Chapter 12

IMMORTALITY

IMMORTALITY

When I was grass, perhaps I may have weptAs every year the grass blades paled and sleptOr shrieked in anguish impotent beneathThe smooth impartial cropping of greatteeth—I don’t remember much what came to passWhen I was grass.When I was monkey, I’m afraid the treesWeren’t always havens of contented ease;Things killed us and we never could tell why;No doubt we blamed the earth or sea orsky—I have forgotten my rebellion’s shapeWhen I was ape.Now I have reached the comfortable skinThis stage of living is enveloped in,And hold the spirit of my mighty raceSelf-conscious prisoner under one whiteface—I’m awfully afraid I’m going to die,Now I am I.When I was man, no doubt I used to careAbout the little things that happened there,And fret to see the years keep going by,And nations, families and persons die,I didn’t much appreciate life’s planWhen I was man.Charlotte Perkins Gilman.

When I was grass, perhaps I may have weptAs every year the grass blades paled and sleptOr shrieked in anguish impotent beneathThe smooth impartial cropping of greatteeth—I don’t remember much what came to passWhen I was grass.When I was monkey, I’m afraid the treesWeren’t always havens of contented ease;Things killed us and we never could tell why;No doubt we blamed the earth or sea orsky—I have forgotten my rebellion’s shapeWhen I was ape.Now I have reached the comfortable skinThis stage of living is enveloped in,And hold the spirit of my mighty raceSelf-conscious prisoner under one whiteface—I’m awfully afraid I’m going to die,Now I am I.When I was man, no doubt I used to careAbout the little things that happened there,And fret to see the years keep going by,And nations, families and persons die,I didn’t much appreciate life’s planWhen I was man.Charlotte Perkins Gilman.

When I was grass, perhaps I may have weptAs every year the grass blades paled and sleptOr shrieked in anguish impotent beneathThe smooth impartial cropping of greatteeth—I don’t remember much what came to passWhen I was grass.

When I was grass, perhaps I may have wept

As every year the grass blades paled and slept

Or shrieked in anguish impotent beneath

The smooth impartial cropping of greatteeth—

I don’t remember much what came to pass

When I was grass.

When I was monkey, I’m afraid the treesWeren’t always havens of contented ease;Things killed us and we never could tell why;No doubt we blamed the earth or sea orsky—I have forgotten my rebellion’s shapeWhen I was ape.

When I was monkey, I’m afraid the trees

Weren’t always havens of contented ease;

Things killed us and we never could tell why;

No doubt we blamed the earth or sea orsky—

I have forgotten my rebellion’s shape

When I was ape.

Now I have reached the comfortable skinThis stage of living is enveloped in,And hold the spirit of my mighty raceSelf-conscious prisoner under one whiteface—I’m awfully afraid I’m going to die,Now I am I.When I was man, no doubt I used to careAbout the little things that happened there,And fret to see the years keep going by,And nations, families and persons die,I didn’t much appreciate life’s planWhen I was man.Charlotte Perkins Gilman.

Now I have reached the comfortable skin

This stage of living is enveloped in,

And hold the spirit of my mighty race

Self-conscious prisoner under one whiteface—

I’m awfully afraid I’m going to die,

Now I am I.

When I was man, no doubt I used to care

About the little things that happened there,

And fret to see the years keep going by,

And nations, families and persons die,

I didn’t much appreciate life’s plan

When I was man.

Charlotte Perkins Gilman.


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