The farthest thing from Merrill's thoughts had been to discuss with her the confounded notions she had somehow absorbed. The thing to do, of course, was to ignore them and assume everything was all right. After all, of what importance were the opinions of a girl about practical things?
How the thing cropped up he did not afterward remember, but at the thirteenth green he found himself mentioning that all reformers were out of touch with facts. They were not practical.
The smug finality of his verdict nettled her. This may or may not have been the reason she sliced her ball, quite unnecessarily. But it was probably due to her exasperation at the wasted stroke that she let him have it.
“I'm tired of that word. It means to be suicidally selfish. There's not another word in the language so abused.”
“Didn't catch the word that annoys you,” the young man smiled.
“Practical! You used it yourself. It means to tear down and not build up, to be so near-sighted you can't see beyond your reach. Your practical man is the least hopeful member of the community. He stands only for material progress. His own, of course!”
“You sound like a Farnum editorial, Alice.”
“Do I?” she flashed. “Then I'll give you the rest of it. He—your practical man—is rutted to class traditions. This would not be good form or respectable. That would disturb the existing order. So let's all do nothing and agree that all's well with the world.”
Merrill greeted this outburst with a complacent smile. “It's a pretty good world. I haven't any fault to find with it—not this afternoon anyhow.”
But Alice, serious with young care and weighted with the problems of a universe, would have none of his compliments.
“Can't you see that there's a—a—” She groped and found a fugitive phrase Jeff had once used—“a want of adjustment that is appalling?”
“It doesn't appall me. I believe in the survival of the fittest.”
Her eyes looked at him with scornful penetration. They went through the well-dressed, broad-shouldered exterior of him, to see a suave, gracious Pharisee of the modern world. He believed in the God-of-things-as-they-are because he was the man on horseback. He was a formalist because it paid him to be one. That was why he and his class looked on any questioning of conditions as almost atheistic. They were born to the good things of life. Why should they doubt the ethics of a system that had dealt so kindly with them?
She gave him up. What was the use of talking about such things to him? He had the sense of property ingrained in him. The last thing he would be likely to do was to let any altruistic ideas into his head. He would play safe. Wasn't he a practical man?
She devoted herself to the game. To see her play was a pleasure to the eye. The long lines and graceful curves of her supple young body never appeared to better advantage than at golf. Her motions showed the sylvan freedom of the woods. Ned Merrill appreciated the long, light tread of her, the harmony of movement as of a perfect young animal, together with the fine spiritual quality that escaped her personality so unconsciously.
At the fifteenth hole he continued her education. “This country is founded upon individualism. It stands for the best chance of development possible to all its citizens. When you hamper enterprise you stop that development.”
She took him up dryly. “I see. So you and father and Uncle Joe have developed your individualism at the expense of a million other people's. You have gobbled up franchises, forests, ore lands, coal mines, and every other opportunity worth having. As a result you're making them your slaves and crushing out all individuality.”
“Not at all. We're really custodians for the people. We administer these things for their benefit because we are more fit to do it.”
“How do you know you are?”
“The very fact that we have succeeded in getting what we have is evidence of it.”
“All I can see is that our getting it and keeping it—you and I and Uncle Joe and a thousand like us—is responsible for all the poverty in the world. We're helping to make it every time we eat a dinner we didn't work to get.”
Alice made a beautiful approach that landed her ball within four feet of the hole. Presently Merrill joined her.
“That was a dandy shot,” he told her, and watched Alice hole out. “I don't agree with you. For instance, I work as hard as other men.”
“But you're not working for the common good.”
His impatience reached words. “That sort of talk is nonsense, Alice. I don't know what has come over you of late.”
She smiled provokingly and changed the subject. Why argue with him? The slant with which they got at things was different. Like her father, he had the mental rigidity that is death to open-mindedness.
Briskly she returned to small talk. “You're only three up.”
On their way back to the club house the safe man recurred to one phase of their talk.
“You ought not to need any telling as to why I work, Alice.”
She shot one swift annoyed glance at him. When Ned Merrill tried the sentimental she liked him least.
“Oh, all men like to work, I suppose. Uncle Joe says it's half the fun of life.”
“Most men work for some woman. I'm working for you,” he told her solemnly.
A little giggle of laughter floated across to him.
“What are you laughing about?” he demanded.
“Oh, the things I notice. Just now it's you, Ned.”
“If you'll explain the joke.”
“You wouldn't understand it. Dear me, what are you so stiff about?”
Merrill brought things to an issue. “Look here, Alice! What's the use of playing fast and loose? I'd like to know where we're at.”
“Would you?”
“Yes, I would. You know all about the arrangement just as well as I do. I haven't pushed you. I've stood back and let you have your good times. Don't you think it's about time for us to talk business?”
“Just as soon as you like, Ned.”
“Well, then, let's announce it.”
“That we're not engaged to be married and never will be! Is that what you want to announce?”
He flushed angrily. “What's the use of talking that way? You know it has been arranged for years.”
“I'm not going through with it. I told Father so. The thing is outrageous,” she flamed.
“I don't see why. Our people want it. We are fond of each other. I never cared for any girl but you.”
“Let's stick to the business reasons, Ned.”
“Hang it, you're so acid about it! I do care for you.”
Her dry anger spurted out. “That's unfortunate, since I don't care for you.”
“I know you do. Just now you're vexed at me.”
“Yes, I am,” she admitted, nodding her head swiftly. “But it doesn't make any difference whether I am or not. I've made up my mind. I'm not going through with it.”
“You promised.”
“I didn't, not in so many words. And I was pushed into it. None of you gave me a fair chance. But I'll not go on with it.”
“But, why?”
“Because I'm an American girl, and here we don't have to marry to amalgamate business interests. I won't do it. I'd rather be—” She gave a little shrug of her shoulders. The passion died out of her voice. “Oh, well! No need getting melodramatic about it. Just the same, I won't do it. My mind's made up.”
“A pretty figure I'll cut, after all these years,” he complained sulkily. “Everyone will know you jilted me.”
Alice turned to him, mischief sparkling in her eyes. “I wouldn't stand it if I were you. Show your spunk.”
He stared. “What do you mean?”
“Why don't you jilt ME?”
“Jilt you?”
Her head went up and down in a dozen little nods of affirmation. “Yes. Marry Pauline Gillam. You know you'd like to, but you haven't had the courage to give me up. Now that you've got to give me up anyhow—”
“I'm very much obliged, Miss Frome. But I don't think it will be necessary for you to select another wife for me.”
“Have you been married once. I didn't know it.”
“You know what I mean?” He was stiff as a poker.
“I believe I do.” She was in a perfectly good humor again now. “But you better take my advice, Ned. Think what a joke it will be on me. Everybody will say you could have had me.”
“We'll not discuss the subject if you please.”
Nevertheless Alice knew that she had dropped a seed on good ground.
Now poor Tom Dunstan's cold,Our shop is duller;Scarce a tale is told,And our talk has lost the oldRed-republican color!.............'She's coming, she's coming!' said he;'Courage, boys I wait and see!'FREEDOM'S AHEAD!'—Robert Buchanan.
THE HERO IS LURED TO AN ADVENTURE INTO THE UNCONVENTIONAL AND HEARS MUCH THAT IS PAINFUL TO A WELL-REGULATED MIND
Near the close of a fine spring afternoon James Farnum and Alice Frome were walking at the lower end of Powers Avenue. In the conventional garb he affected since he had become a man of substance the lawyer might have served as a model of fashion to any aspiring youth. His silk hat, his light trousers, the double-breasted coat which enfolded his manly form, were all of the latest design. The weather, for a change, was behaving itself so as not to soil the chaste glory of Solomon thus displayed. There had been rain and would be more, but just now they passed through a dripping world shot full of sunlight.
“Of course I'm no end flattered at being allowed to go with you. But I'm dying of curiosity to know where we are going.”
The young woman gave James her beguiling smile. “We're going to call on a sick man. I'm taking you along as chaperon. You needn't be flattered at all. You're merely a convenience, like a hat pin or an umbrella.”
“But I'm not sure this is proper. Now as your chaperone—”
“You're not that kind of a chaperon, Mr. Farnum. You haven't any privileges. Nothing but duties. Unless it's a privilege to be chosen. That gives you a chance to say something pretty.”
They crossed Yarnell Way. James, looking around upon the wrecks of humanity they began to meet, was very sure that he did not enjoy this excursion. An adventure with Miss Frome outside of the conventions was the very thing he did not want. What in the world did the girl mean anyhow? Her vagaries were beginning to disturb her relatives. So much he had gathered from Valencia.
Before he had got as far as a protest Alice turned in to the entrance of a building and climbed a flight of stairs. She pushed a button. A woman of rather slatternly appearance came to the door.
“Good afternoon, Mrs. Maloney. I've come to see how Mr. Marchant is.”
The landlady brushed into place some flying strands of hair. “Well, now, Miss Frome, he's better to-day. The nurse is with him. If you'll jist knock at the door 'twill be all right.”
While they were in the passage James interposed an objection. “My dear Miss Frome, I really don't think—”
She interrupted brightly. “I'm glad you don't. You're not expected to, you know. I'm commanding this expedition. Yours not to answer why. Yours but to do and die.” And she knocked on the door of the room at which they had stopped.
It was opened by a nurse in uniform. James observed that she, too, like Mrs. Maloney, brightened at sight of the visitor.
“Mr. Marchant will be pleased to see you, Miss Frome.”
He was. His gladness illuminated the white face through the skin of which the cheek bones appeared about to emerge. A thin blue-veined hand shot forward to meet hers.
“Oh, comrade, but I'm glad to meet you.”
“I think you know Mr. Farnum.”
The man propped up in bed nodded a little grin at the lawyer. “We've met. It was years ago in Jeff's rooms.”
“Oh—er—yes. Yes, I remember.”
Presently Jeff and Sam Miller dropped in to see the invalid. From chance remarks the lawyer gathered that the little cobbler had brought himself so low by giving his overcoat one bitter night to a poor girl he had found shivering in the streets.
The frankness with which they discussed before Alice Frome things never referred to in good society shocked James.
It appeared that the story of this little factory girl who had been led astray was still urgent in Marchant's mind. At the time of their arrival he had just finished scribbling some verses hot from his heart. Jeff read them aloud, in spite of the poet's modest insistence that they were only a first draft.
“This is a story that two may tell,I am the one, the other's in hell;A story of passionate amorous fire,With the glamor of love to attune the lyre.She traveled the road at breakneck speed,I opened the gates and saddled the steed;“Ride free!” I cried as we dashed along.Her sweet voice echoed a mocking song.”
“'Fraid it doesn't always scan. They seldom do,” apologized the author of the verses.
Jeff rapped for order. “The sense of the meeting is that the blushing poet will please not interrupt.”
“Nights of the wildest revel and mirth,Days of sorrow, remorse, and dearth,A heaven of love and a hell of regret—But there's always the woman to pay my debt.'Sin,' says the preacher, 'shall be washed free,The blood of the Lamb was shed for thee.'Smugly I pass the sacred wine,The woman in hell pays toll for mine.'I am a pillar of Church and State,She but the broken sport of Fate;This is a story that two may tell,I am the one, the other's in hell.'”
There was a moment's silence after Jeff had finished.
“What are you going to call your verses?” the nurse asked.
“I'll call them, 'She Pays.' That's the idea of it.”
James was distinctly uneasy. There was positively something indecent about this. He had an aversion to thinking about unpleasant things. Every well-regulated mind ought to have. He would like to make a protest, but he could not very well do that here. He promised himself to let Alice Frome know as soon as they were alone what he thought about her escapades into this world below the dead line.
He moved uncomfortably in his chair, and in doing so his gaze fell full into the eyes of Sam Miller. The fat librarian was staring at him out of a very white face. Before James could break the spell an unvoiced question had been asked and answered.
Marchant was already riding the hobby that was religion to him. “Four dollars a week. That's what she was getting. And her employer is worth two millions. Think of it. All her youth to be sold for four dollars a week. Just enough to keep body and soul together. And when she went to the head of her department to ask for a raise he leered at her and said a good looking girl like her could always find someone to take care of her. Eight months she stuck it out, getting more ragged every day. Then enter the man, offering her some comfort and pleasure and love. Do you blame her?”
“You must give me her address,” Alice said softly.
Oscar nodded. “Good enough, comrade. Jeff has looked out for her, but she needs a woman friend.” With a sweep of the hand he went back to the impersonal. “Her trouble was economic, just as ours is. Look at it. We've got a perfect self-regulating system that adjusts itself automatically to bring hard times when we're most prosperous. Give us big crops and boom times, and we head straight for a depression. Why?” He interrupted himself with a fit of coughing, but presently began again, talking also with his swift supple hands. “Because then the foreign market will be glutted. Surplus goods won't sell abroad. The manufacturer, unable to dispose of his produce, will cut down his force or close his plant. Labor, out of work, cannot buy. So every branch of industry suffers because we're too well off. It's a vicious absurd circle born of the system under which we live. Under socialism the remedy would be merely to work less for a time until the surplus was used. It would affect nobody injuriously. The whole thing's as simple as A B C.”
It had been plain to the first casual glance of James that the little Socialist was far gone. The amazing thing was the eagerness with which his spirit dominated the body in such ill case. He was alive to the fingertips, though he was already in the Valley of the Shadow. To the lawyer there was something eerie about it all. Marchant was done with the business of living. Why didn't he lie down and accept the verdict?
But to Alice it was God-like, a thing to stand uncovered before. His remedies might be all wrong. Probably they were. None the less his vital courage for life took her by the throat.
Jeff nodded at the invalid cheerfully. “We're going to change all that, Oscar. Into this little old world a new soul is being born. Or perhaps the old soul is being born again.”
The Socialist caught at this swiftly. “Yes, we're going to change this terrible waste of human lives. I see a new world, where men will live like brothers and not like wolves rending each other. There poverty will be blotted out... and disease and all mean and cruel things that hamper and destroy life. Law and justice will walk hand in hand through a land of peace and plenty. Our cities, the expression of our social life, will be clean and sunny and beautiful because the lives of the common people are so. There strong men and deep-breasted women will work for the joy of working, since all is for the common good. Their children will be free and happy and well fed... yes, and equal to each other. From that highly socialized state, because it is tied together by love, will come that restrained freedom which is the most perfect individualism.”
The nurse forced him gently back upon the pillows. “There! You've talked enough to-day.”
He lay coughing, a hectic flush above the high cheek bones. Presently, at a look from the nurse, his guests departed.
Outside the building Miller left the rest abruptly. Flanked by the two cousins, Alice crossed Yarnell Way back to that world to which she had always belonged.
James laid down the law to her concerning the folly of such excursions into the unconventional. Alice listened. She discovered that his viewpoint was exactly like that of Ned Merrill. Any deviation from the conventional was a mistake. Any attempt to escape from existing conditions was a form of treason. Trade, property, business, respectability, good form; these were the shibboleth they worshipped. It was just because she did not want to believe this of James Farnum that she had taken him with her to call on Marchant. It was in a sense a test, and he was answering it by showing himself complacently callous and hidebound.
Surely he had not always been like this, a smug and well-clad Pharisee, afraid to look at the truth. In those early days, when they had been friends, with the possibility of being a good deal more, there had been an impetuous touch of ardor she could no longer find. Her cool glance ran down his figure. The man was taking on flesh, the plump well-fed look of one who has escaped moral conduct by giving up the fight. Fat cushioned the square jaw and detracted from its strength. For the first time she observed a hardening of the eye. The visible deterioration of an inner collapse was being writ on him.
Alice sighed. After all she might have spared herself the trouble. He had chosen his path and he must follow it.
At the corner of Powers Avenue and Van Ault Street James left them. It was natural that the talk should revert to Marchant.
“Oscar finds your visits a very great pleasure,” Jeff told her.
“The dear madman!” Her eyes were shining softly. “Isn't he brave and optimistic?”
“Yes.”
Both of them were thinking how soon the arm of that unseen God of love and law he worshipped would enfold him.
Alice smiled tenderly, and for the moment the street in front of her danced in a mist. “And his perfect state! Shall we ever realize it?”
“We must hope so. Perhaps not in the form he sees it, but in the way we work it out through a species of evolution. Think of the progress we have made in the last five years. How many dark corners in the long disused houses of our minds have been flooded with light!”
“Yes. Why have we made more progress in the past few years?”
Jeff's eyes held a gleam of humor. “This is a big country with enormous resources. There used to be room for all the most active plunderers to grab something. But lately the grabbing hasn't been so good. We have discovered that the most powerful robbers are doing their snatching from us. So we've suffered a moral awakening.”
“You don't believe that,” she said quickly.
“There's a good deal in the bread and butter interpretation of history. The push of life, its pressure, drives us to think. Out of thought grow new hopes and a broader vision.”
“And then?”
“Pretty soon the thought will flood the world that we make our own poverty, that God and nature have nothing to do with it. After that we'll proceed to eliminate it.”
“By means of Mr. Marchant's perfect state?”
“Not by any revolution of an hour probably. Society cannot change its nature in a day. We'll pass gradually from our present state to a better one, the new growing out of the old by generations of progress. But I think we will pass into a form of socialism. It will be necessary to repress the predatory instinct in us that has grown strong under the present system. I don't much care whether you call it democracy or socialism. We must recognize how interdependent we are and work together for the common good.”
They had come to the car line that would take her home. Up the hill a trolley car was coming.
“May I not see you home?” Jeff dared to ask.
“You may.”
They left the car at Lakeview Park and crossed it to The Brakes. Every step of that walk led Jeff deeper into an excursion of endearment. It was amazingly true that he trod beside her an acknowledged friend, a secret lover. The turn of her head, the shadowy smile bubbling into laughter, the gracious undulations of the body, indeed the whole dear delight of her presence, belonged for that hour to him alone.
Many a man has kept his self-respect through a long lifetimeof decalog breaking, only to go to smash like a crushedeggshell when he commits the crime of being found out.—From the Note Book of a Dreamer.
THE HERO IS PAINED TO FIND THAT EVEN IN A WELL-REGULATED WORLD THE GODS ARE JUST, AND OF OUR PLEASANT VICES MAKE INSTRUMENTS TO PLAGUE US
Going back across the park Jeff trod the hilltops. He was not thinking about society, except that small unit of it represented by a slender, golden girl who had just bidden him good-bye. And because his heart sang within him his footsteps turned toward the office of his cousin. There had been between them of late an estrangement. Since the lawyer had been appointed general attorney for the Transcontinental and had formed a partnership with Scott, thus bringing to the firm the business of the public utility corporations, James had not found much time for Jeff. He was a member of the most important law firm on the Pacific Coast, judged by the business it was doing, and he had definitely cut loose politically from his former associates. His cousin blamed himself for the change in their personal relations, and he meant to bring things back to the old basis if he could.
It was past office hours, but a light in the window of the junior member's private office gave promise that James might be in. Leaving the elevator at the fourth floor, he walked down the corridor toward the suite occupied by the firm.
Before he reached the door Jeff stopped. Something unusual was happening within. There came to him the sounds of shuffling feet, of furniture being smashed, of an angry oath. Almost at once there was a thud, as if something heavy had fallen. The listener judged that a live body was thrashing around actively. The impact of blows, a heavy grunt, a second stifled curse, decided Farnum. Pushing through the outer office, he entered the one usually occupied by James.
Two men were on the floor, one astride of the other. The man on top was driving home heavy jarring blows against his opponent's face and head. Jeff ran forward and dragged him away.
“Good heavens, Sam! What's the matter?” his friend demanded in surprise.
Miller waited panting, his fists still doubled, the lust of battle in his eyes.
“The damned cad! The damned cad!” was all he could get out.
From the floor James Farnum was rising. His forehead, his cheek, and his lips were bleeding from cuts. One of his eyes was closing rapidly. There was a dogged look of fear in the battered face.
“I tripped over a chair, he explained, glaring at his foe.
“Damn you then, stand up and fight!”
Disgust and annoyance were pictured on the damaged countenance of the lawyer. “I don't fight with riff raff from the streets.”
With a lurch Miller was free from Jeff and at him again. James lashed straight out and cut open his lip without stopping him. Jeff wrenched the furious man back again. A moment later he made a discovery. The fear of his cousin was not physical.
“Here! Stop it, man! What's the row about?” Jeff hung on with a strangle hold while he fired his questions.
Sam turned a distorted face toward him. “Nellie.”
The truth crashed home like a bolt of lightning. James was the man who had betrayed Nellie Anderson. The thing was incredible, but Jeff knew instantly it was so.
Except where the blood streamed down it the face of the lawyer was colorless. His lips twitched.
“Is this true, James?”
The sullen eyes of the detected man fell. “It will ruin me. It will ruin my career. And all because in a moment of fearful temptation I yielded, God help me.”
“God help you!” The angry scorn in Miller's voice burned like vitriol. “God help you! you selfish villain and coward! You pursued her! You hounded her. You made your own temptation—and hers. And afterward you left her to bear a lifetime of shame—to kill herself if she couldn't stand it. When I think of you, smug liar and hell hound, I know that killing isn't good enough for you.”
“Steady, old man,” counseled Jeff.
Miller began to tremble violently. Tears gathered in his eyes and coursed down his fat cheeks. “And I can't stamp him out. I can't expose him without hurting her worse. I've got to stand it without touching him.”
Faintly Jeff smiled. James did not look quite untouched. He was a much battered statue of virtue, his large dignity for once torn to shreds.
Miller flung himself down heavily in a chair and buried his face in his hands. James began to talk, and as he talked his fluency came back to him.
“It's the only stain on my life record... the only one. My life has been an open book but for that. I was only a boy—and I made a slip. Ought that to spoil my whole life, a splendid career of usefulness for the city and the state? Ought I to be branded for that one error?”
Miller looked up whitely. “Shut up, you liar! If it had been a slip you would have stood by her, you would have married the girl you had ruined. But you left her—to death or worse. She was loyal to you. She kept your secret, you damned villain. I wrung it out of her to-day when I went home only by pretending that I knew.... And you let Jeff bear the blame of it without saying a word. I know now why her name wasn't unearthed by the reporters. You killed the story because you were afraid the truth would leak out. You haven't a straight hair in your head. You sold out Jeff's bill. You're for yourself first and last, no matter who pays the price.”
“That's your interpretation of my career. But what does Verden think of me? No man stands higher among the best people of the community.”
“To hell with you and your best people. I say you're nothing but a whited sepulchre,” snarled Miller.
Suddenly he reached for his hat and left the office. He was stifling.
He knew that if he stayed he could not keep his hands from his enemy's throat.
James wrung his hands. “My God, Jeff, it's awful! To think that a little fault should come out now to ruin me. After I've gone so far and am on the way to bigger things. It's ghastly luck. Can't you do something? Can't you keep the fellow quiet? I'll pay anything in reason.”
Jeff looked at him steadily. “I wouldn't say that to him if I were you.”
“Oh, I don't know what I'm saying.” He mopped the blood from his face with a handkerchief. “I'm half crazy. Did he mark me up badly?” James examined himself anxiously in the glass. “He's just chopped my face to pieces. I'll have to get out of the city to-night and stay away till the marks are gone. But the main point is to keep him from talking. Can you do it?”
For once Jeff's toleration failed him. “He's right. You are a selfish beggar. Don't you ever think of anyone except yourself?”
“I'm not thinking of myself at all, but of—of someone else. You're wronging me, Jeff. This is not the time to go back on me, now that I'm in trouble. You've got to help me out. You've got to keep Miller quiet. If he talks I'm done for.”
His cousin looked at him with contemptuous eyes. “Can't you see—haven't you fineness enough to see that Sam Miller would cut an arm off before he would expose his wife to more talk? Your precious secret's safe.”
“It's all very well for you to talk that way,” James complained. “I don't suppose you ever were put into temptation by a woman. You're not a lady's man. I'm the kind they take a shine to for some reason. Now this Anderson woman—”
Sharply Jeff cut in. “That's enough. When you speak of her it won't be in that tone of voice. You'll speak respectfully of her. She's the wife of my friend; and before she met you was innocent as a child.”
“What do you know of her? I tell you, Jeff, there's a type of woman that's always smiling round the corner at you. I don't say I did right to yield to her. Of course I didn't. But, hang it, I'm not a block of wood. I've got red blood in my veins. The whip of youth drove me on. You've probably never noticed it, but she was a devilish pretty girl.”
He was swimming into his phrases so fluently that Jeff knew he would soon persuade himself that he had been the victim of her wiles. So, no doubt, in one sense, he had. She had laid her innocent bait to win his friendship, with never a thought of what was to come of it.
“It happened of course while you were rooming there,” the editor shot at him.
James nodded sullenly.
His cousin knew now that more than once he had put away doubts of James. When Sam Miller told him of her disappearance he had thought of the lawyer and had dismissed his suspicions as unworthy. He had always believed James to be a more moral man than himself, and he had turned his own back on the temptation lest it might prove too great for him. It would have been better for Nellie if he had stayed and fought it out to a finish.
James began further explanations. “Look at it the way it is. She put herself in my way.”
Two steps carried Jeff to him. Without touching James he stood close to him, arms rigid and eyes blazing. “Don't say that again, you liar. You ruined her life. You let her suffer. She might have died for all of you. She nursed your child and never whispered the name of its father. Sam Miller is charging himself with the keep of your daughter. Do you think she hasn't paid a hundred times for her mistake? Now, by God, keep your mouth shut! Be decent enough not to fling mud at her, you of all men.”
James shrugged his shoulders and turned away in petulant disgust. “I see. You've heard her side of it and you've made up your mind. All right. I've nothing more to say.”
“I've never heard her side of it. Her own mother doesn't know the truth. Sam didn't know not till to-day. But I know her—and now I know you.”
“That's no way to talk, Jeff. I admit I did wrong. Can a man say more than that? Do you want me to crawl on my hands and knees?”
“It's easy for you to forgive yourself.”
“Maybe you think I haven't suffered too. I've lain awake nights worrying over this.”
“Yes. For fear you might be found out.”
“I intended to look out for the girl, but she disappeared without letting me know where she was going. What could I do?” The lawyer was studying his face very carefully in the glass. “My face is a sight. It will be weeks before that eye is fit to be seen.”
Jeff turned away and left him. He walked to his rooms and found his uncle waiting for him. Robert Farnum had sold out his interests in Arkansas and returned to Verden with the intention of buying a small mill in the vicinity. Meanwhile he had the apartment next to the one used by his nephew.
“Seen anything of James lately?” he inquired as they started down the street to dinner.
“Yes. I saw him to-day. He's leaving town for a week or so.”
“On business, I suppose. He didn't mention it when I saw him Wednesday.”
“It's a matter that came up suddenly, I understand.”
The father agreed proudly. There were moments when he had doubts of James, but he always stifled them by remembering what a splendid success he was. “Probably something nobody else could attend to but him.”
“Exactly.”
“It's amazing how that boy gets along. His firm has the cream of the corporation business of Verden. I never saw anything like it.”
The younger man assented, rather wearily. Somehow to-night he did not feel like sounding the praises of James.
His uncle's kindly gaze rested on him. “Tired, boy?”
“I think I am a little. I'll be all right after we've had something to eat.”
But when your arms are full of girl and fluffYou hide your nerve behind a yard of grin;You'd spit into a bulldog's face, or bluffA flock of dragons with a safety pin.Life's a slow skate, but love's the dopey glimThat puts a brewery horse in racing trim.—Wallace Irwin.
CANARIES SING FOR THE HERO
James Farnum had been back in Verden twenty-four hours. A few little scars still decorated his handsome visage, but he explained them away with the story of a motor car accident. Just now he was walking to the bank, and he had spoken his piece five times in a distance of three blocks. From experience he was getting letter perfect as to the details. Even the idiotic joke about the clutch seemed now a necessary part of the recital.
It was just as he was crossing Powers that a motor car whirled around the corner and down upon a man descending from a street car. The chauffeur honked wildly and rammed the brakes home. Simultaneously James leaped, flinging his weight upon the man standing dazed in the path of the automobile. The two went down together, and for a moment Farnum knew only a crash of the senses.
He was helped to his feet. Voices, distant and detached, asked whether he was hurt. Blood trickled into his eyes from a cut in the head. It came to him oddly enough that his story about the motor car accident would now be true.
A slender figure in gray slipped swiftly past him and knelt beside the still shape lying on the asphalt.
“Bring water, Roberts!”
James knew that clear, sweet voice. It could belong only to Alice Frome.
“Are you much hurt, Mr. Farnum?”
“No, I think not—a cut over my eye and a few bruises.”
“I'm so glad. But this poor old man—I'm afraid he's badly hurt.”
“Was he run over?”
“No. You saved him from that. You don't know him, do you?”
The lawyer looked at the unconscious man and could not repress a start. It was his father. For just an eyebeat he hesitated before he said, “I've seen him before somewhere.”
“We must take him to the hospital. Isn't there a doctor here? Someone run for a doctor.” The young woman's glance swept the crowd in appeal.
“I'll take care of him. Better get away before the crowd is too large, Miss Frome.”
“No. It was our machine did it. Oh, here's a doctor.”
A pair of lean, muscular shoulders pushed through the press after the doctor. “Much hurt, James?” inquired their owner.
“No. For heaven's sake, get Miss Frome away, Jeff,” implored his cousin.
“Miss Frome!” Jeff stepped forward with an exclamation.
The young woman looked up. She was kneeling in the street and supporting the head of the wounded man. Her face was almost as bloodless as his.
“We almost ran him down. Your cousin jumped to save him. He isn't dead, doctor, is he?”
Jeff turned swiftly to his cousin and spoke in a low voice. “It's your father.”
The lawyer pushed forward with a manner of authority.
“This won't do, doctor. The crowd's growing and we're delaying the traffic. Let us lift him into the machine and take him to the hospital.”
“Very good, Mr. Farnum.”
“Doctor, will you go with him to the hospital? And Jeff... you, too, if you please.”
A minute later the car pushed its way slowly through the crush of people and disappeared. James was left standing on the curb with Alice.
He spoke brusquely. “Someone call a cab, please....I'll send you home, Miss Frome.”
“No, to the hospital,” she corrected. “I couldn't go home now without knowing how he is.”
“Very well. Anything to get away from here.”
“And you can have your cut attended to there.”
“Oh, that's nothing. A basin of cold water is all I need. Here's the cab, thank heaven.”
The girl's gaze followed the automobile up the hill as she waited for the taxicab to stop. “I do hope he isn't hurt badly,” she murmured piteously.
“Probably he isn't. Just stunned, the doctor seemed to think. Anyhow it was an unavoidable accident.”
The eyes of the young woman kindled. “I'll never forget the way you jumped to save him. It was splendid.”
James flushed with pleasure. “Nonsense. I merely pushed him aside.”
“You merely risked your life for his. A bagatelle—don't mention it,” the girl mocked.
Farnum nodded, the old warmth for her in his eyes. “All right, I'll take all the praise you want to give me. It's been a good while since you have thought I deserved any.”
Alice looked out of the window in a silence that appeared to accuse him.
“Yet once”—She felt in his fine voice the vibration of feeling—“once we were friends. We met on the common ground of—of the spirit,” he risked.
Her eyes came round to meet his. “Is it my fault that we are not still friends?”
“I don't know. Something has come between us. What is it?”
“If you don't know I can't tell you.”
“I think I know.” He folded his handkerchief again to find a spot unstained. “You wanted me to fit into some ideal of me you had formed. Am I to blame because I can't do it? Isn't the fault with your austerity? I've got to follow my own convictions—not Jeff's, not even yours. Life's a fight, and it's every man for himself. He has to work out his own salvation in his own way. Nobody can do it for him. The final test is his success or failure. I'm going to succeed.”
“Are you?” The compassion of her look he could not understand. “But how shall we define success?”
“It's getting power and wielding it.”
“But doesn't it depend on how one wields it?”
“Yes. It must be made to produce big results. Now my idea of a successful man is your uncle, Joe Powers.”
“And my idea of one is your cousin, Jefferson Farnum.”
The young man sat up. “You're not seriously telling me that you think Jeff is successful as compared with Joe Powers?”
“Yes. In my opinion he is the most successful man I ever met.”
James was annoyed. “I expect you have a monopoly in that opinion, Miss Frome—unless Jeff shares it.”
“He doesn't.”
The lawyer laughed irritably. “No, I shouldn't think he would.” He added a moment later: “I don't suppose Jeff is worth a hundred dollars.”
“Probably not.”
“And Joe Powers is worth a hundred millions.”
“That settles it. I must have been wrong.” Alice looked at him with a flash of demure daring. “Valencia said something to me the other day I didn't quite understand. Ought I to congratulate you?”
“What did she say?” he asked eagerly.
“Oh, I'll not tell you what she said. My question was in first.”
“You may as well, though it's still a secret. Nobody knows it but you and me.”
“And Valencia.”
“I didn't know she knew it yet.”
Alice stared. “Not know that she is going to marry you? Then it isn't really arranged?”
“It is and it isn't.”
“Oh!”
“I know it and she suspects it.”
“Is this a riddle?”
“Riddle is a good word when we speak of your cousin,” he admitted judicially.
“Perhaps I asked a question I ought not to have.”
“Not at all. I'm trying to answer you as well as I can. Last time I mentioned the subject she laughed at me.”
“So you've asked her?”
“No, I told her.”
“And she said?”
“Regretted that other plans would not permit her to fall in with mine.”
“Then I don't quite see how you are so sure.”
“That's just what she says, but I've a notion she is planning the trousseau.”
Alice flashed a sidelong look at him. Was he playing with her? Or did he mean it?
“You'll let me know when I may safely congratulate you,” she retorted ironically.
“Now is the best time. I may not see you this evening.”
“Oh, it's to be this evening, is it?”
“To the best of my belief and hope.”
His complacency struck a spark from her. “You needn't be so cock sure. I daresay she won't have you.”
His smile took her into his confidence. “That's what I'm afraid of myself, but I daren't let her see it.”
“That sounds better.”
“I think she wants to eat her cake and have it, too.”
“Meaning, please?”
“That she likes me, but would rather hold me off a while.”
Alice nodded. “Yes, that would be like Val.”
“Meanwhile I don't know whether I'm to be a happy man or not.”
Her fine eyes looked in their direct fashion right into his. “I must say you appear greatly worried.”
“Yes,” he smiled.
“You must be tremendously in love with her.”
“Ye-es, thank you.”
“Why are you going to marry her then—if she'll let you?”
“Now I'm having Joe Powers' railroads and his steamboats and his mines thrown at me, am I not?” he asked lightly.
“No, I don't think that meanly of you. I know you're a victim of ambition, but I don't suppose it would take you that far.”
He gave her an ironical bow. “Thanks for this testimonial of respect. You're right. It wouldn't. I'm going to marry Joe Power's daughter,Deo volentebecause she is the most interesting woman I know and the most beautiful one.”
“Oh! That's the reason.”
“These, plus a sentimental one which I can't uncover to the cynical eyes of my young cousin that is to be, are my motives; though, mind you, I'm not fool enough to be impervious to the railroads and the ocean liners and the mines you didn't mention. I hope my reasons satisfy you,” he added coolly.
“If they satisfy Val they do me, but very likely you'll find they won't.”
“The doubt adds a fillip to the situation.”
Her eyes had gone from time to time out of the window. Now she gave a sigh of relief. “Here we are at the hospital. Oh, I do hope that poor man is all right!”
“I'm sure he is. He was recovering consciousness when they left. James helped her out of the cab and they went together up the steps. In the hall they met Jeff. He had just come down stairs.
“Everything's all right. His head must have struck the asphalt, but there seems to be no danger.”
Alice noticed that the newspaper man spoke to his cousin and not to her.