CHAPTER XV.“As a hen gathereth her chickens under her wings.”For a week or so after their return, Mrs. Malloy found herself, in spite of her philosophy, growing bitter. She compared her life, replete with all the bodily comforts that wealth procures, with that of other women, who knew not the luxury of ease and comfort and beautiful environments, but who, nevertheless, were surrounded by the dear ones who alone make happiness.She looked around her house, which in the minutest detail evidenced exquisite refinement of taste, and thought with despair that in a few weeks those rooms would be empty,—empty of the presence of her best beloved.But something occurred which obliterated her reflections, and roused all the strength and courage of her character. Robert became very ill with typhoid fever, and for days it was impossible to foresee the issue.During his delirium he was like a child who dreads the dark, except that the thing he feared was the monastery, that haven of rest for which he had longed. He would beg his mother piteously to keep Margie from pushing him through the gates.One day he returned from the Crossway leading into the Valley, and smiled a sane, rational smile. And simultaneous with his recovery, fell the scales from his eyes.He looked at the havoc anxiety had wrought in his mother’s face. Back of the ever-ready smile, was a look he was beginning to understand.And from having doubts as to his duty to fulfill his vows, he became positive that his place was with her. As day after day he thought it out, he felt horror of himself for the wrong he had unconsciously intended.Finally he told his mother. He begged her forgiveness for ever having contemplated leaving her after his father’s death, and promised that in the years to come he would try to make it up to her. She clasped him in her arms, and murmured incoherent words of love, as she pressed her face to his dark curls, as a mother does with a baby. “Oh, mother mine, has it meant so much to you?” he asked in sorrow.“So much more than you can ever know,” she answered, “but this moment compensates for a whole lifetime of suffering!”After a pause, during which he stroked her hand in silence, Mrs. Malloy said gently, “Robert, I don’t want to rush in where angels would fear to tread, so just stop me if the subject pains you,—but I don’t understand why Margie refused to marry you.”“She didn’t exactly refuse me, Mother,” he said hesitatingly; and then he told her of their conversation.His mother regarded him, during the recital, with amazement, amusement, and consternation. When he had finished she observed quietly: “My son, I see I neglected an important part of your education. You are not schooled in woman-lore.”A little later a telegram went out to Meg from her, saying, “I need you. Come.”
“As a hen gathereth her chickens under her wings.”
For a week or so after their return, Mrs. Malloy found herself, in spite of her philosophy, growing bitter. She compared her life, replete with all the bodily comforts that wealth procures, with that of other women, who knew not the luxury of ease and comfort and beautiful environments, but who, nevertheless, were surrounded by the dear ones who alone make happiness.
She looked around her house, which in the minutest detail evidenced exquisite refinement of taste, and thought with despair that in a few weeks those rooms would be empty,—empty of the presence of her best beloved.
But something occurred which obliterated her reflections, and roused all the strength and courage of her character. Robert became very ill with typhoid fever, and for days it was impossible to foresee the issue.
During his delirium he was like a child who dreads the dark, except that the thing he feared was the monastery, that haven of rest for which he had longed. He would beg his mother piteously to keep Margie from pushing him through the gates.
One day he returned from the Crossway leading into the Valley, and smiled a sane, rational smile. And simultaneous with his recovery, fell the scales from his eyes.
He looked at the havoc anxiety had wrought in his mother’s face. Back of the ever-ready smile, was a look he was beginning to understand.
And from having doubts as to his duty to fulfill his vows, he became positive that his place was with her. As day after day he thought it out, he felt horror of himself for the wrong he had unconsciously intended.
Finally he told his mother. He begged her forgiveness for ever having contemplated leaving her after his father’s death, and promised that in the years to come he would try to make it up to her. She clasped him in her arms, and murmured incoherent words of love, as she pressed her face to his dark curls, as a mother does with a baby. “Oh, mother mine, has it meant so much to you?” he asked in sorrow.
“So much more than you can ever know,” she answered, “but this moment compensates for a whole lifetime of suffering!”
After a pause, during which he stroked her hand in silence, Mrs. Malloy said gently, “Robert, I don’t want to rush in where angels would fear to tread, so just stop me if the subject pains you,—but I don’t understand why Margie refused to marry you.”
“She didn’t exactly refuse me, Mother,” he said hesitatingly; and then he told her of their conversation.
His mother regarded him, during the recital, with amazement, amusement, and consternation. When he had finished she observed quietly: “My son, I see I neglected an important part of your education. You are not schooled in woman-lore.”
A little later a telegram went out to Meg from her, saying, “I need you. Come.”