If all human events had not been ordered in the first act of the primal atom, and so become inevitable, it would seem a pity now that he must abandon his work half-way, and make another hard, distracting trip to America.
But it was necessary for him to go. Even Hall was no longer optimistic. His letters provided only the barest shreds of hope. Times were hard and there was every reason to believe they would be worse. The World's Fair year promised to be what it speedily became—one of the hardest financial periods this country has ever seen. Chicago could hardly have selected a more profitless time for her great exposition. Clemens wrote urging Hall to sell out all, or a portion, of the business—to do anything, indeed, that would avoid the necessity of further liability and increased dread. Every payment that could be spared from the sales of his manuscript was left in Hall's hands, and such moneys as still came to Mrs. Clemens from her Elmira interests were flung into the general fund. The latter were no longer large, for Langdon & Co. were suffering heavily in the general depression, barely hoping to weather the financial storm.
It is interesting to note that age and misfortune and illness had a tempering influence on Mark Twain's nature. Instead of becoming harsh and severe and bitter, he had become more gentle, more kindly. He wrote often to Hall, always considerately, even tenderly. Once, when something in Hall's letter suggested that he had perhaps been severe, he wrote:
Mrs. Clemens is deeply distressed, for she thinks I have beenblaming you or finding fault with you about something. But mostassuredly that cannot be. I tell her that although I am prone towrite hasty and regrettable things to other people I am not a bitlikely to write such things to you. I can't believe I have doneanything so ungrateful. If I have, pile coals of fire upon my headfor I deserve it. You have done magnificently with the business, &we must raise the money somehow to enable you to reap a reward forall that labor.
He was fond of Hall. He realized how honest and resolute and industrious he had been. In another letter he wrote him that it was wonderful he had been able to “keep the ship afloat in the storm that has seen fleets and fleets go down”; and he added: “Mrs. Clemens says I must tell you not to send us any money for a month or two, so that you may be afforded what little relief is in our power.”
The type-setter situation seemed to promise something. In fact, the machine once more had become the principal hope of financial salvation. The new company seemed really to begetting ahead in spite of the money stringency, and was said to have fifty machines well under way. About the middle of March Clemens packed up two of his shorter manuscripts which he had written at odd times and forwarded them to Hall, in the hope that they would be disposed of and the money waiting him on his arrival; and a week later, March 22, 1893, he sailed from Genoa on the Kaiser Wilhelm II, a fine, new boat. One of the manuscripts was 'The Californian's Tale' and the other was 'Adam's Diary'.—[It seems curious that neither of these tales should have found welcome with the magazines. “The Californian's Tale” was published in the Liber Scriptorum, an Authors' Club book, edited by Arthur Stedman. The 'Diary' was disposed of to the Niagara Book, a souvenir of Niagara Falls, which contained sketches by Howells, Clemens, and others. Harper's Magazine republished both these stories in later years—the Diary especially with great success.]
Some joke was likely to be played on Mark Twain during these ocean journeys, and for this particular voyage an original one was planned. They knew how he would fume and swear if he should be discovered with dutiable goods and held up in the Custom House, and they planned for this effect. A few days before arriving in New York one passenger after another came to him, each with a box of expensive cigars, and some pleasant speech expressing friendship and appreciation and a hope that they would be remembered in absence, etc., until he had perhaps ten or a dozen very choice boxes of smoking material. He took them all with gratitude and innocence. He had never declared any dutiable baggage, entering New York alone, and it never occurred to him that he would need to do so now. His trunk and bags were full; he had the cigars made into a nice package, to be carried handily, and on his arrival at the North German Lloyd docks stood waiting among his things for the formality of Customs examination, his friends assembled for the explosion.
They had not calculated well; the Custom-House official came along presently with the usual “Open your baggage, please,” then suddenly recognizing the owner of it he said:
“Oh, Mr. Clemens, excuse me. We have orders to extend to you the courtesies of the port. No examination of your effects is necessary.”
It was the evening of Monday, April 3d, when he landed in New York and went to the Hotel Glenham. In his notes he tells of having a two-hour talk with Howells on the following night. They had not seen each other for two years, and their correspondence had been broken off. It was a happy, even if somewhat sad, reunion, for they were no longer young, and when they called the roll of friends there were many vacancies. They had reached an age where some one they loved died every year. Writing to Mrs. Crane, Clemens speaks of the ghosts of memory; then he says:
I dreamed I was born & grew up & was a pilot on the Mississippi & aminer & a journalist in Nevada & a pilgrim in the Quaker City & hada wife & children & went to live in a villa at Florence—& thisdream goes on & on & sometimes seems so real that I almost believeit is real. I wonder if it is? But there is no way to tell, for ifone applies tests they would be part of the dream, too, & so wouldsimply aid the deceit. I wish I knew whether it is a dream or real.
He was made handsomely welcome in New York. His note-book says:
Wednesday. Dined with Mary Mapes Dodge, Howells, Rudyard Kipling &wife, Clarke,—[ William Fayal Clarke, now editor of St. NicholasMagazine.]—Jamie Dodge & wife.Thursday, 6th. Dined with Andrew Carnegie, Prof. Goldwin Smith,John Cameron, Mr. Glenn. Creation of league for absorbing Canadainto our Union. Carnegie also wants to add Great Britain & Ireland.
It was on this occasion that Carnegie made his celebrated maxim about the basket and the eggs. Clemens was suggesting that Carnegie take an interest in the typesetter, and quoted the old adage that one should not put all of his eggs into one basket. Carnegie regarded him through half-closed lids, as was his custom, and answered:
“That's a mistake; put all your eggs into one basket—and watch thatbasket.”
He had not come to America merely for entertainment. He was at the New York office of the type-setter company, acquiring there what seemed to be good news, for he was assured that his interests were being taken care of, and that within a year at most his royalty returns would place him far beyond the fear of want. He forwarded this good news to Italy, where it was sorely needed, for Mrs. Clemens found her courage not easy to sustain in his absence. That he had made his letter glowing enough, we may gather from her answer.
It does not seem credible that we are really again to have money tospend. I think I will jump around and spend money just for fun, andgive a little away, if we really get some. What should we do andhow should we feel if we had no bright prospects before us, and yethow many people are situated in that way?
He decided to make another trip to Chicago to verify, with his own eyes, the manufacturing reports, and to see Paige, who would appear to have become more elusive than ever as to contracts, written and implied. He took Hall with him, and wrote Orion to meet him at the Great Northern Hotel. This would give him a chance to see Orion and would give Orion a chance to see the great Fair. He was in Chicago eleven days, and in bed with a heavy cold almost the whole of that time. Paige came to see him at his rooms, and, as always, was rich in prospects and promises; full of protestations that, whatever came, when the tide of millions rolled in, they would share and share alike. The note-book says:
Paige shed even more tears than usual. What a talker he is! Hecould persuade a fish to come out and take a walk with him. When heis present I always believe him; I can't help it.
Clemens returned to New York as soon as he was able to travel. Going down in the elevator a man stepped in from one of the floors swearing violently. Clemens, leaning over to Hall, with his hand to his mouth, and in a whisper audible to every one, said:
“Bishop of Chicago.”
The man, with a quick glance, recognized his fellow-passenger and subsided.
On May 13th Clemens took the Kaiser Wilhelm II. for Genoa. He had accomplished little, but he was in better spirits as to the machine. If only the strain of his publishing business had slackened even for a moment! Night and day it was always with him. Hall presently wrote that the condition of the money-market was “something beyond description. You cannot get money on anything short of government bonds.” The Mount Morris Bank would no longer handle their paper. The Clemens household resorted to economies hitherto undreamed of. Mrs. Clemens wrote to her sister that she really did not see sometimes where their next money would come from. She reported that her husband got up in the night and walked the floor in his distress.
He wrote again to Hall, urging him to sell and get rid of the debts and responsibilities at whatever sacrifice:
I am terribly tired of business. I am by nature and dispositionunfit for it, & I want to get out of it. I am standing on the MountMorris volcano with help from the machine a long, long way off—&doubtless a long way further off than the Connecticut companyimagine.Get me out of business!
He knew something of the delays of completing a typesetting machine, and he had little faith in any near relief from that source. He wrote again to Hall, urging him to sell some of his type-setter royalties. They should be worth something now since the manufacturing company was actually in operation; but with the terrible state of the money-market there was no sale for anything. Clemens attempted to work, but put in most of his time footing up on the margin of his manuscript the amount of his indebtedness, the expenses of his household, and the possibilities of his income. It was weary, hard, nerve-racking employment. About the middle of June they closed Viviani. Susy Clemens went to Paris to cultivate her voice, a rare soprano, with a view to preparing for the operatic stage. Clemens took Mrs. Clemens, with little Jean, to Germany for the baths. Clara, who had graduated from Mrs. Willard's school in Berlin, joined them in Munich, and somewhat later Susy also joined them, for Madame Marchesi, the great master of voice-culture, had told her that she must acquire physique to carry that voice of hers before she would undertake to teach her.
In spite of his disturbed state of mind Clemens must have completed some literary work during this period, for we find first mention, in a letter to Hall, of his immortal defense of Harriet Shelley, a piece of writing all the more marvelous when we consider the conditions of its performance. Characteristically, in the same letter, he suddenly develops a plan for a new enterprise—this time for a magazine which Arthur Stedman or his father will edit, and the Webster company will publish as soon as their present burdens are unloaded. But we hear no more of this project.
But by August he was half beside himself with anxiety. On the 6th he wrote Hall:
Here we never see a newspaper, but even if we did I could not comeanywhere near appreciating or correctly estimating the tempest youhave been buffeting your way through—only the man who is in it cando that—but I have tried not to burden you thoughtlessly orwantonly. I have been overwrought & unsettled in mind byapprehensions, & that is a thing that is not helpable when one is ina strange land & sees his resources melt down to a two months'supply & can't see any sure daylight beyond. The bloody machineoffers but a doubtful outlook—& will still offer nothing muchbetter for a long time to come; for when the “three weeks” are up,there will be three months' tinkering to follow, I guess. That isunquestionably the boss machine of the world, but is the toughestone on prophets when it is in an incomplete state that has ever seenthe light.
And three days later:
Great Scott, but it's a long year—for you & me! I never knew thealmanac to drag so. At least not since I was finishing that othermachine.I watch for your letters hungrily—just as I used to watch for thetelegram saying the machine's finished—but when “next weekcertainly” suddenly swelled into “three weeks sure” I recognized theold familiar tune I used to hear so much. W——don't know whatsick-heartedness is—but he is in a way to find out.
And finally, on the 4th:
I am very glad indeed if you and Mr. Langdon are able to see anydaylight ahead. To me none is visible. I strongly advise thatevery penny that comes in shall be applied to paying off debts. Imay be in error about this, but it seems to me that we have no othercourse open. We can pay a part of the debts owing to outsiders—none to Clemenses. In very prosperous times we might regard ourstock & copyrights as assets sufficient, with the money owing to us,to square up & quit even, but I suppose we may not hope for suchluck in the present condition of things.What I am mainly hoping for is to save my book royalties. If theycome into danger I hope you will cable me so that I can come over &try to save them, for if they go I am a beggar.I would sail to-day if I had anybody to take charge of my family &help them through the difficult journeys commanded by the doctors.
A few days later he could stand it no longer, and on August 29 (1893) sailed, the second time that year, for New York.
Clemens took a room at The Players—“a cheap room,” he wrote, “at $1.50 per day.” It was now the end of September, the beginning of a long half-year, during which Mark Twain's fortunes were at a lower ebb than ever before; lower, even, than during those mining days among the bleak Esmeralda hills. Then he had no one but him self and was young. Now, at fifty-eight, he had precious lives dependent upon him, and he was weighed down with a vast burden of debt. The liabilities of Charles L. Webster & Co. were fully two hundred thousand dollars. Something like sixty thousand dollars of this was money supplied by Mrs. Clemens, but the vast remaining sum was due to banks, to printers, to binders, and to dealers in various publishing materials. Somehow it must be paid. As for their assets, they looked ample enough on paper, but in reality, at a time like this, they were problematical. In fact, their value was very doubtful indeed. What he was to do Clemens did not know. He could not even send cheerful reports to Europe. There was no longer anything to promise concerning the type-setter. The fifty machines which the company had started to build had dwindled to ten machines; there was a prospect that the ten would dwindle to one, and that one a reconstruction of the original Hartford product, which had cost so much money and so many weary years. Clemens spent a good part of his days at The Players, reading or trying to write or seeking to divert his mind in the company of the congenial souls there, waiting for-he knew not what.
Yet at this very moment a factor was coming into his life, a human element, a man to whom in his old age Mark Twain owed more than to any other of his myriad of friends. One night, when he was with Dr. Clarence C. Rice at the Murray Hill Hotel, Rice said:
“Clemens, I want you to know my friend, Mr. H. H. Rogers. He is an admirer of your books.”
Clemens turned and was looking into the handsome, clean-cut features of the great financier, whose name was hardly so familiar then as it became at a later period, but whose power was already widely known and felt among his kind.
“Mr. Clemens,” said Mr. Rogers, “I was one of your early admirers. I heard you lecture a long time ago on the Sandwich Islands. I was interested in the subject in those days, and I heard that Mark Twain was a man who had been there. I didn't suppose I'd have any difficulty getting a seat, but I did; the house was jammed. When I came away I realized that Mark Twain was a great man, and I have read everything of yours since that I could get hold of.”
They sat down at a table, and Clemens told some of his amusing stories. Rogers was in a perpetual gale of laughter. When at last he rose to go the author and the financier were as old friends. Mr. Rogers urged him to visit him at his home. He must introduce him to Mrs. Rogers, he said, who was also his warm admirer. It was only a little while after this that Dr. Rice said to the millionaire:
“Mr. Rogers, I wish you would look into Clemens's finances a little: I am afraid they are a good deal confused.”
This would be near the end of September, 1893. On October 18 Clemens wrote home concerning a possible combination of Webster & Co. with John Brisben Walker, of the 'Cosmopolitan', and added:
I have got the best and wisest man of the whole Standard Oil group-amulti-millionaire—a good deal interested in looking into the type-setter. He has been searching into that thing for three weeks andyesterday he said to me:“I find the machine to be all you represent it. I have hereexhaustive reports from my own experts, and I know every detail ofits capacity, its immense construction, its cost, its history, andall about its inventor's character. I know that the New Yorkcompany and the Chicago company are both stupid, and that they areunbusinesslike people, destitute of money and in a hopeless boggle.”Then he told me the scheme he had planned and said:“If I can arrange with these people on this basis—it will takeseveral weeks to find out—I will see to it that they get the moneythey need. In the mean time you 'stop walking the floor'.”
Of course, with this encouragement, Clemens was in the clouds again. Furthermore, Rogers had suggested to his son-in-law, William Evarts Benjamin, also a subscription publisher, that he buy from the Webster company The Library of American Literature for fifty thousand dollars, a sum which provided for the more insistent creditors. There was hope that the worst was over. Clemens did in reality give up walking the floor, and for the time, at least, found happier diversions. He must not return to Europe as yet, for the type-setter matter was still far from conclusion. On the 11th of November he was gorgeously entertained by the Lotos Club in its new building. Introducing him, President Frank Lawrence said:
“What name is there in literature that can be likened to his? Perhaps some of the distinguished gentlemen about this table can tell us, but I know of none. Himself his only parallel, it seems to me. He is all our own—a ripe and perfect product of the American soil.”
Those were feverish weeks of waiting, with days of alternate depression and exaltation as the pendulum swung to and fro between hope and despair. By daylight Clemens tried to keep himself strenuously busy; evenings and nights he plunged into social activities—dinners, amusements, suppers, balls, and the like. He was besieged with invitations, sought for by the gayest and the greatest; “Jamie” Dodge conferred upon him the appropriate title: of “The Belle of New York.” In his letters home he describes in detail many of the festivities and the wildness with which he has flung himself into them, dilating on his splendid renewal of health, his absolute immunity from fatigue. He attributes this to his indifference to diet and regularities of meals and sleep; but we may guess that it was due to a reaction from having shifted his burden to stronger financial shoulders. Henry Rogers had taken his load upon him.
“It rests me,” Rogers said, “to experiment with the affairs of a friend when I am tired of my own. You enjoy yourself. Let me work at the puzzle a little.”
And Clemens, though his conscience pricked him, obeyed, as was his habit at such times. To Mrs. Clemens (in Paris now, at the Hotel Brighton) he wrote:
He is not common clay, but fine-fine & delicate. I did hate toburden his good heart & overworked head, but he took hold withavidity & said it was no burden to work for his friends, but apleasure. When I arrived in September, Lord! how black the prospectwas & how desperate, how incurably desperate! Webster & Co. had tohave a small sum of money or go under at once. I flew to Hartford—to my friends—but they were not moved, not strongly interested, &I was ashamed that I went. It was from Mr. Rogers, a stranger, thatI got the money and was by it saved. And then—while still astranger—he set himself the task of saving my financial lifewithout putting upon me (in his native delicacy) any sense that Iwas the recipient of a charity, a benevolence. He gave time to me—time, which could not be bought by any man at $100,000 amonth—no, nor for three times the money.
He adds that a friend has just offered to Webster & Co. a book that arraigns the Standard Oil magnates individual by individual.
I wanted to say the only man I care for in the world, the only man Iwould give a d—-n for, the only man who is lavishing his sweat &blood to save me & mine from starvation is a Standard Oil magnate.If you know me, you know whether I want the book or not.But I didn't say that. I said I didn't want any book; I wanted toget out of this publishing business & out of all business & was herefor that purpose & would accomplish it if I could.
He tells how he played billiards with Rogers, tirelessly as always, until the millionaire had looked at him helplessly and asked:
“Don't you ever get tired?”
And he answered:
“I don't know what it is to get tired. I wish I did.”
He wrote of going with Mr. Rogers to the Madison Square Garden to see an exhibition of boxing given by the then splendid star of pugilism, James J. Corbett. Dr. Rice accompanied him, and painters Robert Reid and Edward Simmons, from The Players. They had five seats in a box, and Stanford White came along presently and took Clemens into the champion's dressing-room.
Corbett has a fine face and is modest and diffident, besides beingthe most perfectly & beautifully constructed human animal in theworld. I said:“You have whipped Mitchell & maybe you will whip Jackson in June—but you are not done then. You will have to tackle me.”He answered, so gravely that one might easily have thought him inearnest:“No, I am not going to meet you in the ring. It is not fair orright to require it. You might chance to knock me out, by no meritof your own, but by a purely accidental blow, & then my reputationwould be gone & you would have a double one. You have got fameenough & you ought not to want to take mine away from me.”Corbett was for a long time a clerk in the Nevada Bank, in SanFrancisco.There were lots of little boxing-matches to entertain the crowd;then at last Corbett appeared in the ring & the 8,000 people presentwent mad with enthusiasm. My two artists went mad about his form.They said they had never seen anything that came reasonably nearequalling its perfection except Greek statues, & they didn't surpassit.Corbett boxed 3 rounds with the middle-weight Australian champion—oh, beautiful to see!—then the show was over and we struggled outthrough a perfect mash of humanity. When we reached the street Ifound I had left my arctics in the box. I had to have them, soSimmons said he would go back & get them, & I didn't dissuade him.I wouldn't see how he was going to make his way a single yard intothat solid incoming wave of people—yet he must plow through it full50 yards. He was back with the shoes in 3 minutes!How do you reckon he accomplished that miracle? By saying:“Way, gentlemen, please—coming to fetch Mr. Corbett's overshoes.”The word flew from mouth to mouth, the Red Sea divided, & Simmonswalked comfortably through & back, dry-shod. This is Fire-escapeSimmons, the inveterate talker, you know: Exit—in case of Simmons.I had an engagement at a beautiful dwelling close to The Players for10.30; I was there by 10.45. Thirty cultivated & very musicalladies & gentlemen present—all of them acquaintances & many of thempersonal friends of mine. That wonderful Hungarian band was there(they charge $500 for an evening). Conversation and band untilmidnight; then a bite of supper; then the company was compactlygrouped before me & I told them about Dr. B. E. Martin & theetchings, & followed it with the Scotch-Irish christening. My, butthe Martin is a darling story! Next, the head tenor from the Operasang half a dozen great songs that set the company wild, yes, madwith delight, that nobly handsome young Damrosch accompanying on thepiano.Just a little pause, then the band burst out into an explosion ofweird and tremendous dance-music, a Hungarian celebrity & his wifetook the floor; I followed—I couldn't help it; the others driftedin, one by one, & it was Onteora over again.By half past 4. I had danced all those people down—& yet was nottired; merely breathless. I was in bed at 5 & asleep in tenminutes. Up at 9 & presently at work on this letter to you. Ithink I wrote until 2 or half past. Then I walked leisurely out toMr. Rogers's (it is called 3 miles, but is short of it), arriving at3.30, but he was out—to return at 5.30—so I didn't stay, butdropped over and chatted with Howells until five.—[Two Mark Twain anecdotes are remembered of that winter at ThePlayers:
Just before Christmas a member named Scott said one day:
“Mr. Clemens, you have an extra overcoat hanging in the coatroom. I've got to attend my uncle's funeral and it's raining very hard. I'd like to wear it.”
The coat was an old one, in the pockets of which Clemens kept a melancholy assortment of pipes, soiled handkerchiefs, neckties, letters, and what not.
“Scott,” he said, “if you won't lose anything out of the pockets of that coat you may wear it.”
An hour or two later Clemens found a notice in his mail-box that a package for him was in the office. He called for it and found a neat bundle, which somehow had a Christmas look. He carried it up to the reading-room with a showy, air.
“Now, boys,” he said, “you may make all the fun of Christmas you like, but it's pretty nice, after all, to be remembered.”
They gathered around and he undid the package. It was filled with the pipes, soiled handkerchiefs, and other articles from the old overcoat. Scott had taken special precautions against losing them.
Mark Twain regarded them a moment in silence, then he drawled:
“Well—, d—-n Scott. I hope his uncle's funeral will be a failure!”
The second anecdote concerns The Player egg-cups. They easily hold two eggs, but not three. One morning a new waiter came to take the breakfast order. Clemens said:
“Boy, put three soft eggs in that cup for me.”
By and by the waiter returned, bringing the breakfast. Clemens looked at the egg portion and asked:
“Boy, what was my order?”
“Three soft eggs broken in the cup, Mr. Clemens.”
“And you've filled that order, have you?”
“Yes, Mr. Clemens.”
“Boy, you are trifling with the truth; I've been trying all winter to get three eggs into that cup.”]
In one letter he tells of a dinner with his old Comstock friend, John Mackay—a dinner without any frills, just soup and raw oysters and corned beef and cabbage, such as they had reveled in sometimes, in prosperous moments, thirty years before.
“The guests were old gray Pacific coasters,” he said, “whom I knew when they were young and not gray. The talk was of the days when we went gipsying—a long time ago—thirty years.”
Indeed, it was a talk of the dead. Mainly that. And of how they looked& the harum-scarum things they did & said. For there were no caresin that life, no aches & pains, & not time enough in the day (&three-fourths of the night) to work off one's surplus vigor & energy.Of the midnight highway-robbery joke played upon me with revolvers at myhead on the windswept & desolate Gold Hill Divide no witness was leftbut me, the victim. Those old fools last night laughed till they criedover the particulars of that old forgotten crime.
In still another letter he told of a very wonderful entertainment at Robert Reid's studio. There were present, he says:
Coquelin;Richard Harding Davis;Harrison, the great outdoor painter;Wm. H. Chase, the artist;Bettini, inventor of the new phonograph;Nikola Tesla, the world-wide illustrious electrician; see articleabout him in Jan. or Feb. Century.John Drew, actor;James Barnes, a marvelous mimic; my, you should see him!Smedley, the artist;Zorn, “ ”Zogbaum, “ ”Reinhart, “ ”Metcalf, “ ”Ancona, head tenor at the Opera;Oh, & a great lot of others. Everybody there had done something &was in his way famous.Somebody welcomed Coquelin in a nice little French speech, John Drewdid the like for me in English, & then the fun began. Coquelin didsome excellent French monologues—one of them an ungrammaticalEnglishman telling a colorless historiette in French. It nearlykilled the fifteen or twenty people who understood it.I told a yarn, Ancona sang half a dozen songs, Barnes did hisdarling imitations, Handing Davis sang the hanging of Danny Deever,which was of course good, but he followed it with that mostfascinating (for what reason I don't know) of all Kipling's poems,“On the Road to Mandalay,” sang it tenderly, & it searched me deeper& charmed me more than the Deever.Young Gerrit Smith played some ravishing dance-music, & we alldanced about an hour. There couldn't be a pleasanter night thanthat one was. Some of those people complained of fatigue, but Idon't seem to know what the sense of fatigue is.
In his reprieve he was like some wild thing that had regained liberty.
He refers to Susy's recent illness and to Mrs. Clemens's own poor state of health.
Dear, dear Susy! My strength reproaches me when I think of her andyou.It is an unspeakable pity that you should be without any one to goabout with the girls, & it troubles me, & grieves me, & makes mecurse & swear; but you see, dear heart, I've got to stick rightwhere I am till I find out whether we are rich or whether thepoorest person we are acquainted with in anybody's kitchen is betteroff than we are.. I stand on the land-end of a springboard, withthe family clustered on the other end; if I take my foot——
He realized his hopes to her as a vessel trying to make port; once he wrote:
The ship is in sight now....When the anchor is down then I shall say:“Farewell—a long farewell—to business! I will never touch itagain!”I will live in literature, I will wallow in it, revel in it; I willswim in ink! 'Joan of Arc'—but all this is premature; the anchoris not down yet.
Sometimes he sent her impulsive cables calculating to sustain hope. Mrs. Clemens, writing to her sister in January, said:
Mr. Clemens now for ten days has been hourly expecting to send meword that Paige had signed the (new) contract, but as yet nodespatch comes.... On the 5th of this month I received acable, “Expect good news in ten days.” On the 15th I receive acable, “Look out for good news.” On the 19th a cable, “Nearingsuccess.”
It appealed to her sense of humor even in these dark days. She added:
They make me laugh, for they are so like my beloved “Colonel.”
Mr. Rogers had agreed that he would bring Paige to rational terms, and with Clemens made a trip to Chicago. All agreed now that the machine promised a certain fortune as soon as a contract acceptable to everybody could be concluded—Paige and his lawyer being the last to dally and dicker as to terms. Finally a telegram came from Chicago saying that Paige had agreed to terms. On that day Clemens wrote in his note-book:
This is a great date in my history. Yesterday we were paupers with but 3 months' rations of cash left and $160,000 in debt, my wife & I, but this telegram makes us wealthy.
But it was not until a fortnight later that Paige did actually sign. This was on the 1st of February, '94, and Clemens that night cabled to Paris, so that Mrs. Clemens would have it on her breakfast-plate the morning of their anniversary:
“Wedding news. Our ship is safe in port. I sail the moment Rogers can spare me.”
So this painted bubble, this thing of emptiness, had become as substance again—the grand hope. He was as concerned with it as if it had been an actual gold-mine with ore and bullion piled in heaps—that shadow, that farce, that nightmare. One longs to go back through the years and face him to the light and arouse him to the vast sham of it all.
Clemens might have lectured that winter with profit, and Major Pond did his best to persuade him; but Rogers agreed that his presence in New York was likely to be too important to warrant any schedule of absence. He went once to Boston to lecture for charity, though his pleasure in the experience was a sufficient reward. On the evening before the lecture Mrs. James T. Fields had him to her house to dine with Dr. Holmes, then not far from the end of his long, beautiful life.—[He died that same year, October, 1894.]
Clemens wrote to Paris of their evening together:
Dr. Oliver Wendell Holmes never goes out (he is in his 84th year), but he came out this time—said he wanted to “have a time” once more with me.
Mrs. Fields said Aldrich begged to come, & went away crying because she wouldn't let him. She allowed only her family (Sarah Orne Jewett & sister) to be present, because much company would overtax Dr. Holmes.
Well, he was just delightful! He did as brilliant and beautiful talking (& listening) as he ever did in his life, I guess. Fields and Jewett said he hadn't been in such splendid form for years. He had ordered his carriage for 9. The coachman sent in for him at 9, but he said, “Oh, nonsense!—leave glories & grandeurs like these? Tell him to go away & come in an hour!”
At 10 he was called for again, & Mrs. Fields, getting uneasy, rose, but he wouldn't go—& so we rattled ahead the same as ever. Twice more Mrs. Fields rose, but he wouldn't go—& he didn't go till half past 10—an unwarrantable dissipation for him in these days. He was prodigiously complimentary about some of my books, & is having Pudd'nhead read to him. I told him you & I used the Autocrat as a courting book & marked it all through, & that you keep it in the sacred green box with the loveletters, & it pleased him.
One other address Clemens delivered that winter, at Fair Haven, on the opening of the Millicent Library, a present to the town from Mrs. Rogers. Mrs. Rogers had suggested to her husband that perhaps Mr. Clemens would be willing to say a few words there. Mr. Rogers had replied, “Oh, Clemens is in trouble. I don't like to ask him,” but a day or two later told him of Mrs. Rogers's wish, adding:
“Don't feel at all that you need to do it. I know just how you are feeling, how worried you are.”
Clemens answered, “Mr. Rogers, do you think there is anything I could do for you that I wouldn't do?”
It was on this occasion that he told for the first time the “stolen watermelon” story, so often reprinted since; how once he had stolen a watermelon, and when he found it to be a green one, had returned it to the farmer, with a lecture on honesty, and received a ripe one in its place.
In spite of his cares and diversions Clemens's literary activities of this time were considerable. He wrote an article for the Youth's Companion—“How to Tell a Story”—and another for the North American Review on Fenimore Cooper's “Literary Offenses.” Mark Twain had not much respect for Cooper as a literary artist. Cooper's stilted artificialities and slipshod English exasperated him and made it hard for him to see that in spite of these things the author of the Deerslayer was a mighty story-teller. Clemens had also promised some stories to Walker, of the Cosmopolitan, and gave him one for his Christmas number, “Traveling with a Reformer,” which had grown out of some incidents of that long-ago journey with Osgood to Chicago, supplemented by others that had happened on the more recent visit to that city with Hall. This story had already appeared when Clemens and Rogers had made their Chicago trip. Rogers had written for passes over the Pennsylvania road, and the president, replying, said:
“No, I won't give Mark Twain a pass over our road. I've been reading his 'Traveling with a Reformer,' in which he abuses our road. I wouldn't let him ride over it again if I could help it. The only way I'll agree to let him go over it at all is in my private car. I have stocked it with everything he can possibly want, and have given orders that if there is anything else he wants the train is to be stopped until they can get it.”
“Pudd'nhead Wilson” was appearing in the Century during this period, and “Tom Sawyer Abroad” in the St. Nicholas. The Century had issued a tiny calendar of the Pudd'nhead maxims, and these quaint bits of philosophy, the very gems of Mark Twain mental riches, were in everybody's mouth. With all this going on, and with his appearance at various social events, he was rather a more spectacular figure that winter than ever before.
From the note-book:
The Haunted Looking-glass. The guest (at midnight a dim lightburning) wakes up & sees appear & disappear the faces that havelooked into the glass during 3 centuries.Love seems the swiftest but is the slowest of all growths. No manand woman really know what perfect love is until they have beenmarried a quarter of a century.It is more trouble to make a maxim than it is to do right.Of all God's creatures, there is only one that cannot be made theslave of the lash—that one is the cat.Truth is stranger than fiction—to some people, but I am measurablyfamiliar with it.