CHAPTER IV.

“He shall not do it. I forbid him to do it. If he takes in hand anything of the kind he must say good-by to me.”

“You hear?” said John; “but I could not do it in any case, my dear Elinor. I am too near. I never could see this thing all round. Why not your lawyer, old Lynch, a decent old fellow——”

“I will tell him the same,” cried Elinor; “I will never speak to him again.”

“My dear,” said her mother, “you will give everybody the idea that you don’t want to know the truth.”

“I know the truth already,” said Elinor, rising with great dignity. “Do you think that any slander would for a moment shake my faith in you—or you? You don’t deserve it, John, for you turn against me—you that I thought were going to take my part; but do you think if all the people in London set up one story that I would believe it against you? And how should I againsthim?” she added, with an emphasis upon the word, as expressing something immeasurably more to be loved and trusted than either mother or cousin, by which, after having raised John up to a sort of heaven of gratified affection, she let him down again to the ground like a stone. Oh, yes! trusted in with perfectfaith, nothing believed against him, whom she had known all her life—but yet not to be mentioned in the same breath with the ineffable trust she reposed in the man she loved—whom she did not know at all. The first made John’s countenance beam with emotion and pleasure, the second brought a cold shade over his face. For a moment he could scarcely speak.

“She bribes us,” he said at last, forcing a smile. “She flatters us, but only to let us drop again, Mrs. Dennistoun; it is as good as saying, ‘What are we tohim?’”

“They all do so,” said the elder lady, calmly; “I am used to it.”

“But, perhaps, I am not quite—used to it,” said John, with something in his voice which made them both look at him—Elinor only for a moment, carelessly, before she swept away—Mrs. Dennistoun with a more warmly awakened sensation, as if she had made some discovery. “Ah!” she said, with a tone of pain. But Elinor did not wait for any further disclosures. She waved her hand, and went off with her head high, carrying, as she felt, the honours of war. They might plot, indeed, behind her back, and try to invent some tribunal before which her future husband might be arraigned; but John, at least, would say nothing to make things worse. John would be true to her—he would not injure Phil Compton. Elinor, perhaps, guessed a little of what John was thinking, and felt, though she could scarcely have told how, that itwould be a point of honour with him not to betray her love.

He sat with Mrs. Dennistoun in partial silence for some time after this. He felt as if he had been partially discovered—partially, and yet more would be discovered than there was to discover; for if either of them believed that he was in love with Elinor, they were mistaken, he said to himself. He had been annoyed by her engagement, but he had never come to the point of asking her that question in his own person. No, nor would not, he said to himself—certainly would not—not even to save her from the clutches of this gambler and adventurer. No; they might think what they liked, but this was the case. He never should have done it—never would have exposed himself to refusal—never besought this high-tempered girl to have the control of his life. Poor Nelly all the same! poor little thing! To think she had so little judgment as to ignore what might have been a great deal better, and to pin her faith to the dis-Honourable Phil.

Inthe morning John accompanied Elinor to church. Mrs. Dennistoun had found an excuse for not going, which I am sorry to say was a way she had. She expressed (and felt) much sorrow for it herself, saying,which was quite true, that not to go was a great distress to her, and put the household out, and was a custom she did not approve of. But somehow it had grown upon her. She regretted this, but did it, saying that everybody was illogical, and that when Elinor had some one to go with she thought herself justified at her age in this little indulgence. Neither Elinor nor John objected to the arrangement. There are things that can be said in a walk while both parties are in motion, and when it is not necessary to face each other and to be subjected each to the other’s examination of feature and expression. It is easier in this way to say many things, to ask questions which might be embarrassing, to receive the fire of an examination which it might be otherwise difficult to meet. Thus the two had not walked above half the way to church, which was on the other edge of the combe, and stood, a lovely old place—but not the trim and restored and well-decorated edifice it is nowadays—tinkling its little bells into the sweet moorland air, amid such a hum of innumerable bees as seemed to make the very sunshine a vehicle for sound—before John began to perceive that he was being ingeniously driven to revelations which he had never intended, by a process for which he was not at all prepared. She who had been so indignant last night and determined not to allow a word to be said against the immaculate honour of the man she loved, was now—was it possible?—straining all her faculties to obtain from him, whom she would not permit to bePhil Compton’s judge, such unguarded admissions as would enlighten her as to what Phil Compton was accused of. It was some time before John perceived her aim; he did not even grasp the idea at first that this girl whose whole heart was set upon marrying Phil Compton, and defying for his sake every prophecy of evil and all the teachings of prudence, did not indeed at all know what it was which Phil had been supposed to have done. Had she been a girl in society she could scarcely have avoided some glimmerings of knowledge. She would have heard an unguarded word here and there, a broken phrase, an expression of scorn or dislike, she might even have heard that most unforgettable of nicknames, the dis-Honourable Phil. But Elinor, who was not in society, heard none of these things. She had been warned in the first fervour of her betrothal that he was not a man she ought to marry, but why? nobody had told her; how was she to know?

“You don’t like Lady Mariamne, John?”

“It matters very little whether I like her or not: we don’t meet once in a year.”

“It will matter if you are to be in a kind of way connected. What has she ever done that you shouldn’t like her? She is very nice at home; she has three nice little children. It’s quite pretty to see her with them.”

“Ah, I daresay; it’s pretty to see a tiger with her cubs, I don’t doubt.”

“What do you mean, John? What has she ever done?”

“I cannot tell you, Elinor; nothing perhaps. She does not take my fancy: that’s all.”

“That’s not all; you could never be so unjust and so absurd. How dreadful you good people are! Pretending to mean kindness,” she cried, “you put the mark of your dislike upon people, and then you won’t say why. What havetheydone?”

It was this “they” that put John upon his guard. Hitherto she had only been asking about the sister, who did not matter so very much. If a man was to be judged by his sister! but “they” gave him a new light.

“Can’t you understand, Elinor,” he said, “that without doing anything that can be built upon, a woman may set herself in a position of enmity to the world, her hand against every one, and every one’s hand against her?”

“I know that well enough—generally because she does not comply with every conventional rule, but does and thinks what commends itself to her; I do that myself—so far as I can with mamma behind me.”

“You! the question has nothing to do with you.”

“Why not with me as much as with another of my family?” said Elinor, throwing back her head.

He turned round upon her with something like a snort of indignation: she to be compared—but Elinor met his eyes with scornful composure and defiance, and John was obliged to calm himself. “There’s no analogy,” he said; “Lady Mariamne is an old campaigner. She’s up to everything. Besides, a sister-in-law—if it comes to that—is not a very near relation. No one will judge you by her.” He would not be led into any discussion of the other, whose name, alas! Elinor intended to bear.

“If it comes to that. Perhaps you think,” said Elinor, with a smile of fine scorn, “that you will prevent it ever coming to that?”

“Oh, no,” he said, “I’m very humble; I don’t think much of my own powers in that way: nothing that I can do will affect it, if Providence doesn’t take it in hand.”

“You really think it’s a big enough thing to invoke Providence about?”

“If Providence looks after the sparrows as we are told,” said John, “it certainly may be expected to step in to save a nice girl like you, Nelly, from—from connections you’ll soon get to hate—and—and a shady man!”

She turned upon him with sparkling eyes in a sudden blaze of indignation. “How dare you! how dare you!”

“I dare a great deal more than that to save you. You must hear me, Nelly: they’re all badly spoken of, not one, but all. They are a shady lot—excuse a man’s way of talking. I don’t know what other words to use—partly from misfortune, but more from—— Nelly, Nelly, how could you, a high-minded, well-brought-up girl like you, tolerate that?”

She turned upon him again, breathing hard with restrained rage and desperation; evidently she was at a loss for words to convey her indignant wrath: and at last in sheer inability to express the vehemence of her feelings she fastened on one word and repeated “well-brought-up!” in accents of scorn.

“Yes,” said John, “my aunt and you may not always understand each other, but she’s proved her case to every fair mind by yourself, Elinor. A girl could not be better brought up than you’ve been: and you could not put up with it, not unless you changed your nature as well as your name.”

“With what?” she said, “with what?” They had gone up and down the sloping sides of the combe, through the rustling copse, sometimes where there was a path, sometimes where there was none, treading over the big bushes of ling and the bell-heather, all bursting into bloom, past groups of primeval firs and seedling beeches, self-sown, over little hillocks and hollows formed of rocks or big old roots of trees covered with the close glittering green foliage and dark blue clusters of the dewberry, with the hum of bees filling the air, the twittering of the birds, the sound of the church bells—nothing more like the heart of summer, more peaceful, genial, happy than that brooding calm of nature amid all the harmonious sounds, could be.

But as Elinor put this impatient question, her countenance all ablaze with anger and vehemence and resolution, yet with a gleam of anxiety in the puckers of her forehead and the eyes which shone from beneath them, they stepped out upon the road by which other groups were passing, all bound towards the centre of the church and its tinkling bells. Elinor stopped, and drew a longer panting breath, and gave him a look of fierce reproach, as if this too were his fault: and then she smoothed her ruffled plumes, after the manner of women, and replied to the Sunday-morning salutations, with the smiles and nods of use and wont. She knew everybody, both the rich and the poor, or rather I should say the well-off and the less-well-off, for there were neither rich nor poor, formally speaking, on Windyhill. John did not find it so easy to put his emotions in his pocket. He cast an admiring glance upon her as with heightened colour and a little panting of the breath, but no other sign of disturbance, she made her inquiries after this one’s mother and that one’s child. It was wonderful to him to see how the storm was got under in a moment. An occasional glance aside at himself from the corner of her eye, a sort of dart of defiance as if to bid him remember that she was not done with him, was shot at John from time to time over the heads of the innocent country people in whom she pretended to be so much interested. Pretended!—was it pretence, or was the one as real as the other? He heard her promising to come to-morrow to see an invalid, to send certain articles as soon as she got home, to look up certain books. Would she do so? or wasall this a mere veil to cover the other which engaged all her soul?

And then there came the service—that soothing routine of familiar prayers, which the lips of men and women absorbed in the violence and urgency of life murmur over almost without knowing, with now and then an awakening to something that touches their own aspirations, to something that offers or that asks for help. “Because there is none other that fighteth for us but only Thou, O God.” That seems to the careless soul such anon sequitur, as if peace was asked for, only because there was none other to fight; but to the man heavily laden, what a cry out of the depths! Because there is none other—all resources gone, all possibilities: but one that fighteth for us, standing fast, always the champion of the perplexed, the overborne, the weak. John was a little careless in this respect, as so many young men are. He thought most of the music when he joined the fashionable throng in the Temple Church. But there was no music to speak of at Windyhill. There was more sound of the bees outside, and the birds and the sighing bass of the fir-trees than of anything more carefully concerted. The organ was played with a curious drone in it, almost like that of the primitive bagpipe. But there was that one phrase, a strong strain of human appeal, enough to lift the world, nay, to let itself go straight to the blue heavens: “Because there is none other that fighteth for us but only Thou, O God.”

Mr. Hudson preached his little sermon like a discord in the midst. What should he have preached it for, that little sermon, which was only composed because he could not help himself, which was about nothing in heaven or earth? John gave it a sort of partial attention because he could not help it, partly in wonder to think how a sensible man like Mr. Hudson could account to himself for such strange little interruption of the natural sequence of high human emotion. What theory had he in his mind? This was a question John was fond of putting to himself, with perhaps an idea peculiar to a lawyer, that every man must be thinking what he is about, and be able to produce a clear reason, and, as it were, some theory of the meaning of his own actions—which everybody must know is nonsense. For the Rector of course preached just because it was in his day’s work, and the people would have been much surprised, though possibly much relieved, had he not done so—feeling that to listen was in the day’s work too, and to be gone through doggedly as a duty. John thought how much better it would be to have some man who could preach now and then when he had something to say, instead of troubling the Rector, who, good man, had nothing. But it is not to be supposed that he was thinking this consecutively while the morning went on. It flitted through his mind from time to time among his many thinkings about the Compton family and Elinor; poor Nelly, standing upon the edge of that precipice and the helplessness of every one to save her, andthe great refrain like the peal of an organ going through everything, “None other that fighteth for us but only Thou, O God.” Surely, surely to prevent this sacrifice He would interfere.

She turned to him the moment they were out of the church doors with that same look of eager defiance yet demand, and as soon as they left the road, the first step into the copse, putting out her hand to call his attention: “You said I could not put up with it, a girl so well-brought-up as I am. What is it a well-brought-up girl can’t put up with? A disorderly house, late hours, and so forth, hateful to the well-brought-up? What is it, what is it, John?”

“Have you been thinking of that all through the morning prayers?” he said.

“Yes, I have been thinking about it. What did you expect me to think about? Is there anything else so important? Mr. Hudson’s sermon, perhaps, which I have heard before, which I supposeyoulistened to,” she said, with a troubled laugh.

“I did a little, wondering how a good man like that could go on doing it; and there were other things——” John did not like to say what it was which was still throbbing through the air to him, and through his own being.

“Nothing that is of so much moment to me: come back, John, to the well-brought-up girl.”

“You think that’s a poor sort of description, Elinor; so it is. You are of course a great deal more than that.Still it’s what one can turn to most easily. You don’t know what life is in a sort of fast house, where there is nothing thought of but amusement or where it’s a constant round of race meetings, yachting, steeplechases—I don’t know if men still ride steeplechases—I mean that sort of thing: Monte Carlo in the winter: betting all the year round—if not on one thing then on another, expedients to raise money, for money’s always wanted. You don’t know—how can you know?—what goes on in a fast life.”

“Don’t you see, John,” she cried, eagerly, “that all that, if put in a different way not to their prejudice, if put in the right way would sound delightful? There is no harm in these things at all. Betting’s not a sin in the Bible any more than races are. Don’t you see it’s only the abuse of them that’s wrong? One might ruin one’s health, I believe, with tea, which is the most righteous thing! I should like above all things a yacht, say in the Mediterranean, and to go to Monte Carlo, which is a beautiful place, and where there is the best music in the world, besides the gambling. I should like even to see the gambling once in a way, for the fun of the thing. You don’t frighten me at all. I have been a fortnight at Lady Mariamne’s, and the continual ‘go’ was delightful, there was never a dull moment. As for expedients to raise money,there——”

“To be sure—old Prestwich is as rich as Crœsus—or was,” said John, with significance, “but you are not going to live with Lady Mariamne, I suppose.”

“Oh, John!” she cried, “oh, John!” suddenly seizing him by the arm, clasping her hands on it in the pretty way of earnestness she had, though one hand held her parasol, which was inconvenient. The soft face was suffused with rosy colour, so different from the angry red, the flush of love and tenderness—her eyes swam in liquid light, looking up with mingled happiness and entreaty to John’s face. “Fancy what he says, that he will not object to come here for half the year to let me be with my mother! Remember what he is, a man of fashion, and fond of the world, and of going out and all that. He has consented to come, nay, he almost offered to come for six months in the year to be with mamma.”

“Good heavens,” cried John to himself, “he must indeed be down on his luck!” but what he said was, “Does your mother know of this, Elinor?”

“I have not told her yet. I have reserved it to hear first what you had to say: and so far as I can make out you have nothing at all to say, only general things, disapproval in the general. What should you say if I told you that he disapproves too? He said himself that there had been too much of all that—that he had backed something—isn’t that what you say?—backed it at odds, and stood to win what he calls a pot of money. But after that was decided—for he said he could not be off bets that were made—never any more. Now that I know you have nothing more to say my heart is free, and I can tell you. He has never really liked that sortof life, but was led into it when he was very young. And now as soon as—we are together, you know”—she looked so bright, so sweet in the happiness of her love, that John could have flung her from his arms, and felt that she insulted him by that clinging hold—“he means to turn entirely to serious things, and to go into politics, John.”

“Oh, he is going into politics!”

“Of course, on the people’s side—to do everything for them—Home Rule, and all that is best: to see that they are heard in Parliament, and have their wants attended to, instead of jobs and corruption everywhere. So you will see, John, that if he has been fast, and gone a little too far, and been very much mixed up in the Turf, and all that, it was only in the exuberance of youth, liking the fun of it, as I feel I should myself. But that now, now all that is to be changed when he steps into settled, responsible life. I should not have told you if you had repeated the lies that people say. But as you did not, but only found fault with him for being fast——”

“Then you have heard—what people say?” He shifted his arm a little, so that she instinctively perceived that the affectionate clasp of her hands was no longer agreeable to him, and his face seemed suddenly to have become a blank page, absolutely devoid of all expression. He kicked vigorously at one of the hillocks he had stumbled against, as if he thought he could dislodge it and get it out of his way.

“Mariamne told me there was a lot of lies—that people said—I am so glad, John, oh! so thankful, that you have not repeated any of them; for now I can feel you are my own good John, as you always were, not a slanderer of any one, and we can go on being fond of each other like brother and sister. I have told him you have been the best of brothers to me.”

“Oh,” said John, without a sign of wonder or admiration in him, with a dead blank in his face.

“And what do you think he said? ‘Then I know he must be a capital fellow, Ne——’”

“Not Nelly,” said poor John, with a foolish pang that seemed to rend his heart. Oh, if that scamp, that cheat, that low betting, card-playing rascal were but here! he would capital-fellow him. To take not herself only, but the dear pet name that she had said was only John’s——

“He says Nell sometimes, John. Oh, not Nelly—Nelly is for you only. I would never let him call me that. But they are all for short names, one syllable—he is Phil, and Mariamne, well at home they call her Jew—horrible, isn’t it?—because she was called after some Jewess; but somehow it seems queer when you see her, so fair and frizzy, like anything but a Jew.”

“So I have got one letter to myself,” said John. “I don’t know that I think that worth very much, however. And so far as I can see, you seem to think everything very fine—the bets, perhaps, and the rows and all.”

“Well they are, you know,” said Elinor, with a laugh,“to a little country mouse like me that has never seen anything. There is always something going on, and their slang way of speaking is certainly very amusing if it is not at all dignified, and they have such droll ways of looking at things. All so entirely different! Don’t you know, John, sometimes in one’s life one longs for something to be quite different. A complete change, anything new.”

“If that is what you long for, no doubt you will get it, Elinor.”

“Well!” she cried, “I have had the other for three-and-twenty years, long enough to have exhausted it, don’t you think? but I don’t mean to throw it over, oh, no! Coming back to mamma makes the arrangement perfect. Probably in the end it is the old life, the life I was brought up in that I shall like best in the long run. That is one thing of being well brought up. Phil will laugh till he cries when I tell him of your description of me as a well-brought-up girl.”

John set his teeth as he walked or rather stumbled along by her side, catching in the roots of the trees as he had never done before, and swearing under his breath. Her flutter of talk running on, delighted, full of laughter and softness, as if he had fully declared his satisfaction and was interested in every detail, kept John in a state of suppressed fury which made his countenance dark, and almost took the sight from his eyes. He did not know how to escape from that false position, nor did she give him time, she had so muchto say. Mrs. Dennistoun looked anxiously at the pair as they came up through the copse to the level of the cottage. There were no enclosures in that primitive place. From the copse you came straight into the garden with its banks of flowers. She was seated near the cottage door in a corner sheltered from the sun, with a number of books about her. But I don’t think she had read anything except some portions of the lessons in the morning service. She had been sitting with her eyes vaguely fixed upon the horizon and her hands clasped in her lap, and a heavy shadow like an overhanging cloud upon her mind. But when she heard Elinor’s voice approaching so gay and tuneful her heart rose a little. John evidently could have had nothing very bad to say. Elinor had been satisfied with the morning. Mrs. Dennistoun had expected to see them come back estranged and silent. The conclusion she drew was entirely satisfactory. After all John must have been moved solely by general disapproval, which is so very different from the dreadful hints and warnings that might mean any criminality. Elinor was talking to him as freely as she had done before this spectre rose. It must, Mrs. Dennistoun concluded, be all right.

It was not till he was going away that she had an opportunity of talking with him alone. Her satisfaction, it must be allowed, had been a little subdued by John’s demeanour during the afternoon and evening. But Mrs. Dennistoun had said to herself that there might beother ways of accounting for this. She had long had a fancy that John was more interested in Elinor than he had confessed himself to be. It had been her conviction that as soon as he felt it warrantable, as soon as he was sufficiently well-established, and his practice secured, he would probably declare himself, with, she feared, no particular issue so far as Elinor was concerned. And perhaps he was disappointed, poor fellow, which was a very natural explanation of his glum looks. But at breakfast on Monday Elinor announced her intention of driving her cousin to the station, and went out to see that the pony was harnessed, an operation which took some time, for the pony was out in the field and had to be caught, and the man of all work, who had a hundred affairs to look after, had to be caught too to perform this duty; which sometimes, however, Elinor performed herself, but always with some expenditure of time. Mrs. Dennistoun seized the opportunity, plunging at once into the all-important subject.

“You seemed to get on all right together yesterday, John, so I suppose you found that after all there was not very much to say.”

“I was not allowed to say—— anything. You mean——”

“Oh, John, John, do you mean to tell me after all——”

“Aunt Ellen,” he said, “stop it if you can; if there is any means in the world by which you can stop it, doso. I can’t bring accusations against the man, for I couldn’t prove them. I only know what everybody knows. He is not a man fit for Elinor to marry. He is not fit to touch the tie of her shoe.”

“Oh, don’t trouble me with your superlatives, John. Elinor is a good girl and a clever girl, but not a lady of romance. Is there anything really against him? Tell me, for goodness’ sake! Even with these few words you have made me very unhappy,” Mrs. Dennistoun said, in a half resentful tone.

“I can’t help it,” said the unfortunate man, “I can’t bring accusations, as I tell you. He is simply a scamp—that is all I know.”

“A scamp!” said Mrs. Dennistoun, with a look of alarm. “But then that is a word that has so many meanings. A scamp may be only a careless fellow, nice in his way. That is not enough to break off a marriage for. And, John, as you have said so much, you must say more.”

“I have no more to say, that’s all I know. Inquire what the Hudsons have heard. Stop it if you can.”

“Oh, dear, dear, here is Elinor back already,” Mrs. Dennistoun said.

Thenext time that John’s presence was required at the cottage was for the signing of the very simple settlements; which, as there was nothing or next to nothing in the power of the man to settle upon his wife, were easy enough. He met Mr. Lynch, who was Mrs. Dennistoun’s “man of business,” and a sharp London solicitor, who was for the husband. Elinor’s fortune was five thousand pounds, no more, not counting her expectations from him, which were left out of the question. It was a very small matter altogether, and one which the smart solicitor who was in Mr. Compton’s interest spoke of with a certain contempt, as who should say he was not in the habit of being disturbed and brought to the country for any such trifle. It was now August—not a time when any man was supposed to be available for matters like these. Mr. Lynch was just about starting for his annual holiday, but came, at no small personal inconvenience, to do his duty by the poor girl whom he had known all his life. John and he travelled to the cottage together, and their aspect was not cheerful. “Did you ever hear,” said Mr. Lynch, “such a piece of folly as this—a man with no character at all? This is what it is to leave a girl in the sole care of her mother. What does a woman know about such things?”

“I don’t think it was her mother’s fault,” said John, anxious to do justice all round. “Elinor is very head-strong, and when she has made up her mind to a thing——”

“A bit of a girl!” said Mr. Lynch, contemptuously. He was an old bachelor and knew nothing about the subject, as the reader will perceive. “Her mother ought never to have permitted it for a moment. She should have put down her foot: and then Miss Elinor would soon have come to reason. What I wonder is the ruffian’s own motives? for it can’t be a little bit of money like that. Five thousand’s a mere mouthful to such a man as he is. He’ll get rid of it all in a week.”

“It must be tied up as tight as possible,” said John.

Here Mr. Lynch faltered a little. “She has got an idea into her head, with the intention, I don’t doubt, of defrauding herself if she can. He has got some investment for it, it appears. He is on the board of some company—a pretty board to take in such a fellow? But the Honourable is always something, I suppose.”

John did not say thedis-Honourable, though it trembled on the edge of his tongue. “But you will not permit that?” he said.

“No, no; we will not permit it,” said Mr. Lynch, with an emphasis on the negative which sounded like failing resolution.

“That would be giving the lamb to the wolf with a vengeance.”

“Exactly what I said; exactly what I said. I am very glad, Mr. Tatham, that you take the same view.”

“There is but one view to be taken,” said John. “He must not have the slightest power over her money. It must be tied up as tight as the law can do it; not that I think it of the least consequence,” he added. “Of course, he will get it all from her one way or another. Law’s but a poor barrier against a determined man.”

“I’m glad you see that too,” said Mr. Lynch, “and you might say a determined woman: for she has set her mind on this, and we’ll have a nice business with her, I can see.”

“A bit of a girl!” said John, with a laugh, echoing the previous sentiment.

“That’s very true,” said the old lawyer; “and still I think her mother—but I don’t put any great confidence in my own power to resist Elinor. Poor little thing, I’ve known her since she was that high; indeed, I may say I knew her before she was born. And you are a relation, Mr. Tatham?”

“Third or fourth cousin.”

“But still, more intimate than a person unconnected with them, and able to speak your mind more freely. I wonder now that you never said anything. But in family matters sometimes one is very reluctant to interfere.”

“I said everything I could say, not to offend them mortally; but I could only tell them the common talkof society. I told my aunt he was a scamp but after the first shock I am not sure that she thought that was any such bad thing. It depended upon the sense you put upon the word, she said.”

“Oh, women, women!” said Mr. Lynch. “That’s their way—a reformed rake makes the best husband. It’s an old-fashioned sentiment, but it’s in the background of their minds, a sort of tradition that they can’t shake off—or else the poor fellow has had so many disadvantages, and they think they can make it all right. It’s partly ignorance and partly vanity. But they are all the same, and their ways in the matter of marriage are not to be made out.”

“You have a great deal of experience.”

“Experience—oh, don’t speak of it!” said the old gentleman. “A man has a certain idea of the value of money, however great a fool he may be, but the women——”

“And yet they are said to stick to money, and to be respectful of it beyond anything but a miser. I have myself remarked——”

“In small matters,” said Mr. Lynch, “in detail—sixpences to railway porters and that sort of thing—so people say at least. But a sum of money on paper has no effect on a woman, she will sign it away with a wave of her hand. It doesn’t touch their imagination. Five pounds in her pocket is far more than five thousand on paper, to Elinor, for instance. I wish,” cried the old gentleman, with a little spitefulness, “that this Married Women’s Property Bill would push on and get itself made law. It would save us a great deal of trouble, and perhaps convince the world at the last how little able they are to be trusted with property. A nice mess they will make of it, and plenty of employment for young solicitors,” he said, rubbing his hands.

For this was before that important bill was passed, which has not had (like so many other bills) the disastrous consequences which Mr. Lynch foresaw.

They were met at the station by the pony carriage, and at the door by Elinor herself, who came flying out to meet them. She seized Mr. Lynch by both arms, for he was a little old man, and she was bigger than he was.

“Now you will remember what I said,” she cried in his ear, yet not so low but that John heard it too.

“You are a little witch; you mustn’t insist upon anything so foolish. Leave all that to me, my dear,” said Mr. Lynch. “What do you know about business? You must leave it to me and the other gentleman, who I suppose is here, or coming.”

“He is here, but I don’t care for him. I care only for you. There are such advantages; and I do know a great deal about business; and,” she said, with her mouth close to the old lawyer’s ear, “it will please Phil so much if I show my confidence in him, and in the things with which he has to do.”

“It will not please him so much if the thing bursts, and you are left without a penny, my dear.”

Elinor laughed. “I don’t suppose he will mind a bit: he cares nothing for money. But I do,” she said. “You know you always say women love acquisition. I want good interest, and of course with Phil on it, it must be safe for me.”

“Oh, that makes it like the Bank of England, you think! but I don’t share your confidence, my pretty Elinor. I’m an old fellow. No Phil in the world has any charm for me. You must trust me to do what I feel is best for you. And Mr. Tatham here is quite of my opinion.”

“Oh, John! he is sure to be against me,” said Elinor, with an angry glimmer in her eyes. She had not as yet taken any notice of him while she welcomed with such warmth his old companion. And John had stood by offering no greeting, with his bag in his hand. But when she said this the quick-feeling girl was seized with compunction. She turned from Mr. Lynch and held out both her hands to her cousin. “John, I didn’t mean that; it is only that I am excited and cross. And don’t, oh, don’t go against me,” she cried.

“I never did, and never will, Elinor,” he said gravely. Then he asked, after a moment, “Is Mr. Compton here?”

“No; how could he be here? Three gentlemen in the cottage is enough to overwhelm us already. Mr. Sharp, fortunately, can’t stay,” she added, lowering her voice; “he has to be driven back to the station to catch the last express. And it is August,” she saidwith a laugh; “you forget the 15th. Now, could Phil be anywhere but where there is grouse? You shall have some to dinner to-night that fell by his gun. That should mollify you, for I am sure you never got grouse at the cottage before in August. Mamma would as soon think of buying manna for you to eat.”

“I think it would have been more respectful, Elinor, if he had been here. What is grouse to you?”

“Then I don’t think anything of the kind,” cried Elinor. “He is much better away. And I assure you, John, I never mean to put myself in competition with the grouse.”

The old lawyer had gone into the drawing-room, where Mrs. Dennistoun was holding parley with Mr. Sharp. Elinor and John were standing alone in the half light of the summer evening, the sun down, the depths of the combe below falling into faint mist, but the sunset-tinted clouds still floating like a vapor made of roses upon the clearness of the blue above. “Come and take a turn through the copse,” said John. “They don’t want either of us indoors.”

She went with a momentary reluctance and a glance back at the bow-window of the drawing-room, from which the sound of voices issued. “Don’t you think I should be there to keep them up to the mark?” she said, half laughing. And then, “Well, yes—as you are going to Switzerland too. I think you might have stayed and seen me married after all, and made acquaintance with Phil.”

“I thought I should have met him here to-day, Elinor.”

“Now, how could you? You know the accommodation of the cottage just as well as I do. We have two spare rooms, and no more.”

“You could have sent me out somewhere to sleep. That has been done before now.”

“Oh, John, how persistent you are, and worrying! When I tell you that Phil is shooting, as everybody of his kind is—do you think I want him to give up all the habits of his life? He is not like us: we adapt ourselves: but these people parcel out their time as if they were in a trade, don’t you know? So long in London, so long abroad, and in the Highlands for the grouse, and somewhere else for the partridges, or they would die.”

“I think he might have departed from that routine once in a way, Elinor, for you.”

“I tell you again, John, I shall never put myself in competition”—Elinor stopped abruptly, with perhaps, he thought, a little glimmer of indignation in her eyes. “I hate women who do that sort of thing,” she cried. “‘Give up your cigar—or me,’ as I’ve heard girls say. Such an unworthy thing! When one accepts a man one accepts him as he stands, with all his habits. What should I think of him if he said, ‘Give up your tea—or me!’ I should laugh in his face and throw him overboard without a pause.”

“You would never look at tea again as long as youlived if he did not like it; I suppose that is what you mean, Elinor?”

“Perhaps if I found that out, afterwards; but to be given the choice beforehand, never! After all, you don’t half know me, John.”

“Perhaps not,” he said, gravely. They had left the garden behind in its blaze of flowers, and strayed off into the subdued twilight of the copse, where everything was in a half tone of greenness and shadow and waning light. “There are always new lights arising on a many-sided creature like you—and that makes one think. Do you know you are not at all the person to take a great disappointment quietly, if that should happen to come to you in your life?”

“A great disappointment?” she said, looking up at him with a wondering glance. Then he thought the color paled a little in her face. “No,” she said, “I don’t suppose I should take it quietly. Who does?”

“Oh, many people—people with less determination and more patience than you. You are not very patient by nature, Elinor.”

“I never said I was.”

“And though no one would give up more generously, as a voluntary matter, you could not bear being made a nonentity of, or put in a secondary place.”

“I should not like it, I suppose.”

“You would give everything, flinging it away; but to have all your sacrifices taken for granted, your tastes made of no account——”

There was no doubt now that she had grown pale. “May I ask what all these investigations into my character mean? I never was so anatomized before.”

“It was only to say that you are not a good subject for this kind of experiment, Elinor. I don’t see you putting up with things, making the best of everything, submitting to have your sense of right and wrong outraged perhaps. Some women would not be much disturbed by that. They would put off the responsibility and feel it their duty to accept whatever was put before them. But you—it would be a different matter with you.”

“I should hope so, if I was ever exposed to such dangers. But now may I know what you are driving at, John, for you have some meaning in what you say!”

He took her hand and drew it through his arm. He was more moved than he wished to show. “Only this, Elinor”—he said.

“Oh, John, will you never call me Nelly any more?”

“Only this, Nelly, my little Nelly, never mine again—and that never was mine, except in my silly thought. Only this: that if you have the least doubt, the smallest flutter of an uncertainty, just enough to make you hold your breath for a moment, oh, my dear girl, stop! Don’t go on with it; pause until you can make sure.”

“John!” she forced her arm from his with an indignant movement. “Oh, how do you dare to say it?” she said. “Doubt of Mr. Compton! Uncertainty about Phil!” She laughed out, and the echo seemed to ring into all the recesses of the trees. “I would be much more ready to doubt myself,” she said.

“Doubt yourself; that is what I mean. Think if you are not deceiving yourself. I don’t think you are so very sure as you believe you are, Nelly. You don’t feel so certain——”

“Do you know that you are insulting me, John? You say as much as that I am a fool carried away by a momentary enthusiasm, with no real love, no true feeling in me, tempted, perhaps, as Mrs. Hudson thinks, by the Honourable!” Her lip quivered, and the fading colour came back in a rush to her face. “It is hard enough to have a woman like that think it, who ought to know better, who has always known me—but you, John!”

“You may be sure, Elinor, that I did not put it on that ground.”

“No, perhaps: but on ground not much more respectful to me—perhaps that I have been fascinated by a handsome man, which is not considered derogatory. Oh, John, a girl does not give herself away on an argument like that. I may be hasty and self-willed and impatient, as you say; but when you—love!” Her face flushed like a rose, so that even in the grey of the evening it shone out like one of the clouds full of sunset that still lingered on the sky. A few quick tears followed, the natural consequence of her emotion.And then she turned to him with the ineffable condescension of one farther advanced in life stooping sweetly to his ignorance. “You have not yet come to the moment in your experience when you can understand that, dear John.”

Oh, the insight and the ignorance, the knowledge and the absence of all perception! He, too, laughed out, as she had done, with a sense of the intolerable ridicule and folly and mistake. “Perhaps that’s how it is,” he said.

Elinor looked at him gravely, in an elder-sisterly, profoundly-investigating way, and then she took his arm quietly and turned towards home. “I shall forget what you have said, and you will forget that you ever said it; and now we will go home, John, and be just the same dear friends as before.”

“Will you promise me,” he said, “that whatever happens, without pride, or recollection of what I’ve been so foolish as to say, in any need or emergency, or whenever you want anything, or if you should be in trouble—trouble comes to everybody in this life—you will remember what you have said just now, and send for your cousin John?”

Her whole face beamed out in one smile, she clasped her other hand round his arm; “I should have done it without being asked, without ever doubting for a moment, because it was the most natural thing in theworld. Whom should I turn to else if not to my dear old—— But call me Nelly, John.”

“Dear little Nelly!” he said with faltering voice, “then that is a bargain.”

She held up her cheek to him, and he kissed it solemnly in the shadow of the little young oak that fluttered its leaves wistfully in the breeze that was getting up—and then very soberly, saying little, they walked back to the cottage. He was going abroad for his vacation, not saying to himself even that he preferred not to be present at the wedding, but resigning himself to the necessity, for it was not to be till the middle of September, and it would be breaking up his holiday had he to come back at that time. So this little interview was a leave-taking as well as a solemn engagement for all the risks and dangers of life. The pain in it, after that very sharp moment in the copse, was softened down into a sadness not unsweet, as they came silently together from out of the shadow into the quiet hemisphere of sky and space, which was over the little centre of the cottage with its human glimmer of fire and lights. The sky was unusually clear, and among those soft, rose-tinted clouds of the sunset, which were no clouds at all, had risen a young crescent of a moon, just about to disappear, too, in the short course of one of her earliest nights. They lingered for a moment before they went indoors. The depth of the combe was filled with the growing darkness, but the ridges above were still light and softly edged with the silver of the moon, and the distant road, like a long, white line, came conspicuously into sight, winding fora little way along the hill-top unsheltered, before it plunged into the shadow of the trees—the road that led into the world, by which they should both depart presently to stray into such different ways.

Thedrawing-room after dinner always looked cheerful. Perhaps the fact that it was a sort of little oasis in the desert, and that the light from those windows shone into three counties, made the interior more cosy and bright. (There are houses now upon every knoll, and the wind cannot blow on Windyhill for the quantity of obstructions it meets with.) There was the usual log burning on the hearth, and the party in general kept away from it, for the night was warm. Only Mr. Sharp, the London lawyer, was equal to bearing the heat. He stood with his back to it, and his long legs showing against the glow behind, a sharp-nosed, long man in black, who had immediately suggested Mephistopheles to Elinor, even though he was on the Compton side. He had taken his coffee after dinner, and now he stood over the fire slowly sipping a cup of tea. There was a look of acquisitiveness about him which suggested an inclination to appropriate anything from the unnecessary heat of the fire to the equally unnecessary tea. But Mr. Sharp had been on thewinning side. He had demonstrated the superior sense of making the money—which was not large enough sum to settle—of real use to the young pair by an investment which would increase Mr. Compton’s importance in his company, besides producing very good dividends—much better dividends than would be possible if it were treated in the old-fashioned way by trustees. This was how the bride wished it, which was the most telling of arguments: and surely, to insure good interest and an increase of capital to her, through her husband’s hands, was better than to secure some beggarly hundred and fifty pounds a year for her portion, though without any risks at all.

Mr. Sharp had also taken great pains to point out that there were only three brothers—one an invalid and the other two soldiers—between Mr. Phil and the title, and that even to be the Honourable Mrs. Compton was something for a young lady, who was, if he might venture to say so, nobody—not to say a word against her charms. Lord St. Serf was hourly getting an old man, and the chances that his client might step over a hecatomb of dead relations to the height of fortune was a thing quite worth taking into account. It was a much better argument, however, to return to the analogy of other poor young people, where the bride’s little fortune would be put into the husband’s business, and thus their joint advantage considered. Mr. Sharp, at the same time, did not hesitate to express politely his opinion that to call him down to the country for a discussion which could have been carried on much better in one or other of their respective offices was a most uncalled for proceeding, especially as even now the other side was wavering, and would not consent to conclude matters, and make the signatures that were necessary at once. Mr. Lynch, it must be allowed, was of the same opinion too.

“Your country is a little bleak at night,” said Mr. Sharp, partially mollified by a good dinner, but beginning to remember unpleasantly the cold drive in a rattletrap of a little rustic pony carriage over the hills and hollows. “Do you really remain here all the year? How wonderful? Not even a glimpse of the world in summer, or a little escape from the chills in winter? How brave of you! What patience and powers of endurance must be cultivated in that way!”

“One would think Windyhill was Siberia at least,” said Mrs. Dennistoun, laughing; “we do not give ourselves credit for all these fine qualities.”

“Some people are heroes—or heroines—without knowing it,” said Mr. Sharp, with a bow.

“And yet,” said the mother, with a little indignation, “there was some talk of Mr. Compton doing me the honour to share my hermitage for a part of the year.”

“Mr. Compton! my dear lady! Mr. Compton would die of it in a week,” said Mr. Sharp.

“I am quite well aware of it,” said Mrs. Dennistoun; and she added, after a pause, “so should I.”

“What a change it will be for your daughter,” saidMr. Sharp. “She will see everything that is worth seeing. More in a month than she would see here in a dozen years. Trust Mr. Compton for knowing all that’s worth going after. They have all an instinct for life that is quite remarkable. There’s Lady Mariamne, who has society at her feet, and the old lord is a most remarkable old gentleman. Your daughter, Mrs. Dennistoun, is a very fortunate young lady. She has my best congratulations, I am sure.”

“Sharp,” said Mr. Lynch from the background, “you had better be thinking of starting, if you want to catch that train.”

“I’ll see if the pony is there,” said John.

Mr. Sharp, put down his teacup with precipitation. “Is it as late as that?” he cried.

“It is the last train,” said Mrs. Dennistoun, with great satisfaction. “And I am afraid, if you missed it, as the house is full, there would be nothing but a bed at the public-house to offer——”

“Oh, not another word,” the lawyer said: and fortunately he never knew how near that rising young man at the bar, John Tatham, who had every object in conciliating a solicitor, was to a charge of manslaughter, if killing an attorney can thus be called. But the feelings of the party were expressed only in actions of the greatest kindness. They helped him on with his coat, and covered him with rugs as he got in, shivering, to the little pony carriage. It was a beautiful night, but the wind is always a thing to be considered on Windyhill.

“Well, that’s a good thing over,” said Mr. Lynch, going to the fire as he came in from the night air at the door and rubbing his hands.

“It would have been a relief to one’s feeling to have kicked that fellow all the way down and up the other side of the combe, and kept him warm,” said John, with a laugh of wrath.

“It is a pity a man should have so little taste,” said Mrs. Dennistoun.

Elinor still stood where she had been standing, with every feeling in her breast in commotion. She had not taken any part in the insidious kindnesses of speeding the parting guest; and now she remembered that he was her Phil’s representative: whatever she might herself think of the man, how could she join in abuse of one who represented Phil?

“He is no worse, I suppose, than others,” she said. “He was bound to stand up for those in whose interest he was. Mr. Lynch would have made himself quite as disagreeable for me.”

“Not I,” said the old gentleman; “for what is the good of standing up for you? You would throw me over on the first opportunity. You have taken all the force out of my sword-arm, my dear, as it is. How can I make myself disagreeable for those who won’t stand up for themselves? I suppose you must have it your own way.”

“Yes, I suppose it will be the best,” said Mrs. Dennistoun, in subdued tones.

“It would come to about the same thing, however you settled it,” said John.

Elinor looked from one to another with eyes that began to glow. “You are a cheerful company,” she said. “You speak as if you were arranging my funeral. On the whole I think I like Mr. Sharp best; for if he was contemptuous of me and my little bit of money, he was at all events cheerful about the future, and that is always something; whereas you all——”

There was a little pause, no one responding. There was no pleasant jest, no bright augury for Elinor. The girl’s heart rose against this gloom that surrounded her. “I think,” she said, with an angry laugh, “that I had better run after Mr. Sharp and bring him back, for he had at least a little sympathy with me!”

“Don’t be too sure of that,” said Mr. Lynch, “for if we think you are throwing yourself away, Elinor, so does he on his side. He thinks the Honourable Mr. Compton is going dreadfully cheap for five thousand pounds.”

“Elinor need not take any of usau pied de la lettre—of course we are all firm for our own side,” said John.

Elinor turned her head from one to another, growing pale and red by turns. There was a certain surprise in her look, as she found herself thus at bay. The triumph of having got the better of their opposition was lost in the sense of isolation with which the girl, so long the first object of everybody about her, felt herselfthus placed alone. And the tears were very ready to start, but were kept back by jealous pride which rose to her help. Well! if they put her outside the circle she would remain so; if they talked to her as one no longer of them, but belonging to another life, so be it! Elinor determined that she would make no further appeal. She would not even show how much it hurt her. After that pale look round upon them all, she went into the corner of the room where the piano stood, and where there was little light. She was too proud to go out of the room, lest they should think she was going to cry. She went with a sudden, quick movement to the piano instead, where perhaps she might cry too, but where nobody should see. Poor Elinor! they had made her feel alone by their words, and she made herself more alone by this little instinctive withdrawal. She began to play softly one thing after another. She was not a great performer. Her little “tunes” were of the simplest—no better indeed than tunes, things that every musician despises: they made a little atmosphere round her, a voluntary hermitage which separated her as if she had been a hundred miles away.

“I wish you could have stayed for the marriage,” Mrs. Dennistoun said.

“My dear lady, it would spoil my holiday—the middle of September. You’ll have nobody except, of course, the people you have always. To tell the truth,” John added. “I don’t care tuppence for my holiday. I’d have come—like a shot: but I don’t think I couldstand it. She has always been such a pet of mine. I don’t think I could bear it, to tell the truth.”

“I shall have to bear it, though she is more than a pet of mine,” said Mrs. Dennistoun.

“I know, I know! the relatives cannot be let off—especially the mother, who must put up with everything. I trust,” said Mr. Lynch, with a sigh, “that it may all turn out a great deal better than we hope. Where are they going after the marriage?”

“Some one has lent them a place—a very pretty place—on the Thames, where they can have boating and all that—Lord Sudbury, I think. And later they are going on a round of visits, to his father, Lord St. Serf, and to Lady Mariamne, and to his aunt, who is Countess of—something or other.” Mrs. Dennistoun’s voice was not untouched by a certain vague pleasure in these fine names.

“Ah,” said the old lawyer, nodding his head at each, “all among the aristocracy, I see. Well, my dear lady, I hope you will be able to find some satisfaction in that; it is better than to fall among—nobodies at least.”

“I hope so,” said Mrs. Dennistoun, with a sigh.

They were speaking low, and fondly hoped that they were not heard; but Elinor’s ears and every faculty were quickened and almost every word reached her. But she was too proud to take any notice. And perhaps these dreary anticipations, on the whole, did her good, for her heart rose against them, and any littlepossible doubts in her own mind were put to sudden flight by the opposition and determination which flooded her heart. This made her playing a little more unsteady than usual, and she broke down several times in the middle of a “tune;” but nobody remarked this: they were all fully occupied with their own thoughts.

All, at least, except John, who wandered uneasily about the room, now studying the names of the books on the bookshelves—which he knew by heart, now pulling the curtain aside to look out at the moonlight, now pulling at the fronds of the great maidenhair in his distraction till the table round was scattered with little broken leaves. He wanted to keep out of that atmosphere of emotion which surrounded Elinor at the piano. But it attracted him, all the same, as the light attracts a moth. To get away from that, to make the severance which so soon must be a perfect severance, was the only true policy he knew; for what was he to her, and what could she be to him? He had already said everything which a man in his position ought to say. He took out a book at last, and sat down doggedly by the table to read, thus making another circle of atmosphere, so to speak, another globe of isolated being in the little room, while the two elder people talked low in the centre, conventionally inaudible to the girl who was playing and the young man who was reading. But John might as well have tried to solve some tremendous problem as to read that book. Hetoo heard every word the elders were saying. He heard them with his own ears, and also he heard them through the ears of Elinor, gauging the effect which every word would have upon her. At last he could bear it no longer. He was driven to her side to bear a part of her burden, even to prevent her from hearing, which would be something. He resisted the impulse to throw down his book, and only placed it very quietly on the table, and even in a deliberate way, that there might be no appearance of feeling about him—and made his way by degrees, pausing now and then to look at a picture, though he knew them all by heart. Thus he arrived at last at the piano, in what he flattered himself was an accidental way.

“Elinor, the stars are so bright over the combe, do come out. It is not often they are so clear.”

“No,” she said, more with the movement of her lips than with any sound.

“Why not? You can’t want to play those old pieces just at this moment. You will have plenty of time to play them to-morrow.”

She said “No” again, with a little impatient movement of her hands on the keys and a look towards the others.

“You are listening to what they are saying? Why should you? They don’t want you to hear. Come along, Elinor. It’s far better for you not to listen to what is not intended——”

“Oh, go away, John.”

“I must say no in my turn. Leave the tunes till to-morrow, and come out with me.”

“I thought,” she said, roused a little, “that you were fond of music, John.”

This brought John up suddenly in an unexpected way. “Oh, as for that,”—he said, in a dubious tone. Poor Elinor’s tunes were not music in his sense, as she very well knew.

She laughed in a forlorn way. “I know what you mean; but this is quite good enough for what I shall want. I am going down, you know, to a different level altogether. Oh, you can hear for yourself what mamma and Mr. Lynch are saying.”

“Going up you mean, Elinor. I thought them both very complaisant over all those titles.”

“Ah,” she said, “they say that mocking. They think I am going down; so do you, too, to the land of mere fast people, people with no sense. Well; there is nothing but the trial will teach any of us. We shall see.”

“It is rather a dreadful risk to run, if it’s only a trial, Elinor.”

“A trial—for you, not for me—I am not the one that thinks so, except so far as the tunes are concerned,” she said with a laugh. “I confess so far as that Lady Mariamne is fond of a comic song. I don’t think she goes any further. I shall be good enough for them in the way of music.”

“I should be content never to hear another note of music all my life, Elinor, if——”

“Ah, there you begin again. Not you, John, not you! I can’t bear any more. Neither stars, nor walks, nor listening; no more! This rather,” and she brought down her hands with a great crash upon the piano, making every one start. Then Elinor rose, having produced her effect. “I think it must be time to go to bed, mamma. John is talking of the stars, which means that he wants his cigar, and Mr. Lynch must want just to look at the tray in the dining-room. And you are tired by all this fuss, all this unnatural fuss about me, that am not worth—— Come, mother, to bed.”

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