IN WINTER
IN WINTER
IN WINTER
IN WINTER
IN WINTER
My mother's land is white with snow.The sandwash and the waterhole,the dry grass patches and thecornfield hide awayunder the white blanket,under the snow blanketthat covers the land.The air is filledwith falling snow,thick snow,soft snowfalling,falling.
My mother's land is white with snow.The sandwash and the waterhole,the dry grass patches and thecornfield hide awayunder the white blanket,under the snow blanketthat covers the land.The air is filledwith falling snow,thick snow,soft snowfalling,falling.
My mother's land is white with snow.
My mother's land is white with snow.
The sandwash and the waterhole,the dry grass patches and thecornfield hide awayunder the white blanket,under the snow blanketthat covers the land.
The sandwash and the waterhole,
the dry grass patches and the
cornfield hide away
under the white blanket,
under the snow blanket
that covers the land.
The air is filledwith falling snow,thick snow,soft snowfalling,falling.
The air is filled
with falling snow,
thick snow,
soft snow
falling,
falling.
Beautiful Mountainand the red rock canyonshide their facesin snow clouds.The wind cries.It piles the snowin drift banksagainst the polesof the sheep corral.It pushes against the doorof my mother's hogan,and it cries.The wind cries out therein the snow and the cold.My mother's hogan is cold.Snow blows down the smoke hole.Water drops on the fire.The wet wood smokesand keeps its flames to itself.The sunhas not shown his faceto tell uswhat time of day it is.I do not like to ask my mother,"Is it noon now?" or"Is it almost night?"becauseshe might thinkI wanted it to be time to eat.She might thinkI wanted food.
Beautiful Mountainand the red rock canyonshide their facesin snow clouds.The wind cries.It piles the snowin drift banksagainst the polesof the sheep corral.It pushes against the doorof my mother's hogan,and it cries.The wind cries out therein the snow and the cold.My mother's hogan is cold.Snow blows down the smoke hole.Water drops on the fire.The wet wood smokesand keeps its flames to itself.The sunhas not shown his faceto tell uswhat time of day it is.I do not like to ask my mother,"Is it noon now?" or"Is it almost night?"becauseshe might thinkI wanted it to be time to eat.She might thinkI wanted food.
Beautiful Mountainand the red rock canyonshide their facesin snow clouds.
Beautiful Mountain
and the red rock canyons
hide their faces
in snow clouds.
The wind cries.
The wind cries.
It piles the snowin drift banksagainst the polesof the sheep corral.
It piles the snow
in drift banks
against the poles
of the sheep corral.
It pushes against the doorof my mother's hogan,and it cries.
It pushes against the door
of my mother's hogan,
and it cries.
The wind cries out therein the snow and the cold.
The wind cries out there
in the snow and the cold.
My mother's hogan is cold.Snow blows down the smoke hole.Water drops on the fire.
My mother's hogan is cold.
Snow blows down the smoke hole.
Water drops on the fire.
The wet wood smokesand keeps its flames to itself.
The wet wood smokes
and keeps its flames to itself.
The sunhas not shown his faceto tell uswhat time of day it is.
The sun
has not shown his face
to tell us
what time of day it is.
I do not like to ask my mother,"Is it noon now?" or"Is it almost night?"becauseshe might thinkI wanted it to be time to eat.
I do not like to ask my mother,
"Is it noon now?" or
"Is it almost night?"
because
she might think
I wanted it to be time to eat.
She might thinkI wanted food.
She might think
I wanted food.
There is no food.There is no flour nor cornmealto make into bread.There is no coffeethat my mother could boilfor us to drink.There is no food.The corn my father plantedin his fieldis gone.We ate it.
There is no food.There is no flour nor cornmealto make into bread.There is no coffeethat my mother could boilfor us to drink.There is no food.The corn my father plantedin his fieldis gone.We ate it.
There is no food.
There is no food.
There is no flour nor cornmealto make into bread.
There is no flour nor cornmeal
to make into bread.
There is no coffeethat my mother could boilfor us to drink.
There is no coffee
that my mother could boil
for us to drink.
There is no food.
There is no food.
The corn my father plantedin his fieldis gone.
The corn my father planted
in his field
is gone.
We ate it.
We ate it.
There was so little.The corn pile in the storehousewas not high enoughto last for long.It is gone.Now all of it is gone.There is no food.There is foodat the Trading Postin sacks and in boxes,in bins and in canson the shelf.There is food at the Trading Post,but the Trading Postis far awayand snowdriftsand snow cloudsare heavy between.There is food at the Trading Postbut my father has nothing leftof the hard, round moneythat he must giveto the Traderfor the food.There is no food herein my mother's hogan.When it is time to eat,we talk of other things,but not of hunger.This thing called hungeris a painthat sits inside me.At first it was little,but nowit grows biggerand bigger.It hurts meto be hungry.
There was so little.The corn pile in the storehousewas not high enoughto last for long.It is gone.Now all of it is gone.There is no food.There is foodat the Trading Postin sacks and in boxes,in bins and in canson the shelf.There is food at the Trading Post,but the Trading Postis far awayand snowdriftsand snow cloudsare heavy between.There is food at the Trading Postbut my father has nothing leftof the hard, round moneythat he must giveto the Traderfor the food.There is no food herein my mother's hogan.When it is time to eat,we talk of other things,but not of hunger.This thing called hungeris a painthat sits inside me.At first it was little,but nowit grows biggerand bigger.It hurts meto be hungry.
There was so little.The corn pile in the storehousewas not high enoughto last for long.It is gone.
There was so little.
The corn pile in the storehouse
was not high enough
to last for long.
It is gone.
Now all of it is gone.There is no food.
Now all of it is gone.
There is no food.
There is foodat the Trading Postin sacks and in boxes,in bins and in canson the shelf.
There is food
at the Trading Post
in sacks and in boxes,
in bins and in cans
on the shelf.
There is food at the Trading Post,but the Trading Postis far awayand snowdriftsand snow cloudsare heavy between.
There is food at the Trading Post,
but the Trading Post
is far away
and snowdrifts
and snow clouds
are heavy between.
There is food at the Trading Postbut my father has nothing leftof the hard, round moneythat he must giveto the Traderfor the food.
There is food at the Trading Post
but my father has nothing left
of the hard, round money
that he must give
to the Trader
for the food.
There is no food herein my mother's hogan.
There is no food here
in my mother's hogan.
When it is time to eat,we talk of other things,but not of hunger.
When it is time to eat,
we talk of other things,
but not of hunger.
This thing called hungeris a painthat sits inside me.
This thing called hunger
is a pain
that sits inside me.
At first it was little,but nowit grows biggerand bigger.
At first it was little,
but now
it grows bigger
and bigger.
It hurts meto be hungry.
It hurts me
to be hungry.
The dogs are hungry, too.They crowd in the hogan.The black oneis not sleeping now.He lies with his headon his pawsand looks at nothing.The yellow one whimpers.He has worked hard,but there is no food.The gray shadow dog stays outsideclose to the tree trunkmaking no soundasking for nothing.I think she knowsnobody wants her.
The dogs are hungry, too.They crowd in the hogan.The black oneis not sleeping now.He lies with his headon his pawsand looks at nothing.The yellow one whimpers.He has worked hard,but there is no food.The gray shadow dog stays outsideclose to the tree trunkmaking no soundasking for nothing.I think she knowsnobody wants her.
The dogs are hungry, too.
The dogs are hungry, too.
They crowd in the hogan.
They crowd in the hogan.
The black oneis not sleeping now.
The black one
is not sleeping now.
He lies with his headon his pawsand looks at nothing.
He lies with his head
on his paws
and looks at nothing.
The yellow one whimpers.
The yellow one whimpers.
He has worked hard,but there is no food.
He has worked hard,
but there is no food.
The gray shadow dog stays outsideclose to the tree trunkmaking no soundasking for nothing.
The gray shadow dog stays outside
close to the tree trunk
making no sound
asking for nothing.
I think she knowsnobody wants her.
I think she knows
nobody wants her.
The sheep are wet and cold.They are hungry, too.If the snow keeps falling,it will be bad for the sheep.Perhapsthat is why the wind cries.Perhapsthe wind is sorryfor the sheep.That is what I think.My mother talks to my father.Togetherthey go out to shovel snow.The ruffles on my mother's skirtsmake pretty marks on the topof the snow whiteness.My mother and my fathershovel a round placeclean of snowout near the sheep corral.
The sheep are wet and cold.They are hungry, too.If the snow keeps falling,it will be bad for the sheep.Perhapsthat is why the wind cries.Perhapsthe wind is sorryfor the sheep.That is what I think.My mother talks to my father.Togetherthey go out to shovel snow.The ruffles on my mother's skirtsmake pretty marks on the topof the snow whiteness.My mother and my fathershovel a round placeclean of snowout near the sheep corral.
The sheep are wet and cold.
The sheep are wet and cold.
They are hungry, too.
They are hungry, too.
If the snow keeps falling,it will be bad for the sheep.
If the snow keeps falling,
it will be bad for the sheep.
Perhapsthat is why the wind cries.
Perhaps
that is why the wind cries.
Perhapsthe wind is sorryfor the sheep.
Perhaps
the wind is sorry
for the sheep.
That is what I think.
That is what I think.
My mother talks to my father.
My mother talks to my father.
Togetherthey go out to shovel snow.
Together
they go out to shovel snow.
The ruffles on my mother's skirtsmake pretty marks on the topof the snow whiteness.
The ruffles on my mother's skirts
make pretty marks on the top
of the snow whiteness.
My mother and my fathershovel a round placeclean of snowout near the sheep corral.
My mother and my father
shovel a round place
clean of snow
out near the sheep corral.
They will build a fireto melt snow into waterto give to the sheep.It takes much woodto make a fireto melt snow into water,but if the sheep have waterto drinkthey do not hunger so much.When the round placeis clear of snow,my mother comes into the hoganfor dry woodto make the outdoor fire.She picks a stickfrom our small pilebeside the fire.She picks anotheruntil she has a little armful.My mother picks them up slowlyfor our pile is so small.My father comes into the hogan.He stamps his feet.Little hills of dirty snowmelt slowly by themon the hogan floor.It takes a lot of snowin my mother's washtubto melt enough waterfor the sheep.When my mother comes againinto the hoganshe is tired.Her poor faceis dark with cold.I put my armsaround my mother's knees.It is the only way I knowto show herthat I am sorry she is cold.
They will build a fireto melt snow into waterto give to the sheep.It takes much woodto make a fireto melt snow into water,but if the sheep have waterto drinkthey do not hunger so much.When the round placeis clear of snow,my mother comes into the hoganfor dry woodto make the outdoor fire.She picks a stickfrom our small pilebeside the fire.She picks anotheruntil she has a little armful.My mother picks them up slowlyfor our pile is so small.My father comes into the hogan.He stamps his feet.Little hills of dirty snowmelt slowly by themon the hogan floor.It takes a lot of snowin my mother's washtubto melt enough waterfor the sheep.When my mother comes againinto the hoganshe is tired.Her poor faceis dark with cold.I put my armsaround my mother's knees.It is the only way I knowto show herthat I am sorry she is cold.
They will build a fireto melt snow into waterto give to the sheep.
They will build a fire
to melt snow into water
to give to the sheep.
It takes much woodto make a fireto melt snow into water,but if the sheep have waterto drinkthey do not hunger so much.
It takes much wood
to make a fire
to melt snow into water,
but if the sheep have water
to drink
they do not hunger so much.
When the round placeis clear of snow,my mother comes into the hoganfor dry woodto make the outdoor fire.
When the round place
is clear of snow,
my mother comes into the hogan
for dry wood
to make the outdoor fire.
She picks a stickfrom our small pilebeside the fire.
She picks a stick
from our small pile
beside the fire.
She picks anotheruntil she has a little armful.
She picks another
until she has a little armful.
My mother picks them up slowlyfor our pile is so small.
My mother picks them up slowly
for our pile is so small.
My father comes into the hogan.
My father comes into the hogan.
He stamps his feet.
He stamps his feet.
Little hills of dirty snowmelt slowly by themon the hogan floor.
Little hills of dirty snow
melt slowly by them
on the hogan floor.
It takes a lot of snowin my mother's washtubto melt enough waterfor the sheep.
It takes a lot of snow
in my mother's washtub
to melt enough water
for the sheep.
When my mother comes againinto the hoganshe is tired.
When my mother comes again
into the hogan
she is tired.
Her poor faceis dark with cold.
Her poor face
is dark with cold.
I put my armsaround my mother's knees.
I put my arms
around my mother's knees.
It is the only way I knowto show herthat I am sorry she is cold.
It is the only way I know
to show her
that I am sorry she is cold.
Night is slow in coming,but at last it comesmoving through the snowstorm.Coyotes howl, far away.Nearby the wind cries.The wet wood smokes.Snow water drips downthrough the smoke hole.
Night is slow in coming,but at last it comesmoving through the snowstorm.Coyotes howl, far away.Nearby the wind cries.The wet wood smokes.Snow water drips downthrough the smoke hole.
Night is slow in coming,but at last it comesmoving through the snowstorm.
Night is slow in coming,
but at last it comes
moving through the snowstorm.
Coyotes howl, far away.
Coyotes howl, far away.
Nearby the wind cries.
Nearby the wind cries.
The wet wood smokes.
The wet wood smokes.
Snow water drips downthrough the smoke hole.
Snow water drips down
through the smoke hole.
Thenmy father tells us stories.Long storiesmade up of many words.His words have power.They have strength.They seem to hold me.They seem to warm me.They seem to feed me.My father's words,they comfort me.His words have power.My father tellsThe Star Story."When the world was being made,being made."My father tells us,"When the Gods wereplacing stars,the stars,the stars in patternsin the sky,coyote stole the star bag."
Thenmy father tells us stories.Long storiesmade up of many words.His words have power.They have strength.They seem to hold me.They seem to warm me.They seem to feed me.My father's words,they comfort me.His words have power.My father tellsThe Star Story."When the world was being made,being made."My father tells us,"When the Gods wereplacing stars,the stars,the stars in patternsin the sky,coyote stole the star bag."
Thenmy father tells us stories.
Then
my father tells us stories.
Long storiesmade up of many words.
Long stories
made up of many words.
His words have power.
His words have power.
They have strength.
They have strength.
They seem to hold me.
They seem to hold me.
They seem to warm me.
They seem to warm me.
They seem to feed me.
They seem to feed me.
My father's words,they comfort me.
My father's words,
they comfort me.
His words have power.
His words have power.
My father tellsThe Star Story.
My father tells
The Star Story.
"When the world was being made,being made."
"When the world was being made,
being made."
My father tells us,"When the Gods wereplacing stars,the stars,the stars in patternsin the sky,coyote stole the star bag."
My father tells us,
"When the Gods were
placing stars,
the stars,
the stars in patterns
in the sky,
coyote stole the star bag."
Coyote spilled the stars outin the sky,helter skelter in the sky,when the world was being made.Softlymy father tells it,the story of the stars.Outside,the windand the nightpush againstmy mother's hogan door.Outside,big flakes of snowfall thickly,fall softly,fall steadily.Inside,snow water dripsdown the smoke holeand the words ofmy father's voicedrop softlyinto the quietof my mother's hogan.
Coyote spilled the stars outin the sky,helter skelter in the sky,when the world was being made.Softlymy father tells it,the story of the stars.Outside,the windand the nightpush againstmy mother's hogan door.Outside,big flakes of snowfall thickly,fall softly,fall steadily.Inside,snow water dripsdown the smoke holeand the words ofmy father's voicedrop softlyinto the quietof my mother's hogan.
Coyote spilled the stars outin the sky,helter skelter in the sky,when the world was being made.
Coyote spilled the stars out
in the sky,
helter skelter in the sky,
when the world was being made.
Softlymy father tells it,the story of the stars.
Softly
my father tells it,
the story of the stars.
Outside,the windand the nightpush againstmy mother's hogan door.
Outside,
the wind
and the night
push against
my mother's hogan door.
Outside,big flakes of snowfall thickly,fall softly,fall steadily.
Outside,
big flakes of snow
fall thickly,
fall softly,
fall steadily.
Inside,snow water dripsdown the smoke holeand the words ofmy father's voicedrop softlyinto the quietof my mother's hogan.
Inside,
snow water drips
down the smoke hole
and the words of
my father's voice
drop softly
into the quiet
of my mother's hogan.
The Star Storymade my mother thinkof the string game,"It-Is-Twisted."She said that the Spider Peoplegave it to usto use in winter evenings.My mother showed ushow to make the game.She madeTwin-Stars and Many-Stars,Big-Star and Horned-Starwith pieces of string.
The Star Storymade my mother thinkof the string game,"It-Is-Twisted."She said that the Spider Peoplegave it to usto use in winter evenings.My mother showed ushow to make the game.She madeTwin-Stars and Many-Stars,Big-Star and Horned-Starwith pieces of string.
The Star Storymade my mother thinkof the string game,"It-Is-Twisted."
The Star Story
made my mother think
of the string game,
"It-Is-Twisted."
She said that the Spider Peoplegave it to usto use in winter evenings.
She said that the Spider People
gave it to us
to use in winter evenings.
My mother showed ushow to make the game.
My mother showed us
how to make the game.
She madeTwin-Stars and Many-Stars,Big-Star and Horned-Starwith pieces of string.
She made
Twin-Stars and Many-Stars,
Big-Star and Horned-Star
with pieces of string.
Just now,I heard myself saying,"I want some bread."My father is not talking now.He is looking at me.My mother is looking at me.They do not know it was not I,but this hunger pain inside methat said those words,"I want some bread."They do not know that,and I do not knowhow to tell them.My father sits still.He sits quietly.He is thinking.My mother looks downat her handswhere they are restingin the folds of her skirt.Outside,the wind criesthe wind criesto my thinking.Slowlymy father takes his concho beltfrom about his waist.Slowlyhis fingers touch the belt,counting,counting,counting the conchos.Slowlymy mother takes her coral stringfrom about her neck.She looks at it.She looks at it.Slowlyshe puts it back againaround her neck.Thenmy mothertakes from her fingerher largest turquoise ring.My father puts his concho beltupon the floor.My mother puts her turquoise ringupon the floor.The concho beltand the turquoise ringmake a splash of colorin the gray-lighted hogan.He will pawn thembecause our foodis getting low.The concho beltand the turquoise ringare for pawn.They are for pawn.Pawn to the Traderfor food.Pawn to the Traderthat we may eat.Our hard goods,our possessionswe give themfor saltand for flour.They are for pawn.Who knowswhen we can buy them back.The snow water dropsfrom the smoke holelike tears.The wind cries.Quicklymy father singsa funny songto make laughter cometo my mother and me.
Just now,I heard myself saying,"I want some bread."My father is not talking now.He is looking at me.My mother is looking at me.They do not know it was not I,but this hunger pain inside methat said those words,"I want some bread."They do not know that,and I do not knowhow to tell them.My father sits still.He sits quietly.He is thinking.My mother looks downat her handswhere they are restingin the folds of her skirt.Outside,the wind criesthe wind criesto my thinking.Slowlymy father takes his concho beltfrom about his waist.Slowlyhis fingers touch the belt,counting,counting,counting the conchos.Slowlymy mother takes her coral stringfrom about her neck.She looks at it.She looks at it.Slowlyshe puts it back againaround her neck.Thenmy mothertakes from her fingerher largest turquoise ring.My father puts his concho beltupon the floor.My mother puts her turquoise ringupon the floor.The concho beltand the turquoise ringmake a splash of colorin the gray-lighted hogan.He will pawn thembecause our foodis getting low.The concho beltand the turquoise ringare for pawn.They are for pawn.Pawn to the Traderfor food.Pawn to the Traderthat we may eat.Our hard goods,our possessionswe give themfor saltand for flour.They are for pawn.Who knowswhen we can buy them back.The snow water dropsfrom the smoke holelike tears.The wind cries.Quicklymy father singsa funny songto make laughter cometo my mother and me.
Just now,I heard myself saying,"I want some bread."
Just now,
I heard myself saying,
"I want some bread."
My father is not talking now.
My father is not talking now.
He is looking at me.
He is looking at me.
My mother is looking at me.
My mother is looking at me.
They do not know it was not I,but this hunger pain inside methat said those words,"I want some bread."
They do not know it was not I,
but this hunger pain inside me
that said those words,
"I want some bread."
They do not know that,and I do not knowhow to tell them.
They do not know that,
and I do not know
how to tell them.
My father sits still.
My father sits still.
He sits quietly.
He sits quietly.
He is thinking.
He is thinking.
My mother looks downat her handswhere they are restingin the folds of her skirt.
My mother looks down
at her hands
where they are resting
in the folds of her skirt.
Outside,the wind criesthe wind criesto my thinking.
Outside,
the wind cries
the wind cries
to my thinking.
Slowlymy father takes his concho beltfrom about his waist.
Slowly
my father takes his concho belt
from about his waist.
Slowlyhis fingers touch the belt,counting,counting,counting the conchos.
Slowly
his fingers touch the belt,
counting,
counting,
counting the conchos.
Slowlymy mother takes her coral stringfrom about her neck.
Slowly
my mother takes her coral string
from about her neck.
She looks at it.
She looks at it.
She looks at it.
She looks at it.
Slowlyshe puts it back againaround her neck.
Slowly
she puts it back again
around her neck.
Thenmy mothertakes from her fingerher largest turquoise ring.
Then
my mother
takes from her finger
her largest turquoise ring.
My father puts his concho beltupon the floor.
My father puts his concho belt
upon the floor.
My mother puts her turquoise ringupon the floor.
My mother puts her turquoise ring
upon the floor.
The concho beltand the turquoise ringmake a splash of colorin the gray-lighted hogan.
The concho belt
and the turquoise ring
make a splash of color
in the gray-lighted hogan.
He will pawn thembecause our foodis getting low.
He will pawn them
because our food
is getting low.
The concho beltand the turquoise ringare for pawn.
The concho belt
and the turquoise ring
are for pawn.
They are for pawn.
They are for pawn.
Pawn to the Traderfor food.
Pawn to the Trader
for food.
Pawn to the Traderthat we may eat.
Pawn to the Trader
that we may eat.
Our hard goods,our possessionswe give themfor saltand for flour.
Our hard goods,
our possessions
we give them
for salt
and for flour.
They are for pawn.
They are for pawn.
Who knowswhen we can buy them back.
Who knows
when we can buy them back.
The snow water dropsfrom the smoke holelike tears.
The snow water drops
from the smoke hole
like tears.
The wind cries.
The wind cries.
Quicklymy father singsa funny songto make laughter cometo my mother and me.
Quickly
my father sings
a funny song
to make laughter come
to my mother and me.
MORNING
The wind lies still.It has not gone awayI know,for I can feel itlying there outsidehiding in the snow.The wind lies stillbehind the snowdrifts,but sometimesit starts upwith a low cry,then falls again to hide.Cold bends over the land.The white feathers of snowfall slower and slower.My mother and my fatherget up early.My mother will kill a sheepso my father can eatsomethingbefore he startsfor the Trading Post.My father waitsfor my motherto butcher the sheepand to cook a piecefor his breakfast.Then my father finds his horse.He ties an empty flour sackbehind his saddle.He wraps his blanket about himand leaning his bodyagainst the stormhe rides to the Trading Post.My father ridesinto the snow-filled world.His blanket and his horseare the only colorsmovingthrough the white.Snow comes into my heartfilling it with coldwhen I seemy father ride away.
The wind lies still.It has not gone awayI know,for I can feel itlying there outsidehiding in the snow.The wind lies stillbehind the snowdrifts,but sometimesit starts upwith a low cry,then falls again to hide.Cold bends over the land.The white feathers of snowfall slower and slower.My mother and my fatherget up early.My mother will kill a sheepso my father can eatsomethingbefore he startsfor the Trading Post.My father waitsfor my motherto butcher the sheepand to cook a piecefor his breakfast.Then my father finds his horse.He ties an empty flour sackbehind his saddle.He wraps his blanket about himand leaning his bodyagainst the stormhe rides to the Trading Post.My father ridesinto the snow-filled world.His blanket and his horseare the only colorsmovingthrough the white.Snow comes into my heartfilling it with coldwhen I seemy father ride away.
The wind lies still.
The wind lies still.
It has not gone awayI know,for I can feel itlying there outsidehiding in the snow.
It has not gone away
I know,
for I can feel it
lying there outside
hiding in the snow.
The wind lies stillbehind the snowdrifts,but sometimesit starts upwith a low cry,then falls again to hide.
The wind lies still
behind the snowdrifts,
but sometimes
it starts up
with a low cry,
then falls again to hide.
Cold bends over the land.
Cold bends over the land.
The white feathers of snowfall slower and slower.
The white feathers of snow
fall slower and slower.
My mother and my fatherget up early.
My mother and my father
get up early.
My mother will kill a sheepso my father can eatsomethingbefore he startsfor the Trading Post.
My mother will kill a sheep
so my father can eat
something
before he starts
for the Trading Post.
My father waitsfor my motherto butcher the sheepand to cook a piecefor his breakfast.
My father waits
for my mother
to butcher the sheep
and to cook a piece
for his breakfast.
Then my father finds his horse.
Then my father finds his horse.
He ties an empty flour sackbehind his saddle.
He ties an empty flour sack
behind his saddle.
He wraps his blanket about himand leaning his bodyagainst the stormhe rides to the Trading Post.
He wraps his blanket about him
and leaning his body
against the storm
he rides to the Trading Post.
My father ridesinto the snow-filled world.
My father rides
into the snow-filled world.
His blanket and his horseare the only colorsmovingthrough the white.
His blanket and his horse
are the only colors
moving
through the white.
Snow comes into my heartfilling it with coldwhen I seemy father ride away.
Snow comes into my heart
filling it with cold
when I see
my father ride away.
For a little whileI sit in the hoganthinking of my fatherriding along the snowy trailto the Trading Post.Snow stops falling.Cold blows its blue breathacross the white.I help my mother shovel snow.We make a path to the sheep corraland to my grandmother's hogan.The snow, so soft to feel,is hard to shovel.The cold slaps at my face.It traps my hands and my feetin icy feeling.My mother takes meinto the hogan.She rubs my face and handsand my feet with snow.Soonlittle hot painscome to playwith my cold fingersand my cold toes.Soon the icy feeling goes away.
For a little whileI sit in the hoganthinking of my fatherriding along the snowy trailto the Trading Post.Snow stops falling.Cold blows its blue breathacross the white.I help my mother shovel snow.We make a path to the sheep corraland to my grandmother's hogan.The snow, so soft to feel,is hard to shovel.The cold slaps at my face.It traps my hands and my feetin icy feeling.My mother takes meinto the hogan.She rubs my face and handsand my feet with snow.Soonlittle hot painscome to playwith my cold fingersand my cold toes.Soon the icy feeling goes away.
For a little whileI sit in the hoganthinking of my fatherriding along the snowy trailto the Trading Post.
For a little while
I sit in the hogan
thinking of my father
riding along the snowy trail
to the Trading Post.
Snow stops falling.Cold blows its blue breathacross the white.
Snow stops falling.
Cold blows its blue breath
across the white.
I help my mother shovel snow.
I help my mother shovel snow.
We make a path to the sheep corraland to my grandmother's hogan.
We make a path to the sheep corral
and to my grandmother's hogan.
The snow, so soft to feel,is hard to shovel.
The snow, so soft to feel,
is hard to shovel.
The cold slaps at my face.
The cold slaps at my face.
It traps my hands and my feetin icy feeling.
It traps my hands and my feet
in icy feeling.
My mother takes meinto the hogan.
My mother takes me
into the hogan.
She rubs my face and handsand my feet with snow.
She rubs my face and hands
and my feet with snow.
Soonlittle hot painscome to playwith my cold fingersand my cold toes.Soon the icy feeling goes away.
Soon
little hot pains
come to play
with my cold fingers
and my cold toes.
Soon the icy feeling goes away.
The day moves slowly.My father does not come backalong the trail.It is far to the Trading Post.The snow is deep.I think of my fatherand his concho belt.I look at my mother's finger.One finger looks barewithout its turquoise ring.I pull my sleeve downover my bracelet.PerhapsI should have given itto my father.My grandmother comes to see us.She brings a piece of breadfor meand for my motherto eat with our meat.She brings a piece of string.She shows me howto make Cat's Cradles.She shows me howto make "It-Is-Twisted."We make Bird's-Nest and Butterfliesand Coyotes-Running-Apartwith the piece of string.
The day moves slowly.My father does not come backalong the trail.It is far to the Trading Post.The snow is deep.I think of my fatherand his concho belt.I look at my mother's finger.One finger looks barewithout its turquoise ring.I pull my sleeve downover my bracelet.PerhapsI should have given itto my father.My grandmother comes to see us.She brings a piece of breadfor meand for my motherto eat with our meat.She brings a piece of string.She shows me howto make Cat's Cradles.She shows me howto make "It-Is-Twisted."We make Bird's-Nest and Butterfliesand Coyotes-Running-Apartwith the piece of string.
The day moves slowly.
The day moves slowly.
My father does not come backalong the trail.
My father does not come back
along the trail.
It is far to the Trading Post.
It is far to the Trading Post.
The snow is deep.
The snow is deep.
I think of my fatherand his concho belt.
I think of my father
and his concho belt.
I look at my mother's finger.
I look at my mother's finger.
One finger looks barewithout its turquoise ring.
One finger looks bare
without its turquoise ring.
I pull my sleeve downover my bracelet.
I pull my sleeve down
over my bracelet.
PerhapsI should have given itto my father.
Perhaps
I should have given it
to my father.
My grandmother comes to see us.
My grandmother comes to see us.
She brings a piece of breadfor meand for my motherto eat with our meat.
She brings a piece of bread
for me
and for my mother
to eat with our meat.
She brings a piece of string.
She brings a piece of string.
She shows me howto make Cat's Cradles.
She shows me how
to make Cat's Cradles.
She shows me howto make "It-Is-Twisted."
She shows me how
to make "It-Is-Twisted."
We make Bird's-Nest and Butterfliesand Coyotes-Running-Apartwith the piece of string.
We make Bird's-Nest and Butterflies
and Coyotes-Running-Apart
with the piece of string.
We hear my father singingas he rides alongthe snowy trail.My grandmother goes to her hoganand my mother and I,we stand together,laughing.We stand togetheroutside our door,happy becausemy father comes back again.Behind my father's saddleis tiedthe flour sack filled with food.It is not empty now,but a sackof bumps and bumps,and heavy looking.In front of himmy father carriesa dry wood boxthat the Trader gave him.
We hear my father singingas he rides alongthe snowy trail.My grandmother goes to her hoganand my mother and I,we stand together,laughing.We stand togetheroutside our door,happy becausemy father comes back again.Behind my father's saddleis tiedthe flour sack filled with food.It is not empty now,but a sackof bumps and bumps,and heavy looking.In front of himmy father carriesa dry wood boxthat the Trader gave him.
We hear my father singingas he rides alongthe snowy trail.
We hear my father singing
as he rides along
the snowy trail.
My grandmother goes to her hoganand my mother and I,we stand together,laughing.
My grandmother goes to her hogan
and my mother and I,
we stand together,
laughing.
We stand togetheroutside our door,happy becausemy father comes back again.
We stand together
outside our door,
happy because
my father comes back again.
Behind my father's saddleis tiedthe flour sack filled with food.
Behind my father's saddle
is tied
the flour sack filled with food.
It is not empty now,but a sackof bumps and bumps,and heavy looking.
It is not empty now,
but a sack
of bumps and bumps,
and heavy looking.
In front of himmy father carriesa dry wood boxthat the Trader gave him.
In front of him
my father carries
a dry wood box
that the Trader gave him.
My mother takes the sack of food.I take the dry wood box.My father takes the saddlefrom his horse.We go into the hoganwith our bundles in our arms.My mother breaks the boxwith her foot.She breaks the pieces across her knee.She feeds them to the fire.The dry wood boxmakes the fire flame dancein the hogan fire.My mother puts meat to cook.She mixes flour and water,a little ball of lard,a little pinch of saltin our round tin bowl.She takes some outand pats it flat,and pats it round,and pats it thin,and throws it ina kettle full of boiling fat.This hunger pain inside meis bigger now than I am.It is the smell of cooking foodthat makes it grow, I think.Soon the fried breadin the hot fatswells big and brown.Soon the meatin the stew potmakes bubbling noises.Coffee boilssmelling strong and good.The hunger painis now so bigI cannot understandWhy I do not see it.
My mother takes the sack of food.I take the dry wood box.My father takes the saddlefrom his horse.We go into the hoganwith our bundles in our arms.My mother breaks the boxwith her foot.She breaks the pieces across her knee.She feeds them to the fire.The dry wood boxmakes the fire flame dancein the hogan fire.My mother puts meat to cook.She mixes flour and water,a little ball of lard,a little pinch of saltin our round tin bowl.She takes some outand pats it flat,and pats it round,and pats it thin,and throws it ina kettle full of boiling fat.This hunger pain inside meis bigger now than I am.It is the smell of cooking foodthat makes it grow, I think.Soon the fried breadin the hot fatswells big and brown.Soon the meatin the stew potmakes bubbling noises.Coffee boilssmelling strong and good.The hunger painis now so bigI cannot understandWhy I do not see it.
My mother takes the sack of food.
My mother takes the sack of food.
I take the dry wood box.
I take the dry wood box.
My father takes the saddlefrom his horse.
My father takes the saddle
from his horse.
We go into the hoganwith our bundles in our arms.
We go into the hogan
with our bundles in our arms.
My mother breaks the boxwith her foot.
My mother breaks the box
with her foot.
She breaks the pieces across her knee.
She breaks the pieces across her knee.
She feeds them to the fire.
She feeds them to the fire.
The dry wood boxmakes the fire flame dancein the hogan fire.
The dry wood box
makes the fire flame dance
in the hogan fire.
My mother puts meat to cook.
My mother puts meat to cook.
She mixes flour and water,a little ball of lard,a little pinch of saltin our round tin bowl.
She mixes flour and water,
a little ball of lard,
a little pinch of salt
in our round tin bowl.
She takes some outand pats it flat,and pats it round,and pats it thin,and throws it ina kettle full of boiling fat.
She takes some out
and pats it flat,
and pats it round,
and pats it thin,
and throws it in
a kettle full of boiling fat.
This hunger pain inside meis bigger now than I am.
This hunger pain inside me
is bigger now than I am.
It is the smell of cooking foodthat makes it grow, I think.
It is the smell of cooking food
that makes it grow, I think.
Soon the fried breadin the hot fatswells big and brown.
Soon the fried bread
in the hot fat
swells big and brown.
Soon the meatin the stew potmakes bubbling noises.
Soon the meat
in the stew pot
makes bubbling noises.
Coffee boilssmelling strong and good.
Coffee boils
smelling strong and good.
The hunger painis now so bigI cannot understandWhy I do not see it.
The hunger pain
is now so big
I cannot understand
Why I do not see it.
Now we are eatingthe good food.We eat slowly.We eat a long time.The hunger pain is gone.It went somewhere,but I do not know when,it left so quickly.My father tells usthat the wife of Tall-Man's brothersuffers from something.She is sick.My father tells usthat tomorrowthere will be a Singfor this womanwho has sickness.We will go,he says,if the sun shines tomorrow.We will go to the hoganof the wife of Tall-Man's brother.
Now we are eatingthe good food.We eat slowly.We eat a long time.The hunger pain is gone.It went somewhere,but I do not know when,it left so quickly.My father tells usthat the wife of Tall-Man's brothersuffers from something.She is sick.My father tells usthat tomorrowthere will be a Singfor this womanwho has sickness.We will go,he says,if the sun shines tomorrow.We will go to the hoganof the wife of Tall-Man's brother.
Now we are eatingthe good food.
Now we are eating
the good food.
We eat slowly.
We eat slowly.
We eat a long time.
We eat a long time.
The hunger pain is gone.
The hunger pain is gone.
It went somewhere,but I do not know when,it left so quickly.
It went somewhere,
but I do not know when,
it left so quickly.
My father tells usthat the wife of Tall-Man's brothersuffers from something.
My father tells us
that the wife of Tall-Man's brother
suffers from something.
She is sick.
She is sick.
My father tells usthat tomorrowthere will be a Singfor this womanwho has sickness.
My father tells us
that tomorrow
there will be a Sing
for this woman
who has sickness.
We will go,he says,if the sun shines tomorrow.
We will go,
he says,
if the sun shines tomorrow.
We will go to the hoganof the wife of Tall-Man's brother.
We will go to the hogan
of the wife of Tall-Man's brother.
Now that I am warmand have no painand feel well fedwith my mother's good cooking,I feel sleepyand glad.Lying on my blanket bedon the floor of the hogan,I say to myselfover and over,"If the sun shines tomorrowwe will go to the Sing."
Now that I am warmand have no painand feel well fedwith my mother's good cooking,I feel sleepyand glad.Lying on my blanket bedon the floor of the hogan,I say to myselfover and over,"If the sun shines tomorrowwe will go to the Sing."
Now that I am warmand have no painand feel well fedwith my mother's good cooking,I feel sleepyand glad.
Now that I am warm
and have no pain
and feel well fed
with my mother's good cooking,
I feel sleepy
and glad.
Lying on my blanket bedon the floor of the hogan,I say to myselfover and over,"If the sun shines tomorrowwe will go to the Sing."
Lying on my blanket bed
on the floor of the hogan,
I say to myself
over and over,
"If the sun shines tomorrow
we will go to the Sing."
Last night went quicklywith sleeping.It is tomorrownow.I open my eyesto a beautiful worldof sun and snow.Everywhere I lookthe snow shinesas if someonehad sprinkled itwith broken bits of stars.My father says,"snow is good for the land.When the sun melts itthe thirsty sanddrinks in the snow water."Grass patches show again.They look fresh and clean.The goats hurry abouteating all they can.Even the sheep movemore quickly,eating.
Last night went quicklywith sleeping.It is tomorrownow.I open my eyesto a beautiful worldof sun and snow.Everywhere I lookthe snow shinesas if someonehad sprinkled itwith broken bits of stars.My father says,"snow is good for the land.When the sun melts itthe thirsty sanddrinks in the snow water."Grass patches show again.They look fresh and clean.The goats hurry abouteating all they can.Even the sheep movemore quickly,eating.
Last night went quicklywith sleeping.
Last night went quickly
with sleeping.
It is tomorrownow.
It is tomorrow
now.
I open my eyesto a beautiful worldof sun and snow.
I open my eyes
to a beautiful world
of sun and snow.
Everywhere I lookthe snow shinesas if someonehad sprinkled itwith broken bits of stars.
Everywhere I look
the snow shines
as if someone
had sprinkled it
with broken bits of stars.
My father says,"snow is good for the land.
My father says,
"snow is good for the land.
When the sun melts itthe thirsty sanddrinks in the snow water."
When the sun melts it
the thirsty sand
drinks in the snow water."
Grass patches show again.
Grass patches show again.
They look fresh and clean.
They look fresh and clean.
The goats hurry abouteating all they can.
The goats hurry about
eating all they can.
Even the sheep movemore quickly,eating.
Even the sheep move
more quickly,
eating.
My father goes for dry wood.He has to go to the foothillsto get it.My mother cooks bread and meat.I sit by the door in the sunshineand think about the Sing.My grandmother comesto my mother's hogan.She will look after the sheepwhile we are gone to the Sing.The sun shines.The sun shines.Soon we will goto the Sing,the Sing.After awhilemy father comes back withthe wagon.He piles the wood near the hogan.He says he is readyto go to the Singand we are ready, too.It is not far.Not long afterthe sun has finished with the daywe will get there.We will get to the hoganof the wife of Tall-Man's brother.We will be at the Sing,the Sing,the Sing.The ruts in the roadare deepand frozen.The wheels of the wagonhave a song of their own.I sit in the back of the wagonin a nest made of blankets.I listen to the songof the rolling wagon wheels.My father sits on the wagon seat.He is driving his horses.My mother sits beside him.Straight and tallmy mother sitson the wagon seatbeside my father.My father singsas he drives along.He is happy.He sings, "Now is winter.Thunder sleeps.Falls the snow.Thunder sleeps.Grass is gone.Thunder sleeps.Birds are gone.Thunder sleeps.Warmth is gone from the sands,from the red rocks,from the canyons.Thunder sleeps.It sleeps."In my father's wagonwe go.Behind my father's horseswe go.On the trail of the Holy Songswe goto hear the voices of the Gods.
My father goes for dry wood.He has to go to the foothillsto get it.My mother cooks bread and meat.I sit by the door in the sunshineand think about the Sing.My grandmother comesto my mother's hogan.She will look after the sheepwhile we are gone to the Sing.The sun shines.The sun shines.Soon we will goto the Sing,the Sing.After awhilemy father comes back withthe wagon.He piles the wood near the hogan.He says he is readyto go to the Singand we are ready, too.It is not far.Not long afterthe sun has finished with the daywe will get there.We will get to the hoganof the wife of Tall-Man's brother.We will be at the Sing,the Sing,the Sing.The ruts in the roadare deepand frozen.The wheels of the wagonhave a song of their own.I sit in the back of the wagonin a nest made of blankets.I listen to the songof the rolling wagon wheels.My father sits on the wagon seat.He is driving his horses.My mother sits beside him.Straight and tallmy mother sitson the wagon seatbeside my father.My father singsas he drives along.He is happy.He sings, "Now is winter.Thunder sleeps.Falls the snow.Thunder sleeps.Grass is gone.Thunder sleeps.Birds are gone.Thunder sleeps.Warmth is gone from the sands,from the red rocks,from the canyons.Thunder sleeps.It sleeps."In my father's wagonwe go.Behind my father's horseswe go.On the trail of the Holy Songswe goto hear the voices of the Gods.
My father goes for dry wood.
My father goes for dry wood.
He has to go to the foothillsto get it.
He has to go to the foothills
to get it.
My mother cooks bread and meat.
My mother cooks bread and meat.
I sit by the door in the sunshineand think about the Sing.
I sit by the door in the sunshine
and think about the Sing.
My grandmother comesto my mother's hogan.
My grandmother comes
to my mother's hogan.
She will look after the sheepwhile we are gone to the Sing.
She will look after the sheep
while we are gone to the Sing.
The sun shines.
The sun shines.
The sun shines.
The sun shines.
Soon we will goto the Sing,the Sing.
Soon we will go
to the Sing,
the Sing.
After awhilemy father comes back withthe wagon.
After awhile
my father comes back with
the wagon.
He piles the wood near the hogan.
He piles the wood near the hogan.
He says he is readyto go to the Singand we are ready, too.
He says he is ready
to go to the Sing
and we are ready, too.
It is not far.
It is not far.
Not long afterthe sun has finished with the daywe will get there.
Not long after
the sun has finished with the day
we will get there.
We will get to the hoganof the wife of Tall-Man's brother.
We will get to the hogan
of the wife of Tall-Man's brother.
We will be at the Sing,the Sing,the Sing.
We will be at the Sing,
the Sing,
the Sing.
The ruts in the roadare deepand frozen.
The ruts in the road
are deep
and frozen.
The wheels of the wagonhave a song of their own.
The wheels of the wagon
have a song of their own.
I sit in the back of the wagonin a nest made of blankets.
I sit in the back of the wagon
in a nest made of blankets.
I listen to the songof the rolling wagon wheels.
I listen to the song
of the rolling wagon wheels.
My father sits on the wagon seat.
My father sits on the wagon seat.
He is driving his horses.
He is driving his horses.
My mother sits beside him.
My mother sits beside him.
Straight and tallmy mother sitson the wagon seatbeside my father.
Straight and tall
my mother sits
on the wagon seat
beside my father.
My father singsas he drives along.
My father sings
as he drives along.
He is happy.
He is happy.
He sings, "Now is winter.
He sings, "Now is winter.
Thunder sleeps.
Thunder sleeps.
Falls the snow.
Falls the snow.
Thunder sleeps.
Thunder sleeps.
Grass is gone.
Grass is gone.
Thunder sleeps.
Thunder sleeps.
Birds are gone.
Birds are gone.
Thunder sleeps.
Thunder sleeps.
Warmth is gone from the sands,from the red rocks,from the canyons.
Warmth is gone from the sands,
from the red rocks,
from the canyons.
Thunder sleeps.
Thunder sleeps.
It sleeps."
It sleeps."
In my father's wagonwe go.
In my father's wagon
we go.
Behind my father's horseswe go.
Behind my father's horses
we go.
On the trail of the Holy Songswe goto hear the voices of the Gods.
On the trail of the Holy Songs
we go
to hear the voices of the Gods.
It will be a long timebefore the night sky bends downand the stars hang lowand the supper firesof the camping peopledot the night.Our wagoncomes within the circlesof supper fires,comes within the circleof firelight,and I see all the Peoplewho have come to the Sing.There are many People here.There are many horses here.There are many wagons here.There is one truck.It makes me happy to seeall of the Peoplewalking aroundand standing and sitting.It makes me happy to seeall the colors that there arein the skirts of the womenin the shirts of the menand in the blanketsthat all the People wear.I can seethe horses,all the horses.I can see a race horsethat belongs to a manmy uncle knows.After the Sing is over,the men will race their horses.My father will betwhich horse will win.And thenperhapshe will wina better concho beltthan the onehe has in pawnto the Trader.There is a new hoganbuilt just for the Sing.There are some sheltersbuilt just for the Sing,and at one sideis the Cook Shadewhere all kinds of foodsare cooking.The smell of foodmakes me happy.I thinkit is goodto be happywhen food is near.As it gets darkermore fires are lightedand within the circlea big one burns.Smoke gets in my eyesand I can taste itin my mouth.In the folds of my mother's blanket,in the warmth of mymother's blanket,in the quiet of mymother's blanket,close to her heartI sleepand awakento hear the Gods,the Singers of Songs.
It will be a long timebefore the night sky bends downand the stars hang lowand the supper firesof the camping peopledot the night.Our wagoncomes within the circlesof supper fires,comes within the circleof firelight,and I see all the Peoplewho have come to the Sing.There are many People here.There are many horses here.There are many wagons here.There is one truck.It makes me happy to seeall of the Peoplewalking aroundand standing and sitting.It makes me happy to seeall the colors that there arein the skirts of the womenin the shirts of the menand in the blanketsthat all the People wear.I can seethe horses,all the horses.I can see a race horsethat belongs to a manmy uncle knows.After the Sing is over,the men will race their horses.My father will betwhich horse will win.And thenperhapshe will wina better concho beltthan the onehe has in pawnto the Trader.There is a new hoganbuilt just for the Sing.There are some sheltersbuilt just for the Sing,and at one sideis the Cook Shadewhere all kinds of foodsare cooking.The smell of foodmakes me happy.I thinkit is goodto be happywhen food is near.As it gets darkermore fires are lightedand within the circlea big one burns.Smoke gets in my eyesand I can taste itin my mouth.In the folds of my mother's blanket,in the warmth of mymother's blanket,in the quiet of mymother's blanket,close to her heartI sleepand awakento hear the Gods,the Singers of Songs.
It will be a long timebefore the night sky bends downand the stars hang lowand the supper firesof the camping peopledot the night.
It will be a long time
before the night sky bends down
and the stars hang low
and the supper fires
of the camping people
dot the night.
Our wagoncomes within the circlesof supper fires,comes within the circleof firelight,and I see all the Peoplewho have come to the Sing.
Our wagon
comes within the circles
of supper fires,
comes within the circle
of firelight,
and I see all the People
who have come to the Sing.
There are many People here.
There are many People here.
There are many horses here.
There are many horses here.
There are many wagons here.
There are many wagons here.
There is one truck.
There is one truck.
It makes me happy to seeall of the Peoplewalking aroundand standing and sitting.
It makes me happy to see
all of the People
walking around
and standing and sitting.
It makes me happy to seeall the colors that there arein the skirts of the womenin the shirts of the menand in the blanketsthat all the People wear.
It makes me happy to see
all the colors that there are
in the skirts of the women
in the shirts of the men
and in the blankets
that all the People wear.
I can seethe horses,all the horses.
I can see
the horses,
all the horses.
I can see a race horsethat belongs to a manmy uncle knows.
I can see a race horse
that belongs to a man
my uncle knows.
After the Sing is over,the men will race their horses.
After the Sing is over,
the men will race their horses.
My father will betwhich horse will win.
My father will bet
which horse will win.
And thenperhapshe will wina better concho beltthan the onehe has in pawnto the Trader.
And then
perhaps
he will win
a better concho belt
than the one
he has in pawn
to the Trader.
There is a new hoganbuilt just for the Sing.
There is a new hogan
built just for the Sing.
There are some sheltersbuilt just for the Sing,and at one sideis the Cook Shadewhere all kinds of foodsare cooking.
There are some shelters
built just for the Sing,
and at one side
is the Cook Shade
where all kinds of foods
are cooking.
The smell of foodmakes me happy.
The smell of food
makes me happy.
I thinkit is goodto be happywhen food is near.
I think
it is good
to be happy
when food is near.
As it gets darkermore fires are lightedand within the circlea big one burns.
As it gets darker
more fires are lighted
and within the circle
a big one burns.
Smoke gets in my eyesand I can taste itin my mouth.
Smoke gets in my eyes
and I can taste it
in my mouth.
In the folds of my mother's blanket,in the warmth of mymother's blanket,in the quiet of mymother's blanket,close to her heartI sleepand awakento hear the Gods,the Singers of Songs.
In the folds of my mother's blanket,
in the warmth of my
mother's blanket,
in the quiet of my
mother's blanket,
close to her heart
I sleep
and awaken
to hear the Gods,
the Singers of Songs.