FRANCES SARGEANT OSGOOD.
“I’m passing through the eternal gates,Ere June’s sweet roses blow.”
“I’m passing through the eternal gates,Ere June’s sweet roses blow.”
“I’m passing through the eternal gates,Ere June’s sweet roses blow.”
“I’m passing through the eternal gates,
Ere June’s sweet roses blow.”
So sang the dying poetess. The “eternal gates” have closed upon her. Those dark, soul-lit eyes beam upon us no more. “June” has come again, with its “sweet roses,” its birds, its zephyrs, its flowers and fragrance. It is such a day as her passionate heart would have revelled in—a day of Eden-like freshness and beauty. I will gather some fair, sweet flowers, and visit her grave.
“Show me Mrs. Fanny Osgood’s monument, please,” said I to the rough gardener, who was spading the turf in Mount Auburn.
“In Orange Avenue, Ma’am,” he replied, respectfully indicating, with a wave of the hand, the path I was to pursue.
Tears started to my eyes, as I trod reverently down the quiet path. The little birds she loved so well were skimming confidingly and joyously along before me, and singing as merrily as if my heart echoed back their gleeful songs.
I approached the enclosure, as the gardener had directed me. There were five graves.In whichslept the poetess? for there wasnot even a headstone! The flush of indignant feeling mounted to my temples; the warm tears started from my eyes.She was forgotten!Sweet, gifted Fanny!in her own family burial place she was forgotten!The stranger from a distance, who had worshipped her genius, might in vain make a pilgrimage to do her honour. I, who had personally known and loved her, had not even the poor consolation of decking the bosom of her grave with the flowers I had gathered; I could not kiss the turf beneath which she is reposing; I could not drop a tear on the sod, ‘neath which her remains aremouldering back to their native dust. I could not tell (though I so longed to know), in which of the little graves—for there were several—slept her “dear May,” her “pure Ellen;” the little, timid, household doves, who folded their weary wings when the parent bird was stricken down, by the aim of the unerring Archer.
Though allied by no tie of blood to the gifted creature, who,somewhere, lay sleeping there, I felt the flush of shame mount to my temples, to turn away and leave her dust so unhonoured. Oh, God! to be so soon forgotten by all the world!—How can evenearthlook so glad, when such a warm, passionate heart lies cold and pulseless? Poor, gifted, forgotten Fanny! She “still lives” inmyheart; and, Header, glance your eye over these touching lines, “written during her last illness,” and tell me, Shall she not also live in thine?
BY MRS. OSGOOD.
BY MRS. OSGOOD.
BY MRS. OSGOOD.
Yes! take them first, my Father! Let my dovesFold their white wings in Heaven safe on thy breast,Ere I am called away! I dare not leaveTheir young hearts here, their innocent, thoughtless hearts!Ah! how the shadowy train of future illsComes sweeping down life’s vista, as I gaze.My May! my careless, ardent-tempered May!My frank and frolic child! in whose blue eyesWild joy and passionate woe alternate rise;Whose cheek, the morning in her soul illumes;Whose little loving heart, a word, a glance,Can sway to grief or glee; who leaves her play,And puts up her sweet mouth and dimpled armsEach moment for a kiss, and softly asks,With her clear, flute-like voice, “Do you love me?”Ah!letme stay! ah! let me still be by,To answer her, and meet her warm caress!For, I away, how oft, in this rough world,That earnest question will be asked in vain!How oft that eager, passionate, petted heartWill shrink abashed and chilled, to learn, at length,The hateful, withering lesson of distrust!Ah! let her nestle still upon this breast,In which each shade that dims her darling faceIs felt and answered, as the lake reflectsThe clouds that cross yon smiling Heaven.And thou,My modest Ellen! tender, thoughtful, true,Thy soul attuned to all sweet harmonies;My pure, proud, noble Ellen! with thy giftsOf genius, grace and loveliness half-hidden‘Neath the soft veil of innate modesty:How will the world’s wild discord reach thy heart,To startle and appal! Thy generous scornOf all things base and mean—thy quick, keen taste,Dainty and delicate—thy instinctive fearOf those unworthy of a soul so pure,Thy rare, unchildlike dignity of mien,All—they will all bring pain to thee, my child.And oh! if ever their grace and goodness meetCold looks and careless greetings, how will allthe latent evil yet undisciplinedIn their young, timid souls forgiveness find?Forgiveness and forbearance, and soft chidings,Which I, their mother, learn’d of love, to give.Ah! let me stay! albeit my heart is weary,Weary and worn,tired of its own sad beat,That finds no echo in this busy worldWhich cannot pause to answer—tired, alike,Of joy and sorrow—of the day and night!Ah!take themFIRST,my Father! and then me;And for their sakes—for their sweet sakes, my Father!Let me find rest beside them, at thy feet.
Yes! take them first, my Father! Let my dovesFold their white wings in Heaven safe on thy breast,Ere I am called away! I dare not leaveTheir young hearts here, their innocent, thoughtless hearts!Ah! how the shadowy train of future illsComes sweeping down life’s vista, as I gaze.My May! my careless, ardent-tempered May!My frank and frolic child! in whose blue eyesWild joy and passionate woe alternate rise;Whose cheek, the morning in her soul illumes;Whose little loving heart, a word, a glance,Can sway to grief or glee; who leaves her play,And puts up her sweet mouth and dimpled armsEach moment for a kiss, and softly asks,With her clear, flute-like voice, “Do you love me?”Ah!letme stay! ah! let me still be by,To answer her, and meet her warm caress!For, I away, how oft, in this rough world,That earnest question will be asked in vain!How oft that eager, passionate, petted heartWill shrink abashed and chilled, to learn, at length,The hateful, withering lesson of distrust!Ah! let her nestle still upon this breast,In which each shade that dims her darling faceIs felt and answered, as the lake reflectsThe clouds that cross yon smiling Heaven.And thou,My modest Ellen! tender, thoughtful, true,Thy soul attuned to all sweet harmonies;My pure, proud, noble Ellen! with thy giftsOf genius, grace and loveliness half-hidden‘Neath the soft veil of innate modesty:How will the world’s wild discord reach thy heart,To startle and appal! Thy generous scornOf all things base and mean—thy quick, keen taste,Dainty and delicate—thy instinctive fearOf those unworthy of a soul so pure,Thy rare, unchildlike dignity of mien,All—they will all bring pain to thee, my child.And oh! if ever their grace and goodness meetCold looks and careless greetings, how will allthe latent evil yet undisciplinedIn their young, timid souls forgiveness find?Forgiveness and forbearance, and soft chidings,Which I, their mother, learn’d of love, to give.Ah! let me stay! albeit my heart is weary,Weary and worn,tired of its own sad beat,That finds no echo in this busy worldWhich cannot pause to answer—tired, alike,Of joy and sorrow—of the day and night!Ah!take themFIRST,my Father! and then me;And for their sakes—for their sweet sakes, my Father!Let me find rest beside them, at thy feet.
Yes! take them first, my Father! Let my dovesFold their white wings in Heaven safe on thy breast,Ere I am called away! I dare not leaveTheir young hearts here, their innocent, thoughtless hearts!Ah! how the shadowy train of future illsComes sweeping down life’s vista, as I gaze.My May! my careless, ardent-tempered May!My frank and frolic child! in whose blue eyesWild joy and passionate woe alternate rise;Whose cheek, the morning in her soul illumes;Whose little loving heart, a word, a glance,Can sway to grief or glee; who leaves her play,And puts up her sweet mouth and dimpled armsEach moment for a kiss, and softly asks,With her clear, flute-like voice, “Do you love me?”Ah!letme stay! ah! let me still be by,To answer her, and meet her warm caress!For, I away, how oft, in this rough world,That earnest question will be asked in vain!How oft that eager, passionate, petted heartWill shrink abashed and chilled, to learn, at length,The hateful, withering lesson of distrust!Ah! let her nestle still upon this breast,In which each shade that dims her darling faceIs felt and answered, as the lake reflectsThe clouds that cross yon smiling Heaven.
Yes! take them first, my Father! Let my doves
Fold their white wings in Heaven safe on thy breast,
Ere I am called away! I dare not leave
Their young hearts here, their innocent, thoughtless hearts!
Ah! how the shadowy train of future ills
Comes sweeping down life’s vista, as I gaze.
My May! my careless, ardent-tempered May!
My frank and frolic child! in whose blue eyes
Wild joy and passionate woe alternate rise;
Whose cheek, the morning in her soul illumes;
Whose little loving heart, a word, a glance,
Can sway to grief or glee; who leaves her play,
And puts up her sweet mouth and dimpled arms
Each moment for a kiss, and softly asks,
With her clear, flute-like voice, “Do you love me?”
Ah!letme stay! ah! let me still be by,
To answer her, and meet her warm caress!
For, I away, how oft, in this rough world,
That earnest question will be asked in vain!
How oft that eager, passionate, petted heart
Will shrink abashed and chilled, to learn, at length,
The hateful, withering lesson of distrust!
Ah! let her nestle still upon this breast,
In which each shade that dims her darling face
Is felt and answered, as the lake reflects
The clouds that cross yon smiling Heaven.
And thou,My modest Ellen! tender, thoughtful, true,Thy soul attuned to all sweet harmonies;My pure, proud, noble Ellen! with thy giftsOf genius, grace and loveliness half-hidden‘Neath the soft veil of innate modesty:How will the world’s wild discord reach thy heart,To startle and appal! Thy generous scornOf all things base and mean—thy quick, keen taste,Dainty and delicate—thy instinctive fearOf those unworthy of a soul so pure,Thy rare, unchildlike dignity of mien,All—they will all bring pain to thee, my child.
And thou,
My modest Ellen! tender, thoughtful, true,
Thy soul attuned to all sweet harmonies;
My pure, proud, noble Ellen! with thy gifts
Of genius, grace and loveliness half-hidden
‘Neath the soft veil of innate modesty:
How will the world’s wild discord reach thy heart,
To startle and appal! Thy generous scorn
Of all things base and mean—thy quick, keen taste,
Dainty and delicate—thy instinctive fear
Of those unworthy of a soul so pure,
Thy rare, unchildlike dignity of mien,
All—they will all bring pain to thee, my child.
And oh! if ever their grace and goodness meetCold looks and careless greetings, how will allthe latent evil yet undisciplinedIn their young, timid souls forgiveness find?Forgiveness and forbearance, and soft chidings,Which I, their mother, learn’d of love, to give.Ah! let me stay! albeit my heart is weary,Weary and worn,tired of its own sad beat,That finds no echo in this busy worldWhich cannot pause to answer—tired, alike,Of joy and sorrow—of the day and night!Ah!take themFIRST,my Father! and then me;And for their sakes—for their sweet sakes, my Father!Let me find rest beside them, at thy feet.
And oh! if ever their grace and goodness meet
Cold looks and careless greetings, how will all
the latent evil yet undisciplined
In their young, timid souls forgiveness find?
Forgiveness and forbearance, and soft chidings,
Which I, their mother, learn’d of love, to give.
Ah! let me stay! albeit my heart is weary,
Weary and worn,tired of its own sad beat,
That finds no echo in this busy world
Which cannot pause to answer—tired, alike,
Of joy and sorrow—of the day and night!
Ah!take themFIRST,my Father! and then me;
And for their sakes—for their sweet sakes, my Father!
Let me find rest beside them, at thy feet.