Paul slipped away as the dusk beganTo dim the little shop. He ranTo the nearest inn, and chose with careAs much as his thin purse could bear.As rapt-souled monks watch over the bakingOf the sacred wafer, and through the makingOf the holy wine whisper secret prayersThat God will bless this labour of theirs;So Paul, in a sober ecstasy,Purchased the best which he could buy.Returning, he brushed his tools aside,And laid across the table a wideNapkin. He put a glass and plateOn either side, in duplicate.Over the lady's, excellentWith loveliness, the laurels bent.In the centre the white-flaked pastry stood,And beside it the wine flask. Red as bloodWas the wine which should bring the lustihoodOf human life to his lady's veins.When all was ready, all which pertainsTo a simple meal was there, with eyesLit by the joy of his great emprise,He reverently bade her come,And forsake for him her distant home.He put meat on her plate and filled her glass,And waited what should come to pass.The Shadow lay quietly on the wall.From the street outside came a watchman's call"A cloudy night. Rain beginning to fall."And still he waited. The clock's slow tickKnocked on the silence. Paul turned sick.He filled his own glass full of wine;From his pocket he took a paper. The twineWas knotted, and he searched a knifeFrom his jumbled tools. The cord of lifeSnapped as he cut the little string.He knew that he must do the thingHe feared. He shook powder into the wine,And holding it up so the candle's shineSparked a ruby through its heart,He drank it. "Dear, never apartAgain! You have said it was mine to do.It is done, and I am come to you!"
Paul Jannes let the empty wine-glass fall,And held out his arms. The insentient wallStared down at him with its cold, white glareUnstained! The Shadow was not there!Paul clutched and tore at his tightening throat.He felt the veins in his body bloat,And the hot blood run like fire and stonesAlong the sides of his cracking bones.But he laughed as he staggered towards the door,And he laughed aloud as he sank on the floor.
The Coroner took the body away,And the watches were sold that Saturday.The Auctioneer said one could seldom buySuch watches, and the prices were high.
Holy Mother of God, Merciful Mary. Hear me! I am very weary. I have comefrom a village miles away, all day I have been coming, and I ache for suchfar roaming. I cannot walk as light as I used, and my thoughts grow confused.I am heavier than I was. Mary Mother, you know the cause!
Beautiful Holy Lady, take my shame away from me! Let this fearbe only seeming, let it be that I am dreaming. For months I have hopedit was so, now I am afraid I know. Lady, why should this be shame,just because I haven't got his name. He loved me, yes, Lady, he did,and he couldn't keep it hid. We meant to marry. Why did he die?
That day when they told me he had gone down in the avalanche, and could notbe found until the snow melted in Spring, I did nothing. I could not cry.Why should he die? Why should he die and his child live? His little childalive in me, for my comfort. No, Good God, for my misery! I cannot facethe shame, to be a mother, and not married, and the poor child to be reviledfor having no father. Merciful Mother, Holy Virgin, take away this sin I did.Let the baby not be. Only take the stigma off of me!
I have told no one but you, Holy Mary. My mother would call me "whore",and spit upon me; the priest would have me repent, and havethe rest of my life spent in a convent. I am no whore, no bad woman,he loved me, and we were to be married. I carried him always in my heart,what did it matter if I gave him the least part of me too? You were a virgin,Holy Mother, but you had a son, you know there are times when a womanmust give all. There is some call to give and hold back nothing.I swear I obeyed God then, and this child who lives in me is the sign.What am I saying? He is dead, my beautiful, strong man! I shall neverfeel him caress me again. This is the only baby I shall have.Oh, Holy Virgin, protect my baby! My little, helpless baby!
He will look like his father, and he will be as fast a runner and as gooda shot. Not that he shall be no scholar neither. He shall go to schoolin winter, and learn to read and write, and my father will teach him to carve,so that he can make the little horses, and cows, and chamois,out of white wood. Oh, No! No! No! How can I think such things,I am not good. My father will have nothing to do with my boy,I shall be an outcast thing. Oh, Mother of our Lord God, be merciful,take away my shame! Let my body be as it was before he came.No little baby for me to keep underneath my heart for those long months.To live for and to get comfort from. I cannot go home and tell my mother.She is so hard and righteous. She never loved my father, and we were bornfor duty, not for love. I cannot face it. Holy Mother, take my baby away!Take away my little baby! I don't want it, I can't bear it!
And I shall have nothing, nothing! Just be known as a good girl.Have other men want to marry me, whom I could not touch, after having knownmy man. Known the length and breadth of his beautiful white body,and the depth of his love, on the high Summer Alp, with the moon above,and the pine-needles all shiny in the light of it. He is gone, my man,I shall never hear him or feel him again, but I could not touch another.I would rather lie under the snow with my own man in my arms!
So I shall live on and on. Just a good woman. With nothing to warm my heartwhere he lay, and where he left his baby for me to care for. I shall not bequite human, I think. Merely a stone-dead creature. They will respect me.What do I care for respect! You didn't care for people's tongueswhen you were carrying our Lord Jesus. God had my man give me my baby,when He knew that He was going to take him away. His lips will comfort me,his hands will soothe me. All day I will work at my lace-making,and all night I will keep him warm by my side and pray the blessed Angelsto cover him with their wings. Dear Mother, what is it that sings?I hear voices singing, and lovely silver trumpets through it all. They seemjust on the other side of the wall. Let me keep my baby, Holy Mother.He is only a poor lace-maker's baby, with a stain upon him,but give me strength to bring him up to be a man.
Tang of fruitage in the air;Red boughs bursting everywhere;Shimmering of seeded grass;Hooded gentians all a'mass.Warmth of earth, and cloudless windTearing off the husky rind,Blowing feathered seeds to fallBy the sun-baked, sheltering wall.Beech trees in a golden haze;Hardy sumachs all ablaze,Glowing through the silver birches.How that pine tree shouts and lurches!From the sunny door-jamb high,Swings the shell of a butterfly.Scrape of insect violinsThrough the stubble shrilly dins.Every blade's a minaretWhere a small muezzin's set,Loudly calling us to prayAt the miracle of day.Then the purple-lidded nightWestering comes, her footsteps lightGuided by the radiant boonOf a sickle-shaped new moon.
In the brown water,Thick and silver-sheened in the sunshine,Liquid and cool in the shade of the reeds,A pike dozed.Lost among the shadows of stemsHe lay unnoticed.Suddenly he flicked his tail,And a green-and-copper brightnessRan under the water.Out from under the reedsCame the olive-green light,And orange flashed upThrough the sun-thickened water.So the fish passed across the pool,Green and copper,A darkness and a gleam,And the blurred reflections of the willows on the opposite bankReceived it.
Pale, with the blue of high zeniths, shimmered over with silver, brocadedIn smooth, running patterns, a soft stuff, with dark knotted fringes,it lies there,Warm from a woman's soft shoulders, and my fingers close on it, caressing.Where is she, the woman who wore it? The scent of her lingers and drugs me!A languor, fire-shotted, runs through me, and I crush the scarf downon my face,And gulp in the warmth and the blueness, and my eyes swimin cool-tinted heavens.Around me are columns of marble, and a diapered, sun-flickered pavement.Rose-leaves blow and patter against it. Below the stone steps a lute tinkles.A jar of green jade throws its shadow half over the floor. A big-belliedFrog hops through the sunlight and plops in the gold-bubbled water of a basin,Sunk in the black and white marble. The west wind has lifted a scarfOn the seat close beside me, the blue of it is a violent outrage of colour.She draws it more closely about her, and it ripples beneathher slight stirring.Her kisses are sharp buds of fire; and I burn back against her, a jewelHard and white; a stalked, flaming flower; till I break toa handful of cinders,And open my eyes to the scarf, shining blue in the afternoon sunshine.How loud clocks can tick when a room is empty, and one is alone!
Hey! My daffodil-crowned,Slim and without sandals!As the sudden spurt of flame upon darknessSo my eyeballs are startled with you,Supple-limbed youth among the fruit-trees,Light runner through tasselled orchards.You are an almond flower unsheathedLeaping and flickering between the budded branches.
As I would free the white almond from the green huskSo would I strip your trappings off,Beloved.And fingering the smooth and polished kernelI should see that in my hands glittered a gem beyond counting.
The neighbour sits in his window and plays the flute.From my bed I can hear him,And the round notes flutter and tap about the room,And hit against each other,Blurring to unexpected chords.It is very beautiful,With the little flute-notes all about me,In the darkness.In the daytime,The neighbour eats bread and onions with one handAnd copies music with the other.He is fat and has a bald head,So I do not look at him,But run quickly past his window.There is always the sky to look at,Or the water in the well!But when night comes and he plays his flute,I think of him as a young man,With gold seals hanging from his watch,And a blue coat with silver buttons.As I lie in my bedThe flute-notes push against my ears and lips,And I go to sleep, dreaming.
You are beautiful and fadedLike an old opera tunePlayed upon a harpsichord;Or like the sun-flooded silksOf an eighteenth-century boudoir.In your eyesSmoulder the fallen roses of out-lived minutes,And the perfume of your soulIs vague and suffusing,With the pungence of sealed spice-jars.Your half-tones delight me,And I grow mad with gazingAt your blent colours.My vigour is a new-minted penny,Which I cast at your feet.Gather it up from the dust,That its sparkle may amuse you.
Gushing from the mouths of stone menTo spread at ease under the skyIn granite-lipped basins,Where iris dabble their feetAnd rustle to a passing wind,The water fills the garden with its rushing,In the midst of the quiet of close-clipped lawns.Damp smell the ferns in tunnels of stone,Where trickle and plash the fountains,Marble fountains, yellowed with much water.Splashing down moss-tarnished stepsIt falls, the water;And the air is throbbing with it.With its gurgling and running.With its leaping, and deep, cool murmur.And I wished for night and you.I wanted to see you in the swimming-pool,White and shining in the silver-flecked water.While the moon rode over the garden,High in the arch of night,And the scent of the lilacs was heavy with stillness.Night, and the water, and you in your whiteness, bathing!
Guarded within the old red wall's embrace,Marshalled like soldiers in gay company,The tulips stand arrayed. Here infantryWheels out into the sunlight. What bold graceSets off their tunics, white with crimson lace!Here are platoons of gold-frocked cavalry,With scarlet sabres tossing in the eyeOf purple batteries, every gun in place.Forward they come, with flaunting colours spread,With torches burning, stepping out in timeTo some quick, unheard march. Our ears are dead,We cannot catch the tune. In pantomimeParades that army. With our utmost powersWe hear the wind stream through a bed of flowers.
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After Hearing a Waltz by Bartok:Originally: After Hearing a Waltz by Bartók:A Blockhead:"There are non, ever. As a monk who prays"changed to:"There are none, ever. As a monk who prays"A Tale of Starvation:"And he neither eat nor drank."changed to:"And he neither ate nor drank."The Great Adventure of Max Breuck:Stanza headings were originally Roman Numerals.The Book of Hours of Sister Clotilde:The following names are presented in this etext sans accents:Marguérite, Angélique, Véronique, Franc,ois.
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Some books by Amy Lowell:
Poetry:A Critical Fable* A Dome of Many-Coloured Glass (1912)* Sword Blades and Poppy Seed (1914)* Men, Women and Ghosts (1916)Can Grande's Castle (1918)Pictures of the Floating World (1919)Legends (1921)What's O'Clock (1925)East WindBallads For Sale(In collaboration with Florence Ayscough)Fir-Flower Tablets: Poems Translated from the Chinese (1921)
Prose:John KeatsSix French Poets: Studies in Contemporary Literature (1915)Tendencies in Modern American Poetry (1917)
* Now available online from Project Gutenberg.
From the notes to "The Second Book of Modern Verse" (1919, 1920), edited by Jessie B. Rittenhouse.
Lowell, Amy. Born in Brookline, Mass., Feb. 9, 1874. Educated at private schools. Author of "A Dome of Many-Coloured Glass", 1912; "Sword Blades and Poppy Seed", 1914; "Men, Women and Ghosts", 1916; "Can Grande's Castle", 1918; "Pictures of the Floating World", 1919. Editor of the three successive collections of "Some Imagist Poets", 1915, '16, and '17, containing the early work of the "Imagist School" of which Miss Lowell became the leader. This movement,... originated in England, the idea have been first conceived by a young poet named T. E. Hulme, but developed and put forth by Ezra Pound in an article called "Don'ts by an Imagist", which appeared in `Poetry; A Magazine of Verse'. ... A small group of poets gathered about Mr. Pound, experimenting along the technical lines suggested, and a cult of "Imagism" was formed, whose first group-expression was in the little volume, "Des Imagistes", published in New York in April, 1914. Miss Lowell did not come actively into the movement until after that time, but once she had entered it, she became its leader, and it was chiefly through her effort in America that the movement attained so much prominence and so influenced the trend of poetry for the years immediately succeeding. Miss Lowell many times, in admirable articles, stated the principles upon which Imagism is based, notably in the Preface to "Some Imagist Poets" and in the Preface to the second series, in 1916. She also elaborated it much more fully in her volume, "Tendencies in Modern American Poetry", 1917, in the articles pertaining to the work of "H.D." and John Gould Fletcher. In her own creative work, however, Miss Lowell did most to establish the possibilities of the Imagistic idea and of its modes of presentation, and opened up many interesting avenues of poetic form. Her volume, "Can Grande's Castle", is devoted to work in the medium which she styled "Polyphonic Prose" and contains some of her finest work, particularly "The Bronze Horses".