“NOW WE ARE IN VENICE.”“NOW WE ARE IN VENICE.”
“NOW WE ARE IN VENICE.”
And this was what they did. As they passed from picture to picture, each took turns at building up explanations. Some of them might have been at once surprising and instructive to the artist concerned, but some were very vivid, and all were full of young directness and clear sight, and the fresh imagining and coloring of the unworn mind. They were so interested that it became like a sort of exciting game. They forgot all about the people around them; they did not know that their two small, unchaperoned figures attracted more glances than one. They were so accustomed to being alone, that they never exactly counted themselves in with other people. And now, it was as if they were at a banquet, feasting upon strange viands, and the new flavors were like wine to them. They went from side to side of the rooms, drawn sometimes by a glow of color, sometimes by a hinted story.
“We don’t know anything about pictures, I suppose,” said Meg, “but we can see everything is in them. There are the poor, working in the fields and the mills, being glad or sorry; and there are the rich ones, dancing at balls and standing in splendid places.”
“And there are the good ones and the bad ones. You can see it in their faces,” Rob went on, for her.
“Yes,” said Meg; “richness and poorness and goodness and badness and happiness and gladness. The Genius who made this palace was a very proud one, and he said he would put all the world in it, even if his workers could only make pictures and statues.”
“Was he the strongest of all?” asked Robin, taking up the story again with interest.
“I don’t know,” Meg answered; “sometimes I think he was. He was strong—he was very strong.”
They had been too deeply plunged into their mood to notice a man who stood near them, looking at a large picture. In fact, the man himself had not at first noticed them, but when Meg began to speak her voice attracted him. He turned his head, and looked at her odd little reflecting face, and, after having looked at it, he stood listening to her. An expression of recognition came into his strong, clean-shaven face.
“You two again!” he said, when she had finished. “And you have got here.” It was their man again.
“Yes,” answered Meg, her gray eyes revealing, as she lifted them to his face, that she came back to earth with some difficulty.
“How do you like it, as far as you’ve gone?” he asked.
“We are making believe that it is a fairy story,” Meg answered; “and it’s very easy.”
And then a group of people came between and separated them.
How tired they were when they came out from the world of pictures into the world of thronging people! How their limbs ached and they were brought back to the realization that they were creatures with human bodies, which somehow they seemed to have forgotten!
When they stood in the sunshine again Robin drew a long breath.
“It is like coming out of one dream into another,” he said. “We must have been there a long time. I didn’t know I was tired and I didn’t know I was hungry, but I am both. Are you?”
She was as tired and hungry as he was.
“Dare we buy a sandwich to eat with our eggs?” she said.
“Yes, I think we dare,” Robin answered. “Where shall we go and eat them?”
There was no difficulty in deciding. She had planned it all out, and they so knew the place by heart that they did not need to ask their way. It was over one of the fairy bridges which led to a fairy island. It was softly wooded, and among the trees were winding paths and flowers and rustic seats, and quaint roofs peering above the greenness of branches. And it was full of the warm scent of roses, growing together in sumptuous thousands, their heavy, sweet heads uplifted to the sun, or nodding and leaning towards their neighbors’ clusters.
The fairy bridge linked it to the wonderful world beyond, but by comparison its bowers were almost quiet. The crowd did not jostle there.
“And we shall be eating our lunch near thousands and thousands of roses. It will be like the ‘Arabian Nights.’ Let us pretend that the rose who is queen of them all invited us, because we belong to nobody,” Meg said.
They bought the modest addition to their meal, and carried the necessary, ever-present satchel to their bower. They were tired of dragging the satchel about, but they were afraid to lose sight of it.
“It’s very well that it is such a small one, and that we have so little in it,” Robin said. They chose the most secluded corner they could find, as near to the rose garden as possible, and sat down and fell upon their scant lunch as they had fallen upon their breakfast.
It was very scant for two ravenously hungry children, and they tried to make it last as long as possible. But scant as it was, and tired as they were, their spirits did not fail them.
“Perhaps, if we eat it slowly, it will seem more,” said Meg, peeling an egg with deliberation, but with a very undeliberate feeling in her small stomach. “Robin, did you notice our man?”
“I saw him, of course,” answered Robin; “he’s too big not to see.”
“Inoticedhim,” continued Meg. “Robin, there’s something the matter with that man. He’s a gloomy man.”
“Well, you noticed him quickly,” Robin responded, with a shade of fraternal incredulity. “What’s happened to him?”
Meg’s eyes fixed themselves on a glimpse of blue water she saw through the trees. She looked as if she were thinking the matter over.
“How do I know?” she said; “I couldn’t. But, somehow, he has a dreary face, as if he had been thinking of dreary things. I don’t know why I thought that all in a minute, but I did, and I believe it’s true.”
“Well, if we should see him again,” Robin said, “I’ll look and see.”
“I believe we shall see him again,” said Meg. “How many eggs have we left, Robin?”
“We only brought three dozen,” he answered, looking into the satchel; “and we ate seven this morning.”
“When you have nothing but eggs, you eat a good many,” said Meg, reflectively. “They won’t last very long. But we couldn’t have carried a thousand eggs, even if we had had them”—which was a sage remark.
“We shall have to buy some cheap things,” was Robin’s calculation. “They’ll have to be very cheap, though. We have to pay a dollar, you know, every day, to come in; and if we have no money we can’t go into the places that are not free; and we want to go into everything.”
“I’d rather go in hungry than stay outside and have real dinners, wouldn’t you?” Meg put it to him.
“Yes, I would,” he answered, “though it’s pretty hard to be hungry.”
They had chosen a secluded corner to sit in, but it was not so secluded that they had it entirely to themselves. At a short distance from them, in the nearest bowery nook, a young man and woman were eating something out of a basket. They looked like a young country pair, plain and awkward, and enjoying themselves immensely. Their clothes were common and their faces were tanned, as if from working out of doors. But their basket evidently contained good, home-made things to eat. Meg caught glimpses of ham and chicken, and something that looked like cake. Just at that moment they looked so desperately good that she turned away her eyes, because she did not want to stare at them rudely. And as she averted them, she saw that Robin had seen, too.
“Those people have plenty to eat,” he said, with a short, awkward laugh.
“Yes,” she answered. “Don’t let us look. We arehere, Robin, anyway, and we knew we couldn’t come as other people do.”
“Yes,” he said, “we arehere.”
The man and his wife finished their lunch, and began putting things in order in their basket. As they did it, they talked together in a low voice, and seemed to be discussing something. Somehow, in spite of her averted eyes, Meg suddenly felt as if they were discussing Robin and herself, and she wondered if they had caught her involuntary look.
“I think, Robin,” said Meg—“I think that woman is going to speak to us.”
It was evident that she was. She got up and came towards them, her husband following her rather awkwardly.
She stopped before them, and the two pairs of dark eyes lifted themselves to her face.
“I’ve just been talking to my man about you two,” she said. “We couldn’t help looking at you. Have you lost your friends?”
“No, ma’am,” said Robin, “we haven’t got any; I mean, we’re not with any one.”
The woman turned and looked at her husband.
“Well, Jem!” she exclaimed.
The man drew near and looked them over.
He was a raw-boned, big young man, with a countrified, good-natured face.
“You haven’t come here alone?” he said.
“Yes,” said Robin. “We couldn’t have come, if we hadn’t come alone. We’re not afraid, thank you. We’re getting along very well.”
“Well, Jem!” said the woman again.
She seemed quite stirred. There was something in her ordinary, good-natured face that was quite like a sort of rough emotion.
“Have you plenty of money?” she asked.
“No,” said Robin, “not plenty, but we have a little.”
She put her basket down and opened it. She took out some pieces of brown fried chicken; then she took out some big slices of cake, with raisins in it. She even added some biscuits and slices of ham. Then she put them in a coarse, clean napkin.
“Now, look here,” she said, “don’t you go filling up with candy and peanuts, just because you are by yourselves. You put this in your bag, and eat it when you’re ready. ’T any rate, it’s good, home-made victuals, and won’t harm you.”
And in the midst of their shy thanks, she shut the basket again and went off with her husband, and they heard her say again, before she disappeared,
“Well, Jem!”
“WELL, JEM!” SHE EXCLAIMED.“WELL, JEM!” SHE EXCLAIMED.
“WELL, JEM!” SHE EXCLAIMED.
Yes, there were plenty of kind people in the world, and one of the best proofs of it was that, in that busy, wonderful place through which all the world seemed passing, and where, on every side, were a thousand things to attract attention, and so fill eyes and mind that forgetfulness and carelessness of small things might not have been quite unnatural, these two small things, utterly insignificant and unknown to the crowds they threaded, met many a passing friend of the moment, and found themselves made happier by many a kindly and helpful word or look. Officials were good-natured to them, guides were good-humored, motherly women and fatherly men protected them in awkward crowds. They always saw that those who noticed them glanced about for their chaperons, and again and again they were asked who was taking care of them; but Robin’s straightforward, civil little answer, “We’re taking care of ourselves,” never failed to waken as much friendly interest as surprise.
They kept up their fairy story of the Great Genius, and called things by fairy-story names, and talked to each other of their fairy-story fancies about them. It was so much more delightful to say: “Let us go to the Palace of the Genius of the Sea,” than to say, “Let us go to the Fisheries’ building.” And once in the palace, standing among great rocks and pools and fountains, with water splashing and tumbling over strange sea-plants, and strange sea-monsters swimming beneath their eyes in green sea-water, it was easy to believe in the Genius who had brought them all together.
“He was very huge,” Meg said, making a picture of him. “He had monstrous eyes, that looked like the sea when it is blue; he had great, white coral teeth, and he had silver, scaly fishskin wound round him, and his hair was long sea-grass and green and brown weeds.”
They stood in grottoes and looked down into clear pools, at swift-darting things of gold and silver and strange prismatic colors. Meg made up stories of tropical rivers, with palms and jungle cane fringing them, and tigers and lions coming to lap at the brink. She invented rushing mountain streams and lakes, with speckled trout leaping; and deep, deep seas, where whales lay rocking far below, and porpoises rolled, and devil-fish spread hideous, far-reaching tentacles for prey.
Oh, what a day it was! What wonders they saw and hung over, and dwelt on with passions of young delight! The great sea gave up its deep to them; great forests and trackless jungles their wonderful growths; kings’ palaces and queens’ coffers their rarest treasures; the ages of long ago their relics and strange legends, in stone and wood and brass and gold.
They did not know how often people turned and stopped to look at their two little, close-leaning figures and vivid, dark, ecstatic-eyed faces. They certainly never chanced to see that one figure was often behind them at a safe distance, and seemed rather to have fallen into the habit of going where they went and listening to what they said. It was their man, curiously enough, and it was true that he was rather a gloomy-looking man, when one observed him well. His keen, business-like, well-cut face had a cloud resting upon it; he looked listless and unsmiling, even in the palaces that most stirred the children’s souls; and, in fact, it seemed to be their odd enthusiasm which had attracted him a little, because he was in the mood to feel none himself. He had been within hearing distance when Meg had been telling her stories of the Genius of the Palace of the Sea, and a faint smile had played about his mouth for a moment. Then he had drawn a trifle nearer, still keeping out of sight, and when they had moved he had followed them. He had been a hard, ambitious, wealth-gaining man all his life. A few years before he had found a new happiness, which softened him for a while, and made his world seem a brighter thing. Then a black sorrow had come upon him, and everything had changed. He had come to the Enchanted City, not as the children had come, because it shone before them, a radiant joy, but because he wondered if it would distract him at all. All other things had failed; his old habits of work and scheme, his successes, his ever-growing fortune, they were all as nothing. The world was empty to him, and he walked about it feeling like a ghost. The little dark, vivid faces had attracted him, he did not know why, and when he heard the story of the Palace of the Sea, he was led on by a vague interest.
He was near them often during the day, but it was not until late in the afternoon that they saw him themselves, when he did not see them. They came upon him in a quiet spot where he was sitting alone. On a seat near him sat a young woman, resting, with a baby asleep in her arms. The young woman was absorbed in her child, and was apparently unconscious of him. His arms were folded and his head bent, but he was looking at her in an absent, miserable way. It was as if she made him think of something bitter and sad.
Meg and Robin passed him quietly.
HE WAS LOOKING AT HER IN AN ABSENT, MISERABLE WAY.HE WAS LOOKING AT HER IN AN ABSENT, MISERABLE WAY.
HE WAS LOOKING AT HER IN AN ABSENT, MISERABLE WAY.
“I see what you meant, Meg,” Robin said. “He does look as if something was the matter with him. I wonder what it is?”
When they passed out of the gates at dusk, it was with worn-out bodies, but enraptured souls. In the street-car, which they indulged in the extravagance of taking, the tired people, sitting exhaustedly in the seats and hanging on to straps, looked with a sort of wonder at them, their faces shone so like stars. They did not know where they were going to sleep, and they were more than ready for lying down, but they were happy beyond words.
They went with the car until it reached the city’s heart, and then they got out and walked. The streets were lighted, and the thoroughfares were a riot of life and sound. People were going to theatres, restaurants, and hotels, which were a blaze of electric radiance. They found themselves limping a little, but they kept stoutly on, holding firmly to the satchel.
“We needn’t be afraid of going anywhere, however poor it looks,” Robin said, with a grave little elderly air. He was curiously grave for his years, sometimes. “Anybody can see we have nothing to steal. I think any one would know that we only want to go to bed.”
It was a queer place they finally hit upon. It was up a side street, which was poorly lighted, and where the houses were all shabby and small. On the steps of one of them a tired-looking woman was sitting, with a pale, old-faced boy beside her. Robin stopped before her.
“Have you a room where my sister could sleep, and I could have a mattress on the floor, or lie down on anything?” he said. “We can’t afford to go anywhere where it will cost more than fifty cents each.”
The woman looked at them indifferently. She was evidently very much worn out with her day’s work, and discouraged by things generally.
“I haven’t anything worth more than fifty cents, goodness knows,” she answered. “You must be short of money to come here. I’ve never thought of having roomers.”
“We’re poor,” said Robin, “and we know we can’t have anything but a poor room. If we can lie down, we are so tired we shall go to sleep anywhere. We’ve been at the Fair all day.”
The pale little old-faced boy leaned forward, resting his arm on his mother’s knee. They saw that he was a very poor little fellow, indeed, with a hunch back.
“Mother,” he said, “let ’em stay; I’ll sleep on the floor.”
The woman gave a dreary half laugh, and got up from the step. “He’s crazy about the Fair,” she said. “We hain’t no money to spend on Fairs, and he’s most wild about it. You can stay here to-night, if you want to.”
She made a sign to them to follow her. The hunchback boy rose too, and went into the dark passage after them. He seemed to regard them with a kind of hunger in his look.
They went up the narrow, steep staircase. It was only lighted by a dim gleam from a room below, whose door was open. The balustrades were rickety, and some of them were broken out. It was a forlorn enough place. The hunchback boy came up the steps, awkwardly, behind them. It was as if he wanted to see what would happen.
They went up two flights of the crooked, crazy stairs, and at the top of the second flight the woman opened a door.
“That’s all the place there is,” she said. “It isn’t anything more than a place to lie down in, you see. I can put a mattress on the floor for you, and your sister can sleep in the cot.”
“That’s all we want,” replied Robin.
But it was a poor place. A room, both small and bare, and with broken windows. There was nothing in it but the cot and a chair.
“Ben sleeps here,” the woman said. “If I couldn’t make him a place on the floor, near me, I couldn’t let it to you.” Meg turned and looked at Ben. He was gazing at her with a nervous interest.
“We’re much obliged to you,” she said.
“It’s all right,” he said, with eager shyness. “Do you want some water to wash yourselves with? I can bring you up a tin basin and a jug. You can set it on the chair.”
“Thank you,” they both said at once. And Robin added, “We want washing pretty badly.”
Ben turned about and went down-stairs for the water as if he felt a sort of excitement in doing the service. These two children, who looked as poor as himself, set stirring strange thoughts in his small, unnourished brain.
He brought back the tin basin and water, a piece of yellow soap, and even a coarse, rather dingy, towel. He had been so eager that he was out of breath when he returned, but he put the basin on the chair and the tin jug beside it, with a sort of exultant look in his poor face.
“Thank you,” said Meg again; “thank you, Ben.”
She could not help watching him as his mother prepared the rather wretched mattress for Robin. Once he caught the look of her big, childish, gray eyes as it rested upon him with questioning sympathy, and he flushed up so that even by the light of the little smoky lamp she saw it. When the woman had finished she and the boy went away and left them, and they stood a moment looking at each other. They were both thinking of the same thing, but somehow they did not put it into words.
“We’ll wash off the dust first,” said Robin, “and then we’ll eat some of the things we have left from what the woman gave us. And then we’ll go to bed, and we shall drop just like logs.”
And this they did, and it was certainly a very short time before the smoky little lamp was out, and each had dropped like a log and lay stretched in the darkness, with a sense of actual ecstasy in limbs laid down to rest and muscles relaxed for sleeping.
“Robin,” said Meg, drowsily, through the dark that divided them, “everybody in the world has something to give to somebody else.”
“I’m thinking that, too,” Robin answered, just as sleepily; “nobody is so poor—that—he—hasn’t anything. That—boy——”
“He let us have his hard bed,” Meg murmured, “and he—hasn’t seen——”
But her voice died away, and Robin would not have heard her if she had said more. And they were both fast, fast asleep.
It would have been a loud sound which would have awakened them during those deep sleeping hours of the night. They did not even stir on their poor pillows when, long after midnight, there was the noise of heavy drunken footsteps and heavy drunken stumbling in the passage below, and then the raising of a man’s rough voice, and the upsetting of chairs and the slamming of doors, mingled with the expostulations of the woman, whose husband had come home in something worse than his frequent ill-fashion. They slept sweetly through it all, but when the morning came, and hours of unbroken rest had made their slumbers lighter, and the sunshine streamed in through the broken windows, they were called back to the world by loud and angry sounds.
“What is it?” said Meg, sitting bolt upright and rubbing her eyes; “somebody’s shouting.”
“And somebody’s crying,” said Robin, sitting up too, but more slowly.
It was quite clear to them, as soon as they were fully awake, that both these things were happening. A man seemed to be quarrelling below. They could hear him stamping about and swearing savagely. And they could hear the woman’s voice, which sounded as if she were trying to persuade him to do or leave undone something. They could not hear her words, but she was crying, and somebody else was crying, too, and they knew it was the boy with the little old face and the hump-back.
“I suppose it’s the woman’s husband,” said Meg. “I’m glad he wasn’t here last night.”
“I wonder if he knows we are here,” said Robin, listening anxiously.
It was plain that he did know. They heard him stumbling up the staircase, grumbling and swearing as he came, and he was coming up to their room, it was evident.
“What shall we do?” exclaimed Meg, in a whisper.
“Wait,” Robin answered, breathlessly. “We can’t do anything.”
The heavy feet blundered up the short second flight and blundered to their door. It seemed that the man had not slept off his drunken fit. He struck the door with his fist.
“Hand out that dollar,” he shouted. “When my wife takes roomers I’m going to be paid. Hand it out.”
They heard the woman hurrying up the stairs after him. She was out of breath with crying, and there was a choking sound in her voice when she spoke to them through the door.
“You’d better let him have it,” she said.
“I guess they’d better,” said the man, roughly. “Who’d’ they suppose owns the house?”
Robin got up and took a dollar from their very small store, which was hidden in the lining of his trousers. He went to the door and opened it a little, and held the money out.
“Here it is,” he said.
The man snatched it out of his hand and turned away, and went stumbling down stairs, still growling. The woman stood a minute on the landing, and they heard her make a pitiful sort of sound, half sob, half sniff.
Meg sat up in bed, with her chin on her hands, and glared like a little lioness.
“What do you think ofthat?” she said.
“He’s a devil!” said Robin, with terseness. And he was conscious of no impropriety. “I wanted that boy to have it, andgo.” It was not necessary to say where.
“So did I,” answered Meg. “And I believe his mother would have given it to him, too.”
They heard the man leave the house a few minutes later, and then it did not take them long to dress and go down the narrow, broken-balustraded stairs again. As they descended the first flight they saw the woman cooking something over the stove in her kitchen, and as she moved about they saw her brush her apron across her eyes.
The squalid street was golden with the early morning sunshine, which is such a joyful thing, and, in the full, happy flood of it, a miserable little figure sat crouched on the steps. It was the boy Ben, and they saw that he looked paler than he had looked the night before, and his little face looked older. His elbow was on his knee and his cheek on his hand, and there were wet marks on his cheeks.
A large lump rose up in Meg’s throat.
“I know what’s the matter,” she whispered to Robin.
“So—so do I,” Robin answered, rather unsteadily. “And he’s poorer than anybody else. Itoughtnot to go by him.”
“No, no,” said Meg. “It oughtn’t.”
She walked straight to the threshold and sat down on the step beside him. She was a straightforward child, and she was too much moved to stand on ceremony. She sat down quite close by the poor little fellow, and put her hand on his arm.
“Never you mind,” she said. “Never you mind.” And her throat felt so full that for a few seconds she could say nothing more.
Robin stood against the door post. The effect of this was to make his small jaw square itself.
“Don’t mind us at all,” he said. “We—we know.”
The little fellow looked at Meg and then up at him. In that look he saw that they did know.
“Mother was going to give that dollar to me,” he said, brokenly. “I was going to the Fair on it.Everybodyis going, everybody is talking about it, and thinking about it! Nobody’s been talking of nothing else for months and months! The streets are full of people on their way! And they all pass me by.”
He rubbed his sleeve across his forlorn face and swallowed hard.
“There’s pictures in the shops,” he went on, “and flags flying. And everything’s going that way, and me staying behind!”
Two of the large, splendid drops, which had sometimes gathered on Meg’s eyelashes and fallen on the straw, when she had been telling stories in the barn, fell now upon her lap.
“Robin!” she said.
Robin stood and stared very straight before him for a minute, and then his eyes turned and met hers.
“We’re very poor,” he said to her, “buteverybodyhas—has something.”
“We couldn’t leave him behind,” Meg said, “wecouldn’t! Let’s think.” And she put her head down, resting her elbows on her knee and clutching her forehead with her supple, strong little hands.
“What can we do without?” said Robin. “Let’s do without something.”
Meg lifted her head.
“We will eat nothing but the eggs for breakfast,” she said, “and go without lunch—if we can. Perhaps we can’t—but we’ll try. And we will not go into some of the places we have to pay to go into. I will make up stories about them for you. And, Robin, itistrue—everybody has something to give. That’s what I have—the stories I make up. It’ssomething—just a little.”
“It isn’t so little,” Robin answered; “it fills in the empty place, Meg?” with a question in his voice.
She answered with a little nod, and then put her hand on Ben’s arm again. During their rapid interchange of words he had been gazing at them in a dazed, uncomprehending way. To his poor little starved nature they seemed so strong and different from himself that there was something wonderful about them. Meg’s glowing, dark little face quite made his weak heart beat as she turned it upon him.
“We are not much better off than you are,” she said, “but we think we’ve got enough to take you into the grounds. You let us have your bed. Come along with us.”
“To—to—the Fair?” he said, tremulously.
“Yes,” she answered, “and when we get in I’ll try and think up things to tell you and Robin, about the places we can’t afford to go into. We can go into the Palaces for nothing.”
“Palaces!” he gasped, his wide eyes on her face.
She laughed.
“That’s what we call them,” she said; “that’s what they are. It’s part of a story. I’ll tell it to you as we go.”
“Oh!” he breathed out, with a sort of gasp, again.
He evidently did not know how to express himself. His hands trembled, and he looked half frightened.
“If you’ll do it,” he said, “I’ll remember you all my life! I’ll—I’ll—if it wasn’t for father I know mother would let you sleep here every night for nothing. And I’d give you my bed and be glad to do it, I would. I’ll be so thankful to you. I hain’t got nothin’—nothin’—but I’ll be that thankful—I”—there was a kind of hysterical break in his voice—“let me go and tell mother,” he said, and he got up stumblingly and rushed into the house.
Meg and Robin followed him to the kitchen, as excited as he was. The woman had just put a cracked bowl of something hot on the table, and as he came in she spoke to him.
“TO—TO—THE FAIR?” HE SAID, TREMULOUSLY.“TO—TO—THE FAIR?” HE SAID, TREMULOUSLY.
“TO—TO—THE FAIR?” HE SAID, TREMULOUSLY.
“Your mush is ready,” she said. “Come and eat while it’s hot.”
“Mother,” he cried out, “they are going to take me in. I’m going! They’re going to take me!”
The woman stopped short and looked at the twins, who stood in the doorway. It seemed as if her chin rather trembled.
“You’re going—” she began, and broke off. “You’re as poor as he is,” she ended. “You must be, or you wouldn’t have come here to room.”
“We’re as poor in one way,” said Meg, “but we worked, and saved money to come. It isn’t much, but we can do without something that would cost fifty cents, and that will pay for his ticket.”
The woman’s chin trembled more still.
“Well,” she said, ”I—I—O Lord!” And she threw her apron over her head and sat down suddenly.
Meg went over to her, not exactly knowing why.
“We could not bear to go ourselves,” she said. “And he is like us.”
She was thinking, as she spoke, that this woman and her boy were very fond of each other. The hands holding the apron were trembling as his had done. They dropped as suddenly as they had been thrown up. The woman lifted her face eagerly.
“What were you thinking of going without?” she asked. “Was it things to eat?”
“We—we’ve got some hard-boiled eggs,” faltered Meg, a little guiltily.
“There’s hot mush in the pan,” said the woman. “There’s nothing to eat with it, but it’s healthier than cold eggs. Sit down and eat some.”
And they did, and in half an hour they left the poor house, feeling full-fed and fresh. With them went Ben—his mother standing on the steps looking after him—his pale old face almost flushed and young, as it set itself toward the City Beautiful.
Before they entered the Court of Honor Meg stopped them both. She was palpitating with excitement.
“Robin,” she said, “let us make him shut his eyes. Then you can take one of his hands and I can take the other, and we will lead him. And when we have taken him to the most heavenly place, he shall look—suddenly!”
“I should like that,” said Ben, tremulous with anticipation.
“All right,” said Robin.
By this time it was as if they had been friends all their lives. They knew each other. They had not ceased talking a moment since they set out, but it had not been about the Fair. Meg had decided that nothing should be described beforehand; that all the entrancement of beauty should burst upon Ben’s hungry soul, as Paradise bursts upon translated spirits.
“I don’t want it to be gradual,” she said, anxiously. “I want it to besudden! It can be gradual after.”
She was an artist and an epicure in embryo, this child. She tasted her joys with a delicate palate, and lost no flavor of them. The rapture of yesterday was intensified ten-fold to-day, because she felt it throbbing anew in this frail body beside her, in which Nature had imprisoned a soul as full of longings as her own, but not so full of power.
They took Ben by either hand, and led him with the greatest care. He shut his eyes tight, and walked between them. People who glanced at them smiled, recognizing the time-honored and familiar child trick. They did not know that this time it was something more than that.
“The trouble is,” Meg said in a low voice to Robin, “I don’t know which is the most heavenly place to stand. Sometimes I think it is at one end, and sometimes at the other, and sometimes at the side.”
They led their charge for some minutes indefinitely. Sometimes they paused and looked about them, speaking in undertones. Ben was rigidly faithful, and kept his eyes shut. As they hesitated for a moment near one of the buildings, a man who was descending the steps looked in their direction, and his look was one of recognition. It was the man who had watched them the day before, and he paused upon the steps, interested again, and conscious of being curious.
“What are they going to do?” he said to himself. “They are going to do something. Where did they pick up the other one—poor little chap!”
Meg had been looking very thoughtful during that moment of hesitancy. She spoke, and he was near enough to hear her.
“He shall open them where he can hear the water splashing in the fountain,” she said. “I think that’s the best.”
It seemed that Robin thought so, too. They turned and took their way to the end of the Court, where the dome lifted itself, wonderful, against the sky, and a splendor of rushing water, from which magnificent sea-monsters rose, stood grand before.
Their man followed them. He had had a bad night, and had come out into a dark world. The streams of pleasure-seekers, the gayly fluttering flags, the exhilaration in the very air seemed to make his world blacker and more empty. A year before he had planned to see this wonder, with the one soul on earth who would have been most thrilled, and who would have made him most thrill, to its deepest and highest meaning. Green grass and summer roses were waving over the earth that had shut in all dreams like these, for him. As he wandered about, he had told himself that he had been mad to come and see it all, so alone. Sometimes he turned away from the crowd, and sat in some quiet corner of palace or fairy garden; and it was because he was forced to do it, for it was at times when he was in no condition to be looked at by careless passers-by.
He had never been particularly fond of children; but somehow these two waifs, with their alert faces and odd independence, had wakened his interest. He was conscious of rather wanting to know where they had come from and what they would do next. The bit of the story of the Genius of the Palace of the Sea had attracted him. He had learned to love stories from the one who should have seen with him the Enchanted City. She had been a story lover, and full of fancies.
He followed the trio to the end of the great Court. When they reached there, three pairs of cheeks were flushed, and the eyes that were open were glowing. Meg and Robin chose a spot of ground, and stopped.
“Now,” said Meg, “open them—suddenly!”
The boy opened them. The man saw the look that flashed into his face. It was a strange, quivering look. Palaces, which seemed of pure marble, surrounded him. He had never even dreamed of palaces. White stairways rose from the lagoon, leading to fair, open portals the wondering world passed through to splendors held within. A great statue of gold towered noble and marvellous, with uplifted arms holding high the emblems of its spirit and power, and at the end of this vista, through the archway, and between the line of columns, bearing statues poised against the background of sky, he caught glimpses of the lake’s scintillating blue.
He uttered a weird little sound. It was part exclamation, and a bit of a laugh, cut short by something like a nervous sob, which did not know what to do with itself.
“Oh!” he said. And then, “Oh!” again. And then “I—I don’t know—what it’s—like!” And he cleared his throat and stared, and Meg saw his narrow chest heave up and down.
“It isn’tlikeanything, but—but something we’ve dreamed of, perhaps,” said Meg, gazing in ecstasy with him.
“No—no!” answered Ben. “But I’ve never dreamed like it.”
Meg put her hand on his shoulder.
“But you will now,” she said. “You will now.”
And their man had been near enough to hear, and he came to them.
“Good morning,” he said. “You’re having another day of it, I see.”
Meg and Robin looked up at him, radiant. They were both in good enough mood to make friends. They felt friends with everybody.
“Good morning,” they answered; and Robin added, “We’re going to come every day as long as we can make our money last.”
“That’s a good enough idea,” said their man. “Where are your father and mother?”
Meg lifted her solemn, black-lashed eyes to his. She was noticing again about the dreary look in his face.
“They died nearly four years ago,” she answered, for Robin.
“Who is with you?” asked the man, meeting her questioning gaze with a feeling that her great eyes were oddly thoughtful for a child’s, and that there was a look in them he had seen before in a pair of eyes closed a year ago. It gave him an almost startled feeling.
“Nobody is with us,” Meg said, “except Ben.”
“You came alone?” said the man.
“Yes.”
He looked at her for a moment in silence, and then turned away and looked across the Court to where the lake gleamed through the colonnade.
“So did I,” he said, reflectively. “So did I. Quite alone.”
Meg and Robin glanced at each other.
“Yesterday Rob and I came by ourselves,” said Meg next, and she said it gently. “But we were not lonely; and to-day we have Ben.”
The man turned his eyes on the boy.