Chapter 5

And all because young love went by

And one old fiddler played.

DISTANCE

A hundred miles between us

Could never part us more

Than that one step you took from me

What time my need was sore.

A hundred years between us

Might hold us less apart

Than that one dragging moment

Wherein I knew your heart.

Now what farewell is needed

To all I held most dear,

So far and far you are from me

I doubt if you could hear.

THE GYPSYING

I wish we might go gypsying one day the while we're young—

On a blue October morning

Beneath a cloudless sky,

When all the world's a vibrant harp

The winds o' God have strung,

And gay as tossing torches the maples light us by;

The rising sun before us—a golden bubble swung—

I wish we might go gypsying one day the while we're young.

I wish we might go gypsying one day before we're old—

To step it with the wild west wind

And sing the while we go,

Through far forgotten orchards

Hung with jewels red and gold;

Through cool and fragrant forests where never sun may show,

To stand upon a high hill and watch the mist unfold—

I wish we might go gypsying one day before we're old.

I wish we might go gypsying, dear lad, the while we care—

The while we've heart for hazarding,

The while we've will to sing,

The while we've wit to hear the call

And youth and mirth to spare,

Before a day may find us too sad for gypsying,

Before a day may find us too dull to dream and dare—

I wish we might go gypsying, dear lad, the while we care.

GOOD-BYE, PIERRETTE

Good-bye, Pierrette. The new moon waits

Like some shy maiden at the gates

Of rose and pearl, to watch us stand

This little moment, hand in hand—

Nor one red rose its watch abates.

The low wind through your garden prates

Of one this twilight desolates.

Ah, was it this your roses planned?

Good-bye, Pierrette.

Oh, merriest of little mates,

No sadder lover hesitates

Beneath this moon in any land;

Nor any roses, watchful, bland,

Look on a sadder jest of Fate's.

Good-bye, Pierrette.

THE AWAKENING

When the white dawn comes

I shall kneel to welcome it;

The dread that darkened on my eyes

Shall vanish and be gone.

I shall look upon it

As the parched on fountains,

Yet it was the blinding night

That taught the joy of dawn.

When the first bird sings,

Oh, I shall hear rejoicing,

And all my life shall thrill to it

And all my heart draw near.

I shall lean to listen

Lest a note elude me,

Yet it was the fearsome night

That taught me how to hear.

When the sun comes up

I shall lift my arms to it;

The fear of fear shall fall from me

As shackles from a slave.

I shall run to hail it,

Free and unbewildered,

Yet it was the silent night

That taught me to be brave.

THE WEDDING GOWN

She put her wedding-gown away

As tenderly as one might close,

With kissing lips and finger-tips,

The petals of a rose

Still held for the Belovèd's sake—

The loveliest that blows.

She put her wedding-gown away—

The quiet place was all astir

With vague perfume that filled the room,

Cedar and lavender,

Yet sweeter still about it clung

The fragrant thoughts of her.

She put her wedding-gown away—

Yet lingered where its whiteness gleamed

As one above a sleeping Love,

Oh, thus it was she seemed,

Reluctant still to turn and go

And leave him as he dreamed.

THE DISCIPLES

A great king made a feast for Love,

And golden was the board and gold

The hundred, wondrous gauds thereof;

Soft lights like roses fell above

Rare dishes exquisite and fine;

In jeweled goblets shone the wine—

A great king made a feast for Love.

Yet Love as gladly and full-fed hath fared

Upon a broken crust that two have shared;

And from scant wine as glorious dreams drawn up

Seeing two lovers kissed above the cup.

A great king made for Love's delight

A temple wonderful wherein

Served jeweled priest and acolyte;

There fell no darkness day or night

Since there his highest altar shone

With flaming gems as some white sun,

A temple made for Love's delight.

Yet Love hath found a temple as complete

In some bare attic where two lovers meet;

And made his altar by one candle's flame

Seeing two lovers burned it in his name.

THE UNKNOWING

They do not know the awful tears we shed,

The tender treasures that we keep and kiss;

They could not be so still—our quiet dead

In knowing this.

They do not know what time we turn to fill

Love's empty chalice with a cheaper bliss;

They could not be so still—so very still

In knowing this.

HEART OF A HUNDRED SORROWS

Oh, Heart of a Hundred Sorrows,

Whose pity is great therefore,

The gift that thy children bring thee

Is ever a sorrow more.

Sure of thy dear compassion,

Concerned for our own relief,

Ever and ever we seek thee,

And each with his gift of grief.

Oh, not to reprove my brothers,

Yet I, who am less than less,

Would bring thee my joy of being

The rose of my happiness.

The spirit that makes my singing

The gladness without alloy,

Oh, Heart of a Hundred Sorrows,

I bring thee a little joy.

THE RETURNING

I said I will go back again where we

Were glad together. But my dear, my dear,

Where are the roses we were wont to see

The songs we used to hear?

I said the hearth-flame that once burned for us

I will renew with all the cheer of old,

Yet here within the circle luminous

Our very hearts are cold.

That was a barren garden that we found,

This was an empty house we came to meet,

We, who for all our longing, hear no sound

Of Love's returning feet.

THE INLANDER

I never climb a high hill

Or gaze across the lea,

But, Oh, beyond the two of them,

Beyond the height and blue of them,

I'm looking for the sea.

A blue sea—a crooning sea—

A grey sea lashed with foam—

But, Oh, to take the drift of it,

To know the surge and lift of it,

And 'tis I am longing for it as the homeless long for home.

I never dream at night-time

Or close my eyes by day,

But there I have the might of it,

The wind-whipped, sun-drenched sight of it,

That calls my soul away.

Oh, deep dreams and happy dreams,

Its dreaming still I'd be,

For still the land I'm waking in,

'Tis that my heart is breaking in,

And 'tis far where I'd be sleeping with the blue waves over me.

AD FINEM

I like to think this friendship that we hold

As youth's high gift in our two hands to-day

Still shall we find as bright, untarnished gold

What time the fleeting years have left us grey.

I like to think we two shall watch the May

Dance down her happy hills and Autumn fold

The world in flame and beauty, we grown old

Staunch comrades on an undivided way.

I like to think of Winter nights made bright

By book and hearth-flame when we two shall smile

At memories of to-day—we two content

To count our vanished dawns by candle-light

Seeing we hold in our old hands the while

The gift of gold youth left us as she went.

A SONG OF HELOISE

God send thee peace, Oh, great unhappy heart—

A world away, I pray that thou mayst rest

Softly as on the Well-Belovèd's breast,

Where ever in her wistful dreams thou art.

At dawn my prayer is all for thee, at noon

My very heart and, Oh, at night my tears

For all we walk alone the empty years

Nor meet neath any sun—neath any moon.

Yet must my love go with thee—all apart

From this the life I lend to lesser things;

God send to thee this night beneath its wings,

A little peace, Oh, great unhappy heart.

THE RETURN

I come to you grown weary of much laughter,

From jangling mirth that once seemed over-sweet,

From all the mocking ghosts that follow after

A man's returning feet;

Give me no word of welcome or of greeting

Only in silence let me enter in,

Only in silence when our eyes are meeting,

Absolve me of my sin.

I come to you grown weary of much living,

Open your door and lift me of your grace,

I ask for no compassion, no forgiving,


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