright’s hand, and said slowly, “Eric Williams, I have taken one unexpected blow from you without a word, and bear the marks of it yet. It is time to show that it wasnotthrough cowardice that I did not return it. Will you fight?”
The answer was not prompt by any means, though every one in the school knew that Eric was not afraid. So sure was he of this, that, for the sake of “auld lang syne,” he would probably have declined to fight with Montagu had it been left to his own impulses.
“I have been in the wrong, Montagu, more than once,” he answered falteringly, “and we have been friends—”
But it was the object of many of the worst boys that the two should fight—not only that they might see the fun, but that Montagu’s authority, which stood in their way, might be flung aside. So Booking whispered in an audible voice—
“Faith! he’s showing the white feather.”
“You’re a liar!” flung in Eric; and turning to Montagu, he said, “There! I’ll fight you this moment.”
Instantly they had stripped off their coats and prepared for action. A ring of excited boys crowded round them. Fellows of sixteen, like Montagu and Eric, rarely fight, because their battles have usually been decided in their earlier schooldays; and it was also but seldom that two boys so strong, active, and prominent (above all, so high in the school) took this method of settling their differences.
The fight began, and at first the popular favour was entirely on the side of Eric, while Montagu found few or none to back him. But he fought with a fire and courage which soon won applause; and as Eric, on the other hand, was random and spiritless, the cry was soon pretty fairly divided between them.
After a sharp round they paused for breath, and Owen, who had been a silent and disgusted spectator of such a combat between boys of such high standing, said with much feeling—
“This is not a very creditable affair, Montagu.”
“It is necessary,” was Montagu’s laconic reply. Among other boys who had left the room before the fracas had taken place was Vernon Williams, who shrank away to avoid the pain of seeing his new friend Wright bullied and tormented. But curiosity soon took him back, and he came in just as the second round began. At first he only saw a crowd of boys in the middle of the room, but jumping on a desk he had a full view of what was going on.
There was a tremendous hubbub of voices, and Eric, now thoroughly roused by the remarks he overheard, and especially by Wildney’s whisper that “he was letting himself be licked,” was exerting himself with more vigour and effect. It was anything but a pleasant sight; the faces of the combatants were streaked with blood and sweat, and as the miserable gang of lower-school boys backed them on with eager shouts of— “Now Eric, now Eric.” “Now Montagu, go it sixth-form,” etcetera, both of them fought under a sense of deep disgrace, increased by the recollections which they shared in common.
All this Vernon marked in a moment, and, filled with pain and vexation, he said in a voice which, though low, could be heard amid all the uproar, “O Eric, Eric, fighting with Montagu!” There was reproach and sorrow in the tone, which touched more than one boy there, for Vernon, spite of the recent change in him, could not but continue a popular favourite.
“Shut up there, you little donkey,” shouted one or two, looking back at him for a moment.
But Eric heard the words, and knew that it was his brother’s voice. The thought rushed on him how degraded his whole position was, and how different it might have been. He felt that he was utterly in the wrong, and Montagu altogether in the right; and from that moment his blows once more grew feeble and ill-directed. When they again stopped to take rest, the general shout for Montagu showed that he was considered to have the best of it.
“I’m getting so tired of this,” muttered Eric, during the pause.
“Why, you’re fighting like a regular muff,” said Graham; “you’ll have to acknowledge yourself thrashed in a minute.”
“That I’llneverdo,” he said, once more firing up. Just as the third round began, Duncan came striding in, for Owen, who had left the room, told him what was going on. He had always been a leading fellow, and quite recently his influence had several times been exerted in the right direction, and he was very much looked up to by all the boys alike, good or bad. He determined, for the credit of the sixth, that the fight should not go on, and bursting into the ring, with his strong shoulders he hurled on each side the boys who stood in his way, and struck down the lifted arms of the fighters.
“Youshan’tfight,” he said doggedly, thrusting himself between them; “so there’s an end of it. If you do, you’ll both have to fight me first.”
“Shame!” said several of the boys, and the cry was caught up by Ball and others.
“Shame, is it?” said Duncan, and his lip curled with scorn. “There’s only one way to argue with you fellows. Ball, if you or any other boy repeat that word, I’ll thrash him. Here, Monty, come away from this disgraceful scene.”
“I’m sick enough of it,” said Montagu, “and am ready to stop if Williams is,—provided no one touches Wright.”
“I’m sick of it too,” said Eric sullenly.
“Then you two shall shake hands,” said Duncan.
For one instant—an instant which he regretted till the end of his life—Montagu drew himself up and hesitated. He had been deeply wronged, deeply provoked, and no one could blame him for the momentary feeling; but Eric had observed the gesture, and his passionate pride took the alarm. “It’s come to this then,” he thought; “Montagu doesn’t think me good enough to be shaken hands with.”
“Pish!” he said aloud, in a tone of sarcasm; “it may be an awful honour to shake hands with such an immaculate person as Montagu, but I’m not proud on the subject,” and he turned away.
Montagu’s hesitation was but momentary, and without a particle of anger or indignation he sorrowfully held out his hand. It was too late; that moment had done the mischief, and it was now Eric’s turn coldly to withdraw.
“You don’t think me worthy of your friendship, and what’s the good of grasping hands if we don’t do it with cordial hearts?”
Montagu’s lip trembled, but he said nothing, and quietly putting on his coat, motioned back the throng of boys with a sweep of his arm, and left the room with Duncan.
“Come along, Wright,” he said.
“Nay, leave him,” said Eric, with a touch of remorse. “Much as you think me beneath you, I have honour enough to see that no one hurts him.”
The group of boys gradually dispersed, but one or two remained with Eric, although he was excessively wearied by their observations.
“You didn’t fight half like yourself,” said Wildney.
“Can’t you tell why? I had the wrong side to fight for.” And getting up abruptly, he left the room, to be alone in his study, and bathe his swollen and aching face.
In a few minutes Vernon joined him, and at the mere sight of him Eric turned away in shame. That evening with Vernon in the study, after the dinner at “The Jolly Herring,” had revived all his really warm affection for his little brother; and as he could no longer conceal the line he took in the school, they had been often together since then; and Eric’s moral obliquity was not so great as to prevent him from feeling—deep joy at the change for the better in Vernon’s character.
“Verny, Verny,” he said, as the boy came up and affectionately took his hand, “it was you that lost me that fight.”
“Oh, but, Eric, you were fighting with Montagu. Don’t you remember the days, Eric,” he continued, “when we were home-boarders, and how kind Monty used to be to me even then, and how mother liked him, and thought him quite your truest friend, except poor Russell?”
“I do indeed. I didn’t think then that it would come to this.”
“I’ve always beensosorry,” said Vernon, “that I joined the fellows in playing him tricks. I can’t think how I came to do it, except that I’ve done such lots of bad things here. But he’s forgiven and forgotten that long ago, and is very kind to me now.”
It was true; but Eric didn’t know that half the kindness which Montagu showed to his brother was shown solely forhissake.
“Do you know, I’ve thought of a plan for making you two friends again? I’ve written to Aunt Trevor to ask him to Fairholm with us next holidays.”
“Oh, have you? Good Verny! Yes;therewe might be friends. Perhaps there,” he added, half to himself, “I might be more like what I was in better days.”
“But it’s a long time to look forward to. Easter hasn’t come yet,” said Vernon.
So the two young boys proposed; but God had disposed it otherwise.
Volume Two--Chapter Seven.The Pigeons.Et motae ad Lunam trepidabis arundinis umbram.Juvenalx. 21.“How awfully dull it is, Charlie,” said Eric, a few weeks before Easter, as he sat with Wildney in his study one holiday afternoon.“Yes; too late for football, too early for cricket.” And Wildney stretched himself and yawned.“I suppose this is what they call ennui,” said Eric again, after a pause. “What’s to be done, Sunbeam?”“Youshan’tcall me that, Eric the fair-haired; youshan’tcall me that, so there’s an end of it,” said Wildney, hitting him on the arm.“Hush, Charlie, don’t callmethat either; it is a name that—never mind; only don’t—that’s a good fellow.”“By the bye, Eric, I’ve just remembered to-morrow’s my birthday, and I’ve got a parcel coming this afternoon full of grub from home. Let’s go and see if it’s come.”“Capital! We will.”So Eric and Wildney started off to the coach-office, where they found the hamper, and ordered it to be brought at once to the school, and carried up to Eric’s study.On opening it they found it rich in dainties, among which were a pair of fowls and a large plum-cake.“Hurrah!” said Wildney; “you were talking of nothing to do; I vote we have a carouse to-morrow.”“Very well; only let’s have itbeforeprayers, because we so nearly got caught last time.”“Ay, and let it be in one of the classrooms, Eric; not up here, lest we have another incursion of the ‘Rosebuds.’ I shall have to cut preparation, but that don’t matter. It’s Harley’s night, and old Stupid will never twig.”“Well, whom shall we ask?” said Eric.“Old Llewellyn for one,” said Wildney. “We haven’t seen him for an age, and he’s getting too lazy even for a bit of fun.”“Good; and Graham?” suggested Eric. He and Wildney regarded their possessions so much as common property, that he hadn’t the least delicacy in mentioning the boys whom he wanted to invite.“Yes; Graham’s a jolly bird; and Ball?”“I’ve no objection; and Pietrie?”“Well; and your brother Vernon?”“No!” said Eric emphatically. “At any rate I won’t leadhiminto mischief any more.”“Attlay, then; and what do you say to Booking?”“No, again,” said Eric; “he’s a blackguard.”“I wonder you haven’t mentioned Duncan,” said Wildney.“Duncan! why, my good fellow, you might as well ask Owen, or even old Rose at once. Bless you, Charlie, he’s a great deal too correct to come now.”“Well; we’ve got six already, that’s quite enough.”“Yes; but two fowls isn’t enough for six hungry boys.”“No, it isn’t,” said Wildney. He thought a little, and then, clapping his hands, danced about, and said, “Are you game for aregularlark, Eric?”“Yes; anything to make it less dull. I declare. I’ve very nearly been taking to work again to fill up the time.”Eric often talked now of work in this slighting way, partly as an excuse for the low places in form to which he was gradually sinking. Everybody knew that had he properly exerted his abilities he was capable of beating almost any boy; so, to quiet his conscience, he professed to ridicule diligence as an unboyish piece of muffishness, and was never slow to sneer at the “grinders,” as he contemptuously called all those who laid themselves out to win school distinctions.“Ha, ha!” said Wildney, “that’s rather good! No, Eric, it’s too late for you to turn ‘grinder’ now. I might as well think of doing it myself and I’ve never been higher than five from lag in my form yet.”“Haven’t you? But what’s the regular lark you hinted at?”“First of all, I hope you won’t think thelarkless larky because it’s connected withpigeons,” said Wildney.“Ridiculous little Sphinx! What do you mean?”“Why, we’ll go and seize the Gordonites’ pigeons, and make another dish of them.”“Seize the Gordonites’ pigeons! Why, when do you mean?”“To-night.”Eric gave a long whistle. “But wouldn’t it be stea— stea—?”“Stealing?” said Wildney, with a loud laugh. “Pooh! ‘conveythe wise it call.’”But Eric still looked serious. “Why, my dear old boy,” continued Wildney, “the Gordonites’ll be the first to laugh at the trick when we tell them of it next morning, as of course we will do. There, now, don’t look grumpy. I shall cut away and arrange it with Graham, and tell you the whole dodge ready prepared to-night at bed-time.”After lights were put out, Wildney came up to the study according to promise, and threw out hints about the proposed plan. He didn’t tell it plainly, because Duncan was there, but Duncan caught quite enough to guess that some night excursion was intended, and said, when Wildney had gone—“Take my advice, and have nothing to do with this, Eric.”Eric had grown very touchy lately about advice, particularly from any fellow of his own standing; and after the checks he had recently received, a coolness had sprung up between him and nearly all the study-boys, which made him more than ever inclined to assert his independence, and defy and thwart them in every way.“Keep your advice to yourself; Duncan, till it’s asked for,” he answered roughly. “You’ve done nothing butadviselately, and I’m rather sick of it.”“Comme vous voulez,” replied Duncan, with a shrug. “Gang your own gait; I’ll have nothing more to do with trying to stop you since youwillruin yourself.”Nothing more was said in the study that evening, and when Eric went down he didn’t even bid Duncan good-night.“Charlie,” he said, as he stole on tiptoe into Wildney’s dormitory.“Hush!” whispered Wildney, “the other fellows are asleep. Come and sit by my bedside, and I’ll tell you what we are going to do.”Eric went and sat by him, and he sat up in his bed. “First of all,you’reto keep awake till twelve to-night,” he whispered; “old Rowley’ll have gone round by that time, and it’ll be all safe. Then come and awake me again, and I’ll watch till one, Pietrie till two, and Graham till three. Then Graham’ll awake us all, and we’ll dress.”“Very well. But how will you get the key of the lavatory?”“Oh, I’ll manage that,” said Wildney, chuckling. “But come again and awake me at twelve, will you?”Eric went to his room and lay down, but he didn’t take off his clothes, for fear he should go to sleep. Dr Rowlands came round as usual at eleven, and then Eric closed his eyes for a few minutes, till the head-master had disappeared. After that he lay awake thinking for an hour, but his thoughts weren’t very pleasant.At twelve he went and awoke Wildney.“I don’t feel very sleepy. Shall I sit with you for your hour, Charlie?”“Oh, do! I should like it of all things. But douse the glim there; we shan’t want it, and it might give the alarm.”“All right.”So Eric went and sat by his dangerous little friend, and they talked in low voices until they heard the great school-clock strike one. They then woke Pietrie, and Eric went off to bed again.At three Graham awoke him, and dressing hastily, he joined the others in the lavatory.“Now I’m going to get the key,” said Wildney, “and mean to feel very poorly for the purpose.”Laughing quietly, he went up to the door of Mr Harley’s bedroom, which opened out of the lavatory, and knocked.No answer.He knocked a little louder.Still no answer.Louder still.“Bother the fellow,” said Wildney; “he sleeps like a grampus. Won’t one of you try to wake him?”“No,” said Graham; “’tain’t dignified.”“Well, I must try again.” But it seemed no use knocking, and Wildney at last, in a fit of impatience, thumped a regular tattoo on the bedroom door.“Who’s there?” said the startled voice of Mr Harley.“Only me, sir!” answered Wildney, in a mild and innocent way.“What do you want?”“Please, sir, I want the key of the lavatory. I want to see the doctor. I’m indisposed,” said Wildney again, in a tone of such disciplined suavity, that the others shook with laughing.Mr Harley opened the door about an inch, and peered out suspiciously.“Oh, well, you must go and awake Mr Rose. I don’t happen to have the key to-night.” And so saying, he shut the door.“Phew! Here’s a go!” said Wildney, recovering immediately. “It’ll never do to awake old Rose. He’d smell a rat in no time.”“I have it,” said Pietrie. “I’ve got an old nail, with which I believe I can open the lock quite simply. Let’s try.”“Quietly and quick, then,” said Eric.In ten minutes he had silently shot back the lock with the old nail, and the boys were on the landing.They carried their shoes in their hands, ran noiselessly down stairs, and went to the same window at which Eric and Wildney had got out before. Wildney had taken care beforehand to break the pane and move away the glass, so they had only to loosen the bar and slip through one by one.It was cold and very dark, and as on the March morning they stood out in the playground, all four would rather have been safely and harmlessly in bed. But the novelty and the excitement of the enterprise bore them up, and they started off quickly for the house at which Mr Gordon and his pupils lived, which was about half a mile from the school. They went arm in arm to assure each other a little, for at first in their fright they were inclined to take every post and tree for a man in ambush, and to hear a recalling voice in every sound of cold wind and murmuring wave.Not far from Mr Gordon’s was a carpenter’s shop, and outside of this there was generally a ladder standing. They had arranged to carry this ladder with them (as it was only a short one), climb the low garden-wall with it, and then place it against the house, immediately under the dovecot which hung by the first-story windows. Wildney, as the lightest of the four, was to take the birds, while the others held the ladder.Slanting it so that it should be as far from the side of the window as possible, Wildney ascended and thrust both hands into the cot. He succeeded in seizing a pigeon with each hand, but in doing so threw the other birds into a state of such alarm that they fluttered about in the wildest manner, and the moment his hands were withdrawn, flew out with a great flapping of hurried wings.The noise they made alarmed the plunderer, and he hurried down the ladder as fast as he could. He handed the pigeons to the others, who instantly wrung their necks.“I’m nearly sure I heard somebody stir,” said Wildney; “we haven’t been half quiet enough. Here! let’s crouch down in this corner.”All four shrank up as close to the wall as they could, and held their breath. Someone was certainly stirring, and at last they heard the window open.A head was thrust out, and Mr Gordon’s voice asked sternly—“Who’s there?”He seemed at once to have caught sight of the ladder, and made an endeavour to reach it; but though he stretched out his arm at full length he could not manage to do so.“We must cut for it,” said Eric; “it’s quite too dark for him to see who we are, or even to notice that we are boys.”They moved the ladder to the wall, and sprang over, one after the other, as fast as they could. Eric was last, and just as he got on the top of the wall he heard the back door open, and some one run out into the yard.“Run for your lives,” said Eric hurriedly; “it’s Gordon, and he’s raising the alarm.”They heard footsteps following them, and an occasional shout of “Thieves! thieves!”“We must separate and run different ways, or we’ve no chance of escape. We’d better turn towards the town to put them off the right scent,” said Eric again.“Don’t leave me,” pleaded Wildney; “you know I can’t run very fast.”“No, Charlie, I won’t,” and grasping his hand, Eric hurried him over the stile and through the fields as fast as he could, while Pietrie and Graham took the opposite direction.Some one (they did not know who it was, but suspected it to be Mr Gordon’s servant-man) was running after them, and they could distinctly hear his footsteps, which seemed to be half a field distant. He carried a light and they heard him panting. They were themselves tired, and in the utmost trepidation; the usually courageous Wildney was trembling all over, and his fear communicated itself to Eric. Horrible visions of a trial for burglary, imprisonment in the castle jail, and perhaps transportation, presented themselves to their excited imaginations, as the sound of the footsteps came nearer and nearer; “I can’t run any farther, Eric,” said Wildney. “What shall we do? don’t leave me, for Heaven’s sake.”“Not I, Charlie. We must hide the minute we get t’other side of this hedge.”They scrambled over the gate, and plunged into the thickest part of a plantation close by, lying down on the ground behind some bushes, and keeping as still as they possibly could, taking care to cover over their white collars.The pursuer reached the gate, and no longer hearing footsteps in front of him, he paused. He went a little distance up the hedge on both sides, and held up his light, but did not detect the cowering boys, and at last giving up the search in despair, went slowly home. They heard him plodding back over the field, and it was not until the sound of his footsteps had died away, that Eric cautiously broke cover, and looked over the hedge. He saw the man’s light gradually getting more distant, and said, “All right now, Charlie. We must make the best of our way home.”“Are you sure he’s gone?” said Wildney, who had not yet recovered from his fright.“Quite; come along. I only hope Pietrie and Graham ain’t caught.”They got back about half-past four, and climbed in unheard and undetected through the window pane. They then stole upstairs with beating hearts, and sate in Eric’s room to wait for the other two. To their great relief they heard them enter the lavatory about ten minutes after.“Were you twigged?” asked Wildney eagerly.“No,” said Graham; precious near it though. Old Gordon and some men were after us, but at last we doubled rather neatly, and escaped them. It’s all serene, and we shan’t be caught. But it’s a precious long time before I run such a risk again for a brace of rubbishing pigeons.“Well, we’d best to bed now,” said Eric; “and to my thinking, we should be wise to keep a quiet tongue in our heads about this affair.”“Yes, we had better tellno one.” They agreed, and went off to bed again. So, next morning, they all four got up quite as if nothing had happened, and made no allusion to the preceding night, although they could not help chuckling inwardly a little when the Gordonites came to morning school, brimful of a story about their house having been attacked in the night by thieves, who after bagging some pigeons, had been chevied by Gordon and the servants. Wildney professed immense interest in the incident, and asked many questions, which showed that there was not a shadow of suspicion in any one’s mind as to the real culprits.Carter, the school-servant, didn’t seem to have noticed that the lavatory door was unlocked, and Mr Harley never alluded again to his disturbance in the night. So the theft of the pigeons remained undiscovered, and remains so till this day. If any old Roslyn boy reads this veracious history, he will doubtless be astounded to hear that the burglars on that memorable night were Eric, Pietrie, Graham, and Wildney.
Et motae ad Lunam trepidabis arundinis umbram.Juvenalx. 21.
Et motae ad Lunam trepidabis arundinis umbram.Juvenalx. 21.
“How awfully dull it is, Charlie,” said Eric, a few weeks before Easter, as he sat with Wildney in his study one holiday afternoon.
“Yes; too late for football, too early for cricket.” And Wildney stretched himself and yawned.
“I suppose this is what they call ennui,” said Eric again, after a pause. “What’s to be done, Sunbeam?”
“Youshan’tcall me that, Eric the fair-haired; youshan’tcall me that, so there’s an end of it,” said Wildney, hitting him on the arm.
“Hush, Charlie, don’t callmethat either; it is a name that—never mind; only don’t—that’s a good fellow.”
“By the bye, Eric, I’ve just remembered to-morrow’s my birthday, and I’ve got a parcel coming this afternoon full of grub from home. Let’s go and see if it’s come.”
“Capital! We will.”
So Eric and Wildney started off to the coach-office, where they found the hamper, and ordered it to be brought at once to the school, and carried up to Eric’s study.
On opening it they found it rich in dainties, among which were a pair of fowls and a large plum-cake.
“Hurrah!” said Wildney; “you were talking of nothing to do; I vote we have a carouse to-morrow.”
“Very well; only let’s have itbeforeprayers, because we so nearly got caught last time.”
“Ay, and let it be in one of the classrooms, Eric; not up here, lest we have another incursion of the ‘Rosebuds.’ I shall have to cut preparation, but that don’t matter. It’s Harley’s night, and old Stupid will never twig.”
“Well, whom shall we ask?” said Eric.
“Old Llewellyn for one,” said Wildney. “We haven’t seen him for an age, and he’s getting too lazy even for a bit of fun.”
“Good; and Graham?” suggested Eric. He and Wildney regarded their possessions so much as common property, that he hadn’t the least delicacy in mentioning the boys whom he wanted to invite.
“Yes; Graham’s a jolly bird; and Ball?”
“I’ve no objection; and Pietrie?”
“Well; and your brother Vernon?”
“No!” said Eric emphatically. “At any rate I won’t leadhiminto mischief any more.”
“Attlay, then; and what do you say to Booking?”
“No, again,” said Eric; “he’s a blackguard.”
“I wonder you haven’t mentioned Duncan,” said Wildney.
“Duncan! why, my good fellow, you might as well ask Owen, or even old Rose at once. Bless you, Charlie, he’s a great deal too correct to come now.”
“Well; we’ve got six already, that’s quite enough.”
“Yes; but two fowls isn’t enough for six hungry boys.”
“No, it isn’t,” said Wildney. He thought a little, and then, clapping his hands, danced about, and said, “Are you game for aregularlark, Eric?”
“Yes; anything to make it less dull. I declare. I’ve very nearly been taking to work again to fill up the time.”
Eric often talked now of work in this slighting way, partly as an excuse for the low places in form to which he was gradually sinking. Everybody knew that had he properly exerted his abilities he was capable of beating almost any boy; so, to quiet his conscience, he professed to ridicule diligence as an unboyish piece of muffishness, and was never slow to sneer at the “grinders,” as he contemptuously called all those who laid themselves out to win school distinctions.
“Ha, ha!” said Wildney, “that’s rather good! No, Eric, it’s too late for you to turn ‘grinder’ now. I might as well think of doing it myself and I’ve never been higher than five from lag in my form yet.”
“Haven’t you? But what’s the regular lark you hinted at?”
“First of all, I hope you won’t think thelarkless larky because it’s connected withpigeons,” said Wildney.
“Ridiculous little Sphinx! What do you mean?”
“Why, we’ll go and seize the Gordonites’ pigeons, and make another dish of them.”
“Seize the Gordonites’ pigeons! Why, when do you mean?”
“To-night.”
Eric gave a long whistle. “But wouldn’t it be stea— stea—?”
“Stealing?” said Wildney, with a loud laugh. “Pooh! ‘conveythe wise it call.’”
But Eric still looked serious. “Why, my dear old boy,” continued Wildney, “the Gordonites’ll be the first to laugh at the trick when we tell them of it next morning, as of course we will do. There, now, don’t look grumpy. I shall cut away and arrange it with Graham, and tell you the whole dodge ready prepared to-night at bed-time.”
After lights were put out, Wildney came up to the study according to promise, and threw out hints about the proposed plan. He didn’t tell it plainly, because Duncan was there, but Duncan caught quite enough to guess that some night excursion was intended, and said, when Wildney had gone—
“Take my advice, and have nothing to do with this, Eric.”
Eric had grown very touchy lately about advice, particularly from any fellow of his own standing; and after the checks he had recently received, a coolness had sprung up between him and nearly all the study-boys, which made him more than ever inclined to assert his independence, and defy and thwart them in every way.
“Keep your advice to yourself; Duncan, till it’s asked for,” he answered roughly. “You’ve done nothing butadviselately, and I’m rather sick of it.”
“Comme vous voulez,” replied Duncan, with a shrug. “Gang your own gait; I’ll have nothing more to do with trying to stop you since youwillruin yourself.”
Nothing more was said in the study that evening, and when Eric went down he didn’t even bid Duncan good-night.
“Charlie,” he said, as he stole on tiptoe into Wildney’s dormitory.
“Hush!” whispered Wildney, “the other fellows are asleep. Come and sit by my bedside, and I’ll tell you what we are going to do.”
Eric went and sat by him, and he sat up in his bed. “First of all,you’reto keep awake till twelve to-night,” he whispered; “old Rowley’ll have gone round by that time, and it’ll be all safe. Then come and awake me again, and I’ll watch till one, Pietrie till two, and Graham till three. Then Graham’ll awake us all, and we’ll dress.”
“Very well. But how will you get the key of the lavatory?”
“Oh, I’ll manage that,” said Wildney, chuckling. “But come again and awake me at twelve, will you?”
Eric went to his room and lay down, but he didn’t take off his clothes, for fear he should go to sleep. Dr Rowlands came round as usual at eleven, and then Eric closed his eyes for a few minutes, till the head-master had disappeared. After that he lay awake thinking for an hour, but his thoughts weren’t very pleasant.
At twelve he went and awoke Wildney.
“I don’t feel very sleepy. Shall I sit with you for your hour, Charlie?”
“Oh, do! I should like it of all things. But douse the glim there; we shan’t want it, and it might give the alarm.”
“All right.”
So Eric went and sat by his dangerous little friend, and they talked in low voices until they heard the great school-clock strike one. They then woke Pietrie, and Eric went off to bed again.
At three Graham awoke him, and dressing hastily, he joined the others in the lavatory.
“Now I’m going to get the key,” said Wildney, “and mean to feel very poorly for the purpose.”
Laughing quietly, he went up to the door of Mr Harley’s bedroom, which opened out of the lavatory, and knocked.
No answer.
He knocked a little louder.
Still no answer.
Louder still.
“Bother the fellow,” said Wildney; “he sleeps like a grampus. Won’t one of you try to wake him?”
“No,” said Graham; “’tain’t dignified.”
“Well, I must try again.” But it seemed no use knocking, and Wildney at last, in a fit of impatience, thumped a regular tattoo on the bedroom door.
“Who’s there?” said the startled voice of Mr Harley.
“Only me, sir!” answered Wildney, in a mild and innocent way.
“What do you want?”
“Please, sir, I want the key of the lavatory. I want to see the doctor. I’m indisposed,” said Wildney again, in a tone of such disciplined suavity, that the others shook with laughing.
Mr Harley opened the door about an inch, and peered out suspiciously.
“Oh, well, you must go and awake Mr Rose. I don’t happen to have the key to-night.” And so saying, he shut the door.
“Phew! Here’s a go!” said Wildney, recovering immediately. “It’ll never do to awake old Rose. He’d smell a rat in no time.”
“I have it,” said Pietrie. “I’ve got an old nail, with which I believe I can open the lock quite simply. Let’s try.”
“Quietly and quick, then,” said Eric.
In ten minutes he had silently shot back the lock with the old nail, and the boys were on the landing.
They carried their shoes in their hands, ran noiselessly down stairs, and went to the same window at which Eric and Wildney had got out before. Wildney had taken care beforehand to break the pane and move away the glass, so they had only to loosen the bar and slip through one by one.
It was cold and very dark, and as on the March morning they stood out in the playground, all four would rather have been safely and harmlessly in bed. But the novelty and the excitement of the enterprise bore them up, and they started off quickly for the house at which Mr Gordon and his pupils lived, which was about half a mile from the school. They went arm in arm to assure each other a little, for at first in their fright they were inclined to take every post and tree for a man in ambush, and to hear a recalling voice in every sound of cold wind and murmuring wave.
Not far from Mr Gordon’s was a carpenter’s shop, and outside of this there was generally a ladder standing. They had arranged to carry this ladder with them (as it was only a short one), climb the low garden-wall with it, and then place it against the house, immediately under the dovecot which hung by the first-story windows. Wildney, as the lightest of the four, was to take the birds, while the others held the ladder.
Slanting it so that it should be as far from the side of the window as possible, Wildney ascended and thrust both hands into the cot. He succeeded in seizing a pigeon with each hand, but in doing so threw the other birds into a state of such alarm that they fluttered about in the wildest manner, and the moment his hands were withdrawn, flew out with a great flapping of hurried wings.
The noise they made alarmed the plunderer, and he hurried down the ladder as fast as he could. He handed the pigeons to the others, who instantly wrung their necks.
“I’m nearly sure I heard somebody stir,” said Wildney; “we haven’t been half quiet enough. Here! let’s crouch down in this corner.”
All four shrank up as close to the wall as they could, and held their breath. Someone was certainly stirring, and at last they heard the window open.
A head was thrust out, and Mr Gordon’s voice asked sternly—
“Who’s there?”
He seemed at once to have caught sight of the ladder, and made an endeavour to reach it; but though he stretched out his arm at full length he could not manage to do so.
“We must cut for it,” said Eric; “it’s quite too dark for him to see who we are, or even to notice that we are boys.”
They moved the ladder to the wall, and sprang over, one after the other, as fast as they could. Eric was last, and just as he got on the top of the wall he heard the back door open, and some one run out into the yard.
“Run for your lives,” said Eric hurriedly; “it’s Gordon, and he’s raising the alarm.”
They heard footsteps following them, and an occasional shout of “Thieves! thieves!”
“We must separate and run different ways, or we’ve no chance of escape. We’d better turn towards the town to put them off the right scent,” said Eric again.
“Don’t leave me,” pleaded Wildney; “you know I can’t run very fast.”
“No, Charlie, I won’t,” and grasping his hand, Eric hurried him over the stile and through the fields as fast as he could, while Pietrie and Graham took the opposite direction.
Some one (they did not know who it was, but suspected it to be Mr Gordon’s servant-man) was running after them, and they could distinctly hear his footsteps, which seemed to be half a field distant. He carried a light and they heard him panting. They were themselves tired, and in the utmost trepidation; the usually courageous Wildney was trembling all over, and his fear communicated itself to Eric. Horrible visions of a trial for burglary, imprisonment in the castle jail, and perhaps transportation, presented themselves to their excited imaginations, as the sound of the footsteps came nearer and nearer; “I can’t run any farther, Eric,” said Wildney. “What shall we do? don’t leave me, for Heaven’s sake.”
“Not I, Charlie. We must hide the minute we get t’other side of this hedge.”
They scrambled over the gate, and plunged into the thickest part of a plantation close by, lying down on the ground behind some bushes, and keeping as still as they possibly could, taking care to cover over their white collars.
The pursuer reached the gate, and no longer hearing footsteps in front of him, he paused. He went a little distance up the hedge on both sides, and held up his light, but did not detect the cowering boys, and at last giving up the search in despair, went slowly home. They heard him plodding back over the field, and it was not until the sound of his footsteps had died away, that Eric cautiously broke cover, and looked over the hedge. He saw the man’s light gradually getting more distant, and said, “All right now, Charlie. We must make the best of our way home.”
“Are you sure he’s gone?” said Wildney, who had not yet recovered from his fright.
“Quite; come along. I only hope Pietrie and Graham ain’t caught.”
They got back about half-past four, and climbed in unheard and undetected through the window pane. They then stole upstairs with beating hearts, and sate in Eric’s room to wait for the other two. To their great relief they heard them enter the lavatory about ten minutes after.
“Were you twigged?” asked Wildney eagerly.
“No,” said Graham; precious near it though. Old Gordon and some men were after us, but at last we doubled rather neatly, and escaped them. It’s all serene, and we shan’t be caught. But it’s a precious long time before I run such a risk again for a brace of rubbishing pigeons.
“Well, we’d best to bed now,” said Eric; “and to my thinking, we should be wise to keep a quiet tongue in our heads about this affair.”
“Yes, we had better tellno one.” They agreed, and went off to bed again. So, next morning, they all four got up quite as if nothing had happened, and made no allusion to the preceding night, although they could not help chuckling inwardly a little when the Gordonites came to morning school, brimful of a story about their house having been attacked in the night by thieves, who after bagging some pigeons, had been chevied by Gordon and the servants. Wildney professed immense interest in the incident, and asked many questions, which showed that there was not a shadow of suspicion in any one’s mind as to the real culprits.
Carter, the school-servant, didn’t seem to have noticed that the lavatory door was unlocked, and Mr Harley never alluded again to his disturbance in the night. So the theft of the pigeons remained undiscovered, and remains so till this day. If any old Roslyn boy reads this veracious history, he will doubtless be astounded to hear that the burglars on that memorable night were Eric, Pietrie, Graham, and Wildney.
Volume Two--Chapter Eight.Sowing the Wind.PraepediunturCrura vacillanti, tardescit lingua, madet mens,Nant oculi.Lucretius, Three, 417.Next evening when preparation began, Pietrie and Graham got everything ready for the carouse in their classroom. Wildney, relying on the chance of names not being called over (which was only done in case any one’s absence was observed), had absented himself altogether from the boarders’ room, and helped busily to spread the table for the banquet. The cook had roasted for them the fowls and pigeons, and Billy had brought an ample supply of beer and some brandy for the occasion. A little before eight o’clock everything was ready, and Eric, Attlay, and Llewellyn were summoned to join the rest.The fowls, pigeons, and beer had soon vanished, and the boys were in the highest spirits. Eric’s reckless gaiety was kindled by Wildney’s frolicsome vivacity and Graham’s sparkling wit; they were all six in a roar of perpetual laughter at some fresh sally of fun elicited by the more phlegmatic natures of Attlay or Llewellyn, and the dainties of Wildney’s parcel were accompanied by draughts of brandy and water, which were sometimes exchanged for potations of the raw liquor. It was not the first time, be it remembered, that the members of that young party had been present at similar scenes, and even the scoundrel Billy was astonished, and occasionally alarmed, at the quantities of spirits and other inebriating drinks that of late had found their way to the studies. The disgraceful and deadly habit of tippling had already told physically on both Eric and Wildney. The former felt painfully that he was losing his clear-headedness, and that his intellectual tastes were getting not only blunted but destroyed; and while he perceived in himself the terrible effects of his sinful indulgence, he saw them still more indisputably in the gradual coarseness which seemed to be spreading, like a grey lichen, over the countenance, the mind, and the manners of his younger companion. Sometimes the vision of a Nemesis breaking in fire out of his darkened future, terrified his guilty conscience in the watches of the night; and the conviction of some fearful Erinnys, some discovery dawning out of the night of his undetected sins, made his heart beat fast with agony and fear. But he fancied it too late to repent. He strangled the half-formed resolutions as they rose, and trusted to the time when, by leaving school, he should escape, as he idly supposed, the temptations to which he had yielded. Meanwhile, the friends who would have rescued him had been alienated by his follies, and the principles which might have preserved him had been eradicated by his guilt. He had long flung away the shield of prayer and the helmet of holiness, and the sword of the Spirit, which is the word of God; and now, unarmed and helpless, Eric stood alone, a mark for the fiery arrows of his enemies, while, through the weakened inlet of every corrupted sense, temptation rushed in upon him perpetually and unawares.As the classroom they had selected was in a remote part of the building, there was little immediate chance of detection. So the laughter of the party grew louder and sillier; the talk more foolish and random; the merriment more noisy and meaningless. But still most of them mingled some sense of caution with their enjoyment, and warned Eric and Wildney more than once that they must look out, and not take too much that night for fear of being caught. But it was Wildney’s birthday, and Eric’s boyish mirth, suppressed by his recent troubles, was blazing out unrestrained. In the riot of their feasting the caution had been utterly neglected, and the two boys were far from being sober when the sound of the prayer-bell ringing through the great hall startled them into momentary consciousness.“Good heavens!” shouted Graham, springing up; “there’s the prayer-bell; I’d no notion it was so late. Here, let’s shove these brandy bottles and things into the cupboards and drawers, and then we must run down.”There was no time to lose. The least muddled of the party had cleared the room in a moment, and then addressed themselves to the more difficult task of trying to quiet Eric and Wildney, and conduct them steadily into the prayer-room.Wildney’s seat was near the door, so there was little difficulty in getting him to his place comparatively unobserved. Llewellyn took him by the arm, and after a little stumbling helped him safely to his seat, where he assumed a look of preternatural gravity. But Eric sat near the head of the first table, not far from Dr Rowlands’s desk, and none of the others had to go to that part of the room. Graham grasped his arm tight, led him carefully down stairs, and, as they were reaching the door, said to him, in a most earnest and imploring tone—“Do try and walk sensibly to your place, Eric, or we shall all be caught.”It was rather late when they got down. Everybody was quietly seated, and most of the Bibles were already open, although the Doctor had not yet come in. Consequently, the room was still, and the entrance of Graham and Eric after the rest attracted general notice. Eric had just sense enough to try and assume his ordinary manner; but he was too giddy with the fumes of drink to walk straight or act naturally.Vernon was sitting next to Wright, and stared at his brother with great eyes and open lips. He was not the only observer.“Wright,” whispered he in a timid voice; “just see how Eric walks. What can be the matter with him? Good gracious, he must be ill!” he said, starting up, as Eric suddenly made a great stagger to one side, and nearly fell in the attempt to recover himself.Wright pulled the little boy down with a firm hand.“Hush!” he whispered; “take no notice; he’s been drinking, Verny, and I fear he’ll be caught.”Vernon instantly sat down, and turned deadly pale. He thought, and he had hoped, that since the day at “The Jolly Herring” his brother had abandoned all such practices, for Eric had been most careful to conceal from him the worst of his failings. And now he trembled violently with fear for his discovery, and horror at his disgraceful condition.The sound of Eric’s unsteady footsteps had made Mr Rose quickly raise his head; but at the same moment Duncan hastily made room for the boy on the seat beside him, and held out his hand to assist him. It was not Eric’s proper place; but Mr Rose, after one long glance of astonishment, looked down at his book again, and said nothing.It made other hearts besides Vernon’s ache to see the unhappy boy roll to his place in that helpless way.Dr Rowlands came in and prayers commenced.When they were finished, the names were called, and Eric, instead of quietly answering his “adsum,” as he should have done, stood up, with a foolish look, and said, “Yes, sir.” The head-master looked at him for a minute; the boy’s glassy eyes and jocosely stupid appearance told an unmistakable tale; but Dr Rowlands only remarked, “Williams, you don’t look well. You had better go at once to bed.”It was hopeless for Eric to attempt getting along without help so Duncan at once got up, took him by the arm, and with much difficulty (for Eric staggered at every step) conducted him to his bedroom, where he left him without a word.Wildney’s condition was also too evident; and Mr Rose, while walking up and down the dormitories, had no doubt left on his mind that both Eric and Wildney had been drinking. But he made no remarks to them, and merely went to the Doctor, to talk over the steps which were to be taken.“I shall summon the school,” said Dr Rowlands, “on Monday, and by that time we will decide on the punishment. Expulsion, I fear, is the only course open to us.”“Is not that averysevere line to take?”“Perhaps; but the offence is of the worst character. I must consider the matter.”“Poor Williams!” sighed Mr Rose, as he left the room.The whole of the miserable Sunday that followed was spent by Eric and his companions in vain inquiries and futile restlessness. It seemed clear that two of them at least were detected, and they were inexpressibly wretched with anxiety and suspense. Wildney, who had to stay in bed, was even more depressed; his head ached violently, and he was alone with his own terrified thoughts. He longed for the morrow, that at least he might have the poor consolation of knowing his fate. No one came near him all day. Eric wished to do so, but as he could not have visited the room without express leave, the rest dissuaded him from asking, lest he should excite further suspicion. His apparent neglect made poor Wildney even more unhappy, for Wildney loved Eric as much as it was possible for his volatile mind to love any one; and it seemed hard to be deserted in the moment of disgrace and sorrow by so close a friend.At school the next morning the various masters read out to their forms a notice from Dr Rowlands, that the whole school were to meet at ten in the great schoolroom. The object of the summons was pretty clearly understood; and few boys had any doubt that it had reference to the drinking on Saturday night. Still nothing had beensaidon the subject as yet; and every guilty heart among those 250 boys beat fast lesthissin too should have been discovered, and he should be called out for some public and heavy punishment.The hour arrived. The boys, thronging into the great schoolroom, took their places according to their respective forms. The masters in their caps and gowns were all seated on a small semicircular bench at the upper end of the room, and in the centre of them, before a small table, sate Dr Rowlands.The sound of whispering voices sank to a dead and painful hush. The blood was tingling consciously in many cheeks, and not even a breath could be heard in the deep expectation of that anxious and solemn moment.Dr Rowlands spread before him the list of the school, and said, “I shall first read out the names of the boys in the first-fifth and upper-fourth forms.”This was done to ascertain formally whether the boys were present on whose account the meeting was convened; and it at once told Eric and Wildney thattheywere the boys to be punished, and that the others had escaped.The names were called over, and an attentive observer might have told, from the sound of the boys’ voices as they answered, which of them were afflicted with a troubled conscience.Another slight pause and breathless hush.“Eric Williams and Charles Wildney, stand forward.”The boys obeyed. From his place in the fifth, where he was sitting with his head propped on his hand, Eric rose and advanced; and Wildney, from the other end of the room, where the younger boys sat, getting up, came and stood by his side.Both of them fixed their eyes on the ground, whence they never once raised them; and in the deadly pallor of their haggard faces you could scarcely have recognised the joyous high-spirited friends, whose laugh and shout had often rung so merrily through the playground, and woke the echoes of the rocks along the shore. Every eye was on them, and they were conscious of it, though they could not see it—painfully conscious of it, so that they wished the very ground to yawn beneath their feet for the moment and swallow up their shame. Companionship in disgrace increased the suffering; had either of them been alone, he would have been less acutely sensible to the trying nature of his position; but that they, so different in their ages and position in the school, should thus have their friendship and the results of it blazoned, or rather branded, before their friends and enemies, added keenly to the misery they felt. So with eyes bent on the floor, Eric and Charlie awaited their sentence.“Williams and Wildney,” said Dr Rowlands in a solemn voice, of which every articulation thrilled to the heart of every hearer, “you have been detected in a sin most disgraceful and most dangerous. On Saturday night you were both drinking, and you were guilty of such gross excess, that you were neither of you in a fit state to appear among your companions—least of all to appear among them at the hour of prayer. I shall not waste many words on an occasion like this; only I trust that those of your school-fellows who saw you staggering and rolling into the room on Saturday evening in a manner so unspeakably shameful and degrading, will learn from that melancholy sight the lesson which the Spartans taught their children by exhibiting a drunkard before them—the lesson of the brutalising and fearful character of this most ruinous vice. Eric Williams and Charles Wildney, your punishment will be public expulsion, for which you will prepare this very evening. I am unwilling that for a single day, either of you—especially the elder of you—should linger, so as possibly to contaminate others with the danger of so pernicious an example.”Such a sentence was wholly unexpected; it took boys and masters equally by surprise. The announcement of it caused an uneasy sensation, which was evident to all present, though no one spoke a word; but Dr Rowlands took no notice of it, and only said to the culprits—“You may return to your seats.”The two boys found their way back instinctively, they hardly knew how. They seemed confounded and thunderstruck by their sentence, and the painful accessories of its publicity. Eric leaned over the desk with his head resting on a book, too stunned even to think; and Wildney looked straight before him, with his eyes fixed in a stupid and unobservant stare.Form by form the school dispersed, and the moment he was liberated Eric sprang away from the boys, who would have spoken to him, and rushed wildly to his study, where he locked the door. In a moment, however, he re-opened it, for he heard Wildney’s step, and, after admitting him, locked it once more.Without a word Wildney, who looked very pale, flung his arms round Eric’s neck, and, unable to bear up any longer, burst into a flood of tears. Both of them felt relief in giving the reins to their sorrow, and silently satiating the anguish of their hearts.“Oh, my father! my father!” sobbed Wildney at length, “what will he say? He will disown me, I know; he is so stern always with me when he thinks I bring disgrace on him.”Eric thought of Fairholm, and of his own far-distant parents, and of the pang whichhisdisgrace would cause their loving hearts; but he could say nothing, and only stroked Wildney’s dark hair again and again with a soothing hand.They sat there long, hardly knowing how the time passed; Eric could not help thinking how very very different their relative positions might have been; how, while he might have been aiding and ennobling the young boy beside him, he had alternately led and followed him into wickedness and disgrace. His heart was full of misery and bitterness, and he felt almost indifferent to all the future, and weary of his life.A loud knocking at the door disturbed them. It was Carter, the school-servant.“You must pack up to go this evening, young gentlemen.”“Oh no! no! no!” exclaimed Wildney; “Icannotbe sent away like this. It would break my father’s heart. Eric,docome and entreat Dr Rowlands to forgive us only this once.”“Yes,” said Eric, starting up with sudden energy; “heshallforgive us—youat any rate. I will not leave him till he does. Cheer up, Charlie, cheer up, and come along.”Filled with an irresistible impulse, he pushed Carter aside, and sprang down stairs three steps at a time, with Wildney following him. They went straight for the Doctor’s study, and without waiting for the answer to their knock at the door, Eric walked up to Dr Rowlands, who sate thinking in his arm-chair by the fire, and burst out passionately, “Oh, sir, forgive us, forgive us this once.”The Doctor was completely taken by surprise, so sudden was the intrusion, and so intense was the boy’s manner. He remained silent a moment from astonishment, and then said with asperity—“Your offence is one of the most dangerous possible. There could be no more perilous example for the school, than the one you have been setting, Williams. Leave the room,” he added with an authoritative gesture; “my mind is made up.”But Eric was too excited to be overawed by the master’s manner; an imperious passion blinded him to all ordinary considerations, and, heedless of the command, he broke out again—“Oh, sir, try me but once,onlytry me. I promise you most faithfully that I will never again commit the sin. Oh, sir, do, do trust me, and I will be responsible for Wildney too.”Dr Rowlands, seeing that in Eric’s present mood he must and would be heard, unless he were ejected by actual force, began to pace silently up and down the room in perplexed and anxious thought; at last he stopped and turned over the pages of a thick school register, and found Eric’s name.“It is not your first offence, Williams, even of this very kind. That most seriously aggravates your fault.”“Oh, sir! give us one more chance to mend. Oh, I feel that Icoulddo such great things, if you will but be merciful, and give me time to change. Oh, I entreat you, sir, to forgive us only this once, and I will never ask again. Let us bearanyother punishment but this. Oh, sir,” he said, approaching the Doctor in an imploring attitude, “spare us this one time for the sake of our friends.”The head-master made no reply for a time, but again paced the room in silence. He was touched, and seemed hardly able to restrain his emotion.“It was my deliberate conclusion to expel you, Williams. I must not weakly yield to entreaty. You must go.”Eric wrung his hands in agony. “Oh, sir, then if you must do so, expel me only, and not Charlie.Ican bear it, but do not let me ruin him also. Oh, I implore you, sir, for the love of God, do, do forgive him! It is I who have misled him,” and he flung himself on his knees, and lifted his hands entreatingly towards the Doctor.Dr Rowlands looked at him—at his blue eyes drowned with tears, his agitated gesture, his pale, expressive face, full of passionate supplication. He looked at Wildney too, who stood trembling with a look of painful and miserable suspense, and occasionally added his wild word of entreaty, or uttered sobs more powerful still, that seemed to come from the depth of his heart. He was shaken in his resolve, wavered for a moment, and then once more looked at the register.“Yes,” he said, after a long pause, “here is an entry which shall save you this time. I find written here against your name, ‘April 3. Risked his life in the endeavour to save Edwin Russell at the Stack.’ That one good and noble deed shall be the proof that you are capable of better things. It may be weak perhaps—I know that it will be called weak—and I do not feel certain that I am doing right; but if I err it shall be on the side of mercy. I shall change expulsion into some other punishment. You may go.”Wildney’s face lighted up as suddenly and joyously as when a ray of sunlight gleams for an instant out of a dark cloud.“Oh, thank you, thank you, sir,” he exclaimed, drying his eyes, and pouring into the words a world of expression, which it was no light pleasure to have heard. But Eric spoke less impulsively, and while the two boys were stammering out their deep gratitude, a timid hand knocked at the door, and Vernon entered.“I have come, sir, to speak for poor Eric,” he said in a voice low and trembling with emotion, as, with downcast eyes, he modestly approached towards Dr Rowlands, not even observing the presence of the others in the complete absorption of his feelings. He stood in a sorrowful attitude, not venturing to look up, and his hand played nervously with the ribbon of his straw hat.“I have just forgiven him, my little boy,” said the Doctor kindly, patting his stooping head; “there he is, and he has been speaking for himself.”“O Eric, I am so, so glad, I don’t know what to say for joy. O Eric, thank God that you are not to be expelled,” and Vernon went to his brother and embraced him with the deepest affection.Dr Rowlands watched the scene with moist eyes. He was generally a man of prompt decision, and he well knew that he would incur by this act the charge of vacillation. It was a noble self-denial in him to be willing to do so, but it would have required an iron heart to resist such earnest supplications, and he was more than repaid when he saw how much anguish he had removed by yielding to their entreaties.Once more humbly expressing their gratitude, the boys retired.They did not know that other influences had been also exerted in their favour, which, although ineffectual at the time, had tended to alter the Doctor’s intention. Immediately after school Mr Rose had been strongly endeavouring to change the Doctor’s mind, and had dwelt forcibly on all the good points in Eric’s character, and the promise of his earlier career. And Montagu had gone with Owen and Duncan to beg that the expulsion might be commuted into some other punishment. They had failed to convince him; but perhaps, had they not thus exerted themselves, Dr Rowlands might have been unshaken, though he could not be unmoved, by Vernon’s gentle intercession and Eric’s passionate prayers.Wildney, full of joy, and excited by the sudden revulsion of feeling, only shook Eric’s hands with all his might, and then darted out into the playground to announce the happy news. The boys all flocked round him, and received the intelligence with unmitigated pleasure. Among them all there was not one who did not rejoice that Eric and Wildney were yet to continue of their number.But the two brothers returned to the study, and there, sorrowful in his penitence, with his heart still aching with remorse, Eric sat down on a chair facing the window, and drew Vernon to his side. The sun was setting behind the purple hills, flooding the green fields and silver sea with the crimson of his parting rays. The air was full of peace and coolness, and the merry sounds of the cricket-field blended joyously with the whisper of the evening breeze. Eric was fond of beauty in every shape, and his father had early taught him a keen appreciation of the glories of nature. He had often gazed before on that splendid scene, as he was now gazing on it thoughtfully with his brother by his side. He looked long and wistfully at the gorgeous pageantry of quiet clouds, and passed his arm more fondly round Vernon’s shoulder.“What are you thinking of, Eric? Why, I declare, you are crying still,” said Vernon playfully, as he wiped away a tear which had overflowed on his brother’s cheek; “aren’t you glad that the Doctor has forgiven you?”“Gladder, far gladder than I can say, Verny. O Verny, Verny, I hope your school-life may be happier than mine has been. I would give up all I have, Verny, to have kept free from the sins I have learnt. God grant that I may yet have time and space to do better.”“Let us pray together, Eric,” whispered his brother reverently, and they knelt down and prayed; they prayed for their distant parents and friends; they prayed for their school-fellows and for each other, and for Wildney, and they thanked God for all His goodness to them; and then Eric poured out his heart in a fervent prayer that a holier and happier future might atone for his desecrated past, and that his sins might be forgiven for his Saviour’s sake.The brothers rose from their knees calmer and more light-hearted in the beauty of holiness, and gave each other a solemn affectionate kiss, before they went down again to the playground. But they avoided the rest of the boys, and took a stroll together along the sands, talking quietly and happily, and hoping bright hopes for future days.
PraepediunturCrura vacillanti, tardescit lingua, madet mens,Nant oculi.Lucretius, Three, 417.
PraepediunturCrura vacillanti, tardescit lingua, madet mens,Nant oculi.Lucretius, Three, 417.
Next evening when preparation began, Pietrie and Graham got everything ready for the carouse in their classroom. Wildney, relying on the chance of names not being called over (which was only done in case any one’s absence was observed), had absented himself altogether from the boarders’ room, and helped busily to spread the table for the banquet. The cook had roasted for them the fowls and pigeons, and Billy had brought an ample supply of beer and some brandy for the occasion. A little before eight o’clock everything was ready, and Eric, Attlay, and Llewellyn were summoned to join the rest.
The fowls, pigeons, and beer had soon vanished, and the boys were in the highest spirits. Eric’s reckless gaiety was kindled by Wildney’s frolicsome vivacity and Graham’s sparkling wit; they were all six in a roar of perpetual laughter at some fresh sally of fun elicited by the more phlegmatic natures of Attlay or Llewellyn, and the dainties of Wildney’s parcel were accompanied by draughts of brandy and water, which were sometimes exchanged for potations of the raw liquor. It was not the first time, be it remembered, that the members of that young party had been present at similar scenes, and even the scoundrel Billy was astonished, and occasionally alarmed, at the quantities of spirits and other inebriating drinks that of late had found their way to the studies. The disgraceful and deadly habit of tippling had already told physically on both Eric and Wildney. The former felt painfully that he was losing his clear-headedness, and that his intellectual tastes were getting not only blunted but destroyed; and while he perceived in himself the terrible effects of his sinful indulgence, he saw them still more indisputably in the gradual coarseness which seemed to be spreading, like a grey lichen, over the countenance, the mind, and the manners of his younger companion. Sometimes the vision of a Nemesis breaking in fire out of his darkened future, terrified his guilty conscience in the watches of the night; and the conviction of some fearful Erinnys, some discovery dawning out of the night of his undetected sins, made his heart beat fast with agony and fear. But he fancied it too late to repent. He strangled the half-formed resolutions as they rose, and trusted to the time when, by leaving school, he should escape, as he idly supposed, the temptations to which he had yielded. Meanwhile, the friends who would have rescued him had been alienated by his follies, and the principles which might have preserved him had been eradicated by his guilt. He had long flung away the shield of prayer and the helmet of holiness, and the sword of the Spirit, which is the word of God; and now, unarmed and helpless, Eric stood alone, a mark for the fiery arrows of his enemies, while, through the weakened inlet of every corrupted sense, temptation rushed in upon him perpetually and unawares.
As the classroom they had selected was in a remote part of the building, there was little immediate chance of detection. So the laughter of the party grew louder and sillier; the talk more foolish and random; the merriment more noisy and meaningless. But still most of them mingled some sense of caution with their enjoyment, and warned Eric and Wildney more than once that they must look out, and not take too much that night for fear of being caught. But it was Wildney’s birthday, and Eric’s boyish mirth, suppressed by his recent troubles, was blazing out unrestrained. In the riot of their feasting the caution had been utterly neglected, and the two boys were far from being sober when the sound of the prayer-bell ringing through the great hall startled them into momentary consciousness.
“Good heavens!” shouted Graham, springing up; “there’s the prayer-bell; I’d no notion it was so late. Here, let’s shove these brandy bottles and things into the cupboards and drawers, and then we must run down.”
There was no time to lose. The least muddled of the party had cleared the room in a moment, and then addressed themselves to the more difficult task of trying to quiet Eric and Wildney, and conduct them steadily into the prayer-room.
Wildney’s seat was near the door, so there was little difficulty in getting him to his place comparatively unobserved. Llewellyn took him by the arm, and after a little stumbling helped him safely to his seat, where he assumed a look of preternatural gravity. But Eric sat near the head of the first table, not far from Dr Rowlands’s desk, and none of the others had to go to that part of the room. Graham grasped his arm tight, led him carefully down stairs, and, as they were reaching the door, said to him, in a most earnest and imploring tone—
“Do try and walk sensibly to your place, Eric, or we shall all be caught.”
It was rather late when they got down. Everybody was quietly seated, and most of the Bibles were already open, although the Doctor had not yet come in. Consequently, the room was still, and the entrance of Graham and Eric after the rest attracted general notice. Eric had just sense enough to try and assume his ordinary manner; but he was too giddy with the fumes of drink to walk straight or act naturally.
Vernon was sitting next to Wright, and stared at his brother with great eyes and open lips. He was not the only observer.
“Wright,” whispered he in a timid voice; “just see how Eric walks. What can be the matter with him? Good gracious, he must be ill!” he said, starting up, as Eric suddenly made a great stagger to one side, and nearly fell in the attempt to recover himself.
Wright pulled the little boy down with a firm hand.
“Hush!” he whispered; “take no notice; he’s been drinking, Verny, and I fear he’ll be caught.”
Vernon instantly sat down, and turned deadly pale. He thought, and he had hoped, that since the day at “The Jolly Herring” his brother had abandoned all such practices, for Eric had been most careful to conceal from him the worst of his failings. And now he trembled violently with fear for his discovery, and horror at his disgraceful condition.
The sound of Eric’s unsteady footsteps had made Mr Rose quickly raise his head; but at the same moment Duncan hastily made room for the boy on the seat beside him, and held out his hand to assist him. It was not Eric’s proper place; but Mr Rose, after one long glance of astonishment, looked down at his book again, and said nothing.
It made other hearts besides Vernon’s ache to see the unhappy boy roll to his place in that helpless way.
Dr Rowlands came in and prayers commenced.
When they were finished, the names were called, and Eric, instead of quietly answering his “adsum,” as he should have done, stood up, with a foolish look, and said, “Yes, sir.” The head-master looked at him for a minute; the boy’s glassy eyes and jocosely stupid appearance told an unmistakable tale; but Dr Rowlands only remarked, “Williams, you don’t look well. You had better go at once to bed.”
It was hopeless for Eric to attempt getting along without help so Duncan at once got up, took him by the arm, and with much difficulty (for Eric staggered at every step) conducted him to his bedroom, where he left him without a word.
Wildney’s condition was also too evident; and Mr Rose, while walking up and down the dormitories, had no doubt left on his mind that both Eric and Wildney had been drinking. But he made no remarks to them, and merely went to the Doctor, to talk over the steps which were to be taken.
“I shall summon the school,” said Dr Rowlands, “on Monday, and by that time we will decide on the punishment. Expulsion, I fear, is the only course open to us.”
“Is not that averysevere line to take?”
“Perhaps; but the offence is of the worst character. I must consider the matter.”
“Poor Williams!” sighed Mr Rose, as he left the room.
The whole of the miserable Sunday that followed was spent by Eric and his companions in vain inquiries and futile restlessness. It seemed clear that two of them at least were detected, and they were inexpressibly wretched with anxiety and suspense. Wildney, who had to stay in bed, was even more depressed; his head ached violently, and he was alone with his own terrified thoughts. He longed for the morrow, that at least he might have the poor consolation of knowing his fate. No one came near him all day. Eric wished to do so, but as he could not have visited the room without express leave, the rest dissuaded him from asking, lest he should excite further suspicion. His apparent neglect made poor Wildney even more unhappy, for Wildney loved Eric as much as it was possible for his volatile mind to love any one; and it seemed hard to be deserted in the moment of disgrace and sorrow by so close a friend.
At school the next morning the various masters read out to their forms a notice from Dr Rowlands, that the whole school were to meet at ten in the great schoolroom. The object of the summons was pretty clearly understood; and few boys had any doubt that it had reference to the drinking on Saturday night. Still nothing had beensaidon the subject as yet; and every guilty heart among those 250 boys beat fast lesthissin too should have been discovered, and he should be called out for some public and heavy punishment.
The hour arrived. The boys, thronging into the great schoolroom, took their places according to their respective forms. The masters in their caps and gowns were all seated on a small semicircular bench at the upper end of the room, and in the centre of them, before a small table, sate Dr Rowlands.
The sound of whispering voices sank to a dead and painful hush. The blood was tingling consciously in many cheeks, and not even a breath could be heard in the deep expectation of that anxious and solemn moment.
Dr Rowlands spread before him the list of the school, and said, “I shall first read out the names of the boys in the first-fifth and upper-fourth forms.”
This was done to ascertain formally whether the boys were present on whose account the meeting was convened; and it at once told Eric and Wildney thattheywere the boys to be punished, and that the others had escaped.
The names were called over, and an attentive observer might have told, from the sound of the boys’ voices as they answered, which of them were afflicted with a troubled conscience.
Another slight pause and breathless hush.
“Eric Williams and Charles Wildney, stand forward.”
The boys obeyed. From his place in the fifth, where he was sitting with his head propped on his hand, Eric rose and advanced; and Wildney, from the other end of the room, where the younger boys sat, getting up, came and stood by his side.
Both of them fixed their eyes on the ground, whence they never once raised them; and in the deadly pallor of their haggard faces you could scarcely have recognised the joyous high-spirited friends, whose laugh and shout had often rung so merrily through the playground, and woke the echoes of the rocks along the shore. Every eye was on them, and they were conscious of it, though they could not see it—painfully conscious of it, so that they wished the very ground to yawn beneath their feet for the moment and swallow up their shame. Companionship in disgrace increased the suffering; had either of them been alone, he would have been less acutely sensible to the trying nature of his position; but that they, so different in their ages and position in the school, should thus have their friendship and the results of it blazoned, or rather branded, before their friends and enemies, added keenly to the misery they felt. So with eyes bent on the floor, Eric and Charlie awaited their sentence.
“Williams and Wildney,” said Dr Rowlands in a solemn voice, of which every articulation thrilled to the heart of every hearer, “you have been detected in a sin most disgraceful and most dangerous. On Saturday night you were both drinking, and you were guilty of such gross excess, that you were neither of you in a fit state to appear among your companions—least of all to appear among them at the hour of prayer. I shall not waste many words on an occasion like this; only I trust that those of your school-fellows who saw you staggering and rolling into the room on Saturday evening in a manner so unspeakably shameful and degrading, will learn from that melancholy sight the lesson which the Spartans taught their children by exhibiting a drunkard before them—the lesson of the brutalising and fearful character of this most ruinous vice. Eric Williams and Charles Wildney, your punishment will be public expulsion, for which you will prepare this very evening. I am unwilling that for a single day, either of you—especially the elder of you—should linger, so as possibly to contaminate others with the danger of so pernicious an example.”
Such a sentence was wholly unexpected; it took boys and masters equally by surprise. The announcement of it caused an uneasy sensation, which was evident to all present, though no one spoke a word; but Dr Rowlands took no notice of it, and only said to the culprits—
“You may return to your seats.”
The two boys found their way back instinctively, they hardly knew how. They seemed confounded and thunderstruck by their sentence, and the painful accessories of its publicity. Eric leaned over the desk with his head resting on a book, too stunned even to think; and Wildney looked straight before him, with his eyes fixed in a stupid and unobservant stare.
Form by form the school dispersed, and the moment he was liberated Eric sprang away from the boys, who would have spoken to him, and rushed wildly to his study, where he locked the door. In a moment, however, he re-opened it, for he heard Wildney’s step, and, after admitting him, locked it once more.
Without a word Wildney, who looked very pale, flung his arms round Eric’s neck, and, unable to bear up any longer, burst into a flood of tears. Both of them felt relief in giving the reins to their sorrow, and silently satiating the anguish of their hearts.
“Oh, my father! my father!” sobbed Wildney at length, “what will he say? He will disown me, I know; he is so stern always with me when he thinks I bring disgrace on him.”
Eric thought of Fairholm, and of his own far-distant parents, and of the pang whichhisdisgrace would cause their loving hearts; but he could say nothing, and only stroked Wildney’s dark hair again and again with a soothing hand.
They sat there long, hardly knowing how the time passed; Eric could not help thinking how very very different their relative positions might have been; how, while he might have been aiding and ennobling the young boy beside him, he had alternately led and followed him into wickedness and disgrace. His heart was full of misery and bitterness, and he felt almost indifferent to all the future, and weary of his life.
A loud knocking at the door disturbed them. It was Carter, the school-servant.
“You must pack up to go this evening, young gentlemen.”
“Oh no! no! no!” exclaimed Wildney; “Icannotbe sent away like this. It would break my father’s heart. Eric,docome and entreat Dr Rowlands to forgive us only this once.”
“Yes,” said Eric, starting up with sudden energy; “heshallforgive us—youat any rate. I will not leave him till he does. Cheer up, Charlie, cheer up, and come along.”
Filled with an irresistible impulse, he pushed Carter aside, and sprang down stairs three steps at a time, with Wildney following him. They went straight for the Doctor’s study, and without waiting for the answer to their knock at the door, Eric walked up to Dr Rowlands, who sate thinking in his arm-chair by the fire, and burst out passionately, “Oh, sir, forgive us, forgive us this once.”
The Doctor was completely taken by surprise, so sudden was the intrusion, and so intense was the boy’s manner. He remained silent a moment from astonishment, and then said with asperity—
“Your offence is one of the most dangerous possible. There could be no more perilous example for the school, than the one you have been setting, Williams. Leave the room,” he added with an authoritative gesture; “my mind is made up.”
But Eric was too excited to be overawed by the master’s manner; an imperious passion blinded him to all ordinary considerations, and, heedless of the command, he broke out again—
“Oh, sir, try me but once,onlytry me. I promise you most faithfully that I will never again commit the sin. Oh, sir, do, do trust me, and I will be responsible for Wildney too.”
Dr Rowlands, seeing that in Eric’s present mood he must and would be heard, unless he were ejected by actual force, began to pace silently up and down the room in perplexed and anxious thought; at last he stopped and turned over the pages of a thick school register, and found Eric’s name.
“It is not your first offence, Williams, even of this very kind. That most seriously aggravates your fault.”
“Oh, sir! give us one more chance to mend. Oh, I feel that Icoulddo such great things, if you will but be merciful, and give me time to change. Oh, I entreat you, sir, to forgive us only this once, and I will never ask again. Let us bearanyother punishment but this. Oh, sir,” he said, approaching the Doctor in an imploring attitude, “spare us this one time for the sake of our friends.”
The head-master made no reply for a time, but again paced the room in silence. He was touched, and seemed hardly able to restrain his emotion.
“It was my deliberate conclusion to expel you, Williams. I must not weakly yield to entreaty. You must go.”
Eric wrung his hands in agony. “Oh, sir, then if you must do so, expel me only, and not Charlie.Ican bear it, but do not let me ruin him also. Oh, I implore you, sir, for the love of God, do, do forgive him! It is I who have misled him,” and he flung himself on his knees, and lifted his hands entreatingly towards the Doctor.
Dr Rowlands looked at him—at his blue eyes drowned with tears, his agitated gesture, his pale, expressive face, full of passionate supplication. He looked at Wildney too, who stood trembling with a look of painful and miserable suspense, and occasionally added his wild word of entreaty, or uttered sobs more powerful still, that seemed to come from the depth of his heart. He was shaken in his resolve, wavered for a moment, and then once more looked at the register.
“Yes,” he said, after a long pause, “here is an entry which shall save you this time. I find written here against your name, ‘April 3. Risked his life in the endeavour to save Edwin Russell at the Stack.’ That one good and noble deed shall be the proof that you are capable of better things. It may be weak perhaps—I know that it will be called weak—and I do not feel certain that I am doing right; but if I err it shall be on the side of mercy. I shall change expulsion into some other punishment. You may go.”
Wildney’s face lighted up as suddenly and joyously as when a ray of sunlight gleams for an instant out of a dark cloud.
“Oh, thank you, thank you, sir,” he exclaimed, drying his eyes, and pouring into the words a world of expression, which it was no light pleasure to have heard. But Eric spoke less impulsively, and while the two boys were stammering out their deep gratitude, a timid hand knocked at the door, and Vernon entered.
“I have come, sir, to speak for poor Eric,” he said in a voice low and trembling with emotion, as, with downcast eyes, he modestly approached towards Dr Rowlands, not even observing the presence of the others in the complete absorption of his feelings. He stood in a sorrowful attitude, not venturing to look up, and his hand played nervously with the ribbon of his straw hat.
“I have just forgiven him, my little boy,” said the Doctor kindly, patting his stooping head; “there he is, and he has been speaking for himself.”
“O Eric, I am so, so glad, I don’t know what to say for joy. O Eric, thank God that you are not to be expelled,” and Vernon went to his brother and embraced him with the deepest affection.
Dr Rowlands watched the scene with moist eyes. He was generally a man of prompt decision, and he well knew that he would incur by this act the charge of vacillation. It was a noble self-denial in him to be willing to do so, but it would have required an iron heart to resist such earnest supplications, and he was more than repaid when he saw how much anguish he had removed by yielding to their entreaties.
Once more humbly expressing their gratitude, the boys retired.
They did not know that other influences had been also exerted in their favour, which, although ineffectual at the time, had tended to alter the Doctor’s intention. Immediately after school Mr Rose had been strongly endeavouring to change the Doctor’s mind, and had dwelt forcibly on all the good points in Eric’s character, and the promise of his earlier career. And Montagu had gone with Owen and Duncan to beg that the expulsion might be commuted into some other punishment. They had failed to convince him; but perhaps, had they not thus exerted themselves, Dr Rowlands might have been unshaken, though he could not be unmoved, by Vernon’s gentle intercession and Eric’s passionate prayers.
Wildney, full of joy, and excited by the sudden revulsion of feeling, only shook Eric’s hands with all his might, and then darted out into the playground to announce the happy news. The boys all flocked round him, and received the intelligence with unmitigated pleasure. Among them all there was not one who did not rejoice that Eric and Wildney were yet to continue of their number.
But the two brothers returned to the study, and there, sorrowful in his penitence, with his heart still aching with remorse, Eric sat down on a chair facing the window, and drew Vernon to his side. The sun was setting behind the purple hills, flooding the green fields and silver sea with the crimson of his parting rays. The air was full of peace and coolness, and the merry sounds of the cricket-field blended joyously with the whisper of the evening breeze. Eric was fond of beauty in every shape, and his father had early taught him a keen appreciation of the glories of nature. He had often gazed before on that splendid scene, as he was now gazing on it thoughtfully with his brother by his side. He looked long and wistfully at the gorgeous pageantry of quiet clouds, and passed his arm more fondly round Vernon’s shoulder.
“What are you thinking of, Eric? Why, I declare, you are crying still,” said Vernon playfully, as he wiped away a tear which had overflowed on his brother’s cheek; “aren’t you glad that the Doctor has forgiven you?”
“Gladder, far gladder than I can say, Verny. O Verny, Verny, I hope your school-life may be happier than mine has been. I would give up all I have, Verny, to have kept free from the sins I have learnt. God grant that I may yet have time and space to do better.”
“Let us pray together, Eric,” whispered his brother reverently, and they knelt down and prayed; they prayed for their distant parents and friends; they prayed for their school-fellows and for each other, and for Wildney, and they thanked God for all His goodness to them; and then Eric poured out his heart in a fervent prayer that a holier and happier future might atone for his desecrated past, and that his sins might be forgiven for his Saviour’s sake.
The brothers rose from their knees calmer and more light-hearted in the beauty of holiness, and gave each other a solemn affectionate kiss, before they went down again to the playground. But they avoided the rest of the boys, and took a stroll together along the sands, talking quietly and happily, and hoping bright hopes for future days.