Once more I watch the crystal streamI watched in days gone by;Once more its waves reflect the gleamOf Autumn's sunset sky;Again its banks of gold and greenSeem bursting into flame,—And yet for me the lovely sceneCan never be the same.
The waves that gleamed here long agoHave reached a distant sea;The leaves of that first autumn glowHave fallen from the tree;The birds which charmed me with their songHave long since elsewhere flown,And I amid a careless throngAm standing here alone.
This sparkling flood can never quiteReplace the stream of old;These radiant leaves, however bright,Wear not the old-time gold;For evening's light can ne'er retainThe splendor of the dawn,And naught, alas, can bring againThe faces that are gone.
Within my garden's silence and seclusion,In pensive beauty gazing toward the dawn,There stands, mid vines and flowers in profusion,A sculptured Faun.
The boughs of stately trees are bending o'er him,The scent of calycanthus fills the air,And on the ivied parapet before himBloom roses fair.
Beside him laughs the lightly-flowing fountain,Beneath him spreads the lake's enchanting hue,And, opposite, a sun-illumined mountainMeets heaven's blue.
Across Lake Como's silvered undulationThe flush of dawn creeps shyly to his face,And crowns his look of dreamful contemplationWith tender grace.
And he, like Memnon, thrilled to exultation,As if unable longer to be mute,Has lifted to his lips in adorationHis simple flute.
Ah! would that I might hear the music stealingFrom yonder artless reed upon the air,—The subtle revelation of his feeling,While standing there!
Perhaps 'tis for the Past that he is sighing,When Como's shore held many a hallowed shrine,Where such as he were worshipped,—none denyingTheir rights divine.
That Past is gone; its sylvan shrines have crumbled;From lake and grove the gentle fauns have fled;Its myths are scorned, Olympus has been humbled,And Pan is dead.
Yet still he plays,—the coming day adoring,With brow serene, and gladness in his gaze,All past and future happiness ignoringJust for to-day's!
Sweet Faun, whence comes thy power of retainingThrough storm and sunshine thine unchanging smile?Forsaken thus, what comfort, still remaining,Makes life worth while?
Impart to me the secret of discerningThe gold of life, with none of its alloy,That I may also satisfy my yearningFor perfect joy!
I too would shun those questions, born of sorrow,—Life's Wherefore, Whence and Whither; I would fillMy cup with present bliss, and let to-morrowBring what it will.
O Spirit of the vanished world elysian,Cast over me the spell of thy control,And give me, for to-day's supernal vision,Thy Pagan soul!
(The only Island on Lake Como, the Lake Larius of the Romans)
There sleeps beneath Italian skiesA lovely island rich in fame,In days of old a longed-for prize,And bearing still an honored name,—A spot renowned from age to age,An ancient Roman heritage;
A valued stronghold, for whose sakeUnnumbered men have fought and died,—The Malta of the Larian lake,Forever armed and fortified,To Como's shores the master-key,The guardian of its liberty.
Half hidden in a sheltered bay,Where tiny skiffs at anchor ride,How different is the scene to-dayReflected in its waveless tide,From that which this historic fossShowed mailèd soldiers of the Cross!
Yet still, across the narrow strait,Some remnants of the hospice stand,Whose ever hospitable gateMet pilgrims from the Holy Land,Its finely carved, millennial towerEnduring to the present hour.
One gem alone doth Como wear,None other need adorn her breast;'Tis this, her emerald solitaire,Her unique island of the blest,—The star beside her crescent shore,A thing of beauty evermore.
On Comacina's peaceful strandThe coldest heart is moved to pray,As softly steals o'er lake and landThe splendor of departing day,And scores of snowy peaks aspireTo sparkle with supernal fire.
Then Lario paints for liquid milesThe white-robed monarchs' glittering crowns,Transmutes at once to dimpled smilesThe sternest of their glacial frowns,And often holds, with subtlest art,Some Titan's likeness to her heart.
Fair Comacina, through whose treesEarth's feathered songsters flit unharmed,Where soft-eyed cattle graze at ease,And every whispering breeze seems charmed,Can it be true that human bloodHath ever stained thy limpid flood?
Alas! too often, drenched with gore,Thy cliffs have witnessed deadly strife,When hostile feet profaned thy shore,And each advancing step cost life,As prince and peasant, side by side,Beat back the Goths' invading tide.
But why disturb the silent past?Why rouse the island's sleeping ghosts?Or see in forms by ruins castThe phantoms of those warlike hosts?For centuries the gentle wavesHave rolled oblivion o'er their graves.
And what will now thy future be,Thou pristine refuge of the brave,Which Rome's last heroes fought to free,And vainly gave their lives to save?Forget not, thou wast once a gemThat graced a Caesar's diadem!
Wilt thou fulfil my fondest hopes?I sometimes long to check the streamOf tourists hurrying by thy slopes,And tell them of my cherished dream,—To see upon thy storied heightA palace worthy of the site;
Not meaningless, not merely vast,Nor crudely modern in design,But something suited to thy past,—For highest art a hallowed shrine,A classic home of long ago,The Tusculum of Cicero.
Then roses, rich in sweet perfume,Shall wreathe with bloom each terraced wall,And, scattered through the leafy gloomOf olive-groves and laurels tall,Shall many a marble nymph and faunGrow lovelier from the flush of dawn.
So let me dream! I may not seeThat stately palace crown thy brow,Those roses may not bloom for me,But, as thou art, I love thee now,Content thy future to resignTo abler portraiture than mine.
Sweet Comacina, fare thee well!Across the water's placid breastThe music of the vesper-bellInvites me to my port of rest;Fair jewel of this inland sea,May all the gods be good to thee!
("Old Lucia", who for many years walked back and forth, every day and in all weathers, between Azzano and Menaggio, a distance of six miles, bearing merchandise of all sorts in a basket on her back, fell to the ground exhausted, as she was nearing her poor home on Christmas Eve, 1907. She died next morning at the age of seventy-three. At the time she fell, she was carrying a load of nearly one hundred pounds!)
Patient toiler on the road,Bending 'neath your heavy load,Worn and furrowed is your face,Slow and tremulous your pace,Yet you still pursue your way,Bearing burdens day by day,With the same pathetic smile,Over many a weary mile,As you bravely come and goTo and from Menaggio.
Snowy white, your scanty hairCrowns a forehead seamed with care,And a look of suffering liesIn your clear-blue, wistful eyes;While your thin and ashen cheekTells the tale you will not speak,Of a lodging dark and old,And a hearth so bare and coldThat you often hungry goTo and from Menaggio.
Never know you days of rest;Ceaseless is your humble questOf the pittance that you askFor your arduous daily task.Every morning sees your formPass through sunshine or through storm;Every evening hears your feetTrudging up the darkened street;For your gait is always slow,Coming from Menaggio.
Once your dull eyes gleamed with light;Once those arms were round and white;And the feet, now roughly shod,Lightly danced upon the sod,As to womanhood you grewAnd a lover's rapture knew;For you once were fair, 'tis said,Early wooed and early wed,And your husband long agoDied in old Menaggio.
Children? Aye, but not one caresHow the poor old mother fares!You must struggle on alone;They have children of their own,And for them, devoid of shame,All your scanty earnings claim!Can you walk? Then go you must,Plodding on through rain and dust,Summer heat and winter's snowTo and from Menaggio!
Christmas Eve! Through glistening greenGleams a merry, festive scene;Trees, with candles burning bright,Wake in children's hearts delight.Where such peace and comfort reign,None observes the window-pane,Where your wan face sadly peersThrough a mist of falling tearsAt a joy you never know,Carrier from Menaggio!
Much that makes those children gayYou have brought them day by day,Thankful that you thus could earnWood to make your hearthstone burn.Not for you such food and light,Clothing warm and candles bright!You are grateful, if you gainBread to stifle hunger's pain.Ah! it was not always soIn old-time Menaggio!
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She has turned to climb the hill.Stay! why lies she there so still?Have her old limbs failed at lastIn the chilling wintry blast?Since for threescore years and tenShe has done the work of men,'Tis not strange that she should fallWeak and helpless by the wall,Nevermore to come and goTo and from Menaggio.
Gently lift her old gray head!Bear her homeward! She is dead.Fallen, like a faithful horseAt the limit of its course;Fallen on the stony road,Uncomplaining, 'neath her load;And the heart within her breastFor the first time finds its rest,—Rest that it could never knowComing from Menaggio!
Sound again, O Christmas bells!"Peace on Earth" your song foretells.It has come, in truth, to oneWhose long pilgrimage is done.Merciful her quick release,Blessèd her eternal peace!Yet I know that, day by day,As she no more comes my way,I shall miss her, as I goTo and from Menaggio.
Beside my garden's ivied wall,Enwreathed in vines of gold and green,I stand, as evening shadows fall,And marvel at the matchless scene,While wavelets make, with rhythmic beat,Perpetual music at my feet.
The year grows old,—yet on the breezeStill floats the perfume of the rose;Still gleams the gold of orange trees,Regardless of the Alpine snows;For while, above, Frost reigns as king,Below prevails the warmth of Spring.
In Tremezzina's sheltered bayThe wintry storms forget to rave;Without,—the white caps and the spray,Within,—a shore with scarce a wave,—A favored spot where tempests cease,And Heaven whispers, "Here is Peace."
Across the water's purple bloomBellagio, bathed in sunset light,Surmounts the twilight's gathering gloomWith glistening walls of pink and white,—The wraith of some celestial strand,The fringe of an enchanted land.
My sweet-voiced fountain softly singsIts good-night lyric to the lake;A skiff glides by on slender wingsWith scarce a ripple in its wake;And pleasure-boats, their canvas furled,Float idly in an ideal world.
The swan-like steamers come and go;The ruffled water finds its rest;The snow-peaks catch a ruddy glowFrom crimsoned cloudlets in the west;And, trembling on the tranquil air,Steals forth the vesper-call to prayer.
Oh, peerless strand! I yearn no moreTo mingle with the maddened throng;Enough for me this wave-kissed shore,The vesper-bell, the fountain's song,The sunlit sail, the Alpine glow,And storied towers of long ago.
Between me and the world's unrestThe lake's broad leagues of water lie;Above my wave-protected nestSerenely bends a cloudless sky;And homeward from life's stormy seaThe dreams of youth come back to me.
(Inscription on an altar-fragment, found on the Island of Lake Como, 1910, and belonging formerly to a temple of Delian Apollo,—the "Delian Father,"—which no doubt existed there.)
Once more Lake Como's storied isleReveals the Roman past!Again a stone of classic styleThe spade hath upward cast;How can such relics thus endureTwo thousand years of sepulture?
More eagerly than those who toilFor nuggets of mere gold,We seize and rescue from the soilThis monument of old,—An altar-fragment, much defaced,Yet on whose surface words are traced.
With reverent hands we cleanse from grimeThe legend chiselled there,Which now, triumphant over time,Still proves the sculptor's care,Engraved when on this wave-girt hillThe Pagan gods were potent still.
'As on their own peculiar pageThe fingers of the blindDecipher truths of every age,As mind communes with mind,So, one by one, these letters spellA name the ancient world knew well.
For "Delio Patri" heads the linesInscribed upon this stone,And instantly the mind divinesWhat, else, had been unknown,Since that familiar name makes clearApollo once was worshipped here;
Perhaps because the spot suggestsThat other tiny isle,Upon whose shore forever restsThe Sun-God's tender smile,—Fair Delos, where, one fabled morn,Both he and Artemis were born.
Beneath, the donor's name is placed,And lower still we readIn characters, now half effaced,The motive for his deed;—"Onesimus this altar rearedTo One he gratefully revered."
Faith, grateful reverence,—these are traitsWorth more than rank or fame,And what this brief inscription statesDoes honor to his name,And makes us wish still more to knowOf him who built here long ago.
"And is this all?" the cynic sneers,"The remnant of a shrine?"Alas for him who never hearsOr heeds the world divineAnd in this fragment fails to seeA stepping-stone to Deity!
The Sun-God's shrines in ruins lie,But not the glorious sun!A thousand transient faiths may die.All prototypes of One,Since under every form and nameTheir essence still remains the same.
By Acqua Fredda's cloister-wallI pause to feel the mountain breeze,And watch the shadows eastward fallFrom immemorial cypress trees.
Like arms outstretched to bless and pray,Those dusky phantoms downward creepTo where, by Lenno's curving bay,The peaceful village seems to sleep;
While mirrored peaks of stainless snowTurn crimson 'neath the farther shore,And here and there the sunset glowThreads diamonds on a dripping oar.
But now a tremor breaks the spell,And stirs to life the languid air,—It is the convent's vesper-bell,—The plaintive call to evening prayer;
That prayer which rises like a sighFrom every sorrow-laden breast,When twilight dims the garish sky,And day is dying in the west.
Ave Maria! we who missA mother's love, a mother's care,Implore thee, bring us to that blissWe fondly hope with thee to share!
How sweet and clear, how soft and lowThose vesper orisons are sung,In Rome's grand speech of long ago,Forever old, forever young!
And those who chant,—that exiled band,Expelled from France with scorn and hate,How fare they in this foreign land?Is life for them disconsolate?
Have they escaped the sight of pain,Of social strife, of hopeless tears?Does life's dark problem grow more plain,As pass in prayer the tranquil years?
I know not; dare not ask of them;Their souls are read by God alone;But he who would their lives condemn,Should pause before he cast a stone.
So full is life of hate and greed,So vain the world's poor tinselled show,What wonder that some souls have needTo flee from all its sin and woe?
I would not join them; yet, in truth,I feel, in leaving them at prayer,That something precious of my youth,Long lost to me, is treasured there.
I chose me a lovely garden,Beneath whose ivied wallA lake's blue wavelets murmurAs evening shadows fall,—
A garden, whose leafy windowsFrame visions of Alpine snowOn peaks that burn to crimsonIn sunset's afterglow.
And there, in its sweet seclusion,I built me a mansion fair,With many a classic statueAnd Eastern relic rare,
And volumes, whose precious pagesHold all that the wise have said,—The latest among the living,The greatest among the dead.
And I sat in those fragrant arborsOf laurel and palm and pine,And held in the tranquil twilightMy darling's hand in mine;
And said "We will here be happy,And let the mad world go;Its gold no longer tempts us,Still less do its pomp and show;
"No more shall its cares annoy us,And under these stately treesWith Nature and Art and LettersOur souls shall take their ease."
But a brood of griefs pursued us,Like evil birds of prey;They lodged in the trees' tall branches,They shadowed the cloudless day;
They flew to the darkened casement,And beat on the wind-swept shade,And oft in the sleepless midnightWe listened and were afraid;
And daily came the tidingsOf folly and crime and woe,And one by one kept dyingThe friends of long ago.
For the Past is ever one's master,And Memory mocks at space,And Trouble travels with us,However swift our pace;
And envy is always envy,Though called by a foreign name,And perfidy, greed, and maliceAre everywhere the same.
I thought I had left behind meThat gloomy realm of care,But really one never leaves it,Its shadow is everywhere.
So I learned at last the lessonThat walls, and gates, and keysCan never exclude life's sorrows;They enter as they please.
And if we ever acquireThe perfect life we crave,A subtle warning tells usIts background is the grave.
Perhaps I have almost reached it,For when I am walking late,I see a shrouded strangerBeside my postern gate;
And a sudden chill creeps o'er meAt sight of that figure grim,For I fancy that he is waitingFor me in the twilight dim;
And I know he will one day beckonWith gesture of command,And I shall follow him mutely.Away to the Silent Land,
And all that I here have treasuredIn fountain, and tree, and stoneWill pass to the hands of others,Whom I have never known.
Hence over his sombre featuresThere flickers a ghostly smile,As if he would say, "What matter?Your cares are not worth while;
"The trouble which gives you anguish,The woes o'er which you weep,Will all be soon forgottenIn my long, dreamless sleep.
"Enjoy the fleeting moment;I cannot always wait,And the glow of the coming sunsetIs gilding the postern gate."
Spirit of Como, whose rhythmical callMurmurs caressingly under my wall,Why are thy feet, though the hour be late,Mounting the moon-silvered steps of my gate?What is the cause of this passionate strain,Voiced by thy wavelets again and again?
Near to the lake, and surmounting the lawn,Sculptured Undine sits facing the dawn;White, on the rocks of the fountain below,Glistens her form, like a statue of snow;Smiling, she listens, entranced, to the call,Sung so alluringly under my wall.
Leaf-woven ladders of ivy-wreathed vinesFall from the rampart in undulant lines;Silken and slender, they swing in the breeze,Tempting the lover to clamber with easeUp to the garden, to woo and to takeLovely Undine away to the lake.
Boldly Love's wavelets now leap to the land,Swiftly they scale every tremulous strand,Lightly they sway with the wavering screen,White gleam their feet on its background of green;Yet the old parapet, mossy and gray,Never is reached by their glittering spray.
Hear you that music, half song and half sigh?Sylph-like Undine is making reply:—"Though I so motionless sit here above,I am not deaf to thy pleadings of love;Others regard me as passionless stone,Only to thee shall my nature be known.
"Men who behold me, praise merely my art,Never suspecting I too have a heart;Under the marble the world cannot seeAll I am keeping there only for thee;Secrets of love are of all the most sweet;Mine I will whisper to thee when we meet.
"Under the wall thou hast bravely assailed,Under the vines, where thy wavelets have failed,Passes this fountain; though cradled in snows,Straight to thy waters it secretly flows;Leaving my cold, marble counterpart here,On that swift current I come to thee, dear!"
Hushed is the lover's importunate call;Silence and mystery brood over all;Still my Undine sits facing the dawn;'Tis but a mask, for her spirit is gone,—Gone on that crystalline path to the deep,Lured there to ecstasy, lulled there to sleep.
Day by day,As if in May,We sail Azzano's beautiful bay;High and lowThe mountains showLuminous fields of stainless snow,But the air is soft, and the sun is warm,And the lake is free from wind and storm.
Far and nigh,Deep and high,The Alps invade both lake and sky;Base to baseTheir forms we trace,These in water, those in space,—Duplicate peaks on single shores,As shadow sinks, and substance soars.
To and froWe idly go,Bidding our oarsmen lightly row;Here and thereHalting whereThe vision seems supremely fair;Happy to let our little boatIn a flood of opaline splendor float.
Far awaySeems to-dayThe clamorous world of work and play;Ours indeedA different creedFrom that of the modern god of Speed,Whose converts suffer such grievous wasteIn strenuous labor and feverish haste!
East or west,A tranquil nest,When curfew rings, is always best,A landscape fair,A volume rare,And a kindred heart, one's peace to share,—What is there better from life to takeIn a sweet retreat on the Larian lake?
Wandering minstrel at my gate,Shivering in the winter gloaming,How appalling seems your fate,—Destined to be always roaming,Singing for a bit of breadAnd a shelter for your head!
Your sweet voice is all you own,Save the poor, thin clothes you're wearing,And you are not quite alone,For a dog your crust is sharing;Yet o'er many a weary mileYou have brought … a song and smile!
I, who have abundant land,Home with comforts beyond measure,Gardens, loggias, and a strandWhere a boat awaits my pleasure,Wonder what would be your story,Were I tramp, and you signore!
Would you weary of control?Long to slip your gilded tether,And with Leo once more stroll,Heedless of the wind and weather?You could hardly do that all,Once ensconced behind my wall.
Every one must make a choice,Life is based on compensation;You have nothing but your voice,I have more, … but more vexation!Minstrel, you at least are free;Give your smile to slaves like me!
Shut out the World, shut in the Home!The sea is deeper than its foam;Retain the gem, reject the paste;Withdraw from Mammon's feverish haste,Its tumult and its senseless waste.
Within are love, and books, and flowers,—Creators of life's happiest hours;Without are those whose baneful call,If once they pass within thy wall,May blight the beauty of it all.
Think not they come for love of thee!They seek from ennui to be free,To ask some boon, or tell some taleWhich, true or false, will rarely failTo leave behind a poisoned trail.
What else indeed can such as theyInvent to pass their time away?Their thoughts revolve round sport and dress,Their reading is the daily press,Their mental life a wilderness.
What though their dwellings rise near thine?Propinquity is not a signOf loyal hearts or kindred views;Thou surely hast a right to chooseWhom thou wilt welcome, whom refuse.
Decline to let those mar thy joy,Whose manners wound, and words annoy;The vapid, heartless throng eschew;Admit alone,—alas, how few!—The really kind, the really true.
Yet when did ever a recluseEscape the baffled crowd's abuse?The social world will ne'er condoneThy preference to live aloneAmid resources of thine own.
Well, let it scoff, malign, or … worse!Thou hast an independent purse;Alike to thee its smile or sneer,It hath no power to cause thee fear,Nor is its censure worth a tear.
Hence, 'mid thy flowers, books, and treesStrive not the multitude to please;Regard its humors as the sprayWhich winds blow lightly o'er the bay;Live thine own life, and win the day!
With a smile and a kiss he went away;At the gate he turned and waved his hand,Then plunged once more in the sordid fray,Whose strain she could not understand.
She really thought that she loved him well,But she loved herself and children more,And realized only when he fellWhat all his friends had known before.
He had always hid his own distress,And answered us with a brave "Not yet,"For boys must play and girls must dress,As do their mates in the social set.
At least she claimed that this was so,And he too dearly loved them allTo spoil their place in the passing show,And so rode on for a fatal fall.
He had earned enough for a simple life,If only they a word had said,So weary was he of the strife;But they were dumb, and he … is dead!
Yes, he is gone, and they are here;And now the purse he died to fillWill keep them well for many a year,—Of course submissive to "God's will"!
One victim more in the cruel raceWith rivals he himself despised,For children who can ne'er replaceThe father whom they sacrificed.
Under my wallAnd plane-tree tallThe lake's blue wavelets rise and fall;In they creep,Out they sweep,And ever their rhythmic measure keep,As the light breeze over the water steals,And fills the sails of a score of keels.
Soft and low,In the evening glow,Murmurs the fountain's ceaseless flow;Clear and sweet,Fair and fleet,It came from the mountain, the lake to meet,And here, where ivy and roses twine,Streamlet and lake their lives combine.
One by one,In shade or sun,Each river of life its course must run;Slow or fast,Small or vast,All come to the waiting sea at last,—The source from which they first arose,The home in which they find repose.
Marble fragment, freed at lastFrom thy prison of the past,By a spade-thrust brought to lightAfter centuries of night,—Let me take thee in my hand,And thy legend understand.
On thy mutilated faceIt is difficult to traceAll that once was graven here;But at least two words are clear,—Reading still, as all agree,"Conjugi Carissimae."
"To my well-belovèd wife";—Only this; but of her life,Rank or title, age or name,Or the place from which she came,Nothing further can be knownThan is taught us by this stone.
Touching words they are, which tellOf a husband's last farewell;Cry of a despairing heartThat has seen a wife departOn death's dark, uncharted sea;—"Conjugi Carissimae!"
Was this lady still a bride,Or a matron, when she died?Had she children? Was she fair?Bright with joy, or bowed with care?Ah, pathetic mystery!"Conjugi Carissimae."
Yet, in truth, what matters all,Save the fact these words recall?She was loved,—a consort mournedIn the home she had adorned;And her husband long agoLeft the words which tell us so.
Strange, that these alone remain,—Words of mingled love and pain!Time, which broke or blurred the rest,Tenderly has spared the best;For what better could there be?"Conjugi Carissimae."
Ancient relic, white and pure,May thine epitaph endure,While the lake with dimpled smileMirrors this historic isle!Precious are thy words of old,Worthy of a script of gold!
Soon upon this island's shrineShalt thou like a jewel shine,—Dearest of its treasure-trove,Emblem of a deathless loveFrom its sepulchre set free,—"Conjugi Carissimae."
What sylvan god was worshipped here?What nymph once made this grove her home,And bathed within its fountain clear,When Caesar ruled the world at Rome?
Did Pan frequent this charming site,So hidden from the haunts of men?Did nymphs and satyrs dance at nightWithin this moon-illumined glen?
Ah, who can doubt it, when these vinesForm trellised screens for distant snow,And trace in arabesque designsTheir profiles on the Alpine glow?
So sure were Dryads to selectA region thus supremely fair!So apt were mortals to erectIn such a place a shrine for prayer!
The two millenniums have not broughtDiminished splendor to this bay;The strand which Pliny loved and soughtIs no less beautiful to-day.
Hence, while the fragrant rose-leaves fall,And white magnolia-blossoms gleamAbove my wave-lapped garden wall,I seem to see, as in a dream,
The kneeling forms of those who laidTheir floral offerings on that shrine,And here their grateful tribute paidTo beauty, rightly deemed divine.
Doth some Divinity each mornCast over me its ancient spell,That this sweet landscape seems forlornWithout the gods who loved it well?
Men tell me they are dead and gone,But when my soul is moved to pray,I feel, beside my sculptured Faun,They are not very far away.
For I, who love this classic lake,And cruise along its storied shores,See Roman galleys in my wake,And hear the stroke of phantom oars.
It matters not which way I steer,Or if my course be slow or fast,The Pagan world seems always near;I sail, companioned by the Past.
Spirit of solitude, silence, and rest,Take me once more, like a child, to your breast!Weary of worldliness, turmoil, and hate,Welcome me back, if it be not too late,Back to the realm of ideals and dreams,Hush of the forest and cadence of streams!
What have I found in life's whirlpool of haste?Pitiful poverty, limitless waste,Sad disillusionments, losses of friends,Treacherous methods for fraudulent ends,Idle frivolity, senseless display,Youth without reverence, faith in decay.
Gladly I turn from the roar of the crowd,Hand of the beggar, and purse of the proud,Gladly go back to the humming of bees,Carols of birds, and the whisper of trees,Gladly dispense with the voices of men,Thankful to hear only Nature again.
Out from the mob with its furious paceInto the cool, quiet reaches of space;Rid of Society's glittering chains,Fleeing a prison and finding the plains;Far from the clangor of murderous cars,Losing the limelight, but gaining … the stars!
Others may live in the turbulent throng,Others may struggle to rectify wrong,Strive with the strenuous, laugh with the gay,I too have striven and laughed in my day;But of life's blessings I crave now the best,—Freedom for solitude, silence, and rest.
Under my trees of green and goldI stroll in the soft, autumnal days,With never a hint of winter's cold,Though the mountain sides are a brilliant mazeWhich spreads from the gleaming lake belowTo gild the edge of the distant snow.
Closed are the stately inns once more;Flown, like the birds, is the latest guest;Many have gone to a southern shore,Some to the east and some to the west;But the smiling landlords count their gains,And we know well that the best remains.
For the walls are lined with precious books,And the hearth and home are always here,And the garden hath a score of nooks,Where flowers bloom throughout the year;And now that the restless crowd is goneI hear the flute of my rustic Faun.
Why should I grieve, if from my treesThe gorgeous leaves fall, one by one?Through the clearer space with greater easeI feel the warmth of the genial sun;And though the plane-trees stand bereft,The pines and cypresses are left.
Does the gay world leave us? Well, good-bye!It will come again—perhaps too soon!We have the mountains, lake, and sky,And solitude is a precious boon.Yet the falling leaves, so fair and fleet,—Their memory, after all, is sweet.
Over the water the shadows are creeping,Lost are the lights on Bellagio's shore,Goddess and Faun in the garden are sleeping,Only the fountain sings on as before.
Low as its murmur, when daintily falling,Sweet as its plaintive, mellifluous song,Voices of absent ones seem to be calling:—"Come to us! Come! thou hast waited too long."
Vainly I call it a childish delusion,Vainly attempt to regard it with mirth,Still do I hear in my spirit's seclusionVoices I loved in the land of my birth.
Ever recurrent, like tides of the ocean,Sad are these cadences, reaching my ear,Waking within me a mingled emotion,—Partly of ecstasy, partly of fear;
For of the friends who once gathered to greet meMany, alas! will await me no more;Few are the comrades remaining to meet me,Cold are the arms that embraced me before!
Over Life's river the shadows are creeping,Dim and unknown is the opposite shore,But in the fatherland some are still keepingLights in the window and watch at the door.
From the mountain grayIt has made its wayTo my garden green and cool,And there, from the edgeOf a rocky ledgeLeaps down to a crystal pool.
With a plunging flashIt falls, to dashThat crystal into foam;And then at a boundSlips under groundTo the lake,—its final home.
In the morning light,In the silent night,When the moonlight gems the scene,It laughs and sings,And a light spray flingsO'er stately walls of green.
For in and out,And round about,Grow flowers, plants, and trees,From the lowly mossTo the boughs that tossTheir leaves in the passing breeze.
On its outer zoneOf massive stoneTwo marble statues stand,—The silver sheenOf the pool between,—One form on either hand.
One of the pairIs a woman fair,With parted, smiling lips;For her each hourA honied flower,And she the bee that sips.
The other, a faun,From whom is goneThe power to frankly smile;For whom each day,As it drags away,Makes life still less worth while.
The face of the oneIs like the sun,With its warmth, and light, and cheer;But the faun looks downWith ugly frown,And his lips retain a sneer.
Youth and age,Child and sage!The former with life unknown;The latter burntBy lessons learnt,With a heart now turned to stone.
Yet the torrent speeds,And never heedsThe statues' smiles or sneers;They come and go,But the water's flowHas lasted a thousand years.
Poor, little bird! the chase is ended;No longer hast thou cause for fear;Within these walls thou art befriended;No sportsmen can molest thee here.
Without, they doubtless still await thee,And scan with eager eyes the sky;Sweet, winsome thing! how can they hate thee?Why should they wish to see thee die?
So limp and helpless! wilt thou neverRecover from thy fear and flight?How breathless was thy last endeavorTo reach this shelter, when in sight!
Thou tremblest still, as I approach thee;Do I, too, seem like all the rest?Thy timid, liquid eyes reproach me …Alas! there's blood upon thy breast.
Nay, fear not, birdling! let me gentlyUplift and hold thee in my hand;Thou gazest on me so intently,Thou must my motive understand.
Thy downy breast is pierced and bleeding;This wing will never rise again;In vain thy look, so wild and pleading!I cannot cure or ease thy pain.
Too well the hunters have succeeded;Thy little life is ebbing fast;My presence now is all unheeded;'Tis over; … thou art dead at last.
Yet thus, within my garden dying,Thy fate hath caused me less regretThan that of all thy comrades, lyingHalf dead and mangled in the net!
Where are they all, who crossed so gladlyThe lofty Alps to seek the sun?Still lives thy mate, to mourn thee sadly,Or is her life-course also run?
Within the voiceless empyreanNo birds are passing on the breeze;No songster lifts its joyous paean,And silent stand my empty trees;
For at the base of every mountain,Where southward-moving birds repose,In every grove, at every fountain,Lurk merciless, insatiate foes.
With cruel craft those foes surround them,Ensnaring hundreds in a day,Indifferent if they tear and wound them,Proud only of the heaps they slay.
What care these brutes if songs of raptureFrom thrush and lark are no more heard?What matter if their modes of captureDenude the land of every bird?
Whole regions, where they once abounded,Are now as silent as the tomb;The birds have vanished,—slain or wounded,Pursued, by thousands, to their doom.
Meanwhile, since Earth itself is blighted,The Nemesis of Nature wakes;Her flawless balance must be righted;If Ceres gives, … she also takes!
Still worse, a moral degradationThus cradled, vitiates the race;Among the rising generationA lust for slaughter grows apace.
Even children kill the birds thus captured,—And, since none censures or withstands,They seize the tiny skulls, enrapturedTo crush them in their blood-smeared hands!
See yonder lad with tethered linnet,Its frail legs raw from rasping strings!A carriage comes,—he flings within itThe tortured bird … to sell its wings!
And oft as it may be rejected,The little victim, mad with thirst,Is jerked back, well-nigh vivisected,Till pain and hunger do their worst.
Beware, harsh man and heartless woman!Beneath you swells a threatening flood;If you and yours remain inhuman,It yet may drown you in your blood.
You smile, and call this sentimental;You will not smile in later times!For cruelty, so fundamental,Already breeds the worst of crimes.
On the classic shore of Como,'Neath a headland steep and bold,Which, though leaden at the dawning,In the sunset turns to gold,Nestles beautiful Varenna,Still invested with renownBy the legend that connects itWith the Lombards' Iron Crown.
Far above it on the mountainStands the castle, old and gray,With its battlements in ruinAnd its towers in decay;But a subtle charm still lingersRound that residence sublime,And the beauty of its storyIs triumphant over time.
As we trace its ancient pavement,As we tread its roofless halls,How alluring is the figureWhich this castle still recalls!For 'tis Queen TheodelindaWhom its ruined arches frame,And the passing breeze seems ladenWith the music of her name.
As we gaze from ivied rampartsOn the storied lake below,We forget the world about usFor the world of long ago,When the Lombards had descendedFrom the mountains to the plain,And all Italy lay mourningFor the thousands of her slain;
When their brave, ambitious leader,Not content to make his homeBy these northern lakes of beauty,Had resolved to capture Rome!For no longer could her legionsHis resistless course withstand,And the road lay open, southward,To the conquest of the land.
When his valiant host stood readyAnd impatient for the start,What reversed their king's decision?What so changed the warlord's heart?'Twas the passionate entreatyOf his wife,—a Christian queen;'Twas the conquest of the paganBy the lowly Nazarene.
Through her prayers Rome's agèd PontiffFrom the threatened doom was freed;By her aid the Church was strengthenedAs the king professed its creed;And Saint Peter's great successor,Thus preserved from grievous loss,Gave to her, his faithful daughter,A true relic of the Cross.
What to pious TheodelindaCould be recompense more sweetThan the nail, forever sacred,That once pierced her Saviour's feet?Which, when rounded to a circlet,(To fine wire beaten down,)Then became the precious basisOf the Lombards' Iron Crown.
Through the ages that have followedWhat a line of the RenownedHave been proud to wear this emblem,As they, each in turn, were crowned!Charlemagne, Charles Fifth, Napoleon,German Kaisers by the score,And at last poor King Umberto,Basely slain at Monza's door!
Since that coronet was fashionedFifteen centuries have passedO'er the castle by Lake Como,Where the good queen breathed her last;But the Crown is still at Monza,And its iron basic lineTells the world of human gloryAnd the death of the Divine.
The wind is roaring down the lake,The clear, cold moon rides high,The mountains, crystal to their crests,Indent the starlit sky;The wild sea beats my garden-wall,And all its peace transforms;Dear Heart, how different is the lakeWhen swept by Alpine storms!
My soul to-night is dark and sadFrom proofs of hate displayed,From envy and rapacity,And kindness ill-repaid;The baseness of humanityHath spoiled a cherished dream;Dear Heart, how different is the lakeWhen Evil reigns supreme!
The gale hath blown itself to rest,The sun turns all to gold,Once more the crystal mountain-sidesA waveless plain enfold;And some will laugh, and lightly sayThe storm hath left no stain,But in my park one perfect roseWill never bloom again!
Beyond the blue-robed, sleeping lake,I watch the flush of morning rise,While birds and flowers once more wake,To share with me my paradise.
Within this waveless bay of restThe Alpine winds contend no more,But skim, like gulls, its dimpled breast,And sink to silence on its shore.
The breath of dawn descends the hills,And round me, as I greet the day,I hear the lilt of laughing rillsAnd songs of fountains at their play.
Tall, whispering trees their shadows flingAthwart the trellised path I tread,And incense-breathing roses swingTheir pendent censers o'er my head.
What Moorish ceiling e'er excelledThis arbor, roofed with cups of gold?What Eastern casket ever heldThe perfume which their leaves unfold?
Fair chalices of bloom, swing low,And touch my lips with odors sweet!Enfold me in your ardent glow,While petals flutter to my feet!
Let, for to-day, the dream remainThat life is rose-hued, like this aisle,—A fragrant pathway, free from pain,With every sun-kissed flower a smile!
Passing ships! Passing ships!The white foam sparkling at your lipsAnd countless jewels in your wakeProclaim your progress o'er the lake,While on your decks a smiling throngSurveys this realm of sun and song.
Slipping by! Slipping by!O'er waves that duplicate the skyI watch you daily come and go,But rarely is there one I knowOf all who at your railings stand,To view with joy this storied land.
On ye pass! On ye pass!At times I follow through my glassYour silent course from sunset lightTo meet the dusky veil of night,As swiftly round the curving shoreGlide faces I shall see no more.
Sailing on! Sailing on!The transient voyagers now are gone;Yet though the hills their features hide,One memory of them will abide,—The thought of their enraptured gazeIn this the gem of Larian bays.
Gliding by! Gliding by!Why is it that I look, … and sigh?What makes my heart thus vaguely yearnFor strangers who will ne'er return?I would not really have them stay,Yet grieve to see them fade away.
Hail-farewell! Hail-farewell!Those passing steamers seem to tellThat all ships, whether slow or fast,Will cross life's little bay at last,While we who linger on the strandMust daily mourn some vanished hand.
From Como's curving base of blue,To where the snow lies cold and clear,Ascends in steps of varied hueThe pageant of the passing year,As scores of mountain-sides unfoldTheir gorgeous robes of red and gold.
Meanwhile, where shore and lake unite,I see, projected far below,A counterpart in colors bright,Of snows that gleam and woods that glow,—Two pictures of an ideal land,Divided by a single strand.
O matchless view, thus doubly fair,Impress thy beauty on my heart,That, when no longer really there,I still may see thee as thou art!Alas, that they should ever go,—Those steps of light, those thrones of snow!
The day declines, the colors pale,The peaks will soon be ashen gray;Yet, though the shades of night prevail,The darkness hath not come to stay;And if no leaves of gold remain,The sun will bring the Spring again.
Painted by Andrea Appiani, in 1803, and at present in the Villa Melzi,Bellagio.
Brilliant as Lucifer, Son of the Morning,Rises this reincarnation of Mars!Youth at its apogee, precedent scorning,Genius ascending its path toward the stars!
Never was Bonaparte's Consular gloryTreated by Art so superbly as here;Never a phase of his marvellous storyHandled more deftly, or rendered more clear.
Italy's effigy lies 'neath his fingers,Lombardy rests in the fold of his hand,While on his lips an expression still lingers,Stamped by a character born to command.
Hero of history, what art thou scheming,Spanning thus easily so much of Earth,Holding tenaciously, too, in thy dreamingWave-beaten Corsica, isle of thy birth?
All that thou dreamest of paramount powerFate shall concede to thee, chieftain sublime!Yet shall it prove but the joy of an hour;Fortune avenges her favors … with time!
Aye, even now, although millions adore thee,Hailing as godlike thy dominant name,Nemesis stands in the shadow before thee,Waiting with Waterloo, exile, and shame.
Waiting is also that island of anguish,Destined to crush thy proud spirit at last,Doomed amid pigmy tormentors to languish,Facing forever its measureless past!
Yet when at length on that rock in mid-oceanMerciful Death shall have broken thy chain,Millions will hail thee again with devotion,Building thy tomb by the banks of the Seine!
Face of Napoleon, nobly recallingDays of the mythical heroes of yore,Oft wilt thou haunt me when shadows are falling,—Beautiful gem of the Larian shore.
Twilight is falling on lake and on land,Softly the wavelets steal in to the strand,Fisher-boats, floating like sea-gulls at rest,Glow in the lingering light of the west,Far-away vesper-bells hallow the air,Ave Maria! the world seems at prayer.
One more immaculate sunset exposed,One chapter more of life's history closed,One more bead told on the chaplet of time,One further stride in Earth's orbit sublime;—Linked to the measureless chain of the past,One added day, … to so many their last!
Slowly the colors diminish and die,Slowly the stellar hosts people the sky,Lost is the light on the fishermen's sails,Sweet is the exquisite peace that prevails,Silence and solitude brood o'er the deep,Ave Maria! the world seems to sleep.
One more magnificent pageant to face,—Numberless systems in infinite space;Once more our planet in majesty rollsOn through the darkness its burden of souls;—Linked to the limitless chain of the past,One added night, … to so many their last!
Stately boats, with happy crowds,Passing up the lake,Leaving, under sunset clouds,Jewels in your wake,From my garden's sheltered strandI can watch you glide,As through some enchanted landOn a silver tide.
To your eyes, O joyous throng,All this scene is new;Like a burst of seraphs' song,Comes its matchless view;You have traversed land and seaFor this wondrous sight,Which the gods vouchsafe to meEvery day and night!
One long, serial pageant thisOf supreme content!Every face suffused with bliss,Every eye intent;Griefs and troubles slip awayOn this charming shore,And throughout a transient stayWill return no more.
Yet beware! Gardens fair,Lake, and snow-capped crestFor a while may banish careFrom the saddest breast;But it quickly, even here,Finds the heart again,With the old-time sigh and tear,And the well-known pain.
Careless crew, I envy you!You will grieve to go,But, believe me, if you knew,You would choose it so;Leave the lake while still you laugh;Be content to pass;Though its wine be sweet to quaff,Do not drain your glass!