Chapter 10

Dying to Win.Fierce blows the gale and cold,Loudly the windows[27]rattle;Why, the stars seemed never half so bright.Hark![28]’Twas a bell that tolled—There, again! must I battleThrough another dreadful winter night?Better by far to die.Who[29]in this mighty cityWastes a thought on such a wretched life?Who heeds my weary sigh?Who sheds a tear in pity?All alone I wage[30]the bitter strife.Bright gleams yon chandelier,[31]Gay sound the reckless voices;And how tempting warm the red grate glows!No![32]rather perish here—Ah, no—my soul rejoices,[33]For I triumph spite of all my woes.Now, that I’ve made my vow,Who[34]comes to help me keep it?Are the saints that preach asleep or dead?Ripe is the harvest now,Yet comes there none to reap it.Not a cent![35]no home; no crust of bread.Fie,[36]upon hearts so cold!Not one will deign to aid me;And my own sex turn[37]me off with scorn;Sneer at me; call me bold;Taunt me, and then upbraid me—O, my God,[38]how can I wait till morn?Mother, is that you[39]there?Surely,[40]I must be dreaming—Do not leave me, mother;[41]take me home!Oh, how keen[42]bites the air!Yonder[43]the dawn is gleaming.It is I, your child: Oh, mother,[44]come!Sleepy, indeed, am I—Wait till I kneel[45]down, mother—Now[46]I lay me down to sleep—keep off—[47]Help! help! help! I shall die—Give me some air—I smother!I am saved![48]Now let the cold world scoff.*  *  *  *  *Fierce blows the gale and cold,Loudly the windows[49]rattle,And the stars are paling[50]out with fright:Oh, ’tis a tale oft told:Done is the hard-fought battle—And a weary soul has said good-night.—Geo.M. Vickers.Gestures.[27]H. O.[28]Hand raised to listen.[29]H. O.[30]Clasp hands.[31]H. F.[32]B. V. H. F.[33]A. O.[34]H. O.[35]D. L.[36]P. Ind. H. O.[37]Ver. H. L.[38]Look up.[39]B. H. F.[40]Hand to brow.[41]B. H. F.[42]Shiver.[43]Ind. H. O.[44]B. H. F.[45]Kneel.[46]Clasp hands.[47]B. Par. H. O.[48]B. A. O.[49]H. O.[50]V. A. Sweep.

Fierce blows the gale and cold,Loudly the windows[27]rattle;Why, the stars seemed never half so bright.Hark![28]’Twas a bell that tolled—There, again! must I battleThrough another dreadful winter night?Better by far to die.Who[29]in this mighty cityWastes a thought on such a wretched life?Who heeds my weary sigh?Who sheds a tear in pity?All alone I wage[30]the bitter strife.Bright gleams yon chandelier,[31]Gay sound the reckless voices;And how tempting warm the red grate glows!No![32]rather perish here—Ah, no—my soul rejoices,[33]For I triumph spite of all my woes.Now, that I’ve made my vow,Who[34]comes to help me keep it?Are the saints that preach asleep or dead?Ripe is the harvest now,Yet comes there none to reap it.Not a cent![35]no home; no crust of bread.Fie,[36]upon hearts so cold!Not one will deign to aid me;And my own sex turn[37]me off with scorn;Sneer at me; call me bold;Taunt me, and then upbraid me—O, my God,[38]how can I wait till morn?Mother, is that you[39]there?Surely,[40]I must be dreaming—Do not leave me, mother;[41]take me home!Oh, how keen[42]bites the air!Yonder[43]the dawn is gleaming.It is I, your child: Oh, mother,[44]come!Sleepy, indeed, am I—Wait till I kneel[45]down, mother—Now[46]I lay me down to sleep—keep off—[47]Help! help! help! I shall die—Give me some air—I smother!I am saved![48]Now let the cold world scoff.*  *  *  *  *Fierce blows the gale and cold,Loudly the windows[49]rattle,And the stars are paling[50]out with fright:Oh, ’tis a tale oft told:Done is the hard-fought battle—And a weary soul has said good-night.—Geo.M. Vickers.

Fierce blows the gale and cold,Loudly the windows[27]rattle;Why, the stars seemed never half so bright.Hark![28]’Twas a bell that tolled—There, again! must I battleThrough another dreadful winter night?Better by far to die.Who[29]in this mighty cityWastes a thought on such a wretched life?Who heeds my weary sigh?Who sheds a tear in pity?All alone I wage[30]the bitter strife.Bright gleams yon chandelier,[31]Gay sound the reckless voices;And how tempting warm the red grate glows!No![32]rather perish here—Ah, no—my soul rejoices,[33]For I triumph spite of all my woes.Now, that I’ve made my vow,Who[34]comes to help me keep it?Are the saints that preach asleep or dead?Ripe is the harvest now,Yet comes there none to reap it.Not a cent![35]no home; no crust of bread.Fie,[36]upon hearts so cold!Not one will deign to aid me;And my own sex turn[37]me off with scorn;Sneer at me; call me bold;Taunt me, and then upbraid me—O, my God,[38]how can I wait till morn?Mother, is that you[39]there?Surely,[40]I must be dreaming—Do not leave me, mother;[41]take me home!Oh, how keen[42]bites the air!Yonder[43]the dawn is gleaming.It is I, your child: Oh, mother,[44]come!Sleepy, indeed, am I—Wait till I kneel[45]down, mother—Now[46]I lay me down to sleep—keep off—[47]Help! help! help! I shall die—Give me some air—I smother!I am saved![48]Now let the cold world scoff.*  *  *  *  *Fierce blows the gale and cold,Loudly the windows[49]rattle,And the stars are paling[50]out with fright:Oh, ’tis a tale oft told:Done is the hard-fought battle—And a weary soul has said good-night.—Geo.M. Vickers.

Fierce blows the gale and cold,

Loudly the windows[27]rattle;

Why, the stars seemed never half so bright.

Hark![28]’Twas a bell that tolled—

There, again! must I battle

Through another dreadful winter night?

Better by far to die.Who[29]in this mighty cityWastes a thought on such a wretched life?Who heeds my weary sigh?Who sheds a tear in pity?All alone I wage[30]the bitter strife.

Better by far to die.

Who[29]in this mighty city

Wastes a thought on such a wretched life?

Who heeds my weary sigh?

Who sheds a tear in pity?

All alone I wage[30]the bitter strife.

Bright gleams yon chandelier,[31]Gay sound the reckless voices;And how tempting warm the red grate glows!No![32]rather perish here—Ah, no—my soul rejoices,[33]For I triumph spite of all my woes.

Bright gleams yon chandelier,[31]

Gay sound the reckless voices;

And how tempting warm the red grate glows!

No![32]rather perish here—

Ah, no—my soul rejoices,[33]

For I triumph spite of all my woes.

Now, that I’ve made my vow,Who[34]comes to help me keep it?Are the saints that preach asleep or dead?Ripe is the harvest now,Yet comes there none to reap it.Not a cent![35]no home; no crust of bread.

Now, that I’ve made my vow,

Who[34]comes to help me keep it?

Are the saints that preach asleep or dead?

Ripe is the harvest now,

Yet comes there none to reap it.

Not a cent![35]no home; no crust of bread.

Fie,[36]upon hearts so cold!Not one will deign to aid me;And my own sex turn[37]me off with scorn;Sneer at me; call me bold;Taunt me, and then upbraid me—O, my God,[38]how can I wait till morn?

Fie,[36]upon hearts so cold!

Not one will deign to aid me;

And my own sex turn[37]me off with scorn;

Sneer at me; call me bold;

Taunt me, and then upbraid me—

O, my God,[38]how can I wait till morn?

Mother, is that you[39]there?Surely,[40]I must be dreaming—Do not leave me, mother;[41]take me home!Oh, how keen[42]bites the air!Yonder[43]the dawn is gleaming.It is I, your child: Oh, mother,[44]come!

Mother, is that you[39]there?

Surely,[40]I must be dreaming—

Do not leave me, mother;[41]take me home!

Oh, how keen[42]bites the air!

Yonder[43]the dawn is gleaming.

It is I, your child: Oh, mother,[44]come!

Sleepy, indeed, am I—Wait till I kneel[45]down, mother—Now[46]I lay me down to sleep—keep off—[47]Help! help! help! I shall die—Give me some air—I smother!I am saved![48]Now let the cold world scoff.*  *  *  *  *Fierce blows the gale and cold,Loudly the windows[49]rattle,And the stars are paling[50]out with fright:Oh, ’tis a tale oft told:Done is the hard-fought battle—And a weary soul has said good-night.—Geo.M. Vickers.

Sleepy, indeed, am I—

Wait till I kneel[45]down, mother—

Now[46]I lay me down to sleep—keep off—[47]

Help! help! help! I shall die—

Give me some air—I smother!

I am saved![48]Now let the cold world scoff.

*  *  *  *  *

Fierce blows the gale and cold,

Loudly the windows[49]rattle,

And the stars are paling[50]out with fright:

Oh, ’tis a tale oft told:

Done is the hard-fought battle—

And a weary soul has said good-night.

—Geo.M. Vickers.

Gestures.


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