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Title: Fairies and Fusiliers
Author: Robert Graves
Author: Robert Graves
Release date: November 1, 2003 [eBook #10122]Most recently updated: October 28, 2024
Language: English
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The Project Gutenberg eBook, Fairies and Fusiliers, by Robert Graves
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I have to thank Mr. Harold Monro, of ThePoetry Book Shop, for permission to includein this volume certain poems of which hepossesses the copyright; also the editor of the"Nation" for a similar courtesy.
R.G.
TO AN UNGENTLE CRITICAN OLD TWENTY-THIRD MANTO LUCASTA ON GOING TO THE WAR—FOR THE FOURTH TIMETWO FUSILIERSTO ROBERT NICHOLSDEAD COW FARMGOLIATH AND DAVIDBABYLONMR. PHILOSOPHERTHE CRUEL MOONFINLANDA PINCH OF SALTTHE CATERPILLARSORLEY'S WEATHERTHE COTTAGETHE LAST POSTWHEN I'M KILLEDLETTER TO S.S. FROM MAMETZ WOODA DEAD BOCHEFAUNTHE SPOILSPORTTHE SHIVERING BEGGARJONAH
JOHN SKELTONI WONDER WHAT IT FEELS LIKE TO BE DROWNED?DOUBLE RED DAISIESCAREERSI'D LOVE TO BE A FAIRY'S CHILDTHE NEXT WARSTRONG BEERMARIGOLDSTHE LADY VISITOR IN THE PAUPER WARDLOVE AND BLACK MAGICSMOKE-RINGSA CHILD'S NIGHTMAREESCAPETHE BOUGH OF NONSENSENOT DEADA BOY IN CHURCHCORPORAL STARETHE ASSAULT HEROICTHE POET IN THE NURSERYIN THE WILDERNESSCHERRY-TIME1915FREE VERSE
The great sun sinks behind the townThrough a red mist of Volnay wine....But what's the use of setting downThat glorious blaze behind the town?You'll only skip the page, you'll lookFor newer pictures in this book;You've read of sunsets rich as mine.
A fresh wind fills the evening airWith horrid crying of night birds....But what reads new or curious thereWhen cold winds fly across the air?You'll only frown; you'll turn the page,But find no glimpse of your "New AgeOf Poetry" in my worn-out words.
Must winds that cut like blades of steelAnd sunsets swimming in Volnay,The holiest, cruellest pains I feel,Die stillborn, because old men squealFor something new: "Write something new:We've read this poem—that one too,And twelve more like 'em yesterday"?
No, no! my chicken, I shall scrawlJust what I fancy as I strike it,Fairies and Fusiliers, and allOld broken knock-kneed thought will crawlAcross my verse in the classic way.And, sir, be careful what you say;There are old-fashioned folk still like it.
"Is that the Three-and-Twentieth, Strabo mine,Marching below, and we still gulping wine?"From the sad magic of his fragrant cupThe red-faced old centurion started up,Cursed, battered on the table. "No," he said,"Not that! The Three-and-Twentieth Legion'sdead,Dead in the first year of this damned campaign—The Legion's dead, dead, and won't rise again.Pity? Rome pities her brave lads that die,But we need pity also, you and I,Whom Gallic spear and Belgian arrow miss,Who live to see the Legion come to this,Unsoldierlike, slovenly, bent on loot,Grumblers, diseased, unskilled to thrust or shoot.O, brown cheek, muscled shoulder, sturdythigh!Where are they now? God! watch it struggleby,The sullen pack of ragged ugly swine.Is that the Legion, Gracchus? Quick, thewine!""Strabo," said Gracchus, "you are strange tonight.The Legion is the Legion; it's all right.If these new men are slovenly, in your thinking,God damn it! you'll not better them by drinking.They all try, Strabo; trust their hearts and hands.The Legion is the Legion while Rome stands,And these same men before the autumn's fallShall bang old Vercingetorix out of Gaul."
It doesn't matter what's the cause,What wrong they say we're righting,A curse for treaties, bonds and laws,When we're to do the fighting!And since we lads are proud and true,What else remains to do?Lucasta, when to France your manReturns his fourth time, hating war,Yet laughs as calmly as he canAnd flings an oath, but says no more,That is not courage, that's not fear—Lucasta he's a Fusilier,And his pride sends him here.
Let statesmen bluster, bark and bray,And so decide who startedThis bloody war, and who's to pay,But he must be stout-hearted,Must sit and stake with quiet breath,Playing at cards with Death.Don't plume yourself he fights for you;It is no courage, love, or hate,But let us do the things we do;It's pride that makes the heart be great;It is not anger, no, nor fear—Lucasta he's a Fusilier,And his pride keeps him here.
And have we done with War at last?Well, we've been lucky devils both,And there's no need of pledge or oathTo bind our lovely friendship fast,By firmer stuffClose bound enough.
By wire and wood and stake we're bound,By Fricourt and by Festubert,By whipping rain, by the sun's glare,By all the misery and loud sound,By a Spring day,By Picard clay.
Show me the two so closely boundAs we, by the red bond of blood,By friendship, blossoming from mud,By Death: we faced him, and we foundBeauty in Death,In dead men breath.
(From Frise on the Somme in February, 1917, in answerto a letter saying: "I am just finishing my 'Faun'sHoliday.' I wish you were here to feed him withcherries.")
Here by a snowbound riverIn scrapen holes we shiver,And like old bitterns weBoom to you plaintively:Robert how can I rhymeVerses for your desire—Sleek fauns and cherry-time,Vague music and green trees,Hot sun and gentle breeze,England in June attire,And life born young again,For your gay goatish bruteDrunk with warm melodySinging on beds of thymeWith red and rolling eye,All the Devonian plain,Lips dark with juicy stain,Ears hung with bobbing fruit?Why should I keep him time?Why in this cold and rime,Where even to dream is pain?No, Robert, there's no reason:Cherries are out of season,Ice grips at branch and root,And singing birds are mute.
An ancient saga tells us howIn the beginning the First Cow(For nothing living yet had birthBut Elemental Cow on earth)Began to lick cold stones and mud:Under her warm tongue flesh and bloodBlossomed, a miracle to believe:And so was Adam born, and Eve.Here now is chaos once again,Primeval mud, cold stones and rain.Here flesh decays and blood drips red,And the Cow's dead, the old Cow's dead.
(FOR D.C.T., KILLED AT FRICOURT, MARCH,1916)
Yet once an earlier David tookSmooth pebbles from the brook:Out between the lines he wentTo that one-sided tournament,A shepherd boy who stood out fineAnd young to fight a PhilistineClad all in brazen mail. He swearsThat he's killed lions, he's killed bears,And those that scorn the God of ZionShall perish so like bear or lion.But ... the historian of that fightHad not the heart to tell it right.
Striding within javelin range,Goliath marvels at this strangeGoodly-faced boy so proud of strength.David's clear eye measures the length;With hand thrust back, he cramps one knee,Poises a moment thoughtfully,And hurls with a long vengeful swing.The pebble, humming from the slingLike a wild bee, flies a sure lineFor the forehead of the Philistine;Then ... but there comes a brazen clink,And quicker than a man can thinkGoliath's shield parries each cast.Clang! clang! and clang! was David's last.Scorn blazes in the Giant's eye,Towering unhurt six cubits high.Says foolish David, "Damn your shield!And damn my sling! but I'll not yield."He takes his staff of Mamre oak,A knotted shepherd-staff that's brokeThe skull of many a wolf and foxCome filching lambs from Jesse's flocks.Loud laughs Goliath, and that laughCan scatter chariots like blown chaffTo rout; but David, calm and brave,Holds his ground, for God will save.Steel crosses wood, a flash, and oh!Shame for beauty's overthrow!(God's eyes are dim, His ears are shut.)One cruel backhand sabre-cut"I'm hit! I'm killed!" young David cries,Throws blindly forward, chokes ... and dies.And look, spike-helmeted, grey, grim,Goliath straddles over him.
The child alone a poet is:Spring and Fairyland are his.Truth and Reason show but dim,And all's poetry with him.Rhyme and music flow in plentyFor the lad of one-and-twenty,But Spring for him is no more nowThan daisies to a munching cow;Just a cheery pleasant season,Daisy buds to live at ease on.He's forgotten how he smiledAnd shrieked at snowdrops when a child,Or wept one evening secretlyFor April's glorious misery.Wisdom made him old and waryBanishing the Lords of Faery.Wisdom made a breach and batteredBabylon to bits: she scatteredTo the hedges and ditchesAll our nursery gnomes and witches.Lob and Puck, poor frantic elves,Drag their treasures from the shelves.Jack the Giant-killer's gone,Mother Goose and Oberon,Bluebeard and King Solomon.Robin, and Red Riding HoodTake together to the wood,And Sir Galahad lies hidIn a cave with Captain Kidd.None of all the magic hosts,None remain but a few ghostsOf timorous heart, to linger onWeeping for lost Babylon.
Old Mr. PhilosopherComes for Ben and Claire,An ugly man, a tall man,With bright-red hair.
The books that he's writtenNo one can read."In fifty years they'll understand:Now there's no need.
"All that matters nowIs getting the fun.Come along, Ben and Claire;Plenty to be done."
Then old Philosopher,Wisest man alive,Plays at Lions and TigersDown along the drive—
Gambolling fiercelyThrough bushes and grass,Making monstrous mouths,Braying like an ass,
Twisting buttercupsIn his orange hair,Hopping like a kangaroo,Growling like a bear.
Right up to tea-timeThey frolic there."My legsarewingle,"Says Ben to Claire.
The cruel Moon hangs out of reachUp above the shadowy beech.Her face is stupid, but her eyeIs small and sharp and very sly.Nurse says the Moon can drive you mad?No, that's a silly story, lad!Though she be angry, though she wouldDestroy all England if she could,Yet think, what damage can she doHanging there so far from you?Don't heed what frightened nurses say:Moons hang much too far away.
Feet and faces tingleIn that frore land:Legs wobble and go wingle,You scarce can stand.
The skies are jewelled all around,The ploughshare snaps in the iron ground,The Finn with face like paperAnd eyes like a lighted taperHurls his rough runeAt the wintry moonAnd stamps to mark the tune.
When a dream is born in youWith a sudden clamorous pain,When you know the dream is trueAnd lovely, with no flaw nor stain,O then, be careful, or with sudden clutchYou'll hurt the delicate thing you prize so much.
Dreams are like a bird that mocks,Flirting the feathers of his tail.When you seize at the salt-boxOver the hedge you'll see him sail.Old birds are neither caught with salt nor chaff:They watch you from the apple bough and laugh.
Poet, never chase the dream.Laugh yourself and turn away.Mask your hunger, let it seemSmall matter if he come or stay;But when he nestles in your hand at last,Close up your fingers tight and hold him fast.
Under this loop of honeysuckle,A creeping, coloured caterpillar,I gnaw the fresh green hawthorn spray,I nibble it leaf by leaf away.
Down beneath grow dandelions,Daisies, old-man's-looking-glasses;Rooks flap croaking across the lane.I eat and swallow and eat again.
Here come raindrops helter-skelter;I munch and nibble unregarding:Hawthorn leaves are juicy and firm.I'll mind my business: I'm a good worm.
When I'm old, tired, melancholy,I'll build a leaf-green mausoleumClose by, here on this lovely spray,And die and dream the ages away.
Some say worms win resurrection,With white wings beating flitter-flutter,But wings or a sound sleep, why should I care?Either way I'll miss my share.
Under this loop of honeysuckle,A hungry, hairy caterpillar,I crawl on my high and swinging seat,And eat, eat, eat—as one ought to eat.
When outside the icy rainComes leaping helter-skelter,Shall I tie my restive brainSnugly under shelter?
Shall I make a gentle songHere in my firelit study,When outside the winds blow strongAnd the lanes are muddy?
With old wine and drowsy meatsAm I to fill my belly?Shall I glutton here with Keats?Shall I drink with Shelley?
Tobacco's pleasant, firelight's good:Poetry makes both better.Clay is wet and so is mud,Winter rains are wetter.
Yet rest there, Shelley, on the sill,For though the winds come frorely,I'm away to the rain-blown hillAnd the ghost of Sorley.
Here in turn succeed and ruleCarter, smith, and village fool,Then again the place is knownAs tavern, shop, and Sunday-school;Now somehow it's come to meTo light the fire and hold the key,Here in Heaven to reign alone.
All the walls are white with lime,Big blue periwinkles climbAnd kiss the crumbling window-sill;Snug inside I sit and rhyme,Planning, poem, book, or fable,At my darling beech-wood tableFresh with bluebells from the hill.
Through the window I can seeRooks above the cherry-tree,Sparrows in the violet bed,Bramble-bush and bumble-bee,And old red bracken smoulders stillAmong boulders on the hill,Far too bright to seem quite dead.
But old Death, who can't forget,Waits his time and watches yet,Waits and watches by the door.Look, he's got a great new net,And when my fighting starts afreshStouter cord and smaller meshWon't be cheated as before.
Nor can kindliness of Spring,Flowers that smile nor birds that sing.Bumble-bee nor butterfly,Nor grassy hill nor anythingOf magic keep me safe to rhymeIn this Heaven beyond my time.No! for Death is waiting by.
The bugler sent a call of high romance—"Lights out! Lights out!" to the deserted square.On the thin brazen notes he threw a prayer,"God, if it'sthisfor me next time in France ...O spare the phantom bugle as I lieDead in the gas and smoke and roar of guns,Dead in a row with the other broken onesLying so stiff and still under the sky,Jolly young Fusiliers too good to die."
When I'm killed, don't think of meBuried there in Cambrin Wood,Nor as in Zion think of meWith the Intolerable Good.And there's one thing that I know well,I'm damned if I'll be damned to Hell!
So when I'm killed, don't wait for me,Walking the dim corridor;In Heaven or Hell, don't wait for me,Or you must wait for evermore.You'll find me buried, living-deadIn these verses that you've read.
So when I'm killed, don't mourn for me,Shot, poor lad, so bold and young,Killed and gone—don't mourn for me.On your lips my life is hung:O friends and lovers, you can saveYour playfellow from the grave.
I never dreamed we'd meet that dayIn our old haunts down Fricourt way,Plotting such marvellous journeys thereFor jolly old "Après-la-guerre."
Well, when it's over, first we'll meetAt Gweithdy Bach, my country seatIn Wales, a curious little shopWith two rooms and a roof on top,A sort of Morlancourt-ish billetThat never needs a crowd to fill it.But oh, the country round about!The sort of view that makes you shoutFor want of any better wayOf praising God: there's a blue bayShining in front, and on the rightSnowden and Hebog capped with white,And lots of other jolly peaksThat you could wonder at for weeks,With jag and spur and hump and cleft.There's a grey castle on the left,And back in the high HinterlandYou'll see the grave of Shawn Knarlbrand,Who slew the savage BuffaloonBy the Nant-col one night in June,And won his surname from the hornOf this prodigious unicorn.Beyond, where the two Rhinogs tower,Rhinog Fach and Rhinog Fawr,Close there after a four years' chaseFrom Thessaly and the woods of Thrace,The beaten Dog-cat stood at bayAnd growled and fought and passed away.You'll see where mountain conies grappleWith prayer and creed in their rock chapelWhich Ben and Claire once built for them;They call it Söar Bethlehem.You'll see where in old Roman days,Before Revivals changed our ways,The Virgin 'scaped the Devil's grab,Printing her foot on a stone slabWith five clear toe-marks; and you'll findThe fiendish thumbprint close behind.You'll see where Math, Mathonwy's son,Spoke with the wizard GwydionAnd bad him from South Wales set outTo steal that creature with the snout,That new-discovered grunting beastDivinely flavoured for the feast.No traveller yet has hit uponA wilder land than Meirion,For desolate hills and tumbling stones,Bogland and melody and old bones.Fairies and ghosts are here galore,And poetry most splendid, moreThan can be written with the penOr understood by common men.
In Gweithdy Bach we'll rest awhile,We'll dress our wounds and learn to smileWith easier lips; we'll stretch our legs,And live on bilberry tart and eggs,And store up solar energy,Basking in sunshine by the sea,Until we feel a match once moreForanythingbut another war.
So then we'll kiss our families,And sail across the seas(The God of Song protecting us)To the great hills of Caucasus.Robert will learn the localbatFor billeting and things like that,If Siegfried learns the piccoloTo charm the people as we go.
The jolly peasants clad in fursWill greet the Welch-ski officersWith open arms, and ere we passWill make us vocal with Kavasse.In old Bagdad we'll call a haltAt the Sâshuns' ancestral vault;We'll catch the Persian rose-flowers' scent,And understand what Omar meant.Bitlis and Mush will know our faces,Tiflis and Tomsk, and all such places.Perhaps eventually we'll getAmong the Tartars of Thibet.Hobnobbing with the Chungs and Mings,And doing wild, tremendous thingsIn free adventure, quest and fight,And God! what poetry we'll write!
To you who'd read my songs of WarAnd only hear of blood and fame,I'll say (you've heard it said before)"War's Hell!" and if you doubt the same,Today I found in Mametz WoodA certain cure for lust of blood:
Where, propped against a shattered trunk,In a great mess of things unclean,Sat a dead Boche; he scowled and stunkWith clothes and face a sodden green,Big-bellied, spectacled, crop-haired,Dribbling black blood from nose and beard.
Here down this very way,Here only yesterdayKing Faun went leaping.He sang, with careless shoutHurling his name about;He sang, with oaken stockHis steps from rock to rockIn safety keeping,"Here Faun is free,Here Faun is free!"
Today against yon pine,Forlorn yet still divine,King Faun leant weeping."They drank my holy brook,My strawberries they took,My private path they trod."Loud wept the desolate God,Scorn on scorn heaping,"Faun, what is he,Faun, what is he?"
My familiar ghost againComes to see what he can see,Critic, son of Conscious Brain,Spying on our privacy.
Slam the window, bolt the door,Yet he'll enter in and stay;In tomorrow's book he'll scoreIndiscretions of today.
Whispered love and muttered fears,How their echoes fly about!None escape his watchful ears,Every sigh might be a shout.
No kind words nor angry criesTurn away this grim spoilsport;No fine lady's pleading eyes,Neither love, nor hate, nor ... port.
Critics wears no smile of fun,Speaks no word of blame nor praise,Counts our kisses one by one,Notes each gesture, every phrase.
My familiar ghost againStands or squats where suits him best;Critic, son of Conscious Brain,Listens, watches, takes no rest.
Near Clapham village, where fields began,Saint Edward met a beggar man.It was Christmas morning, the church bells tolled,The old man trembled for the fierce cold.
Saint Edward cried, "It is monstrous sinA beggar to lie in rags so thin!An old grey-beard and the frost so keen:I shall give him my fur-lined gaberdine."
He stripped off his gaberdine of scarletAnd wrapped it round the aged varlet,Who clutched at the folds with a muttered curse,Quaking and chattering seven times worse.
Said Edward, "Sir, it would seem you freezeMost bitter at your extremities.Here are gloves and shoes and stockings also,That warm upon your way you may go."
The man took stocking and shoe and glove,Blaspheming Christ our Saviour's love,Yet seemed to find but little relief,Shaking and shivering like a leaf.
Said the saint again, "I have no great riches,Yet take this tunic, take these breeches,My shirt and my vest, take everything,And give due thanks to Jesus the King."
The saint stood naked upon the snowLong miles from where he was lodged at Bowe,Praying, "O God! my faith, it grows faint!This would try the temper of any saint.
"Make clean my heart, Almighty, I pray,And drive these sinful thoughts away.Make clean my heart if it be Thy will,This damned old rascal's shivering still!"
He stooped, he touched the beggar man's shoulder;He asked him did the frost nip colder?"Frost!" said the beggar, "no, stupid lad!'Tis the palsy makes me shiver so bad."
A purple whaleProudly sweeps his tailTowards Nineveh;Glassy greenSurges betweenA mile of roaring sea.
"O town of gold,Of splendour multifold,Lucre and lust,Leviathan's eyeCan surely spyThy doom of death and dust."
On curving sandsVengeful Jonah stands."Yet forty days,Then down, down,Tumbles the townIn flaming ruin ablaze."
With swift lamentThose Ninevites repent.They cry in tears,"Our hearts fail!The whale, the whale!Our sins prick us like spears."
Jonah is vexed;He cries, "What next? what next?"And shakes his fist."Stupid city,The shame, the pity,The glorious crash I've missed."
Away goes Jonah grumbling,Murmuring and mumbling;Off ploughs the purple whale,With disappointed tail.
What could be dafterThan John Skelton's laughter?What sound more tenderlyThan his pretty poetry?So where to rank old Skelton?He was no monstrous Milton,Nor wrote no "Paradise Lost,"So wondered at by most,Phrased so disdainfully,Composed so painfully.He struck what Milton missed,Milling an English gristWith homely turn and twist.He was English through and through,Not Greek, nor French, nor Jew,Though well their tongues he knew,The living and the dead:Learned Erasmus said,Hie 'unum BritannicarumLumen et decus literarum.But oh, Colin Clout!How his pen flies about,Twiddling and turning,Scorching and burning,Thrusting and thrumming!How it hurries with humming,Leaping and running,At the tipsy-topsy TunningOf Mistress Eleanor Rumming!How for poor Philip SparrowWas murdered at Carow,How our hearts he does harrowJest and grief mingleIn this jangle-jingle,For he will not stopTo sweep nor mop,To prune nor prop,To cut each phrase upLike beef when we sup,Nor sip at each lineAs at brandy-wine,Or port when we dine.But angrily, wittily,Tenderly, prettily,Laughingly, learnedly,Sadly, madly,Helter-skelter JohnRhymes serenely on,As English poets should.Old John, you do me good!
Look at my knees,That island rising from the steamy seas!The candles a tall lightship; my two handsAre boats and barges anchored to the sands,With mighty cliffs all round;They're full of wine and riches from far lands....I wonder what it feels like to be drowned?
I can make caves,By lifting up the island and huge wavesAnd storms, and then with head and ears well underBlow bubbles with a monstrous roar like thunder,A bull-of-Bashan sound.The seas run high and the boats split asunder....I wonder what it feels like to be drowned?
The thin soap slipsAnd slithers like a shark under the ships.My toes are on the soap-dish—that's the effectOf my huge storms; an iron steamer's wrecked.The soap slides round and round;He's biting the old sailors, I expect....I wonder what it feels like to be drowned?
Double red daisies, they're my flowers,Which nobody else may grow.In a big quarrelsome house like oursThey try it sometimes—but no,I root them up because they're my flowers,Which nobody else may grow.
Claire has a tea-rose, but she didn't plant it;Ben has an iris, but I don't want it.Daisies, double red daisies for me,The beautifulest flowers in the garden.
Double red daisy, that's my mark:I paint it in all my books!It's carved high up on the beech-tree bark,How neat and lovely it looks!So don't forget that it's my trade mark;Don't copy it in your books.
Claire has a tea-rose, but she didn't plant it;Ben has an iris, but I don't want it.Daisies, double red daisies for me,The beautifulest flowers in the garden.
Father is quite the greatest poetThat ever lived anywhere.You say you're going to write great music—I chose that first: it's unfair.Besides, now I can't be the greatest painter anddo Christ and angels, or lovely pearsand apples and grapes on a green dish,or storms at sea, or anything lovely,Because that's been taken by Claire.
It's stupid to be an engine-driver,And soldiers are horrible men.I won't be a tailor, I won't be a sailor,And gardener's taken by Ben.It's unfair if you say that you'll write greatmusic, you horrid, you unkind (I simplyloathe you, though you are mysister), you beast, cad, coward, cheat,bully, liar!Well? Say what's left for me then!Butwewon't go to your ugly music.(Listen!) Ben will garden and dig,And Claire will finish her wondrous picturesAll flaming and splendid and big.
And I'll be a perfectly marvellous carpenter,and I'll make cupboards and benchesand tables and ... and baths, andnice wooden boxes for studs andmoney,And you'll be jealous, you pig!
Children born of fairy stockNever need for shirt or frock,Never want for food or fire,Always get their heart's desire:Jingle pockets full of gold,Marry when they're seven years old.Every fairy child may keepTwo strong ponies and ten sheep;All have houses, each his own,Built of brick or granite stone;They live on cherries, they run wild—I'd love to be a Fairy's child.
You young friskies who todayJump and fight in Father's hayWith bows and arrows and wooden spears,Playing at Royal Welch Fusiliers,Happy though these hours you spend,Have they warned you how games end?Boys, from the first time you prodAnd thrust with spears of curtain-rod,From the first time you tear and slashYour long-bows from the garden ash,Or fit your shaft with a blue jay feather,Binding the split tops together,From that same hour by fate you're boundAs champions of this stony ground,Loyal and true in everything,To serve your Army and your King,Prepared to starve and sweat and dieUnder some fierce foreign sky,If only to keep safe those joysThat belong to British boys,To keep young Prussians from the softScented hay of father's loft,And stop young Slavs from cutting bowsAnd bendy spears from Welsh hedgerows.Another War soon gets begun,A dirtier, a more glorious one;Then, boys, you'll have to play, all in;It's the cruellest team will win.So hold your nose against the stinkAnd never stop too long to think.Wars don't change except in name;The next one must go just the same,And new foul tricks unguessed beforeWill win and justify this War.Kaisers and Czars will strut the stageOnce more with pomp and greed and rage;Courtly ministers will stopAt home and fight to the last drop;By the million men will dieIn some new horrible agony;And children here will thrust and poke,Shoot and die, and laugh at the joke,With bows and arrows and wooden spears,Playing at Royal Welch Fusiliers.
"What do you thinkThe bravest drinkUnder the sky?""Strong beer," said I.
"There's a place for everything,Everything, anything,There's a place for everythingWhere it ought to be:For a chicken, the hen's wing;For poison, the bee's sting;For almond-blossom, Spring;A beerhouse for me."
"There's a prize for every oneEvery one, any one,There's a prize for every one,Whoever he may be:Crags for the mountaineer,Flags for the Fusilier,For English poets, beer!Strong beer for me!"
"Tell us, now, how and whenWe may find the bravest men?""A sure test, an easy test:Those that drink beer are the best,Brown beer strongly brewed,English drink and English food."
Oh, never choose as Gideon choseBy the cold well, but rather thoseWho look on beer when it is brown,Smack their lips and gulp it down.Leave the lads who tamely drinkWith Gideon by the water brink,But search the benches of the Plough,The Tun, the Sun, the Spotted Cow,For jolly rascal lads who pray,Pewter in hand, at close of day,"Teach me to live that I may fearThe grave as little as my beer."
With a fork drive Nature out,She will ever yet return;Hedge the flowerbed all about,Pull or stab or cut or burn,She will ever yet return.
Look: the constant marigoldSprings again from hidden roots.Baffled gardener, you beholdNew beginnings and new shootsSpring again from hidden roots.Pull or stab or cut or burn,They will ever yet return.
Gardener, cursing at the weed,Ere you curse it further, say:Who but you planted the seedIn my fertile heart, one day?Ere you curse me further, say!New beginnings and new shootsString again from hidden rootsPull or stab or cut or burn,Love must ever yet return.
Why do you break upon this old, cool peace,This painted peace of ours,With harsh dress hissing like a flock of geese,With garish flowers?Why do you churn smooth waters rough again,Selfish old skin-and-bone?Leave us to quiet dreaming and slow pain,Leave us alone.
To the woods, to the woods is the wizard gone;In his grotto the maiden sits alone.She gazes up with a weary smileAt the rafter-hanging crocodile,The slowly swinging crocodile.Scorn has she of her master's gear,Cauldron, alembic, crystal sphere,Phial, philtre—"FiddlededeeFor all such trumpery trash!" quo' she."A soldier is the lad for me;Hey and hither, my lad!
"Oh, here have I ever lain forlorn:My father died ere I was born,Mother was by a wizard wed,And oft I wish I had died instead—Often I wish I were long time dead.But, delving deep in my master's lore,I have won of magic power such storeI can turn a skull—oh, fiddlededeeFor all this curious craft!" quo' she."A soldier is the lad for me;Hey and hither, my lad!
"To bring my brave boy unto my arms,What need have I of magic charms—'Abracadabra!' and 'Prestopuff'?I have but to wish, and that is enough.The charms are vain, one wish is enough.My master pledged my hand to a wizard;Transformed would I be to toad or lizardIf e'er he guessed—but fiddlededeeFor a black-browed sorcerer, now," quo' she."Let Cupid smile and the fiend must flee;Hey and hither, my lad."
BOYMost venerable and learned sir,Tall and true Philosopher,These rings of smoke you blow all dayWith such deep thought, what sense have they?
PHILOSOPHERSmall friend, with prayer and meditationI make an image of Creation.And if your mind is working nimbleStraightway you'll recognize a symbolOf the endless and eternal ringOf God, who girdles everything—God, who in His own form and planMoulds the fugitive life of man.These vaporous toys you watch me make,That shoot ahead, pause, turn and break—Some glide far out like sailing ships,Some weak ones fail me at my lips.He who ringed His awe in smoke,When He led forth His captive folk,In like manner, East, West, North, and South,Blows us ring-wise from His mouth.
Through long nursery nights he stoodBy my bed unwearying,Loomed gigantic, formless, queer,Purring in my haunted earThat same hideous nightmare thing,Talking, as he lapped my blood,In a voice cruel and flat,Saying for ever, "Cat! ... Cat! ... Cat! ..."
That one word was all he said,That one word through all my sleep,In monotonous mock despair.Nonsense may be light as air,But there's Nonsense that can keepHorror bristling round the head,When a voice cruel and flatSays for ever, "Cat! ... Cat! ... Cat!..."
He had faded, he was goneYears ago with Nursery LandWhen he leapt on me againFrom the clank of a night train,Overpowered me foot and head,Lapped my blood, while on and onThe old voice cruel and flatSays for ever, "Cat!... Cat!... Cat!..."
Morphia drowsed, again I layIn a crater by High Wood:He was there with straddling legs,Staring eyes as big as eggs,Purring as he lapped my blood,His black bulk darkening the day,With a voice cruel and flat,"Cat!... Cat!... Cat!..." he said,"Cat!... Cat!..."
When I'm shot through heart and head,And there's no choice but to die,The last word I'll hear, no doubt,Won't be "Charge!" or "Bomb them out!"Nor the stretcher-bearer's cry,"Let that body be, he's dead!"But a voice cruel and flatSaying for ever, "Cat!... Cat!... Cat!"
(August6, 1916.—Officer previously reported died ofwounds, now reported wounded: Graves, Captain R.,Royal Welch Fusiliers.)... But Iwasdead, an hour or more.I woke when I'd already passed the doorThat Cerberus guards, and half-way down the roadTo Lethe, as an old Greek signpost showed.Above me, on my stretcher swinging by,I saw new stars in the subterrene sky:A Cross, a Rose in bloom, a Cage with bars,And a barbed Arrow feathered in fine stars.I felt the vapours of forgetfulnessFloat in my nostrils. Oh, may Heaven blessDear Lady Proserpine, who saw me wake,And, stooping over me, for Henna's sakeCleared my poor buzzing head and sent me backBreathless, with leaping heart along the track.After me roared and clattered angry hostsOf demons, heroes, and policeman-ghosts."Life! life! I can't be dead! I won't be dead!Damned if I'll die for any one!" I said....Cerberus stands and grins above me now,Wearing three heads—lion, and lynx, and sow."Quick, a revolver! But my Webley's gone,Stolen!... No bombs ... no knife....The crowd swarms on,Bellows, hurls stones.... Not even a honeyed sop ...Nothing.... Good Cerberus!... Good dog!... but stop!Stay!... A great luminous thought ... I do believeThere's still some morphia that I bought on leave."Then swiftly Cerberus' wide mouths I cramWith army biscuit smeared with ration jam;
And sleep lurks in the luscious plum and apple.He crunches, swallows, stiffens, seems to grappleWith the all-powerful poppy ... then a snore,A crash; the beast blocks up the corridorWith monstrous hairy carcase, red and dun—Too late! for I've sped through.O Life! O Sun!
Back from the Somme two FusiliersLimped painfully home; the elder said,S. "Robert, I've lived three thousand yearsThis Summer, and I'm nine parts dead."R. "But if that's truly so," I cried, "quick, now,Through these great oaks and see the famous bough
"Where once a nonsense built her nestWith skulls and flowers and all things queer,In an old boot, with patient breastHatching three eggs; and the next year ..."S. "Foaled thirteen squamous young beneath, and ridWales of drink, melancholy, and psalms, she did."
Said he, "Before this quaint mood fails,We'll sit and weave a nonsense hymn,"R. "Hanging it up with monkey tailsIn a deep grove all hushed and dim...."S. "To glorious yellow-bunched banana-trees,"R. "Planted in dreams by pious Portuguese,"
S. "Which men are wise beyond their time,And worship nonsense, no one more."R. "Hard by, among old quince and lime,They've built a temple with no floor,"S. "And whosoever worships in that place,He disappears from sight and leaves no trace."
R. "Once the Galatians built a faneTo Sense: what duller God than that?"S. "But the first day of autumn rainThe roof fell in and crushed them flat."R. "Ay, for a roof of subtlest logic fallsWhen nonsense is foundation for the walls."
I tell him old Galatian tales;He caps them in quick Portuguese,While phantom creatures with green scalesScramble and roll among the trees.The hymn swells; on a bough above us singsA row of bright pink birds, flapping their wings.
Walking through trees to cool my heat and pain,I know that David's with me here again.All that is simple, happy, strong, he is.Caressingly I strokeRough hark of the friendly oak.A brook goes bubbling by: the voice is his.Turf burns with pleasant smoke;I laugh at chaffinch and at primroses.All that is simple, happy, strong, he is.Over the whole wood in a little whileBreaks his slow smile.
"Gabble-gabble,... brethren,... gabble-gabble!"My window frames forest and heather.I hardly hear the tuneful babble,Not knowing nor much caring whetherThe text is praise or exhortation,Prayer or thanksgiving, or damnation.
Outside it blows wetter and wetter,The tossing trees never stay still.I shift my elbows to catch betterThe full round sweep of heathered hill.The tortured copse bends to and froIn silence like a shadow-show.
The parson's voice runs like a riverOver smooth rocks. I like this church:The pews are staid, they never shiver,They never bend or sway or lurch."Prayer," says the kind voice, "is a chainThat draws down Grace from Heaven again."
I add the hymns up, over and over,Until there's not the least mistake.Seven-seventy-one. (Look! there's a plover!It's gone!) Who's that Saint by the lake?The red light from his mantle passesAcross the broad memorial brasses.
It's pleasant here for dreams and thinking,Lolling and letting reason nod,With ugly serious people linkingSad prayers to a forgiving God....But a dumb blast sets the trees swayingWith furious zeal like madmen praying.
Back from the line one night in June,I gave a dinner at Bethune—Seven courses, the most gorgeous mealMoney could buy or batman steal.Five hungry lads welcomed the fishWith shouts that nearly cracked the dish;Asparagus came with tender tops,Strawberries in cream, and mutton chops.Said Jenkins, as my hand he shook,"They'll put this in the history book."We bawled Church anthemsin choroOf Bethlehem and Hermon snow,With drinking songs, a jolly soundTo help the good red Pommard round.Stories and laughter interspersed,We drowned a long La Bassée thirst—Trenches in June make throats damned dry.Then through the window suddenly,Badge, stripes and medals all complete,We saw him swagger up the street,Just like a live man—Corporal Stare!Stare! Killed last May at Festubert.Caught on patrol near the Boche wire,Tom horribly by machine-gun fire!He paused, saluted smartly, grinned,Then passed away like a puff of wind,Leaving us blank astonishment.The song broke, up we started, leantOut of the window—nothing there,Not the least shadow of Corporal Stare,Only a quiver of smoke that showedA fag-end dropped on the silent road.
Down in the mud I lay,Tired out by my long dayOf five damned days and nights,Five sleepless days and nights, ...Dream-snatched, and set me whereThe dungeon of DespairLooms over Desolate Sea,Frowning and threatening meWith aspect high and steep—A most malignant keep.My foes that lay withinShouted and made a din,Hooted and grinned and cried:"Today we've killed your pride;Today your ardour ends.We've murdered all your friends;We've undermined by stealthYour happiness and your health.We've taken away your hope;Now you may droop and mopeTo misery and to Death."But with my spear of Faith,Stout as an oaken rafter,With my round shield of laughter,With my sharp, tongue-like swordThat speaks a bitter word,I stood beneath the wallAnd there defied them all.The stones they cast I caughtAnd alchemized with thoughtInto such lumps of goldAs dreaming misers hold.The boiling oil they threwFell in a shower of dew,Refreshing me; the spearsFlew harmless by my ears,Struck quivering in the sod;There, like the prophet's rod,Put leaves out, took firm root,And bore me instant fruit.My foes were all astounded,Dumbstricken and confounded,Gaping in a long row;They dared not thrust nor throw.Thus, then, I climbed a steepButtress and won the keep,And laughed and proudly blewMy horn,"Stand to! Stand to!Wake up, sir! Here's a newAttack! Stand to! Stand to!"
The youngest poet down the shelves was fumblingIn a dim library, just behind the chairFrom which the ancient poet was mum-mumblingA song about some Lovers at a Fair,Pulling his long white beard and gently grumblingThat rhymes were beastly things and never there.
And as I groped, the whole time I was thinkingAbout the tragic poem I'd been writing,...An old man's life of beer and whisky drinking,His years of kidnapping and wicked fighting;And how at last, into a fever sinking,Remorsefully he died, his bedclothes biting.
But suddenly I saw the bright green coverOf a thin pretty book right down below;I snatched it up and turned the pages over,To find it full of poetry, and soPut it down my neck with quick hands like a lover,And turned to watch if the old man saw it go.
The book was full of funny muddling mazes,Each rounded off into a lovely song,And most extraordinary and monstrous phrasesKnotted with rhymes like a slave-driver's thong.And metre twisting like a chain of daisiesWith great big splendid words a sentence long.
I took the book to bed with me and gloated,Learning the lines that seemed to sound most grand;So soon the pretty emerald green was coatedWith jam and greasy marks from my hot hand,While round the nursery for long months there floatedWonderful words no one could understand.
Christ of His gentlenessThirsting and hungering,Walked in the wilderness;Soft words of grace He spokeUnto lost desert-folkThat listened wondering.He heard the bitterns callFrom ruined palace-wall,Answered them brotherly.He held communionWith the she-pelicanOf lonely piety.Basilisk, cockatrice,Flocked to his homilies,With mail of dread device,With monstrous barbéd slings,With eager dragon-eyes;Great rats on leather wingsAnd poor blind broken things,Foul in their miseries.And ever with Him went,Of all His wanderingsComrade, with ragged coat,Gaunt ribs—poor innocent—Bleeding foot, burning throat,The guileless old scapegoat;For forty nights and daysFollowed in Jesus' ways,Sure guard behind Him kept,Tears like a lover wept.
Cherries of the night are riperThan the cherries pluckt at noonGather to your fairy piperWhen he pipes his magic tune:Merry, merry,Take a cherry;Mine are sounder,Mine are rounder,Mine are sweeterFor the eaterUnder the moon.And you'll be fairies soon.
In the cherry pluckt at night,With the dew of summer swelling,There's a juice of pure delight,Cool, dark, sweet, divinely smelling.Merry, merry,Take a cherry;Mine are sounder,Mine are rounderMine are sweeterFor the eaterIn the moonlight.And you'll be fairies quite.
When I sound the fairy call,Gather here in silent meeting,Chin to knee on the orchard wall,Cooled with dew and cherries eating.Merry, merry,Take a cherry;Mine are sounder,Mine are rounder,Mine are sweeter.For the eaterWhen the dews fall.And you'll be fairies all.
I've watched the Seasons passing slow, so slow,In the fields between La Bassée and Bethune;Primroses and the first warm day of Spring,Red poppy floods of June,August, and yellowing Autumn, soTo Winter nights knee-deep in mud or snow,And you've been everything.
Dear, you've been everything that I most lackIn these soul-deadening trenches—pictures, books,Music, the quiet of an English wood,Beautiful comrade-looks,The narrow, bouldered mountain-track,The broad, full-bosomed ocean, green and black,And Peace, and all that's good.
I now delightIn spiteOf the mightAnd the rightOf classic tradition,In writingAnd recitingStraight ahead,Without let or omission,Just any little rhymeIn any little timeThat runs in my head;Because, I've said,My rhymes no longer shall stand arrayedLike Prussian soldiers on paradeThat march,Stiff as starch,Foot to foot,Boot to boot,Blade to blade,Button to buttonCheeks and chops and chins like mutton.No! No!My rhymes must goTurn 'ee, twist 'ee,Twinkling, frosty,Will-o'-the-wisp-like, misty;Rhymes I will makeLike Keats and BlakeAnd Christina Rossetti,With run and ripple and shake.How prettyTo takeA merry little rhymeIn a jolly little timeAnd poke it,And choke it,Change it, arrange it,Straight-lace it, deface it,Pleat it with pleats,Sheet it with sheetsOf empty conceits,And chop and chew,And hack and hew,And weld it into a uniform stanza,And evolve a neat,Complacent, complete,Academic extravaganza!