You will remember me in days to come,With love, or pride, or pity, or contempt,So will my friends (not many friends, yet some),When this my life will be a dream out-dreamt;And one, remembering friendship by the fire,And one, remembering love time in the dark,And one, remembering unfulfilled desire,Will sigh, perhaps, yet be beside the mark;For this my body with its wandering ghostIs nothing solely but an empty grange,Dark in a night that owls inhabit most,Yet when the King rides by there comes a changeThe windows gleam, the cresset's fiery hairBlasts the blown branch and beauty lodges there.
If Beauty be at all, if, beyond sense,There be a wisdom piercing into brains,Why should the glory wait on impotence,Biding its time till blood is in the veins?
There is no beauty, but, when thought is quick,Out of the noisy sickroom of ourselvesSome flattery comes to try to cheat the sick,Some drowsy drug is groped for on the shelves.
There is no beauty, for we tread a sceneRed to the eye with blood of living things;Thought is but joy from murder that has been,Life is but brute at war upon its kings.
There is no beauty, nor could beauty careFor us, this dust, that men make everywhere.
If all be governed by the moving stars,If passing planets bring events to be,Searing the face of Time with bloody scars,Drawing men's souls even as the moon the sea,If as they pass they make a current passAcross man's life and heap it to a tide,We are but pawns, ignobler than the grassCropped by the beast and crunched and tossed aside.Is all this beauty that doth inhabit heavenTrain of a planet's fire? Is all this lustA chymic means by warring stars contrivenTo bring the violets out of Cæsar's dust?Better be grass, or in some hedge unknownThe spilling rose whose beauty is its own.
In emptiest furthest heaven where no stars are,Perhaps some planet of our master sunStill rolls an unguessed orbit round its star,Unthought, unseen, unknown of anyone.Roving dead space according to its law,Casting our light on burnt-out suns and blind,Singing in the frozen void its word of awe,One wandering thought in all that idiot mind.And, in some span of many a thousand year,Passing through heaven its influence may arouseBeauty unguessed in those who habit here,And men may rise with glory on their browsAnd feel new life like fire, and see the oldFall from them dead, the bronze's broken mould.
Perhaps in chasms of the wasted past,That planet wandered within hail of ours,And plucked men's souls to loveliness and castThe old, that was, away, like husks of flowers;And made them stand erect and bade them buildNobler than hovels plaited in the mire,Gave them an altar and a God to gild,Bridled the brooks for them and fettered fire;And, in another coming, forged the steelWhich, on life's scarlet wax, for ever setLonging for beauty bitten as a sealThat blood not clogs nor centuries forget,That built Atlantis, and, in time, will raiseThat grander thing whose image haunts our days.
For, like an outcast from the city, IWander the desert strewn with travellers' bones,Having no comrade but the starry skyWhere the tuned planets ride their floating thrones.I pass old ruins where the kings carousedIn cups long shards from vines long since decayed,I tread the broken brick where queens were housedIn beauty's time ere beauty was betrayed,And in the ceaseless pitting of the sandOn monolith and pyle, I see the dawnMaking those skeletons of beauty grandBy fire that comes as darkness is withdrawn,And, in that fire, the art of men to comeShines with such glow I bless my martyrdom.
Death lies in wait for you, you wild thing in the wood,Shy-footed beauty dear, half-seen, half-understood.Glimpsed in the beech-wood dim and in the dropping fir,Shy like a fawn and sweet and beauty's minister.Glimpsed as in flying clouds by night the little moon,A wonder, a delight, a paleness passing soon.
Only a moment held, only an hour seen,Only an instant known in all that life has been,One instant in the sand to drink that gush of grace,The beauty of your way, the marvel of your face.Death lies in wait for you, but few short hours he gives;I perish even as you by whom all spirit lives.Come to me, spirit, come, and fill my hour of breathWith hours of life in life that pay no toll to death.
They called that broken hedge The Haunted Gate.Strange fires (they said) burnt there at moonless times.Evil was there, men never went there late,The darkness there was quick with threatened crimes.And then one digging in that bloodied clayFound, but a foot below, a rotted chest.Coins of the Romans, tray on rusted tray,Hurriedly heaped there by a digger prest.So that one knew how, centuries before,Some Roman flying from the sack by night,Digging in terror there to hide his store,Sweating his pick, by windy lantern light,Had stamped his anguish on that place's soul,So that it knew and could rehearse the whole.
There was an evil in the nodding woodAbove the quarry long since overgrown,Something which stamped it as a place of bloodWhere tortured spirit cried from murdered bone.Then, after years, I saw a rusty knifeStuck in a woman's skull, just as 'twas found,Blackt with a centuried crust of clotted life,In the red clay of that unholy ground.So that I knew the unhappy thing had spoken,That tongueless thing for whom the quarry spoke,The evil seals of murder had been brokenBy the red earth, the grass, the rooted oak,The inarticulate dead had forced the spade,The hand, the mind, till murder was displayed.
Go, spend your penny, Beauty, when you will,In the grave's darkness let the stamp be lost.The water still will bubble from the hill,And April quick the meadows with her ghost;Over the grass the daffodils will shiver,The primroses with their pale beauty abound,The blackbird be a lover and make quiverWith his glad singing the great soul of the ground;So that if the body rot, it will not matter;Up in the earth the great game will go on,The coming of spring and the running of the water,And the young things glad of the womb's darkness gone.And the joy we felt will be a part of the gloryIn the lover's kiss that makes the old couple's story.
Though in life's streets the tempting shops have luredBecause all beauty, howsoever base,Is vision of you, marred, I have endured,Tempted or fall'n, to look upon your face.Now through the grinning death's-head in the paint,Within the tavern-song, hid in the wine,In many-kinded man, emperor and saint,I see you pass, you breath of the divine.I see you pass, as centuries agoThe long dead men with passionate spirit saw.O brother man, whom spirit habits so,Through your red sorrows Beauty keeps her law,Beauty herself, who takes your dying hand,To leave through Time the Memnon in the sand.
When all these million cells that are my slavesFall from my pourried ribs and leave me lone,A living speck among a world of graves,What shall I be, that spot in the unknown?A glow-worm in a night that floats the sun?Or deathless dust feeling the passer's foot?An eye undying mourning things undone?Or seed for quickening free from prisoning fruit?Or an eternal jewel on your robe,Caught to your heart, one with the April tireThat made me yours as man upon the globe,One with the spring, a breath in all desire,One with the primrose, present in all joy?Or pash that rots, which pismires can destroy?
Let that which is to come be as it may,Darkness, extinction, justice, life intense,The flies are happy in the summer day,Flies will be happy many summers hence.Time with his antique breeds that built the Sphinx,Time with her men to come whose wings will tower,Poured and will pour, not as the wise man thinks,But with blind force, to each his little hour.And when the hour has struck, comes death or change,Which, whether good or ill we cannot tell,But the blind planet will wander through her rangeBearing men like us who will serve as well.The sun will rise, the winds that ever moveWill blow our dust that once were men in love.
NOTE
Some seven or eight of these poems have appeared serially in theAtlantic Monthly,Harper's, theYale Review,The Forge,Contemporary Verse, andScience Progress; others have been issued privately, in a book now out of print; the rest are new.
J. M.
LONDON,February1, 1917.
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