"An arbiter, Mrs. Evelyn, should be chosen by both parties."
"Read it and tell me what you think!" repeated the lady, walking away, to leave him opportunity. Mr. Carleton looked it over.
"That is something pretty," he said, putting it before Fleda.Mrs. Evelyn was still at a distance.
"What do you think of that print for trying the eyes?" said Fleda, laughing as she took it. But he noticed that her colour rose a little.
"How do you like it?"
"I like it pretty well," said Fleda, rather hesitatingly.
"You have seen it before?"
"Why?" Fleda said, with a look up at him, at once a little startled and a little curious "what makes you say so?"
"Because pardon me you did not read it."
"Oh," said Fleda, laughing, but colouring at the same time very frankly, "I can tell how I like some things without reading them very carefully."
Mr. Carleton looked at her, and then took the magazine again.
"What have you there, Mr. Carleton?" said Florence.
"A piece of English, on which I was asking this lady's opinion, Miss Evelyn."
"Now, Mr. Carleton," exclaimed Constance, jumping up "I am going to ask you to decide a quarrel between Fleda and me about a point of English "
"Hush, Constance!" said her mother "I want to speak to Mr.Carleton. Mr. Carleton, how do you like it?"
"Like what, Mamma?" said Florence.
"A piece I gave Mr. Carleton to read. Mr. Carleton, tell me how you like it, Sir."
"But what is it, Mamma!"
"A piece of poetry in an oldExcelsior'The Spirit of the Fireside.' Mr. Carleton, wont you read it aloud, and let us all hear? but tell me, first, what you think of it."
"It has pleased me particularly, Mrs. Evelyn."
"Mr. Stackpole says he does not understand it, Sir."
"Fanciful," said Mr. Stackpole; "it's a little fanciful andI can't quite make out what the fancy is."
"It has been the misfortune of many good things before, not to be prized, Mr. Stackpole," said the lady, funnily.
"True, Ma'am," said that gentleman, rubbing his chin, "and the converse is also true, unfortunately, and with a much wider application."
"There is a peculiarity of mental development or training," said Mr. Carleton, "which must fail of pleasing many minds, because of their wanting the corresponding key of nature or experience. Some literature has a hidden free-masonry of its own."
"Very hidden, indeed!" said Mr. Stackpole; "the cloud is so thick that I can't see the electricity."
"Mr. Carleton," said Mrs. Evelyn, laughing, "I take that remark as a compliment, Sir; I have always appreciated that writer's pieces; I enjoy them very much."
"Well, wont you, please, read it, Mr. Carleton?" saidFlorence, "and let us know what we are talking about."
Mr. Carleton obeyed, standing where he was, by the centre- table.
"By the old hearthstone a Spirit dwells,The child of bygone yearsHe lieth hid the stones amid,And liveth on smiles and tears.
"But when the night is drawing on,And the fire burns clear and bright,He cometh out and walketh aboutIn the pleasant grave twilight.
"He goeth round on tiptoe soft,And scanneth close each face;If one in the room be sunk in gloom,By him he taketh his place.
"And then with fingers cool and soft(Their touch who does not know?)With water brought from the well of thought,That was dug long years ago,
"He layeth his hand on the weary eyesThey are closed and quiet now;And he wipeth away the dust of the dayWhich had settled on the brow.
"And gently then he walketh awayAnd sits in the corner chair;And the closed eyes swim it seemeth to himThe form that once sat there.
"And whisper'd words of comfort and loveFall sweet on the ear of sorrow;'Why weepest thou? thou art troubled now,But there cometh a bright to-morrow.
" 'We, too, have pass'd over life's wild streamIn a frail and shatter'd boat,But the pilot was sure and we sail'd secureWhen we seem'd but scarce afloat.
" 'Though toss'd by the rage of waves and wind,The bark held together still,One arm was strong it bore us along,And has saved from every ill.'
"The Spirit returns to his hiding-place,But his words have been like balm.The big tears start, but the fluttering heartIs sooth'd, and soften'd, and calm."
"I remember that," said Florence; "it is beautiful."
"Who's the writer?" said Mr. Stackpole.
"I don't know," said Mrs. Evelyn, "it is signed 'Hugh'. There have been a good many of his pieces in theExcelsior, for a year past, and all of them pretty."
"Hugh!" exclaimed Edith, springing forward, "that's the one that wrote the Chestnuts! Fleda, wont you read Mr. Carleton the Chestnuts?"
"Why, no, Edith; I think not."
"Ah, do! I like it so much, and I want him to hear it; and you know Mamma says they're all pretty. Wont you?"
"My dear Edith, you have heard it once already to-day"
"But I want you to read it for me again."
"Let me have it, Miss Edith," said Mr. Carleton, smiling. "I will read it for you."
"Ah, but it would be twice as good if you could hear her read it," said Edith, fluttering over the leaves of the magazine, "she reads it so well. It's so funny about the coffee and buckwheat cakes."
"What is that, Edith?" said her mother.
"Something Mr. Carleton is going to read for me, Mamma."
"Don't you trouble Mr. Carleton."
"It won't trouble him, Mamma; he promised of his own accord."
"Let us all have the benefit of it, Mr. Carleton," said the lady.
It is worthy of remark that Fleda's politeness utterly deserted her during the reading of both this piece and the last. She as near as possible turned her back upon the reader.
"Merrily sang the crickets forthOne fair October night;And the stars look'd down, and the northern crownGave its strange fantastic light.
"A nipping frost was in the air,On flowers and grass it fell;And the leaves were still on the eastern hill,As if touched by a fairy spell.
"To the very top of the tall nut-treesThe frost-king seemed to ride;With his wand he stirs the chestnut burrs,And straight they are open'd wide.
"And squirrels and children together dreamOf the coming winter's hoard;And many, I ween, are the chestnuts seenIn hole or in garret stored.
"The children are sleeping in feather-bedsPoor Bun in his mossy nest;Hecourts repose with his tail on his nose,On the others warm blankets rest.
"Late in the morning the sun gets upFrom behind the village spire;And the children dream that the first red gleamIs the chestnut-trees on fire!
"The squirrel had on when he first awoke,All the clothing he could command;And his breakfast was light he just took a biteOf an acorn that lay at hand:
"And then he was off to the trees to work:While the children some time it takesTo dress and to eat whattheythink meetOf coffee and buckwheat cakes.
"The sparkling frost, when they first go out,Lies thick upon all around;And earth and grass, as they onward pass,Give a pleasant crackling sound.
"Oh, there is a heap of chestnuts, see!'Cried the youngest of the train;For they came to a stone where the squirrel had thrownWhat he meant to pick up again.
"And two bright eyes, from the tree o'er head,Look'd down at the open bagWhere the nuts went in and so to begin,Almost made his courage flag.
"Away on the hill, outside the wood,Three giant trees there stand:And the chestnuts bright, that hang in sight,Are eyed by the youthful band.
"And one of their number climbs the tree,And passes from bough to boughAnd the children run for with pelting funThe nuts fall thickly now.
"Some of the burrs are still shut tightSome open with chestnuts three,And some nuts fall with no burrs at allSmooth, shiny, as nuts should be.
"Oh, who can tell what fun it wasTo see the prickly shower:To feel what a whack on head or backWas within a chestnut's power!
"To run beneath the shaking tree,And then to scamper away;And with laughing shout to dance aboutThe grass where the chestnuts lay.
"With flowing dresses, and blowing hair,And eyes that no shadow knew,Like the growing light of a morning brightThe dawn of the summer blue!
"The work was ended the trees were strippedThe children were 'tired of play:'And they forgot (but the squirrel did not)The wrong they had done that day."
Whether it was from the reader's enjoyment or good giving of these lines, or from Edith's delight in them, he was frequently interrupted with bursts of laughter.
"I can understandthat," said Mr. Stackpole, "without any difficulty."
"You are not lost in the mysteries of chestnutting in open daylight," said Mrs. Evelyn.
"Mr. Carleton," said Edith, "wouldn't you have taken the squirrel's chestnuts?"
"I believe I should, Miss Edith, if I had not been hindered."
"But what would have hindered you? don't you think it was right?"
"Ask your friend, Miss Ringgan, what she thinks of it," said he, smiling.
"Now, Mr. Carleton," said Constance, as he threw down the magazine, "will you decide that point of English between Miss Ringgan and me?"
"I should like to hear the pleadings on both sides, MissConstance."
"Well, Fleda, will you agree to submit it to Mr. Carleton?"
"I must know by what standards Mr. Carleton will be guided, before I agree to any such thing," said Fleda.
"Standards! but aren't you going to trust anybody in anything, without knowing what standards they go by ?"
"Would that be a safe rule to follow in general?" said Fleda, smiling.
"You wont be a true woman if you don't follow it, sooner or later, my dear Fleda," said Mrs. Evelyn. "Every woman must."
"The later the better, Ma'am, I cannot help thinking."
"You will change your mind," said Mrs. Evelyn, complacently.
"Mamma's notions, Mr. Stackpole, would satisfy any man's pride, when she is expatiating upon the subject of woman's dependence," said Florence.
"The dependence of affection," said Mrs. Evelyn. "Of course! It's their lot. Affection always leads a true woman to merge her separate judgment, on anything, in the judgment of the beloved object."
"Ay," said Fleda, laughing, "suppose her affection is wasted on an object that has none?"
"My dear Fleda!" said Mrs. Evelyn, with a funny expression, "that can never be, you know; don't you remember what your favourite, Longfellow, says, 'Affection never is wasted'? Florence, my love, just hand me 'Evangeline,' there I want you to listen to it, Mr. Stackpole, here it is
'Talk not of wasted affection: affection never was wasted:If it enrich not the heart of another, its waters returningBack to their springs, shall fill them full of refreshment.That which the fountain sends forth returns again to thefountain.' "
"How very plain it is that was written by a man," said Fleda.
"Why?" said Mr. Carleton, laughing.
"I always thought it was so exquisite!" said Florence.
"Iwas so struck with it," said Constance, "that I have been looking ever since for an object to wastemyaffections upon."
"Hush, Constance!" said her mother. "Don't you like it, Mr.Carleton?"
"I should like to hear Miss Ringgan's commentary," said Mr. Stackpole; "I can't anticipate it. I should have said the sentiment was quite soft and tender enough for a woman."
"Don't you agree with it, Mr. Carleton?" repeated Mrs. Evelyn.
"I beg leave to second Mr. Stackpole's motion," he said, smiling.
"Fleda, my dear, you must explain yourself; the gentlemen are at a stand."
"I believe, Mrs. Evelyn," said Fleda, smiling and blushing "I am of the mind of the old woman who couldn't bear to see anything wasted."
"But the assertion is, that itisn'twasted," said Mr.Stackpole.
" 'That which the fountain sends forth returns again to the fountain,' " said Mrs. Evelyn.
"Yes, to flood and lay waste the fair growth of nature," said Fleda, with a little energy, though her colour rose and rose higher. "Did it never occur to you, Mrs. Evelyn, that the streams which fertilize as they flow, do but desolate if their course be checked?"
"But your objection lies only against the author's figure," said Mr. Stackpole "come to the fact."
"I was speaking as he did, Sir, of the fact under the figureI did not mean to separate them."
Both the gentlemen were smiling, though with very different expression.
"Perhaps," said Mr. Carleton, "the writer was thinking of a gentler and more diffusive flow of kind feeling, which, however it may meet with barren ground and raise no fruit there, is sure, in due time, to come back, heaven-refined, to refresh and replenish its source."
"Perhaps so," said Fleda, with a very pleased answering look "I do not recollect how it is brought in I may have answered rather Mrs. Evelyn than Mr. Longfellow."
"But granting that it is an error," said Mr. Stackpole, "as you understood it what shows it to have been made by a man?"
"Its utter ignorance of the subject, Sir."
"You thinktheynever waste their affections?" said he.
"By no means! but I think they rarely waste so much in any one direction as to leave them quite impoverished."
"Mr. Carleton, how do you bear that, Sir?" said Mrs. Evelyn."Will you let such an assertion pass unchecked?"
"I would not, if I could help it, Mrs. Evelyn."
"That isn't saying much for yourself," said Constance; "but Fleda, my dear, where did you get such an experience of waste and desolation?"
"Oh, 'man is a microcosm,' you know," said Fleda, lightly.
"But you make it out that only one-half of mankind can appropriate that axiom," said Mr. Stackpole. "How can a woman knowmen'shearts so well?"
"On the principle that the whole is greater than a part?' saidMr. Carleton, smiling.
"I'll sleep upon that, before I give my opinion," said Mr.Stackpole. "Mrs. Evelyn, good evening!"
"Well, Mr. Carleton!" said Constance, "you have said a great deal for women's minds."
"Some women's minds," he said, with a smile.
"And some men's minds," said Fleda. "I was speaking only in the general."
Her eye half unconsciously reiterated her meaning as she shook hands with Mr. Carleton. And without speaking a word for other people to hear, his look and smile in return were more than an answer. Fleda sat for some time after he was gone, trying to think what it was in eye and lip which had given her so much pleasure. She could not make out anything but approbation the look of loving approbation that one gives to a good child; but she thought it had also something of that quiet intelligence a silent communication of sympathy which the others in company could not share.
She was roused from her reverie by Mrs. Evelyn.
"Fleda, my dear, I am writing to your aunt Lucy have you any message to send?"
"No, Mrs. Evelyn I wrote myself to-day."
And she went back to her musings.
"I am writing about you, Fleda," said Mrs. Evelyn again, in a few minutes.
"Giving a good account, I hope, ma'am," said Fleda, smiling.
"I shall tell her I think sea-breezes have an unfavourable effect upon you," said Mrs. Evelyn "that I am afraid you are growing pale; and that you have clearly expressed yourself in favour of a garden at Queechy, rather than any lot in the city or anywhere else so she had better send for you home immediately."
Fleda tried to find out what the lady really meant; but Mrs. Evelyn's delighted amusement did not consist with making the matter very plain. Fleda's questions did nothing but aggravate the cause of them, to her own annoyance; so she was fain at last to take her light and go to her own.
She looked at her flowers again with a renewal of the first pleasure and of the quieting influence the giver of them had exercised over her that evening; thought again how very kind it was of him to send them, and to choose them so; how strikingly he differed from other people; how glad she was to have seen him again, and how more than glad that he was so happily changed from his old self. And then from that change and the cause of it, to those higher, more tranquillizing, and sweetening influences that own no kindred with earth's dust, and descend like the dew of heaven to lay and fertilize it. And when she laid herself down to sleep, it was with a spirit grave, but simply happy; every annoyance and unkindness as unfelt now as ever the parching heat of a few hours before when the stars are abroad.
"A snake bedded himself under the threshold of a countryhouse."L'ESTRANGE.
To Fleda's very great satisfaction Mr. Thorn was not seen again for several days. It would have been to her very great comfort, too, if he could have been permitted to die out of mind as well as out of sight; but he was brought up before her "lots of times," till poor Fleda almost felt as if she was really in the moral neighbourhood of the Dead Sea, every natural growth of pleasure was so withered under the barren spirit of raillery. Sea-breezes were never so disagreeable since winds blew; and nervous and fidgety again whenever Mr. Carleton was present, Fleda retreated to her work and the table, and withdrew herself as much as she could from notice and conversation; feeling humbled feeling sorry, and vexed, and ashamed, that such ideas should have been put into her head, the absurdity of which, she thought, was only equalled by their needlessness. "As much as she could" she withdrew; but that was not entirely; now and then interest made her forget herself, and quitting her needle she would give eyes and attention to the principal speaker as frankly as he could have desired. Bad weather and bad roads for those days put riding out of the question.
One morning she was called down to see a gentleman, and came eschewing in advance the expected image of Mr. Thorn. It was a very different person.
"Charlton Rossitur! My dear Charlton, how do you do? Where did you come from?"
"You had better ask me what I have come for," he said, laughing, as he shook hands with her.
"What have you come for?"
"To carry you home."
"Home?" said Fleda.
"I am going up there for a day or two, and mamma wrote me I had better act as your escort, which, of course, I am most willing to do. See what mamma says to you."
"When are you going, Charlton?" said Fleda, as she broke the seal of the note he gave her.
"To-morrow morning."
"That is too sudden a notice, Captain Rossitur," said Mrs. Evelyn. "Fleda will hurry herself out of her colour, and then your mother will say there is something in sea-breezes that isn't good for her; and then she will never trust her within reach of them again which I am sure Miss Ringgan would be sorry for."
Fleda took her note to the window, half angry with herself that a kind of banter, in which certainly there was very little wit, should have power enough to disturb her. But though the shaft might be a slight one, it was winged with a will; the intensity of Mrs. Evelyn's enjoyment in her own mischief gave it all the force that was wanting. Fleda's head was in confusion; she read her aunt's note three times over before she had made up her mind on any point respecting it.
"Charlton is coming home for a day or two hadn't you better take the opportunity to return with him? I feel as if you had been long away, my dear child don't you feel so too? Your uncle is very desirous of seeing you; and as for Hugh and me, we are but half ourselves. I would not still say a word about your coming home if it were for your good to stay; but I fancy from something in Mrs. Evelyn's letter, that Queechy air will by this time do you good again; and opportunities of making the journey are very uncertain. My heart has grown lighter since I gave it leave to expect you. Yours, my darling,
"P. S. I will write to Mrs. E. soon."
"What string has pulled these wires that are twitching me home?" thought Fleda, as her eyes went over and over the words which the feeling of the lines of her face would alone have told her were unwelcome. And why unwelcome? "One likes to be moved by fair means and not by foul," was the immediate answer. "And, besides, it is very disagreeable to be taken by surprise. Whenever in any matter of my staying or going, did aunt Lucy have any wish but my pleasure?" Fleda mused a little while; and then, with a perfect understanding of the machinery that had been at work, though an extremely vague and repulsed notion of the spring that had moved it, she came quietly out from her window and told Charlton she would go with him.
"But not to-morrow?" said Mrs. Evelyn, composedly. "You will not hurry her off so soon as that Captain Rossitur?"
"Furloughs are the stubbornest things in the world, Mrs. Evelyn; there is no spirit of accommodation about them. Mine lies between to-morrow morning, and one other morning some two days thereafter; and you might as soon persuade Atlas to change his place. Will you be ready, coz?"
"I will be ready," said Fleda; and her cousin departed.
"Now, my dear Fleda,"' said Mrs. Evelyn, but it was with that funny face, as she saw Fleda standing thoughtfully before the fire; "you must be very careful in getting your things together "
"Why, Mrs. Evelyn?"
"I am afraid you will leave something behind you, my love."
"I will take care of that, Ma'am, and that I may, I will go and see about it at once."
Very busy till dinner-time; she would not let herself stop to think about anything. At dinner, Mr. Evelyn openly expressed his regrets for her going, and his earnest wishes that she would at least stay till the holidays were over.
"Don't you know Fleda better, Papa," said Florence, "than to try to make her alter her mind? When she says a thing is determined upon, I know there is nothing to do but to submit with as good a grace as you can."
"I tried to make Captain Rossitur leave her a little longer," said Mrs. Evelyn; "but he says furloughs are immovable, and his begins to-morrow morning so he was immovable too. I should keep her notwithstanding, though, if her aunt Lucy hadn't sent for her."
"Well, see what she wants, and come back again," said Mr.Evelyn.
"Thank you, Sir," said Fleda, smiling gratefully; "I think not this winter."
"There are two or three of my friends that will be confoundedly taken aback," said Mr. Evelyn, carefully helping himself to gravy.
"I expect that an immediate depopulation of New York will commence," said Constance, "and go on till the heights about Queechy are all thickly settled with elegant country seats, which is the conventional term for a species of mouse-trap."
"Hush, you baggage," said her father. "Fleda, I wish you could spare her a little of your common sense, to go through the world with."
"Papa thinks, you see, my dear, that you havemore than enough, which is not, perhaps, precisely the compliment he intended."
"I take the full benefit of his and yours," said Fleda, smiling.
After dinner, she had just time to run down to the library to bid Dr. Gregory good-bye her last walk in the city. It wasn't a walk she enjoyed much.
"Going to-morrow!" said he. "Why, I am going to Boston in a week, you had better stay, and go with me."
"I can't now, uncle Orrin, I am dislodged, and you know there is nothing to do then but to go."
"Come and stay with me till next week."
But Fleda said it was best not, and went home to finish her preparations.
She had no chance till late, for several gentlemen spent he evening with them. Mr. Carleton was there part of the time, but he was one of the first to go; and Fleda could not find an opportunity to say that she should not see him again. Her timidity would not allow her to make one. But it grieved her.
At last she escaped to her own room, where most of her packing was still to do. By the time half the floor and all the bed was strewn with neat-looking piles of things the varieties of her modest wardrobe Florence and Constance came in to see and talk with her, and sat down on the floor too; partly, perhaps, because the chairs were all bespoken in the service of boxes and baskets, and partly to follow what seemed to be the prevailing style of things.
"What do you suppose has become of Mr. Thorn?" said Constance. "I have a presentiment that you will find him cracking nuts sociably with Mr. Rossitur, or drinking one of aunt Lucy's excellent cups of coffee, in comfortable expectation of your return."
"If I thought that, I should stay here," said Fleda. "My dear, those were my cups of coffee."
"I wish I could make you think it, then," said Constance.
"But you are glad to go home, aren't you, Fleda?" saidFlorence.
"She isn't," said her sister. "She knows Mamma contemplates making a grand entertainment of all the Jews, as soon as she is gone. Whatdoesmamma mean by that, Fleda? I observe you comprehend her with most invariable quickness."
"I should be puzzled to explain all that your mother means," said Fleda, gently, as she went on bestowing her things in the trunk. "No, I am not particularly glad to go home, but I fancy it is time. I am afraid I have grown too accustomed to your luxury of life, and want knocking about to harden me a little."
"Harden you!" said Constance. "My dear Fleda, you are under a delusion. Why should any one go through an indurating process? Will you inform me?"
"I don't say that every one should," said Fleda; "but isn't it well for those whose lot does not lie among soft things?"
There was extreme sweetness, and a touching insinuation in her manner, and both the young ladies were silent for some time thereafter, watching somewhat wistfully the gentle hands and face that were so quietly busy, till the room was cleared again, and looked remarkably empty, with Fleda's trunk standing in the middle of it. And then, reminding them that she wanted some sleep to fit her for the hardening process, and must therefore send them away, she was left alone.
One thing Fleda had put off till then the care of her bunch of flowers. They were beautiful still. They had given her a very great deal of pleasure; and she was determined they should be left to no servant's hands to be flung into the street. If it had been summer, she was sure she could have got buds from them; as it was, perhaps she might strike some cuttings; at all events, they should go home with her. So, carefully taking them out of the water, and wrapping the ends in some fresh earth she had got that very afternoon from her uncle's garden, Fleda bestowed them in the corner of her trunk that she had left for them, and went to bed, feeling weary in body, and in mind to the last degree quiet.
In the same mind and mood she reached Queechy the next afternoon. It was a little before January just the same time that she had come home last year. As then, it was a bright day, and the country was again covered thick with the unspotted snow; but Fleda forgot to think how bright and fresh it was. Somehow she did not feel this time quite so glad to find herself there. It had never occurred to her so strongly before, that Queechy could want anything.
This feeling flew away before the first glimpse of her aunt's smile, and, for half an hour after, Fleda would have certified that Queechy wanted nothing. At the end of that time came in Mr. Rossitur. His greeting of Charlton was sufficiently unmarked; but eye and lip wakened when he turned to Fleda.
"My dear child," he said, holding her face in both his hands, "how lovely you have grown!"
"That's only because you have forgotten her, father," saidHugh, laughing.
It was a very lovely face just then. Mr. Rossitur gazed into it a moment, and again kissed first one cheek and then the other, and then suddenly withdrew his hands and turned away, with an air Fleda could not tell what to make of it an air that struck her with an immediate feeling of pain; somewhat as if for some cause or other he had nothing to do with her or her loveliness. And she needed not to see him walk the room for three minutes to know that Michigan agencies had done nothing to lighten his brow, or uncloud his character. If this had wanted confirmation, Fleda would have found it in her aunt's face. She soon discovered, even in the course of the pleasant talkative hours before supper, that it was not brightened, as she had expected to find it, by her uncle's coming home; and her ears now caught painfully the occasional long breath, but half smothered, which told of a burden upon the heart but half concealed. Fleda supposed that Mr. Rossitur's business affairs at the West must have disappointed him; and resolved not to remember that Michigan was in the map of North America.
Still they talked on, through the afternoon and evening, all of them except him: he was moody and silent. Fleda felt the cloud overshadow sadly her own gaiety; but Mrs. Rossitur and Hugh were accustomed to it, and Charlton was much too tall a light to come under any external obscuration whatever. He was descanting brilliantly upon the doings and prospects at Fort Hamilton, where he was stationed, much to the entertainment of his mother and brother. Fleda could not listen to him, while his father was sitting lost in something not half so pleasant as sleep, in the corner of the sofa. Her eyes watched him stealthily, till she could not bear it any longer. She resolved to bring the power of her sunbeam to bear, and, going round, seated herself on the sofa close by him, and laid her hand on his arm. He felt it immediately. The arm was instantly drawn away to be put round her, and Fleda was pressed nearer to his side, while the other hand took hers; and his lips were again on her forehead.
"And how do you like me for a farmer, uncle Rolf?" she said, looking up at him, laughingly, and then fearing immediately that she had chosen her subject ill. Not from any change in his countenance, however that decidedly brightened up. He did not answer at once.
"My child, you make me ashamed of mankind!"
"Of the dominant half of them, Sir, do you mean?" saidCharlton "or is your observation a sweeping one?"
"It would sweep the greatest part of the world into the background, Sir," answered his father, drily, "if its sense were the general rule."
"And what has Fleda done to be such a besom of desolation?"
Fleda's laugh set everybody else a-going, and there was immediately more life and common feeling in the society than had been all day. They all seemed willing to shake off a weight, and even Fleda, in the endeavour to chase the gloom that hung over others, as it had often happened, lost half of her own.
"But still I am not answered," said Charlton, when they were grave again. "What has Fleda done to put such a libel upon mankind?"
"You should call it alabel, as Dr. Quackenboss does," said Fleda, in a fresh burst; "he says he never would stand being labelled!"
"But come back to the point," said Charlton; "I want to know what is the label in this case, that Fleda's doings put upon those of other people?"
"Insignificance," said his father, drily.
"I should like to know how bestowed," said Charlton.
"Don't enlighten him, uncle Rolf," said Fleda, laughing; "let my doings remain in safe obscurity, please."
"I stand as a representative of mankind," said Charlton, "andI demand an explanation."
"Look at what this slight frame and delicate nerves have been found equal to, and then tell me if the broad shoulders of all your mess would have borne half the burden, or their united heads accomplished a quarter the results."
He spoke with sufficient depth of meaning, though now with no unpleasant expression. But Charlton, notwithstanding, rather gathered himself up.
"Oh, uncle Rolf," said Fleda, gently, "nerves and muscles haven't much to do with it; after all, you know, I have just served the place of a mouthpiece. Seth was the head, and good Earl Douglass the hand."
"I am ashamed of myself and of mankind," Mr. Rossitur repeated, "when I see what mere weakness can do, and how proudly valueless strength is contended to be. You are looking, Captain Rossitur; but, after all, a cap and plume really makes a man taller only to the eye."
"When I have flung my plume in anybody's face, Sir," said Charlton, rather hotly, "it will be time enough to throw it back again."
Mrs. Rossitur put her. hand on his arm, and looked her remonstrance.
"Are you glad to be home again, dear Fleda?" she said, turning to her.
But Fleda was making some smiling communications to her uncle, and did not seem to hear.
"Fleda, does it seem pleasant to be here again?"
"Very pleasant, dear aunt Lucy, though I have had a very pleasant visit too."
"On the whole, you do not wish you were at this moment driving out of town in Mr. Thorn's cabriolet?" said her cousin.
"Not in the least," said Fleda, coolly. How did you know I ever did such a thing?"
"I wonder what should bring Mr. Thorn to Queechy at this time of year," said Hugh.
Fleda started at this confirmation of Constance's words; and, what was very odd, she could not get rid of the impression that Mr. Rossitur had started too. Perhaps it was only her own nerves, but he had certainly taken away the arm that was round her.
"I suppose he has followed Miss Ringgan," said Charlton, gravely.
"No," said Hugh, "he has been here some little time."
"Then he preceded her, I suppose, to see and get the sleighs in order."
"He did not know I was coming," said Fleda.
"Didn't!"
"No, I have not seen him for several days."
"My dear little cousin," said Charlton, laughing, "you are not a witch in your own affairs, whatever you may be in those of other people."
"Why, Charlton?"
"You are no adept in the art of concealment."
"I have nothing to conceal," said Fleda. "How do you know he is here, Hugh?"
"I was anxiously asked the other day," said Hugh, with a slight smile, "whether you had come home, and then told that Mr. Thorn was in Queechy. There is no mistake about it, for my informant had actually seen him, and given him the directions to Mr. Plumfield's, for which he was inquiring."
"The direction to Mr. Plumfield's!" said Fleda.
"What's your old friend, Mr. Carleton, doing in New York?" said Charlton.
"Is he there still?" said Mrs. Rossitur.
"Large as life," answered her son.
"Which, though you might not suppose it, aunt Lucy, is about the height of Captain Rossitur, with I should judge a trifle less weight."
"Your eyes are observant!" said Charlton.
"Of a good many things," said Fleda, lightly.
"He isnotmy height by half an inch!" said Charlton; "I am just six feet without my boots."
"An excellent height!" said Fleda " 'your six feet was ever the only height.' "
"Who said that?" said Charlton.
"Isn't it enough that I say it?"
"What's he staying here for?"
"I don't know really," said Fleda. "It's very difficult to tell what people do things for."
"Have you seen much of him?" said Mrs. Rossitur.
"Yes, Ma'am, a good deal he was often at Mrs. Evelyn's."
"Is he going to marry one of her daughters?"
"Oh, no!" said Fleda, smiling; "he isn't thinking of such a thing; not in America I don't know what he may do in England."
"No!" said Charlton, "I suppose he would think himself contaminated by matching with any blood in this hemisphere."
"You do him injustice" said Fleda, colouring; "you do not know him, Charlton."
"You do?"
"Much better than that."
"And he is not one of the most touch-me-not pieces of English birth and wealth that ever stood upon their own dignity?"
"Not at all," said Fleda, "How people may be misunderstood!he is one of the most gentle and kind persons I ever saw."
"To you!"
"To everybody that deserves it."
"Humph! And not proud?"
"No, not as you understand it," and she felt it was very difficult to make him understand it, as the discovery involved a very offensive implication; "he is too fine a character to be proud."
"Thatisarguing in a circle with a vengeance!" said Charlton.
"I know what you are thinking of," said Fleda, "and I suppose it passes for pride with a great many people who cannot comprehend it he has a singular power of quietly rebuking wrong, and keeping impertinence at a distance where, Captain Rossitur, for instance, I suppose, would throw his cap in a man's face, Mr. Carleton's mere silence would make the offender doff his and ask pardon."
The manner in which this was said precluded all taking offence.
"Well," said Charlton, shrugging his shoulders "then I don't know what pride is that's all!"
"Take care, Captain Rossitur," said Fleda, laughing "I have heard of such a thing as American pride before now."
"Certainly!" said Charlton; "and I'm quite willing but it never reaches quite such a towering height on our side the water."
"I am sure I don't know how that may be," said Fleda; "but I know I have heard a lady, an enlightened, gentle-tempered American lady, so called I have heard her talk to a poor Irishwoman with whom she had nothing in the world to do, in a style that moved my indignation it stirred my blood! and there was nothing whatever to call it out. 'All the blood of all the Howards,' I hope, would not have disgraced itself so."
"What business have you to 'hope' anything about it?"
"None except from the natural desire to find what one has a right to look for. But, indeed, I wouldn't take the blood of all the Howards for any security: pride, as well as high- breeding, is a thing of natural not adventitious growth: it belongs to character, not circumstance."
"Do you know that your favourite, Mr. Carleton, is nearly connected with those same Howards, and quarters their arms with his own?"
"I have a very vague idea of the dignity implied in that expression of 'quartering arms,' which comes so roundly out of your mouth, Charlton," said Fleda, laughing. "No, I didn't know it. But, in general, I am apt to think that pride is a thing which reverses the usual rules of architecture, and builds highest on the narrowest foundations."
"What do you mean?"
"Never mind," said Fleda; "if a meaning isn't plain, it isn't worth looking after. But it will not do to measure pride by its supposed materials. It does not depend on them, but on the individual. You everywhere see people assert that most of which they feel least sure, and then it is easy for them to conclude that where there is so much more of the reality, there must be proportionably more of the assertion. I wish some of our gentlemen and ladies, who talk of pride where they see, and can see nothing but the habit of wealth; I wish they could see the universal politeness with which Mr. Carleton returns the salutes of his inferiors. Not more respectfully they lift their hats to him than he lifts his to them unless when he speaks."
"You have seen it?"
"Often."
"Where?"
"In England, at his own place, among his own servants and dependents. I remember very well, it struck even my childish eyes."
"Well, after all, that is nothing still but a refined kind of haughtiness."
"It is a kind that I wish some of our Americans would copy," said Fleda.
"But, dear Fleda," said Mrs. Rossitur, "all Americans are not like that lady you were talking of it would be very unfair to make her a sample. I don't think I ever heard any one speak so in my life you never heard me speak so."
"Dear aunt Lucy! no I was only giving instance for instance. I have no idea that Mr. Carleton is a type of Englishmen in general I wish he were. But I think it is the very people that cry out against superiority, who are the most happy to assert their own where they can; the same jealous feeling that repines on the one hand, revenges itself on the other."
"Superiority of what kind?" said Charlton, stiffly.
"Of any kind superiority of wealth, or refinement, or name, or standing. Now, it does not follow that an Englishman is proud because he keeps liveried servants, and it by no means follows that an American lacks the essence of haughtiness because he finds fault with him for doing so."
"I dare say some of our neighbours think we are proud," saidHugh, "because we use silver forks instead of steel."
"Because we'retoo good for steel forks, you ought to say," said Fleda. "I am sure they think so. I have been given to understand as much. Barby, I believe, has a good opinion of us, and charitably concludes that we mean right; but some other of our country friends would think I was far gone in uppishness if they knew that I never touch fish with a steel knife; and it wouldn't mend the matter much to tell them that the combination of flavours is disagreeable to me it hardly suits the doctrine of liberty and equality that my palate should be so much nicer than theirs."
"Absurd!" said Charlton.
"Very," said Fleda; "but on which side, in all probability, is the pride?"
"It wasn't for liveried servants that I charged Mr. Carleton," said her cousin. "How do the Evelyns like this paragon of yours?"
"Oh, everybody likes him, " said Fleda, smiling, "except you and your friend, Mr. Thorn."
"Thorn don't like him, eh?"
"I think not."
"What do you suppose is the reason?" said Charlton, gravely.
"I don't think Mr. Thorn is particularly apt to like anybody," said Fleda, who knew very well the original cause of both exceptions, but did not like to advert to it.
"Apparently you don't like Mr. Thorn?" said Mr. Rossitur, speaking for the first time.
"I don't know who does, Sir, much except his mother."
"What is he?"
"A man not wanting in parts, Sir, and with considerable force of character but I am afraid more for ill than good. I should be very sorry to trust him with anything dear to me."
"How long were you in forming that opinion?" said Charlton, looking at her curiously.
"It was formed, substantially, the first evening I saw him, and I have never seen cause to alter it since."
The several members of the family therewith fell into a general muse, with the single exception of Hugh, whose eyes and thoughts seemed to be occupied with Fleda's living presence. Mr. Rossitur then requested that breakfast might be ready very early at six o'clock.
"Six o'clock!" exclaimed Mrs. Rossitur.
"I have to take a long ride, on business, which must be done early in the day."
"When will you be back?"
"Not before nightfall."
"But going onanotherbusiness journey!" said Mrs. Rossitur."You have but just these few hours come home from one."
"Cannot breakfast be ready?"
"Yes, uncle Rolf," said Fleda, bringing her bright face before him "ready at half-past five, if you like now thatIam to the fore, you know."
He clasped her to his breast and kissed her again, but with a face so very grave that Fleda was glad nobody else saw it.
Then Charlton went, averring that he wanted at least a night and a half of sleep between two such journeys as the one of that day and the one before him on the next especially as he must resign himself to going without anything to eat. Him also Fleda laughingly promised that, precisely half an hour before the stage time, a cup of coffee and a roll should be smoking on the table, with whatever substantial appendages might be within the bounds of possibility, or the house.
"I will pay you for that beforehand with a kiss," said he.
"You will do nothing of the kind," said Fleda, stepping back; "a kiss is a favour taken, not given and I am entirely ignorant what you have done to deserve it."
"You make a curious difference between me and Hugh," saidCharlton, half in jest, half in earnest.
"Hugh is my brother, Captain Rossitur," said Fleda, smiling "and that is an honour you never made any pretensions to."
"Come, you shall not say that any more," said he, taking the kiss that Fleda had no mind to give him.
Half laughing, but with eyes that were all too ready for something else, she turned again to Hugh, when his brother had left the room, and looked wistfully in his face, stroking back the hair from his temples with a caressing hand.
"You are just as you were when I left you!" she said, with lips that seemed too unsteady to say more, and remained parted.
"I am afraid so are you," he replied; "not a bit fatter. I hoped you would be."
"What have you been smiling at so this evening?"
"I was thinking how well you talked."
"Why, Hugh! you should have helped me I talked too much."
"I would much rather listen," said Hugh. "Dear Fleda, what a different thing the house is with you in it!"
Fleda said nothing, except an inexplicable little shake of her head, which said a great many things; and then she and her aunt were left alone. Mrs. Rossitur drew her to her bosom, with a look so exceeding fond that its sadness was hardly discernible. It was mingled, however, with an expression of some doubt.
"What has made you keep so thin?"
"I have been very well, aunt Lucy thinness agrees with me."
"Are you glad to be home again, dear Fleda?"
"I am very glad to be with you, dear aunt Lucy!"
"But not glad to be home?"
"Yes, I am," said Fleda; "but somehow I don't know I believe I have got a little spoiled it is time I was at home, I am sure. I shall be quite glad after a day or two, when I have got into the works again. I am glad now, aunt Lucy."
Mrs. Rossitur seemed unsatisfied, and stroked the hair fromFleda's forehead, with an absent look.
"What was there in New York, that you were so sorry to leave?"
"Nothing, Ma'am, in particular," said Fleda, brightly; "and I am not sorry, aunt Lucy I tell you, I am a little spoiled with company and easy living I am glad to be with you again."
Mrs. Rossitur was silent.
"Don't you get up to uncle Rolf's breakfast, to-morrow, auntLucy."
"Nor you."
"I sha'n't, unless I want to; but there'll be nothing for you to do; and you must just lie still. We will all have our breakfast together when Charlton has his."
"You are the veriest sunbeam that ever came into a house," said her aunt, kissing her.
"My flagging soul flies under her own pitch."DRYDEN.
Fleda mused as she went up stairs, whether the sun were a luminous body to himself or no, feeling herself at that moment dull enough. Bright was she, to others? nothing seemed bright to her. Every old shadow was darker than ever. Her uncle's unchanged gloom her aunt's unrested face Hugh's unaltered, delicate, sweet look, which always, to her fancy, seemed to write upon his face, "Passing away!" and the thickening prospects whence sprang the miasm that infected the whole moral atmosphere alas, yes! "Money is a good thing," thought Fleda; "and poverty need not be a bad thing, if people can take it right; but if they take it wrong!"
With a very drooping heart, indeed, she went to the window. Her old childish habit had never been forgotten; whenever the moon or the stars were abroad, Fleda rarely failed to have a talk with them from her window. She stood there, now, looking out into the cold, still night, with eyes just dimmed with tears not that she lacked sadness enough, but she did lack spirit enough to cry. It was very still; after the rattle and confusion of the city streets, that extent of snow-covered country, where the very shadows were motionless the entire absence of soil and of disturbance the rest of nature the breathlessness of the very wind all preached a quaint kind of sermon to Fleda. By the force of contrast, they told her what should be; and there was more yet she thought that by the force of example, they showed what might be. Her eyes had not long travelled over the familiar old fields and fences before she came to the conclusion that she was home in good time she thought she had been growing selfish, or in danger of it; and she made up her mind she was glad to be back again among the rough things of life, where she could do so much to smooth them for others, and her own spirit might grow to a polish it would never gain in the regions of ease and pleasure. " To do life's work!" thought Fleda, clasping her hands "no matter where and mine is here. I am glad I am in my place again I was forgetting I had one."
It was a face of strange purity and gravity that the moon shone upon, with no power to brighten as in past days; the shadows of life were upon the child's brow. But nothing to brighten it from within! One sweet, strong ray of other light suddenly found its way through the shadows, and entered her heart. "The Lord reigneth! let the earth be glad!" and then the moonbeams, pouring down with equal ray upon all the unevenness of this little world, seemed to say the same thing over and over. Even so! Not less equally his providence touches all not less impartially his faithfulness guides. "The Lord reigneth! let the earth be glad!" There was brightness in the moonbeams now that Fleda could read this in them; she went to sleep, a very child again, with these words for her pillow.
It was not six, and darkness yet filled the world, when Mr. Rossitur came down stairs, and softly opened the sitting-room door. But the home fairy had been at work; he was greeted with such a blaze of cheerfulness as seemed to say what a dark place the world was everywhere but at home; his breakfast- table was standing ready, well set and well supplied; and even as he entered by one door, Fleda pushed open the other, and came in from the kitchen, looking as if she had some strange spirit-like kindred with the cheery, hearty glow which filled both rooms.
"Fleda! you up at this hour!"
"Yes, uncle Rolf," she said, coming forward to put her hands upon his; "you are not sorry to see me, I hope."
But he did not say he was glad; and he did not speak at all; he busied himself gravely with some little matters of preparation for his journey. Evidently, the gloom of last night was upon him yet. But Fleda had not wrought for praise, and could work without encouragement; neither step nor hand slackened, till all she and Barby had made ready was in nice order on the table, and she was pouring out a cup of smoking coffee.
"You are not fit to be up," said Mr. Rossitur, looking at her; "you are pale, now. Put yourself in that arm-chair, Fleda, and go to sleep; I will do this for myself."
"No, indeed, uncle Rolf," she answered, brightly: "l have enjoyed getting breakfast very much at this out-of-the-way hour, and now I am going to have the pleasure of seeing you eat it. Suppose you were to take a cup of coffee instead of my shoulder!"
He took it and sat down; but Fleda found that the pleasure of seeing him was to be a very qualified thing. He ate like a business man, in unbroken silence and gravity; and her cheerful words and looks got no return. It became an effort at length to keep either bright. Mr. Rossitur's sole remarks during breakfast were, to ask if Charlton was going back that day, and if Philetus was getting the horse ready?
Mr. Skillcorn had been called in good time by Barby, at Fleda's suggestion, and coming down stairs had opined discontentedly that "a man hadn't no right to be took out of bed in the morning afore he could see himself." But this, and Barby's spirited reply, that "there was no chance of his doingthatat any time of day, so it was no use to wait," Fleda did not repeat. Her uncle was in no humour to be amused.
She expected almost that he would go off without speaking to her. But he came up kindly to where she stood watching him.
"You must bid me good-bye for all the family, uncle Rolf, as I am the only one here," she said, laughing.
But she was sure that the embrace and kiss which followed were very exclusively for her. They made her face almost as sober as his own.
"There will be a blessing for you," said he, "if there is a blessing anywhere!"
"If, uncle Rolf," said Fleda, her heart swelling to her eyes.
He turned away, without answering her.
Fleda sat down in the easy chair, then, and cried, but that lasted very few minutes; she soon left crying for herself to pray for him, that he might have the blessing he did not know. That did not stop tears. She remembered the poor man sick of the palsy, who was brought in by friends to be healed, and that "Jesus seeingtheirfaith, said unto the sick of the palsy, 'Son, thy sins be forgiven thee.' " It was a handle that faith took hold of and held fast, while love made its petition. It was all she could do, she thought;shenever could venture to speak to her uncle on the subject.
Weary and tired, tears and longing at length lost themselves in sleep. When she awaked, she found the daylight broadly come, little King in her lap, the fire, instead of being burnt out, in perfect preservation, and Barby standing before it, and looking at her.
"You ha'n't got one speck o' good bythisjourney to NewYork," was Miss Elster's vexed salutation.
"Do you think so?" said Fleda, rousing herself. "I wouldn't venture to say as much as that, Barby."
"If you have, 'tain't in your cheeks," said Barby, decidedly. "You look just as if you was made of anything that wouldn't stand wear, and that isn't the way you used to look."
"I have been up a good while without breakfast my cheeks will be a better colour when I have had that, Barby they feel pale."
The second breakfast was a cheerfuller thing. But when the second traveller was despatched, and the rest fell back upon their old numbers, Fleda was very quiet again. It vexed her to be so, but she could not change her mood. She felt as if she had been whirled along in a dream, and was now just opening her eyes to daylight and reality. And reality she could not help it looked rather dull after dream-land. She thought it was very well she was waked up; but it cost her some effort to appear so. And then she charged herself with ingratitude, her aunt and Hugh were so exceedingly happy in her company.
"Earl Douglass is quite delighted with the clover hay, Fleda. said Hugh, as the three sat at an early dinner.
"Is he?" said Fleda.
"Yes you know he was very unwilling to cure it in your way, and he thinks there never was anything like it now."
"Did you ever see finer ham, Fleda?" inquired her aunt. "Mr.Plumfield says it could not be better."
"Very good!" said Fleda, whose thoughts had somehow got upon Mr. Carleton's notions about female education, and were very busy with them.
"I expected you would have remarked upon our potatoes before now," said Hugh. "These are the Elephants have you seen anything like them in New York?"
"There cannot be more beautiful potatoes," said Mrs. Rossitur. "We had not tried any of them before you went away, Fleda, had we?"
"I don't know, aunt Lucy no, I think not."
"You needn't talk to Fleda, mother," said Hugh, laughing "she is quite beyond attending to all such ordinary matters; her thoughts have learned to take a higher flight since she has been in New York."
"It is time they were brought down, then, said Fleda, smiling; "but they have not learned to fly out of sight of home, Hugh."
"Where were they, dear Fleda?" said her aunt.
"I was thinking, a minute ago, of something I heard talked about in New York, aunt Lucy; and, afterwards, I was trying to find out by what possible or imaginable road I had got round to it."
"Could you tell?"
Fleda said, "No," and tried to bear her part in the conversation. But she did not know whether to blame the subjects which had been brought forward, or herself, for her utter want of interest in them. She went into the kitchen, feeling dissatisfied with both.
"Did you ever see potatoes that would beat them Elephants?" said Barby.
"Never, certainly," said Fleda, with a most involuntary smile.
"I never did," said Barby. "They beat all, for bigness and goodness both. I can't keep 'em together. There's thousands of 'em, and I mean to make Philetus eat 'em for supper such potatoes and milk is good enough for him, or anybody. The cow has gained on her milk wonderful, Fleda, since she begun to have them roots fed out to her."
"Which cow?" said Fleda.
"Which cow? why the blue cow there aint none of the others that's giving any, to speak of," said Barby, looking at her. "Don't you know the cow you said them carrots should be kept for?"
Fleda half laughed, as there began to rise up before her the various magazines of vegetables, grain, hay, and fodder, that for many weeks had been deliciously distant from her imagination.
"I made butter for four weeks, I guess, after you went away," Barby went on; "just come in here and see and the carrots makes it as yellow and sweet as June I churned as long as I had anything to churn, and longer; and now we live on cream you can make some cheesecakes just as soon as you're a mind to see! aint that doing pretty well? and fine it is put your nose down to it "
"Bravely, Barby and it is very sweet."
"You ha'n't left nothing behind you in New York, have you?" said Barby, when they returned to the kitchen.
"Left anything! no what do you think I have left?"
"I didn't know but you might have forgotten to pack up your memory," said Barby, drily.
Fleda laughed, and then in walked Mr. Douglass.
"How d'ye do?" said he. "Got back again. I heerd you was hum, and so I thought I'd just step up and see. Been getting along pretty well?"
Fleda answered, smiling internally at the wide distance between her "getting along," and his idea of it.
"Well, the hay's first rate!" said Earl, taking off his hat, and sitting down in the nearest chair "I've been feedin' it out now for a good spell, and I know what to think about it. We've been feedin' it out ever since some time this side o' the middle o' November I never see nothin' sweeter, and I don't want to see nothin' sweeter than it is! and the cattle eats it liked May roses they don't know how to thank you enough for it."
"To thankyou, Mr. Douglass," said Fleda, smiling.