The Project Gutenberg eBook ofThe Deserted CityThis ebook is for the use of anyone anywhere in the United States and most other parts of the world at no cost and with almost no restrictions whatsoever. You may copy it, give it away or re-use it under the terms of the Project Gutenberg License included with this ebook or online atwww.gutenberg.org. If you are not located in the United States, you will have to check the laws of the country where you are located before using this eBook.Title: The Deserted CityCreator: Francis ShermanRelease date: May 8, 2013 [eBook #42667]Language: EnglishCredits: Produced by Al Haines*** START OF THE PROJECT GUTENBERG EBOOK THE DESERTED CITY ***THE DESERTED CITYStray Sonnets written by F. S.and Rescued for the Few whoLove them by H. D.[image]Title page decorationPrivately PrintedMDCCCXCIXTHE DESERTED CITYTHE HOUSE OF NIGHTThough all the light were lifted from the land,And a great darkness lay upon the sea;Though, groping each for some not-careless hand,I felt sad men pass over wearily;Though it were certain dawn would not come inWith the next hour; that after many daysWould no moon rise where the grey clouds grew thin,Nor any stars resume their ancient ways:Though all my world was thus, and I more blindThan the dead, blundering planets raining past,I know I should not fancy Time unkind;For you, as once of old you came, at lastWould surely come, and with unfaltering faithLead me beyond the dominance of death.THE HOUSE OF DOUBTWhy should we fear? The sun will surely rise,If we but wait, to light us on our way.Think you none hearkeneth to us who pray,That no God's heart is softened by our cries?Did we not learn that He was kind and wiseAnd loved our souls? And shall your bodies say"There is no light. The tales they told us,--theyWere only dreams, dreamed in the House of Lies."Nay, listen not to what your body saith,But by the memory of those antique yearsWhen it was evil and of little faithAnd led the soul along a way of tears,Let your soul chant--as one that hath no fears--"We know that Thou art stronger, God, than death."THE HOUSE OF MERCYI question not, Beloved, nor denyThat you had God's own right of punishment;Yet now my sins and days are over and spentFind you the hours so pleasant that go by?Would not the colour of the fields and sky,The odour of the woods, bring more contentNow, if a little pity had been lentThen, unto love, to judge a life awry?Upon a day the young June grasses seemQuite still that keep the edge of the still stream;I think you go down close to them, and say:"O little grasses, waiting patiently,I come to tell you this is God's decree:'I comfort him who suffered yesterday?'"THE HOUSE OF EARTHO ye disconsolate and heavy-souled,That evening cometh when ye too shall learnThe pangs of one who may no more return,To live again the uneven days of old.Ye too shall weary of the myrrh and gold(Seeing the gods and their great unconcern),And, as I yearn to-day, your feet shall yearnTo touch that Earth which ye afar behold.Think now upon your grievous things to bear,--Some goal unwon, some old sin's lurid stain,Your vistaed paths,--are they not fair as hope?But I between dead suns must peer, and gropeAmong forsaken worlds, one glimpse to gainOf my old place--the heaviest shadow there.THE HOUSE OF FAITHI would not have thee, dear, in darkness sit,On days like this, hand clasped in quiet hand,Remembering mournfully that fragrant land--Each day therein, the joy we had of it.Rather, while still the lamps are trimmed and lit,Bid strangers to the feasts that once we planned,Merry the while! Until the dust's demandMy soul, not thine, shall separately submit.So, when thou comest (for I at last will callAnd thou shalt hear, and linger not at all),Still to thy throat, thine arms, thy loosened hairWill cling the savour of the World's fresh kiss,So sweet to me! and doubly sweet for this--That thou for mine shouldst leave a place so fair!THE HOUSE OF TEARSWhen in the old years I had dreams of theeThy dark walls stood in a most barren place;And he within (was his wan facemyface?)Wandered alone and wept continually.There was no bird to hear, nor sun to see,Nor green thing growing; nor for his releaseCame sleep; neither forgetfulness nor peace:Whereby I knew that none had sinned as he.To-day I met him where white lilies gleam;Across our path we watched the sparrows flit;Until--the sunlight strong in our dry eyes--He paused with me beside a green-edged stream,Moaning, "I know, where its young waters rise,Remembering, one leaneth over it."THE HOUSE OF LOVEOften between the midnight and the mornI wake and see the angels round my bed;Then fall asleep again, well-comforted.I wait not now till that clear dawn be bornShall lead my feet (O Love, thine eyes are wornWith watching) where her feet have late been led;Nor lie awake, saying the words she said--(Her yellow hair.--Have ye seen yellow corn?)I fall asleep and dream and quite forget,For here in heaven I know a new love's birthWhich casteth out all memory. And yet(As I had loved her more, O Christ, on earth,Hadst Thou not been so long unsought, unmet)Some morrow Thou shalt learn my worship's worth.THE HOUSE OF BEAUTYShe pauseth; and as each great mirror swings(O ruined Helen, O once golden hair)I see Œnone's ashes scattered there.Another, and, behold, the shadowed thingsAre violated tombs of shrunken kings.And yet another (O, how thou wert fair!),And I see one, black-clad, who prayeth whereNo sound of sword on cloven helmet rings.Yet, were I Paris, once more should I seeTroy's seaward gates for us swung open wide.Or old Nile's glory, were I Anthony.Or, were I Launcelot, the garden-sideAt Joyous Gard. Surely; for even to me,Where Love hath lived hath Beauty never died.THE HOUSE OF CONTENTWere once again the immortal moment mineHow should I choose my path? The path I chose(How long ago I wonder if Time knows)Even now I see. I see the old sun shineUpon the moss, thick strewn with fir and pine;The open field; the orchard's even rows;The wood again; then, where the hills unclose,Far off at first, now near, the long-sought shrine.O Time, how impotent thou art! Though thouHast taken me from all things, and all thingsFrom me,--although the wind of thy swift wingsHath swept at last the shadow from her browOf my last kiss, yet do I triumph nowWho, choosing, paused to hear Love's counsellings.THE HOUSE OF CHANGEWas it last Autumn only, when I stoodAt the field's edge, and watched the red glow creepAmong the leaves, and saw the swift flame sweepFrom spruce to hemlock, till the living woodBecame a devastated solitude?For now, behold, old seeds, long years asleep,Wake; and a legion of young birches leapTo life, and tell the ashes life is good.O Love of long ago, when this mad fireIs over, and the ruins of my soulWith the Spring wind the old quest would resume,--When age knocks at the inn of youth's desire,Shall the new growth, now worthier of the goal,Find still untenanted the chosen room?THE HOUSE OF REGRETIt is not that I now were happierIf with the dawn my tireless feet were ledAlong her path, till I saw her fair headThrown back to make the sunshine goldener:For it is well, sometimes, the things that wereAre over, ere their perfectness hath fled;Lest the old love of them should fade instead,And lie like ruins round the throne of her.Now with the wisdom of increasing yearsI know each ancient joy a cup for tears;Yet had I drunk, while they were draughts to praise,Deeper, I were not now as men that growOld, and sit gazing out across the snowTo dream sad dreams of wasted summer days.THE HOUSE OF WISDOMI had not thought (ah, God! had I but known!)That this sad hour should ever me befall,When thou I judged the holiest of allShould come to be the thing I must disown.Was it not true? that April morn? thy blownGold hair around my hair for coronal?Or is this truer?--thou at the outer wall,Unroyal, and with unrepentant moan?Yet prize I now this wisdom I have won,Who must always remember? Nay! My tearsMust close mine eyes--as thou wouldst hide thy faceIf some great meteor, kindred to the sun,Should haunt the undying stars ten million yearsTo fall, some noon, dead in thy market place.THE HOUSE OF SINWhen Time is done at last, and the last SpringFadeth on earth, and thy gaze seeketh mine,Watch well for one whose face beareth for signThe legend of a soul's refashioning:As I shall watch for one whose pale hands bringThe first faint violet, and know them thineGrown pitiful and come to build Love's shrineWhere the old Aprils wait, unfaltering.Then the great floods between us will retire,And the long path I follow down will growTo be the path thy climbing feet desire;Until we meet at last, made glad, and knowThe cleansing hands that made my soul as snowHave kept alive in thine the ancient fire.THE HOUSE OF MUSICSuch space there is, such endless breadth of timeBetween me and my world of yesterday,I half forget what sounds these be that strayAbout my chamber, and grow and fall and climb.Listen!--that sweet reiterated chime,Doth it not mark some body changed to clay?That last great chord, some anguish far away?Hark! harmony ever now and faultless rhyme.O Soul of mine, among these lutes and lyres,These reeds, these golden pipes, and quivering strings,Thou knowest now that in the old, old yearsWe who knew only one of all desiresCame often even to music's furthest springs--To pass, because their waters gleamed like tears.THE HOUSE OF COLOURMine gold is here; yea, heavy yellow gold,Gathered ere Earth's first days and nights were fled;And all the walls are hung with scarfs of red,Broidered in fallen cities, fold on fold;The stainéd window's saints are aureoled;And all the textures of the East are spreadOn the pavéd floor, whereon I lay my head,And sleep, and count the coloured things of old.Once, when the hills and I were all aflameWith envy of the pageant in the West(Except the sombre pine-trees--whence there came,Continually, the sigh of their unrest),A lonely crow sailed past me, black as shame,Hugging some ancient sorrow to his breast.THE FOURTH DAYAs when the tideless, barren waters layAbout the borders of the early earth;And small, unopened buds dreamt not the worthOf their incomparable gold array;And tall young hemlocks were not set a-swayBy any wind; and orchards knew no mirthAt Autumn time, nor plenteousness from dearth;And night and morning, then, were the first day,--Even so was I. Yet, as I slept last night,My soul surged towards thy love's controlling power;And, quickened now with the sun's splendid might,Breaks into unimaginable flower,Knowing thy soul knows this for beacon-light--The culmination of the harvest hour.VICTORYBecause your strife and labour have been vain,Ye who have striven, shall I forego, forgetThe far-off goal where to my feet were setIn the old days when life was first made plain?Upward in April, who, meeting with the rain,Did turn, the first shy mayflowers still are met?I who have sought, yea, who am seeking yet,What pain have I like unto your sore pain?So let me go as one yearning, that braves,With shipmen that have knowledge of the sea,The wind disastrous and the ponderous waves(Because his love dwells in some far countree),Crying, "Not one of all your million gravesIs deep enough to keep my love from me!"THE LAST STORMFrom north, from east, the strong wind hurries downAgainst the window-pane the sleet rings fast;The moon hath hid her face away, aghast,And darkness keeps each corner of the town.The garden hedges wear a heavy crown,And the old poplars shriek, as night drifts past,That, leagues on desolate leagues away, at lastOne comes to know he too must surely drown.And yet at noon, to-morrow, when I goOut to the white, white edges of the plain,I shall not grieve for this night's hurricane,Seeing how, in a little hollow, sinks the snowAround the southmost tree, where a lean crowSits noisily impatient for the rain.A LAST WORDAnd if it be I shall not sing again,And thou have wonder at my silent ways,I pray thee think my days not weary days,Or that my heart is dumb for some new pain.Seeing that words are nought, nor may remain,Why should I strive with Time? Come blame, come praise,I am but one of them his might betraysAt last, when all men learn that all was vain.And yet one thing Time cannot wrest from me.Therefore, cry out, yea, even to the throngThat pauseth not for echo of a song,"O, your red gold is very fair. But heIs glad as heaven to loiter and dream alongHis Lady Beauty's path continually."*** END OF THIS PROJECT GUTENBERG EBOOKTHE DESERTED CITY***
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Title: The Deserted CityCreator: Francis ShermanRelease date: May 8, 2013 [eBook #42667]Language: EnglishCredits: Produced by Al Haines
Title: The Deserted City
Creator: Francis Sherman
Creator: Francis Sherman
Release date: May 8, 2013 [eBook #42667]
Language: English
Credits: Produced by Al Haines
*** START OF THE PROJECT GUTENBERG EBOOK THE DESERTED CITY ***
THE DESERTED CITYStray Sonnets written by F. S.and Rescued for the Few whoLove them by H. D.[image]Title page decorationPrivately PrintedMDCCCXCIX
THE DESERTED CITY
Stray Sonnets written by F. S.and Rescued for the Few whoLove them by H. D.
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Title page decoration
Privately PrintedMDCCCXCIX
THE DESERTED CITY
THE HOUSE OF NIGHTThough all the light were lifted from the land,And a great darkness lay upon the sea;Though, groping each for some not-careless hand,I felt sad men pass over wearily;Though it were certain dawn would not come inWith the next hour; that after many daysWould no moon rise where the grey clouds grew thin,Nor any stars resume their ancient ways:Though all my world was thus, and I more blindThan the dead, blundering planets raining past,I know I should not fancy Time unkind;For you, as once of old you came, at lastWould surely come, and with unfaltering faithLead me beyond the dominance of death.
THE HOUSE OF NIGHTThough all the light were lifted from the land,And a great darkness lay upon the sea;Though, groping each for some not-careless hand,I felt sad men pass over wearily;Though it were certain dawn would not come inWith the next hour; that after many daysWould no moon rise where the grey clouds grew thin,Nor any stars resume their ancient ways:Though all my world was thus, and I more blindThan the dead, blundering planets raining past,I know I should not fancy Time unkind;For you, as once of old you came, at lastWould surely come, and with unfaltering faithLead me beyond the dominance of death.
THE HOUSE OF NIGHT
Though all the light were lifted from the land,
And a great darkness lay upon the sea;
Though, groping each for some not-careless hand,
I felt sad men pass over wearily;
Though it were certain dawn would not come in
With the next hour; that after many days
Would no moon rise where the grey clouds grew thin,
Nor any stars resume their ancient ways:
Though all my world was thus, and I more blind
Than the dead, blundering planets raining past,
I know I should not fancy Time unkind;
For you, as once of old you came, at last
Would surely come, and with unfaltering faith
Lead me beyond the dominance of death.
THE HOUSE OF DOUBTWhy should we fear? The sun will surely rise,If we but wait, to light us on our way.Think you none hearkeneth to us who pray,That no God's heart is softened by our cries?Did we not learn that He was kind and wiseAnd loved our souls? And shall your bodies say"There is no light. The tales they told us,--theyWere only dreams, dreamed in the House of Lies."Nay, listen not to what your body saith,But by the memory of those antique yearsWhen it was evil and of little faithAnd led the soul along a way of tears,Let your soul chant--as one that hath no fears--"We know that Thou art stronger, God, than death."
THE HOUSE OF DOUBTWhy should we fear? The sun will surely rise,If we but wait, to light us on our way.Think you none hearkeneth to us who pray,That no God's heart is softened by our cries?Did we not learn that He was kind and wiseAnd loved our souls? And shall your bodies say"There is no light. The tales they told us,--theyWere only dreams, dreamed in the House of Lies."Nay, listen not to what your body saith,But by the memory of those antique yearsWhen it was evil and of little faithAnd led the soul along a way of tears,Let your soul chant--as one that hath no fears--"We know that Thou art stronger, God, than death."
THE HOUSE OF DOUBT
Why should we fear? The sun will surely rise,
If we but wait, to light us on our way.
Think you none hearkeneth to us who pray,
That no God's heart is softened by our cries?
Did we not learn that He was kind and wise
And loved our souls? And shall your bodies say
"There is no light. The tales they told us,--they
Were only dreams, dreamed in the House of Lies."
Nay, listen not to what your body saith,
But by the memory of those antique years
When it was evil and of little faith
And led the soul along a way of tears,
Let your soul chant--as one that hath no fears--
"We know that Thou art stronger, God, than death."
THE HOUSE OF MERCYI question not, Beloved, nor denyThat you had God's own right of punishment;Yet now my sins and days are over and spentFind you the hours so pleasant that go by?Would not the colour of the fields and sky,The odour of the woods, bring more contentNow, if a little pity had been lentThen, unto love, to judge a life awry?Upon a day the young June grasses seemQuite still that keep the edge of the still stream;I think you go down close to them, and say:"O little grasses, waiting patiently,I come to tell you this is God's decree:'I comfort him who suffered yesterday?'"
THE HOUSE OF MERCYI question not, Beloved, nor denyThat you had God's own right of punishment;Yet now my sins and days are over and spentFind you the hours so pleasant that go by?Would not the colour of the fields and sky,The odour of the woods, bring more contentNow, if a little pity had been lentThen, unto love, to judge a life awry?Upon a day the young June grasses seemQuite still that keep the edge of the still stream;I think you go down close to them, and say:"O little grasses, waiting patiently,I come to tell you this is God's decree:'I comfort him who suffered yesterday?'"
THE HOUSE OF MERCY
I question not, Beloved, nor deny
That you had God's own right of punishment;
Yet now my sins and days are over and spent
Find you the hours so pleasant that go by?
Would not the colour of the fields and sky,
The odour of the woods, bring more content
Now, if a little pity had been lent
Then, unto love, to judge a life awry?
Upon a day the young June grasses seem
Quite still that keep the edge of the still stream;
I think you go down close to them, and say:
"O little grasses, waiting patiently,
I come to tell you this is God's decree:
'I comfort him who suffered yesterday?'"
THE HOUSE OF EARTHO ye disconsolate and heavy-souled,That evening cometh when ye too shall learnThe pangs of one who may no more return,To live again the uneven days of old.Ye too shall weary of the myrrh and gold(Seeing the gods and their great unconcern),And, as I yearn to-day, your feet shall yearnTo touch that Earth which ye afar behold.Think now upon your grievous things to bear,--Some goal unwon, some old sin's lurid stain,Your vistaed paths,--are they not fair as hope?But I between dead suns must peer, and gropeAmong forsaken worlds, one glimpse to gainOf my old place--the heaviest shadow there.
THE HOUSE OF EARTHO ye disconsolate and heavy-souled,That evening cometh when ye too shall learnThe pangs of one who may no more return,To live again the uneven days of old.Ye too shall weary of the myrrh and gold(Seeing the gods and their great unconcern),And, as I yearn to-day, your feet shall yearnTo touch that Earth which ye afar behold.Think now upon your grievous things to bear,--Some goal unwon, some old sin's lurid stain,Your vistaed paths,--are they not fair as hope?But I between dead suns must peer, and gropeAmong forsaken worlds, one glimpse to gainOf my old place--the heaviest shadow there.
THE HOUSE OF EARTH
O ye disconsolate and heavy-souled,
That evening cometh when ye too shall learn
The pangs of one who may no more return,
To live again the uneven days of old.
Ye too shall weary of the myrrh and gold
(Seeing the gods and their great unconcern),
And, as I yearn to-day, your feet shall yearn
To touch that Earth which ye afar behold.
Think now upon your grievous things to bear,--
Some goal unwon, some old sin's lurid stain,
Your vistaed paths,--are they not fair as hope?
But I between dead suns must peer, and grope
Among forsaken worlds, one glimpse to gain
Of my old place--the heaviest shadow there.
THE HOUSE OF FAITHI would not have thee, dear, in darkness sit,On days like this, hand clasped in quiet hand,Remembering mournfully that fragrant land--Each day therein, the joy we had of it.Rather, while still the lamps are trimmed and lit,Bid strangers to the feasts that once we planned,Merry the while! Until the dust's demandMy soul, not thine, shall separately submit.So, when thou comest (for I at last will callAnd thou shalt hear, and linger not at all),Still to thy throat, thine arms, thy loosened hairWill cling the savour of the World's fresh kiss,So sweet to me! and doubly sweet for this--That thou for mine shouldst leave a place so fair!
THE HOUSE OF FAITHI would not have thee, dear, in darkness sit,On days like this, hand clasped in quiet hand,Remembering mournfully that fragrant land--Each day therein, the joy we had of it.Rather, while still the lamps are trimmed and lit,Bid strangers to the feasts that once we planned,Merry the while! Until the dust's demandMy soul, not thine, shall separately submit.So, when thou comest (for I at last will callAnd thou shalt hear, and linger not at all),Still to thy throat, thine arms, thy loosened hairWill cling the savour of the World's fresh kiss,So sweet to me! and doubly sweet for this--That thou for mine shouldst leave a place so fair!
THE HOUSE OF FAITH
I would not have thee, dear, in darkness sit,
On days like this, hand clasped in quiet hand,
Remembering mournfully that fragrant land--
Each day therein, the joy we had of it.
Rather, while still the lamps are trimmed and lit,
Bid strangers to the feasts that once we planned,
Merry the while! Until the dust's demand
My soul, not thine, shall separately submit.
So, when thou comest (for I at last will call
And thou shalt hear, and linger not at all),
Still to thy throat, thine arms, thy loosened hair
Will cling the savour of the World's fresh kiss,
So sweet to me! and doubly sweet for this--
That thou for mine shouldst leave a place so fair!
THE HOUSE OF TEARSWhen in the old years I had dreams of theeThy dark walls stood in a most barren place;And he within (was his wan facemyface?)Wandered alone and wept continually.There was no bird to hear, nor sun to see,Nor green thing growing; nor for his releaseCame sleep; neither forgetfulness nor peace:Whereby I knew that none had sinned as he.To-day I met him where white lilies gleam;Across our path we watched the sparrows flit;Until--the sunlight strong in our dry eyes--He paused with me beside a green-edged stream,Moaning, "I know, where its young waters rise,Remembering, one leaneth over it."
THE HOUSE OF TEARSWhen in the old years I had dreams of theeThy dark walls stood in a most barren place;And he within (was his wan facemyface?)Wandered alone and wept continually.There was no bird to hear, nor sun to see,Nor green thing growing; nor for his releaseCame sleep; neither forgetfulness nor peace:Whereby I knew that none had sinned as he.To-day I met him where white lilies gleam;Across our path we watched the sparrows flit;Until--the sunlight strong in our dry eyes--He paused with me beside a green-edged stream,Moaning, "I know, where its young waters rise,Remembering, one leaneth over it."
THE HOUSE OF TEARS
When in the old years I had dreams of thee
Thy dark walls stood in a most barren place;
And he within (was his wan facemyface?)
Wandered alone and wept continually.
There was no bird to hear, nor sun to see,
Nor green thing growing; nor for his release
Came sleep; neither forgetfulness nor peace:
Whereby I knew that none had sinned as he.
To-day I met him where white lilies gleam;
Across our path we watched the sparrows flit;
Until--the sunlight strong in our dry eyes--
He paused with me beside a green-edged stream,
Moaning, "I know, where its young waters rise,
Remembering, one leaneth over it."
THE HOUSE OF LOVEOften between the midnight and the mornI wake and see the angels round my bed;Then fall asleep again, well-comforted.I wait not now till that clear dawn be bornShall lead my feet (O Love, thine eyes are wornWith watching) where her feet have late been led;Nor lie awake, saying the words she said--(Her yellow hair.--Have ye seen yellow corn?)I fall asleep and dream and quite forget,For here in heaven I know a new love's birthWhich casteth out all memory. And yet(As I had loved her more, O Christ, on earth,Hadst Thou not been so long unsought, unmet)Some morrow Thou shalt learn my worship's worth.
THE HOUSE OF LOVEOften between the midnight and the mornI wake and see the angels round my bed;Then fall asleep again, well-comforted.I wait not now till that clear dawn be bornShall lead my feet (O Love, thine eyes are wornWith watching) where her feet have late been led;Nor lie awake, saying the words she said--(Her yellow hair.--Have ye seen yellow corn?)I fall asleep and dream and quite forget,For here in heaven I know a new love's birthWhich casteth out all memory. And yet(As I had loved her more, O Christ, on earth,Hadst Thou not been so long unsought, unmet)Some morrow Thou shalt learn my worship's worth.
THE HOUSE OF LOVE
Often between the midnight and the morn
I wake and see the angels round my bed;
Then fall asleep again, well-comforted.
I wait not now till that clear dawn be born
Shall lead my feet (O Love, thine eyes are worn
With watching) where her feet have late been led;
Nor lie awake, saying the words she said--
(Her yellow hair.--Have ye seen yellow corn?)
I fall asleep and dream and quite forget,
For here in heaven I know a new love's birth
Which casteth out all memory. And yet
(As I had loved her more, O Christ, on earth,
Hadst Thou not been so long unsought, unmet)
Some morrow Thou shalt learn my worship's worth.
THE HOUSE OF BEAUTYShe pauseth; and as each great mirror swings(O ruined Helen, O once golden hair)I see Å’none's ashes scattered there.Another, and, behold, the shadowed thingsAre violated tombs of shrunken kings.And yet another (O, how thou wert fair!),And I see one, black-clad, who prayeth whereNo sound of sword on cloven helmet rings.Yet, were I Paris, once more should I seeTroy's seaward gates for us swung open wide.Or old Nile's glory, were I Anthony.Or, were I Launcelot, the garden-sideAt Joyous Gard. Surely; for even to me,Where Love hath lived hath Beauty never died.
THE HOUSE OF BEAUTYShe pauseth; and as each great mirror swings(O ruined Helen, O once golden hair)I see Å’none's ashes scattered there.Another, and, behold, the shadowed thingsAre violated tombs of shrunken kings.And yet another (O, how thou wert fair!),And I see one, black-clad, who prayeth whereNo sound of sword on cloven helmet rings.Yet, were I Paris, once more should I seeTroy's seaward gates for us swung open wide.Or old Nile's glory, were I Anthony.Or, were I Launcelot, the garden-sideAt Joyous Gard. Surely; for even to me,Where Love hath lived hath Beauty never died.
THE HOUSE OF BEAUTY
She pauseth; and as each great mirror swings
(O ruined Helen, O once golden hair)
I see Å’none's ashes scattered there.
Another, and, behold, the shadowed things
Are violated tombs of shrunken kings.
And yet another (O, how thou wert fair!),
And I see one, black-clad, who prayeth where
No sound of sword on cloven helmet rings.
Yet, were I Paris, once more should I see
Troy's seaward gates for us swung open wide.
Or old Nile's glory, were I Anthony.
Or, were I Launcelot, the garden-side
At Joyous Gard. Surely; for even to me,
Where Love hath lived hath Beauty never died.
THE HOUSE OF CONTENTWere once again the immortal moment mineHow should I choose my path? The path I chose(How long ago I wonder if Time knows)Even now I see. I see the old sun shineUpon the moss, thick strewn with fir and pine;The open field; the orchard's even rows;The wood again; then, where the hills unclose,Far off at first, now near, the long-sought shrine.O Time, how impotent thou art! Though thouHast taken me from all things, and all thingsFrom me,--although the wind of thy swift wingsHath swept at last the shadow from her browOf my last kiss, yet do I triumph nowWho, choosing, paused to hear Love's counsellings.
THE HOUSE OF CONTENTWere once again the immortal moment mineHow should I choose my path? The path I chose(How long ago I wonder if Time knows)Even now I see. I see the old sun shineUpon the moss, thick strewn with fir and pine;The open field; the orchard's even rows;The wood again; then, where the hills unclose,Far off at first, now near, the long-sought shrine.O Time, how impotent thou art! Though thouHast taken me from all things, and all thingsFrom me,--although the wind of thy swift wingsHath swept at last the shadow from her browOf my last kiss, yet do I triumph nowWho, choosing, paused to hear Love's counsellings.
THE HOUSE OF CONTENT
Were once again the immortal moment mine
How should I choose my path? The path I chose
(How long ago I wonder if Time knows)
Even now I see. I see the old sun shine
Upon the moss, thick strewn with fir and pine;
The open field; the orchard's even rows;
The wood again; then, where the hills unclose,
Far off at first, now near, the long-sought shrine.
O Time, how impotent thou art! Though thou
Hast taken me from all things, and all things
From me,--although the wind of thy swift wings
Hath swept at last the shadow from her brow
Of my last kiss, yet do I triumph now
Who, choosing, paused to hear Love's counsellings.
THE HOUSE OF CHANGEWas it last Autumn only, when I stoodAt the field's edge, and watched the red glow creepAmong the leaves, and saw the swift flame sweepFrom spruce to hemlock, till the living woodBecame a devastated solitude?For now, behold, old seeds, long years asleep,Wake; and a legion of young birches leapTo life, and tell the ashes life is good.O Love of long ago, when this mad fireIs over, and the ruins of my soulWith the Spring wind the old quest would resume,--When age knocks at the inn of youth's desire,Shall the new growth, now worthier of the goal,Find still untenanted the chosen room?
THE HOUSE OF CHANGEWas it last Autumn only, when I stoodAt the field's edge, and watched the red glow creepAmong the leaves, and saw the swift flame sweepFrom spruce to hemlock, till the living woodBecame a devastated solitude?For now, behold, old seeds, long years asleep,Wake; and a legion of young birches leapTo life, and tell the ashes life is good.O Love of long ago, when this mad fireIs over, and the ruins of my soulWith the Spring wind the old quest would resume,--When age knocks at the inn of youth's desire,Shall the new growth, now worthier of the goal,Find still untenanted the chosen room?
THE HOUSE OF CHANGE
Was it last Autumn only, when I stood
At the field's edge, and watched the red glow creep
Among the leaves, and saw the swift flame sweep
From spruce to hemlock, till the living wood
Became a devastated solitude?
For now, behold, old seeds, long years asleep,
Wake; and a legion of young birches leap
To life, and tell the ashes life is good.
O Love of long ago, when this mad fire
Is over, and the ruins of my soul
With the Spring wind the old quest would resume,--
When age knocks at the inn of youth's desire,
Shall the new growth, now worthier of the goal,
Find still untenanted the chosen room?
THE HOUSE OF REGRETIt is not that I now were happierIf with the dawn my tireless feet were ledAlong her path, till I saw her fair headThrown back to make the sunshine goldener:For it is well, sometimes, the things that wereAre over, ere their perfectness hath fled;Lest the old love of them should fade instead,And lie like ruins round the throne of her.Now with the wisdom of increasing yearsI know each ancient joy a cup for tears;Yet had I drunk, while they were draughts to praise,Deeper, I were not now as men that growOld, and sit gazing out across the snowTo dream sad dreams of wasted summer days.
THE HOUSE OF REGRETIt is not that I now were happierIf with the dawn my tireless feet were ledAlong her path, till I saw her fair headThrown back to make the sunshine goldener:For it is well, sometimes, the things that wereAre over, ere their perfectness hath fled;Lest the old love of them should fade instead,And lie like ruins round the throne of her.Now with the wisdom of increasing yearsI know each ancient joy a cup for tears;Yet had I drunk, while they were draughts to praise,Deeper, I were not now as men that growOld, and sit gazing out across the snowTo dream sad dreams of wasted summer days.
THE HOUSE OF REGRET
It is not that I now were happier
If with the dawn my tireless feet were led
Along her path, till I saw her fair head
Thrown back to make the sunshine goldener:
For it is well, sometimes, the things that were
Are over, ere their perfectness hath fled;
Lest the old love of them should fade instead,
And lie like ruins round the throne of her.
Now with the wisdom of increasing years
I know each ancient joy a cup for tears;
Yet had I drunk, while they were draughts to praise,
Deeper, I were not now as men that grow
Old, and sit gazing out across the snow
To dream sad dreams of wasted summer days.
THE HOUSE OF WISDOMI had not thought (ah, God! had I but known!)That this sad hour should ever me befall,When thou I judged the holiest of allShould come to be the thing I must disown.Was it not true? that April morn? thy blownGold hair around my hair for coronal?Or is this truer?--thou at the outer wall,Unroyal, and with unrepentant moan?Yet prize I now this wisdom I have won,Who must always remember? Nay! My tearsMust close mine eyes--as thou wouldst hide thy faceIf some great meteor, kindred to the sun,Should haunt the undying stars ten million yearsTo fall, some noon, dead in thy market place.
THE HOUSE OF WISDOMI had not thought (ah, God! had I but known!)That this sad hour should ever me befall,When thou I judged the holiest of allShould come to be the thing I must disown.Was it not true? that April morn? thy blownGold hair around my hair for coronal?Or is this truer?--thou at the outer wall,Unroyal, and with unrepentant moan?Yet prize I now this wisdom I have won,Who must always remember? Nay! My tearsMust close mine eyes--as thou wouldst hide thy faceIf some great meteor, kindred to the sun,Should haunt the undying stars ten million yearsTo fall, some noon, dead in thy market place.
THE HOUSE OF WISDOM
I had not thought (ah, God! had I but known!)
That this sad hour should ever me befall,
When thou I judged the holiest of all
Should come to be the thing I must disown.
Was it not true? that April morn? thy blown
Gold hair around my hair for coronal?
Or is this truer?--thou at the outer wall,
Unroyal, and with unrepentant moan?
Yet prize I now this wisdom I have won,
Who must always remember? Nay! My tears
Must close mine eyes--as thou wouldst hide thy face
If some great meteor, kindred to the sun,
Should haunt the undying stars ten million years
To fall, some noon, dead in thy market place.
THE HOUSE OF SINWhen Time is done at last, and the last SpringFadeth on earth, and thy gaze seeketh mine,Watch well for one whose face beareth for signThe legend of a soul's refashioning:As I shall watch for one whose pale hands bringThe first faint violet, and know them thineGrown pitiful and come to build Love's shrineWhere the old Aprils wait, unfaltering.Then the great floods between us will retire,And the long path I follow down will growTo be the path thy climbing feet desire;Until we meet at last, made glad, and knowThe cleansing hands that made my soul as snowHave kept alive in thine the ancient fire.
THE HOUSE OF SINWhen Time is done at last, and the last SpringFadeth on earth, and thy gaze seeketh mine,Watch well for one whose face beareth for signThe legend of a soul's refashioning:As I shall watch for one whose pale hands bringThe first faint violet, and know them thineGrown pitiful and come to build Love's shrineWhere the old Aprils wait, unfaltering.Then the great floods between us will retire,And the long path I follow down will growTo be the path thy climbing feet desire;Until we meet at last, made glad, and knowThe cleansing hands that made my soul as snowHave kept alive in thine the ancient fire.
THE HOUSE OF SIN
When Time is done at last, and the last Spring
Fadeth on earth, and thy gaze seeketh mine,
Watch well for one whose face beareth for sign
The legend of a soul's refashioning:
As I shall watch for one whose pale hands bring
The first faint violet, and know them thine
Grown pitiful and come to build Love's shrine
Where the old Aprils wait, unfaltering.
Then the great floods between us will retire,
And the long path I follow down will grow
To be the path thy climbing feet desire;
Until we meet at last, made glad, and know
The cleansing hands that made my soul as snow
Have kept alive in thine the ancient fire.
THE HOUSE OF MUSICSuch space there is, such endless breadth of timeBetween me and my world of yesterday,I half forget what sounds these be that strayAbout my chamber, and grow and fall and climb.Listen!--that sweet reiterated chime,Doth it not mark some body changed to clay?That last great chord, some anguish far away?Hark! harmony ever now and faultless rhyme.O Soul of mine, among these lutes and lyres,These reeds, these golden pipes, and quivering strings,Thou knowest now that in the old, old yearsWe who knew only one of all desiresCame often even to music's furthest springs--To pass, because their waters gleamed like tears.
THE HOUSE OF MUSICSuch space there is, such endless breadth of timeBetween me and my world of yesterday,I half forget what sounds these be that strayAbout my chamber, and grow and fall and climb.Listen!--that sweet reiterated chime,Doth it not mark some body changed to clay?That last great chord, some anguish far away?Hark! harmony ever now and faultless rhyme.O Soul of mine, among these lutes and lyres,These reeds, these golden pipes, and quivering strings,Thou knowest now that in the old, old yearsWe who knew only one of all desiresCame often even to music's furthest springs--To pass, because their waters gleamed like tears.
THE HOUSE OF MUSIC
Such space there is, such endless breadth of time
Between me and my world of yesterday,
I half forget what sounds these be that stray
About my chamber, and grow and fall and climb.
Listen!--that sweet reiterated chime,
Doth it not mark some body changed to clay?
That last great chord, some anguish far away?
Hark! harmony ever now and faultless rhyme.
O Soul of mine, among these lutes and lyres,
These reeds, these golden pipes, and quivering strings,
Thou knowest now that in the old, old years
We who knew only one of all desires
Came often even to music's furthest springs--
To pass, because their waters gleamed like tears.
THE HOUSE OF COLOURMine gold is here; yea, heavy yellow gold,Gathered ere Earth's first days and nights were fled;And all the walls are hung with scarfs of red,Broidered in fallen cities, fold on fold;The stainéd window's saints are aureoled;And all the textures of the East are spreadOn the pavéd floor, whereon I lay my head,And sleep, and count the coloured things of old.Once, when the hills and I were all aflameWith envy of the pageant in the West(Except the sombre pine-trees--whence there came,Continually, the sigh of their unrest),A lonely crow sailed past me, black as shame,Hugging some ancient sorrow to his breast.
THE HOUSE OF COLOURMine gold is here; yea, heavy yellow gold,Gathered ere Earth's first days and nights were fled;And all the walls are hung with scarfs of red,Broidered in fallen cities, fold on fold;The stainéd window's saints are aureoled;And all the textures of the East are spreadOn the pavéd floor, whereon I lay my head,And sleep, and count the coloured things of old.Once, when the hills and I were all aflameWith envy of the pageant in the West(Except the sombre pine-trees--whence there came,Continually, the sigh of their unrest),A lonely crow sailed past me, black as shame,Hugging some ancient sorrow to his breast.
THE HOUSE OF COLOUR
Mine gold is here; yea, heavy yellow gold,
Gathered ere Earth's first days and nights were fled;
And all the walls are hung with scarfs of red,
Broidered in fallen cities, fold on fold;
The stainéd window's saints are aureoled;
And all the textures of the East are spread
On the pavéd floor, whereon I lay my head,
And sleep, and count the coloured things of old.
Once, when the hills and I were all aflame
With envy of the pageant in the West
(Except the sombre pine-trees--whence there came,
Continually, the sigh of their unrest),
A lonely crow sailed past me, black as shame,
Hugging some ancient sorrow to his breast.
THE FOURTH DAYAs when the tideless, barren waters layAbout the borders of the early earth;And small, unopened buds dreamt not the worthOf their incomparable gold array;And tall young hemlocks were not set a-swayBy any wind; and orchards knew no mirthAt Autumn time, nor plenteousness from dearth;And night and morning, then, were the first day,--Even so was I. Yet, as I slept last night,My soul surged towards thy love's controlling power;And, quickened now with the sun's splendid might,Breaks into unimaginable flower,Knowing thy soul knows this for beacon-light--The culmination of the harvest hour.
THE FOURTH DAYAs when the tideless, barren waters layAbout the borders of the early earth;And small, unopened buds dreamt not the worthOf their incomparable gold array;And tall young hemlocks were not set a-swayBy any wind; and orchards knew no mirthAt Autumn time, nor plenteousness from dearth;And night and morning, then, were the first day,--Even so was I. Yet, as I slept last night,My soul surged towards thy love's controlling power;And, quickened now with the sun's splendid might,Breaks into unimaginable flower,Knowing thy soul knows this for beacon-light--The culmination of the harvest hour.
THE FOURTH DAY
As when the tideless, barren waters lay
About the borders of the early earth;
And small, unopened buds dreamt not the worth
Of their incomparable gold array;
And tall young hemlocks were not set a-sway
By any wind; and orchards knew no mirth
At Autumn time, nor plenteousness from dearth;
And night and morning, then, were the first day,
--Even so was I. Yet, as I slept last night,
My soul surged towards thy love's controlling power;
And, quickened now with the sun's splendid might,
Breaks into unimaginable flower,
Knowing thy soul knows this for beacon-light--
The culmination of the harvest hour.
VICTORYBecause your strife and labour have been vain,Ye who have striven, shall I forego, forgetThe far-off goal where to my feet were setIn the old days when life was first made plain?Upward in April, who, meeting with the rain,Did turn, the first shy mayflowers still are met?I who have sought, yea, who am seeking yet,What pain have I like unto your sore pain?So let me go as one yearning, that braves,With shipmen that have knowledge of the sea,The wind disastrous and the ponderous waves(Because his love dwells in some far countree),Crying, "Not one of all your million gravesIs deep enough to keep my love from me!"
VICTORYBecause your strife and labour have been vain,Ye who have striven, shall I forego, forgetThe far-off goal where to my feet were setIn the old days when life was first made plain?Upward in April, who, meeting with the rain,Did turn, the first shy mayflowers still are met?I who have sought, yea, who am seeking yet,What pain have I like unto your sore pain?So let me go as one yearning, that braves,With shipmen that have knowledge of the sea,The wind disastrous and the ponderous waves(Because his love dwells in some far countree),Crying, "Not one of all your million gravesIs deep enough to keep my love from me!"
VICTORY
Because your strife and labour have been vain,
Ye who have striven, shall I forego, forget
The far-off goal where to my feet were set
In the old days when life was first made plain?
Upward in April, who, meeting with the rain,
Did turn, the first shy mayflowers still are met?
I who have sought, yea, who am seeking yet,
What pain have I like unto your sore pain?
So let me go as one yearning, that braves,
With shipmen that have knowledge of the sea,
The wind disastrous and the ponderous waves
(Because his love dwells in some far countree),
Crying, "Not one of all your million graves
Is deep enough to keep my love from me!"
THE LAST STORMFrom north, from east, the strong wind hurries downAgainst the window-pane the sleet rings fast;The moon hath hid her face away, aghast,And darkness keeps each corner of the town.The garden hedges wear a heavy crown,And the old poplars shriek, as night drifts past,That, leagues on desolate leagues away, at lastOne comes to know he too must surely drown.And yet at noon, to-morrow, when I goOut to the white, white edges of the plain,I shall not grieve for this night's hurricane,Seeing how, in a little hollow, sinks the snowAround the southmost tree, where a lean crowSits noisily impatient for the rain.
THE LAST STORMFrom north, from east, the strong wind hurries downAgainst the window-pane the sleet rings fast;The moon hath hid her face away, aghast,And darkness keeps each corner of the town.The garden hedges wear a heavy crown,And the old poplars shriek, as night drifts past,That, leagues on desolate leagues away, at lastOne comes to know he too must surely drown.And yet at noon, to-morrow, when I goOut to the white, white edges of the plain,I shall not grieve for this night's hurricane,Seeing how, in a little hollow, sinks the snowAround the southmost tree, where a lean crowSits noisily impatient for the rain.
THE LAST STORM
From north, from east, the strong wind hurries down
Against the window-pane the sleet rings fast;
The moon hath hid her face away, aghast,
And darkness keeps each corner of the town.
The garden hedges wear a heavy crown,
And the old poplars shriek, as night drifts past,
That, leagues on desolate leagues away, at last
One comes to know he too must surely drown.
And yet at noon, to-morrow, when I go
Out to the white, white edges of the plain,
I shall not grieve for this night's hurricane,
Seeing how, in a little hollow, sinks the snow
Around the southmost tree, where a lean crow
Sits noisily impatient for the rain.
A LAST WORDAnd if it be I shall not sing again,And thou have wonder at my silent ways,I pray thee think my days not weary days,Or that my heart is dumb for some new pain.Seeing that words are nought, nor may remain,Why should I strive with Time? Come blame, come praise,I am but one of them his might betraysAt last, when all men learn that all was vain.And yet one thing Time cannot wrest from me.Therefore, cry out, yea, even to the throngThat pauseth not for echo of a song,"O, your red gold is very fair. But heIs glad as heaven to loiter and dream alongHis Lady Beauty's path continually."
A LAST WORDAnd if it be I shall not sing again,And thou have wonder at my silent ways,I pray thee think my days not weary days,Or that my heart is dumb for some new pain.Seeing that words are nought, nor may remain,Why should I strive with Time? Come blame, come praise,I am but one of them his might betraysAt last, when all men learn that all was vain.And yet one thing Time cannot wrest from me.Therefore, cry out, yea, even to the throngThat pauseth not for echo of a song,"O, your red gold is very fair. But heIs glad as heaven to loiter and dream alongHis Lady Beauty's path continually."
A LAST WORD
And if it be I shall not sing again,
And thou have wonder at my silent ways,
I pray thee think my days not weary days,
Or that my heart is dumb for some new pain.
Seeing that words are nought, nor may remain,
Why should I strive with Time? Come blame, come praise,
I am but one of them his might betrays
At last, when all men learn that all was vain.
And yet one thing Time cannot wrest from me.
Therefore, cry out, yea, even to the throng
That pauseth not for echo of a song,
"O, your red gold is very fair. But he
Is glad as heaven to loiter and dream along
His Lady Beauty's path continually."
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