THE SHOPTin-tinkle-tinkle-tinkle, went the bell,As I pushed in; and, once again, the smellOf groceries, and news-sheets freshly-printed,That always greeted me when I looked inTo buy my evening-paper: but, to-night,I wondered not to see the well-known face,With kind, brown eyes, and ever-friendly smile,Behind the counter; and to find the placeDeserted at this hour, and not a lightIn either window. Waiting there, a while,Though wondering at what change these changes hinted,I yet was grateful for the quiet gloom--Lit only by a gleam from the back-room,And, here and there, a glint of glass and tin--So pleasant, after all the flare and dinAnd hubbub of the foundry: and my eyes,Still tingling from the smoke, were glad to restUpon the ordered shelves, so neatly dressedThat, even in the dusk, they seemed to tellNo little of the hand that kept them clean,And of the head that sorted things so wellThat naught of waste or worry could be seen,And kept all sweet with ever-fresh supplies.And, as I thought upon her quiet way,Wondering what could have got her, that she'd leftThe shop, unlit, untended, and bereftOf her kind presence, overhead I heardA tiptoe creak, as though somebody stirred,With careful step, across the upper floor:Then all was silent, till the back-room doorSwung open; and her husband hurried in.He feared he'd kept me, waiting in the dark;And he was sorry: but his wife who servedThe customers at night-time usually--While he made up the ledger after tea,Was busy, when I ... Well, to tell the truth,They were in trouble, for their little sonHad come in ill from school ... the doctor saidPneumonia ... they'd been putting him to bed:Perhaps, I'd heard them, moving overhead,For boards would creak, and creak, for all your care.They hoped the best; for he was young; and youthCould come through much; and all that could be doneWould be ... then he stood, listening, quite unnerved,As though he heard a footstep on the stair,Though I heard nothing: but at my remarkAbout the fog and sleet, he turned,And answered quickly, as there burnedIn his brown eyes an eager flame:The raw and damp were much to blame:If but his son might breathe West-country air!A certain Cornish village he could nameWas just the place; if they could send him there,And only for a week, he'd come back stronger...And then, again, he listened: and I tookMy paper, and went, afraid to keep him longer;And left him standing with that haggard look.Next night, as I pushed in, there was no tinkle:And, glancing up, I saw the bell was gone;Although, in either window, the gas shone;And I was greeted by a cheery twinkleOf burnished tins and bottles from the shelves:And now, I saw the father busy thereBehind the counter, cutting with a stringA bar of soap up for a customer,With weary eyes, and jerky, harassed air,As if his mind were hardly on the task:And when 'twas done, and parcelled up for her,And she had gone; he turned to me, and said:He thought that folks might cut their soap themselves.'Twas nothing much ... but any little thing,At such a time ... And, having little doubtThe boy was worse, I did not like to ask;So picked my paper up, and hurried out.And, all next day, amid the glare and clangAnd clatter of the workshop, his words rang;And kept on ringing, in my head a-ring;But any little thing ... at such a time...And kept on chiming to the anvils' chime:But any little thing ... at such a time...And they were hissed and sputtered in the sizzleOf water on hot iron: little thing...At such a time: and, when I left, at last,The smoke and steam; and walked through the cold drizzle,The lumbering of the 'buses as they passedSeemed full of it; and to the passing feet,The words kept patter, patter, with dull beat.I almost feared to turn into their street,Lest I should find the blinds down in the shop:And, more than once, I'd half-a-mind to stop,And buy my paper from the yelling boys,Who darted all about with such a noiseThat I half-wondered, in a foolish way,How they could shriek so, knowing that the soundMust worry children, lying ill in bed...Then, thinking even they must earn their bread,As I earned mine, and scarce as noisily!I wandered on; and very soon I foundI'd followed where my thoughts had been all day.And stood before the shop, relieved to seeThe gases burning, and no window-blindOf blank foreboding. With an easier mind,I entered slowly; and was glad to findThe father by the counter, 'waiting me,With paper ready and a cheery face.Yes! yes! the boy was better ... took the turn,Last night, just after I had left the place.He feared that he'd been short and cross last night.But, when a little child was suffering,It worried you ... and any little thing,At such a moment, made you cut up rough:Though, now that he was going on all right...Well, he'd have patience, now, to be polite!And, soon as ever he was well enough,The boy should go to Cornwall for a change--Should go to his own home; for he, himself,Was Cornish, born and bred, his wife as well:And still his parents lived in the old place--A little place, as snug as snug could be...Where apple-blossom dipped into the sea...Perhaps, to strangers' ears, that sounded strange--But not to any Cornishman who knewHow sea and land ran up into each other;And how, all round each wide, blue estuary,The flowers were blooming to the waters' edge:You'd come on blue-bells like a sea of blue...But they would not be out for some while yet...'Twould be primroses, blowing everywhere,Primroses, and primroses, and primroses...You'd never half-know what primroses were,Unless you'd seen them growing in the West;But, having seen, would never more forget.Why, every bank, and every lane and hedgeWas just one blaze of yellow; and the smell,When the sun shone upon them, after wet...And his eyes sparkled, as he turned to sellA penny loaf and half-an-ounce of teaTo a poor child, who waited patiently,With hacking cough that tore her hollow chest:And, as she went out, clutching tight the change,He muttered to himself: It's strange, it's strangeThat little ones should suffer so.... The lightHad left his eyes: but, when he turned to me,I saw a flame leap in them, hot and bright.I'd like to take them all, he said, to-night!And, in the workshop, all through the next day,The anvils had another tune to play...Primroses, and primroses, and primroses:The bellows puffing out: It's strange, it's strangeThat little ones should suffer so...And now, my hammer, at a blow:I'd like to take them all, to-night!And, in the clouds of steam, and white-hot glow,I seemed to see primroses everywhere,Primroses, and primroses, and primroses.And, each night after that, I heard the boyWas mending quickly; and would soon be well:Till one night I was startled by the bell:Tin-tinkle-tinkle-tinkle, loud and clear;And tried to hush it, lest the lad should hear.But, when the father saw me clutch the thing,He said, the boy had missed it yesterday;And wondered why he could not hear it ring;And wanted it; and had to have his way.And then, with brown eyes burning with deep joy,He told me, that his son was going West--Was going home ... the doctor thought, next week,He'd be quite well enough: the way was long;But trains were quick; and he would soon be thereAnd on the journey he'd have every care,His mother being with him ... it was best,That she should go: for he would find it strange,The little chap, at first ... she needed change...And, when they'd had a whiff of Western air!'Twould cost a deal; and there was naught to spareBut, what was money, if you hadn't health:And, what more could you buy, if you'd the wealth...Yes! 'twould be lonely for himself, and rough;Though, on the whole, he'd manage well enough:He'd have a lot to do: and there was naughtLike work to keep folk cheerful: when the handWas busy, you had little time for thought;And thinking was the mischief ... and 'twas grandTo know that they'd be happy. Then the bellWent tinkle-tinkle; and he turned to sell.One night he greeted me with face that shone,Although the eyes were wistful; they were gone--Had gone this morning, he was glad to say:And, though 'twas sore work, setting them away,Still, 'twas the best for them ... and they would beAlready in the cottage by the sea...He spoke no more of them; but turned his head;And said he wondered if the price of bread...And, as I went again into the night,I saw his eyes were glistening in the light.And, two nights after that, he'd got a letter:And all was well: the boy was keeping better;And was as happy as a child could be,All day with the primroses and the sea,And pigs! Of all the wonders of the West,His mother wrote, he liked the pigs the best.And now the father laughed until the tearsWere in his eyes, and chuckled: Aye! he knew!Had he not been a boy there once, himself?He'd liked pigs, too, when he was his son's years.And then, he reached a half-loaf from the shelf;And twisted up a farthing's worth of tea,And farthing's worth of sugar, for the child,The same poor child who waited patiently,Still shaken by a hacking, racking cough.And, all next day, the anvils rang with jigs:The bellows roared and rumbled with loud laughter,Until it seemed the workshop had gone wild,And it would echo, echo, ever afterThe tune the hammers tinkled on and off,A silly tune of primroses and pigs...Of all the wonders of the WestHe liked the pigs, he liked the pigs the best!Next night, as I went in, I caughtA strange, fresh smell. The postman had just broughtA precious box from Cornwall, and the shopWas lit with primroses, that lay atopA Cornish pasty, and a pot of cream:And, as, with gentle hands, the father liftedThe flowers his little son had plucked for him,He stood a moment in a far-off dream,As though in glad remembrances he driftedOn Western seas: and, as his eyes grew dim,He stooped, and buried them in deep, sweet bloomTill, hearing, once again, the poor child's cough,He served her hurriedly, and sent her off,Quite happily, with thin hands filled with flowers.And, as I followed to the street, the gloomWas starred with primroses; and many hoursThe strange, shy flickering surpriseOf that child's keen, enchanted eyesLit up my heart, and brightened my dull room.Then, many nights the foundry kept me lateWith overtime; and I was much too tiredTo go round by the shop; but made for bedAs straight as I could go: until one nightWe'd left off earlier, though 'twas after eight,I thought I'd like some news about the boy.I found the shop untended; and the bellTin-tinkle-tinkle-tinkled all in vain.And then I saw, through the half-curtained pane,The back-room was a very blaze of joy:And knew the mother and son had come safe back.And, as I slipped away, now all was well,I heard the boy shriek out, in shrill delight:"And, father, all the little pigs were black!"FLANNAN ISLE"Though three men dwell on Flannan IsleTo keep the lamp alight,As we steered under the lee, we caughtNo glimmer through the night."A passing ship at dawn had broughtThe news; and quickly we set sail,To find out what strange thing might ailThe keepers of the deep-sea light.The Winter day broke blue and bright,With glancing sun and glancing spray,As o'er the swell our boat made way,As gallant as a gull in flight.But, as we neared the lonely Isle;And looked up at the naked height;And saw the lighthouse towering white,With blinded lantern, that all nightHad never shot a sparkOf comfort through the dark,So ghostly in the cold sunlightIt seemed, that we were struck the whileWith wonder all too dread for words.And, as into the tiny creekWe stole beneath the hanging crag,We saw three queer, black, ugly birds--Too big, by far, in my belief,For guillemot or shag--Like seamen sitting bolt-uprightUpon a half-tide reef:But, as we neared, they plunged from sight,Without a sound, or spurt of white.And still too mazed to speak,We landed; and made fast the boat;And climbed the track in single file,Each wishing he was safe afloat,On any sea, however far,So it be far from Flannan Isle:And still we seemed to climb, and climb,As though we'd lost all count of time,And so must climb for evermore.Yet, all too soon, we reached the door--The black, sun-blistered lighthouse-door,That gaped for us ajar.As, on the threshold, for a spell,We paused, we seemed to breathe the smellOf limewash and of tar,Familiar as our daily breath,As though 'twere some strange scent of deathAnd so, yet wondering, side by side,We stood a moment, still tongue-tied:And each with black foreboding eyedThe door, ere we should fling it wide,To leave the sunlight for the gloom:Till, plucking courage up, at last,Hard on each other's heels we passed,Into the living-room.Yet, as we crowded through the door,We only saw a table, spreadFor dinner, meat and cheese and bread;But, all untouched; and no one there:As though, when they sat down to eat,Ere they could even taste,Alarm had come; and they in hasteHad risen and left the bread and meat:For at the table-head a chairLay tumbled on the floor.We listened; but we only heardThe feeble cheeping of a birdThat starved upon its perch:And, listening still, without a word,We set about our hopeless search.We hunted high, we hunted low;And soon ransacked the empty house;Then o'er the Island, to and fro,We ranged, to listen and to lookIn every cranny, cleft or nookThat might have hid a bird or mouse:But, though we searched from shore to shore,We found no sign in any place:And soon again stood face to faceBefore the gaping door:And stole into the room once moreAs frightened children steal.Aye: though we hunted high and low,And hunted everywhere,Of the three men's fate we found no traceOf any kind in any place,But a door ajar, and an untouched meal,And an overtoppled chair.And, as we listened in the gloomOf that forsaken living-room---A chill clutch on our breath--We thought how ill-chance came to allWho kept the Flannan Light:And how the rock had been the deathOf many a likely lad:How six had come to a sudden end,And three had gone stark mad:And one whom we'd all known as friendHad leapt from the lantern one still night,And fallen dead by the lighthouse wall:And long we thoughtOn the three we sought,And of what might yet befall.Like curs, a glance has brought to heel,We listened, flinching there:And looked, and looked, on the untouched meal,And the overtoppled chair.We seemed to stand for an endless while,Though still no word was said,Three men alive on Flannan Isle,Who thought, on three men dead.THE BROTHERSAll morning they had quarrelled, as they worked,A little off their fellows, in the pit:Dick growled at Robert; Robert said Dick shirked:And when the roof, dropt more than they had reckoned,Began to crack and split,Though both rushed like a shot to setThe pit-props in their places,Each said the other was to blame,When, all secure, with flushed and grimy faces,They faced each other for a second.All morning they had quarrelled: yet,Neither had breathed her name.Again they turned to work:And in the dusty murkOf that black galleryWhich ran out three miles underneath the sea,There was no sound at all,Save whispering creak of roof and wall.And crack of coal, and tap of pick,And now and then a rattling fall:While Robert worked on steadily, but DickIn fits and starts, with teeth clenched tight,And dark eyes flashing in his lamp's dull light.And when he paused, nigh spent, to wipe the sweatFrom off his dripping brow: and Robert turnedTo fling some idle jibe at him, the sparkOf anger, smouldering in him, flared and burned--Though all his body quivered, wringing-wet--Till that black holeTo him blazed red,As if the very coalHad kindled underfoot and overhead:Then, gripping tight his pick,He rushed upon his brother:But Robert, turning quick,Leapt up, and now they faced each other.They faced each other: Dick with arm upraised,In act to strike, and murder in his eyes....When, suddenly, with noise of thunder,The earth shook round them, rumbling o'er and under;And Dick saw Robert, lying at his feet:As, close behind, the gallery crashed in:And almost at his heel, earth gaped asunder.By black disaster dazed,His wrath died; and he dropped the pick;And staggered, dizzily and terror-sick.But, when the dust and dinHad settled to a stillness, dread as death:And he once more could draw his breath;He gave a little joyful shoutTo find the lamps had not gone out.And on his knees he fellBeside his brother, buried in black dust:And, full of tense misgiving,He lifted him, and thrustA knee beneath his head; and clearedThe dust from mouth and nose: but could not tellAwhile if he were dead or living.Too fearful to know what he feared,He fumbled at the open shirt,And felt till he could feel the heart,Still beating with a feeble beat:And then he saw the closed lids part,And saw the nostrils quiver;And knew his brother lived, though sorely hurt.Again he staggered to his feet,And fetched his water-can, and wetThe ashy lips, and bathed the brow,Until his brother sat up with a shiver,And gazed before him with a senseless stareAnd dull eyes strangely set.Too well Dick knew that nowThey must not linger there,Cut off from all their mates, to be o'ertakenIn less than no time by the deadly damp,So, picking up his lamp,He made his brother rise;Then took him by the arm,And shook him, till he'd shakenAn inkling of the danger and alarmInto those dull, still eyes:Then dragged him, and half-carried him, in haste,To reach the airway, where 'twould still be sweetWhen all the gallery was foul with gas:But, soon as they had reached it, they were facedBy a big fall of roof they could not pass;And found themselves cut off from all retreat,On every hand, by that black shining wall;With naught to do but sit and waitTill rescue came, if rescue came at all,And did not come too late.And, in the fresher airway, light came backTo Robert's eyes, although he never spoke:And not a sound the deathly quiet broke,As they sat staring at that wall of black--As, in the glimmer of the dusky lamp,They sat and wondered, wondered if the damp--The stealthy after-damp that creeping, creeping,Takes strong lads by the throat, and drops them sleeping,To wake no more for any woman's weeping--Would steal upon them, ere the rescue came....And if the rescuers would find them sitting,Would find them sitting cold....Then, as they sat and wondered, like a flameOne thought burned up both hearts:Still, neither breathed her name.And now their thoughts dropped back into the pit,And through the league-long gallery went flittingWith speed no fall could hold:They wondered how their mates had fared:If they'd been struck stone-dead,Or if they sharedLike fate with them, or reached the shaft,Unhurt, and only scared,Before disaster overtook them:And then, although their courage ne'er forsook them,They wondered once again if they must sitAwaiting death ... but knowing wellThat even for a while to dwellOn such like thoughts will drive a strong man daft:They shook themselves until their thoughts ran freeAlong the drift, and clambered in the cage;And in a trice were shooting up the shaft:But when their thoughts had come to the pithead,And found the fearful people gathered there,Beneath the noonday sun,Bright-eyed with terror, blinded by despair,Dick rose, and with his chalk wrote on the wall,This message for their folk:"We can't get any further, 12, noonday"--And signed both names; and, when he'd done,Though neither of them spoke,They both seemed easier in a way,Now that they'd left a word,Though nothing but a scrawl.And silent still they sat,And never stirred:And Dick's thoughts dwelt on this and that:How, far above their heads, upon the seaThe sun was shining merrily,And in its golden glancingThe windy waves were dancing:And how he'd slipt that morning on his way:And how on Friday, when he drew his pay,He'd buy a blanket for his whippet, Nell;He felt dead certain she would win the race,On Saturday ... though you could never tell,There were such odds against her ... but his faceLit up as though, even now, he saw her run,A little slip of lightning, in the sun:While Robert's thoughts were ever on the matchHis team was booked to play on Saturday;He placed the field, and settled who should playThe centre-forward; for he had a doubtWill Burn was scarcely up to form, although...Just then, the lamp went slowly out.Still, neither stirred,Nor spoke a word;Though either's breath came quickly, with a catch.And now again one thoughtSet both their hearts afireIn one fierce flameOf quick desire:Though neither breathed her name.Then Dick stretched out his hand; and caughtHis brother's arm; and whispered in his ear:"Bob, lad, there's naught to fear ...And, when we're out, lad, you and she shall wed."Bob gripped Dick's hand; and then no more was said,As, slowly, all about them roseThe deadly after-damp; but closeThey sat together, hand in hand.Then their minds wandered; and Dick seemed to standAnd shout till he was hoarseTo speed his winning whippet down the course ...And Robert, with the ballSecure within his oxter charged aheadStraight for the goal, and none could hold,Though many tried a fall.Then dreaming they were lucky boys in bed,Once more, and lying snugly by each other:Dick, with his arms clasped tight about his brother,Whispered with failing breathInto the ear of death:"Come, Robert, cuddle closer, lad, it's cold."THE BLIND ROWERAnd since he rowed his father home,His hand has never touched an oar.All day, he wanders on the shore,And hearkens to the swishing foam.Though blind from birth, he still could rowAs well as any lad with sight;And knew strange things that none may knowSave those who live without the light.When they put out that Summer eveTo sink the lobster-pots at sea,The sun was crimson in the sky;And not a breath was in the sky,The brooding, thunder-laden sky,That, heavily and wearily,Weighed down upon the waveless seaThat scarcely seemed to heave.The pots were safely sunk; and thenThe father gave the word for home:He took the tiller in his hand,And, in his heart already home,He brought her nose round towards the land,To steer her straight for home.He never spoke,Nor stirred again:A sudden stroke,And he lay dead,With staring eyes, and lips of lead.The son rowed on, and nothing feared:And sometimes, merrily,He lifted up his voice, and sang,Both high and low,And loud and sweet:For he was ever gay at sea,And ever glad to row,And rowed as only blind men row:And little did the blind lad knowThat death was at his feet:For still he thought his father steered;Nor knew that he was all aloneWith death upon the open sea.So merrily, he rowed, and sang;And, strangely on the silence rangThat lonely melody,As, through the livid, brooding gloom,By rock and reef, he rowed for home--The blind man rowed the dead man home.But, as they neared the shore,He rested on his oar:And, wondering that his father keptSo very quiet in the stern;He laughed, and asked him if he slept;And vowed he heard him snore just now.Though, when his father spoke no word,A sudden fear upon him came:And, crying on his father's name,With flinching heart, he heardThe water lapping on the shore;And all his blood ran cold, to feelThe shingle grate beneath the keel:And stretching over towards the stern,His knuckle touched the dead man's brow.But, help was near at hand;And safe he came to land:Though none has ever knownHow he rowed in, alone,And never touched a reef.Some say they saw the dead man steer--The dead man steer the blind man home--Though, when they found him dead,His hand was cold as lead.So, ever restless, to and fro,In every sort of weather,The blind lad wanders on the shore,And hearkens to the foam.His hand has never touched an oar,Since they came home together--The blind, who rowed his father home--The dead, who steered his blind son home.THE FLUTE"Good-night!" he sang out cheerily:"Good-night!" and yet again: "Good-night!"And I was gay that night to beOnce more in my clean countryside,Among the windy hills and wide.Six days of city slush and mud,Of hooting horn, and spattering wheel,Made me rejoice again to feelThe tingling frost that fires the blood,And sets life burning keen and bright;And down the ringing road to strideThe eager swinging stride that bracesThe straining thews from hip to heel:To breathe again the wind that sweepsAcross the grassy, Northern steeps,From crystal deeps and starry spaces.And I was glad again to hearThe old man's greeting of good cheer:For every night for many a yearAt that same corner we had met,Summer and Winter, dry and wet:And though I never once had heardThe old man speak another word,His cheery greeting at the bendSeemed like the welcome of a friend.But, as we neared to-night, somehow,I felt that he would stop and speak:Though he went by: and when I turned,I saw him standing in the road,And looking back, with hand to brow,As if to shade old eyes, grown weakAwaiting the long sleep they'd earned:Though, as again towards him I strode,A friendly light within them burned.And then, as I drew nigh, he spokeWith shaking head, and voice that broke:"I've missed you these last nights," he said"And I have not so many nowThat I can miss friends easily...Aye: friends grow scarce, as you grow old:And roads are rough: and winds are cold:And when you feel you're losing hold,Life does not go too merrily."And then he stood with nodding head,And spoke no more. And so I toldHow I had been, six days and nights,Exiled from pleasant sounds and sights.And now, as though my voice had stirredHis heart to speech, he told right out,With quickening eye and quavering word,The things I care to hear about,The little things that make up life:How he'd been lonesome, since his wifeHad died, some thirty year ago:And how he trudged three mile or soTo reach the farmstead where he worked,And three mile back to his own door...For he dwelt outby on the moor:And every day the distance irkedMore sorely still his poor, old bones;And all the road seemed strewn with stonesTo trip you up, when you were old--When you were old, and friends were few:How, since the farmstead had been sold,The master and the men were new,All save himself; and they were young;And Mistress had a raspy tongue:So, often, he would hardly speakA friendly word from week to weekWith any soul. Old friends had died,Or else had quit the countryside:And, since his wife was taken, heHad lived alone, this thirty year:And there were few who cared to hearAn old man's jabber ... and too longHe'd kept me, standing in the cold,With his long tongue, and such a songAbout himself! And I would be...I put my arm through his; and turnedTo go upon his way with him:And once again that warm light burnedIn those old eyes, so weak and dim:While, with thin, piping voice, he toldHow much it meant to him each nightTo change a kindly word with me:To think that he'd at least one friendWho'd maybe miss him, in the end.Then, as we walked, he said no more:And, silent, in the starry light,Across the wide, sweet-smelling bent,Between the grass and stars we wentIn quiet, friendly company:And, all the way, we only heardA chirrup where some partridge stirred,And ran before us through the grass,To hide his head till we should pass.At length, we reached the cottage-door:But, when I stopped, and turned to go,His words came falteringly and slow:If I would step inside, and rest,I'd be right welcome: not a guestHad crossed his threshold, thirty year...He'd naught but bread and cheese and beerTo offer me ... but, I'd know best...He spoke with hand upon the latch;And, when I answered, opened wideThe cottage-door; and stepped inside;And, as I followed, struck a match,And lit a tallow-dip: and stirredThe banked-up peats into a glow:And then with shuffling step and slowHe moved about: and soon had setTwo mugs of beer, and bread and cheese:And while we made a meal off these,The old man never spoke a word;But, brooding in the ingle-seat,With eyes upon the kindling peat,He seemed awhile to quite forgetHe was not sitting by himselfTo-night, like any other night;When, as, in the dim candle-light,I glanced around me, with surpriseI saw, upon the rafter-shelf,A flute, nigh hidden in the shade.And when I asked him if he played,The light came back into his eyes:Aye, aye, he sometimes piped a bit,But not so often since she died.And then, as though old memories litHis poor, old heart, and made it glad,He told how he, when quite a lad,Had taught himself: and they would playOn penny whistles all the day--He and the miller's son, besideThe millpool, chirping all they knew,Till they could whistle clean and true:And how, when old enough to earn,They both saved up to buy a flute;And they had played it, turn for turn:But, Jake was dead, this long while back...Ah! if I'd only heard him toot,I'd know what music meant. Aye, aye...He'd play me something, by-and-bye;Though he was naught to Jake ... and nowHis breath was scant, and fingering slack...He used to play to her at nightThe melodies that she liked best,While she worked on: she'd never restBy daylight, or by candle-light...And then, with hand upon his brow,He brooded, quiet in his chair,With eyes upon the red peat-glare;Until, at length, he roused himself,And reached the flute down from the shelf;And, carrying it outside the door,I saw him take a can, and pourFresh water through the instrument,To make it sweet of tone, he said.Then, in his seat, so old and bent,With kindling eyes, and swaying head,He played the airs he used to playTo please his wife, before she died:And as I watched his body swayIn time and tune, from side to side,So happy, playing, and to pleaseWith old familiar melodies,His eyes grew brighter and more bright,As though they saw some well-loved sight:And, following his happy gaze,I turned, and saw, without amaze,A woman standing, young and fair,With hazel eyes, and thick brown hairBrushed smoothly backward from the brow,Beside the table that but now,Save for the empty mugs, was bare.Upon it she had spread a sheet:And stood there, ironing a shirt,Her husband's, as he played to herHer favourite tunes, so old and sweet.I watched her move with soundless stir;Then stand with listening eyes, and holdThe iron near her glowing cheek,Lest it, too hot, should do some hurt,And she, so careful not to burnThe well-darned shirt, so worn and old.Then, something seemed to make me turnTo look on the old man again:And, as I looked, the playing stopped;And now I saw that he had droppedInto his brooding mood once more,With eyes again grown dull and weak.He seemed the oldest of old menWho grope through life with sight worn dimAnd, even as I looked at him,Too full of tender awe to speak,I knew once more the board was bare,With no young woman standing thereWith hazel eyes and thick, brown hair;And I, in vain, for her should seek,If I but sought this side death's door.And so, at last, I rose, and tookHis hand: and as he clasped mine tight,I saw again that friendly lookFill his old weary eyes with light,And wish me, without words, good-nightAnd in my heart, that look glowed brightTill I reached home across the moor.And, at the corner of the lane,Next night, I heard the old voice cryIn greeting, as I struggled by,Head-down against the wind and rain.And so each night, until one day,His master chanced across my way:But, when I spoke of him, he said:Did I not know the man was dead,And had been dead a week or so?One morn he'd not turned up to work;And never having known him shirk;And hearing that he lived alone;He thought it best himself to goAnd see what ailed: and coming there,He found the old man in his chair,Stone-dead beside the cold hearthstone.It must be full a week, or more...Aye, just two weeks, come Saturday,He'd found him; but he must have diedO'ernight--(the night I heard him play!)And they had found, dropt by his side,A broken flute upon the floor.Yet, every night, his greeting stillAt that same corner of the hill,Summer and Winter, wet or dry,'Neath cloud, or moon, or cold starlight,Is waiting there to welcome me:And ever as I hurry by,The old voice sings out cheerily:"Good-night!" and yet again, "Good-night!"1910-1911.
THE SHOP
Tin-tinkle-tinkle-tinkle, went the bell,As I pushed in; and, once again, the smellOf groceries, and news-sheets freshly-printed,That always greeted me when I looked inTo buy my evening-paper: but, to-night,I wondered not to see the well-known face,With kind, brown eyes, and ever-friendly smile,Behind the counter; and to find the placeDeserted at this hour, and not a lightIn either window. Waiting there, a while,Though wondering at what change these changes hinted,I yet was grateful for the quiet gloom--Lit only by a gleam from the back-room,And, here and there, a glint of glass and tin--So pleasant, after all the flare and dinAnd hubbub of the foundry: and my eyes,Still tingling from the smoke, were glad to restUpon the ordered shelves, so neatly dressedThat, even in the dusk, they seemed to tellNo little of the hand that kept them clean,And of the head that sorted things so wellThat naught of waste or worry could be seen,And kept all sweet with ever-fresh supplies.And, as I thought upon her quiet way,Wondering what could have got her, that she'd leftThe shop, unlit, untended, and bereftOf her kind presence, overhead I heardA tiptoe creak, as though somebody stirred,With careful step, across the upper floor:Then all was silent, till the back-room doorSwung open; and her husband hurried in.He feared he'd kept me, waiting in the dark;And he was sorry: but his wife who servedThe customers at night-time usually--While he made up the ledger after tea,Was busy, when I ... Well, to tell the truth,They were in trouble, for their little sonHad come in ill from school ... the doctor saidPneumonia ... they'd been putting him to bed:Perhaps, I'd heard them, moving overhead,For boards would creak, and creak, for all your care.They hoped the best; for he was young; and youthCould come through much; and all that could be doneWould be ... then he stood, listening, quite unnerved,As though he heard a footstep on the stair,Though I heard nothing: but at my remarkAbout the fog and sleet, he turned,And answered quickly, as there burnedIn his brown eyes an eager flame:The raw and damp were much to blame:If but his son might breathe West-country air!A certain Cornish village he could nameWas just the place; if they could send him there,And only for a week, he'd come back stronger...And then, again, he listened: and I tookMy paper, and went, afraid to keep him longer;And left him standing with that haggard look.Next night, as I pushed in, there was no tinkle:And, glancing up, I saw the bell was gone;Although, in either window, the gas shone;And I was greeted by a cheery twinkleOf burnished tins and bottles from the shelves:And now, I saw the father busy thereBehind the counter, cutting with a stringA bar of soap up for a customer,With weary eyes, and jerky, harassed air,As if his mind were hardly on the task:And when 'twas done, and parcelled up for her,And she had gone; he turned to me, and said:He thought that folks might cut their soap themselves.'Twas nothing much ... but any little thing,At such a time ... And, having little doubtThe boy was worse, I did not like to ask;So picked my paper up, and hurried out.And, all next day, amid the glare and clangAnd clatter of the workshop, his words rang;And kept on ringing, in my head a-ring;But any little thing ... at such a time...And kept on chiming to the anvils' chime:But any little thing ... at such a time...And they were hissed and sputtered in the sizzleOf water on hot iron: little thing...At such a time: and, when I left, at last,The smoke and steam; and walked through the cold drizzle,The lumbering of the 'buses as they passedSeemed full of it; and to the passing feet,The words kept patter, patter, with dull beat.I almost feared to turn into their street,Lest I should find the blinds down in the shop:And, more than once, I'd half-a-mind to stop,And buy my paper from the yelling boys,Who darted all about with such a noiseThat I half-wondered, in a foolish way,How they could shriek so, knowing that the soundMust worry children, lying ill in bed...Then, thinking even they must earn their bread,As I earned mine, and scarce as noisily!I wandered on; and very soon I foundI'd followed where my thoughts had been all day.And stood before the shop, relieved to seeThe gases burning, and no window-blindOf blank foreboding. With an easier mind,I entered slowly; and was glad to findThe father by the counter, 'waiting me,With paper ready and a cheery face.Yes! yes! the boy was better ... took the turn,Last night, just after I had left the place.He feared that he'd been short and cross last night.But, when a little child was suffering,It worried you ... and any little thing,At such a moment, made you cut up rough:Though, now that he was going on all right...Well, he'd have patience, now, to be polite!And, soon as ever he was well enough,The boy should go to Cornwall for a change--Should go to his own home; for he, himself,Was Cornish, born and bred, his wife as well:And still his parents lived in the old place--A little place, as snug as snug could be...Where apple-blossom dipped into the sea...Perhaps, to strangers' ears, that sounded strange--But not to any Cornishman who knewHow sea and land ran up into each other;And how, all round each wide, blue estuary,The flowers were blooming to the waters' edge:You'd come on blue-bells like a sea of blue...But they would not be out for some while yet...'Twould be primroses, blowing everywhere,Primroses, and primroses, and primroses...You'd never half-know what primroses were,Unless you'd seen them growing in the West;But, having seen, would never more forget.Why, every bank, and every lane and hedgeWas just one blaze of yellow; and the smell,When the sun shone upon them, after wet...And his eyes sparkled, as he turned to sellA penny loaf and half-an-ounce of teaTo a poor child, who waited patiently,With hacking cough that tore her hollow chest:And, as she went out, clutching tight the change,He muttered to himself: It's strange, it's strangeThat little ones should suffer so.... The lightHad left his eyes: but, when he turned to me,I saw a flame leap in them, hot and bright.I'd like to take them all, he said, to-night!And, in the workshop, all through the next day,The anvils had another tune to play...Primroses, and primroses, and primroses:The bellows puffing out: It's strange, it's strangeThat little ones should suffer so...And now, my hammer, at a blow:I'd like to take them all, to-night!And, in the clouds of steam, and white-hot glow,I seemed to see primroses everywhere,Primroses, and primroses, and primroses.And, each night after that, I heard the boyWas mending quickly; and would soon be well:Till one night I was startled by the bell:Tin-tinkle-tinkle-tinkle, loud and clear;And tried to hush it, lest the lad should hear.But, when the father saw me clutch the thing,He said, the boy had missed it yesterday;And wondered why he could not hear it ring;And wanted it; and had to have his way.And then, with brown eyes burning with deep joy,He told me, that his son was going West--Was going home ... the doctor thought, next week,He'd be quite well enough: the way was long;But trains were quick; and he would soon be thereAnd on the journey he'd have every care,His mother being with him ... it was best,That she should go: for he would find it strange,The little chap, at first ... she needed change...And, when they'd had a whiff of Western air!'Twould cost a deal; and there was naught to spareBut, what was money, if you hadn't health:And, what more could you buy, if you'd the wealth...Yes! 'twould be lonely for himself, and rough;Though, on the whole, he'd manage well enough:He'd have a lot to do: and there was naughtLike work to keep folk cheerful: when the handWas busy, you had little time for thought;And thinking was the mischief ... and 'twas grandTo know that they'd be happy. Then the bellWent tinkle-tinkle; and he turned to sell.One night he greeted me with face that shone,Although the eyes were wistful; they were gone--Had gone this morning, he was glad to say:And, though 'twas sore work, setting them away,Still, 'twas the best for them ... and they would beAlready in the cottage by the sea...He spoke no more of them; but turned his head;And said he wondered if the price of bread...And, as I went again into the night,I saw his eyes were glistening in the light.And, two nights after that, he'd got a letter:And all was well: the boy was keeping better;And was as happy as a child could be,All day with the primroses and the sea,And pigs! Of all the wonders of the West,His mother wrote, he liked the pigs the best.And now the father laughed until the tearsWere in his eyes, and chuckled: Aye! he knew!Had he not been a boy there once, himself?He'd liked pigs, too, when he was his son's years.And then, he reached a half-loaf from the shelf;And twisted up a farthing's worth of tea,And farthing's worth of sugar, for the child,The same poor child who waited patiently,Still shaken by a hacking, racking cough.And, all next day, the anvils rang with jigs:The bellows roared and rumbled with loud laughter,Until it seemed the workshop had gone wild,And it would echo, echo, ever afterThe tune the hammers tinkled on and off,A silly tune of primroses and pigs...Of all the wonders of the WestHe liked the pigs, he liked the pigs the best!Next night, as I went in, I caughtA strange, fresh smell. The postman had just broughtA precious box from Cornwall, and the shopWas lit with primroses, that lay atopA Cornish pasty, and a pot of cream:And, as, with gentle hands, the father liftedThe flowers his little son had plucked for him,He stood a moment in a far-off dream,As though in glad remembrances he driftedOn Western seas: and, as his eyes grew dim,He stooped, and buried them in deep, sweet bloomTill, hearing, once again, the poor child's cough,He served her hurriedly, and sent her off,Quite happily, with thin hands filled with flowers.And, as I followed to the street, the gloomWas starred with primroses; and many hoursThe strange, shy flickering surpriseOf that child's keen, enchanted eyesLit up my heart, and brightened my dull room.Then, many nights the foundry kept me lateWith overtime; and I was much too tiredTo go round by the shop; but made for bedAs straight as I could go: until one nightWe'd left off earlier, though 'twas after eight,I thought I'd like some news about the boy.I found the shop untended; and the bellTin-tinkle-tinkle-tinkled all in vain.And then I saw, through the half-curtained pane,The back-room was a very blaze of joy:And knew the mother and son had come safe back.And, as I slipped away, now all was well,I heard the boy shriek out, in shrill delight:"And, father, all the little pigs were black!"
Tin-tinkle-tinkle-tinkle, went the bell,As I pushed in; and, once again, the smellOf groceries, and news-sheets freshly-printed,That always greeted me when I looked inTo buy my evening-paper: but, to-night,I wondered not to see the well-known face,With kind, brown eyes, and ever-friendly smile,Behind the counter; and to find the placeDeserted at this hour, and not a lightIn either window. Waiting there, a while,Though wondering at what change these changes hinted,I yet was grateful for the quiet gloom--Lit only by a gleam from the back-room,And, here and there, a glint of glass and tin--So pleasant, after all the flare and dinAnd hubbub of the foundry: and my eyes,Still tingling from the smoke, were glad to restUpon the ordered shelves, so neatly dressedThat, even in the dusk, they seemed to tellNo little of the hand that kept them clean,And of the head that sorted things so wellThat naught of waste or worry could be seen,And kept all sweet with ever-fresh supplies.
Tin-tinkle-tinkle-tinkle, went the bell,
As I pushed in; and, once again, the smell
Of groceries, and news-sheets freshly-printed,
That always greeted me when I looked in
To buy my evening-paper: but, to-night,
I wondered not to see the well-known face,
With kind, brown eyes, and ever-friendly smile,
Behind the counter; and to find the place
Deserted at this hour, and not a light
In either window. Waiting there, a while,
Though wondering at what change these changes hinted,
I yet was grateful for the quiet gloom--
Lit only by a gleam from the back-room,
And, here and there, a glint of glass and tin--
So pleasant, after all the flare and din
And hubbub of the foundry: and my eyes,
Still tingling from the smoke, were glad to rest
Upon the ordered shelves, so neatly dressed
That, even in the dusk, they seemed to tell
No little of the hand that kept them clean,
And of the head that sorted things so well
That naught of waste or worry could be seen,
And kept all sweet with ever-fresh supplies.
And, as I thought upon her quiet way,Wondering what could have got her, that she'd leftThe shop, unlit, untended, and bereftOf her kind presence, overhead I heardA tiptoe creak, as though somebody stirred,With careful step, across the upper floor:Then all was silent, till the back-room doorSwung open; and her husband hurried in.He feared he'd kept me, waiting in the dark;And he was sorry: but his wife who servedThe customers at night-time usually--While he made up the ledger after tea,Was busy, when I ... Well, to tell the truth,They were in trouble, for their little sonHad come in ill from school ... the doctor saidPneumonia ... they'd been putting him to bed:Perhaps, I'd heard them, moving overhead,For boards would creak, and creak, for all your care.They hoped the best; for he was young; and youthCould come through much; and all that could be doneWould be ... then he stood, listening, quite unnerved,As though he heard a footstep on the stair,Though I heard nothing: but at my remarkAbout the fog and sleet, he turned,And answered quickly, as there burnedIn his brown eyes an eager flame:The raw and damp were much to blame:If but his son might breathe West-country air!A certain Cornish village he could nameWas just the place; if they could send him there,And only for a week, he'd come back stronger...And then, again, he listened: and I tookMy paper, and went, afraid to keep him longer;And left him standing with that haggard look.
And, as I thought upon her quiet way,
Wondering what could have got her, that she'd left
The shop, unlit, untended, and bereft
Of her kind presence, overhead I heard
A tiptoe creak, as though somebody stirred,
With careful step, across the upper floor:
Then all was silent, till the back-room door
Swung open; and her husband hurried in.
He feared he'd kept me, waiting in the dark;
And he was sorry: but his wife who served
The customers at night-time usually--
While he made up the ledger after tea,
Was busy, when I ... Well, to tell the truth,
They were in trouble, for their little son
Had come in ill from school ... the doctor said
Pneumonia ... they'd been putting him to bed:
Perhaps, I'd heard them, moving overhead,
For boards would creak, and creak, for all your care.
They hoped the best; for he was young; and youth
Could come through much; and all that could be done
Would be ... then he stood, listening, quite unnerved,
As though he heard a footstep on the stair,
Though I heard nothing: but at my remark
About the fog and sleet, he turned,
And answered quickly, as there burned
In his brown eyes an eager flame:
The raw and damp were much to blame:
If but his son might breathe West-country air!
A certain Cornish village he could name
Was just the place; if they could send him there,
And only for a week, he'd come back stronger...
And then, again, he listened: and I took
My paper, and went, afraid to keep him longer;
And left him standing with that haggard look.
Next night, as I pushed in, there was no tinkle:And, glancing up, I saw the bell was gone;Although, in either window, the gas shone;And I was greeted by a cheery twinkleOf burnished tins and bottles from the shelves:And now, I saw the father busy thereBehind the counter, cutting with a stringA bar of soap up for a customer,With weary eyes, and jerky, harassed air,As if his mind were hardly on the task:And when 'twas done, and parcelled up for her,And she had gone; he turned to me, and said:He thought that folks might cut their soap themselves.'Twas nothing much ... but any little thing,At such a time ... And, having little doubtThe boy was worse, I did not like to ask;So picked my paper up, and hurried out.
Next night, as I pushed in, there was no tinkle:
And, glancing up, I saw the bell was gone;
Although, in either window, the gas shone;
And I was greeted by a cheery twinkle
Of burnished tins and bottles from the shelves:
And now, I saw the father busy there
Behind the counter, cutting with a string
A bar of soap up for a customer,
With weary eyes, and jerky, harassed air,
As if his mind were hardly on the task:
And when 'twas done, and parcelled up for her,
And she had gone; he turned to me, and said:
He thought that folks might cut their soap themselves.
'Twas nothing much ... but any little thing,
At such a time ... And, having little doubt
The boy was worse, I did not like to ask;
So picked my paper up, and hurried out.
And, all next day, amid the glare and clangAnd clatter of the workshop, his words rang;And kept on ringing, in my head a-ring;But any little thing ... at such a time...And kept on chiming to the anvils' chime:But any little thing ... at such a time...And they were hissed and sputtered in the sizzleOf water on hot iron: little thing...At such a time: and, when I left, at last,The smoke and steam; and walked through the cold drizzle,The lumbering of the 'buses as they passedSeemed full of it; and to the passing feet,The words kept patter, patter, with dull beat.
And, all next day, amid the glare and clang
And clatter of the workshop, his words rang;
And kept on ringing, in my head a-ring;
But any little thing ... at such a time...
And kept on chiming to the anvils' chime:
But any little thing ... at such a time...
And they were hissed and sputtered in the sizzle
Of water on hot iron: little thing...
At such a time: and, when I left, at last,
The smoke and steam; and walked through the cold drizzle,
The lumbering of the 'buses as they passed
Seemed full of it; and to the passing feet,
The words kept patter, patter, with dull beat.
I almost feared to turn into their street,Lest I should find the blinds down in the shop:And, more than once, I'd half-a-mind to stop,And buy my paper from the yelling boys,Who darted all about with such a noiseThat I half-wondered, in a foolish way,How they could shriek so, knowing that the soundMust worry children, lying ill in bed...Then, thinking even they must earn their bread,As I earned mine, and scarce as noisily!I wandered on; and very soon I foundI'd followed where my thoughts had been all day.And stood before the shop, relieved to seeThe gases burning, and no window-blindOf blank foreboding. With an easier mind,I entered slowly; and was glad to findThe father by the counter, 'waiting me,With paper ready and a cheery face.Yes! yes! the boy was better ... took the turn,Last night, just after I had left the place.He feared that he'd been short and cross last night.But, when a little child was suffering,It worried you ... and any little thing,At such a moment, made you cut up rough:Though, now that he was going on all right...Well, he'd have patience, now, to be polite!And, soon as ever he was well enough,The boy should go to Cornwall for a change--Should go to his own home; for he, himself,Was Cornish, born and bred, his wife as well:And still his parents lived in the old place--A little place, as snug as snug could be...Where apple-blossom dipped into the sea...Perhaps, to strangers' ears, that sounded strange--But not to any Cornishman who knewHow sea and land ran up into each other;And how, all round each wide, blue estuary,The flowers were blooming to the waters' edge:You'd come on blue-bells like a sea of blue...But they would not be out for some while yet...'Twould be primroses, blowing everywhere,Primroses, and primroses, and primroses...You'd never half-know what primroses were,Unless you'd seen them growing in the West;But, having seen, would never more forget.Why, every bank, and every lane and hedgeWas just one blaze of yellow; and the smell,When the sun shone upon them, after wet...And his eyes sparkled, as he turned to sellA penny loaf and half-an-ounce of teaTo a poor child, who waited patiently,With hacking cough that tore her hollow chest:And, as she went out, clutching tight the change,He muttered to himself: It's strange, it's strangeThat little ones should suffer so.... The lightHad left his eyes: but, when he turned to me,I saw a flame leap in them, hot and bright.I'd like to take them all, he said, to-night!
I almost feared to turn into their street,
Lest I should find the blinds down in the shop:
And, more than once, I'd half-a-mind to stop,
And buy my paper from the yelling boys,
Who darted all about with such a noise
That I half-wondered, in a foolish way,
How they could shriek so, knowing that the sound
Must worry children, lying ill in bed...
Then, thinking even they must earn their bread,
As I earned mine, and scarce as noisily!
I wandered on; and very soon I found
I'd followed where my thoughts had been all day.
And stood before the shop, relieved to see
The gases burning, and no window-blind
Of blank foreboding. With an easier mind,
I entered slowly; and was glad to find
The father by the counter, 'waiting me,
With paper ready and a cheery face.
Yes! yes! the boy was better ... took the turn,
Last night, just after I had left the place.
He feared that he'd been short and cross last night.
But, when a little child was suffering,
It worried you ... and any little thing,
At such a moment, made you cut up rough:
Though, now that he was going on all right...
Well, he'd have patience, now, to be polite!
And, soon as ever he was well enough,
The boy should go to Cornwall for a change--
Should go to his own home; for he, himself,
Was Cornish, born and bred, his wife as well:
And still his parents lived in the old place--
A little place, as snug as snug could be...
Where apple-blossom dipped into the sea...
Perhaps, to strangers' ears, that sounded strange--
But not to any Cornishman who knew
How sea and land ran up into each other;
And how, all round each wide, blue estuary,
The flowers were blooming to the waters' edge:
You'd come on blue-bells like a sea of blue...
But they would not be out for some while yet...
'Twould be primroses, blowing everywhere,
Primroses, and primroses, and primroses...
You'd never half-know what primroses were,
Unless you'd seen them growing in the West;
But, having seen, would never more forget.
Why, every bank, and every lane and hedge
Was just one blaze of yellow; and the smell,
When the sun shone upon them, after wet...
And his eyes sparkled, as he turned to sell
A penny loaf and half-an-ounce of tea
To a poor child, who waited patiently,
With hacking cough that tore her hollow chest:
And, as she went out, clutching tight the change,
He muttered to himself: It's strange, it's strange
That little ones should suffer so.... The light
Had left his eyes: but, when he turned to me,
I saw a flame leap in them, hot and bright.
I'd like to take them all, he said, to-night!
And, in the workshop, all through the next day,The anvils had another tune to play...Primroses, and primroses, and primroses:The bellows puffing out: It's strange, it's strangeThat little ones should suffer so...And now, my hammer, at a blow:I'd like to take them all, to-night!And, in the clouds of steam, and white-hot glow,I seemed to see primroses everywhere,Primroses, and primroses, and primroses.
And, in the workshop, all through the next day,
The anvils had another tune to play...
Primroses, and primroses, and primroses:
The bellows puffing out: It's strange, it's strange
That little ones should suffer so...
And now, my hammer, at a blow:
I'd like to take them all, to-night!
And, in the clouds of steam, and white-hot glow,
I seemed to see primroses everywhere,
Primroses, and primroses, and primroses.
And, each night after that, I heard the boyWas mending quickly; and would soon be well:Till one night I was startled by the bell:Tin-tinkle-tinkle-tinkle, loud and clear;And tried to hush it, lest the lad should hear.But, when the father saw me clutch the thing,He said, the boy had missed it yesterday;And wondered why he could not hear it ring;And wanted it; and had to have his way.And then, with brown eyes burning with deep joy,He told me, that his son was going West--Was going home ... the doctor thought, next week,He'd be quite well enough: the way was long;But trains were quick; and he would soon be thereAnd on the journey he'd have every care,His mother being with him ... it was best,That she should go: for he would find it strange,The little chap, at first ... she needed change...And, when they'd had a whiff of Western air!'Twould cost a deal; and there was naught to spareBut, what was money, if you hadn't health:And, what more could you buy, if you'd the wealth...Yes! 'twould be lonely for himself, and rough;Though, on the whole, he'd manage well enough:He'd have a lot to do: and there was naughtLike work to keep folk cheerful: when the handWas busy, you had little time for thought;And thinking was the mischief ... and 'twas grandTo know that they'd be happy. Then the bellWent tinkle-tinkle; and he turned to sell.
And, each night after that, I heard the boy
Was mending quickly; and would soon be well:
Till one night I was startled by the bell:
Tin-tinkle-tinkle-tinkle, loud and clear;
And tried to hush it, lest the lad should hear.
But, when the father saw me clutch the thing,
He said, the boy had missed it yesterday;
And wondered why he could not hear it ring;
And wanted it; and had to have his way.
And then, with brown eyes burning with deep joy,
He told me, that his son was going West--
Was going home ... the doctor thought, next week,
He'd be quite well enough: the way was long;
But trains were quick; and he would soon be there
And on the journey he'd have every care,
His mother being with him ... it was best,
That she should go: for he would find it strange,
The little chap, at first ... she needed change...
And, when they'd had a whiff of Western air!
'Twould cost a deal; and there was naught to spare
But, what was money, if you hadn't health:
And, what more could you buy, if you'd the wealth...
Yes! 'twould be lonely for himself, and rough;
Though, on the whole, he'd manage well enough:
He'd have a lot to do: and there was naught
Like work to keep folk cheerful: when the hand
Was busy, you had little time for thought;
And thinking was the mischief ... and 'twas grand
To know that they'd be happy. Then the bell
Went tinkle-tinkle; and he turned to sell.
One night he greeted me with face that shone,Although the eyes were wistful; they were gone--Had gone this morning, he was glad to say:And, though 'twas sore work, setting them away,Still, 'twas the best for them ... and they would beAlready in the cottage by the sea...He spoke no more of them; but turned his head;And said he wondered if the price of bread...And, as I went again into the night,I saw his eyes were glistening in the light.
One night he greeted me with face that shone,
Although the eyes were wistful; they were gone--
Had gone this morning, he was glad to say:
And, though 'twas sore work, setting them away,
Still, 'twas the best for them ... and they would be
Already in the cottage by the sea...
He spoke no more of them; but turned his head;
And said he wondered if the price of bread...
And, as I went again into the night,
I saw his eyes were glistening in the light.
And, two nights after that, he'd got a letter:And all was well: the boy was keeping better;And was as happy as a child could be,All day with the primroses and the sea,And pigs! Of all the wonders of the West,His mother wrote, he liked the pigs the best.And now the father laughed until the tearsWere in his eyes, and chuckled: Aye! he knew!Had he not been a boy there once, himself?He'd liked pigs, too, when he was his son's years.And then, he reached a half-loaf from the shelf;And twisted up a farthing's worth of tea,And farthing's worth of sugar, for the child,The same poor child who waited patiently,Still shaken by a hacking, racking cough.
And, two nights after that, he'd got a letter:
And all was well: the boy was keeping better;
And was as happy as a child could be,
All day with the primroses and the sea,
And pigs! Of all the wonders of the West,
His mother wrote, he liked the pigs the best.
And now the father laughed until the tears
Were in his eyes, and chuckled: Aye! he knew!
Had he not been a boy there once, himself?
He'd liked pigs, too, when he was his son's years.
And then, he reached a half-loaf from the shelf;
And twisted up a farthing's worth of tea,
And farthing's worth of sugar, for the child,
The same poor child who waited patiently,
Still shaken by a hacking, racking cough.
And, all next day, the anvils rang with jigs:The bellows roared and rumbled with loud laughter,Until it seemed the workshop had gone wild,And it would echo, echo, ever afterThe tune the hammers tinkled on and off,A silly tune of primroses and pigs...Of all the wonders of the WestHe liked the pigs, he liked the pigs the best!
And, all next day, the anvils rang with jigs:
The bellows roared and rumbled with loud laughter,
Until it seemed the workshop had gone wild,
And it would echo, echo, ever after
The tune the hammers tinkled on and off,
A silly tune of primroses and pigs...
Of all the wonders of the West
He liked the pigs, he liked the pigs the best!
Next night, as I went in, I caughtA strange, fresh smell. The postman had just broughtA precious box from Cornwall, and the shopWas lit with primroses, that lay atopA Cornish pasty, and a pot of cream:And, as, with gentle hands, the father liftedThe flowers his little son had plucked for him,He stood a moment in a far-off dream,As though in glad remembrances he driftedOn Western seas: and, as his eyes grew dim,He stooped, and buried them in deep, sweet bloomTill, hearing, once again, the poor child's cough,He served her hurriedly, and sent her off,Quite happily, with thin hands filled with flowers.And, as I followed to the street, the gloomWas starred with primroses; and many hoursThe strange, shy flickering surpriseOf that child's keen, enchanted eyesLit up my heart, and brightened my dull room.
Next night, as I went in, I caught
A strange, fresh smell. The postman had just brought
A precious box from Cornwall, and the shop
Was lit with primroses, that lay atop
A Cornish pasty, and a pot of cream:
And, as, with gentle hands, the father lifted
The flowers his little son had plucked for him,
He stood a moment in a far-off dream,
As though in glad remembrances he drifted
On Western seas: and, as his eyes grew dim,
He stooped, and buried them in deep, sweet bloom
Till, hearing, once again, the poor child's cough,
He served her hurriedly, and sent her off,
Quite happily, with thin hands filled with flowers.
And, as I followed to the street, the gloom
Was starred with primroses; and many hours
The strange, shy flickering surprise
Of that child's keen, enchanted eyes
Lit up my heart, and brightened my dull room.
Then, many nights the foundry kept me lateWith overtime; and I was much too tiredTo go round by the shop; but made for bedAs straight as I could go: until one nightWe'd left off earlier, though 'twas after eight,I thought I'd like some news about the boy.I found the shop untended; and the bellTin-tinkle-tinkle-tinkled all in vain.And then I saw, through the half-curtained pane,The back-room was a very blaze of joy:And knew the mother and son had come safe back.And, as I slipped away, now all was well,I heard the boy shriek out, in shrill delight:"And, father, all the little pigs were black!"
Then, many nights the foundry kept me late
With overtime; and I was much too tired
To go round by the shop; but made for bed
As straight as I could go: until one night
We'd left off earlier, though 'twas after eight,
I thought I'd like some news about the boy.
I found the shop untended; and the bell
Tin-tinkle-tinkle-tinkled all in vain.
And then I saw, through the half-curtained pane,
The back-room was a very blaze of joy:
And knew the mother and son had come safe back.
And, as I slipped away, now all was well,
I heard the boy shriek out, in shrill delight:
"And, father, all the little pigs were black!"
FLANNAN ISLE
"Though three men dwell on Flannan IsleTo keep the lamp alight,As we steered under the lee, we caughtNo glimmer through the night."A passing ship at dawn had broughtThe news; and quickly we set sail,To find out what strange thing might ailThe keepers of the deep-sea light.The Winter day broke blue and bright,With glancing sun and glancing spray,As o'er the swell our boat made way,As gallant as a gull in flight.But, as we neared the lonely Isle;And looked up at the naked height;And saw the lighthouse towering white,With blinded lantern, that all nightHad never shot a sparkOf comfort through the dark,So ghostly in the cold sunlightIt seemed, that we were struck the whileWith wonder all too dread for words.And, as into the tiny creekWe stole beneath the hanging crag,We saw three queer, black, ugly birds--Too big, by far, in my belief,For guillemot or shag--Like seamen sitting bolt-uprightUpon a half-tide reef:But, as we neared, they plunged from sight,Without a sound, or spurt of white.And still too mazed to speak,We landed; and made fast the boat;And climbed the track in single file,Each wishing he was safe afloat,On any sea, however far,So it be far from Flannan Isle:And still we seemed to climb, and climb,As though we'd lost all count of time,And so must climb for evermore.Yet, all too soon, we reached the door--The black, sun-blistered lighthouse-door,That gaped for us ajar.As, on the threshold, for a spell,We paused, we seemed to breathe the smellOf limewash and of tar,Familiar as our daily breath,As though 'twere some strange scent of deathAnd so, yet wondering, side by side,We stood a moment, still tongue-tied:And each with black foreboding eyedThe door, ere we should fling it wide,To leave the sunlight for the gloom:Till, plucking courage up, at last,Hard on each other's heels we passed,Into the living-room.Yet, as we crowded through the door,We only saw a table, spreadFor dinner, meat and cheese and bread;But, all untouched; and no one there:As though, when they sat down to eat,Ere they could even taste,Alarm had come; and they in hasteHad risen and left the bread and meat:For at the table-head a chairLay tumbled on the floor.We listened; but we only heardThe feeble cheeping of a birdThat starved upon its perch:And, listening still, without a word,We set about our hopeless search.We hunted high, we hunted low;And soon ransacked the empty house;Then o'er the Island, to and fro,We ranged, to listen and to lookIn every cranny, cleft or nookThat might have hid a bird or mouse:But, though we searched from shore to shore,We found no sign in any place:And soon again stood face to faceBefore the gaping door:And stole into the room once moreAs frightened children steal.Aye: though we hunted high and low,And hunted everywhere,Of the three men's fate we found no traceOf any kind in any place,But a door ajar, and an untouched meal,And an overtoppled chair.And, as we listened in the gloomOf that forsaken living-room---A chill clutch on our breath--We thought how ill-chance came to allWho kept the Flannan Light:And how the rock had been the deathOf many a likely lad:How six had come to a sudden end,And three had gone stark mad:And one whom we'd all known as friendHad leapt from the lantern one still night,And fallen dead by the lighthouse wall:And long we thoughtOn the three we sought,And of what might yet befall.Like curs, a glance has brought to heel,We listened, flinching there:And looked, and looked, on the untouched meal,And the overtoppled chair.We seemed to stand for an endless while,Though still no word was said,Three men alive on Flannan Isle,Who thought, on three men dead.
"Though three men dwell on Flannan IsleTo keep the lamp alight,As we steered under the lee, we caughtNo glimmer through the night."
"Though three men dwell on Flannan Isle
To keep the lamp alight,
As we steered under the lee, we caught
No glimmer through the night."
A passing ship at dawn had broughtThe news; and quickly we set sail,To find out what strange thing might ailThe keepers of the deep-sea light.
A passing ship at dawn had brought
The news; and quickly we set sail,
To find out what strange thing might ail
The keepers of the deep-sea light.
The Winter day broke blue and bright,With glancing sun and glancing spray,As o'er the swell our boat made way,As gallant as a gull in flight.
The Winter day broke blue and bright,
With glancing sun and glancing spray,
As o'er the swell our boat made way,
As gallant as a gull in flight.
But, as we neared the lonely Isle;And looked up at the naked height;And saw the lighthouse towering white,With blinded lantern, that all nightHad never shot a sparkOf comfort through the dark,So ghostly in the cold sunlightIt seemed, that we were struck the whileWith wonder all too dread for words.
But, as we neared the lonely Isle;
And looked up at the naked height;
And saw the lighthouse towering white,
With blinded lantern, that all night
Had never shot a spark
Of comfort through the dark,
So ghostly in the cold sunlight
It seemed, that we were struck the while
With wonder all too dread for words.
And, as into the tiny creekWe stole beneath the hanging crag,We saw three queer, black, ugly birds--Too big, by far, in my belief,For guillemot or shag--Like seamen sitting bolt-uprightUpon a half-tide reef:But, as we neared, they plunged from sight,Without a sound, or spurt of white.
And, as into the tiny creek
We stole beneath the hanging crag,
We saw three queer, black, ugly birds--
Too big, by far, in my belief,
For guillemot or shag--
Like seamen sitting bolt-upright
Upon a half-tide reef:
But, as we neared, they plunged from sight,
Without a sound, or spurt of white.
And still too mazed to speak,We landed; and made fast the boat;And climbed the track in single file,Each wishing he was safe afloat,On any sea, however far,So it be far from Flannan Isle:And still we seemed to climb, and climb,As though we'd lost all count of time,And so must climb for evermore.Yet, all too soon, we reached the door--The black, sun-blistered lighthouse-door,That gaped for us ajar.
And still too mazed to speak,
We landed; and made fast the boat;
And climbed the track in single file,
Each wishing he was safe afloat,
On any sea, however far,
So it be far from Flannan Isle:
And still we seemed to climb, and climb,
As though we'd lost all count of time,
And so must climb for evermore.
Yet, all too soon, we reached the door--
The black, sun-blistered lighthouse-door,
That gaped for us ajar.
As, on the threshold, for a spell,We paused, we seemed to breathe the smellOf limewash and of tar,Familiar as our daily breath,As though 'twere some strange scent of deathAnd so, yet wondering, side by side,We stood a moment, still tongue-tied:And each with black foreboding eyedThe door, ere we should fling it wide,To leave the sunlight for the gloom:Till, plucking courage up, at last,Hard on each other's heels we passed,Into the living-room.
As, on the threshold, for a spell,
We paused, we seemed to breathe the smell
Of limewash and of tar,
Familiar as our daily breath,
As though 'twere some strange scent of death
And so, yet wondering, side by side,
We stood a moment, still tongue-tied:
And each with black foreboding eyed
The door, ere we should fling it wide,
To leave the sunlight for the gloom:
Till, plucking courage up, at last,
Hard on each other's heels we passed,
Into the living-room.
Yet, as we crowded through the door,We only saw a table, spreadFor dinner, meat and cheese and bread;But, all untouched; and no one there:As though, when they sat down to eat,Ere they could even taste,Alarm had come; and they in hasteHad risen and left the bread and meat:For at the table-head a chairLay tumbled on the floor.
Yet, as we crowded through the door,
We only saw a table, spread
For dinner, meat and cheese and bread;
But, all untouched; and no one there:
As though, when they sat down to eat,
Ere they could even taste,
Alarm had come; and they in haste
Had risen and left the bread and meat:
For at the table-head a chair
Lay tumbled on the floor.
We listened; but we only heardThe feeble cheeping of a birdThat starved upon its perch:And, listening still, without a word,We set about our hopeless search.
We listened; but we only heard
The feeble cheeping of a bird
That starved upon its perch:
And, listening still, without a word,
We set about our hopeless search.
We hunted high, we hunted low;And soon ransacked the empty house;Then o'er the Island, to and fro,We ranged, to listen and to lookIn every cranny, cleft or nookThat might have hid a bird or mouse:But, though we searched from shore to shore,We found no sign in any place:And soon again stood face to faceBefore the gaping door:And stole into the room once moreAs frightened children steal.
We hunted high, we hunted low;
And soon ransacked the empty house;
Then o'er the Island, to and fro,
We ranged, to listen and to look
In every cranny, cleft or nook
That might have hid a bird or mouse:
But, though we searched from shore to shore,
We found no sign in any place:
And soon again stood face to face
Before the gaping door:
And stole into the room once more
As frightened children steal.
Aye: though we hunted high and low,And hunted everywhere,Of the three men's fate we found no traceOf any kind in any place,But a door ajar, and an untouched meal,And an overtoppled chair.
Aye: though we hunted high and low,
And hunted everywhere,
Of the three men's fate we found no trace
Of any kind in any place,
But a door ajar, and an untouched meal,
And an overtoppled chair.
And, as we listened in the gloomOf that forsaken living-room---A chill clutch on our breath--We thought how ill-chance came to allWho kept the Flannan Light:And how the rock had been the deathOf many a likely lad:How six had come to a sudden end,And three had gone stark mad:And one whom we'd all known as friendHad leapt from the lantern one still night,And fallen dead by the lighthouse wall:And long we thoughtOn the three we sought,And of what might yet befall.
And, as we listened in the gloom
Of that forsaken living-room---
A chill clutch on our breath--
We thought how ill-chance came to all
Who kept the Flannan Light:
And how the rock had been the death
Of many a likely lad:
How six had come to a sudden end,
And three had gone stark mad:
And one whom we'd all known as friend
Had leapt from the lantern one still night,
And fallen dead by the lighthouse wall:
And long we thought
On the three we sought,
And of what might yet befall.
Like curs, a glance has brought to heel,We listened, flinching there:And looked, and looked, on the untouched meal,And the overtoppled chair.
Like curs, a glance has brought to heel,
We listened, flinching there:
And looked, and looked, on the untouched meal,
And the overtoppled chair.
We seemed to stand for an endless while,Though still no word was said,Three men alive on Flannan Isle,Who thought, on three men dead.
We seemed to stand for an endless while,
Though still no word was said,
Three men alive on Flannan Isle,
Who thought, on three men dead.
THE BROTHERS
All morning they had quarrelled, as they worked,A little off their fellows, in the pit:Dick growled at Robert; Robert said Dick shirked:And when the roof, dropt more than they had reckoned,Began to crack and split,Though both rushed like a shot to setThe pit-props in their places,Each said the other was to blame,When, all secure, with flushed and grimy faces,They faced each other for a second.All morning they had quarrelled: yet,Neither had breathed her name.Again they turned to work:And in the dusty murkOf that black galleryWhich ran out three miles underneath the sea,There was no sound at all,Save whispering creak of roof and wall.And crack of coal, and tap of pick,And now and then a rattling fall:While Robert worked on steadily, but DickIn fits and starts, with teeth clenched tight,And dark eyes flashing in his lamp's dull light.And when he paused, nigh spent, to wipe the sweatFrom off his dripping brow: and Robert turnedTo fling some idle jibe at him, the sparkOf anger, smouldering in him, flared and burned--Though all his body quivered, wringing-wet--Till that black holeTo him blazed red,As if the very coalHad kindled underfoot and overhead:Then, gripping tight his pick,He rushed upon his brother:But Robert, turning quick,Leapt up, and now they faced each other.They faced each other: Dick with arm upraised,In act to strike, and murder in his eyes....When, suddenly, with noise of thunder,The earth shook round them, rumbling o'er and under;And Dick saw Robert, lying at his feet:As, close behind, the gallery crashed in:And almost at his heel, earth gaped asunder.By black disaster dazed,His wrath died; and he dropped the pick;And staggered, dizzily and terror-sick.But, when the dust and dinHad settled to a stillness, dread as death:And he once more could draw his breath;He gave a little joyful shoutTo find the lamps had not gone out.And on his knees he fellBeside his brother, buried in black dust:And, full of tense misgiving,He lifted him, and thrustA knee beneath his head; and clearedThe dust from mouth and nose: but could not tellAwhile if he were dead or living.Too fearful to know what he feared,He fumbled at the open shirt,And felt till he could feel the heart,Still beating with a feeble beat:And then he saw the closed lids part,And saw the nostrils quiver;And knew his brother lived, though sorely hurt.Again he staggered to his feet,And fetched his water-can, and wetThe ashy lips, and bathed the brow,Until his brother sat up with a shiver,And gazed before him with a senseless stareAnd dull eyes strangely set.Too well Dick knew that nowThey must not linger there,Cut off from all their mates, to be o'ertakenIn less than no time by the deadly damp,So, picking up his lamp,He made his brother rise;Then took him by the arm,And shook him, till he'd shakenAn inkling of the danger and alarmInto those dull, still eyes:Then dragged him, and half-carried him, in haste,To reach the airway, where 'twould still be sweetWhen all the gallery was foul with gas:But, soon as they had reached it, they were facedBy a big fall of roof they could not pass;And found themselves cut off from all retreat,On every hand, by that black shining wall;With naught to do but sit and waitTill rescue came, if rescue came at all,And did not come too late.And, in the fresher airway, light came backTo Robert's eyes, although he never spoke:And not a sound the deathly quiet broke,As they sat staring at that wall of black--As, in the glimmer of the dusky lamp,They sat and wondered, wondered if the damp--The stealthy after-damp that creeping, creeping,Takes strong lads by the throat, and drops them sleeping,To wake no more for any woman's weeping--Would steal upon them, ere the rescue came....And if the rescuers would find them sitting,Would find them sitting cold....Then, as they sat and wondered, like a flameOne thought burned up both hearts:Still, neither breathed her name.And now their thoughts dropped back into the pit,And through the league-long gallery went flittingWith speed no fall could hold:They wondered how their mates had fared:If they'd been struck stone-dead,Or if they sharedLike fate with them, or reached the shaft,Unhurt, and only scared,Before disaster overtook them:And then, although their courage ne'er forsook them,They wondered once again if they must sitAwaiting death ... but knowing wellThat even for a while to dwellOn such like thoughts will drive a strong man daft:They shook themselves until their thoughts ran freeAlong the drift, and clambered in the cage;And in a trice were shooting up the shaft:But when their thoughts had come to the pithead,And found the fearful people gathered there,Beneath the noonday sun,Bright-eyed with terror, blinded by despair,Dick rose, and with his chalk wrote on the wall,This message for their folk:"We can't get any further, 12, noonday"--And signed both names; and, when he'd done,Though neither of them spoke,They both seemed easier in a way,Now that they'd left a word,Though nothing but a scrawl.And silent still they sat,And never stirred:And Dick's thoughts dwelt on this and that:How, far above their heads, upon the seaThe sun was shining merrily,And in its golden glancingThe windy waves were dancing:And how he'd slipt that morning on his way:And how on Friday, when he drew his pay,He'd buy a blanket for his whippet, Nell;He felt dead certain she would win the race,On Saturday ... though you could never tell,There were such odds against her ... but his faceLit up as though, even now, he saw her run,A little slip of lightning, in the sun:While Robert's thoughts were ever on the matchHis team was booked to play on Saturday;He placed the field, and settled who should playThe centre-forward; for he had a doubtWill Burn was scarcely up to form, although...Just then, the lamp went slowly out.Still, neither stirred,Nor spoke a word;Though either's breath came quickly, with a catch.And now again one thoughtSet both their hearts afireIn one fierce flameOf quick desire:Though neither breathed her name.Then Dick stretched out his hand; and caughtHis brother's arm; and whispered in his ear:"Bob, lad, there's naught to fear ...And, when we're out, lad, you and she shall wed."Bob gripped Dick's hand; and then no more was said,As, slowly, all about them roseThe deadly after-damp; but closeThey sat together, hand in hand.Then their minds wandered; and Dick seemed to standAnd shout till he was hoarseTo speed his winning whippet down the course ...And Robert, with the ballSecure within his oxter charged aheadStraight for the goal, and none could hold,Though many tried a fall.Then dreaming they were lucky boys in bed,Once more, and lying snugly by each other:Dick, with his arms clasped tight about his brother,Whispered with failing breathInto the ear of death:"Come, Robert, cuddle closer, lad, it's cold."
All morning they had quarrelled, as they worked,A little off their fellows, in the pit:Dick growled at Robert; Robert said Dick shirked:And when the roof, dropt more than they had reckoned,Began to crack and split,Though both rushed like a shot to setThe pit-props in their places,Each said the other was to blame,When, all secure, with flushed and grimy faces,They faced each other for a second.All morning they had quarrelled: yet,Neither had breathed her name.
All morning they had quarrelled, as they worked,
A little off their fellows, in the pit:
Dick growled at Robert; Robert said Dick shirked:
And when the roof, dropt more than they had reckoned,
Began to crack and split,
Though both rushed like a shot to set
The pit-props in their places,
Each said the other was to blame,
When, all secure, with flushed and grimy faces,
They faced each other for a second.
All morning they had quarrelled: yet,
Neither had breathed her name.
Again they turned to work:And in the dusty murkOf that black galleryWhich ran out three miles underneath the sea,There was no sound at all,Save whispering creak of roof and wall.And crack of coal, and tap of pick,And now and then a rattling fall:While Robert worked on steadily, but DickIn fits and starts, with teeth clenched tight,And dark eyes flashing in his lamp's dull light.
Again they turned to work:
And in the dusty murk
Of that black gallery
Which ran out three miles underneath the sea,
There was no sound at all,
Save whispering creak of roof and wall.
And crack of coal, and tap of pick,
And now and then a rattling fall:
While Robert worked on steadily, but Dick
In fits and starts, with teeth clenched tight,
And dark eyes flashing in his lamp's dull light.
And when he paused, nigh spent, to wipe the sweatFrom off his dripping brow: and Robert turnedTo fling some idle jibe at him, the sparkOf anger, smouldering in him, flared and burned--Though all his body quivered, wringing-wet--Till that black holeTo him blazed red,As if the very coalHad kindled underfoot and overhead:Then, gripping tight his pick,He rushed upon his brother:But Robert, turning quick,Leapt up, and now they faced each other.
And when he paused, nigh spent, to wipe the sweat
From off his dripping brow: and Robert turned
To fling some idle jibe at him, the spark
Of anger, smouldering in him, flared and burned--
Though all his body quivered, wringing-wet--
Till that black hole
To him blazed red,
As if the very coal
Had kindled underfoot and overhead:
Then, gripping tight his pick,
He rushed upon his brother:
But Robert, turning quick,
Leapt up, and now they faced each other.
They faced each other: Dick with arm upraised,In act to strike, and murder in his eyes....When, suddenly, with noise of thunder,The earth shook round them, rumbling o'er and under;And Dick saw Robert, lying at his feet:As, close behind, the gallery crashed in:And almost at his heel, earth gaped asunder.By black disaster dazed,His wrath died; and he dropped the pick;And staggered, dizzily and terror-sick.But, when the dust and dinHad settled to a stillness, dread as death:And he once more could draw his breath;He gave a little joyful shoutTo find the lamps had not gone out.
They faced each other: Dick with arm upraised,
In act to strike, and murder in his eyes....
When, suddenly, with noise of thunder,
The earth shook round them, rumbling o'er and under;
And Dick saw Robert, lying at his feet:
As, close behind, the gallery crashed in:
And almost at his heel, earth gaped asunder.
By black disaster dazed,
His wrath died; and he dropped the pick;
And staggered, dizzily and terror-sick.
But, when the dust and din
Had settled to a stillness, dread as death:
And he once more could draw his breath;
He gave a little joyful shout
To find the lamps had not gone out.
And on his knees he fellBeside his brother, buried in black dust:And, full of tense misgiving,He lifted him, and thrustA knee beneath his head; and clearedThe dust from mouth and nose: but could not tellAwhile if he were dead or living.Too fearful to know what he feared,He fumbled at the open shirt,And felt till he could feel the heart,Still beating with a feeble beat:And then he saw the closed lids part,And saw the nostrils quiver;And knew his brother lived, though sorely hurt.
And on his knees he fell
Beside his brother, buried in black dust:
And, full of tense misgiving,
He lifted him, and thrust
A knee beneath his head; and cleared
The dust from mouth and nose: but could not tell
Awhile if he were dead or living.
Too fearful to know what he feared,
He fumbled at the open shirt,
And felt till he could feel the heart,
Still beating with a feeble beat:
And then he saw the closed lids part,
And saw the nostrils quiver;
And knew his brother lived, though sorely hurt.
Again he staggered to his feet,And fetched his water-can, and wetThe ashy lips, and bathed the brow,Until his brother sat up with a shiver,And gazed before him with a senseless stareAnd dull eyes strangely set.Too well Dick knew that nowThey must not linger there,Cut off from all their mates, to be o'ertakenIn less than no time by the deadly damp,So, picking up his lamp,He made his brother rise;Then took him by the arm,And shook him, till he'd shakenAn inkling of the danger and alarmInto those dull, still eyes:Then dragged him, and half-carried him, in haste,To reach the airway, where 'twould still be sweetWhen all the gallery was foul with gas:But, soon as they had reached it, they were facedBy a big fall of roof they could not pass;And found themselves cut off from all retreat,On every hand, by that black shining wall;With naught to do but sit and waitTill rescue came, if rescue came at all,And did not come too late.
Again he staggered to his feet,
And fetched his water-can, and wet
The ashy lips, and bathed the brow,
Until his brother sat up with a shiver,
And gazed before him with a senseless stare
And dull eyes strangely set.
Too well Dick knew that now
They must not linger there,
Cut off from all their mates, to be o'ertaken
In less than no time by the deadly damp,
So, picking up his lamp,
He made his brother rise;
Then took him by the arm,
And shook him, till he'd shaken
An inkling of the danger and alarm
Into those dull, still eyes:
Then dragged him, and half-carried him, in haste,
To reach the airway, where 'twould still be sweet
When all the gallery was foul with gas:
But, soon as they had reached it, they were faced
By a big fall of roof they could not pass;
And found themselves cut off from all retreat,
On every hand, by that black shining wall;
With naught to do but sit and wait
Till rescue came, if rescue came at all,
And did not come too late.
And, in the fresher airway, light came backTo Robert's eyes, although he never spoke:And not a sound the deathly quiet broke,As they sat staring at that wall of black--As, in the glimmer of the dusky lamp,They sat and wondered, wondered if the damp--The stealthy after-damp that creeping, creeping,Takes strong lads by the throat, and drops them sleeping,To wake no more for any woman's weeping--Would steal upon them, ere the rescue came....And if the rescuers would find them sitting,Would find them sitting cold....Then, as they sat and wondered, like a flameOne thought burned up both hearts:Still, neither breathed her name.
And, in the fresher airway, light came back
To Robert's eyes, although he never spoke:
And not a sound the deathly quiet broke,
As they sat staring at that wall of black--
As, in the glimmer of the dusky lamp,
They sat and wondered, wondered if the damp--
The stealthy after-damp that creeping, creeping,
Takes strong lads by the throat, and drops them sleeping,
To wake no more for any woman's weeping--
Would steal upon them, ere the rescue came....
And if the rescuers would find them sitting,
Would find them sitting cold....
Then, as they sat and wondered, like a flame
One thought burned up both hearts:
Still, neither breathed her name.
And now their thoughts dropped back into the pit,And through the league-long gallery went flittingWith speed no fall could hold:They wondered how their mates had fared:If they'd been struck stone-dead,Or if they sharedLike fate with them, or reached the shaft,Unhurt, and only scared,Before disaster overtook them:And then, although their courage ne'er forsook them,They wondered once again if they must sitAwaiting death ... but knowing wellThat even for a while to dwellOn such like thoughts will drive a strong man daft:They shook themselves until their thoughts ran freeAlong the drift, and clambered in the cage;And in a trice were shooting up the shaft:But when their thoughts had come to the pithead,And found the fearful people gathered there,Beneath the noonday sun,Bright-eyed with terror, blinded by despair,Dick rose, and with his chalk wrote on the wall,This message for their folk:"We can't get any further, 12, noonday"--And signed both names; and, when he'd done,Though neither of them spoke,They both seemed easier in a way,Now that they'd left a word,Though nothing but a scrawl.
And now their thoughts dropped back into the pit,
And through the league-long gallery went flitting
With speed no fall could hold:
They wondered how their mates had fared:
If they'd been struck stone-dead,
Or if they shared
Like fate with them, or reached the shaft,
Unhurt, and only scared,
Before disaster overtook them:
And then, although their courage ne'er forsook them,
They wondered once again if they must sit
Awaiting death ... but knowing well
That even for a while to dwell
On such like thoughts will drive a strong man daft:
They shook themselves until their thoughts ran free
Along the drift, and clambered in the cage;
And in a trice were shooting up the shaft:
But when their thoughts had come to the pithead,
And found the fearful people gathered there,
Beneath the noonday sun,
Bright-eyed with terror, blinded by despair,
Dick rose, and with his chalk wrote on the wall,
This message for their folk:
"We can't get any further, 12, noonday"--
And signed both names; and, when he'd done,
Though neither of them spoke,
They both seemed easier in a way,
Now that they'd left a word,
Though nothing but a scrawl.
And silent still they sat,And never stirred:And Dick's thoughts dwelt on this and that:How, far above their heads, upon the seaThe sun was shining merrily,And in its golden glancingThe windy waves were dancing:And how he'd slipt that morning on his way:And how on Friday, when he drew his pay,He'd buy a blanket for his whippet, Nell;He felt dead certain she would win the race,On Saturday ... though you could never tell,There were such odds against her ... but his faceLit up as though, even now, he saw her run,A little slip of lightning, in the sun:While Robert's thoughts were ever on the matchHis team was booked to play on Saturday;He placed the field, and settled who should playThe centre-forward; for he had a doubtWill Burn was scarcely up to form, although...
And silent still they sat,
And never stirred:
And Dick's thoughts dwelt on this and that:
How, far above their heads, upon the sea
The sun was shining merrily,
And in its golden glancing
The windy waves were dancing:
And how he'd slipt that morning on his way:
And how on Friday, when he drew his pay,
He'd buy a blanket for his whippet, Nell;
He felt dead certain she would win the race,
On Saturday ... though you could never tell,
There were such odds against her ... but his face
Lit up as though, even now, he saw her run,
A little slip of lightning, in the sun:
While Robert's thoughts were ever on the match
His team was booked to play on Saturday;
He placed the field, and settled who should play
The centre-forward; for he had a doubt
Will Burn was scarcely up to form, although...
Just then, the lamp went slowly out.
Just then, the lamp went slowly out.
Still, neither stirred,Nor spoke a word;Though either's breath came quickly, with a catch.
Still, neither stirred,
Nor spoke a word;
Though either's breath came quickly, with a catch.
And now again one thoughtSet both their hearts afireIn one fierce flameOf quick desire:Though neither breathed her name.
And now again one thought
Set both their hearts afire
In one fierce flame
Of quick desire:
Though neither breathed her name.
Then Dick stretched out his hand; and caughtHis brother's arm; and whispered in his ear:"Bob, lad, there's naught to fear ...And, when we're out, lad, you and she shall wed."
Then Dick stretched out his hand; and caught
His brother's arm; and whispered in his ear:
"Bob, lad, there's naught to fear ...
And, when we're out, lad, you and she shall wed."
Bob gripped Dick's hand; and then no more was said,As, slowly, all about them roseThe deadly after-damp; but closeThey sat together, hand in hand.Then their minds wandered; and Dick seemed to standAnd shout till he was hoarseTo speed his winning whippet down the course ...And Robert, with the ballSecure within his oxter charged aheadStraight for the goal, and none could hold,Though many tried a fall.
Bob gripped Dick's hand; and then no more was said,
As, slowly, all about them rose
The deadly after-damp; but close
They sat together, hand in hand.
Then their minds wandered; and Dick seemed to stand
And shout till he was hoarse
To speed his winning whippet down the course ...
And Robert, with the ball
Secure within his oxter charged ahead
Straight for the goal, and none could hold,
Though many tried a fall.
Then dreaming they were lucky boys in bed,Once more, and lying snugly by each other:Dick, with his arms clasped tight about his brother,Whispered with failing breathInto the ear of death:"Come, Robert, cuddle closer, lad, it's cold."
Then dreaming they were lucky boys in bed,
Once more, and lying snugly by each other:
Dick, with his arms clasped tight about his brother,
Whispered with failing breath
Into the ear of death:
"Come, Robert, cuddle closer, lad, it's cold."
THE BLIND ROWER
And since he rowed his father home,His hand has never touched an oar.All day, he wanders on the shore,And hearkens to the swishing foam.Though blind from birth, he still could rowAs well as any lad with sight;And knew strange things that none may knowSave those who live without the light.When they put out that Summer eveTo sink the lobster-pots at sea,The sun was crimson in the sky;And not a breath was in the sky,The brooding, thunder-laden sky,That, heavily and wearily,Weighed down upon the waveless seaThat scarcely seemed to heave.The pots were safely sunk; and thenThe father gave the word for home:He took the tiller in his hand,And, in his heart already home,He brought her nose round towards the land,To steer her straight for home.He never spoke,Nor stirred again:A sudden stroke,And he lay dead,With staring eyes, and lips of lead.The son rowed on, and nothing feared:And sometimes, merrily,He lifted up his voice, and sang,Both high and low,And loud and sweet:For he was ever gay at sea,And ever glad to row,And rowed as only blind men row:And little did the blind lad knowThat death was at his feet:For still he thought his father steered;Nor knew that he was all aloneWith death upon the open sea.So merrily, he rowed, and sang;And, strangely on the silence rangThat lonely melody,As, through the livid, brooding gloom,By rock and reef, he rowed for home--The blind man rowed the dead man home.But, as they neared the shore,He rested on his oar:And, wondering that his father keptSo very quiet in the stern;He laughed, and asked him if he slept;And vowed he heard him snore just now.Though, when his father spoke no word,A sudden fear upon him came:And, crying on his father's name,With flinching heart, he heardThe water lapping on the shore;And all his blood ran cold, to feelThe shingle grate beneath the keel:And stretching over towards the stern,His knuckle touched the dead man's brow.But, help was near at hand;And safe he came to land:Though none has ever knownHow he rowed in, alone,And never touched a reef.Some say they saw the dead man steer--The dead man steer the blind man home--Though, when they found him dead,His hand was cold as lead.So, ever restless, to and fro,In every sort of weather,The blind lad wanders on the shore,And hearkens to the foam.His hand has never touched an oar,Since they came home together--The blind, who rowed his father home--The dead, who steered his blind son home.
And since he rowed his father home,His hand has never touched an oar.All day, he wanders on the shore,And hearkens to the swishing foam.Though blind from birth, he still could rowAs well as any lad with sight;And knew strange things that none may knowSave those who live without the light.
And since he rowed his father home,
His hand has never touched an oar.
All day, he wanders on the shore,
And hearkens to the swishing foam.
Though blind from birth, he still could row
As well as any lad with sight;
And knew strange things that none may know
Save those who live without the light.
When they put out that Summer eveTo sink the lobster-pots at sea,The sun was crimson in the sky;And not a breath was in the sky,The brooding, thunder-laden sky,That, heavily and wearily,Weighed down upon the waveless seaThat scarcely seemed to heave.
When they put out that Summer eve
To sink the lobster-pots at sea,
The sun was crimson in the sky;
And not a breath was in the sky,
The brooding, thunder-laden sky,
That, heavily and wearily,
Weighed down upon the waveless sea
That scarcely seemed to heave.
The pots were safely sunk; and thenThe father gave the word for home:He took the tiller in his hand,And, in his heart already home,He brought her nose round towards the land,To steer her straight for home.
The pots were safely sunk; and then
The father gave the word for home:
He took the tiller in his hand,
And, in his heart already home,
He brought her nose round towards the land,
To steer her straight for home.
He never spoke,Nor stirred again:A sudden stroke,And he lay dead,With staring eyes, and lips of lead.
He never spoke,
Nor stirred again:
A sudden stroke,
And he lay dead,
With staring eyes, and lips of lead.
The son rowed on, and nothing feared:And sometimes, merrily,He lifted up his voice, and sang,Both high and low,And loud and sweet:For he was ever gay at sea,And ever glad to row,And rowed as only blind men row:And little did the blind lad knowThat death was at his feet:For still he thought his father steered;Nor knew that he was all aloneWith death upon the open sea.So merrily, he rowed, and sang;And, strangely on the silence rangThat lonely melody,As, through the livid, brooding gloom,By rock and reef, he rowed for home--The blind man rowed the dead man home.
The son rowed on, and nothing feared:
And sometimes, merrily,
He lifted up his voice, and sang,
Both high and low,
And loud and sweet:
For he was ever gay at sea,
And ever glad to row,
And rowed as only blind men row:
And little did the blind lad know
That death was at his feet:
For still he thought his father steered;
Nor knew that he was all alone
With death upon the open sea.
So merrily, he rowed, and sang;
And, strangely on the silence rang
That lonely melody,
As, through the livid, brooding gloom,
By rock and reef, he rowed for home--
The blind man rowed the dead man home.
But, as they neared the shore,He rested on his oar:And, wondering that his father keptSo very quiet in the stern;He laughed, and asked him if he slept;And vowed he heard him snore just now.Though, when his father spoke no word,A sudden fear upon him came:And, crying on his father's name,With flinching heart, he heardThe water lapping on the shore;And all his blood ran cold, to feelThe shingle grate beneath the keel:And stretching over towards the stern,His knuckle touched the dead man's brow.
But, as they neared the shore,
He rested on his oar:
And, wondering that his father kept
So very quiet in the stern;
He laughed, and asked him if he slept;
And vowed he heard him snore just now.
Though, when his father spoke no word,
A sudden fear upon him came:
And, crying on his father's name,
With flinching heart, he heard
The water lapping on the shore;
And all his blood ran cold, to feel
The shingle grate beneath the keel:
And stretching over towards the stern,
His knuckle touched the dead man's brow.
But, help was near at hand;And safe he came to land:Though none has ever knownHow he rowed in, alone,And never touched a reef.Some say they saw the dead man steer--The dead man steer the blind man home--Though, when they found him dead,His hand was cold as lead.
But, help was near at hand;
And safe he came to land:
Though none has ever known
How he rowed in, alone,
And never touched a reef.
Some say they saw the dead man steer--
The dead man steer the blind man home--
Though, when they found him dead,
His hand was cold as lead.
So, ever restless, to and fro,In every sort of weather,The blind lad wanders on the shore,And hearkens to the foam.His hand has never touched an oar,Since they came home together--The blind, who rowed his father home--The dead, who steered his blind son home.
So, ever restless, to and fro,
In every sort of weather,
The blind lad wanders on the shore,
And hearkens to the foam.
His hand has never touched an oar,
Since they came home together--
The blind, who rowed his father home--
The dead, who steered his blind son home.
THE FLUTE
"Good-night!" he sang out cheerily:"Good-night!" and yet again: "Good-night!"And I was gay that night to beOnce more in my clean countryside,Among the windy hills and wide.Six days of city slush and mud,Of hooting horn, and spattering wheel,Made me rejoice again to feelThe tingling frost that fires the blood,And sets life burning keen and bright;And down the ringing road to strideThe eager swinging stride that bracesThe straining thews from hip to heel:To breathe again the wind that sweepsAcross the grassy, Northern steeps,From crystal deeps and starry spaces.And I was glad again to hearThe old man's greeting of good cheer:For every night for many a yearAt that same corner we had met,Summer and Winter, dry and wet:And though I never once had heardThe old man speak another word,His cheery greeting at the bendSeemed like the welcome of a friend.But, as we neared to-night, somehow,I felt that he would stop and speak:Though he went by: and when I turned,I saw him standing in the road,And looking back, with hand to brow,As if to shade old eyes, grown weakAwaiting the long sleep they'd earned:Though, as again towards him I strode,A friendly light within them burned.And then, as I drew nigh, he spokeWith shaking head, and voice that broke:"I've missed you these last nights," he said"And I have not so many nowThat I can miss friends easily...Aye: friends grow scarce, as you grow old:And roads are rough: and winds are cold:And when you feel you're losing hold,Life does not go too merrily."And then he stood with nodding head,And spoke no more. And so I toldHow I had been, six days and nights,Exiled from pleasant sounds and sights.And now, as though my voice had stirredHis heart to speech, he told right out,With quickening eye and quavering word,The things I care to hear about,The little things that make up life:How he'd been lonesome, since his wifeHad died, some thirty year ago:And how he trudged three mile or soTo reach the farmstead where he worked,And three mile back to his own door...For he dwelt outby on the moor:And every day the distance irkedMore sorely still his poor, old bones;And all the road seemed strewn with stonesTo trip you up, when you were old--When you were old, and friends were few:How, since the farmstead had been sold,The master and the men were new,All save himself; and they were young;And Mistress had a raspy tongue:So, often, he would hardly speakA friendly word from week to weekWith any soul. Old friends had died,Or else had quit the countryside:And, since his wife was taken, heHad lived alone, this thirty year:And there were few who cared to hearAn old man's jabber ... and too longHe'd kept me, standing in the cold,With his long tongue, and such a songAbout himself! And I would be...I put my arm through his; and turnedTo go upon his way with him:And once again that warm light burnedIn those old eyes, so weak and dim:While, with thin, piping voice, he toldHow much it meant to him each nightTo change a kindly word with me:To think that he'd at least one friendWho'd maybe miss him, in the end.Then, as we walked, he said no more:And, silent, in the starry light,Across the wide, sweet-smelling bent,Between the grass and stars we wentIn quiet, friendly company:And, all the way, we only heardA chirrup where some partridge stirred,And ran before us through the grass,To hide his head till we should pass.At length, we reached the cottage-door:But, when I stopped, and turned to go,His words came falteringly and slow:If I would step inside, and rest,I'd be right welcome: not a guestHad crossed his threshold, thirty year...He'd naught but bread and cheese and beerTo offer me ... but, I'd know best...He spoke with hand upon the latch;And, when I answered, opened wideThe cottage-door; and stepped inside;And, as I followed, struck a match,And lit a tallow-dip: and stirredThe banked-up peats into a glow:And then with shuffling step and slowHe moved about: and soon had setTwo mugs of beer, and bread and cheese:And while we made a meal off these,The old man never spoke a word;But, brooding in the ingle-seat,With eyes upon the kindling peat,He seemed awhile to quite forgetHe was not sitting by himselfTo-night, like any other night;When, as, in the dim candle-light,I glanced around me, with surpriseI saw, upon the rafter-shelf,A flute, nigh hidden in the shade.And when I asked him if he played,The light came back into his eyes:Aye, aye, he sometimes piped a bit,But not so often since she died.And then, as though old memories litHis poor, old heart, and made it glad,He told how he, when quite a lad,Had taught himself: and they would playOn penny whistles all the day--He and the miller's son, besideThe millpool, chirping all they knew,Till they could whistle clean and true:And how, when old enough to earn,They both saved up to buy a flute;And they had played it, turn for turn:But, Jake was dead, this long while back...Ah! if I'd only heard him toot,I'd know what music meant. Aye, aye...He'd play me something, by-and-bye;Though he was naught to Jake ... and nowHis breath was scant, and fingering slack...He used to play to her at nightThe melodies that she liked best,While she worked on: she'd never restBy daylight, or by candle-light...And then, with hand upon his brow,He brooded, quiet in his chair,With eyes upon the red peat-glare;Until, at length, he roused himself,And reached the flute down from the shelf;And, carrying it outside the door,I saw him take a can, and pourFresh water through the instrument,To make it sweet of tone, he said.Then, in his seat, so old and bent,With kindling eyes, and swaying head,He played the airs he used to playTo please his wife, before she died:And as I watched his body swayIn time and tune, from side to side,So happy, playing, and to pleaseWith old familiar melodies,His eyes grew brighter and more bright,As though they saw some well-loved sight:And, following his happy gaze,I turned, and saw, without amaze,A woman standing, young and fair,With hazel eyes, and thick brown hairBrushed smoothly backward from the brow,Beside the table that but now,Save for the empty mugs, was bare.Upon it she had spread a sheet:And stood there, ironing a shirt,Her husband's, as he played to herHer favourite tunes, so old and sweet.I watched her move with soundless stir;Then stand with listening eyes, and holdThe iron near her glowing cheek,Lest it, too hot, should do some hurt,And she, so careful not to burnThe well-darned shirt, so worn and old.Then, something seemed to make me turnTo look on the old man again:And, as I looked, the playing stopped;And now I saw that he had droppedInto his brooding mood once more,With eyes again grown dull and weak.He seemed the oldest of old menWho grope through life with sight worn dimAnd, even as I looked at him,Too full of tender awe to speak,I knew once more the board was bare,With no young woman standing thereWith hazel eyes and thick, brown hair;And I, in vain, for her should seek,If I but sought this side death's door.And so, at last, I rose, and tookHis hand: and as he clasped mine tight,I saw again that friendly lookFill his old weary eyes with light,And wish me, without words, good-nightAnd in my heart, that look glowed brightTill I reached home across the moor.And, at the corner of the lane,Next night, I heard the old voice cryIn greeting, as I struggled by,Head-down against the wind and rain.And so each night, until one day,His master chanced across my way:But, when I spoke of him, he said:Did I not know the man was dead,And had been dead a week or so?One morn he'd not turned up to work;And never having known him shirk;And hearing that he lived alone;He thought it best himself to goAnd see what ailed: and coming there,He found the old man in his chair,Stone-dead beside the cold hearthstone.It must be full a week, or more...Aye, just two weeks, come Saturday,He'd found him; but he must have diedO'ernight--(the night I heard him play!)And they had found, dropt by his side,A broken flute upon the floor.Yet, every night, his greeting stillAt that same corner of the hill,Summer and Winter, wet or dry,'Neath cloud, or moon, or cold starlight,Is waiting there to welcome me:And ever as I hurry by,The old voice sings out cheerily:"Good-night!" and yet again, "Good-night!"1910-1911.
"Good-night!" he sang out cheerily:"Good-night!" and yet again: "Good-night!"
"Good-night!" he sang out cheerily:
"Good-night!" and yet again: "Good-night!"
And I was gay that night to beOnce more in my clean countryside,Among the windy hills and wide.Six days of city slush and mud,Of hooting horn, and spattering wheel,Made me rejoice again to feelThe tingling frost that fires the blood,And sets life burning keen and bright;And down the ringing road to strideThe eager swinging stride that bracesThe straining thews from hip to heel:To breathe again the wind that sweepsAcross the grassy, Northern steeps,From crystal deeps and starry spaces.
And I was gay that night to be
Once more in my clean countryside,
Among the windy hills and wide.
Six days of city slush and mud,
Of hooting horn, and spattering wheel,
Made me rejoice again to feel
The tingling frost that fires the blood,
And sets life burning keen and bright;
And down the ringing road to stride
The eager swinging stride that braces
The straining thews from hip to heel:
To breathe again the wind that sweeps
Across the grassy, Northern steeps,
From crystal deeps and starry spaces.
And I was glad again to hearThe old man's greeting of good cheer:For every night for many a yearAt that same corner we had met,Summer and Winter, dry and wet:And though I never once had heardThe old man speak another word,His cheery greeting at the bendSeemed like the welcome of a friend.
And I was glad again to hear
The old man's greeting of good cheer:
For every night for many a year
At that same corner we had met,
Summer and Winter, dry and wet:
And though I never once had heard
The old man speak another word,
His cheery greeting at the bend
Seemed like the welcome of a friend.
But, as we neared to-night, somehow,I felt that he would stop and speak:Though he went by: and when I turned,I saw him standing in the road,And looking back, with hand to brow,As if to shade old eyes, grown weakAwaiting the long sleep they'd earned:Though, as again towards him I strode,A friendly light within them burned.And then, as I drew nigh, he spokeWith shaking head, and voice that broke:"I've missed you these last nights," he said"And I have not so many nowThat I can miss friends easily...Aye: friends grow scarce, as you grow old:And roads are rough: and winds are cold:And when you feel you're losing hold,Life does not go too merrily."And then he stood with nodding head,And spoke no more. And so I toldHow I had been, six days and nights,Exiled from pleasant sounds and sights.And now, as though my voice had stirredHis heart to speech, he told right out,With quickening eye and quavering word,The things I care to hear about,The little things that make up life:How he'd been lonesome, since his wifeHad died, some thirty year ago:And how he trudged three mile or soTo reach the farmstead where he worked,And three mile back to his own door...For he dwelt outby on the moor:And every day the distance irkedMore sorely still his poor, old bones;And all the road seemed strewn with stonesTo trip you up, when you were old--When you were old, and friends were few:How, since the farmstead had been sold,The master and the men were new,All save himself; and they were young;And Mistress had a raspy tongue:So, often, he would hardly speakA friendly word from week to weekWith any soul. Old friends had died,Or else had quit the countryside:And, since his wife was taken, heHad lived alone, this thirty year:And there were few who cared to hearAn old man's jabber ... and too longHe'd kept me, standing in the cold,With his long tongue, and such a songAbout himself! And I would be...
But, as we neared to-night, somehow,
I felt that he would stop and speak:
Though he went by: and when I turned,
I saw him standing in the road,
And looking back, with hand to brow,
As if to shade old eyes, grown weak
Awaiting the long sleep they'd earned:
Though, as again towards him I strode,
A friendly light within them burned.
And then, as I drew nigh, he spoke
With shaking head, and voice that broke:
"I've missed you these last nights," he said
"And I have not so many now
That I can miss friends easily...
Aye: friends grow scarce, as you grow old:
And roads are rough: and winds are cold:
And when you feel you're losing hold,
Life does not go too merrily."
And then he stood with nodding head,
And spoke no more. And so I told
How I had been, six days and nights,
Exiled from pleasant sounds and sights.
And now, as though my voice had stirred
His heart to speech, he told right out,
With quickening eye and quavering word,
The things I care to hear about,
The little things that make up life:
How he'd been lonesome, since his wife
Had died, some thirty year ago:
And how he trudged three mile or so
To reach the farmstead where he worked,
And three mile back to his own door...
For he dwelt outby on the moor:
And every day the distance irked
More sorely still his poor, old bones;
And all the road seemed strewn with stones
To trip you up, when you were old--
When you were old, and friends were few:
How, since the farmstead had been sold,
The master and the men were new,
All save himself; and they were young;
And Mistress had a raspy tongue:
So, often, he would hardly speak
A friendly word from week to week
With any soul. Old friends had died,
Or else had quit the countryside:
And, since his wife was taken, he
Had lived alone, this thirty year:
And there were few who cared to hear
An old man's jabber ... and too long
He'd kept me, standing in the cold,
With his long tongue, and such a song
About himself! And I would be...
I put my arm through his; and turnedTo go upon his way with him:And once again that warm light burnedIn those old eyes, so weak and dim:While, with thin, piping voice, he toldHow much it meant to him each nightTo change a kindly word with me:To think that he'd at least one friendWho'd maybe miss him, in the end.
I put my arm through his; and turned
To go upon his way with him:
And once again that warm light burned
In those old eyes, so weak and dim:
While, with thin, piping voice, he told
How much it meant to him each night
To change a kindly word with me:
To think that he'd at least one friend
Who'd maybe miss him, in the end.
Then, as we walked, he said no more:And, silent, in the starry light,Across the wide, sweet-smelling bent,Between the grass and stars we wentIn quiet, friendly company:And, all the way, we only heardA chirrup where some partridge stirred,And ran before us through the grass,To hide his head till we should pass.
Then, as we walked, he said no more:
And, silent, in the starry light,
Across the wide, sweet-smelling bent,
Between the grass and stars we went
In quiet, friendly company:
And, all the way, we only heard
A chirrup where some partridge stirred,
And ran before us through the grass,
To hide his head till we should pass.
At length, we reached the cottage-door:But, when I stopped, and turned to go,His words came falteringly and slow:If I would step inside, and rest,I'd be right welcome: not a guestHad crossed his threshold, thirty year...He'd naught but bread and cheese and beerTo offer me ... but, I'd know best...
At length, we reached the cottage-door:
But, when I stopped, and turned to go,
His words came falteringly and slow:
If I would step inside, and rest,
I'd be right welcome: not a guest
Had crossed his threshold, thirty year...
He'd naught but bread and cheese and beer
To offer me ... but, I'd know best...
He spoke with hand upon the latch;And, when I answered, opened wideThe cottage-door; and stepped inside;And, as I followed, struck a match,And lit a tallow-dip: and stirredThe banked-up peats into a glow:And then with shuffling step and slowHe moved about: and soon had setTwo mugs of beer, and bread and cheese:And while we made a meal off these,The old man never spoke a word;But, brooding in the ingle-seat,With eyes upon the kindling peat,He seemed awhile to quite forgetHe was not sitting by himselfTo-night, like any other night;When, as, in the dim candle-light,I glanced around me, with surpriseI saw, upon the rafter-shelf,A flute, nigh hidden in the shade.
He spoke with hand upon the latch;
And, when I answered, opened wide
The cottage-door; and stepped inside;
And, as I followed, struck a match,
And lit a tallow-dip: and stirred
The banked-up peats into a glow:
And then with shuffling step and slow
He moved about: and soon had set
Two mugs of beer, and bread and cheese:
And while we made a meal off these,
The old man never spoke a word;
But, brooding in the ingle-seat,
With eyes upon the kindling peat,
He seemed awhile to quite forget
He was not sitting by himself
To-night, like any other night;
When, as, in the dim candle-light,
I glanced around me, with surprise
I saw, upon the rafter-shelf,
A flute, nigh hidden in the shade.
And when I asked him if he played,The light came back into his eyes:Aye, aye, he sometimes piped a bit,But not so often since she died.And then, as though old memories litHis poor, old heart, and made it glad,He told how he, when quite a lad,Had taught himself: and they would playOn penny whistles all the day--He and the miller's son, besideThe millpool, chirping all they knew,Till they could whistle clean and true:And how, when old enough to earn,They both saved up to buy a flute;And they had played it, turn for turn:But, Jake was dead, this long while back...Ah! if I'd only heard him toot,I'd know what music meant. Aye, aye...He'd play me something, by-and-bye;Though he was naught to Jake ... and nowHis breath was scant, and fingering slack...He used to play to her at nightThe melodies that she liked best,While she worked on: she'd never restBy daylight, or by candle-light...And then, with hand upon his brow,He brooded, quiet in his chair,With eyes upon the red peat-glare;Until, at length, he roused himself,And reached the flute down from the shelf;And, carrying it outside the door,I saw him take a can, and pourFresh water through the instrument,To make it sweet of tone, he said.Then, in his seat, so old and bent,With kindling eyes, and swaying head,He played the airs he used to playTo please his wife, before she died:And as I watched his body swayIn time and tune, from side to side,So happy, playing, and to pleaseWith old familiar melodies,His eyes grew brighter and more bright,As though they saw some well-loved sight:And, following his happy gaze,I turned, and saw, without amaze,A woman standing, young and fair,With hazel eyes, and thick brown hairBrushed smoothly backward from the brow,Beside the table that but now,Save for the empty mugs, was bare.Upon it she had spread a sheet:And stood there, ironing a shirt,Her husband's, as he played to herHer favourite tunes, so old and sweet.I watched her move with soundless stir;Then stand with listening eyes, and holdThe iron near her glowing cheek,Lest it, too hot, should do some hurt,And she, so careful not to burnThe well-darned shirt, so worn and old.Then, something seemed to make me turnTo look on the old man again:And, as I looked, the playing stopped;And now I saw that he had droppedInto his brooding mood once more,With eyes again grown dull and weak.He seemed the oldest of old menWho grope through life with sight worn dimAnd, even as I looked at him,Too full of tender awe to speak,I knew once more the board was bare,With no young woman standing thereWith hazel eyes and thick, brown hair;And I, in vain, for her should seek,If I but sought this side death's door.
And when I asked him if he played,
The light came back into his eyes:
Aye, aye, he sometimes piped a bit,
But not so often since she died.
And then, as though old memories lit
His poor, old heart, and made it glad,
He told how he, when quite a lad,
Had taught himself: and they would play
On penny whistles all the day--
He and the miller's son, beside
The millpool, chirping all they knew,
Till they could whistle clean and true:
And how, when old enough to earn,
They both saved up to buy a flute;
And they had played it, turn for turn:
But, Jake was dead, this long while back...
Ah! if I'd only heard him toot,
I'd know what music meant. Aye, aye...
He'd play me something, by-and-bye;
Though he was naught to Jake ... and now
His breath was scant, and fingering slack...
He used to play to her at night
The melodies that she liked best,
While she worked on: she'd never rest
By daylight, or by candle-light...
And then, with hand upon his brow,
He brooded, quiet in his chair,
With eyes upon the red peat-glare;
Until, at length, he roused himself,
And reached the flute down from the shelf;
And, carrying it outside the door,
I saw him take a can, and pour
Fresh water through the instrument,
To make it sweet of tone, he said.
Then, in his seat, so old and bent,
With kindling eyes, and swaying head,
He played the airs he used to play
To please his wife, before she died:
And as I watched his body sway
In time and tune, from side to side,
So happy, playing, and to please
With old familiar melodies,
His eyes grew brighter and more bright,
As though they saw some well-loved sight:
And, following his happy gaze,
I turned, and saw, without amaze,
A woman standing, young and fair,
With hazel eyes, and thick brown hair
Brushed smoothly backward from the brow,
Beside the table that but now,
Save for the empty mugs, was bare.
Upon it she had spread a sheet:
And stood there, ironing a shirt,
Her husband's, as he played to her
Her favourite tunes, so old and sweet.
I watched her move with soundless stir;
Then stand with listening eyes, and hold
The iron near her glowing cheek,
Lest it, too hot, should do some hurt,
And she, so careful not to burn
The well-darned shirt, so worn and old.
Then, something seemed to make me turn
To look on the old man again:
And, as I looked, the playing stopped;
And now I saw that he had dropped
Into his brooding mood once more,
With eyes again grown dull and weak.
He seemed the oldest of old men
Who grope through life with sight worn dim
And, even as I looked at him,
Too full of tender awe to speak,
I knew once more the board was bare,
With no young woman standing there
With hazel eyes and thick, brown hair;
And I, in vain, for her should seek,
If I but sought this side death's door.
And so, at last, I rose, and tookHis hand: and as he clasped mine tight,I saw again that friendly lookFill his old weary eyes with light,And wish me, without words, good-nightAnd in my heart, that look glowed brightTill I reached home across the moor.
And so, at last, I rose, and took
His hand: and as he clasped mine tight,
I saw again that friendly look
Fill his old weary eyes with light,
And wish me, without words, good-night
And in my heart, that look glowed bright
Till I reached home across the moor.
And, at the corner of the lane,Next night, I heard the old voice cryIn greeting, as I struggled by,Head-down against the wind and rain.And so each night, until one day,His master chanced across my way:But, when I spoke of him, he said:Did I not know the man was dead,And had been dead a week or so?One morn he'd not turned up to work;And never having known him shirk;And hearing that he lived alone;He thought it best himself to goAnd see what ailed: and coming there,He found the old man in his chair,Stone-dead beside the cold hearthstone.It must be full a week, or more...Aye, just two weeks, come Saturday,He'd found him; but he must have diedO'ernight--(the night I heard him play!)And they had found, dropt by his side,A broken flute upon the floor.
And, at the corner of the lane,
Next night, I heard the old voice cry
In greeting, as I struggled by,
Head-down against the wind and rain.
And so each night, until one day,
His master chanced across my way:
But, when I spoke of him, he said:
Did I not know the man was dead,
And had been dead a week or so?
One morn he'd not turned up to work;
And never having known him shirk;
And hearing that he lived alone;
He thought it best himself to go
And see what ailed: and coming there,
He found the old man in his chair,
Stone-dead beside the cold hearthstone.
It must be full a week, or more...
Aye, just two weeks, come Saturday,
He'd found him; but he must have died
O'ernight--(the night I heard him play!)
And they had found, dropt by his side,
A broken flute upon the floor.
Yet, every night, his greeting stillAt that same corner of the hill,Summer and Winter, wet or dry,'Neath cloud, or moon, or cold starlight,Is waiting there to welcome me:And ever as I hurry by,The old voice sings out cheerily:"Good-night!" and yet again, "Good-night!"
Yet, every night, his greeting still
At that same corner of the hill,
Summer and Winter, wet or dry,
'Neath cloud, or moon, or cold starlight,
Is waiting there to welcome me:
And ever as I hurry by,
The old voice sings out cheerily:
"Good-night!" and yet again, "Good-night!"
1910-1911.
1910-1911.