She was on her knees beside me, bathing my battered face, talking all the while in a soft voice that I thought wonderfully sweet to hear.
"Poor boy!" she was saying, over and over again, "poor boy!" And after she had said it, perhaps a dozen times, I opened my eyes and looked at her.
"Madam, I am twenty-five!" said I. Hereupon, sponge in hand, she drew back and looked at me.
A wonderful face—low-browed, deep-eyed, full-lipped. The eyes were dark and swiftly changeful, and there was a subtle witchery in the slanting shadow of their lashes.
"Twenty-five!" she repeated, "can it really be?"
"Why not, madam?"
"So very young?"
"Why—" I began, greatly taken aback. "Indeed, I—that is—"
But here she laughed and then she sighed, and sighing, shook her head.
"Poor boy!" said she, "poor boy!" And, when I would have retorted, she stopped me with the sponge.
"Your mouth is cut," said she, after a while, "and there is a great gash in your brow."
"But the water feels delicious!" said I.
"And your throat is all scratched and swollen!"
"But your hands are very gentle and soothing!"
"I don't hurt you, then?"
"On the contrary, the—the pain is very trifling, thank you."
"Yet you fainted a little while ago."
"Then it was very foolish of me."
"Poor—" she hesitated, and looking up at her through the trickling water, I saw that she was smiling.
"—fellow!" said she. And her lips were very sweet, and her eyes very soft and tender—for an Amazon.
And, when she had washed the blood from my face, she went to fetch clean water from where I kept it in a bucket in the corner.
Now, at my elbow, upon the table, lay the knife, a heavy, clumsy contrivance I had bought to use in my carpentry, and I now, mechanically, picked it up. As I did so the light gleamed evilly upon its long blade.
"Put it down!" she commanded; "put it away—it is a hateful thing!"
"For a woman's hand," I added, "so hideously unfeminine!"
"Some men are so hatefully—hideously—masculine!" she retorted, her lip curling. "I expected—him—and you are terribly like him."
"As to that," said I, "I may have the same colored eyes and hair, and be something of the same build—"
"Yes," she nodded, "it was your build, and the color of your eyes and hair that—startled me."
"But, after all," said I, "the similarity is only skin-deep, and goes no farther."
"No," she answered, kneeling beside me again; "no, you are—only twenty-five!" And, as she said this, her eyes were hidden by her lashes.
"Twenty-five is—twenty-five!" said I, more sharply than before."Why do you smile?"
"The water is all dripping from your nose and chin!—stoop lower over the basin."
"And yet," said I, as well as I could on account of the trickling water, for she was bathing my face again, "and yet, you must be years younger than I."
"But then, some women always feel older than a man—more especially if he is hurt."
"Thank you," said I, "thank you; with the exception of a scratch, or so, I am very well!" But, as I moved, I caught my thumb clumsily against the table-edge, and winced with the sudden pain of it.
"What is it—your hand?"
"My thumb."
"Let me see?" Obediently I stretched out my hand to her.
"Is it broken?"
"Dislocated, I think."
"It is greatly swollen!"
"Yes," said I, and taking firm hold of it with my left hand, I gave it a sudden pull which started the sweat upon my temples, but sent it back into joint.
"Poor—"
"Well?" said I, as she hesitated.
"—man!" said she, and touched the swollen hand very tenderly with her fingers.
"You do not fear me any longer?"
"No."
"In spite of my eyes and hair?"
"In spite of your eyes and hair—you see, a woman knows instinctively whom she must fear and whom not to fear."
"Well?"
"And you are one I do not fear, and, I think, never should."
"Hum!" said I, rubbing my chin, "I am only twenty-five!"
"Twenty-five is—twenty-five!" said she demurely.
"And yet, I am very like—him—you said so yourself!"
"Him!" she exclaimed, starting. "I had forgotten all about him. Where is he—what has become of him?" and she glanced apprehensively towards the door.
"Half way to Tonbridge—or should be by now."
"Tonbridge!" said she, in a tone of amazement, and turned to look at me again.
"Tonbridge!" I repeated.
"But he is not the man to—to run away," said she doubtfully—"even from you."
"No, indeed!" said I, shaking my head, "he certainly did not run away, but circumstances—and a stone, were too much—even for him."
"A stone?"
"Upon which he—happened to fall, and strike his head—very fortunately for me."
"Was he—much hurt?"
"Stunned only," I answered.
She was still kneeling beside my chair, but now she sat back, and turned to stare into the fire. And, as she sat, I noticed how full and round and white her arms were, for her sleeves were rolled high, and that the hand, which yet held the sponge, was likewise very white, neither big nor little, a trifle wide, perhaps, but with long, slender fingers. Presently, with a sudden gesture, she raised her head and looked at me again—a long, searching look.
"Who are you?" she asked suddenly.
"My name," said I, "is Peter."
"Yes," she nodded, with her eyes still on mine.
"Peter—Smith," I went on, "and, by that same token, I am a blacksmith—very humbly at your service."
"Peter—Smith!" she repeated, as though trying the sound of it, hesitating at the surname exactly as I had done. "Peter—Smith!—and mine is Charmian, Charmian—Brown." And here again was a pause between the two names.
"Yours is a very beautiful name," said I, "especially the Charmian!"
"And yours," she retorted, "is a beautifully—ugly one!"
"Yes?"
"Especially the—Peter!"
"Indeed, I quite agree with you," said I, rising, "and now, if I may trouble you for the towel—thank you!" Forthwith I began to dry my face as well as I might on account of my injured thumb, while she watched me with a certain elusive merriment peeping from her eyes, and quivering at me round her lips, an expression half mocking, half amused, that I had seen there more than once already. Wherefore, to hide from her my consciousness of this, I fell to towelling myself vigorously, so much so, that, forgetting the cut in my brow, I set it bleeding faster than ever.
"Oh, you are very clumsy!" she cried, springing up, and, snatching the towel from me, she began to stanch the blood with it. "If you will sit down, I will bind it up for you."
"Really, it is quite unnecessary," I demurred.
"Quite!" said she; "is there anything will serve as a bandage?"
"There is the towel!" I suggested.
"Not to be thought of!"
"Then you might tear a strip off the sheet," said I, nodding towards the bed.
"Ridiculous!" said she, and proceeded to draw a handkerchief from the bosom of her dress, and having folded it with great nicety and moistened it in the bowl, she tied it about my temples.
Now, to do this, she had, perforce, to pass her, arms about my neck, and this brought her so near that I could feel her breath upon my lips, and there stole to me, out of her hair, or out of her bosom, a perfume very sweet, that was like the fragrance of violets at evening. But her hands were all too dexterous, and, quicker than it takes to write, the bandage was tied, and she was standing before me, straight and tall.
"There—that is more comfortable, isn't it?" she inquired, and with the words she bestowed a final little pat to the bandage, a touch so light—so ineffably gentle that it might almost have been the hand of that long-dead mother whom I had never known. "That is better, isn't it?" she demanded.
"Thank you—yes, very comfortable!" said I. But, as the word left me, my glance, by accident, encountered the pistol near by, and at sight of it a sudden anger came upon me, for I remembered that, but for my intervention, this girl was a murderess; wherefore, I would fain have destroyed the vile thing, and reached for it impulsively, but she was before me, and snatching up the weapon, hid it behind her as she had done once before.
"Give it to me," said I, frowning, "it is an accursed thing!"
"Yet it has been my friend to-night," she answered.
"Give it to me!" I repeated. She threw up her head, and regarded me with a disdainful air, for my tone had been imperative.
"Come," said I, and held out my hand. So, for a while, we looked into each other's eyes, then, all at once, she dropped the weapon on the table before me and turned her back to me.
"I think—" she began, speaking with her back still turned to me.
"Well?" said I.
"—that you have—"
"Yes?" said I.
"—very unpleasant—eyes!"
"I am very sorry for that," said I, dropping the weapon out of sight behind my row of books, having done which, I drew both chairs nearer the fire, and invited her to sit down.
"Thank you, I prefer to stand," said she loftily.
"As you will," I answered, but, even while I spoke, she seemed to change her mind, for she sank into the nearest chair, and, chin in hand, stared into the fire.
"And so," said she, as I sat down opposite her, "and so your name isPeter Smith, and you are a blacksmith?"
"Yes, a blacksmith."
"And make horseshoes?"
"Naturally, yes."
"And do you live here?"
"Yes."
"Alone?"
"Quite alone!"
"And how long have you lived here alone?"
"Not so long that I am tired of it."
"And is this cottage yours?"
"Yes—that is, it stands on the Sefton estates, I believe, but nobody hereabouts would seem anxious to dispute my right of occupying the place."
"Why not?"
"Because it is generally supposed to be haunted."
"Oh!"
"It was built by some wanderer of the roads," I explained, "a stranger to these parts, who lived alone here, and eventually died alone here."
"Died here?"
"Hanged himself on the staple above the door, yonder."
"Oh!" said she again, and cast a fearful glance towards the deep-driven, rusty staple.
"The country folk believe his spirit still haunts the place," I went on, "and seldom, or never, venture foot within the Hollow."
"And are you not afraid of this ghost?"
"No," said I.
"It must be very lonely here."
"Delightfully so."
"Are you so fond of solitude?"
"Yes, for solitude is thought, and to think is to live."
"And what did you do with the—pistol?"
"I dropped it out of sight behind my books yonder."
"I wonder why I gave it to you."
"Because, if you remember, I asked you for it."
"But I usually dislike doing what I am asked, and your manner was—scarcely courteous."
"You also objected to my eyes, I think?"
"Yes," she nodded.
"Hum!" said I.
The dark night, outside, was filled with malignant demons now, who tore at the rattling casements, who roared and bellowed down the chimney, or screamed furiously round the cottage; but here, in the warm firelight, I heeded them not at all, watching, rather, this woman, where she sat, leaned forward, gazing deep into the glow. And where the light touched her hair it woke strange fires, red and bronze. And it was very rebellious hair, with little tendrils that gleamed, here and there, against her temples, and small, defiant curls that seemed to strive to hide behind her ear, or, bold and wanton, to kiss her snowy neck—out of sheer bravado.
As to her dress, I, little by little, became aware of two facts, for whereas her gown was of a rough, coarse material such as domestic servants wear, the stockinged foot that peeped at me beneath its hem (her shoes were drying on the hearth) was clad in a silk so fine that I could catch, through it, the gleam of the white flesh beneath. From this apparent inconsistency I deduced that she was of educated tastes, but poor—probably a governess, or, more likely still, taking her hands into consideration, with their long, prehensile fingers, a teacher of music, and was going on to explain to myself her present situation as the outcome of Beauty, Poverty, and the Devil, when she sighed, glanced toward the door, shivered slightly, and reaching her shoes from the hearth prepared to slip them on.
"They are still very wet!" said I deprecatingly.
"Yes," she answered.
"Listen to the wind!" said I.
"It is terribly high."
"And it rains very hard!" said I.
"Yes," and she shivered again.
"It will be bad travelling for any one to-night," said I.
Charmian stared into the fire.
"Indeed, it would be madness for the strongest to stir abroad on such a night."
Charmian stared into the fire.
"What with the wind and the rain the roads would be utterly impassable, not to mention the risks of falling trees or shattered boughs."
Charmian shivered again.
"And the inns are all shut, long ago; to stir out, therefore, would be the purest folly."
Charmian stared into the fire.
"On the other hand, here are a warm room, a good fire, and a very excellent bed."
She neither spoke nor moved, only her eyes were raised suddenly and swiftly to mine.
"Also," I continued, returning her look, "here, most convenient to your hand, is a fine sharp knife, in case you are afraid of the ghost or any other midnight visitant and so—good night, madam!" Saying which, I took up one of the candles and crossed to the door of that room—which had once been Donald's, but here I paused to glance back at her. "Furthermore," said I, snuffing my candle with great nicety, "madam need have no further qualms regarding the color of my hair and eyes—none whatever."
Whereupon I bowed somewhat stiffly on account of my bruises, and, going into my chamber, closed the door behind me.
Having made the bed (for since Donald's departure I had occupied my two beds alternately) I undressed slowly, for my thumb was very painful; also I paused frequently to catch the sound of the light, quick footstep beyond the door, and the whisper of her garments as she walked.
"Charmian!" said I to myself when at length all was still, "Charmian!"And I blew out my candle.
Outside, the souls of the unnumbered dead still rode the storm, and the world was filled with their woeful lamentation. But, as I lay in the dark, there came to me a faint perfume as of violets at evening-time, elusive and very sweet, breathing of Charmian herself; and putting up my hand, I touched the handkerchief that bound my brow.
"Charmian!" said I to myself again, and so, fell asleep.
The sun was pouring in at my lattice when I awoke next morning to a general soreness of body that at first puzzled me to account for. But as I lay in that delicious state between sleeping and waking, I became aware of a faint, sweet perfume; and, turning my head, espied a handkerchief upon the pillow beside me. And immediately I came to my elbow, with my eyes directed to the door, for now indeed I remembered all, and beyond that door, sleeping or waking, lay a woman.
In the early morning things are apt to lose something of the glamour that was theirs over night; thus I remained propped upon my elbow, gazing apprehensively at the door, and with my ears on the stretch, hearkening for any movement from the room beyond that should tell me she was up. But I heard only the early chorus of the birds and the gurgle of the brook, swollen with last night's rain. In a while I rose and began to dress somewhat awkwardly, on account of my thumb, yet with rather more than my usual care, stopping occasionally to hear if she was yet astir. Being at last fully dressed, I sat down to wait until I should hear her footstep. But I listened vainly, for minute after minute elapsed until, rising at length, I knocked softly. And having knocked thrice, each time louder than before, without effect, I lifted the latch and opened the door.
My first glance showed me that the bed had never even been slept in, and that save for myself the place was empty. And yet the breakfast-table had been neatly set, though with but one cup and saucer.
Now, beside this cup and saucer was one of my few books, and picking it up, I saw that it was my Virgil. Upon the fly-leaf, at which it was open, I had, years ago, scrawled my name thus:
But lo! close under this, written in a fine Italian hand, were the following words:
"To Peter Smith, Esq. [the "Smith" underlined] Blacksmith. Charmian Brown ["Brown" likewise underlined] desires to thank Mr. Smith, yet because thanks are so poor and small, and his service so great, needs must she remember him as a gentleman, yet oftener as a blacksmith, and most of all, as a man. Charmian Brown begs him to accept this little trinket in memory of her; it is all she has to offer him. He may also keep her handkerchief."
Upon the table, on the very spot where the book had lain, was a gold heart-shaped locket, very quaint and old-fashioned, upon one side of which was engraved the following posy:
"Hee who myne heart would keepe for longShall be a gentil man and strong."
Attached to the locket was a narrow blue riband, wherefore, passing this riband over my head, I hung the locket about my neck. And having read through the message once more, I closed the Virgil, and, replacing it on the shelf, set about brewing a cup of tea, and so presently sat down to breakfast.
I had scarcely done so, however, when there came a timid knock at the door, whereat I rose expectantly, and immediately sat down again.
"Come in!" said I. The latch was slowly raised, the door swung open, and the Ancient appeared. If I was surprised to see him at such an hour, he was even more so, for, at sight of me, his mouth opened, and he stood staring speechlessly, leaning upon his stick.
"Why, Ancient," said I, "you are early abroad this morning!"
"Lord!" he exclaimed, scarcely above a whisper.
"Come in and sit down," said I.
"Lord! Lord!" he murmured, "an' a-satin' 'is breakfus' tu. Lordy, Lord!"
"Yes," I nodded, "and, such as it is, you are heartily welcome to share it—sit down," and I drew up my other chair.
"A-eatin' 'is breakfus' as ever was!" repeated the old man, without moving.
"And why not, Ancient?"
"Why not?" he repeated disdainfully. "'Cause breakfus' can't be ate by a corp', can it?"
"A corpse, Ancient; what do you mean?"
"I means as a corp' aren't got no right to eat a breakfus'—no!"
"Why, I—no, certainly not."
"Consequently, you aren't a corp', you'll be tellin me."
"I?—no, not yet, God be thanked!"
"Peter," said the Ancient, shaking his head, and mopping his brow with a corner of his neckerchief, "you du be forever a-givin' of me turns, that ye du."
"Do I, Ancient?"
"Ay—that ye du, an' me such a aged man tu—such a very aged man. I wonders at ye, Peter, an' me wi' my white 'airs—oh, I wonders at ye!" said he, sinking into the chair I had placed for him and regarding me with a stern, reproving eye.
"If you will tell me what I have been guilty of—" I began.
"I come down 'ere, Peter—so early as it be, tu—I come down 'ere to look for your corp', arter the storm an' what 'appened last night. I comes down 'ere, and what does I find?—I finds ye a-eatin' your breakfus'—just as if theer never 'adn't been no storm at all—no, nor nothin' else."
"I'm sure," said I, pouring out a second cup of tea, "I'm sure I would sooner you should find my corpse than any one else, and am sorry to have disappointed you again, but really, Ancient—"
"Oh, it aren't the disapp'intment, Peter—I found one corp', an' that's enough, I suppose, for an aged man like me—no, it aren't that—it's findin' ye eatin' your breakfus'—just as if theer 'ad 'adn't been no storm—no, nor yet no devil, wi' 'orns an' a tail, a-runnin' up an' down in the 'Oller 'ere, an' a-roarin' an' a-bellerin', as John Pringle said, last night."
"Ah! and what else did John Pringle say?" I inquired, setting down my cup.
"Why, 'e come into 'The Bull' all wet an' wild-like, an' wi' 'is two eyes a-stickin' out like gooseberries! 'E comes a-bustin' into the 'tap'—an' never says a word till 'e's emptied Old Amos's tankard—that bein' nighest. Then—'By Goles!' says 'e, lookin' round on us all, 'by Goles! I jest seen the ghost!' 'Ghost!' says all on us, sittin' up, ye may be sure, Peter. 'Ay,' says John, lookin' over 'is shoulder, scared-like, 'seed un wi' my two eyes, I did, an' what's more, I heerd un tu!' 'Wheer?' says all on us, beginnin' to look over our shoulders likewise. 'Wheer?' says John, 'wheer should I see un but in that theer ghashly 'Oller. I see a light, fust of all, a-leapin' an' a-dancin' about 'mong the trees—ah! an' I 'eerd shouts as was enough to curdle a man's good blood.' 'Pooh! what's lights?' says Joel Amos, cockin' 'is eye into 'is empty tankard; 'that bean't much to frighten a man, no, nor shouts neither.' 'Aren't it?' says John Pringle, fierce-like; 'what if I tell ye the place be full o' flamin' fire—what if I tell ye I see the devil 'isself, all smoke, an' sparks, an' brimston' a-floatin' an' a-flyin', an' draggin' a body through the tops o' the trees?' 'Lord!' says everybody, an' well they might, Peter, an' nobody says nothin' for a while. 'I wonder,' says Joel Amos at last, 'I wonder who 'e was a-draggin' through the tops o' the trees—an' why?' 'That'll be poor Peter bein' took away,' says I, 'I'll go an' find the poor lad's corp' in the mornin'—an' 'ere I be."
"And you find me not dead, after all your trouble," said I.
"If," said the Ancient, sighing, "if your arms was broke, or your legs was broke, now—or if your 'air was singed, or your face all burned an' blackened wi' sulphur, I could ha' took it kinder; but to find ye a-sittin' eatin' an' drinkin'—it aren't what I expected of ye, Peter, no." Shaking his head moodily, he took from his hat his neverfailing snuff-box, but, having extracted a pinch, paused suddenly in the act of inhaling it, to stare at me very hard. "But," said he, in a more hopeful tone, "but your face be all bruised an' swole up, to be sure, Peter."
"Is it, Ancient?"
"Ah! that it be—that it be," he cried, his eyes brightening, "an' your thumb all bandaged tu."
"Why, so it is, Ancient."
"An'—Peter—!" The pinch of snuff fell, and made a little brown cloud on the snow of his smock-frock as he rose, trembling, and leaned towards me, across the table.
"Well, Ancient?"
"Your throat—!"
"Yes—what of it?"
"It—be all marked—scratched it be—tore, as if—as if—claws 'ad been at it, Peter, long—sharp—claws!"
"Is it, Ancient?"
"Peter—oh, Peter!" said he, with a sudden quaver in his voice, "who was it—what was it, Peter?" and he laid a beseeching hand upon mine. "Peter!" His voice had sunk almost to a whisper, and the hand plucked tremulously at my sleeve, while in the wrinkled old face was a look of pitiful entreaty. "Oh, Peter! oh, lad! 'twere Old Nick as done it—'twere the devil as done it, weren't it—? oh! say 'twere the devil, Peter." And, seeing that hoary head all a-twitch with eagerness as he waited my answer, how could I do other than nod?
"Yes, it was the devil, Ancient." The old man subsided into his chair; embracing himself exultantly.
"I knowed it! I knowed it!" he quavered. "'Twere the devil flyin' off wi' Peter,' says I, an' they fules laughed at me, Peter, ay, laughed at me they did, but they won't laugh at the old man no more—not they; old I be, but they won't laugh at me no more, not when they see your face an' I tell 'em." Here he paused to fumble for his snuff-box, and, opening it, held it towards me.
"Tak' a pinch wi' me, Peter."
"No, thank you, Ancient."
"Come, 'twould be a wonnerful thing to tell as I'd took snuff out o' my very own box wi' a man as 'ad fou't wi' the devil—come—tak' a pinch, Peter," he pleaded. Whereupon, to please him, I did so, and immediately fell most violently a-sneezing.
"And," pursued the old man when the paroxysm was over, "did ye see 'is 'orns, Peter, an' 'is—"
"Why, no, Ancient; you see, he happened to be wearing a bell-crowned hat and a long coat."
"A 'at an' coat!" said the old man in a disappointed tone—"a 'at,Peter?"
"Yes," I nodded.
"To be sure, the Scripters say as 'e goeth up an' down like a ravening lion seekin' whom 'e may devour."
"Yes," said I, "but more often, I think, like a fine gentleman!"
"I never heerd tell o' the devil in a bell-crowned 'at afore, but p'r'aps you 'm right, Peter—tak' another pinch o' snuff."
"No more," said I, shaking my head.
"Why, it's apt to ketch you a bit at first, but, Lord! Peter, for a man as 'as fou't wi' the devil—"
"One pinch is more than enough, Ancient."
"Oh, Peter, 'tis a wonnerful thing as you should be alive this day!"
"And yet, Ancient, many a man has fought the devil before now and lived—nay, has been the better for it."
"Maybe, Peter, maybe, but not on sech a tur'ble wild night as last night was." Saying which, the old man nodded emphatically and, rising, hobbled to the door; yet there he turned and came back again. "I nigh forgot, Peter, I have noos for ye."
"News?"
"Noos as ever was—noos as'll surprise ye, Peter."
"Well?" I inquired.
"Well, Peter, Black Jarge be 'took' again."
"What?" I exclaimed.
"Oh! I knowed 'twould come—I knowed 'e couldn't last much longer. I says to Simon, day afore yesterday it were, 'Simon,' I says, 'mark my words, 'e'll never last the month out—no.'"
"How did it happen, Ancient?"
"Got tur'ble drunk, 'e did, over to Cranbrook—throwed Mr. Scrope, the Beadle, over the churchyard wall—knocked down Jeremy Tullinger, the Watchman, an' then—went to sleep. While 'e were asleep they managed, cautious-like, to tie 'is legs an' arms, an' locked 'im up, mighty secure, in the vestry. 'Ows'ever, when 'e woke up 'e broke the door open, an' walked out, an' nobody tried to stop 'im—not a soul, Peter."
"And when was all this?"
"Why, that's the very p'int," chuckled the Ancient, "that's the wonnerful part of it, Peter. It all 'appened on Sat'day night, day afore yesterday as ever was—the very same day as I says to Simon, 'mark my words, 'e won't last the month out.'"
"And where is he now?"
"Nobody knows, but theer's them as says they see 'im makin' for SeftonWoods." Hereupon, breakfast done, I rose, and took my hat.
"Wheer away, Peter?"
"To the forge; there is much work to be done, Ancient."
"But Jarge bean't theer to 'elp ye."
"Yet the work remains, Ancient."
"Why then, if you 'm goin', I'll go wi' ye, Peter." So we presently set out together.
All about us, as we walked, were mute evidences of the fury of last night's storm: trees had been uprooted, and great branches torn from others as if by the hands of angry giants; and the brook was a raging torrent. Down here, in the Hollow, the destruction had been less, but in the woods, above, the giants had worked their will, and many an empty gap showed where, erstwhile, had stood a tall and stately tree.
"Trees be very like men," said the Ancient, nodding to one that lay prone beside the path, "'ere to-day an' gone to-morrer, Peter—gone to-morrer. The man in the Bible, 'im as was cured of 'is blindness by our blessed Lord, 'e said as men was like trees walkin', but, to my mind, Peter, trees is much more like men a-standin' still. Ye see, Peter, trees be such companionable things; it's very seldom as you see a tree growin' all by itself, an' when you do, if you look at it you can't 'elp but notice 'ow lonely it do look. Ay, its very leaves seem to 'ave a down-'earted sort o' drop. I knowed three on 'em once—elm-trees they was growin' all close together, so close that their branches used to touch each other when the wind blew, jest as if they was a-shakin' 'ands wi' one another, Peter. You could see as they was uncommon fond of each other, wi' half an eye. Well; one day, along comes a storm and blows one on 'em down—kills it dead, Peter; an' a little while later, they cuts down another—Lord knows why—an' theer was the last one, all alone an' solitary. Now, I used to watch that theer tree—an' here's the cur'us thing, Peter—day by day I see that tree a-droopin' an' droopin', a-witherin' an' a-pinin' for them other two—brothers you might say—till one day I come by, an' theer it were, Peter, a-standin' up so big an' tall as ever—but dead! Ay, Peter, dead it were, an' never put forth another leaf, an' never will, Peter—never. An', if you was to ax me, I should say as it died because its 'eart were broke, Peter. Yes, trees is very like men, an' the older you grow the more you'll see it."
It was thus we talked, or rather, the Ancient talked and I listened, until we reached Sissinghurst. At the door of the smithy we stopped.
"Peter," said the old man, staring very hard at a button on my coat.
"Well, Ancient?"
"What about that theer—poor, old, rusty—stapil?"
"Why, it is still above the door, Ancient; you must have seen it this morning."
"Oh, ah! I seed it, Peter, I seed it," answered the old man, shifting his gaze to a rolling white cloud above. "I give it a glimp' over, Peter, but what do 'ee think of it?"
"Well," said I, aware of the fixity of his gaze and the wistful note in his voice, "it is certainly older and rustier than it was."
"Rustier, Peter?"
"Much rustier!" Very slowly a smile dawned on the wrinkled old face, and very slowly the eyes were lowered till they met mine.
"Eh, lad! but I be glad o' that—we be all growin' older, Peter, an'—though I be a wonnerful man for my age, an' so strong as a cart-'orse, Peter, still, I du sometimes feel like I be growin' rustier wi' length o' days, an' 'tis a comfort to know as that theer stapil's a-growin' rustier along wi' me. Old I be, but t' stapil's old too, Peter, an' I be waitin' for the day when it shall rust itself away altogether; an' when that day comes, Peter, then I'll say, like the patriach in the Bible: 'Lord, now lettest thou thy servant depart in peace!' Amen, Peter!"
"Amen!" said I. And so, having watched the old man totter across to"The Bull," I turned into the smithy and, set about lighting the fire.
I am at the forge, watching the deepening glow of the coals as I ply the bellows; and, listening to their hoarse, not unmusical drone, it seems like a familiar voice (or the voice of a familiar), albeit a somewhat wheezy one, speaking to me in stertorous gasps, something in this wise:
"Charmian Brown—desires to thank—Mr. Smith—but because thanks—are so poor and small—and his service so great—needs must she remember him—"
"Remember me!" said I aloud, and, letting go the shaft of the bellows the better to think this over, it naturally followed that the bellows grew suddenly dumb, whereupon I seized the handle and recommenced blowing with a will.
"—remember him as a gentleman," wheezed the familiar.
"Psha!" I exclaimed.
"—yet oftener as a smith—"
"Hum!" said I.
"—and most of all—as a man."
"As a man!" said I, and, turning my back upon the bellows, I sat down upon the anvil and, taking my chin in my hand, stared away to where the red roof of old Amos's oast-house peeped through the swaying green of leaves.
"As a man?" said I to myself again, and so fell a-dreaming of this Charmian. And, in my mind, I saw her, not as she had first appeared, tall and fierce and wild, but as she had been when she stooped to bind up the hurt in my brow—with her deep eyes brimful of tenderness, and her mouth sweet and compassionate. Beautiful eyes she had, though whether they were blue or brown or black, I could not for the life of me remember; only I knew I could never forget the look they had held when she gave that final pat to the bandage. And here I found that I was turning a little locket round and round in my fingers, a little, old-fashioned, heart-shaped locket with its quaint inscription:
"Hee who myne heart would keepe for longShall be a gentil man and strong."
I was sitting thus, plunged in a reverie, when a shadow fell across the floor, and looking up I beheld Prudence, and straightway, slipping the locket back into the bosom of my shirt, I rose to my feet, somewhat shamefaced to be caught thus idle.
Her face was troubled, and her eyes red, as from recent tears, while in her hand she held a crumpled paper.
"Mr. Peter—" she began, and then stopped, staring at me.
"Well, Prudence?"
"You—you've seen him!"
"Him—whom do you mean?"
"Black Jarge!"
"No; what should make you think so?"
"Your face be all cut—you've been fightin'!"
"And supposing I have—that is none of George's doing; he and I are very good friends—why should we quarrel?"
"Then—then it weren't Jarge?"
"No—I have not seen him since Saturday."
"Thank God!" she exclaimed, pressing her hand to her bosom as if to stay its heaving. "But you must go," she went on breathlessly. "Oh, Mr. Peter! I've been so fearful for 'ee, and—and—you might meet each other any time, so—so you must go away."
"Prudence," said I, "Prudence, what do you mean?"
For answer, she held out the crumpled paper, and, scrawled in great, straggling characters, I read these words:
"PRUDENCE,—I'm going away, I shall kill him else, but I shall come back. Tell him not to cross my path, or God help him, and you, and me. GEORGE."
"What does it all mean, Prudence?" said I, like a fool.
Now, as I spoke; glancing at her I saw her cheeks, that had seemed hitherto more pale than usual, grow suddenly scarlet, and, meeting my eyes, she hid her face in her two hands. Then, seeing her distress, in that same instant I found the answer to my question, and so stood, turning poor George's letter over and over, more like a fool than ever.
"You must go away—you must go away!" she repeated.
"Hum!" said I.
"You must go soon; he means it, I—I've seen death in his face," she said, shuddering; "go to-day—the longer you stay here the worse for all of us—go now."
"Prudence!" said I.
"Yes, Mr. Peter!" from behind her hands.
"You always loved Black George, didn't you?"
"Yes, Mr. Peter."
"And you love him still, don't you?" A moment's silence, then:
"Yes, Mr. Peter."
"Excellent!" said I. Her head was raised a trifle, and one tearful eye looked at me over her fingers. "I had always hoped you did," I continued, "for his sake, and for yours, and in my way, a very blundering way as it seems now, I have tried to bring you two together." Prudence only sobbed. "But things are not hopeless yet. I think I can see a means of straightening out this tangle."
"Oh, if we only could!" sobbed Prudence. "Ye see, I were very cruel to him, Mr. Peter!"
"Just a little, perhaps," said I, and, while she dabbed at her pretty eyes with her snowy apron, I took pen and ink from the shelf where I kept them, which, together with George's letter, I set upon the anvil. "Now," said I, in answer to her questioning look, "write down just here, below where George signed his name, what you told me a moment ago."
"You mean, that I—"
"That you love him, yes."
"Oh, Mr. Peter!"
"Prudence," said I, "it is the only way, so far as I can see, of saving George from himself; and no sweet, pure maid need be ashamed to tell her love, especially to such a man as this, who worships the very ground that little shoe of yours has once pressed."
She glanced up at me, under her wet lashes, as I said this, and a soft light beamed in her eyes, and a smile hovered upon her red lips.
"Do he—really, Mr. Peter?"
"Indeed he does, Prudence, though I think you must know that without my telling you." So she stooped above the anvil, blushing a little, and sighing a little, and crying a little, and, with fingers that trembled somewhat, to be sure, wrote these four words:
"George, I love you."
"What now, Mr. Peter?" she inquired, seeing me begin to unbuckle my leather apron.
"Now," I answered, "I am going to look for Black George."
"No!—no!" she cried, laying her hands upon my arm, "no! no! if 'ee do meet him, he—he'll kill 'ee!"
"I don't think he will," said I, shaking my head.
"Oh, don't go!—don't go!" she pleaded, shaking my arm in her eagerness; "he be so strong and wild and quick—he'll give 'ee no chance to speak—'twill be murder!"
"Prudence," said I, "my mind is set on it. I am going—for your sake, for his sake, and my own;" saying which, I loosed her hands gently and took down my coat from its peg.
"Dear God!" she exclaimed, staring down at the floor with wide eyes, "if he were to kill 'ee—!"
"Well," said I, "my search would be ended and I should be a deal wiser in all things than I am to-day."
"And he—would be hanged!" said Prudence, shuddering.
"Probably—poor fellow!" said I. At this she glanced quickly up, and once again the crimson dyed her cheeks.
"Oh, Mr. Peter, forgive me! I—I were only thinkin' of Jarge, and—"
"And quite right too, Prudence," I nodded; "he is indeed worth any good woman's thoughts; let it be your duty to think of him, and for him, henceforth."
"Wait!" said she, "wait!" And turning, she fled through the doorway and across the road, swift and graceful as any bird, and presently was back again, with something hidden in her apron.
"He be a strong man, and terrible in his wrath," said she, "and I—love him, but—take this wi' you, and if it—must be—use it, because Idolove him." Now, as she said this, she drew from her apron that same brass-bound pistol that had served me so well against the "ghost" and thrust it into my hand. "Take it, Mr. Peter—take it, but—oh!"—here a great sob choked her voice—"don't—don't use it—if—if you can help it, for my sake."
"Why, Prue!" said I, touching her bowed head very tenderly, "how can you think I would go up against my friend with death in my hand—Heaven forbid!" So I laid aside the weapon and, clapping on my hat, strode out into the glory of the summer morning, but left her weeping in the shadows.
To find a man in Cambourne Woods, even so big a man as Black George, would seem as hard a matter as to find the needle in the proverbial "bottle of hay;" the sun crept westward, the day declined into evening, yet, hungry though I was, I persevered in my search, not so much in the hope of finding him (in the which I knew I must be guided altogether by chance), as from a disinclination to return, just yet, to the cottage. "It would be miserable there at this hour," I told myself, "miserable and lonely."
Yet why should I be lonely; I, who had gloried in my solitude hitherto?Whence then had come this change?
While I stood thus, seeking an answer to this self-imposed question and finding none, I heard some one approach, whistling, and, looking about, beheld a fellow with an axe upon his shoulder, who strode along at a good pace, keeping time to his whistle. He gave me a cheery greeting as he came up, but without stopping.
"You seem in a hurry," said I.
"Ah!" grinned the man, over his shoulder, "'cause why?—'cause I be goin' 'ome."
"Home!" said I.
"To supper," he nodded, and, forthwith, began to whistle again, while I stood listening till the clear notes had died away.
"Home!" said I for the second time, and there came upon me a feeling of desolation such as I had never known even in my neglected boyhood's days.
Home! truly a sweet word, a comfortable word, the memory of which has been as oil and wine to many a sick and weary traveler upon this Broad Highway of life; a little word, and yet one which may come betwixt a man and temptation, covering him like a shield. "Roof and walls, be they cottage or mansion, do not make home," thought I, "rather is it the atmosphere of mutual love, the intimacies of thought, the joys and sorrows endured together, and the never-failing sympathy—that bond invisible yet stronger than death."
And, because I had, hitherto, known nothing of this, I was possessed of a great envy for this axe-fellow as I walked on through the wood.
Now as I went, it was as if there were two voices arguing together within me, whereof ensued the following triangular conversation:
MYSELF. Yet I have my books—I will go to my lonely cottage and bury myself among my books.
FIRST VOICE. Assuredly! Is it for a philosopher to envy a whistling axe-fellow—go to!
SECOND VOICE. Far better a home and loving companionship than all the philosophy of all the schools; surely Happiness is greater than Learning, and more to be desired than Wisdom!
FIRST VOICE. Better rather that Destiny had never sent her to you.
MYSELF (rubbing my chin very hard, and staring at nothing in particular). Her?
SECOND VOICE. Her!—to be sure, she who has been in your thoughts all day long.
FIRST VOICE (with lofty disdain). Crass folly!—a woman utterly unknown, who came heralded by the roar of wind and the rush of rain—a creature born of the tempest, with flame in her eyes and hair, and fire in the scarlet of her mouth; a fierce, passionate being, given to hot impulse—even to the taking of a man's life!
("But," said I, somewhat diffidently, "the fellow was a proved scoundrel!")
FIRST VOICE (bellowing). Sophistry! sophistry! even supposing he was the greatest of villains, does that make her less a murderess in intent?
MYSELF. Hum!
FIRST VOICE (roaring). Of course not! Again, can this woman even faintly compare with your ideal of what a woman should be—this shrew!—this termagant! Can a woman whose hand has the strength to level a pistol, and whose mind the will to use it, be of a nature gentle, clinging, sweet—
SECOND VOICE (sotto). And sticky!
FIRST VOICE (howling). Of course not!—preposterous!
(Hereupon, finding no answer, I strode on through the alleys of the wood; but, when I had gone some distance, I stopped again, for there rushed over me the recollection of the tender pity of her eyes and the gentle touch of her hand, as when she had bound up my hurts.
"Nevertheless," said I doggedly, "her face can grow more beautiful with pity, and surely no woman's hand could be lighter or more gentle.")
FIRST VOICE (with withering contempt). Our Peter fellow is like to become a preposterous ass.
(But, unheeding, I thrust my hand into my breast, and drew out a small handful of cambric, whence came a faint perfume of violets. And, closing my eyes, it seemed that she was kneeling before me, her arms about my neck, as when she had bound this handkerchief about my bleeding temples.
"Truly," said I, "for that one sweet act alone, a woman might be worth dying for!")
SECOND VOICE. Or better still—living for!
FIRST VOICE (in high indignation). Balderdash, Sir!—sentimental balderdash!
SECOND VOICE. A truth incontrovertible!
("Folly!" said I, and threw the handkerchief from me. But next moment, moved by a sudden impulse, I stooped and picked it up again.)
FIRST VOICE. Our Peter fellow is becoming the fool of fools!
MYSELF. No, of that there is not the slightest fear, because—she is—gone.
And thus I remained staring at the handkerchief for a great while.
The moon was rising as, hungry and weary, I came to that steep descent I have mentioned more than once, which leads down into the Hollow, and her pale radiance was already, upon the world—a sleeping world wherein I seemed alone. And as I stood to gaze upon the wonder of the heavens, and the serene beauty of the earth, the clock in Cranbrook Church chimed nine.
All about me was a soft stirring of leaves, and the rustle of things unseen, which was as the breathing of a sleeping host. Borne to my nostrils came the scent of wood and herb and dewy earth, while upstealing from the shadow of the trees below, the voice of the brook reached me, singing its never-ending song—now loud and clear, now sinking to a rippling murmur—a melody of joy and sorrow, of laughter and tears, like the greater melody of Life.
And, presently, I descended into the shadows, and, walking on beside the brook, sat me down upon a great boulder; and, straightway, my weariness and hunger were forgotten, and I fell a-dreaming.
Truly it was a night to dream in—a white night, full of the moon and the magic of the moon. Slowly she mounted upwards, peeping down at me through whispering leaves, checkering the shadows with silver, and turning the brook into a path of silver for the feet of fairies. Yes, indeed, the very air seemed fraught with a magic whereby the unreal became the real and things impossible the manifestly possible.
And so, staring up at the moon's pale loveliness, I dreamed the deathless dreams of long-dead poets and romancers, wherein were the notes of dreamy lutes, the soft whisper of trailing garments, and sighing voices that called beneath the breath. Between Petrarch's Laura and Dante's Beatrice came one as proud and gracious and beautiful as they, deep-bosomed, broad-hipped, with a red, red mouth, and a subtle witchery of the eyes. I dreamed of nymphs and satyrs, of fauns and dryads, and of the young Endymion who, on just such another night, in just such another leafy bower, waited the coming of his goddess.
Now as I sat thus, chin in hand, I heard a little sound behind me, the rustling of leaves, and, turning my head, beheld one who stood half in shadow, half in moonlight, looking down at me beneath a shy languor of drooping lids, with eyes hidden by their lashes—a woman tall and fair, and strong as Dian's self.
Very still she stood, and half wistful, as if waiting for me to speak, and very silent I sat, staring up at her as she had been the embodiment of my dreams conjured up by the magic of the night, while, from the mysteries of the woods, stole the soft, sweet song of a nightingale.
"Charmian?" said I at last, speaking almost in a whisper. Surely this was the sweet goddess herself, and I the wondering shepherd on Mount Ida's solitude.
"Charmian!" said I again, "you—have come then?" With the words I rose. "You have come, then?" I repeated.
But now she sighed a little, and, turning her head away, laughed very sweet and low—and sighed again.
"Were you expecting me?"
"I—I think I was—that is—I—I don't know!" I stammered.
"Then you were not—very surprised to see me?"
"No."
"And you are not—very sorry to see me?"
"No."
"And—are you not very—glad to see me?
"Yes."
Here there fell a silence between us, yet a silence that was full of leafy stirrings, soft night noises, and the languorous murmur of the brook. Presently Charmian reached out a hand, broke off a twig of willow and began to turn it round and round in her white fingers, while I sought vainly for something to say.
"When I went away this morning," she began at last, looking down at the twig, "I didn't think I should ever come back again."
"No, I—I supposed not," said I awkwardly.
"But, you see, I had no money."
"No money?"
"Not a penny. It was not until I had walked a long, long way, and was very tired, and terribly hungry, that I found I hadn't enough to buy even a crust of bread."
"And there was three pounds, fifteen shillings, and sixpence inDonald's old shoe," said I.
"Sevenpence!" she corrected.
"Sevenpence?" said I, in some surprise.
"Three pounds, fifteen shillings, and sevenpence. I counted it."
"Oh!" said I.
She nodded. "And in the other I found a small, very curiously shaped piece of wood."
"Ah—yes, I've been looking for that all the week. You see, when I made my table, by some miscalculation, one leg persisted in coming out shorter than the others, which necessitated its being shored up by a book until I made that block."
"Mr. Peter Vibart's Virgil book!" she said, nodding to the twig.
"Y-e-s!" said I, somewhat disconcerted.
"It was a pity to use a book," she went on, still very, intent upon the twig, "even if that book does belong to a man with such a name as Peter Vibart."
Now presently, seeing I was silent, she stole a glance at me, and looking, laughed.
"But," she continued more seriously, "this has nothing to do with you, of course, nor me, for that matter, and I was trying to tell you how hungry—how hatefully hungry I was, and I couldn't beg, could I, and so—and so I—I—"
"You came back," said I.
"I came back."
"Being hungry."
"Famishing!"
"Three pounds, fifteen shillings, and—sevenpence is not a great sum," said I, "but perhaps it will enable you to reach your family."
"I'm afraid not; you see I have no family."
"Your friends, then."
"I have no friends; I am alone in the world."
"Oh!" said I, and turned to stare down into the brook, for I could think only that she was alone and solitary, even as I, which seemed like an invisible bond between us, drawing us each nearer the other, whereat I felt ridiculously pleased that this should be so.
"No," said Charmian, still intent upon the twig, "I have neither friends nor family nor money, and so being hungry—I came back here, and ate up all the bacon."
"Why, I hadn't left much, if I remember."
"Six slices!"
Now, as she stood, half in shadow, half in moonlight, I could not help but be conscious of her loveliness. She was no pretty woman; beneath the high beauty of her face lay a dormant power that is ever at odds with prettiness, and before which I felt vaguely at a loss. And yet, because of her warm beauty, because of the elusive witchery of her eyes, the soft, sweet column of the neck and the sway of the figure in the moonlight—because she was no goddess, and I no shepherd in Arcadia, I clasped my hands behind me, and turned to look down into the stream.
"Indeed," said I, speaking my thought aloud, "this is no place for a woman, after all."
"No," said she very softly.
"No—although, to be sure, there are worse places."
"Yes," said she, "I suppose so."
"Then again, it is very far removed from the world, so that a woman must needs be cut off from all those little delicacies and refinements that are supposed to be essential to her existence."
"Yes," she sighed.
"Though what," I continued, "what on earth would be the use of a—harp, let us say, or a pair of curling-irons in this wilderness, I don't know."
"One could play upon the one and curl one's hair with the other, and there is a deal of pleasure to be had from both," said she.
"Then also," I pursued, "this place, as I told you, is said to be haunted—not," I went on, seeing that she was silent, "not that you believe in such things, of course? But the cottage is very rough, and ill and clumsily furnished—though, to be sure, it might be made comfortable enough, and—"
"Well?" she inquired, as I paused.
"Then—" said I, and was silent for a long time, watching the play of the moonbeams on the rippling water.
"Well?" said she again at last.
"Then," said I, "if you are friendless, God forbid that I should refuse you the shelter of even such a place as this—so—if you are homeless, and without money—stay here—if you will—so long as it pleases you."
I kept my eyes directed to the running water at my feet as I waited her answer, and it seemed a very long time before she spoke.
"Are you fond of stewed rabbit?"
"Rabbit!" said I, staring.
"With onions!"
"Onions?"
"Oh, I can cook a little, and supper is waiting."
"Supper?"
"So if you are hungry—"
"I am ravenous!"
"Then why not come home and eat it?"
"Home?"
"Instead of echoing my words and staring the poor moon out of countenance? Come," and, with the word, she turned and led the way to the cottage. And behold, the candles were lighted, the table was spread with a snowy cloth, and a pot simmered upon the hob: a pot that gave forth an odor delectable, and over which Charmian bent forthwith, and into which she gazed with an anxious brow and thrust an inquiring fork.
"I think it's all right!"
"I'm sure of it," said I, inhaling the appetizing aroma—"but, pray, where did you get it?"
"A man sold it to me—he had a lot of them."
"Hum!" said I, "probably poached."
"I bought this for sixpence—out of the old shoe."
"Sixpence?—then they certainly were poached. These are the Cambourne Woods, and everything upon them fish, flesh, or fowl, living or dead—belongs to the Lady Sophia Sefton of Cambourne."
"Then—perhaps we had better not eat it," said she, glancing at me over her shoulder—but, meeting my eye, she laughed. And so we presently sat down to supper and, poached though it may have been, that rabbit made a truly noble end, notwithstanding.