Be firm, and be cheerful. The creature who lightensThe natural burdens of life when he may,Who smiles at small evils, enhances and brightensThe pleasures which Heaven has spread in his way.Then why yield your spirits to care and to sorrow?Rejoice in the present, and smile while you may;Nor, by thinking of woes whichmayspring up to-morrow,Lose the blessings which Heavenhasgranted to-day.
Be firm, and be cheerful. The creature who lightensThe natural burdens of life when he may,Who smiles at small evils, enhances and brightensThe pleasures which Heaven has spread in his way.
Then why yield your spirits to care and to sorrow?Rejoice in the present, and smile while you may;Nor, by thinking of woes whichmayspring up to-morrow,Lose the blessings which Heavenhasgranted to-day.
With heart that thrilled to every earnest line,I had been reading o'er that antique story,Wherein the youth half human, half divine,Of all love-lore the Eidolon and glory,Child of the Sun, with music's pleading spell,In Pluto's palace swept, for love, his golden shell!And in the wild, sweet legend, dimly traced,My own heart's history unfolded seemed:—Ah! lost one! by thy lover-minstrel gracedWith homage pure as ever woman dreamed,Too fondly worshiped, since such fate befell,Was it not sweet to die—because beloved too well?The scene is round me!—Throned amid the gloom,As a flower smiles on Ætna's fatal breast,Young Proserpine beside her lord doth bloom;And near—of Orpheus' soul, oh! idol blest!—While low for thee he tunes his lyre of light,I seethymeek, fair form dawn through that lurid night!I see the glorious boy—his dark locks wreathingWildly the wan and spiritual brow,His sweet, curved lip the soul of music breathing;His blue Greek eyes, that speak Love's loyal vow;I see him bend ontheethat eloquent glance,The while those wondrous notes the realm of terror trance!I see his face, with more than mortal beautyKindling, as armed with that sweet lyre alone,Pledged to a holy and heroic duty,He stands serene before the awful throne,And looks on Hades' horrors with clear eyes,Since thou, his own adored Eurydice, art nigh!Now soft and low a prelude sweet uprings,As if a prisoned angel—pleading thereFor life and love—were fettered 'neath the strings,And poured his passionate soul upon the air!Anon, it clangs with wild, exultant swell,Till the full pæan peals triumphantly through Hell!And thou—thy pale hands meekly locked before thee—Thy sad eyes drinkinglifefromhisdear gaze—Thy lips apart—thy hair a halo o'er thee,Trailing around thy throat its golden maze—Thus—with all words in passionate silence dying—Within thysoulI hear Love's eager voice replying—"Play on, mine Orpheus! Lo! while these are gazing,Charmed into statues by thy God-taught strain,I—I alone, to thy dear face upraisingMy tearful glance, the life of life regain!For every tone that steals into my heartDoth to its worn, weak pulse a mighty power impart.Play on, mine Orpheus! while thy music floatsThrough the dread realm, divine with truth and grace,See, dear one! how the chain of linked notesHas fettered every spirit in its place!Even Death, beside me, still and helpless lies;And strives in vain to chill my frame with his cold eyes.Still, mine own Orpheus, sweep the golden lyre!Ah! dost thou mark how gentle Proserpine,With claspèd hands, and eyes whose azore fireGleams through quick tears, thrilled by thy lay, doth leanHer graceful head upon her stern lord's breast,Like an o'erwearied child, whom music lulls to rest?Play my proud minstrel! strike the chords again!Lo! Victory crowns at last thy heavenly skill!For Pluto turns relenting to the strain—He waves his hand—he speaks his awful will!My glorious Greek! lead on; but ah!stilllendThy soul to thy sweet lyre, lest yet thou lose thy friend!Think not of me! Think rather of the time,When moved by thy resistless melody,To the strange magic of a song sublime,Thy argo grandly glided to the sea!And in the majesty Minerva gave,The graceful galley swept, with joy, the sounding wave!Or see, in Fancy's dream, thy Thracian trees,Their proud heads bent submissive to the sound,Swayed by a tuneful and enchanted breeze,March to slow music o'er th' astonished ground—Grove after grove descending from the hills,While round thee weave their dance the glad, harmonious rills.Think not of me! Ha! by thy mighty sire,My lord, my king! recall the dread behest!Turn not—ah! turn not back those eyes of fire!Oh! lost, forever lost! undone! unblest!I faint, I die!—the serpent's fang once moreIs here!—nay, grieve not thus! Life butnot Loveis o'er!
With heart that thrilled to every earnest line,I had been reading o'er that antique story,Wherein the youth half human, half divine,Of all love-lore the Eidolon and glory,Child of the Sun, with music's pleading spell,In Pluto's palace swept, for love, his golden shell!
And in the wild, sweet legend, dimly traced,My own heart's history unfolded seemed:—Ah! lost one! by thy lover-minstrel gracedWith homage pure as ever woman dreamed,Too fondly worshiped, since such fate befell,Was it not sweet to die—because beloved too well?
The scene is round me!—Throned amid the gloom,As a flower smiles on Ætna's fatal breast,Young Proserpine beside her lord doth bloom;And near—of Orpheus' soul, oh! idol blest!—While low for thee he tunes his lyre of light,I seethymeek, fair form dawn through that lurid night!
I see the glorious boy—his dark locks wreathingWildly the wan and spiritual brow,His sweet, curved lip the soul of music breathing;His blue Greek eyes, that speak Love's loyal vow;I see him bend ontheethat eloquent glance,The while those wondrous notes the realm of terror trance!
I see his face, with more than mortal beautyKindling, as armed with that sweet lyre alone,Pledged to a holy and heroic duty,He stands serene before the awful throne,And looks on Hades' horrors with clear eyes,Since thou, his own adored Eurydice, art nigh!
Now soft and low a prelude sweet uprings,As if a prisoned angel—pleading thereFor life and love—were fettered 'neath the strings,And poured his passionate soul upon the air!Anon, it clangs with wild, exultant swell,Till the full pæan peals triumphantly through Hell!
And thou—thy pale hands meekly locked before thee—Thy sad eyes drinkinglifefromhisdear gaze—Thy lips apart—thy hair a halo o'er thee,Trailing around thy throat its golden maze—Thus—with all words in passionate silence dying—Within thysoulI hear Love's eager voice replying—
"Play on, mine Orpheus! Lo! while these are gazing,Charmed into statues by thy God-taught strain,I—I alone, to thy dear face upraisingMy tearful glance, the life of life regain!For every tone that steals into my heartDoth to its worn, weak pulse a mighty power impart.
Play on, mine Orpheus! while thy music floatsThrough the dread realm, divine with truth and grace,See, dear one! how the chain of linked notesHas fettered every spirit in its place!Even Death, beside me, still and helpless lies;And strives in vain to chill my frame with his cold eyes.
Still, mine own Orpheus, sweep the golden lyre!Ah! dost thou mark how gentle Proserpine,With claspèd hands, and eyes whose azore fireGleams through quick tears, thrilled by thy lay, doth leanHer graceful head upon her stern lord's breast,Like an o'erwearied child, whom music lulls to rest?
Play my proud minstrel! strike the chords again!Lo! Victory crowns at last thy heavenly skill!For Pluto turns relenting to the strain—He waves his hand—he speaks his awful will!My glorious Greek! lead on; but ah!stilllendThy soul to thy sweet lyre, lest yet thou lose thy friend!
Think not of me! Think rather of the time,When moved by thy resistless melody,To the strange magic of a song sublime,Thy argo grandly glided to the sea!And in the majesty Minerva gave,The graceful galley swept, with joy, the sounding wave!
Or see, in Fancy's dream, thy Thracian trees,Their proud heads bent submissive to the sound,Swayed by a tuneful and enchanted breeze,March to slow music o'er th' astonished ground—Grove after grove descending from the hills,While round thee weave their dance the glad, harmonious rills.
Think not of me! Ha! by thy mighty sire,My lord, my king! recall the dread behest!Turn not—ah! turn not back those eyes of fire!Oh! lost, forever lost! undone! unblest!I faint, I die!—the serpent's fang once moreIs here!—nay, grieve not thus! Life butnot Loveis o'er!
When the day-king is descendingOn the blue hill's breast to lie,And some spirit-artist blendingOn the flushed and bending skyAll the rainbow's hues, I listenTo the breeze, while in my eyeTears of bitter anguish glisten,As I think of days gone by.Change, relentless change is lightingOn the brow of young and fair,And with iron hand is writingTales of grief and sorrow there.On life's journey friends have faltered,And beside its pathway lie,But that breeze, with voice unaltered,Sings as in the days gone by.Sings old songs to soothe the anguishOf a heart whose hopes are flown;Cheering one condemned to languishIn this weary world alone;Tells old tales of loved ones o'er me,Dearest ones, remembered well,That have passed away before me,In a brighter land to dwell.
When the day-king is descendingOn the blue hill's breast to lie,And some spirit-artist blendingOn the flushed and bending skyAll the rainbow's hues, I listenTo the breeze, while in my eyeTears of bitter anguish glisten,As I think of days gone by.
Change, relentless change is lightingOn the brow of young and fair,And with iron hand is writingTales of grief and sorrow there.On life's journey friends have faltered,And beside its pathway lie,But that breeze, with voice unaltered,Sings as in the days gone by.
Sings old songs to soothe the anguishOf a heart whose hopes are flown;Cheering one condemned to languishIn this weary world alone;Tells old tales of loved ones o'er me,Dearest ones, remembered well,That have passed away before me,In a brighter land to dwell.
All persons naturally exhibit a great desire to become acquainted with the events of the lives of those individuals who have made themselves or their country illustrious. It is very pleasant to inquire into the nature of the studies which matured their minds, to examine the incidents of their early career, and follow them through the obscurer portions of their lives for the purpose of ascertaining if the man corresponds with the idea we have formed of him.
Gen. Worth has recently attracted so much attention, and the events of his whole life have been so stirring, that this is peculiarly the case with him. No one can think without interest of one who, while a boy almost, opposed the British veterans at Chippewa and Lundy's Lane, and in his manhood won a yet higher reputation amid the hamacs of Florida, and in front of the batteries of Molino del Rey and Monterey. It is, however, a matter of much regret that of Worth's early history and family annals but little is known. It is true, no man in the army has been the theme of so much camp-fire gossip, or the hero of so many gratuitous fabrications; but we are able to learn nothing of him previous to his entry into the service. A thousand anecdotes without any basis in truth have been told of him, altogether to no purpose; for one who has so many real claims to distinction need never appeal to factitious honors.
Gen. Worth, at the commencement of the last war with Great Britain, is said to have been a resident of Albany, N. Y., and to have been engaged in commercial pursuits. Animated by the feeling of patriotism which pervaded the whole people, he left the desk and ledger, and is said to have enlisted in the 2nd regiment of artillery, then commanded by Col. Izard, afterward a general officer of distinction. The lieut. colonel of one of the battalions of this regiment was Winfield Scott, the attention of whom Worth is said soon to have attracted. Col. Scott is said to have exerted himself to procure him a commission, and to have taken care of his advancement. This may or may not be true; it is sure, however, that Worth first appears in a prominent position in the military annals of the United States as the aid-de-camp and protegé of General Scott, at the battle of Chippewa, where Scott was a brigadier. Worth was his aid, having in the interim become a first lieutenant.
No man in America is ignorant of the events of that day, which retrieved the disgrace of Hull's surrender, and reflected the greatest honor on all the participants in its events. For his gallantry and good conduct, Mr. Madison bestowed on Lieut. Worth the brevet of captain; and he was mentioned in the highest terms in the general orders of the officers under whom he served. The brevet of Worth was announced to the army and nation in the same order which told of the promotion of McNeil, Jessup, Towson, and Leavenworth. Strangely enough, though death has been busy with the officers of the last war, all who were breveted for their services on that occasion, with one or two exceptions, are now alive. The battle of Chippewa occurred on the 5th of July, 1814, and was the dale of Worth's first brevet.
Though a brevet captain, Worth continued with Scott in the important position of aid-de-camp, and served in that capacity at Lundy's Lane, in the battle of July 25th, 1814. On that occasion he distinguished himself in the highest degree, and won the reputation his whole subsequent career has confirmed, of coolness, decision, and activity. During this engagement the whole British force was thrown on the 9th foot, commanded by the veteran Lieut. Col. Leavenworth. This officer sent for aid to Gen. Scott, who on that occasion gave Gen. Taylor the example after which that gallant general acted at Buena Vesta. He repaired to the menaced point with the strong reinforcement of his own person and aid, and had the proud satisfaction of seeing the attacking column beaten back, and the general who led it made prisoner. At the moment of success, however, both Scott and Capt. Worth fell wounded severely. The country appreciated their services, and each received from Mr. Madison the brevet of another grade, with date from the day of the battle. Major Worth soon recovered, but, attached to Gen. Scott's person, accompanied him southward, as soon as the wound of the latter enabled him to bear the fatigue of travel.
When peace came Worth was a captain in the line and a major by brevet, with which rank he was assigned to the military command of the corps of Cadets at West Point. This appointment, ever conferred on men of talent, is the highest compliment an officer of the service of the United States can receive in time of peace. To Worth it was doubly grateful, because he was not anelevéof the institution. Ten years after the battle of Niagara, Major Worth was breveted a lieutenant colonel, and when in 1832 the ordnance corps was established, he became one of its majors. In July, 1832, on the organization of the 8th infantry, Lieut. Col. Worth was appointed to its colonelcy.
Hitherto we have seen Worth in a subordinate position, where he was unable to exhibit the highest qualification of a soldier, that of command. Since his entry into the service he had been either an officer of the staff, or separated from troops. He was now called on to participate in far more stirring scenes. The war against the Seminoles in Florida had long been a subject of great anxiety to both the government and the people, and thither Worth was ordered, after a brief but effective tour of service on the northern frontier, then infested by the Canadian insurgents. At first he acted subordinately to the late Gen. Armistead, but, on the retirement of that officer, assumed command. The war was prosecuted by him with new vigor, and the Indians defeated ultimately at Pilaklakaha, near the St. John, April 17,1842. This fight was virtually the termination of the war, the enemy never again having shown himself in force. Gen. Worth was highly complimented for his services on this occasion, and received the brevet of brigadier general.
During the season of peace which followed Gen. Worth remained almost constantly with his regiment, which more than once changed its station; and when the contest with Mexico began, reported to Gen. Taylor at Corpus Christi. His situation here was peculiar, and he became involved in a dispute in relation to precedence and command with the then Col. Twiggs, of the 2nd dragoons. The latter officer was by several years Worth's senior in the line, and, according to the usual opinion in the army, entitled to command, though many of the most accomplished soldiers of the service thought the brevet of Worth, on this occasion at least, where thecorps d'arméewas made up of detachments, valid as a commission. This dispute became so serious that Gen. Taylor interfered, and having sustained Col. Twiggs, Gen. Worth immediately tendered his resignation to the President.
There is no doubt but that the decision in favor of Gen. Twiggs was correct, and that Worth was radically wrong in his conception of the effect of his brevet. He, however, had been brought up under the eye of Gen. Scott, who entertained the same ideas on this subject, and who, years before, under precisely similar circumstances, had resigned his commission. Gen. Worth having proceeded from the Rio Grande to Washington, the President refused to accept his resignation, and he returned at once to the army.
The resignation of Worth was a most untoward circumstance, for during his absence from the army hostilities commenced, and he lost all participation in the battles of Palo Alto and La Resaca.
When, after the capture of Matamoras, the army again advanced, Worth had resumed his post, and acquiesced cheerfully in the decision which had been given against him. The laurels he had not grasped on the Rio Grande were won in front of the batteries ofLa Loma de la Independencia, and in the streets of Monterey. Amid the countless feats of daring recorded by military history, none will be found to surpass his achievements in the slow, painful, but bold entry he effected through a city swarming with defenders, to the veryplaza. For his gallantry on this occasion he received the brevet of major general, and, with the exception of Generals Scott and Taylor, is believed to be the only officer in the service who has received three war-brevets. Gen. Worth from this time became one of the national idols.
When Gen. Scott assumed command of the expedition against Vera Cruz and the capital, one of his first acts was to order Gen. Worth and the remnant of his division to join him. The general-in-chief remembered the events, on the northern frontier, of 1814, and anticipated much in Mexico. He was not disappointed in this expectation, for at Vera Cruz and in the valley of Mexico, his old aid did not disappoint him, and proved that service had but matured the judgment of the soldier of Chippewa and Niagara.
It was atMolino del Reythat Worth displayed his powers with most brilliancy. When it became evident that the city of Mexico must be taken by force, a prominent position was assigned to Gen. Worth, who, with his division and Cadwallader's brigade, was ordered to carry the strong position of Molino del Rey, and destroy its defences. This spot is famous in Mexican history asCasas Matas, and and is the scene of the famousplan, or revolution, of Feb. 2, 1823, by virtue of which a republican form of government may be said to exist in Mexico. It lies westward of Chapultepec, the old palace of the Aztec kings, and from the nature of its position, and the careful manner in which it was fortified, was a position of great strength. It lay at the foot of a rapid declivity, enfiladed by the fire of Chapultepec, and so situated, that not a shot could be discharged but must fall into an assailing column.
Under these great difficulties the works were carried, Worth all the while marching with the column, and directing the operations of the horse artillery and infantry of which it was composed. In respect to this part of the operations in front of Mexico Gen. Scott adopted, without comment, the report of Gen. Worth. This is a rare compliment, and proceeding from such a person as Scott should be highly estimated.
After the capture of the city of Mexico, difficulties occurred between Gen. Worth and the general-in-chief, and a friendship of thirty-five years was apparently terminated. The matter is now the subject of consideration before a competent tribunal, andnon nobis tantas componerelites.
Gen. Worth is yet in Mexico. His age is about fifty-six or eight, and in his personal appearance are mingled the bearing of the soldier and of the gentleman. The excellent portrait given of him is from a Daguerreotype by Mr. Clarke, of New York.
When first peeps out from earth the modest vine,Asking but little space to live and grow,How easily some step, without design,May crush the being from a thing so low!But let the hand that doth delight to showSupport to feebleness, the tendril twineAround some lattice-work, and 'twill bestowIts thanks in fragrance, and with blossoms shine.And thus, when Genius first puts forth its shoot—So timid, that it scarce dare ask to live—The tender germ, if trodden under foot,Shrinks back again to its undying root;While kindly training bids it upward strive,And to the future flowers immortal give. E. C. KINNEY.
When first peeps out from earth the modest vine,Asking but little space to live and grow,How easily some step, without design,May crush the being from a thing so low!But let the hand that doth delight to showSupport to feebleness, the tendril twineAround some lattice-work, and 'twill bestowIts thanks in fragrance, and with blossoms shine.And thus, when Genius first puts forth its shoot—So timid, that it scarce dare ask to live—The tender germ, if trodden under foot,Shrinks back again to its undying root;While kindly training bids it upward strive,And to the future flowers immortal give. E. C. KINNEY.
"Report says that my queenly cousin is to lay aside her absolute sceptre, and submit to a lord and master," said George Mason, to his cousin, Emily Earl, as she took his arm for an evening walk.
"If you mean that I am to be married, that is a report which truth does not require me to contradict," said the young lady, in a tone adapted to repress the familiar manner of her companion. He had just returned from a long absence in a foreign land. His early youth had been passed in his uncle's family. He left his cousin a beautiful girl. He found her on his return a still more beautiful woman.
"I am very anxious," said he, with a slight change of manner, "to see the man who has drawn so splendid a prize. Is he like the picture you drew of the man you would marry, as we sat by the willow brook from the rising of the moon to its meridian? You remember that most beautiful night?"
"It is not desirable to remember all the follies of childhood," said Emily, coldly. Mason was silent. It was plain that they were no longer what they had been, brother and sister.
After walking for some distance in silence, Emily remarked, in a tone inviting conversation, "You must have seen a great deal of the world."
"I have had some means of observation," he replied, "but I have seen nothing to wean me from this spot, and from my friends here."
"Your friends are obliged to you for the compliment."
"I did not intend the remark as a compliment." Again there was an interval of silence. "I have been absent four years," said Mason, as though speaking to himself, "and I am not conscious of any change, so far as my feelings are concerned. The same persons and things which I then loved, I love now. The same views of life which I then cherished I cherish now."
"Experience and knowledge of the world," said Emily, "ought to give wisdom."
"I am so perverse as to regard it as wisdom to hold on to the dreams of our early days."
"Our views ought, it seems to me, to change as we grow older."
"I am not sure that we ought to grow old, so far as our feelings are concerned."
"You would engage in the vain effort to retain the dews and freshness of morning, after the sun has arisen with a burning heat."
"I believe the dew of our youth may be preserved even until old age."
"I am surprised that acquaintance with the world has not corrected your views of life. One would think that you had lived in entire seclusion."
"I am surprised that the romantic, warm-hearted Emily Earl should become the worldly-wise lecturer of her cousin."
"We had better speak upon some other subject. Had you a pleasant voyage homeward?"
"Yes. It could not be otherwise, when my face was toward 'my own, my native land,' and the friends so fresh in my remembrance."
A slight shade of displeasure flitted across Emily's features. She made no remark.
"Where is Susan Grey?" said Mason.
"She is dead."
"Indeed! She was just my own age. She was a single-hearted girl."
"She often inquired for you. You never fancied yourself in love with her?"
"No. Why that question?"
"She was under the impression that we were engaged, and seemed quite relieved when I informed her that she was mistaken."
"What has become of Mary Carver?"
"She is married, and lives in that house," pointing to a miserable hut near at hand.
"Is it possible?"
"Her husband is intemperate. It was a clandestine marriage—a love match, you know."
"Was her husband intemperate when she married him?"
"Not habitually so. He was so very romantic and devoted to her; so that, I suppose, she thought she could reform him."
"What has become of Mr. Ralston, your old friend?" admirer, he would have said, but he deemed it unwise.
"He is a lawyer here, in a small way. I believe they think of sending him to Congress."
"Is he married?"
"No."
"I thought he seemed to be attached to you; at least I hoped that he would become my cousin."
"I will answer your questions in regard to others—my own affairs do not require remark."
This rebuke, so unlike any thing he had ever received from his cousin, led him to fix his gaze upon her countenance, as if to make sure of her identity. There could be no mistake. There was the same brilliant eye, the same faultless features on which he had gazed in former years. A conciliating smile led him to resume his inquiries.
"Is Eliza Austin married?" His voice, as he asked this question, was far from natural, perhaps in consequence of the agitation which the rebuke just spoken of had occasioned.
"No; she lives somewhere in the village, I don't know exactly where."
"Do you ever see her?"
"Yes; she lives with her aunt, who sometimes washes for us, so that I see her niece occasionally."
"Why does she live with her aunt?"
"Her mother died soon after you went away."
"Eliza still lives in the village, then?" To this very unnecessary question his cousin bowed in reply. Few words more passed between them during the remainder of their walk.
"You do not stay out as late as you used to do," said Mrs. Earl, as they entered the parlor.
"We are no longer children," said Emily. Mason could scarcely repress an audible sigh, as those words fell from her lips. At an early hour, he repaired to his chamber.
George Mason was left an orphan in his early youth. He then became a member of his uncle's family, and the constant companion of his cousin Emily. He desired no society but hers. Her slightly imperious temper did not interfere with the growth of his affection. She had a sister's place in his glowing heart. He was in some sense her teacher, and she caught something of his romantic nature. Of the little circle of her associates, he was the idol.
At the age of fourteen he left home to pursue his studies for two years at a public institution. At the end of that period he became a clerk in a large commercial establishment in the city. At the close of the first year he accompanied one of the principals abroad, and remained there in charge of the business for nearly four years. He was now on the high road to wealth.
Soon after George Mason had gone abroad, Emily Earl went to the city to complete her education. She was in due time initiated into the mysteries of fashionable life. Introduced tosocietyby a relative of unquestionable rank, her face and form presented attractions sufficient to make her the object of attention and flattery. Four successive winters were passed in the city. She was the foremost object of all "who flattered, sought, and sued." Is it strange that her judgment was perverted, and her heart eaten out? Is it strange that her cousin found her a changed being?
She had engaged to marry one whose claim to her regard was the thousands he possessed, and the eagerness with which he was sought by those whose chief end was an establishment in life. She had taught herself to believe that the yearnings of the heart were to be classed with the follies of childhood.
Henry Ralston was the son of a small farmer, or rather of a man who was the possessor of a small farm, and of a large soul. Henry was modest, yet aspiring; gentle, yet intense in his affections. The patient toil and rigid self-denial of his father gave him the advantage of an excellent education. In childhood he was the frequent companion of George and Emily. Even then an attachment sprung up in his heart for his fair playmate. This was quietly cherished; and when he entered upon the practice of the law in his native village, he offered Emily his hand. It was, without hesitation or apparent pain, rejected. Thus she cast away the only true heart which was ever laid upon the altar of her beauty. He bore the disappointment with outward calmness, though the iron entered his soul. He gave all his energies to the labors of his profession. Such was the impression of his ability and worth, that he was about to be supported, apparently without opposition, for a seat in the national councils.
Eliza Austin was the daughter of a deceased minister, who had worn himself out in the cause of benevolence, and died, leaving his wife and daughter penniless. She was several years younger than George and Emily; but early trials seemed to give an early maturity to her mind. She was seldom their companion, for her young days were spent in toil, aiding her mother in her efforts to obtain a scanty subsistence. Her intelligence, her perception of the beautiful, and her devotion to her mother made a deep impression upon George, and led him to regard her as he regarded no other earthly being. Long before the idea of love was associated with her name, he felt for her a respect approaching to veneration. He had often desired to write to her during his absence, but his entire ignorance of her situation rendered it unwise.
The waters of affliction had been wrung out to her in a full cup. The long and distressing sickness of her mother was ended only by the grave. She was then invited to take up her abode with her father's sister, whose intemperate husband had broken her spirit, but had not exhausted her heart. It was sad for Eliza to exchange the quiet home, the voice of affection, of prayer, and of praise, for the harsh criminations of the drunkard's abode. She would have left that abode for service, but for the distress it would have given her aunt.
Death at length removed the tormentor, and those who had ministered to his appetite swept away all his property.
The mind of Aunt Mary, now more than half a wreck, utterly revolted at the idea of separation from her niece. Eliza could not leave her. Declining an eligible situation as a teacher in a distant village, she rendered her aunt all the assistance in her power in her lowly employment—believing that the path dictated by affection and duty, though it might meet with the neglect and the scorn of men, would not fail to secure the approbation of God.
"Well, George," said Mr. Earl, as they were seated at the breakfast-table, "how do you intend to dispose of yourself to-day?"
"I have a great many old friends to visit, sir."
"It may not be convenient for some of them to see you early in the morning."
"Some of them, I think, will not be at all particular respecting the time of my visits. There is the white rock by the falls which I must give an hour to; and I must see if the old trout who lived under it has taken as good care of himself during my absence as he did before I went away. And thereis the willow grove, too, which I wish very much to see."
"It has been cut down."
"Cut down!—what for?"
"Mr. Bullard thought it interfered with his prospect."
"Why did you not interfere, cousin?" turning to Emily.
"It was nothing to me what he did with his grove," said Emily.
"Oh, I had forgotten—" George did not finish the sentence. He turned the conversation to some of the ordinary topics of the day.
After breakfast, he set out for Willow Brook, and seated himself upon the white rock. The years that had passed since in childhood he sat upon that rock, were reviewed by him. Though he had met with trials and temptations, yet he was thankful that he could return to that rock with so many of the feelings of childhood; that his heart's best emotions had not been polluted by the world, but were as yet pure as the crystal stream before him.
When he rose from that rock, instead of visiting the other haunts of his early days, he found himself moving toward the village. Now and then a familiar face was seen. By those who recognized him, he was warmly greeted. It was not until he met a stranger that he inquired for the residence of the widow and her niece. He was directed to a small dwelling in a narrow lane. He knocked at the open door. The widow, who was busily employed in smoothing the white linen before her, bade him enter, but paused not from her work.
"Is Eliza at home?" said Mason.
"Who can you be that want to see Eliza?" said the poor woman, still not lifting her eyes from her work.
"I am an old friend of hers," said Mason.
"A friend! a friend!" said she, pausing and looking upward, as if striving to recall the idea belonging to the word. "Yes, she had friends once—where have they gone?"
Again she plied her task, as if unconscious of his presence. He seated himself and watched her countenance, which revealed so sad a history. Her lips kept moving, and now and then she spoke aloud. "Poor girl! a hard life has she had—it may all be right, but I can't see how; and now she might be a lady if she would leave her poor, half-crazy aunt." Her whispers were then inaudible. Soon she turned to Mason and said, as if in reply to a question, "No, I never heard her complain. When those she used to visit don't know her, and look the other way when they meet her, she never complains. What will become of her when her poor old aunt is gone? Who will take care of her?"
"I will," said Mason.
"Who may you be?" said she, scanning his countenance as if she had now seen him for the first time.
"A friend of her childhood."
"What is your name?"
"George Mason."
"George Mason! George Mason!—I have heard that name before. It was the name she had over so often when she had the fever, poor thing! I did not know what she said, though she did not say a word during the whole time that would not look well printed in a book. Did you use to live in the big white house?"
"Yes, I used to live with my Uncle Earl."
"And with thatlady," laying a fierce emphasis upon the word, "who never speaks to Eliza now, though Eliza watched night after night with her when she was on the borders of the grave. Are you like her?" observing him to hesitate, she asked in a more excited manner, "are you like Emily Earl?" Fearing that her clouded mind might receive an impression difficult to remove, he promptly answered "No."
"I am glad of it," said the widow, resuming her work.
The last question and its answer was overheard by Eliza, as she was coming in from the garden where she had been attending to a few flowers. She turned deadly pale as she saw Mason, and remained standing in the door. He arose and took her hand in both of his, and was scarcely able to pronounce her name. The good aunt stood with uplifted hands, gazing with ludicrous amazement at the scene. Eliza was the first to recover her self-possession. She introduced Mason to her aunt as an old friend.
"Friend!—are you sure he is a friend?"
"He is a friend," said Mason, "who is very grateful to you for the love you have borne her, and the care you have taken of her."
"There," said she, opening a door which led to a parlor, perhaps ten feet square, motioning to them to enter. Mason, still retaining her trembling hand, led Eliza into the room, and seated her on the sofa, the chief article of furniture it contained. Her eyes met his earnest gaze. They were immediately filled with tears. His own overflowed. He threw his arm around her, and they mingled their tears in silence. It was long ere the first word was spoken. Eliza at length seemed to wake as from a dream.
"What am I doing?" said she, attempting to remove his arm, "we are almost strangers."
"Eliza," said he, solemnly, "do you say what you feel?"
"No, but I know not—" she could not finish the sentence.
"Eliza, you are dearer to me than any one upon earth." She made no efforts to resist the pressure of his arm. There were moments of eloquent silence.
"Eliza, will you become my wife?"
"Do you know how utterly destitute I am?"
"That has no connection with my question."
"If you are the same George Mason you used to be, you wish for a direct answer. I will." It was not till this word was spoken that he ventured to impress a kiss upon her cheek.
"I have not done right," said Eliza; "you can never know how much I owe to that dear aunt. I ought not to engage myself without her consent—I can never be separated from her."
"You cannot suppose that I would wish you to be separated."
"You are the same—" she was about to add some epithets of praise, but checked herself. "How is it that you have remained unchanged?"
"By keeping bright an image in my heart of hearts."
With some difficulty Eliza rose, and opening the door, spoke to her aunt. She came and stood in the door.
"Well, ma'am," said Mason, "I have gained Eliza's consent to change her name, if you will give your consent." She stood as one bewildered. The cloud which rested on her countenance was painful to behold. It was necessary to repeat his remark before she could apprehend it.
"Ah, is it so? It has come at last. He doeth all things well. I hadn't faith to trust Him. He doeth all things well."
"We have your consent?"
"If she is half as loving to you as she has been to me, you will never be sorry. But what will become of me?"
"We have no idea of parting with you. She has given her consent only on condition that you go with us." The old lady fixed her gaze upon her niece. It was strange that features so plain, so wrinkled by age and sorrow, could beam with such affection. She could find no words to express her feelings. She closed the door, and was heard sobbing like a child.
Hour after hour stole away unnoted by the lovers. They were summoned to partake of the frugal meal spread by Aunt Mary's hands, and no apologies were made for its lack of store. Again they retired to the little parlor, and it was not till the sun was low in the west, that he set out on his return to the "white house."
"We conclude that you have passed a happy day," said Mrs. Earl, "at least your countenance says so. We began to feel anxious about you."
"I went to the brook first, and then to the village."
"Have you seen many of your old friends?"
"Several of them."
Mason was released from the necessity of answering further questions by the arrival of a carriage at the door. Mr. Earl rose and went to the window. "Mr. Benfield has come," said he. Emily arose and left the room to return in another dress, and with flowers in her hair.
Mr. Benfield was shown to his room, and in a few moments joined the family at the tea-table. Emily received him with a smile, which, however beautiful it may have been, was not like the smile of Eliza Austin. Mason saw that Mr. Benfield belonged to a class with which he was perfectly well acquainted. "It is well," thought he, "that she has filed down her mind, if she must spend her days with a man like him." Mason passed the evening with his uncle, though he was sadly inattentive to his uncle's remarks. Emily and Mr. Benfield took a walk, and on their return did not join the family. Benfield's object in visiting the country at this time was to fix a day for his marriage. The evening was spent by them in discussing matters pertaining to that event.
It was necessary for Mr. Benfield to return to the city on the afternoon of the following day. Mason, for various reasons, determined to accompany him. Part of the morning was spent with Eliza, and arrangements for their union were easily fixed upon. No costly preparations for a wedding were thought to be necessary.
Emily devoted herself so entirely to Mr. Benfield, that Mason had no opportunity of informing her respecting the state of his affairs.
He sought his uncle, expressed to him his gratitude for his kindness, informed him of the state of his pecuniary affairs, and of his affections, and asked his approbation of his intended marriage.
"I can't say, George," said the old gentleman, "but that you have done the wisest thing you could do. Emily may not like it. I have nothing to say against it. I didn't do very differently myself, though it would hardly do to say so aloud now. Emily is to be married in three weeks. You must be with us then."
"Suppose I wish to be married myself on the same evening?"
"Well, I don't know. I think you had better be with us, then make such arrangements as you please, and say nothing to us about it. It may make a little breeze at first, but it will soon blow over. Nobody will like you the worse for it in the end." Heartily thanking his uncle for his frankness and affection, and taking a courteous leave of Emily, he took his departure, with Mr. Benfield, for the city.