THE HINDOO MOTHER.
It was a gentle eve in Hindoostan.The rains were past, and the delighted earthWas beautiful once more, and glittering leavesWere lifting lightly on their beaten stems,And glancing to the pure, transparent sky,Like a pleased infant smiling through its tears.Clouds lingered in the west, and tints were drawnBy sunset fingers on their skirts of gold,And they were floating as serenely there,As if the children of the restless stormCould sleep upon the azure floor of heaven.Deep ran the holy Ganges, for the rainHad swollen it from Thibet to the sea.Its flow was turbid; and, as if the windsWere not forgotten by the multitudeOf its strange waters, they were leaping up,And with a wonderous glory gatheringThe mantle of the sunset over them.How frequently these living passagesOf nature’s book are opened, and how fewAre the high hearts that know them, and can feelTheir eloquence and beauty!Meina stoodUpon the breathing carpet of the shore,Gazing on sky and river. There was muchIn the dark features of the young Hindoo,That should have won a gentler history.She had the Eastern eye, with its dark fringeAnd shadowy depth of lustre; but, beyondThe elements of beauty, there was writA something that the wounded roe would trustFor shelter from its hunters. Her closed lipsWere delicate as the tinted pencillingOf veins upon a flower; and on her cheekThe timid blood had faintly melted through,Like something that was half afraid of light.There was no slighter print upon the grassThan her elastic step; and in her frameThere was a perfect symmetry, that seemedAerial as a bird’s. It was the hourFor worship in her land; and she had come,With the religion of a high, pure heart,To bow herself in prayer. A darker mindMight pray at such an hour; but she had caughtThe spirit of the scene; and, as her eyeFollowed the coursing of the golden waves,Or rested on the clouds that slept above,Like isles upon the bosom of the sea,Her soul was swept to music like a harp,And she knelt down in her deep blessednessTo worship the High Maker. As she prayed,Her beautiful young boy—a very dream,As he might be, of infant loveliness,With his dark hair upon the summer wind,And the sweet laugh of a delighted childLike music on his lips—came leaping by,And, flinging a light wreath upon her brow,Sprang onward like a bounding antelope.She turned a moment—might she not, for him?Him, whom she cradled in the whispering tree,And gathered to her bosom in the hushOf the still night?—to know if he was there.Twas but a moment, and she bowed again;And, as the murmur of her silver toneStole out upon the wind, her imagesOf majesty came back, and she was filled,Like a deep channel by the whirlwind swept,Again with the rich rushing of her prayer.The shadows of the stealthy evening cameSilently on; but she was up, in thought,Among the crystal palaces of light;And a still prompting came to her, to prayThat the poor spirit of a passing world,With all its fond, but frail idolatries,Might on the altar of her God be flung.She breathed it, and along the holy shoreShe heard the whisper of the waters creep:‘Thine is the victory, Meina!’—Was it won?Won in its cold, bereaving cruelty?Won from the pride of woman? from her love?Won from thy boy! young mother? No! oh, no!She had forgotten him! He was too young,Too purely, beautifully young, to die!And then the waves repeated to the shore,And the light echo heard it: ‘Give him up!’And Meina heard it: ‘Give him to thy God!’And the strong heart arose! One arrowy pulseOf an acuter agony than death;One fearful shiver at the searching thrill,And she had won—aye, with her glorious boyUpon her very breast—the victory!Oh! let the erring oftener be forgiven,That, in the shadowy twilight of the mind,They stray a little from the perfect way!If there is evidence in silent leaves,And the still waters, of a present God,And all who hear not messages of grace,Must gather from its dim and hidden wordsTheir better solaces; remember yeWho reckon lightly of the poor Hindoo,That, in the scattering of the leaves of life,His page was written more imperfectly.The beautiful sun arose, and there was notA stain upon the sky; the virgin blueWas delicate as light; and, as the eastEclipsed night’s pale and starry jewelry,The pure intensity of noon stole on,Like the soft deepening of a northern eye.‘Come! my own glorious boy!’ and forth he sprang,As he had been created of the mornA spirit and an element of light.‘Come! Come!’ and he was bounding airilyBeside his stately mother, laughing outHis lisping prattle of the promised boat,As if her words had been in playfulness,‘That the bright waves should float him on to heaven.’The morning mist stole up, as Meina kneltTo offer him to God. Her eyes were dim;But her fine forehead, and her calm, still lip,Were fearfully subdued; and as the cloudWhich clothes the lightning slumbers, so they slept.Her soul was in its strength. She held her boyUpon her bosom, till she felt the throbOf his warm pulses numbered on her heart,And her low, leaden cadences, kept on!His silken hair, as delicately softAs the light wind that stirred it, floated up,As if to plead at her transparent cheek;But she had wooed its kisses till it cameTo be a fond idolatry, and nowShe nerved her as the strong heart answered it.And the low words broke severally on,Distinctly as a common orison!There is a period in the wreck of hopesBy the affections garnered, calmer farThan an untried serenity. It comesWith the stern conflict ever, and awaitsThe passage of that hour, as if the soulWere girded, and had championed suffering;And it is strange, how a weak human heartWill thus be quiet like a hushing storm,And, with a fetter on its pulses, waitTo measure spirits for the mastery!The low ‘Amen!’ died on the silent air,And Meina’s heart was ready. The young boySprang joyously away, as if her armsHad prisoned him too long; and, as he sawThe painted boat heave lightly to the swellUpon the reedy shore, and caught the breathOf her wreathed helm of flowers, he gave a shout,In his impatient gladness, and away,Like a warm vision of aerial birth,He bounded to implore that she would come.Calmly and steadily came Meina on,Led by her victim boy. The boat was thereAmong the tall wet reeds, and she went inAnd scanned its light frame over, and arrangedIts mimic ornaments; and then again,When she had seen it all, and he had grownImpatient, she began to note once moreThe frailties in its lightly plaited reeds,As if she did not know that it was meantTo kill. It is a wonderful effectOf nature in the heart, that in the strengthOf a mistaken duty, it will turn,And almost trifle with its tenderness,As if it half misgave that all was wrong.‘Come!’ and he sprang into his mother’s armsWith a light leap, and, scarcely falteringIn his gay laugh, he looked into her face,And in a tone of fondness whispered her,‘Will the boat bear, dear mother?’ She had quelledHer feelings until now; had nerved herselfTo the light grace with which he bounded by;Had heard his voice, and looked upon his hairIn its light, breezy floatings, and had shutHer heart up, with an iron thought, to all.But this one doubt, half sadness as it cameFrom his delighted lips, and with his lookOf childlike and appealing confidence,Was keener than a mother’s heart could bear!She bowed her head, and struggled, as if lifeWere bursting from its seal; and, as the thoughtRushed over her to take her idol back,And keep him for her God, he murmured low,‘And are you sure, my mother?’—‘No! my son!’And the strong tide of nature gathered backWith a resistless energy. She claspedHer boy convulsively, and he had livedTo quicken, in its gifted elements,The radiant spirit written on his brow,But a high strengthening she knew not of,Awakened her, and pressing down her lipsIn a long fervent kiss upon his cheek,She hushed him into peace, and lifting upHer face to heaven, she breathed the name of God,And laid him down—for ever!The light barkWent smoothly with the tide, and floated onTill his dark eye was scarcely visible.On, and yet on, she bounded! The bright wavesSeemed playful in their leaping joyousness,And the curled ripple feathered at the prowLike a glad thing of life. Had death grown slow?Or were the waters ‘stayed,’ that they should keepTheir cold embraces from him? On, still on,With her quick undulations! Hope revivedIn the sick heart of Meina, and she roseTo gaze more keenly forward. He was there,And his small arms were lifted; and she thoughtThat, as he tossed them upward, she could hearA cadence of his sweet and silvery voiceLike a delighted shouting. It died off,And then again she heard it. Was it joyThat broke upon her ear? oh! was there joyIn that long cry, thou mother? Hark to it!’Tis like the arrowy piercing of the wind!He moveth, and she bade him to be still!He riseth! ’tis his boyish restlessness!Look, Meina! Does he dash his little hands,In mirth, upon the waters? Hark! once more!‘Mother!’ He calls thee! Is thy child afraid?Again! How very fearfully it comes!‘Help! Mother!’ ’Tis a cry of agony!He sinks! Fly! Fly! he calls to thee! Oh fly!‘Mother!’ God help thee! Dost thou see him now?
It was a gentle eve in Hindoostan.The rains were past, and the delighted earthWas beautiful once more, and glittering leavesWere lifting lightly on their beaten stems,And glancing to the pure, transparent sky,Like a pleased infant smiling through its tears.Clouds lingered in the west, and tints were drawnBy sunset fingers on their skirts of gold,And they were floating as serenely there,As if the children of the restless stormCould sleep upon the azure floor of heaven.Deep ran the holy Ganges, for the rainHad swollen it from Thibet to the sea.Its flow was turbid; and, as if the windsWere not forgotten by the multitudeOf its strange waters, they were leaping up,And with a wonderous glory gatheringThe mantle of the sunset over them.How frequently these living passagesOf nature’s book are opened, and how fewAre the high hearts that know them, and can feelTheir eloquence and beauty!Meina stoodUpon the breathing carpet of the shore,Gazing on sky and river. There was muchIn the dark features of the young Hindoo,That should have won a gentler history.She had the Eastern eye, with its dark fringeAnd shadowy depth of lustre; but, beyondThe elements of beauty, there was writA something that the wounded roe would trustFor shelter from its hunters. Her closed lipsWere delicate as the tinted pencillingOf veins upon a flower; and on her cheekThe timid blood had faintly melted through,Like something that was half afraid of light.There was no slighter print upon the grassThan her elastic step; and in her frameThere was a perfect symmetry, that seemedAerial as a bird’s. It was the hourFor worship in her land; and she had come,With the religion of a high, pure heart,To bow herself in prayer. A darker mindMight pray at such an hour; but she had caughtThe spirit of the scene; and, as her eyeFollowed the coursing of the golden waves,Or rested on the clouds that slept above,Like isles upon the bosom of the sea,Her soul was swept to music like a harp,And she knelt down in her deep blessednessTo worship the High Maker. As she prayed,Her beautiful young boy—a very dream,As he might be, of infant loveliness,With his dark hair upon the summer wind,And the sweet laugh of a delighted childLike music on his lips—came leaping by,And, flinging a light wreath upon her brow,Sprang onward like a bounding antelope.She turned a moment—might she not, for him?Him, whom she cradled in the whispering tree,And gathered to her bosom in the hushOf the still night?—to know if he was there.Twas but a moment, and she bowed again;And, as the murmur of her silver toneStole out upon the wind, her imagesOf majesty came back, and she was filled,Like a deep channel by the whirlwind swept,Again with the rich rushing of her prayer.The shadows of the stealthy evening cameSilently on; but she was up, in thought,Among the crystal palaces of light;And a still prompting came to her, to prayThat the poor spirit of a passing world,With all its fond, but frail idolatries,Might on the altar of her God be flung.She breathed it, and along the holy shoreShe heard the whisper of the waters creep:‘Thine is the victory, Meina!’—Was it won?Won in its cold, bereaving cruelty?Won from the pride of woman? from her love?Won from thy boy! young mother? No! oh, no!She had forgotten him! He was too young,Too purely, beautifully young, to die!And then the waves repeated to the shore,And the light echo heard it: ‘Give him up!’And Meina heard it: ‘Give him to thy God!’And the strong heart arose! One arrowy pulseOf an acuter agony than death;One fearful shiver at the searching thrill,And she had won—aye, with her glorious boyUpon her very breast—the victory!Oh! let the erring oftener be forgiven,That, in the shadowy twilight of the mind,They stray a little from the perfect way!If there is evidence in silent leaves,And the still waters, of a present God,And all who hear not messages of grace,Must gather from its dim and hidden wordsTheir better solaces; remember yeWho reckon lightly of the poor Hindoo,That, in the scattering of the leaves of life,His page was written more imperfectly.The beautiful sun arose, and there was notA stain upon the sky; the virgin blueWas delicate as light; and, as the eastEclipsed night’s pale and starry jewelry,The pure intensity of noon stole on,Like the soft deepening of a northern eye.‘Come! my own glorious boy!’ and forth he sprang,As he had been created of the mornA spirit and an element of light.‘Come! Come!’ and he was bounding airilyBeside his stately mother, laughing outHis lisping prattle of the promised boat,As if her words had been in playfulness,‘That the bright waves should float him on to heaven.’The morning mist stole up, as Meina kneltTo offer him to God. Her eyes were dim;But her fine forehead, and her calm, still lip,Were fearfully subdued; and as the cloudWhich clothes the lightning slumbers, so they slept.Her soul was in its strength. She held her boyUpon her bosom, till she felt the throbOf his warm pulses numbered on her heart,And her low, leaden cadences, kept on!His silken hair, as delicately softAs the light wind that stirred it, floated up,As if to plead at her transparent cheek;But she had wooed its kisses till it cameTo be a fond idolatry, and nowShe nerved her as the strong heart answered it.And the low words broke severally on,Distinctly as a common orison!There is a period in the wreck of hopesBy the affections garnered, calmer farThan an untried serenity. It comesWith the stern conflict ever, and awaitsThe passage of that hour, as if the soulWere girded, and had championed suffering;And it is strange, how a weak human heartWill thus be quiet like a hushing storm,And, with a fetter on its pulses, waitTo measure spirits for the mastery!The low ‘Amen!’ died on the silent air,And Meina’s heart was ready. The young boySprang joyously away, as if her armsHad prisoned him too long; and, as he sawThe painted boat heave lightly to the swellUpon the reedy shore, and caught the breathOf her wreathed helm of flowers, he gave a shout,In his impatient gladness, and away,Like a warm vision of aerial birth,He bounded to implore that she would come.Calmly and steadily came Meina on,Led by her victim boy. The boat was thereAmong the tall wet reeds, and she went inAnd scanned its light frame over, and arrangedIts mimic ornaments; and then again,When she had seen it all, and he had grownImpatient, she began to note once moreThe frailties in its lightly plaited reeds,As if she did not know that it was meantTo kill. It is a wonderful effectOf nature in the heart, that in the strengthOf a mistaken duty, it will turn,And almost trifle with its tenderness,As if it half misgave that all was wrong.‘Come!’ and he sprang into his mother’s armsWith a light leap, and, scarcely falteringIn his gay laugh, he looked into her face,And in a tone of fondness whispered her,‘Will the boat bear, dear mother?’ She had quelledHer feelings until now; had nerved herselfTo the light grace with which he bounded by;Had heard his voice, and looked upon his hairIn its light, breezy floatings, and had shutHer heart up, with an iron thought, to all.But this one doubt, half sadness as it cameFrom his delighted lips, and with his lookOf childlike and appealing confidence,Was keener than a mother’s heart could bear!She bowed her head, and struggled, as if lifeWere bursting from its seal; and, as the thoughtRushed over her to take her idol back,And keep him for her God, he murmured low,‘And are you sure, my mother?’—‘No! my son!’And the strong tide of nature gathered backWith a resistless energy. She claspedHer boy convulsively, and he had livedTo quicken, in its gifted elements,The radiant spirit written on his brow,But a high strengthening she knew not of,Awakened her, and pressing down her lipsIn a long fervent kiss upon his cheek,She hushed him into peace, and lifting upHer face to heaven, she breathed the name of God,And laid him down—for ever!The light barkWent smoothly with the tide, and floated onTill his dark eye was scarcely visible.On, and yet on, she bounded! The bright wavesSeemed playful in their leaping joyousness,And the curled ripple feathered at the prowLike a glad thing of life. Had death grown slow?Or were the waters ‘stayed,’ that they should keepTheir cold embraces from him? On, still on,With her quick undulations! Hope revivedIn the sick heart of Meina, and she roseTo gaze more keenly forward. He was there,And his small arms were lifted; and she thoughtThat, as he tossed them upward, she could hearA cadence of his sweet and silvery voiceLike a delighted shouting. It died off,And then again she heard it. Was it joyThat broke upon her ear? oh! was there joyIn that long cry, thou mother? Hark to it!’Tis like the arrowy piercing of the wind!He moveth, and she bade him to be still!He riseth! ’tis his boyish restlessness!Look, Meina! Does he dash his little hands,In mirth, upon the waters? Hark! once more!‘Mother!’ He calls thee! Is thy child afraid?Again! How very fearfully it comes!‘Help! Mother!’ ’Tis a cry of agony!He sinks! Fly! Fly! he calls to thee! Oh fly!‘Mother!’ God help thee! Dost thou see him now?
It was a gentle eve in Hindoostan.The rains were past, and the delighted earthWas beautiful once more, and glittering leavesWere lifting lightly on their beaten stems,And glancing to the pure, transparent sky,Like a pleased infant smiling through its tears.Clouds lingered in the west, and tints were drawnBy sunset fingers on their skirts of gold,And they were floating as serenely there,As if the children of the restless stormCould sleep upon the azure floor of heaven.
It was a gentle eve in Hindoostan.
The rains were past, and the delighted earth
Was beautiful once more, and glittering leaves
Were lifting lightly on their beaten stems,
And glancing to the pure, transparent sky,
Like a pleased infant smiling through its tears.
Clouds lingered in the west, and tints were drawn
By sunset fingers on their skirts of gold,
And they were floating as serenely there,
As if the children of the restless storm
Could sleep upon the azure floor of heaven.
Deep ran the holy Ganges, for the rainHad swollen it from Thibet to the sea.Its flow was turbid; and, as if the windsWere not forgotten by the multitudeOf its strange waters, they were leaping up,And with a wonderous glory gatheringThe mantle of the sunset over them.How frequently these living passagesOf nature’s book are opened, and how fewAre the high hearts that know them, and can feelTheir eloquence and beauty!
Deep ran the holy Ganges, for the rain
Had swollen it from Thibet to the sea.
Its flow was turbid; and, as if the winds
Were not forgotten by the multitude
Of its strange waters, they were leaping up,
And with a wonderous glory gathering
The mantle of the sunset over them.
How frequently these living passages
Of nature’s book are opened, and how few
Are the high hearts that know them, and can feel
Their eloquence and beauty!
Meina stoodUpon the breathing carpet of the shore,Gazing on sky and river. There was muchIn the dark features of the young Hindoo,That should have won a gentler history.She had the Eastern eye, with its dark fringeAnd shadowy depth of lustre; but, beyondThe elements of beauty, there was writA something that the wounded roe would trustFor shelter from its hunters. Her closed lipsWere delicate as the tinted pencillingOf veins upon a flower; and on her cheekThe timid blood had faintly melted through,Like something that was half afraid of light.There was no slighter print upon the grassThan her elastic step; and in her frameThere was a perfect symmetry, that seemedAerial as a bird’s. It was the hourFor worship in her land; and she had come,With the religion of a high, pure heart,To bow herself in prayer. A darker mindMight pray at such an hour; but she had caughtThe spirit of the scene; and, as her eyeFollowed the coursing of the golden waves,Or rested on the clouds that slept above,Like isles upon the bosom of the sea,Her soul was swept to music like a harp,And she knelt down in her deep blessednessTo worship the High Maker. As she prayed,Her beautiful young boy—a very dream,As he might be, of infant loveliness,With his dark hair upon the summer wind,And the sweet laugh of a delighted childLike music on his lips—came leaping by,And, flinging a light wreath upon her brow,Sprang onward like a bounding antelope.She turned a moment—might she not, for him?Him, whom she cradled in the whispering tree,And gathered to her bosom in the hushOf the still night?—to know if he was there.Twas but a moment, and she bowed again;And, as the murmur of her silver toneStole out upon the wind, her imagesOf majesty came back, and she was filled,Like a deep channel by the whirlwind swept,Again with the rich rushing of her prayer.The shadows of the stealthy evening cameSilently on; but she was up, in thought,Among the crystal palaces of light;And a still prompting came to her, to prayThat the poor spirit of a passing world,With all its fond, but frail idolatries,Might on the altar of her God be flung.She breathed it, and along the holy shoreShe heard the whisper of the waters creep:‘Thine is the victory, Meina!’—Was it won?Won in its cold, bereaving cruelty?Won from the pride of woman? from her love?Won from thy boy! young mother? No! oh, no!She had forgotten him! He was too young,Too purely, beautifully young, to die!And then the waves repeated to the shore,And the light echo heard it: ‘Give him up!’And Meina heard it: ‘Give him to thy God!’And the strong heart arose! One arrowy pulseOf an acuter agony than death;One fearful shiver at the searching thrill,And she had won—aye, with her glorious boyUpon her very breast—the victory!Oh! let the erring oftener be forgiven,That, in the shadowy twilight of the mind,They stray a little from the perfect way!If there is evidence in silent leaves,And the still waters, of a present God,And all who hear not messages of grace,Must gather from its dim and hidden wordsTheir better solaces; remember yeWho reckon lightly of the poor Hindoo,That, in the scattering of the leaves of life,His page was written more imperfectly.
Meina stood
Upon the breathing carpet of the shore,
Gazing on sky and river. There was much
In the dark features of the young Hindoo,
That should have won a gentler history.
She had the Eastern eye, with its dark fringe
And shadowy depth of lustre; but, beyond
The elements of beauty, there was writ
A something that the wounded roe would trust
For shelter from its hunters. Her closed lips
Were delicate as the tinted pencilling
Of veins upon a flower; and on her cheek
The timid blood had faintly melted through,
Like something that was half afraid of light.
There was no slighter print upon the grass
Than her elastic step; and in her frame
There was a perfect symmetry, that seemed
Aerial as a bird’s. It was the hour
For worship in her land; and she had come,
With the religion of a high, pure heart,
To bow herself in prayer. A darker mind
Might pray at such an hour; but she had caught
The spirit of the scene; and, as her eye
Followed the coursing of the golden waves,
Or rested on the clouds that slept above,
Like isles upon the bosom of the sea,
Her soul was swept to music like a harp,
And she knelt down in her deep blessedness
To worship the High Maker. As she prayed,
Her beautiful young boy—a very dream,
As he might be, of infant loveliness,
With his dark hair upon the summer wind,
And the sweet laugh of a delighted child
Like music on his lips—came leaping by,
And, flinging a light wreath upon her brow,
Sprang onward like a bounding antelope.
She turned a moment—might she not, for him?
Him, whom she cradled in the whispering tree,
And gathered to her bosom in the hush
Of the still night?—to know if he was there.
Twas but a moment, and she bowed again;
And, as the murmur of her silver tone
Stole out upon the wind, her images
Of majesty came back, and she was filled,
Like a deep channel by the whirlwind swept,
Again with the rich rushing of her prayer.
The shadows of the stealthy evening came
Silently on; but she was up, in thought,
Among the crystal palaces of light;
And a still prompting came to her, to pray
That the poor spirit of a passing world,
With all its fond, but frail idolatries,
Might on the altar of her God be flung.
She breathed it, and along the holy shore
She heard the whisper of the waters creep:
‘Thine is the victory, Meina!’—Was it won?
Won in its cold, bereaving cruelty?
Won from the pride of woman? from her love?
Won from thy boy! young mother? No! oh, no!
She had forgotten him! He was too young,
Too purely, beautifully young, to die!
And then the waves repeated to the shore,
And the light echo heard it: ‘Give him up!’
And Meina heard it: ‘Give him to thy God!’
And the strong heart arose! One arrowy pulse
Of an acuter agony than death;
One fearful shiver at the searching thrill,
And she had won—aye, with her glorious boy
Upon her very breast—the victory!
Oh! let the erring oftener be forgiven,
That, in the shadowy twilight of the mind,
They stray a little from the perfect way!
If there is evidence in silent leaves,
And the still waters, of a present God,
And all who hear not messages of grace,
Must gather from its dim and hidden words
Their better solaces; remember ye
Who reckon lightly of the poor Hindoo,
That, in the scattering of the leaves of life,
His page was written more imperfectly.
The beautiful sun arose, and there was notA stain upon the sky; the virgin blueWas delicate as light; and, as the eastEclipsed night’s pale and starry jewelry,The pure intensity of noon stole on,Like the soft deepening of a northern eye.
The beautiful sun arose, and there was not
A stain upon the sky; the virgin blue
Was delicate as light; and, as the east
Eclipsed night’s pale and starry jewelry,
The pure intensity of noon stole on,
Like the soft deepening of a northern eye.
‘Come! my own glorious boy!’ and forth he sprang,As he had been created of the mornA spirit and an element of light.‘Come! Come!’ and he was bounding airilyBeside his stately mother, laughing outHis lisping prattle of the promised boat,As if her words had been in playfulness,‘That the bright waves should float him on to heaven.’The morning mist stole up, as Meina kneltTo offer him to God. Her eyes were dim;But her fine forehead, and her calm, still lip,Were fearfully subdued; and as the cloudWhich clothes the lightning slumbers, so they slept.Her soul was in its strength. She held her boyUpon her bosom, till she felt the throbOf his warm pulses numbered on her heart,And her low, leaden cadences, kept on!His silken hair, as delicately softAs the light wind that stirred it, floated up,As if to plead at her transparent cheek;But she had wooed its kisses till it cameTo be a fond idolatry, and nowShe nerved her as the strong heart answered it.And the low words broke severally on,Distinctly as a common orison!There is a period in the wreck of hopesBy the affections garnered, calmer farThan an untried serenity. It comesWith the stern conflict ever, and awaitsThe passage of that hour, as if the soulWere girded, and had championed suffering;And it is strange, how a weak human heartWill thus be quiet like a hushing storm,And, with a fetter on its pulses, waitTo measure spirits for the mastery!
‘Come! my own glorious boy!’ and forth he sprang,
As he had been created of the morn
A spirit and an element of light.
‘Come! Come!’ and he was bounding airily
Beside his stately mother, laughing out
His lisping prattle of the promised boat,
As if her words had been in playfulness,
‘That the bright waves should float him on to heaven.’
The morning mist stole up, as Meina knelt
To offer him to God. Her eyes were dim;
But her fine forehead, and her calm, still lip,
Were fearfully subdued; and as the cloud
Which clothes the lightning slumbers, so they slept.
Her soul was in its strength. She held her boy
Upon her bosom, till she felt the throb
Of his warm pulses numbered on her heart,
And her low, leaden cadences, kept on!
His silken hair, as delicately soft
As the light wind that stirred it, floated up,
As if to plead at her transparent cheek;
But she had wooed its kisses till it came
To be a fond idolatry, and now
She nerved her as the strong heart answered it.
And the low words broke severally on,
Distinctly as a common orison!
There is a period in the wreck of hopes
By the affections garnered, calmer far
Than an untried serenity. It comes
With the stern conflict ever, and awaits
The passage of that hour, as if the soul
Were girded, and had championed suffering;
And it is strange, how a weak human heart
Will thus be quiet like a hushing storm,
And, with a fetter on its pulses, wait
To measure spirits for the mastery!
The low ‘Amen!’ died on the silent air,And Meina’s heart was ready. The young boySprang joyously away, as if her armsHad prisoned him too long; and, as he sawThe painted boat heave lightly to the swellUpon the reedy shore, and caught the breathOf her wreathed helm of flowers, he gave a shout,In his impatient gladness, and away,Like a warm vision of aerial birth,He bounded to implore that she would come.Calmly and steadily came Meina on,Led by her victim boy. The boat was thereAmong the tall wet reeds, and she went inAnd scanned its light frame over, and arrangedIts mimic ornaments; and then again,When she had seen it all, and he had grownImpatient, she began to note once moreThe frailties in its lightly plaited reeds,As if she did not know that it was meantTo kill. It is a wonderful effectOf nature in the heart, that in the strengthOf a mistaken duty, it will turn,And almost trifle with its tenderness,As if it half misgave that all was wrong.
The low ‘Amen!’ died on the silent air,
And Meina’s heart was ready. The young boy
Sprang joyously away, as if her arms
Had prisoned him too long; and, as he saw
The painted boat heave lightly to the swell
Upon the reedy shore, and caught the breath
Of her wreathed helm of flowers, he gave a shout,
In his impatient gladness, and away,
Like a warm vision of aerial birth,
He bounded to implore that she would come.
Calmly and steadily came Meina on,
Led by her victim boy. The boat was there
Among the tall wet reeds, and she went in
And scanned its light frame over, and arranged
Its mimic ornaments; and then again,
When she had seen it all, and he had grown
Impatient, she began to note once more
The frailties in its lightly plaited reeds,
As if she did not know that it was meant
To kill. It is a wonderful effect
Of nature in the heart, that in the strength
Of a mistaken duty, it will turn,
And almost trifle with its tenderness,
As if it half misgave that all was wrong.
‘Come!’ and he sprang into his mother’s armsWith a light leap, and, scarcely falteringIn his gay laugh, he looked into her face,And in a tone of fondness whispered her,‘Will the boat bear, dear mother?’ She had quelledHer feelings until now; had nerved herselfTo the light grace with which he bounded by;Had heard his voice, and looked upon his hairIn its light, breezy floatings, and had shutHer heart up, with an iron thought, to all.But this one doubt, half sadness as it cameFrom his delighted lips, and with his lookOf childlike and appealing confidence,Was keener than a mother’s heart could bear!She bowed her head, and struggled, as if lifeWere bursting from its seal; and, as the thoughtRushed over her to take her idol back,And keep him for her God, he murmured low,‘And are you sure, my mother?’—‘No! my son!’And the strong tide of nature gathered backWith a resistless energy. She claspedHer boy convulsively, and he had livedTo quicken, in its gifted elements,The radiant spirit written on his brow,But a high strengthening she knew not of,Awakened her, and pressing down her lipsIn a long fervent kiss upon his cheek,She hushed him into peace, and lifting upHer face to heaven, she breathed the name of God,And laid him down—for ever!
‘Come!’ and he sprang into his mother’s arms
With a light leap, and, scarcely faltering
In his gay laugh, he looked into her face,
And in a tone of fondness whispered her,
‘Will the boat bear, dear mother?’ She had quelled
Her feelings until now; had nerved herself
To the light grace with which he bounded by;
Had heard his voice, and looked upon his hair
In its light, breezy floatings, and had shut
Her heart up, with an iron thought, to all.
But this one doubt, half sadness as it came
From his delighted lips, and with his look
Of childlike and appealing confidence,
Was keener than a mother’s heart could bear!
She bowed her head, and struggled, as if life
Were bursting from its seal; and, as the thought
Rushed over her to take her idol back,
And keep him for her God, he murmured low,
‘And are you sure, my mother?’—‘No! my son!’
And the strong tide of nature gathered back
With a resistless energy. She clasped
Her boy convulsively, and he had lived
To quicken, in its gifted elements,
The radiant spirit written on his brow,
But a high strengthening she knew not of,
Awakened her, and pressing down her lips
In a long fervent kiss upon his cheek,
She hushed him into peace, and lifting up
Her face to heaven, she breathed the name of God,
And laid him down—for ever!
The light barkWent smoothly with the tide, and floated onTill his dark eye was scarcely visible.On, and yet on, she bounded! The bright wavesSeemed playful in their leaping joyousness,And the curled ripple feathered at the prowLike a glad thing of life. Had death grown slow?Or were the waters ‘stayed,’ that they should keepTheir cold embraces from him? On, still on,With her quick undulations! Hope revivedIn the sick heart of Meina, and she roseTo gaze more keenly forward. He was there,And his small arms were lifted; and she thoughtThat, as he tossed them upward, she could hearA cadence of his sweet and silvery voiceLike a delighted shouting. It died off,And then again she heard it. Was it joyThat broke upon her ear? oh! was there joyIn that long cry, thou mother? Hark to it!’Tis like the arrowy piercing of the wind!He moveth, and she bade him to be still!He riseth! ’tis his boyish restlessness!Look, Meina! Does he dash his little hands,In mirth, upon the waters? Hark! once more!‘Mother!’ He calls thee! Is thy child afraid?Again! How very fearfully it comes!‘Help! Mother!’ ’Tis a cry of agony!He sinks! Fly! Fly! he calls to thee! Oh fly!‘Mother!’ God help thee! Dost thou see him now?
The light bark
Went smoothly with the tide, and floated on
Till his dark eye was scarcely visible.
On, and yet on, she bounded! The bright waves
Seemed playful in their leaping joyousness,
And the curled ripple feathered at the prow
Like a glad thing of life. Had death grown slow?
Or were the waters ‘stayed,’ that they should keep
Their cold embraces from him? On, still on,
With her quick undulations! Hope revived
In the sick heart of Meina, and she rose
To gaze more keenly forward. He was there,
And his small arms were lifted; and she thought
That, as he tossed them upward, she could hear
A cadence of his sweet and silvery voice
Like a delighted shouting. It died off,
And then again she heard it. Was it joy
That broke upon her ear? oh! was there joy
In that long cry, thou mother? Hark to it!
’Tis like the arrowy piercing of the wind!
He moveth, and she bade him to be still!
He riseth! ’tis his boyish restlessness!
Look, Meina! Does he dash his little hands,
In mirth, upon the waters? Hark! once more!
‘Mother!’ He calls thee! Is thy child afraid?
Again! How very fearfully it comes!
‘Help! Mother!’ ’Tis a cry of agony!
He sinks! Fly! Fly! he calls to thee! Oh fly!
‘Mother!’ God help thee! Dost thou see him now?