Glory, glory, Hallelujah,Glory, glory, Hallelujah,Glory, glory, Hallelujah,His truth is marching on.
Glory, glory, Hallelujah,Glory, glory, Hallelujah,Glory, glory, Hallelujah,His truth is marching on.
Glory, glory, Hallelujah,
Glory, glory, Hallelujah,
Glory, glory, Hallelujah,
His truth is marching on.
The glowing effect of the wine remained with them. Many times they paused to nibble at the forest fruit and to throw themselves onto the soft cushions of fern.
"It's a wonderful planet," declared Captain Torkel.
"Best in the universe," said Fox.
"All," mumbled Kelly.
"And it's a long way home," said Lieutenant Washington suggestively, with a hiccough.
"A long, long way," commented Fox.
The lieutenant grumbled, "What did the people of Earth ever do for us?"
"Not a darned thing," said Fox. "Besides, I bet the sun has already exploded. That's what I bet."
"That Sirian sounded like he meant what he said, didn't he?"
"Sure he meant it. We'd be like gods."
"Captain," said Lieutenant Washington. "There's no use arguing any more. I'm going to stay here. To hell with Homo Sapiens!"
"To hell with Homo Sapiens!" repeated Fox.
The wine was still like hypnotic laughter in Captain Torkel's skull. "I—I don't know. It'd be nice to stay—"
They came to an object lying in the soft green grass, not far from the rocket.
"Hey, here's Van Gundy!" yelled Fox. "Van Gundy drank too much wine. Van Gundy's drunk!" He laughed and coughed and swallowed and then held his stomach and laughed again.
Lieutenant Washington began to sing:
What shall we do with a drunken spaceman,What shall we do with—
What shall we do with a drunken spaceman,What shall we do with—
What shall we do with a drunken spaceman,
What shall we do with—
"Shut up," said Captain Torkel, frowning. "Van Gundy wasn't with us. He didn't drink any wine."
They stood over Van Gundy. The singing stopped and the laughter stopped, and time, too, seemed to stop.
An ivory-handled knife was buried hilt-deep in Van Gundy's throat.
They carried the dead man to the shadow beneath the starboard side of theStar Queen. Each was a capped jug of solemn silence.
Captain Torkel withdrew the knife. "Van Gundy's," he muttered. "Van Gundy was killed with his own knife."
He knelt and wiped his blood-smeared hands on the grass. Then he saw Garcia squatting on the deck in the rocket's open airlock. A fan-nosed flame pistol dangled from the engineer's loose hand.
Captain Torkel walked up to him.
"Give me the pistol, Garcia."
Garcia didn't answer. His eyes were black pin-points in his hard, tight-lipped face. He raised the gun, leveled the barrel at the captain's chest.
"Give me the pistol. That's an order."
Garcia's face was a dark cloud of hatred and savagery.
"Garcia! I'm your captain! Give me the gun!"
The animal savagery faded from Garcia's face. He lowered the pistol and extended it by the barrel.
Captain Torkel moved forward and seized it. Then he puffed out his cheeks, blew breath from them, wiped sweat from his forehead.
Fox shouted, "The ports, Captain! Look at 'em! Look at the ports!"
The heavy, transparalite portholes of theStar Queenwere ruthlessly pitted and chipped. Little pools of broken, shiny plastic lay on the grass beneath them. It was as if each port had been struck a hundred times with an axe.
Captain Torkel and Lieutenant Washington and Fox closed in on Garcia while Kelly stood smiling into the planet's sun.
"Did you do it, Garcia?" asked the captain. "Did you kill Van Gundy?"
Garcia still squatted on his haunches, dazed and staring. "I don't know."
"Did you try to smash the ports? Did Van Gundy try to stop you? Is that why you killed him?"
Garcia shook his head, bewildered.
"Why did you get the pistol?"
"I don't know."
"Did you and Van Gundy fight?"
No answer.
"Don't you remember anything?"
"I remember—" The engineer stopped, trembling.
"Yes, what do you remember?"
"I—I remember we decided not to go to the village, me and Van Gundy. We started back to the rocket. Then—then I remember you saying for me to give you the gun."
Fox said, "He's crazy, almost like Kelly. Whatever happened has made him almost crazy."
"Try to remember, Garcia. We got to know what happened."
"I can't remember."
"Retrograde amnesia," said Lieutenant Washington.
Captain Torkel finally voiced the thought that had taunted him ever since the discovery of Van Gundy. "Garcia, were the Sirians here? Didtheykill Van Gundy?"
Garcia began to cry....
They buried Van Gundy in the rich moist soil beneath the sea-blue sky and the blood-red sun. They made a cross from the gnarled limbs of forest trees and draped it with blue and yellow meadow flowers. In its center they hung his harmonica and his jetman's medallion with its silver-starred reproduction of the Big Dipper.
Captain Torkel spoke into the silence, and over the cool meadow flowed the words, "... Yea, though I walk through the valley of the shadow of death...."
They put away the shovel. They gave Garcia a sedative and tucked him into his bunk. They sat Kelly down in the grass and handed him a red flower to play with.
Then Captain Torkel and Lieutenant Washington and Fox stood gazing into each other's eyes.
"Say what you're thinking, Captain," said Lieutenant Washington.
Captain Torkel sighed. "All right. It adds up. The Sirians can read our minds. They know we want to bring our race here. They'll do most anything to stop us. They attacked the rocket, tried to break the ports. Garcia and Van Gundy tried to stop them. Van Gundy got killed, and Garcia scared them away with the pistol."
Lieutenant Washington squinted dubiously at the captain. "I can't believe that. Why would they be so nice to us in the village?"
"To keep us there as long as possible. To keep us away from the rocket."
"They could have killed us in the village."
"Maybe they really don't want to kill us—unless they have to. Maybe they'd rather persuade us not to return to Earth."
Fox grumbled, "You say maybe they don't like to kill. Then why would they kill Van Gundy?"
"Van Gundy was killed with his own knife. That looks like self-defense."
Lieutenant Washington cleared his throat. "There's just one thing wrong with your ideas. You say the Sirians are trying to bribe us into staying here, trying to win us over by kindness. Now you say they tried to smash the ports. If the Sirians are hostile in any way, they wouldn't combine those two conflicting methods."
Captain Torkel was silent for a moment. "The Sirians are an alien race. Leadership seems to be an unknown concept to them, even though Taaleeb unconsciously assumed a kind of leadership this afternoon. The point is that the race isn't used to carrying out unified plans of procedure. Taaleeb might have usedhismethod in the village, and another group might have hit upon the plan of destroying the rocket."
Lieutenant Washington shook his head. "You're wrong, Captain. The Sirians are good, innocent, child-like. Here's what happened: Garcia liked to break things. He went wild and started to break the ports. Van Gundy tried to stop him and got himself killed. The shock gave Garcia amnesia."
Fox tugged at his beard. "I bet you're right, Lieutenant, I bet that's it." Eagerness rose in his tone. "How about tonight? Are we still going to see our companions?"
Captain Torkel spat. "You'd go to the village with Van Gundy's grave-dirt still on your hands?"
"We've been in a grave for six years. Is there any difference?"
Captain Torkel ignored the question. "Wecan'tforget the people of Earth!" he said suddenly. "We've got to start home now. Can't you see what the Sirians are trying to do? They'll get us to stay here tonight, then—"
Lieutenant Washington snapped, "I told you I made up my mind, Captain. You want to give us six—no, twelve more years of darkness and loneliness and frustration. We won't take it. We'd be as mad as Kelly."
"Right!" Fox slapped his fist into his open palm. "We've got no other choice. Wegotto stay here!"
Captain Torkel's mouth became a hard, gray line. He stepped back, spread his legs apart, withdrew his flame-pistol. "Get in the rocket!" he burst. "That's an order!"
Lieutenant Washington laughed contemptuously.
The captain repeated, "Get in the rocket! I'm your captain. So help me, I'll—"
"You'll do nothing," spat the rock-faced lieutenant. "Can you astrogate a rocket, Captain? Can you find your way back to Earth alone? Can you keep those engines going without Garcia or dodge those meteors without Fox? Go ahead and kill us. You might as well kill yourself, too. How about it, Fox?"
"Right," said Fox.
"And you, Kelly?"
"All," murmured Kelly.
"This is mutiny!" screamed Captain Torkel. "You can't—"
"We already have. Now get the hell away from here, Captain."
Despair fell upon Captain Torkel. His head sagged. The flame-pistol slipped from his fingers....
VI
The sun settled behind the forest horizon, its pale pink rays filtering through the branches of trees and angling onto the cool meadow. The glare was reflected by the silver rocket and by the cross above Van Gundy's grave and by the small harmonica and the jetman's medallion.
Captain Torkel stood alone before the grave. Laughter drifted faintly from within the rocket. It was a lonely sound to Captain Torkel.You're really alone now, he thought.Apart from Earth, and now apart from the men. You and Van Gundy.
To hell with it, he thought bitterly. Why not join the men? Why not bathe and shave and smell of lotion and put on a clean white dress uniform? Why not forget about an insignificant planet fifty trillion miles away?
He pivoted toward the rocket, toward the laughter and the happy, getting-ready sounds. Then a small gust of wind sent Van Gundy's medallion tinkling against the grave-cross.
He paused. Through his mind passed a swirling vision of the people of Earth: the silent children too frightened to play in the sunlight, the white-faced women scanning the callous sky, the grim-lipped priests chanting ceaseless prayers. Two billion souls wrapped in a shroud of fear, counting off the swift seconds that carried them closer and closer to oblivion.
You can't force the men to go with you, he told himself. You can't make them believe that the Sirians are dangerous. You've got to make themwantto return to Earth. And once they get to the village, they're lost. There's so little time....
He rubbed his chin. He was sure the Sirians had killed Van Gundy. If only Garcia could remember—
Suddenly he straightened.
Perhaps it was a blessing that Garcia didnotremember!
Out of desperation that was like a prayer, a plan arose in his brain. It expanded and crystallized, then faded as memory slipped away like a rock under rising water. For a few moments he was a boy on a Dakota wheat farm, staring down at a strange grave.
Then the water receded; the rock remained. He was again Captain Torkel and the plan lay like an opened flower in his thoughts.
Please, God, don't let me forget now. Let me keep my memory for a while longer, just a little while longer.
His hand tight about his pistol, he strode across the meadow and plunged into the singing forest.
Rays from the sinking sun penetrated the foliage at intervals, creating islands of rainbow brilliance in the semi-darkness. Leaves fluttered above him. An orange-colored bird darted upward, releasing a cackle that was like shrill, old-woman laughter.
He moved slowly, hesitating, listening.
Soon he heard the low voices of Sirians. He stepped off the forest path, concealing himself in foliage. He tried to clear his mind so that the natives would not receive a telepathic warning.
The Sirians came nearer.
Captain Torkel counted: one, two, three, four, five. The first, he saw, was Taaleeb.
Perfect, he thought.Thank you, God.
He stepped out of the foliage.
Taaleeb's features broke into a smile. "Good evening, our friend from Earth-Star. We come to escort you back to our—"
The smile died. Alarm flooded his face.
Captain Torkel raised the pistol. "That won't be necessary. There's been a change in plan."
The Sirian's dark gaze speared into his skull. "Yes, I see," he murmured....
A few minutes later Captain Torkel returned to the meadow, the five scowling Sirians herded before him. Each carried an uprooted grapevine.
"You know what to do?" he asked, brandishing the pistol.
"Your mind has told us," said Taaleeb sullenly.
"I don't like to kill—no more than your people wanted to kill Van Gundy. But, like you, I will if I have to."
It seemed strange to Captain Torkel to see a snarl on Taaleeb's handsome features.
"You know everything," the Sirian muttered. "Your mind has guessed how we think and what we have done. Yet you are a fool. You could have had all I promised you—wine, food, happy nights!"
"But the others—the ones who stoned the rocket—would they have let you keep that promise?"
Taaleeb digested the question for a moment. "Perhaps not. And perhaps those others were wiser than Taaleeb. I see now that we should have killed you. I am sorry we did not—but perhaps even now it is not too late." His eyes were like dark, hot fires.
They walked across the meadow. The darkness was deepening, crawling like a hand over Van Gundy's grave.
"The pistol will be in my pocket," Captain Torkel cautioned his captives, "but it will be ready."
The Sirians nodded.
"And one more thing.Smile."
The Sirians smiled.
They reached theStar Queenjust as Lieutenant Washington and Fox and Kelly were stepping out of the airlock. Garcia stood behind them, sleepy-eyed, yawning off the effects of his sedative. The men stared first at the Sirians, then at Captain Torkel.
Lieutenant Washington said, threateningly, "Get out of here, Captain. We've made our decision."
"No," said Captain Torkel. "I'm going to join you. I'm going to the village, too."
"Hey!" exclaimed Fox. "He's going with us. Atta boy, Captain!"
"Why?" asked the stern-faced lieutenant.
"Because we won't have to return to Earth—not even if we wanted to. The Sirians are going in our place."
Garcia frowned. "Are you crazy, Captain?"
"No, I was just wrong about the Sirians, Garcia. They're good people, just like the lieutenant said. They like us. They want to help our people—and they're going to take theStar Queenback to Earth."
"That's impossible," spat Lieutenant Washington. "They're simple natives. They're ignorant. They couldn't astrogate that ship."
Of course not, thought the captain.No more than we could sprout wings and fly back to Earth.
He fought to keep his tone calm, convincing. "Why can't they? They're telepaths. They've gotten all our knowledge from our minds. They can be just as good in space as we are—maybe better. And they'll save humanity. Right. Taaleeb?"
"Right," said Taaleeb, smiling.
"Wonderful!" said Fox, clapping his hands. "Let's go to the village."
"But they haven't the intelligence," protested Lieutenant Washington. "Captain, I think you're—"
"Look at the way they've learned to talk our language. Doesn't that indicate an extremely high intelligence?"
"That's right," agreed Fox. "It does, Lieutenant. Let's go, Captain. Ready?"
Garcia edged forward, blinking the drowsiness from his eyes. "How about Van Gundy, Captain? Who killed Van Gundy?"
Captain Torkel started to speak. The lie stuck in his throat. He telepathed,You tell him, Taaleeb. You tell him the lie.
Taaleeb said, "You killed him, friend Garcia. We have looked into your mind. We see what happened. You began to break the portholes. Friend Van Gundy tried to stop you. He had knife, you took knife. You killed him. You took the flame-weapon because you were afraid of what friend captain might do."
Garcia groaned. "God. Is that right, Captain? Is that what happened? I—I can't remember."
"I'm afraid so," sighed the captain. To himself, he said,And I pray you never remember.
Then he saw Taaleeb glancing anxiously toward the forest. How strong was the Sirian telepathic sense? Strong enough to send to the village for help?
His fingers were hot and moist on the pistol in his pocket. He struggled to put down the rising anxiety that threatened to overwhelm him.
"Taaleeb," he said, "better have your men take the vines aboard."
"Yes," said Taaleeb, smiling. The Sirians carried the vines to the airlock, laid them within.
"What's the idea of that?" asked Lieutenant Washington.
"It was their idea," the captain lied. "Those vines will grow rapidly in our hydroponics tanks. They'll produce something like a bottle of wine for each of them once a month. That'll be something to make their trip a little more pleasant. Andthatshows they're intelligent, doesn't it?"
He motioned toward the rocket. "The Sirians want to leave for Earth now, men. Get whatever gear you want out of the ship."
"They're leavingnow?" asked Fox.
"Of course. Tell them why, Taaleeb."
The Sirian said, "Because, as your friend captain says, we must allow a margin for error. Your sun may explode a day or two or three before the predicted time. Even if it does not, we wish to see your world as much as possible before its death."
Fox and Garcia started to enter the airlock.
"Wait," said Lieutenant Washington. "I don't think I like this."
Captain Torkel's heart pounded.This may be it, he thought. "What do you mean?" he asked.
"I mean, these Sirians will be heroes to humanity, won't they?"
"I suppose so."
"And they'll return here with our race, or what's left of it, in twelve years?"
"Yes, God willing."
"Then what will our people think ofus? What will theydoto us?"
This is it, the captain told himself. He could feel blood pulsing through his temples like drumbeats. "They won't like us for what we're doing. That's a cinch. But there's no other solution. You wouldn't want the Siriansnotto go, would you?"
The lieutenant slowly shook his head. "No. Of course not."
"No," chorused Fox and Garcia weakly.
The lieutenant snapped, almost accusingly, "Then we'd be exiles from our own people. They'd call us traitors."
"Who cares?" said Fox.
"Icare," grumbled the lieutenant.
Captain Torkel turned to Garcia. "How do you feel about this? Would you care?"
Garcia wiped his mouth with the back of his hand. "I wouldn't care aboutthat. To hell with it. But—"
"Yes?"
"I'm not sure if I like the idea of someone else doing my job for me. I'm a good engineer. I'm forty years old, and no one's ever had to do my job for me."
The captain pursed his lips. "Well, I suppose you two could relieve two of the Sirians and go to Earth while Fox and Kelly and I stay here."
Lieutenant Washington snorted, "You've changed, Captain. You used to be so damned anxious to get back to Earth. What's happened to you?"
The captain pretended to be in deep thought. "I suppose it's because it was hard for me to make that decision not to go back to Earth. When I did make it, it was a solid decision, one not easily changed. Besides, you said yourself that we couldn't take another six or twelve years in space, that we'd go mad."
"But it's different now. We've gotten some of the madness out of us. I haven't had a drink since this afternoon. Garcia's got rid of some of his hatred. Maybe killing Van Gundy was like a kind of shock treatment to him. And Fox—"
"He's right," Fox interrupted him. "I'm going to stay here. Don't try to talk me out of that. But I feelcleanerinside. I guess when you know that nobody'll stop you from stealing, you lose desire."
"Even Kelly's better," said the lieutenant. "Look at the way he's been talking."
Captain Torkel nodded. "Yes, and my memory's been better these past few hours. You know, men, Idokeep thinking of what Taaleeb said. He said he wanted to see as much as possible of our world before its death. If those predictions should turn out right, we'd have a whole week to spend on Earth. I could see Dakota again, see the wheat and the sky and the hills."
Lieutenant Washington mused "And I could fly down to Louisiana, take a look at Maine, too. Maybe put some flowers on Mom's grave, make her ready to become warm again."
Garcia said wistfully, "And we could see Monterey and the boats and listen to the gulls. And maybe that old flower peddler Van Gundy knew is still in Frisco. I bet Van Gundy'd like us to find out." He began to laugh almost hysterically.
"I'm going to stay here," declared Fox, "but we never thought of that week, did we? We kept thinking of being in space for twelve unbroken years. It wouldn't be that way at all."
Captain Torkel asked, "Wouldn't you like to see Broadway again, Fox? I'll bet they'll have it all lit up, all shining and proud and full of life. Wouldn't you, Fox?"
Fox gulped. Even in the gathering darkness, the captain saw tears in his eyes. "I—yes, Captain. I guess I would."
"And your wife, Fox?"
Fox wiped his eyes. "I don't know." Then he jerked backward. "I just thought of something. My wife'll beherein twelve years. She'll make the journey all right, make it if she has to take a rocket by herself and hold it together with hairpins. She'll locate me, too. When she finds out what I've—"
Fox suddenly stood very straight and heroic. "Captain, I'm going back to Earth—right now."
"And I," said Lieutenant Washington deeply.
"Iwantto go," said Garcia, his voice cracking, "but I'm a murderer. You don't want a murderer with you, do you?"
Captain Torkel glanced nervously toward the forest. He wasn't sure, but he thought he saw faint reflections of lights, and voices.
"We need you, Garcia. You've got to take care of those engines. We'll have a trial. Court is now in session. How do you plead?"
"I—"
"Guilty. Okay. Sentence suspended. Let's get aboard."
He kept his hand in his pocket, tight about the pistol. To Taaleeb he said, "Thanks, friend, but I guess we won't need your help after all." He shot out the thought:Keep smiling, fellow. Keep smiling until the very last second.
Fox slapped Kelly's face to gain his attention. "Kelly, we're going back to Earth. We're going home, back where your wife is. You want to come along or stay here alone?"
"Alone?"
"Alone."
"Kelly, Kelly—"
"Where, Kelly? To the village or to Earth? Damn you, say it!"
"Kelly go—Earth."
Captain Torkel leaned back in his crash-chair. The rocket shook under the vibration of thundering atomic engines. He flicked a switch. Acceleration began.
"Brace yourselves, men! Earth, here we come!"
Before the rising acceleration froze his movements, he snapped on the starboard visi-screen.
He stared only for a second.
He stared at the mass of Sirians filtering out of the dark forest, their sleek bodies illumined by the crimson glare from the jets and by the trembling fires from their torches.
They were like red devils, their faces contorted in rage and hatred as they poured over the meadow. Captain Torkel shivered at the sight of the knives, stones, clubs in upraised hands, at the savage mouths spitting forth alien oaths. This was what mankind would meet when the refugee ships began to land, twelve years hence.... But they had twelve years to decide what to do about it.
Then the image was swept away in space like a red stone falling into the depths of a black pool.
Captain Torkel turned off the screen. Acceleration pushed him deeper and deeper into his chair.
Soon the thunder of the jets faded, and there was silence. The blackness of space pushed itself against the ports. Captain Torkel cut the engines.
"Beautiful Louisiana," said Lieutenant Washington in low, reverent tones, "and lovely Maine."
"Good old Broadway."
"And the gulls and boats at Monterey."
"And North Dakota."
"Heaven," mumbled Kelly.
END