ELIM.

He either fears too much,Or his deserts are small,Who would not put it to the touch,To win or lose it all.Montrose.

He either fears too much,

Or his deserts are small,

Who would not put it to the touch,

To win or lose it all.

Montrose.

The earliest cock had barely crowed his first salutation to the awakening day, and the first warblers had not yet begun to make their morning music in the thick shrubberies around the cottage, when aroused betimes by his anxiety for Jasper, Sir Miles made his appearance, already full dressed, at the door of the room in which his son was sleeping.

For he was still asleep, with that hardy young man still watching over him, apparently unmoved by the loss of his own rest, and wholly indifferent to what are usually deemed the indispensable requirements of nature.

“You are afoot betimes, sir,” said the youth, rising from his seat as the old cavalier entered the room; “pity that you should have arisen so early, for I could have watched him twice as long, had it been needful, but in truth it was not so. Your son has scarce moved, Sir Miles, since you left the chamber last night. You see how pleasantly and soundly he is sleeping.”

“It was notthat, young sir,” replied the old man, cordially. “It was not that I doubted your good will, or your good watching either; but he is my son, my only son, and how should I but be anxious. But as you say, he sleeps pleasantly and well. God be thanked therefore. He will be none the worse for this.”

“Better, perhaps, Sir Miles,” replied the other, with a slight smile. “Wiser, at least, I doubt not he will be; for in good truth, it was a very boyish, and a very foolish risk to run.”

The old man, for the first time, looked at the speaker steadfastly, and was struck by the singular expression of his countenance—that strange mixture of impassive self-confident composure, and half-scornful audacity, which I have mentioned as being his most striking characteristics. On the preceding evening, Sir Miles had been so much engrossed by the anxiety he felt about his son, and subsequently by the feelings called forth in his inmost heart by the discovery of an old comrade in the person of William Allan, that in fact he had paid little attention to either of the other personages present.

He had observed, indeed, that there were a fair young girl and a powerfully framed youth present; he had even addressed a few words casually to both of them, but they had left no impression on his mind, and he had not even considered who or what they were likely to be.

Now, however, when he was composed and relieved of fear for his son’s life, he was struck, as I have said, by the expression and features of the young man, and began to consider who he could be; for there was no such similarity, whether of feature, expression, voice, air or gesture, between him and William Allan, as is wont to exist between son and sire.

After a moment’s pause, however, the old cavalier replied, not altogether pleased apparently by the tone of the last remark.

“It was a very bold andmanlyrisk, it appears to me,” he said, “and if rash, can hardly be called boyish; and you, I should think,” he added, “would be the last to blame bold actions. You look like any thing but one who should recommend cold counsels, or be slack either to dare or do. I fancy you have seen stirring times somewhere, and been among daring deeds yourself.”

“So many times, Sir Miles,” replied the young man, modestly, “that I have learned how absurd it is toseeksuch occasions without cause. There be necessary risks enough in life, and man has calls enough, and those unavoidable, on his courage, without going out of his way to seek them, or throwing any energy or boldness unprofitably to the winds. At least so I have found it in the little I have seen of human life and action.”

“Ha! you speak well,” said Sir Miles, looking even more thoughtfully than before at the marked and somewhat weatherbeaten features of the young man. “And where have you met with perils so rife, and learned so truly the need of disciplining natural energies and valor.”

“On the high seas, Sir Miles, of which I have been a follower from a boy.”

“Indeed! are you such a voyager! and where, I pray you, have you served?”

“I cannot say that I have exactlyserved. But I have visited both the Indias, East and West; and have seen some smart fighting—where they say peace never comes—beyond the Line, I mean, with the Dons, both in Darien and Peru.”

“Ha! but you have indeed seen the world, for one so young as you; and yet I think you have not sailed in the king’s ships, nor held rank in the service.”

“No, Sir Miles, I am but a poor free-trader; and yet sometimes I think that we have carried the English flag farther, and made the English name both better known, and more widely feared, than the cruisers of any king who has sat on our throne, since the good old days of Queen Bess.”

“His present majesty did good service against the Dutch, young man. And what say you to Blake? Who ever did more gloriously at sea, than rough old Blake?”

“Ay, sir, but that was in Noll’s days, and we may not call him akingof England, though of a certainty he was her wise and valiant ruler. And for his present majesty, God bless him! that Opdam business was when he was the Duke of York; and he has forgotten all his glory, I think, now that he has become king,and lets the Frenchman and the Don do as they please with our colonists and traders, and the Dutchman, too, for that matter.”

The old man paused, and shook his head gravely for a moment, but then resumed with a smile,

“So, so, my young friend, you are one of those bold spirits who claim to judge for yourselves, and make peace or war, as you think well, without waiting the slow action of senates or kings, who hold that hemispheres, not treaties, are the measure of hostility or amity.”

“Not so, exactly, noble sir. But where we find peace or war, there we take them; and if the Dons wont be quiet on the other side the Line, and our good king wont keep them quiet, why we must either take them as we find them, or give up the great field to them altogether.”

“Which you hold to be unEnglish and unmanly?”

“Even so, sir.”

“Well, I, for one, will not gainsay you. But do not you fear, sometimes that while you are thus stretching a commission—that is the term, I believe, among you liberal gentlemen—you may chance to get your own neck stretched some sultry morning in the Floridas or in Darien.”

“One of the very risks I spoke of but now, Sir Miles,” replied the young man, laughing. “My life were not worth five minutes’ purchase if the Governor of St. Augustine, or of Panama either, for that matter, could once lay hold on me.”

“I marvel,” said the old cavalier, again shaking his head solemnly, “I marvel much—” and then interrupting himself suddenly in the middle of his sentence, he lapsed into a fit of meditative silence.

“At what, if I may be so bold—at what do you so much marvel?”

“That William Allan should consent,” replied the cavalier, “that son of his should embark in so wild and stormy a career, in a career which, I should have judged, with his strict principles and somewhat puritanical feeling, he would deem the reverse of gracious or godfearing.”

“He knows not what career I follow,” answered the young man, bluntly. “But you are in error altogether, sir. I am no son of William Allan.”

“No son of William Allan! Ha! now that I think of it, your features are not his, nor your voice either.”

“Nor my body, nor my soul!” replied the other, hastily and hotly, “no more than the free falcon’s are those of the caged linnet! Sometimes I even marvel how it can be that any drop of mutual or common blood should run in our veins; and yet it is so—and I—I—yet no—I donotrepent it!”

“And wherefore should you? there is no worthier or better man, I do believe, than William Allan living; and, in his younger days at least, I know there was no braver.”

“No braver?—indeed! indeed!” exclaimed the young man, eagerly—“was he, indeed, brave?”

“Ay, was he, youth! brave both to do and to suffer. Brave, both with the quick and dauntless courage to act, and with the rarer and more elevated courage to resolve and hold fast to resolution. But who are you, who, living with him, know both so little and so much of William Allan? If you be not his son, who are you?”

“His sister’s son, Sir Miles—his only sister’s son, to whom, since that sister’s death, he has been—God forgive me for that I said but now—more than a father; for surely I have tried him more than ever son tried a father, and he has borne with me still with a most absolute indulgence and unwearied love.”

“What—what!” exclaimed Sir Miles, much moved and even agitated by what he heard, “are you the child of that innocent and beautiful Alicia Allan, whom—whom—” The old man faltered and stopped short, for he was in fact on the point of bursting into tears.

But the youth finished the sentence which he had left unconcluded, in a stern, slow voice, and with a lowering brow.

“Whom your friend, Durzil Olifaunt, betrayed by a mock marriage, and afterward deserted with her infants. Yes, Sir Miles, I am one of those infants, the son of Alicia Allan’s shame! And my uncle did not slay him—therefore it is I asked you, was he brave.”

“And yet hewasslain—and for that very deed!” replied the old man, gloomily, with his eyes fixed upon the ground.

“Hewasslain,” repeated the young sailor, whose curiosity and interest were now greatly excited. “But how can you tell wherefore? No one has ever known who slew him—how, then, can you name the cause of his slaying?”

“There isOnewho knows all things!”

“ButHeimparts not his knowledge,” answered the other, not irreverently. “And unlessyouslew him, I see not how you can know this. Yet, hold, hold!” he continued impetuously, as he saw that Sir Miles was about to speak, “if you did slay him, tell it not; for if he did betray my mother, if he did abandon me to disgrace and ruin—still, still he was my father.”

“I slew him not, young man,” replied the cavalier, gravely, “but he was slain for the cause that I have named, and I saw him die—repentant.”

“Repentant!” exclaimed the youth, grasping the withered hand of the old knight, in the intensity of his emotions, “did he repent the wrong he had done my mother?”

“As surely as he died.”

“May God forgive him, then,” said the seaman, clasping his hands together and bursting into tears, “as I forgive him.”

“Amen! amen!” cried the knight, “for he was mine ancient friend, the comrade of my boyhood, before he did that thing; and I, too, have something to forgive to him.”

“You, Sir Miles, you!—what can you have to forgive?”

“Tell me first, tell me—how are you named?”

“Durzil,” answered the youth, “Durzil,Nothing!” he added, very bitterly, “my country, and my country’s law give me no other name, but only Durzil—its enemies have named meBras-de-fer!”

“Then mark me, Durzil; as he of whom you are sprung, of whom you are named, was my first friend, so was your mother my first love; and she returnedmy love, till he, my sometime confidant, did steal her from me, and made his paramour, whom I had made my wife.”

“Great God!” exclaimed the young man, struck with consternation; “then it must, it must have been so—it was you who slew my—my father!”

“Young man, I never lied.”

“Pardon me, Sir Miles. Pardon me, I am half distraught. And you loved my mother, and—and—he repented. Why was not I told of this before? And yet,” he added, again pausing, as if some fresh suspicion struck him, “and yet how is this? I heard you speak yester even to my uncle, of wrongs done—done by yourself tohim, and of a woman’s death—that woman, therefore, was not, could not have beenmymother. Who, then, wasshe?”

“Hismother,” replied Sir Miles St. Aubyn, calmly, but sadly, pointing to the bed on which Jasper lay sleeping tranquilly and all unconsciously of the strange revelations which were going on around him. “If my friend robbed me of William Allan’s sister, so I won from William Allan, in after days, her who owned his affection; but with this difference, that she I won never returned your uncle’s love from the beginning, and that I never betrayed his confidence. If I were the winner, it was in fair and loyal strife, and though it has been, as I learned for the first time last night, a sore burthen on your uncle’s heart, it has been none on my conscience; my withers are unwrung.”

“I believe it, sir; from my soul, I believe it,” cried the young man, enthusiastically, “for, on my life, I think you are all honor and nobility. But tell me, tell me now, if you love, if you pity me—as you should do for my mother’s sake—who slew my father?”

“I have sworn,” answered the cavalier, “I have sworn never to reveal that to mortal man; and if I had not sworn, toyouI could not reveal it; for, if I judge aright, you would hold yourself bound to⁠—”

“Avenge it!” exclaimed the youth, fiercely, interrupting him; “ay, were it at my soul’s purchase—since he repented.”

“Hedidrepent, Durzil; nay, more, he died, desiring only that he could repair the wrong he had done you, regretting only that he could not give you his name and his inheritance, as he did giveyouhis dying blessing, and your mother his last thought, his last word in this world.”

“Didsheknow this?”

“Durzil, I cannot answer you; for within a few days after your father’s death, I left England for the Low Countries, and returned not until many a year had passed into the bygone eternity. When I did return, the sorrows of Alicia Allan were at an end forever; and though I then made all inquiries in all quarters, I could learn nothing of your uncle or yourself, nor ever have heard of you any more until last night, when we were all so singularly brought together.”

“Ioughtto have known this; I would, I would to God that Ihadknown it. My life had been less wild, then, less turbulent, less stormy. My spirit had not then burned with so rash a recklessness. It was the sense of wrong, of bitter and unmerited wrong done in past times, of cold and undeserved scorn heaped on me in the present, as the bastard—the child of infamy and shame! that goaded me into so hot action. But it is done now, it is done, and cannot be amended. The world it is which has made me what I am—let the world look to it—let the world enjoy the work of its hands.”

“There is nothing, Durzil,” said the old man, solemnly, “nothing but death that cannot be amended.Undonethings may not be, but all may be amended, by God’s good grace to aid us.”

“Hast thou not seen a sapling in the forest, which, overcrowded by trees of stronger growth, or warped from its true direction by some unnoted accident, hath grown up vigorous indeed and strong, but deformed and distorted in its yearly progress, until arrived at its full maturity, not all the art or all the strength of man or man’s machinery can force it from its bias, or make it straight and comely? So is it with the mind of man, Sir Miles. While it is young and plastic, you shall direct it as you will—once ripened, hardened in its growth, whether that growth be tortuous or true, as soon shall you remodel the stature of the earth-fast oak, as change its intellectual bias. But I am wearying you, I fancy, and wasting words in unavailing disquisition. I hear my uncle’s step without, moreover; permit me, I will join him.”

“Hold yet a moment,” replied the old man, kindly, “and let me say this to you now, while we are alone, which I may perchance lack opportunity to say hereafter. Your mother’s son, Durzil Olifaunt—for so I shall ever call you, and so byhislast words you are entitled to be called—can never weary me. Your welfare will concern me ever—what interests you will interest me always, and next to my own son I shall hold you nearest and dearest to this old heart at all times. Now leave me if you will—yet hold! tell me before you go, what I am fain to learn concerning your good uncle—the knowledge shall perchance save painful explanation, perchance grave misunderstanding.”

“All that I know is at your service,” answered the young man, in a calmer and milder tone than he had used heretofore—for he was, in truth, much moved and softened by the evident feeling of the old cavalier; “but let me thank you first for your kindly offers, which, should occasion offer, believe me, I will test as frankly as you have made them nobly.”

To his latter words Miles St. Aubyn made no answer, except a grave inclination of his head, for his mind was preoccupied now by thoughts of very different import—was fixed, indeed, on days long passed, and on old painful memories.

“This girl,” he said at length, “this fair young girl whom I saw here last night, is she—is she your sister? I think you had a sister—yet this fair child hath not Alicia’s hair, nor her eyes—who is she?”

“God was most good in that,” answered the seaman, with much feeling, “he took my sister to himself, even before my mother pined away. A man’s lot is hard enough who is the son of shame—a woman’s is intolerable anguish. Theresa is my uncle’s child—his only child. His love for her is almost idolatry, and were it altogether so, she deserves it all. Lo! thereshe passes by the casement—was ever fairer face or lovelier figure? and yet her soul, her innocent and artless soul, has beauties that as far surpass those personal charms, astheyexceed all other earthly loveliness.”

“You love her,” said the cavalier, looking quickly upward, for he had been musing with downcast eyes, while Durzil spoke, and had not even raised his lids to gaze upon Theresa as she passed through the garden. “You love this innocent and gentle child.”

The young man’s cheek burned crimson, ashamed that he should have revealed himself so completely to one who was almost a stranger. But he was not one to deny or disguise a single feeling of his heart, whether for good or for evil, and he replied, after a moment’s pause, with anunfaltering and steady voice, “Idolove her, more than my own soul!”

“And she,” asked the old knight, “does she know, does she return your affection?”

Again the sailor hesitated, “Women, they say,” he replied, at length, “know always by a natural instinct when they are beloved, and therefore I believe sheknowsit. For the rest, she is always most affectionate, most gentle, nay, even tender. Further than this, I may not judge.”

“Father,” exclaimed a faint voice from the bed, at this moment. “Is that you, father?” and Jasper St. Aubyn opened his eyes, languid yet from the heavy slumber into which the opiate had cast him, and raised himself up a little on his pillow, though with a slow and painful motion.

“My son,” cried the old man, hurrying to the side of the bed, “my own boy, Jasper, how fare you now? You have slept well.”

“So well,” answered the bold boy, “that I feel strong enough, and clear enough in the head, to be up and about; but that whenever I would move a limb, there comes an accursed twinge to put me in mind that limestone rock is harder than bone and muscle.”

Meanwhile, as soon as the old cavalier’s attention was diverted by the awakening of his own son from his trance-like slumber, Durzil Bras-de-fer, as he called himself, and as I shall therefore call him, left the room quietly, and a few minutes afterward might have been seen, had not the eyes of those within the chamber been otherwise directed, to pass the casement, following the same path which had been taken by Theresa Allan a little while before.

[To be continued.

ELIM.

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BY VIRGINIA.

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And they came to Elim, where were twelve wells of water, and threescore and ten palm-trees, and they encamped there by the waters.Exodus xv. 27.

And they came to Elim, where were twelve wells of water, and threescore and ten palm-trees, and they encamped there by the waters.

Exodus xv. 27.

Noon on the burning desert!Unutterable noon!On the wandering band, from Goshen’s land,Shod in the wondrous shoon!Blasting the man of might,Blighting the infant flower,And quenching the light to the mother’s sightAs it droops in the fearful hour!Look out o’er the blinding heaven!Look out o’er the searèd ground!Is naught in view save the torturing blueAnd the maddening sand around?Behold a speck afar!It seemeth a cloud like a hand,And it beck’neth us on through the raging sunAway to the Promised Land!Is it the Angel of Death,Sent forth as a mocking guide?Is it the trace of the warrior raceAs they scour the trackless wide?No! by the Cloudy Pillar!No! by our Fiery Friend!From the bush of flame the great I AMHath bidden us onward wend!On to the Seventy Palm Trees!On to the water’s brink!Where the wayfaring rest on the green earth’s breast,And the fainting pilgrims drink!Drink! and forget their misery,And remember their toil no more;Rest! while the breeze sways the stately treesThose dark, cool waters o’er!Drink! parched and panting Israel!In those draughts of mercy deepThere mingles no tide of the Marah wideWhere thy innermost soul shall steep!Rest! worn and weary Israel!In the dream of thy sleeping eyesThere dwelleth no thought of the ruin wroughtBy coming centuries!Oh, Elim! loveliest Elim!Gem of the desert old!Green be thy mighty shadows,Pure be thy waters cold!How often, ’mid life’s vast desert,My heart within me swells,As I sigh for thy Seventy Palm Trees,And for thy Twelve Deep Wells!

Noon on the burning desert!Unutterable noon!On the wandering band, from Goshen’s land,Shod in the wondrous shoon!

Noon on the burning desert!

Unutterable noon!

On the wandering band, from Goshen’s land,

Shod in the wondrous shoon!

Blasting the man of might,Blighting the infant flower,And quenching the light to the mother’s sightAs it droops in the fearful hour!

Blasting the man of might,

Blighting the infant flower,

And quenching the light to the mother’s sight

As it droops in the fearful hour!

Look out o’er the blinding heaven!Look out o’er the searèd ground!Is naught in view save the torturing blueAnd the maddening sand around?

Look out o’er the blinding heaven!

Look out o’er the searèd ground!

Is naught in view save the torturing blue

And the maddening sand around?

Behold a speck afar!It seemeth a cloud like a hand,And it beck’neth us on through the raging sunAway to the Promised Land!

Behold a speck afar!

It seemeth a cloud like a hand,

And it beck’neth us on through the raging sun

Away to the Promised Land!

Is it the Angel of Death,Sent forth as a mocking guide?Is it the trace of the warrior raceAs they scour the trackless wide?

Is it the Angel of Death,

Sent forth as a mocking guide?

Is it the trace of the warrior race

As they scour the trackless wide?

No! by the Cloudy Pillar!No! by our Fiery Friend!From the bush of flame the great I AMHath bidden us onward wend!

No! by the Cloudy Pillar!

No! by our Fiery Friend!

From the bush of flame the great I AM

Hath bidden us onward wend!

On to the Seventy Palm Trees!On to the water’s brink!Where the wayfaring rest on the green earth’s breast,And the fainting pilgrims drink!

On to the Seventy Palm Trees!

On to the water’s brink!

Where the wayfaring rest on the green earth’s breast,

And the fainting pilgrims drink!

Drink! and forget their misery,And remember their toil no more;Rest! while the breeze sways the stately treesThose dark, cool waters o’er!

Drink! and forget their misery,

And remember their toil no more;

Rest! while the breeze sways the stately trees

Those dark, cool waters o’er!

Drink! parched and panting Israel!In those draughts of mercy deepThere mingles no tide of the Marah wideWhere thy innermost soul shall steep!

Drink! parched and panting Israel!

In those draughts of mercy deep

There mingles no tide of the Marah wide

Where thy innermost soul shall steep!

Rest! worn and weary Israel!In the dream of thy sleeping eyesThere dwelleth no thought of the ruin wroughtBy coming centuries!

Rest! worn and weary Israel!

In the dream of thy sleeping eyes

There dwelleth no thought of the ruin wrought

By coming centuries!

Oh, Elim! loveliest Elim!Gem of the desert old!Green be thy mighty shadows,Pure be thy waters cold!

Oh, Elim! loveliest Elim!

Gem of the desert old!

Green be thy mighty shadows,

Pure be thy waters cold!

How often, ’mid life’s vast desert,My heart within me swells,As I sigh for thy Seventy Palm Trees,And for thy Twelve Deep Wells!

How often, ’mid life’s vast desert,

My heart within me swells,

As I sigh for thy Seventy Palm Trees,

And for thy Twelve Deep Wells!

FAITH’S WARNING.

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BY HENRY T. TUCKERMAN.

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The vital elements of all things giftedWith promise or with truth,By God’s own hand benignantly are liftedInto perennial youth.O then, with gentle reverence, surrenderThe wish to interfere,Behold the miracle, devout and tender,But enter not its sphere!Childhood, with meek intelligence, appealing,When guardians annoy,As gush the sympathies its life revealing,Asks freedom to enjoy.Genius, by graceful waywardness, achievingIts claim the boon to share,A narrow doom in Fancy’s world retrieving,Expands untrammeled there.The throes of nations plead that right be tested⁠—The Present grapple fairly with the Past,For Liberty’s pure zeal if unmolested,Will triumph at the last!Profane not Love in its divine seclusion,If true, its hope is sure,Born in weak hearts it is a chance illusion,That vainly would endure.For all things destined to survive, engenderTheir own progressive life,And Truth, forsaken by her last defender,Yet conquers in the strife.In its dim crypt of mould the seed implantedWill germinate and spring,Poised in her azure realm the lark undauntedExultingly will sing!The prayer of wisdom in these later agesIs for unchartered rightTo turn, at will, her own elected pages,With unimpeded sight.To their own law abandon all things real,Nor, with incessant care,Strive to conform to thy perverse idealWhat God created fair.

The vital elements of all things giftedWith promise or with truth,By God’s own hand benignantly are liftedInto perennial youth.

The vital elements of all things gifted

With promise or with truth,

By God’s own hand benignantly are lifted

Into perennial youth.

O then, with gentle reverence, surrenderThe wish to interfere,Behold the miracle, devout and tender,But enter not its sphere!

O then, with gentle reverence, surrender

The wish to interfere,

Behold the miracle, devout and tender,

But enter not its sphere!

Childhood, with meek intelligence, appealing,When guardians annoy,As gush the sympathies its life revealing,Asks freedom to enjoy.

Childhood, with meek intelligence, appealing,

When guardians annoy,

As gush the sympathies its life revealing,

Asks freedom to enjoy.

Genius, by graceful waywardness, achievingIts claim the boon to share,A narrow doom in Fancy’s world retrieving,Expands untrammeled there.

Genius, by graceful waywardness, achieving

Its claim the boon to share,

A narrow doom in Fancy’s world retrieving,

Expands untrammeled there.

The throes of nations plead that right be tested⁠—The Present grapple fairly with the Past,For Liberty’s pure zeal if unmolested,Will triumph at the last!

The throes of nations plead that right be tested⁠—

The Present grapple fairly with the Past,

For Liberty’s pure zeal if unmolested,

Will triumph at the last!

Profane not Love in its divine seclusion,If true, its hope is sure,Born in weak hearts it is a chance illusion,That vainly would endure.

Profane not Love in its divine seclusion,

If true, its hope is sure,

Born in weak hearts it is a chance illusion,

That vainly would endure.

For all things destined to survive, engenderTheir own progressive life,And Truth, forsaken by her last defender,Yet conquers in the strife.

For all things destined to survive, engender

Their own progressive life,

And Truth, forsaken by her last defender,

Yet conquers in the strife.

In its dim crypt of mould the seed implantedWill germinate and spring,Poised in her azure realm the lark undauntedExultingly will sing!

In its dim crypt of mould the seed implanted

Will germinate and spring,

Poised in her azure realm the lark undaunted

Exultingly will sing!

The prayer of wisdom in these later agesIs for unchartered rightTo turn, at will, her own elected pages,With unimpeded sight.

The prayer of wisdom in these later ages

Is for unchartered right

To turn, at will, her own elected pages,

With unimpeded sight.

To their own law abandon all things real,Nor, with incessant care,Strive to conform to thy perverse idealWhat God created fair.

To their own law abandon all things real,

Nor, with incessant care,

Strive to conform to thy perverse ideal

What God created fair.

LAMENT OF THE GOLD-DIGGER.

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BY E. CURTISS HINE, U. S. N.

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’Tis the grief for their fate gives me mystical lore,And coming events cast their shadows before.Campbell.

’Tis the grief for their fate gives me mystical lore,

And coming events cast their shadows before.

Campbell.

’Tis evening, and I stand aloneOn San Francisco’s desert shore,The wandering night-winds sadly moan,And shrieking sea-birds round me soar.The weary sun hath sunk to sleepBeyond the great Pacific’s wave,While here I stand and idly weepThat I have been to gold a slave!O, curses on the maddening cryThat echoed through my own green land,And sent me forth, unwept to die,Upon this lonely desert strand!With spirits fresh the hills I trod,And in the eager strife for gainForgot my country and myGod,And fevered fancies flushed my brain!It came at last, the bitter thought,That I was linked with toiling slaves,Whose very life-blood had been boughtBy selfish and designing knaves.But all too late conviction came,And with a down-cast, tearful eye.I thought with anguish and with shameI’d chased an echo here—to die!O, vain was all our strife for wealth,We ploughed the bed of many a stream,All idly, and with ruined health,Heaped curses on our fevered dream,That drove us from our homes away,Athwart the ocean’s furrowed breast,To find with terror and dismayThat we were houseless Famine’s guests!My heart grows sick—my eye grows dim,As o’er the watery waste I gaze,And powerless droops each nerveless limb,And manhood’s pride and strength decays.Adieu, my childhood’s home, for fateHath dimmed the brightness of my sky,I’ve “dug” my grave, and found too lateI’ve chased an echo here—to die!

’Tis evening, and I stand alone

On San Francisco’s desert shore,

The wandering night-winds sadly moan,

And shrieking sea-birds round me soar.

The weary sun hath sunk to sleep

Beyond the great Pacific’s wave,

While here I stand and idly weep

That I have been to gold a slave!

O, curses on the maddening cryThat echoed through my own green land,And sent me forth, unwept to die,Upon this lonely desert strand!With spirits fresh the hills I trod,And in the eager strife for gainForgot my country and myGod,And fevered fancies flushed my brain!

O, curses on the maddening cry

That echoed through my own green land,

And sent me forth, unwept to die,

Upon this lonely desert strand!

With spirits fresh the hills I trod,

And in the eager strife for gain

Forgot my country and myGod,

And fevered fancies flushed my brain!

It came at last, the bitter thought,That I was linked with toiling slaves,Whose very life-blood had been boughtBy selfish and designing knaves.But all too late conviction came,And with a down-cast, tearful eye.I thought with anguish and with shameI’d chased an echo here—to die!

It came at last, the bitter thought,

That I was linked with toiling slaves,

Whose very life-blood had been bought

By selfish and designing knaves.

But all too late conviction came,

And with a down-cast, tearful eye.

I thought with anguish and with shame

I’d chased an echo here—to die!

O, vain was all our strife for wealth,We ploughed the bed of many a stream,All idly, and with ruined health,Heaped curses on our fevered dream,That drove us from our homes away,Athwart the ocean’s furrowed breast,To find with terror and dismayThat we were houseless Famine’s guests!

O, vain was all our strife for wealth,

We ploughed the bed of many a stream,

All idly, and with ruined health,

Heaped curses on our fevered dream,

That drove us from our homes away,

Athwart the ocean’s furrowed breast,

To find with terror and dismay

That we were houseless Famine’s guests!

My heart grows sick—my eye grows dim,As o’er the watery waste I gaze,And powerless droops each nerveless limb,And manhood’s pride and strength decays.Adieu, my childhood’s home, for fateHath dimmed the brightness of my sky,I’ve “dug” my grave, and found too lateI’ve chased an echo here—to die!

My heart grows sick—my eye grows dim,

As o’er the watery waste I gaze,

And powerless droops each nerveless limb,

And manhood’s pride and strength decays.

Adieu, my childhood’s home, for fate

Hath dimmed the brightness of my sky,

I’ve “dug” my grave, and found too late

I’ve chased an echo here—to die!

SKETCHES OF LIFE IN OUR VILLAGE.

NO. I.—WHAT THERE WAS TO LIKE IN HATTIE ATHERTON.

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BY GIFTIE.

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“You seem to have a great deal to say lately about this Miss Hattie Atherton,” said my brother, looking up from his book as I entered the parlor, after escorting to the door a friend who had been making me a morning call.

“Well,” said I, “I hope you have no objection.”

“Objection—no indeed. But what is there in Miss Hattie, that you all like so much? Your friends have been perfectly absorbed in admiration of her for the last three days.”

“If you knew her you would not wonder that we are all glad to have her at home again. She has been absent four years at a boarding-school, and as she is reported to be wonderfully accomplished her return makes quite a sensation in our quiet circle. That is the reason you have heard her name so frequently mentioned.”

“A regular paragon of boarding-school accomplishments, I suppose,” said Fred, with his most scornful sneer. “She doesn’t know a cow from a sheep—works worsted dogs—paints in colorsexcessively watery—considers her father and mother quite countrified and vulgar—and knows enough of the languages to Frenchify her name into Harriette, or into the more unmeaning diminutive of H-a-t-t-i-e.”

“You are really savage,” replied I, laughing, “but, my good sir, you are quite mistaken in your enumeration, for though she had adopted the diminutive of her somewhat stately name, she is innocent of working worsted dogs, and she rejoices in the knowledge that of the two animals, the cow is the largest. Really, Fred, she is a very lovely girl, perfectly unaffected, and exulting like a freed bird to visit again her old haunts,

“ ‘In the grove and by the river.’ ”

“Ah, she is one of that sort, is she? Raves of nature and falls on her knees to a pigweed. For my part, I could never imagine why a boy wasn’t just as natural as an alder bush.”

“You are really impertinent, Fred, to talk so about my friends,” said I, a little vexed.

“Beg your pardon, sis; but you may depend upon it, all boarding-school girls belong to one of two classes—the smart and affected, or the soft and sentimental. You, my dear Mary, are the only one I ever knew to pass the ordeal without being spoiled.”

“Which escape, I presume, you impute entirely to liberal share of advice bestowed by my wise brother. I am quite provoked with you, for your unsparing sarcasms on women.”

“Ah, if they were only all like you,” replied Fred, rising to come to me, and then falling back on the sofa with a growl at the pain the attempt had caused his sprainedankle. Gentle reader, that sprain, which had confined him four days to the sofa, was the sole reason why my good-natured, sensible brother was so “uncommon” cross.

There was a pause, during which Fred cut his nails and I sewed most industriously. “I think,” said he at length—but what he thought was lost forever to the world, for at that moment the door opened and Hattie entered.

“Speak of angels and one sees their wings,” said I, as I rose to welcome her. “You have come just in time to verify the proverb, for we have been speaking of you.” Fred gave me a beseeching glance. He did not know of a plan I had formed, which was quite inconsistent with any attempt to prejudice Miss Atherton against him.

“I hope angels don’t tear their wings as badly as I have torn my shawl. I have come to you for aid, and you see I carry a flag of distress,” replied Hattie, holding out her shawl that had one corner nearly torn off.

“How did you get such a rent in it?” exclaimed I.

“I have been paying a visit to your friend, Murray, and caught it on a nail in his door,” said she laughing.

“What in the worldwere you doing at Murray’s?”

“I went down to see his child. When I looked out of my window this morning, I was horrified to see that hop pole, whose graceful clusters we were admiring yesterday, lying on the ground, and shorn of its glories. On inquiring the cause of this outrage, I found that Murray went to our house last evening for some hops to make a tea for a sick child, and mother told him to get some from this pole. In doing so, he managed, with Irish dexterity, to throw it down directly across the bed ofDahlias.”

“Your beautifulDahlias—what a pity!”

“I was very sorry, but fortunately they are not all destroyed. I thought the poor man must have been in desperate haste to do such a thing, and so I went to see if the child were dangerously sick.”

“Those Murrays are protegés of mine, but I didn’t know that any of them were sick.”

“The child seems to be threatened with a fever, but I made them give it a warm bath, and put baths of hops on its head and feet, and before I left, it was quite relieved. I staid to superintend the operations, lest they should not do it properly, for I fancy they are not accustomed to the use of water. To be sure, dirt is the native element of that class—but aren’t they uncommonly dirty?”

“I think they are,” replied I. “Last winter I asked Mrs. Murray why she didn’t wash the children before she put on some new clothes I had provided for them, and she opened her eyes in astonishment. ‘Surema’am,’ said she, ‘sure and the dirt keeps ’em warm when they’ve nothin’ else to kiver ’em.’

“I suppose she thinks the same reason applies in summer by the rule of contraries, for they were none of them very clean, and I thought they were rather alarmed at the sight of a tubfull of water. Murray asked if I “wasn’t afeard the child ’ud cotch cold,” but he says he thinks “hops is werry good things,” and she imitated the deep guttural tones of our gardener with a perfection that was perfectly startling.

“You are quite a doctress,” said Fred, when he had done laughing—“can’t you prescribe for me?”

“I should think patience and resignation—an ounce each, thoroughly compounded—would be the most necessary remedy for a sprain,” replied Harriet—and the conversation turned on other subjects.

We examined the shawl, and pronounced it unmendable and I offered to lend her my mantilla. “I will accept it,” said she, “if you will yourself accompany it and assist me in making some purchases this morning. Sally Murphy, who has lived with us so long, is about being married, and father intends furnishing her house for her. It is a small tenement with only four rooms, but it will be all her own, and she would not be more delighted with a palace.”

I was soon ready, and we walked to the cabinet-makers, who was delighted to furnish what we wanted, and then to that “omnium gatherum,” yclept, “the dry goods store,” where we found every thing necessary for our purpose, from the lace for the bride’s dress to the carpet that was to adorn her “keeping-room.” “These are my part of the wedding presents,” said Hattie. “I earned the money—you know how?”

I have said that I had a plan in view, in which my brother and Hattie were to be the principal actors, and you will readily perceive that though not much given to meddling with the affairs of other people, I was sufficiently feminine in my tastes to be something of a matchmaker. Notwithstanding his fine intellectual powers and considerable knowledge derived from men and books, Fred had always been exceedingly deficient in the ability to say and do those graceful nothings that are the usual stepping-stones to an acquaintance between ladies and gentlemen, and this, added to a certain bashfulness that frequently attends a proud, sensitive nature, had kept him from finding any intimate friends among the ladies he had met in his college life, and in his subsequent wanderings over the world. Unfortunately, too, for my matrimonial schemes in his behalf, he was provokingly contented with the prospect of being an old bachelor; and since his establishment in our village, had confined his visits to a few married ladies who were vastly superior in cultivation of mind to any of the unmarried ones of our acquaintance. Thus with a handsome person, and more than ordinary powers of pleasing, had he chosen to exert them, my brother had passed to the shady side of thirty, without having his large, warm heart stirred by a deeper emotion than the quiet love excited by the home circle. I was determined this state of things should not endure much longer, and to Harriet I looked for aid in breaking the spell of indifference that was consigning him to the lonely and selfish existence of a confirmed old bachelor.

Some weeks after the morning on which my story opens, Fred invited me to walk with him to one of his favorite places of resort—a grove that was situated about a mile from the village. The purple light of sunset was thrown like a glory over the surrounding hills, and fell upon the bosom of the river which, foaming in successive rapids through most of its course, here spread out in a broad, deep current, as it swept with graceful curve between its steep wooded banks. Following the path that led down the bank, we came out from the shadow of the trees into a point of land that, jutting out into the river, was covered with a soft greensward. A willow grew on its extremest verge, and on a flat rock under its overhanging branches Hattie Atherton was seated, with her sketch-book on her knee. Her hat lay beside her on the grass, and the wind sweeping back the long, shining curls that usually hung over her face, revealed her broad, intellectual brow, and the perfect contour of her features, while her slight, delicate figure was relieved against the dark trunk of the tree. So absorbed was she in her occupation that she did not know of our approach till we were beside her, and I had taken her book to show Fred her accurate drawing of the view before us. She started up with a slight blush, and turning to my brother said, with a low silvery laugh,

“You ridicule romantic school girls, Mr. Stanley; and as I presume you think I look very much like one at this moment, I must tell you how I happened to be here. Father told me to-day that the course of the M—— railroad has been altered, and it will pass directly along this bank, so that our beautiful grove will be spoiled.”

Great was our indignation at the idea of this invasion, and when we had exhausted almost every expression in the language, Fred declared he would get up a remonstrance and defeat their sacrilegious purposes.

“It will be of no use,” said Hattie. “It is the march of improvement, and we must submit.”

“Worse than the march of the Goths and Vandals,” exclaimed Fred, wrathfully; “the idea of sacrificing these grand old trees to the whims of a few railroad contractors—it is too bad, for the other route will be more convenient for everybody else.”

“I felt sorry enough, as you may imagine,” replied Hattie. “I have spent so many happy hours here that I determined to sketch the view from this point before the measuring-rod or the steam-engine should disturb its quiet beauty.”

“And your pencil has immortalized it; how perfectly you have copied the flickering light that falls on the smooth, dark waters, through those overhanging trees. Really, Miss Atherton, I shall be exceedingly obliged to you for a copy of this picture.”

“You shall have one,” said Hattie, frankly. “I intended making a picture from this, and giving the drawing to Mary, for I know she loves this scene as much as I do. I have so many pleasant associations connected with it, that I feel as if I were to part with an old friend.”

“I can realize your feelings,” replied Fred, “for I,too, have loved to listen on this spot to the many voices of nature. How often have I sat beneath these trees to watch the daylight fade from the hills, and the twilight throw its shadows over the landscape, seeming to descend lower and lower till they rested on the bosom of the river, and I could see nothing but the white foam gleaming through the dark, where it falls over the rocks away yonder. Then the low, thrilling, whispering of the wind among the pines, and the melancholy scream of the night-hawk—I declare they have made me quite poetical, as you see,” he added, smiling, and slightly embarrassed at having been thus betrayed out of his usual composure, which embarrassment was not at all relieved by meeting Hattie’s large dark eyes fixed on him with an expression of wonder and gratification. Perhaps it was thismauvais honte—perhaps it was the argumentative spirit which had occasioned us to give him in the family the soubriquet of “the opposing member”—that gave so singular a turn to this sentimental conversation, when at this moment, in turning over the leaves of her book, Fred found a slip of paper covered with verses of Harriet’s composition.

“So you write poetry, too!” said he, looking up at her with a smile.

“Oh, give it to me—I wouldn’t have you read it for the world,” exclaimed she, springing forward with such evident distress that he reluctantly relinquished the manuscript.

“You needn’t be afraid of his criticism, for he writes poetry sometimes,” said I.

“Doyou?” said Hattie, incredulously.

“Certainly,” answered my brother; “everybody does now-a-days. In the class from which I graduated at college, there were forty-five, of which forty wrote poetry.”

“Wroteverses, you mean,” said Hattie, demurringly.

“There is very little difference. The Horatian maxim, ‘Poeta nascitur non fit,’ which has so long been thought to countenance a distinction, simply means that men and women who write poetry, like other men and women, are ‘born.’ ”

“I suppose, then,” replied Hattie, humoring the idea, “that the doctrine that poets were obliged to gallop up the sides of a steep mountain in Greece, on a vicious nondescript called Pegasus, is to be considered wholly metaphorical.”

“Just so,” said Fred. “Pegasus is now a mere omnibus horse, and timid people need no longer be afraid of entering the coach lest they should get a kick from the rampant animal, or be thrown into the depths of Helicon.”

“The doctrine of inspiration is also exploded,” said I, laughing. “Burns used to compose some of his nice little sonnets while engaged in the groveling occupation of ploughing, and if any thing more elaborate than usual was wanting, he took a glass of Scotch whisky.”

“Byron, too,” continued Fred, “wrote under the influence of gin; and it is said of Wordsworth, considered by the Lake school the greatest of modern poets, that he had an assistant feeding him with bread and butter while he was writing the ‘Excursion.’ Whoever, then, can drink whisky and gin, or as coming within the circle of the ‘pledge,’ can eat bread and butter, need fear no lack of inspiration.”

“How ridiculous!” exclaimed Hattie. “What would these great immortals think, could they hear your nonsense.”

“Immortals! there is another false idea that should be given up by all sensible men. Every thing else that is made is made for some object, and its excellence is determined by its fitness for that object—why shouldn’t it be so with poetry. Cheese, for instance, in Connecticut, is made with especial reference to the time of its consumption, and one kind is labeled ‘to be eaten immediately,’ another, ‘in one year,’ ‘two years,’ and so on. So with poetry. Some of it is better to be kept some years and go down to posterity like ‘Paradise Lost’ and Shakspeare, that were not much esteemed at first, you know; other kinds, more fit for present consumption, may be read by moonlight, cried over, and applied to other purposes of poetry.”

“You remind me,” said I, “of a definition I heard the other day, which said, ‘poetry is only pleasant, metrical, musical, writing which amuses and astonishes one’s friends, makes one’s enemies bite their lips for envy, and may be counted on the fingers.’ ”

“That’s very good,” replied my brother, “but the easiest way to make poetry is to take prose and turn it. I was quite surprised, at an instance of this, I found yesterday, in reading Napier’s History of the Peninsula War. He had been describing the battle ofCorunna, and in speaking of the death of Sir John More, he says, very nearly in these words: ‘it was thought best to retreat without waiting for the break of day. The body of Sir John was hurriedly deposited in the earth, near the rampart, without music or even a farewell shot being fired over his grave.’ Mr. Wolfe has immortalized himself, as it is called, by turning this account into verse; and just notice how closely he has followed the prose original:

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