Chapter 16

[She flings herself face downwards on the bed.Nickygoes over to her.]

[She flings herself face downwards on the bed.Nickygoes over to her.]

Nicky

Mother!

Florence

Go away—go away—I hate you—go away——

Nicky

Mother—sit up——

Florence

[Pulling herself together]

Go out of my room——

Nicky

Mother——

Florence

I don’t ever want to see you again—you’re insane—you’ve said wicked, wicked things to me—you’ve talked to me as though I were a woman off the streets. I can’t bear any more—I can’t bear any more!

Nicky

I have a slight confession to make——

Florence

Confession?

Nicky

Yes.

Florence

Go away—go away——

Nicky

[Taking a small gold box from his pocket]

Look——

Florence

What do you mean—what is it——?

Nicky

Don’t you know?

[Florencetakes the box with trembling fingers and opens it. She stares at it for a moment. When she speaks again her voice is quite dead.]

[Florencetakes the box with trembling fingers and opens it. She stares at it for a moment. When she speaks again her voice is quite dead.]

Florence

Nicky, it isn’t—you haven’t——?

Nicky

Why do you look so shocked?

Florence

[Dully]

Oh, my God!

Nicky

What does it matter?

[Florencesuddenly rises and hurls the box out of the window.]

[Florencesuddenly rises and hurls the box out of the window.]

That doesn’t make it any better.

Florence

[Flinging herself on her knees beside him]

Nicky, promise me, oh, promise you’ll never do it again—never in your life—it’s frightful—horrible——

Nicky

It’s only just the beginning.

Florence

What can I say to you—what can I say to you?

Nicky

Nothing—under the circumstances.

Florence

What do you mean?

Nicky

It can’t possibly matter—now.

Florence

Matter—but it’s the finish of everything—you’re young, you’re just starting on your life—you must stop—you must swear never to touch it again—swear to me on your oath, Nicky—I’ll help you—I’ll help you——

Nicky

You!

[He turns away.]

[He turns away.]

Florence

[Burying her face in her hands and moaning]

Oh—oh—oh!

Nicky

How could you possibly help me?

Florence

[Clutching him]

Nicky!

Nicky

[Almost losing control]

Shut up—shut up—don’t touch me——

Florence

[Trying to take him in her arms]

Nicky—Nicky——

Nicky

I’m trying to control myself, but you won’t let me—you’re an awfully rotten woman, really.

Florence

Nicky—stop—stop—stop——

[She beats him with her fists.]

[She beats him with her fists.]

Nicky

Leave go of me!

[He breaks away from her, and going up to the dressing-table he sweeps everything off on to the floor with his arm.]

[He breaks away from her, and going up to the dressing-table he sweeps everything off on to the floor with his arm.]

Florence

[Screaming]

Oh—oh—Nicky——!

Nicky

Now then! Now then! You’re not to have any more lovers; you’re not going to be beautiful and successful ever again—you’re going to be my mother for once—it’s about time I had one to help me, before I go over the edge altogether——

Florence

Nicky—Nicky——

Nicky

Promise me to be different—you’ve got to promise me!

Florence

[Sinking on to the end of couch, facing audience]

Yes—yes—I promise—— [The tears are running down her face.]

Nicky

I love you, really—that’s why it’s so awful.

[He falls on his knees by her side and buries his face in her lap.]

[He falls on his knees by her side and buries his face in her lap.]

Florence

No. No, not awful—don’t say that—I love you, too.

Nicky

[Sobbing hopelessly]

Oh, mother——!

Florence

[Staring in front of her]

I wish I were dead!

Nicky

It doesn’t matter about death, but it matters terribly about life.

Florence

I know——

Nicky

[Desperately]

Promise me you’ll be different—promise me you’ll be different——

Florence

Yes, yes—I’ll try——

Nicky

We’ll both try.

Florence

Yes, dear.—Oh, my dear——!

[She sits quite still, staring in front of her—the tears are rolling down her cheeks, and she is strokingNicky’shair mechanically in an effort to calm him.]

[She sits quite still, staring in front of her—the tears are rolling down her cheeks, and she is strokingNicky’shair mechanically in an effort to calm him.]

Curtain


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