7Then once more, cloaked and ready, he set out,Tripping the footsteps of the eager boyAlong the dappled cobbles, while the routWithin the tavern jeered at his employ.Through new-burst elm leaves filtered the white moon,Who peered and splashed between the twinkling boughs,Flooded the open spaces, and took flightBefore tall, serried houses in platoon,Guarded by shadows. Past the Custom HouseThey took their hurried way in the Spring-scented night.
8Before a door which fronted a canalThe boy halted. A dim tree-shaded spot.The water lapped the stones in musicalAnd rhythmic tappings, and a galliotSlumbered at anchor with no light aboard.The boy knocked twice, and steps approached. A flameWinked through the keyhole, then a key was turned,And through the open door Max went towardAnother door, whence sound of voices came.He entered a large room where candelabra burned.
9An aged man in quilted dressing gownRose up to greet him. "Sir," said Max, "you sentYour messenger to seek throughout the townA lawyer. I have small accomplishment,But I am at your service, and my nameIs Max Breuck, Counsellor, at your command.""Mynheer," replied the aged man, "obligedAm I, and count myself much privileged.I am Cornelius Kurler, and my fameIs better known on distant oceans than on land.
10My ship has tasted water in strange seas,And bartered goods at still uncharted isles.She's oft coquetted with a tropic breeze,And sheered off hurricanes with jaunty smiles.""Tush, Kurler," here broke in the other man,"Enough of poetry, draw the deed and sign."The old man seemed to wizen at the voice,"My good friend, Grootver,—" he at once began."No introductions, let us have some wine,And business, now that you at last have made your choice."
11A harsh and disagreeable man he proved to be,This Grootver, with no single kindly thought.Kurler explained, his old hands nervouslyTwisting his beard. His vessel he had boughtFrom Grootver. He had thought to soon repayThe ducats borrowed, but an adverse windHad so delayed him that his cargo broughtBut half its proper price, the very dayHe came to port he stepped ashore to findThe market glutted and his counted profits naught.
12Little by little Max made out the wayThat Grootver pressed that poor harassed old man.His money he must have, too long delayHad turned the usurer to a ruffian."But let me take my ship, with many balesOf cotton stuffs dyed crimson, green, and blue,Cunningly patterned, made to suit the tasteOf mandarin's ladies; when my battered sailsOpen for home, such stores will I bring youThat all your former ventures will be counted waste.
13Such light and foamy silks, like crinkled cream,And indigo more blue than sun-whipped seas,Spices and fragrant trees, a massive beamOf sandalwood, and pungent China teas,Tobacco, coffee!" Grootver only laughed.Max heard it all, and worse than all he heardThe deed to which the sailor gave his word.He shivered, 'twas as if the villain gaffedThe old man with a boat-hook; bleeding, spent,He begged for life nor knew at all the road he went.
14For Kurler had a daughter, young and gay,Carefully reared and shielded, rarely seen.But on one black and most unfriendly dayGrootver had caught her as she passed betweenThe kitchen and the garden. She had runIn fear of him, his evil leering eye,And when he came she, bolted in her room,Refused to show, though gave no reason why.The spinning of her future had begun,On quiet nights she heard the whirring of her doom.
15Max mended an old goosequill by the fire,Loathing his work, but seeing no thing to do.He felt his hands were building up the pyreTo burn two souls, and seized with vertigoHe staggered to his chair. Before him layWhite paper still unspotted by a crime."Now, young man, write," said Grootver in his ear."`If in two years my vessel should yet stayFrom Amsterdam, I give Grootver, sometimeA friend, my daughter for his lawful wife.' Now swear."
16And Kurler swore, a palsied, tottering sound,And traced his name, a shaking, wandering line.Then dazed he sat there, speechless from his wound.Grootver got up: "Fair voyage, the brigantine!"He shuffled from the room, and left the house.His footsteps wore to silence down the street.At last the aged man began to rouse.With help he once more gained his trembling feet."My daughter, Mynheer Breuck, is friendless now.Will you watch over her? I ask a solemn vow."
17Max laid his hand upon the old man's arm,"Before God, sir, I vow, when you are gone,So to protect your daughter from all harmAs one man may." Thus sorrowful, forlorn,The situation to Max Breuck appeared,He gave his promise almost without thought,Nor looked to see a difficulty. "BredGently to watch a mother left alone;Bound by a dying father's wish, who fearedThe world's accustomed harshness when he should be dead;
18Such was my case from youth, Mynheer Kurler.Last Winter she died also, and my daysAre passed in work, lest I should grieve for her,And undo habits used to earn her praise.My leisure I will gladly give to seeYour household and your daughter prosperous."The sailor said his thanks, but turned away.He could not brook that his humility,So little wonted, and so tremulous,Should first before a stranger make such great display.
19"Come here to-morrow as the bells ring noon,I sail at the full sea, my daughter thenI will make known to you. 'Twill be a boonIf after I have bid good-by, and whenHer eyeballs scorch with watching me depart,You bring her home again. She lives with oneOld serving-woman, who has brought her up.But that is no friend for so free a heart.No head to match her questions. It is done.And I must sail away to come and brim her cup.
20My ship's the fastest that owns AmsterdamAs home, so not a letter can you send.I shall be back, before to where I amAnother ship could reach. Now your stipend—"Quickly Breuck interposed. "When you once moreTread on the stones which pave our streets.—Good night!To-morrow I will be, at stroke of noon,At the great wharf." Then hurrying, in spiteOf cake and wine the old man pressed uponHim ere he went, he took his leave and shut the door.
21'Twas noon in Amsterdam, the day was clear,And sunshine tipped the pointed roofs with gold.The brown canals ran liquid bronze, for hereThe sun sank deep into the waters cold.And every clock and belfry in the townHammered, and struck, and rang. Such peals of bells,To shake the sunny morning into life,And to proclaim the middle, and the crown,Of this most sparkling daytime! The crowd swells,Laughing and pushing toward the quays in friendly strife.
22The "Horn of Fortune" sails away to-day.At highest tide she lets her anchor go,And starts for China. Saucy popinjay!Giddy in freshest paint she curtseys low,And beckons to her boats to let her start.Blue is the ocean, with a flashing breeze.The shining waves are quick to take her part.They push and spatter her. Her sails are loose,Her tackles hanging, waiting men to seizeAnd haul them taut, with chanty-singing, as they choose.
23At the great wharf's edge Mynheer Kurler stands,And by his side, his daughter, young Christine.Max Breuck is there, his hat held in his hands,Bowing before them both. The brigantineBounces impatient at the long delay,Curvets and jumps, a cable's length from shore.A heavy galliot unloads on the wallsRound, yellow cheeses, like gold cannon ballsStacked on the stones in pyramids. Once moreKurler has kissed Christine, and now he is away.
24Christine stood rigid like a frozen stone,Her hands wrung pale in effort at control.Max moved aside and let her be alone,For grief exacts each penny of its toll.The dancing boat tossed on the glinting sea.A sun-path swallowed it in flaming light,Then, shrunk a cockleshell, it came againUpon the other side. Now on the leeIt took the "Horn of Fortune". Straining sightCould see it hauled aboard, men pulling on the crane.
25Then up above the eager brigantine,Along her slender masts, the sails took flight,Were sheeted home, and ropes were coiled. The shineOf the wet anchor, when its heavy weightRose splashing to the deck. These things they saw,Christine and Max, upon the crowded quay.They saw the sails grow white, then blue in shade,The ship had turned, caught in a windy flawShe glided imperceptibly away,Drew farther off and in the bright sky seemed to fade.
26Home, through the emptying streets, Max took Christine,Who would have hid her sorrow from his gaze.Before the iron gateway, clasped betweenEach garden wall, he stopped. She, in amaze,Asked, "Do you enter not then, Mynheer Breuck?My father told me of your courtesy.Since I am now your charge, 'tis meet for meTo show such hospitality as maiden may,Without disdaining rules must not be broke.Katrina will have coffee, and she bakes today."
27She straight unhasped the tall, beflowered gate.Curled into tendrils, twisted into conesOf leaves and roses, iron infoliate,It guards the pleasance, and its stiffened bonesAre budded with much peering at the rows,And beds, and arbours, which it keeps inside.Max started at the beauty, at the glareOf tints. At either end was set a widePath strewn with fine, red gravel, and such showsOf tulips in their splendour flaunted everywhere!
28From side to side, midway each path, there ranA longer one which cut the space in two.And, like a tunnel some magicianHas wrought in twinkling green, an alley grew,Pleached thick and walled with apple trees; their flowersIncensed the garden, and when Autumn cameThe plump and heavy apples crowding stoodAnd tapped against the arbour. Then the dameKatrina shook them down, in pelting showersThey plunged to earth, and died transformed to sugared food.
29Against the high, encircling walls were grapes,Nailed close to feel the baking of the sunFrom glowing bricks. Their microscopic shapesHalf hidden by serrated leaves. And oneOld cherry tossed its branches near the door.Bordered along the wall, in beds between,Flickering, streaming, nodding in the air,The pride of all the garden, there were moreTulips than Max had ever dreamed or seen.They jostled, mobbed, and danced. Max stood at helpless stare.
30"Within the arbour, Mynheer Breuck, I'll bringCoffee and cakes, a pipe, and Father's bestTobacco, brought from countries harbouringDawn's earliest footstep. Wait." With girlish zestTo please her guest she flew. A moment moreShe came again, with her old nurse behind.Then, sitting on the bench and knitting fast,She talked as someone with a noble storeOf hidden fancies, blown upon the wind,Eager to flutter forth and leave their silent past.
31The little apple leaves above their headsLet fall a quivering sunshine. Quiet, cool,In blossomed boughs they sat. Beyond, the bedsOf tulips blazed, a proper vestibuleAnd antechamber to the rainbow. DyesOf prismed richness: Carmine. Madder. BluesTinging dark browns to purple. Silvers flushedTo amethyst and tinct with gold. Round eyesOf scarlet, spotting tender saffron hues.Violets sunk to blacks, and reds in orange crushed.
32Of every pattern and in every shade.Nacreous, iridescent, mottled, checked.Some purest sulphur-yellow, others madeAn ivory-white with disks of copper flecked.Sprinkled and striped, tasselled, or keenest edged.Striated, powdered, freckled, long or short.They bloomed, and seemed strange wonder-moths new-fledged,Born of the spectrum wedded to a flame.The shade within the arbour made a portTo o'ertaxed eyes, its still, green twilight rest became.
33Her knitting-needles clicked and Christine talked,This child matured to woman unaware,The first time left alone. Now dreams once balkedFound utterance. Max thought her very fair.Beneath her cap her ornaments shone gold,And purest gold they were. Kurler was richAnd heedful. Her old maiden aunt had diedWhose darling care she was. Now, growing bold,She asked, had Max a sister? Dropped a stitchAt her own candour. Then she paused and softly sighed.
34Two years was long! She loved her father well,But fears she had not. He had always beenJust sailed or sailing. And she must not dwellOn sad thoughts, he had told her so, and seenHer smile at parting. But she sighed once more.Two years was long; 'twas not one hour yet!Mynheer Grootver she would not see at all.Yes, yes, she knew, but ere the date so set,The "Horn of Fortune" would be at the wall.When Max had bid farewell, she watched him from the door.
35The next day, and the next, Max went to askThe health of Jufvrouw Kurler, and the news:Another tulip blown, or the great taskOf gathering petals which the high wind strews;The polishing of floors, the pictured tilesWell scrubbed, and oaken chairs most deftly oiled.Such things were Christine's world, and his was sheWinter drew near, his sun was in her smiles.Another Spring, and at his law he toiled,Unspoken hope counselled a wise efficiency.
36Max Breuck was honour's soul, he knew himselfThe guardian of this girl; no more, no less.As one in charge of guineas on a shelfLoose in a china teapot, may confessHis need, but may not borrow till his friendComes back to give. So Max, in honour, saidNo word of love or marriage; but the daysHe clipped off on his almanac. The endMust come! The second year, with feet of lead,Lagged slowly by till Spring had plumped the willow sprays.
37Two years had made Christine a woman grown,With dignity and gently certain pride.But all her childhood fancies had not flown,Her thoughts in lovely dreamings seemed to glide.Max was her trusted friend, did she confessA closer happiness? Max could not tell.Two years were over and his life he foundSphered and complete. In restless eagernessHe waited for the "Horn of Fortune". WellHad he his promise kept, abating not one pound.
38Spring slipped away to Summer. Still no glassSighted the brigantine. Then Grootver cameDemanding Jufvrouw Kurler. His trespassWas justified, for he had won the game.Christine begged time, more time! Midsummer went,And Grootver waxed impatient. Still the shipTarried. Christine, betrayed and weary, sankTo dreadful terrors. One day, crazed, she sentFor Max. "Come quickly," said her note, "I skipThe worst distress until we meet. The world is blank."
39Through the long sunshine of late afternoonMax went to her. In the pleached alley, lostIn bitter reverie, he found her soon.And sitting down beside her, at the costOf all his secret, "Dear," said he, "what thingSo suddenly has happened?" Then, in tears,She told that Grootver, on the following morn,Would come to marry her, and shuddering:"I will die rather, death has lesser fears."Max felt the shackles drop from the oath which he had sworn.
40"My Dearest One, the hid joy of my heart!I love you, oh! you must indeed have known.In strictest honour I have played my part;But all this misery has overthrownMy scruples. If you love me, marry meBefore the sun has dipped behind those trees.You cannot be wed twice, and Grootver, foiled,Can eat his anger. My care it shall beTo pay your father's debt, by such degreesAs I can compass, and for years I've greatly toiled.
41This is not haste, Christine, for long I've knownMy love, and silence forced upon my lips.I worship you with all the strength I've shownIn keeping faith." With pleading finger tipsHe touched her arm. "Christine! Beloved! Think.Let us not tempt the future. Dearest, speak,I love you. Do my words fall too swift now?They've been in leash so long upon the brink."She sat quite still, her body loose and weak.Then into him she melted, all her soul at flow.
42And they were married ere the westering sunHad disappeared behind the garden trees.The evening poured on them its benison,And flower-scents, that only night-time frees,Rose up around them from the beamy ground,Silvered and shadowed by a tranquil moon.Within the arbour, long they lay embraced,In such enraptured sweetness as they foundClose-partnered each to each, and thinking soonTo be enwoven, long ere night to morning faced.
43At last Max spoke, "Dear Heart, this night is ours,To watch it pale, together, into dawn,Pressing our souls apart like opening flowersUntil our lives, through quivering bodies drawn,Are mingled and confounded. Then, far spent,Our eyes will close to undisturbed rest.For that desired thing I leave you now.To pinnacle this day's accomplishment,By telling Grootver that a bootless questIs his, and that his schemes have met a knock-down blow."
44But Christine clung to him with sobbing cries,Pleading for love's sake that he leave her not.And wound her arms about his knees and thighsAs he stood over her. With dread, begotOf Grootver's name, and silence, and the night,She shook and trembled. Words in moaning plaintWooed him to stay. She feared, she knew not why,Yet greatly feared. She seemed some anguished saintMartyred by visions. Max Breuck soothed her frightWith wisdom, then stepped out under the cooling sky.
45But at the gate once more she held him closeAnd quenched her heart again upon his lips."My Sweetheart, why this terror? I proposeBut to be gone one hour! Evening slipsAway, this errand must be done." "Max! Max!First goes my father, if I lose you now!"She grasped him as in panic lest she drown.Softly he laughed, "One hour through the townBy moonlight! That's no place for foul attacks.Dearest, be comforted, and clear that troubled brow.
46One hour, Dear, and then, no more alone.We front another day as man and wife.I shall be back almost before I'm gone,And midnight shall anoint and crown our life."Then through the gate he passed. Along the streetShe watched his buttons gleaming in the moon.He stopped to wave and turned the garden wall.Straight she sank down upon a mossy seat.Her senses, mist-encircled by a swoon,Swayed to unconsciousness beneath its wreathing pall.
47Briskly Max walked beside the still canal.His step was firm with purpose. Not a jotHe feared this meeting, nor the rancorous gallGrootver would spit on him who marred his plot.He dreaded no man, since he could protectChristine. His wife! He stopped and laughed aloud.His starved life had not fitted him for joy.It strained him to the utmost to rejectEven this hour with her. His heart beat loud."Damn Grootver, who can force my time to this employ!"
48He laughed again. What boyish uncontrolTo be so racked. Then felt his ticking watch.In half an hour Grootver would know the whole.And he would be returned, lifting the latchOf his own gate, eager to take ChristineAnd crush her to his lips. How bear delay?He broke into a run. In front, a lineOf candle-light banded the cobbled street.Hilverdink's tavern! Not for many a dayHad he been there to take his old, accustomed seat.
49"Why, Max! Stop, Max!" And out they came pell-mell,His old companions. "Max, where have you been?Not drink with us? Indeed you serve us well!How many months is it since we have seenYou here? Jan, Jan, you slow, old doddering goat!Here's Mynheer Breuck come back again at last,Stir your old bones to welcome him. Fie, Max.Business! And after hours! Fill your throat;Here's beer or brandy. Now, boys, hold him fast.Put down your cane, dear man. What really vicious whacks!"
50They forced him to a seat, and held him there,Despite his anger, while the hideous jokeWas tossed from hand to hand. Franz poured with careA brimming glass of whiskey. "Here, we've brokeInto a virgin barrel for you, drink!Tut! Tut! Just hear him! Married! Who, and when?Married, and out on business. Clever Spark!Which lie's the likeliest? Come, Max, do think."Swollen with fury, struggling with these men,Max cursed hilarity which must needs have a mark.
51Forcing himself to steadiness, he triedTo quell the uproar, told them what he daredOf his own life and circumstance. ImpliedMost urgent matters, time could ill be spared.In jesting mood his comrades heard his tale,And scoffed at it. He felt his anger moreGoaded and bursting;—"Cowards! Is no one lothTo mock at duty—" Here they called for ale,And forced a pipe upon him. With an oathHe shivered it to fragments on the earthen floor.
52Sobered a little by his violence,And by the host who begged them to be still,Nor injure his good name, "Max, no offence,"They blurted, "you may leave now if you will.""One moment, Max," said Franz. "We've gone too far.I ask your pardon for our foolish joke.It started in a wager ere you came.The talk somehow had fall'n on drugs, a jarI brought from China, herbs the natives smoke,Was with me, and I thought merely to play a game.
53Its properties are to induce a sleepFraught with adventure, and the flight of timeIs inconceivable in swiftness. DeepSunken in slumber, imageries sublimeFlatter the senses, or some fearful dreamHolds them enmeshed. Years pass which on the clockAre but so many seconds. We agreedThat the next man who came should prove the scheme;And you were he. Jan handed you the crock.Two whiffs! And then the pipe was broke, and you were freed."
54"It is a lie, a damned, infernal lie!"Max Breuck was maddened now. "Another jestOf your befuddled wits. I know not whyI am to be your butt. At my requestYou'll choose among you one who'll answer forYour most unseasonable mirth. Good-nightAnd good-by,—gentlemen. You'll hear from me."But Franz had caught him at the very door,"It is no lie, Max Breuck, and for your plightI am to blame. Come back, and we'll talk quietly.
55You have no business, that is why we laughed,Since you had none a few minutes ago.As to your wedding, naturally we chaffed,Knowing the length of time it takes to doA simple thing like that in this slow world.Indeed, Max, 'twas a dream. Forgive me then.I'll burn the drug if you prefer." But BreuckMuttered and stared,—"A lie." And then he hurled,Distraught, this word at Franz: "Prove it. And whenIt's proven, I'll believe. That thing shall be your work.
56I'll give you just one week to make your case.On August thirty-first, eighteen-fourteen,I shall require your proof." With wondering faceFranz cried, "A week to August, and fourteenThe year! You're mad, 'tis April now.April, and eighteen-twelve." Max staggered, caughtA chair,—"April two years ago! Indeed,Or you, or I, are mad. I know not howEither could blunder so." Hilverdink brought"The Amsterdam Gazette", and Max was forced to read.
57"Eighteen hundred and twelve," in largest print;And next to it, "April the twenty-first."The letters smeared and jumbled, but by dintOf straining every nerve to meet the worst,He read it, and into his pounding brainTumbled a horror. Like a roaring seaForeboding shipwreck, came the message plain:"This is two years ago! What of Christine?"He fled the cellar, in his agonyRunning to outstrip Fate, and save his holy shrine.
58The darkened buildings echoed to his feetClap-clapping on the pavement as he ran.Across moon-misted squares clamoured his fleetAnd terror-winged steps. His heart beganTo labour at the speed. And still no sign,No flutter of a leaf against the sky.And this should be the garden wall, and roundThe corner, the old gate. No even lineWas this! No wall! And then a fearful cryShattered the stillness. Two stiff houses filled the ground.
59Shoulder to shoulder, like dragoons in line,They stood, and Max knew them to be the onesTo right and left of Kurler's garden. SpineRigid next frozen spine. No mellow tonesOf ancient gilded iron, undulate,Expanding in wide circles and broad curves,The twisted iron of the garden gate,Was there. The houses touched and left no spaceBetween. With glassy eyes and shaking nervesMax gazed. Then mad with fear, fled still, and left that place.
60Stumbling and panting, on he ran, and on.His slobbering lips could only cry, "Christine!My Dearest Love! My Wife! Where are you gone?What future is our past? What saturnine,Sardonic devil's jest has bid us liveTwo years together in a puff of smoke?It was no dream, I swear it! In some star,Or still imprisoned in Time's egg, you giveMe love. I feel it. Dearest Dear, this strokeShall never part us, I will reach to where you are."
61His burning eyeballs stared into the dark.The moon had long been set. And still he cried:"Christine! My Love! Christine!" A sudden sparkPricked through the gloom, and shortly Max espiedWith his uncertain vision, so withinDistracted he could scarcely trust its truth,A latticed window where a crimson gleamSpangled the blackness, and hung from a pin,An iron crane, were three gilt balls. His youthHad taught their meaning, now they closed upon his dream.
62Softly he knocked against the casement, wideIt flew, and a cracked voice his business thereDemanded. The door opened, and insideMax stepped. He saw a candle held in airAbove the head of a gray-bearded Jew."Simeon Isaacs, Mynheer, can I serveYou?" "Yes, I think you can. Do you keep arms?I want a pistol." Quick the old man grewLivid. "Mynheer, a pistol! Let me swerveYou from your purpose. Life brings often false alarms—"
63"Peace, good old Isaacs, why should you supposeMy purpose deadly. In good truth I've beenBlest above others. You have many rowsOf pistols it would seem. Here, this shagreenCase holds one that I fancy. Silvered mountsAre to my taste. These letters `C. D. L.'Its former owner? Dead, you say. Poor Ghost!'Twill serve my turn though—" Hastily he countsThe florins down upon the table. "Well,Good-night, and wish me luck for your to-morrow's toast."
64Into the night again he hurried, nowPale and in haste; and far beyond the townHe set his goal. And then he wondered howPoor C. D. L. had come to die. "It's grownHandy in killing, maybe, this I've bought,And will work punctually." His sorrow fellUpon his senses, shutting out all else.Again he wept, and called, and blindly foughtThe heavy miles away. "Christine. I'm well.I'm coming. My Own Wife!" He lurched with failing pulse.
65Along the dyke the keen air blew in gusts,And grasses bent and wailed before the wind.The Zuider Zee, which croons all night and thrustsLong stealthy fingers up some way to findAnd crumble down the stones, moaned baffled. HereThe wide-armed windmills looked like gallows-trees.No lights were burning in the distant thorps.Max laid aside his coat. His mind, half-clear,Babbled "Christine!" A shot split through the breeze.The cold stars winked and glittered at his chilling corpse.
Dear Virgin Mary, far away,Look down from Heaven while I pray.Open your golden casement high,And lean way out beyond the sky.I am so little, it may beA task for you to harken me.O Lady Mary, I have boughtA candle, as the good priest taught.I only had one penny, soOld Goody Jenkins let it go.It is a little bent, you see.But Oh, be merciful to me!I have not anything to give,Yet I so long for him to live.A year ago he sailed awayAnd not a word unto today.I've strained my eyes from the sea-wallBut never does he come at all.Other ships have entered portTheir voyages finished, long or short,And other sailors have receivedTheir welcomes, while I sat and grieved.My heart is bursting for his hail,O Virgin, let me spy his sail.Hull down on the edge of a sun-soaked seaSparkle the bellying sails for me.Taut to the push of a rousing windShaking the sea till it foams behind,The tightened rigging is shrill with the song:"We are back again who were gone so long."One afternoon I bumped my head.I sat on a post and wished I were deadLike father and mother, for no one caredWhither I went or how I fared.A man's voice said, "My little lad,Here's a bit of a toy to make you glad."Then I opened my eyes and saw him plain,With his sleeves rolled up, and the dark blue stainOf tattooed skin, where a flock of quailFlew up to his shoulder and met the tailOf a dragon curled, all pink and green,Which sprawled on his back, when it was seen.He held out his hand and gave to meThe most marvellous top which could ever be.It had ivory eyes, and jet-black rings,And a red stone carved into little wings,All joined by a twisted golden line,And set in the brown wood, even and fine.Forgive me, Lady, I have not broughtMy treasure to you as I ought,But he said to keep it for his sakeAnd comfort myself with it, and takeJoy in its spinning, and so I do.It couldn't mean quite the same to you.Every day I met him there,Where the fisher-nets dry in the sunny air.He told me stories of courts and kings,Of storms at sea, of lots of things.The top he said was a sort of signThat something in the big world was mine.Blue and white on a sun-shot ocean.Against the horizon a glint in motion.Full in the grasp of a shoving wind,Trailing her bubbles of foam behind,Singing and shouting to port she races,A flying harp, with her sheets and braces.O Queen of Heaven, give me heed,I am in very utmost need.He loved me, he was all I had,And when he came it made the sadThoughts disappear. This very daySend his ship home to me I pray.I'll be a priest, if you want it so,I'll work till I have enough to goAnd study Latin to say the prayersOn the rosary our old priest wears.I wished to be a sailor too,But I will give myself to you.I'll never even spin my top,But put it away in a box. I'll stopWhistling the sailor-songs he taught.I'll save my pennies till I have boughtA silver heart in the market square,I've seen some beautiful, white ones there.I'll give up all I want to doAnd do whatever you tell me to.Heavenly Lady, take awayAll the games I like to play,Take my life to fill the score,Only bring him back once more!The poplars shiver and turn their leaves,And the wind through the belfry moans and grieves.The gray dust whirls in the market square,And the silver hearts are covered with careBy thick tarpaulins. Once againThe bay is black under heavy rain.The Queen of Heaven has shut her door.A little boy weeps and prays no more.
But why did I kill him? Why? Why?In the small, gilded room, near the stair?My ears rack and throb with his cry,And his eyes goggle under his hair,As my fingers sink into the fairWhite skin of his throat. It was I!I killed him! My God! Don't you hear?I shook him until his red tongueHung flapping out through the black, queer,Swollen lines of his lips. And I clungWith my nails drawing blood, while I flungThe loose, heavy body in fear.Fear lest he should still not be dead.I was drunk with the lust of his life.The blood-drops oozed slow from his headAnd dabbled a chair. And our strifeLasted one reeling second, his knifeLay and winked in the lights overhead.And the waltz from the ballroom I heard,When I called him a low, sneaking cur.And the wail of the violins stirredMy brute anger with visions of her.As I throttled his windpipe, the purrOf his breath with the waltz became blurred.I have ridden ten miles through the dark,With that music, an infernal din,Pounding rhythmic inside me. Just Hark!One! Two! Three! And my fingers sink inTo his flesh when the violins, thinAnd straining with passion, grow stark.One! Two! Three! Oh, the horror of sound!While she danced I was crushing his throat.He had tasted the joy of her, woundRound her body, and I heard him gloatOn the favour. That instant I smote.One! Two! Three! How the dancers swirl round!He is here in the room, in my arm,His limp body hangs on the spinOf the waltz we are dancing, a swarmOf blood-drops is hemming us in!Round and round! One! Two! Three! And his sinIs red like his tongue lolling warm.One! Two! Three! And the drums are his knell.He is heavy, his feet beat the floorAs I drag him about in the swellOf the waltz. With a menacing roar,The trumpets crash in through the door.One! Two! Three! clangs his funeral bell.One! Two! Three! In the chaos of spaceRolls the earth to the hideous gleeOf death! And so cramped is this place,I stifle and pant. One! Two! Three!Round and round! God! 'Tis he throttles me!He has covered my mouth with his face!And his blood has dripped into my heart!And my heart beats and labours. One! Two!Three! His dead limbs have coiled every partOf my body in tentacles. ThroughMy ears the waltz jangles. Like glueHis dead body holds me athwart.One! Two! Three! Give me air! Oh! My God!One! Two! Three! I am drowning in slime!One! Two! Three! And his corpse, like a clod,Beats me into a jelly! The chime,One! Two! Three! And his dead legs keep time.Air! Give me air! Air! My God!
The fountain bent and straightened itselfIn the night wind,Blowing like a flower.It gleamed and glittered,A tall white lily,Under the eye of the golden moon.From a stone seat,Beneath a blossoming lime,The man watched it.And the spray patteredOn the dim grass at his feet.The fountain tossed its water,Up and up, like silver marbles.Is that an arm he sees?And for one momentDoes he catch the moving curveOf a thigh?The fountain gurgled and splashed,And the man's face was wet.Is it singing that he hears?A song of playing at ball?The moonlight shines on the straight column of water,And through it he sees a woman,Tossing the water-balls.Her breasts point outwards,And the nipples are like buds of peonies.Her flanks ripple as she plays,And the water is not more undulatingThan the lines of her body."Come," she sings, "Poet!Am I not more worth than your day ladies,Covered with awkward stuffs,Unreal, unbeautiful?What do you fear in taking me?Is not the night for poets?I am your dream,Recurrent as water,Gemmed with the moon!"She steps to the edge of the poolAnd the water runs, rustling, down her sides.She stretches out her arms,And the fountain streams behind herLike an opened veil.
In the morning the gardeners came to their work."There is something in the fountain," said one.They shuddered as they laid their dead masterOn the grass."I will close his eyes," said the head gardener,"It is uncanny to see a dead man staring at the sun."
IThe inkstand is full of ink, and the paper lies white and unspotted,in the round of light thrown by a candle. Puffs of darkness sweep intothe corners, and keep rolling through the room behind his chair. The airis silver and pearl, for the night is liquid with moonlight.See how the roof glitters, like ice!Over there, a slice of yellow cuts into the silver-blue, and beside it standtwo geraniums, purple because the light is silver-blue, to-night.
See! She is coming, the young woman with the bright hair.She swings a basket as she walks, which she places on the sill,between the geranium stalks. He laughs, and crumples his paperas he leans forward to look. "The Basket Filled with Moonlight",what a title for a book!The bellying clouds swing over the housetops.