Chapter Twenty Nine.Arch Plotters.Stratton opened the door without a word. Guest followed him in, to find himself in a plainly furnished sitting room, beyond which seemed to be the bedroom, while the two windows looked out westward over the Thames.There was no sign of feminine occupation, and Guest felt staggered.“Well,” said Stratton bitterly, “you do not answer me. What do you want?”“You to be the same fellow I always knew. Why have you come here?”“You are inquisitorial, but I’ll answer: Because it suits me. My rooms yonder are dark and depressing. I am ill, and want to sit here and breathe the fresh air and think. Is there anything wonderful in that?”“No; but you need not play hide-and-seek with your friends.”“I have no friends,” said Stratton coldly. “I am not the first man who ever took to a solitary life. It suits my whim. Now, please go and leave me to myself.”“Very well,” said Guest, after a momentary hesitation; and he rose. “You have no friends?” he said.“None.”“Well, I have,” said Guest. “You are one of them, and you’ll tell me I’m right some day.”Stratton did not take the hand extended to him, and Guest went out by no means disconcerted, but contented and pleased with his day’s work.“Something to tell Edie,” he said to himself joyously; and he hurried up to the admiral’s to communicate his news.“That’s a step forward,” the girl cried eagerly; “now you must go on. Persevere.”“I will,” he said, catching her enthusiasm.“Don’t let him drive you away.”“Indeed I will not,” cried Guest, “only you might let me hold your hands.”“Stuff; they are quite safe.”“For me?” he whispered passionately.“Percy Guest, do you know the meaning of the wordtaboo? Yes, I see you do by your sour look.”“Not sour, Edie—disappointed.”“Because you are selfish, sir. All we have to do in this life is to study others.”“Oh! Is it?” he protested.“Yes, and I now vow, swear, and declare that I will never even think of being happy myself till I can see Myra herself again; so now you know what to expect.”“Oh, very well,” he said with a dissatisfied look. “But look here, Edie, if I don’t turn up some day you’ll know what it means.”“That you will be found at your chambers with a pistol in your hand?” said Edie contemptuously.“Do you think I should be such an idiot?” he cried indignantly.The look she gave him made peace, and at last Guest rose to go, looking very thoughtful.“Yes!” cried Edie, watching him merrily.“I didn’t know I spoke,” he said, “but I was thinking that the way to put matters straight again would be to bring them together somehow.”“Oh, indeed!” said Edie sarcastically; but Guest was too intent upon his thoughts to notice her manner, and he went on dreamily:“Of course, Stratton could not come here now.”“I should not advise him to do so while uncle’s about.”“No, of course not,” continued Guest. “But I was thinking whether it would be possible for Myra to go, of course with you, and—perhaps I could arrange it—catch him at his chambers. He would explain everything to her, I’m sure, and you see perhaps after all it may not be so bad.”“Oh, no, perhaps not,” said Edie, with a sneering intonation which escaped Guest in his infatuation over his new idea for serving two people whom he esteemed. Then, unable to control herself, she burst out with: “Oh, how can people be so stupid? As if it were possible that Myra could ever speak to such a man again.”It gradually dawned upon Guest that he had made a terrible blunder, and he went back to his chambers snubbed and fully determined never more to risk his position with Edie by trying to fight his friend’s battle and piece together the broken fibres of the suddenly disruptured skein.He was no little surprised, then, some weeks later, after dining at the admiral’s and listening to several of the old man’s old sea stories, to find Edie, upon reaching the drawing room, revive the idea as they sat talking together in a low tone, while Myra played, and her father took his nap.“Don’t talk about it,” he said softly. “Every man makes a fool of himself sometimes. I suppose I did then.”“There does not seem to be much foolishness in trying to serve others,” whispered Edie.“I say, don’t,” said Guest in a low tone after gazing wonderingly in his companion’s face. “You are laying a trap for me to fall into, and it’s too bad.”“No, I’m not, Percy,” she replied. “I’ve thought a great deal since about what you said. I was very indignant then, but now I think quite differently.”“You do?”“Yes. Why should we study etiquette, and be punctilious when other people’s life’s happiness is concerned?”“Well, that’s what I thought, but you jumped upon me.”“I didn’t, sir. I only said—”“Enough to make me miserable for days. That’s all.”“Please forgive me, Percy.”“Jump on me again, Edie,” he whispered passionately—“ten times, a hundred times as hard, so as to ask forgiveness again like that.”“If you are so stupid, I will not say another word.”“Mute as a fish.”“Can’t you understand how wretched it must make Myra feel to see other people happy?”“Then you are happy, little one?”“No, and I never shall be while matters are like this. Hush, speak low, and as if we were talking about pictures and Monday Pops. Now tell me, how does Malcolm seem?”“More mad and wretched than ever.”“And you can’t win his confidence at all?”“Not a bit. I go and see him every day, generally at that place of his in Sarum Street, though I sometimes catch him at the inn, for he has a habit of going there at a certain time, and I found it out.”“Well?”“He insults me, bullies me, threatens me, says everything he can think of to break with me; but I go all the same.”“That’s right. I like men to be faithful to their friends.”“Hah!” Guest gave vent to a sigh of satisfaction.“But you can’t get him to confide in you?”“No.”“You must be very stupid.”“That’s it.”“I am sure I could get him to confide in me.”“You? Why, you’d win the confidence of a Memnon.”“Don’t be silly. But tell me, Percy—do you think, now, that Malcolm Stratton has been very wicked? I mean, do you think he has married anyone else?”“No,” said Guest flatly, “I feel sure he hasn’t.”“Then we will have the matter cleared up.”“How?”“Myra shall go and see him, and ask him why he has treated her so badly.”“But it will be such bad form.”“I don’t care what it is! It would be much worse form for us to let the poor thing take to her bed and die.”“But surely she is not so bad as that,” whispered Guest, who felt moved by the sob he heard in his companion’s throat.“Worse, worse,” whispered Edie. “You don’t see what I do. You don’t know what I do. Breaking hearts are all poets’ nonsense, Percy, but poor Myra is slowly wasting away from misery and unhappiness. Uncle doesn’t see it, but I know, and if something isn’t done soon I shall have no one left to love.”“Edie!”“I mean like a sister. O Percy, I’d rather see her forgive him and marry him, however wicked he has been, than live like this.”A few chords in a minor key floated through the drawing room, and Edie shivered.“Tell me,” she said after a few minutes, “do you think he acted as he did because he didn’t love her—because he felt that he couldn’t take a woman who had been engaged to someone else?”“I’m sure he loves her with all his heart, and I feel as certain that he would not let such a thing stand in his way.”“Then I’m reckless,” said Edie excitedly. “I don’t care a bit what the world may say. Myra shall go to him and see him.”“She would not.”“I’ll make her, and if uncle kills me for it afterward, well, he must.”“I should like to catch him trying to,” said Guest.“No, no; I don’t mean that. Then what do you think of my plan?” said Edie. “You should come here to fetch us to some exhibition—to see something; any evening would do. We could let them be together for a little while and then bring them back.”“Capital!” said Guest; “only isn’t that my plan, little one?”“Oh, what does it matter which of us thought of it?”“Not a bit,” he said, pressing the hand that lay so near him; and a little later on, with the understanding that if Myra would consent the attempt should be made, Guest left the house.
Stratton opened the door without a word. Guest followed him in, to find himself in a plainly furnished sitting room, beyond which seemed to be the bedroom, while the two windows looked out westward over the Thames.
There was no sign of feminine occupation, and Guest felt staggered.
“Well,” said Stratton bitterly, “you do not answer me. What do you want?”
“You to be the same fellow I always knew. Why have you come here?”
“You are inquisitorial, but I’ll answer: Because it suits me. My rooms yonder are dark and depressing. I am ill, and want to sit here and breathe the fresh air and think. Is there anything wonderful in that?”
“No; but you need not play hide-and-seek with your friends.”
“I have no friends,” said Stratton coldly. “I am not the first man who ever took to a solitary life. It suits my whim. Now, please go and leave me to myself.”
“Very well,” said Guest, after a momentary hesitation; and he rose. “You have no friends?” he said.
“None.”
“Well, I have,” said Guest. “You are one of them, and you’ll tell me I’m right some day.”
Stratton did not take the hand extended to him, and Guest went out by no means disconcerted, but contented and pleased with his day’s work.
“Something to tell Edie,” he said to himself joyously; and he hurried up to the admiral’s to communicate his news.
“That’s a step forward,” the girl cried eagerly; “now you must go on. Persevere.”
“I will,” he said, catching her enthusiasm.
“Don’t let him drive you away.”
“Indeed I will not,” cried Guest, “only you might let me hold your hands.”
“Stuff; they are quite safe.”
“For me?” he whispered passionately.
“Percy Guest, do you know the meaning of the wordtaboo? Yes, I see you do by your sour look.”
“Not sour, Edie—disappointed.”
“Because you are selfish, sir. All we have to do in this life is to study others.”
“Oh! Is it?” he protested.
“Yes, and I now vow, swear, and declare that I will never even think of being happy myself till I can see Myra herself again; so now you know what to expect.”
“Oh, very well,” he said with a dissatisfied look. “But look here, Edie, if I don’t turn up some day you’ll know what it means.”
“That you will be found at your chambers with a pistol in your hand?” said Edie contemptuously.
“Do you think I should be such an idiot?” he cried indignantly.
The look she gave him made peace, and at last Guest rose to go, looking very thoughtful.
“Yes!” cried Edie, watching him merrily.
“I didn’t know I spoke,” he said, “but I was thinking that the way to put matters straight again would be to bring them together somehow.”
“Oh, indeed!” said Edie sarcastically; but Guest was too intent upon his thoughts to notice her manner, and he went on dreamily:
“Of course, Stratton could not come here now.”
“I should not advise him to do so while uncle’s about.”
“No, of course not,” continued Guest. “But I was thinking whether it would be possible for Myra to go, of course with you, and—perhaps I could arrange it—catch him at his chambers. He would explain everything to her, I’m sure, and you see perhaps after all it may not be so bad.”
“Oh, no, perhaps not,” said Edie, with a sneering intonation which escaped Guest in his infatuation over his new idea for serving two people whom he esteemed. Then, unable to control herself, she burst out with: “Oh, how can people be so stupid? As if it were possible that Myra could ever speak to such a man again.”
It gradually dawned upon Guest that he had made a terrible blunder, and he went back to his chambers snubbed and fully determined never more to risk his position with Edie by trying to fight his friend’s battle and piece together the broken fibres of the suddenly disruptured skein.
He was no little surprised, then, some weeks later, after dining at the admiral’s and listening to several of the old man’s old sea stories, to find Edie, upon reaching the drawing room, revive the idea as they sat talking together in a low tone, while Myra played, and her father took his nap.
“Don’t talk about it,” he said softly. “Every man makes a fool of himself sometimes. I suppose I did then.”
“There does not seem to be much foolishness in trying to serve others,” whispered Edie.
“I say, don’t,” said Guest in a low tone after gazing wonderingly in his companion’s face. “You are laying a trap for me to fall into, and it’s too bad.”
“No, I’m not, Percy,” she replied. “I’ve thought a great deal since about what you said. I was very indignant then, but now I think quite differently.”
“You do?”
“Yes. Why should we study etiquette, and be punctilious when other people’s life’s happiness is concerned?”
“Well, that’s what I thought, but you jumped upon me.”
“I didn’t, sir. I only said—”
“Enough to make me miserable for days. That’s all.”
“Please forgive me, Percy.”
“Jump on me again, Edie,” he whispered passionately—“ten times, a hundred times as hard, so as to ask forgiveness again like that.”
“If you are so stupid, I will not say another word.”
“Mute as a fish.”
“Can’t you understand how wretched it must make Myra feel to see other people happy?”
“Then you are happy, little one?”
“No, and I never shall be while matters are like this. Hush, speak low, and as if we were talking about pictures and Monday Pops. Now tell me, how does Malcolm seem?”
“More mad and wretched than ever.”
“And you can’t win his confidence at all?”
“Not a bit. I go and see him every day, generally at that place of his in Sarum Street, though I sometimes catch him at the inn, for he has a habit of going there at a certain time, and I found it out.”
“Well?”
“He insults me, bullies me, threatens me, says everything he can think of to break with me; but I go all the same.”
“That’s right. I like men to be faithful to their friends.”
“Hah!” Guest gave vent to a sigh of satisfaction.
“But you can’t get him to confide in you?”
“No.”
“You must be very stupid.”
“That’s it.”
“I am sure I could get him to confide in me.”
“You? Why, you’d win the confidence of a Memnon.”
“Don’t be silly. But tell me, Percy—do you think, now, that Malcolm Stratton has been very wicked? I mean, do you think he has married anyone else?”
“No,” said Guest flatly, “I feel sure he hasn’t.”
“Then we will have the matter cleared up.”
“How?”
“Myra shall go and see him, and ask him why he has treated her so badly.”
“But it will be such bad form.”
“I don’t care what it is! It would be much worse form for us to let the poor thing take to her bed and die.”
“But surely she is not so bad as that,” whispered Guest, who felt moved by the sob he heard in his companion’s throat.
“Worse, worse,” whispered Edie. “You don’t see what I do. You don’t know what I do. Breaking hearts are all poets’ nonsense, Percy, but poor Myra is slowly wasting away from misery and unhappiness. Uncle doesn’t see it, but I know, and if something isn’t done soon I shall have no one left to love.”
“Edie!”
“I mean like a sister. O Percy, I’d rather see her forgive him and marry him, however wicked he has been, than live like this.”
A few chords in a minor key floated through the drawing room, and Edie shivered.
“Tell me,” she said after a few minutes, “do you think he acted as he did because he didn’t love her—because he felt that he couldn’t take a woman who had been engaged to someone else?”
“I’m sure he loves her with all his heart, and I feel as certain that he would not let such a thing stand in his way.”
“Then I’m reckless,” said Edie excitedly. “I don’t care a bit what the world may say. Myra shall go to him and see him.”
“She would not.”
“I’ll make her, and if uncle kills me for it afterward, well, he must.”
“I should like to catch him trying to,” said Guest.
“No, no; I don’t mean that. Then what do you think of my plan?” said Edie. “You should come here to fetch us to some exhibition—to see something; any evening would do. We could let them be together for a little while and then bring them back.”
“Capital!” said Guest; “only isn’t that my plan, little one?”
“Oh, what does it matter which of us thought of it?”
“Not a bit,” he said, pressing the hand that lay so near him; and a little later on, with the understanding that if Myra would consent the attempt should be made, Guest left the house.
Chapter Thirty.At her own Heart’s Bidding.Some time elapsed before the announcement that the consent had been won.“She wanted to all the while,” Edie said; “but her woman’s dignity kept her back.”The girl was quite right, and it was only in a fit of mad despair that Myra had at last agreed in acknowledging the force of her cousin’s words.“Percy says he thinks Malcolm is slowly dying, dear, and that your coming might save his life.”“I’ll go,” Myra said, drawing in her breath with a hiss; and then to herself, “If he despises me for the act, well, I must bear it, too—while I am here.”An evening was fixed, one on which Guest felt sure he would be able to catch his friend at the chambers, as being the preferable place, though, failing this, there was the lodging in Sarum Street.There was no occasion for inventing subterfuges. The admiral that night dined at the club, and he troubled himself so little about the comings and goings of his daughter and niece that, if he returned, he would only consider that they had gone to some “at home,” and retire to his bed.The consequence was that the carriage was in waiting at eight, and Guest arrived to act as guide.“Strikes me, William,” said Andrews, the butler, to the attendant footman, “that our young lady would be doing more what’s right if she stopped at home.”“Ay, she do look bad, sir.”“She does, William,” said Andrew, with a little stress on the “does.”“Twice over me and you has made preparations to have her married, and it strikes me that the next time we have to do with any public proceedings it will be to take her to her long home.”“They’re a-coming down, Mr Andrews,” whispered the footman as, in evening dress and cloak, Guest brought down Myra, looking very white in her mufflings, and as if she were in some dream.Guest handed her into the carriage, and returned for Edie, who was flushed and agitated.“You won’t think any the worse of me for this, Percy, will you?” she whispered.His reply was a tender pressure of the little hand which rested upon his arm.Matters having been intrusted to Guest he directed the coachman to draw up beside the old court in Counsel Lane, and upon the footman opening the door, and the ladies being handed out, he looked at them in wonder, and asked his fellow-servant what game he thought was up as the trio passed into a gloomy looking alley, at whose corner was a robe-maker’s shop with two barristers’ wigs on blocks in the window.But Guest knew what he was about. The courts and alleys about Benchers’ Inn were principally occupied by law writers, printers, and law stationers, and deserted enough of an evening to render the passage through of a couple of ladies in evening dress a matter likely to cause little notice, especially as they might be taking a short cut to one of the theatres.Myra had taken Guest’s arm at a whisper from her cousin, who followed close behind, and, before long, the young barrister was well aware of her agitation and weakness, for, as they reached the upper entrance to the inn, she leaned more and more heavily upon his arm, and, after a few more paces, clung to him and stopped.“Tired?” he said gently; “we are nearly there.”She tried to speak, but no words would come; he could feel, though, that she was trembling violently, and Edie pressed to her side.“Courage,” she murmured; and her voice seemed to calm Myra, who drew a deep breath, and tried to walk firmly the rest of the way; while Edie began to hope Stratton would be absent, for she dreaded the scene.But fate was against her this time. The meeting she had struggled to bring about was to be, for Guest turned to her and whispered over his shoulder:“There is a light in his room; he is at home.”There was not a soul visible as they crossed the little, silent, ill-paved courtyard, with its few flickering gas lamps and the buildings around standing up blank and bare, for the most part solitary and deserted looking, for hardly a blind showed a light behind.Half-way along by the railings, beneath the great plane trees, a man was standing; and, as he took a step out into the light of the nearest lamp, Guest felt that Myra was ready to drop. But a whispered word or two roused her to make the last effort, and the next minute they were in the doorway; with the stone stairs looking dim and strange, visible where they stood, but gradually fading into the darkness above.Guest stopped short in obedience to a pressure upon his arm, and Myra supported herself by grasping the great wooden balustrade, while Edie uttered a sigh, and their escort began to feel some doubt as to the result of their mission, and wonder whether it was wise to have come, even going so far as to feel that he should not be sorry if his companions drew back.Just then Edie whispered a few words to her cousin, who seemed to be spurred by them to fresh exertion, and, bearing hard upon Guest’s arm once more, she ascended the silent staircase to the first floor, where Guest led them a little aside into Brettison’s entry, while he went to reconnoitre.All was dark, apparently, and he began to be in doubt as to whether Stratton really was there, when, to his great delight, he found that fate had favoured their visit, for the outer door was ajar, and, drawing it back, he stepped inside, to find the inner door only just thrust to, while, after opening it a little way, he could see Stratton seated at his writing table with his face resting upon his hands.The lamp was before him, with the shade thrust on one side, so that the light was cast toward the window, and his face and hands were in darkness; and so motionless did he seem that Guest concluded that he must be asleep.Guest gave a sharp look round, but the room was too dim for much to be seen. It did not, however, by that light appear to be neglected.There was an angular look in Stratton’s attitude which startled Guest, and made him step forward with his heart beating heavily. The unfastened door was terribly suggestive of the entrance of a man who hardly knew what he was doing, and he now saw that a hat was lying on the floor as if it had fallen from the table. In an ordinary way such ideas would not have occurred to him, but he had twice over visited that room, and been startled by matters which had suggested Stratton’s intention of doing away with his life.All this made Guest walk quickly up behind his friend’s chair, and his hand was raised to touch him, but he drew back, for a sigh, long-drawn and piteous, broke the silence of the dim room—such a sigh as escapes from a sleeping child lying exhausted after some passionate burst of temper.Guest, too, drew a long breath as he crept away softly, looking over his shoulder till he reached the doors, through which he passed, and hurried over the few steps along the landing to where Myra and Edie stood shivering in the cold, dark entry leading to Brettison’s chambers.“Oh, how long you have been,” whispered Edie, to whom Myra was clinging.“Come, Mrs Barron,” said Guest, without heeding the remark, as he took Myra’s hand, which struck cold through her glove, and drew it through his arm.“Wait there, Edie.”The girl uttered a faint ejaculation, but said nothing, and Myra walked silently to Stratton’s door, and as Guest raised his hand to draw it toward him she pressed it back.“Wait,” she said in a hoarse whisper. “My brain seems to swim. Mr Guest, let me think for a moment of what I am going to do before it is too late.”Guest waited, half supporting her, for she hung heavily upon his arm, but she did not speak.“I will tell you,” he said gently; “you are going like some good angel to solace a man dying of misery and despair. I do not know the cause of all this, but I do know that Malcolm Stratton, who has always been as a brother to me, loves you with all his heart.”“Yes—yes,” whispered Myra excitedly.“And that some terrible event—some sudden blow, caused him to act as he did on his wedding morning. Myra Jerrold,” he continued solemnly, “knowing Malcolm as I do, I feel that he must have held back for your sake, taking all the burden of his shame upon him so that you should not suffer.”“Yes,” she said in her low, excited whisper; “that is what I have been feeling all these weary, weary days. It is that thought which has sustained me, and made me ready to sacrifice so much—pride, position, the opinion of my friends—in coming here like this.”“Your cousin is here,” said Guest quickly. “We shall not leave.”“No, you will not leave me,” she said, holding his arm with both her hands.“Now, be firm,” whispered Guest, “and think of why you have come.”“To forgive him,” she said slowly.“I believe there is nothing to forgive,” said Guest warmly. “No: you come as his good angel to ask him by his love for you to be open and frank, and tell you why he has acted thus. He will not speak to me, his oldest friend: he cannot refuse you. But mind,” he continued earnestly, “it must not be told you under the bond of secrecy; he must tell you truly, and leave it to us afterward to decide what is best to be done.”“Yes,” she said, speaking more firmly now, “I understand. I have come to help the man who was to have been my husband, in his sore time of trial. The feeling of shame, degradation, and shrinking has passed away. Percy Guest, I am strong now, and I know. It is no shameless stooping on my part: I ought to have come to him before.”“God bless you for that, Myra!” he whispered earnestly, and he bent down and kissed her hands. As he raised his head he found that Edie had crept forward, and was looking at him wildly from out of her little fur-edged hood.For the moment Guest thought nothing of all this, but at a sign from Myra drew open the outer door, and she stood in the dimly lit entry as if framed; she let her hood fall back, and gazed straight before her into the quaintly furnished room as if wondering that she did not at once see the object of her thoughts.Then they saw her take a couple steps forward, and, as if from habit, thrust to the inner door, shutting in the scene beyond, and leaving Guest and Edie in the gloom of the landing.
Some time elapsed before the announcement that the consent had been won.
“She wanted to all the while,” Edie said; “but her woman’s dignity kept her back.”
The girl was quite right, and it was only in a fit of mad despair that Myra had at last agreed in acknowledging the force of her cousin’s words.
“Percy says he thinks Malcolm is slowly dying, dear, and that your coming might save his life.”
“I’ll go,” Myra said, drawing in her breath with a hiss; and then to herself, “If he despises me for the act, well, I must bear it, too—while I am here.”
An evening was fixed, one on which Guest felt sure he would be able to catch his friend at the chambers, as being the preferable place, though, failing this, there was the lodging in Sarum Street.
There was no occasion for inventing subterfuges. The admiral that night dined at the club, and he troubled himself so little about the comings and goings of his daughter and niece that, if he returned, he would only consider that they had gone to some “at home,” and retire to his bed.
The consequence was that the carriage was in waiting at eight, and Guest arrived to act as guide.
“Strikes me, William,” said Andrews, the butler, to the attendant footman, “that our young lady would be doing more what’s right if she stopped at home.”
“Ay, she do look bad, sir.”
“She does, William,” said Andrew, with a little stress on the “does.”
“Twice over me and you has made preparations to have her married, and it strikes me that the next time we have to do with any public proceedings it will be to take her to her long home.”
“They’re a-coming down, Mr Andrews,” whispered the footman as, in evening dress and cloak, Guest brought down Myra, looking very white in her mufflings, and as if she were in some dream.
Guest handed her into the carriage, and returned for Edie, who was flushed and agitated.
“You won’t think any the worse of me for this, Percy, will you?” she whispered.
His reply was a tender pressure of the little hand which rested upon his arm.
Matters having been intrusted to Guest he directed the coachman to draw up beside the old court in Counsel Lane, and upon the footman opening the door, and the ladies being handed out, he looked at them in wonder, and asked his fellow-servant what game he thought was up as the trio passed into a gloomy looking alley, at whose corner was a robe-maker’s shop with two barristers’ wigs on blocks in the window.
But Guest knew what he was about. The courts and alleys about Benchers’ Inn were principally occupied by law writers, printers, and law stationers, and deserted enough of an evening to render the passage through of a couple of ladies in evening dress a matter likely to cause little notice, especially as they might be taking a short cut to one of the theatres.
Myra had taken Guest’s arm at a whisper from her cousin, who followed close behind, and, before long, the young barrister was well aware of her agitation and weakness, for, as they reached the upper entrance to the inn, she leaned more and more heavily upon his arm, and, after a few more paces, clung to him and stopped.
“Tired?” he said gently; “we are nearly there.”
She tried to speak, but no words would come; he could feel, though, that she was trembling violently, and Edie pressed to her side.
“Courage,” she murmured; and her voice seemed to calm Myra, who drew a deep breath, and tried to walk firmly the rest of the way; while Edie began to hope Stratton would be absent, for she dreaded the scene.
But fate was against her this time. The meeting she had struggled to bring about was to be, for Guest turned to her and whispered over his shoulder:
“There is a light in his room; he is at home.”
There was not a soul visible as they crossed the little, silent, ill-paved courtyard, with its few flickering gas lamps and the buildings around standing up blank and bare, for the most part solitary and deserted looking, for hardly a blind showed a light behind.
Half-way along by the railings, beneath the great plane trees, a man was standing; and, as he took a step out into the light of the nearest lamp, Guest felt that Myra was ready to drop. But a whispered word or two roused her to make the last effort, and the next minute they were in the doorway; with the stone stairs looking dim and strange, visible where they stood, but gradually fading into the darkness above.
Guest stopped short in obedience to a pressure upon his arm, and Myra supported herself by grasping the great wooden balustrade, while Edie uttered a sigh, and their escort began to feel some doubt as to the result of their mission, and wonder whether it was wise to have come, even going so far as to feel that he should not be sorry if his companions drew back.
Just then Edie whispered a few words to her cousin, who seemed to be spurred by them to fresh exertion, and, bearing hard upon Guest’s arm once more, she ascended the silent staircase to the first floor, where Guest led them a little aside into Brettison’s entry, while he went to reconnoitre.
All was dark, apparently, and he began to be in doubt as to whether Stratton really was there, when, to his great delight, he found that fate had favoured their visit, for the outer door was ajar, and, drawing it back, he stepped inside, to find the inner door only just thrust to, while, after opening it a little way, he could see Stratton seated at his writing table with his face resting upon his hands.
The lamp was before him, with the shade thrust on one side, so that the light was cast toward the window, and his face and hands were in darkness; and so motionless did he seem that Guest concluded that he must be asleep.
Guest gave a sharp look round, but the room was too dim for much to be seen. It did not, however, by that light appear to be neglected.
There was an angular look in Stratton’s attitude which startled Guest, and made him step forward with his heart beating heavily. The unfastened door was terribly suggestive of the entrance of a man who hardly knew what he was doing, and he now saw that a hat was lying on the floor as if it had fallen from the table. In an ordinary way such ideas would not have occurred to him, but he had twice over visited that room, and been startled by matters which had suggested Stratton’s intention of doing away with his life.
All this made Guest walk quickly up behind his friend’s chair, and his hand was raised to touch him, but he drew back, for a sigh, long-drawn and piteous, broke the silence of the dim room—such a sigh as escapes from a sleeping child lying exhausted after some passionate burst of temper.
Guest, too, drew a long breath as he crept away softly, looking over his shoulder till he reached the doors, through which he passed, and hurried over the few steps along the landing to where Myra and Edie stood shivering in the cold, dark entry leading to Brettison’s chambers.
“Oh, how long you have been,” whispered Edie, to whom Myra was clinging.
“Come, Mrs Barron,” said Guest, without heeding the remark, as he took Myra’s hand, which struck cold through her glove, and drew it through his arm.
“Wait there, Edie.”
The girl uttered a faint ejaculation, but said nothing, and Myra walked silently to Stratton’s door, and as Guest raised his hand to draw it toward him she pressed it back.
“Wait,” she said in a hoarse whisper. “My brain seems to swim. Mr Guest, let me think for a moment of what I am going to do before it is too late.”
Guest waited, half supporting her, for she hung heavily upon his arm, but she did not speak.
“I will tell you,” he said gently; “you are going like some good angel to solace a man dying of misery and despair. I do not know the cause of all this, but I do know that Malcolm Stratton, who has always been as a brother to me, loves you with all his heart.”
“Yes—yes,” whispered Myra excitedly.
“And that some terrible event—some sudden blow, caused him to act as he did on his wedding morning. Myra Jerrold,” he continued solemnly, “knowing Malcolm as I do, I feel that he must have held back for your sake, taking all the burden of his shame upon him so that you should not suffer.”
“Yes,” she said in her low, excited whisper; “that is what I have been feeling all these weary, weary days. It is that thought which has sustained me, and made me ready to sacrifice so much—pride, position, the opinion of my friends—in coming here like this.”
“Your cousin is here,” said Guest quickly. “We shall not leave.”
“No, you will not leave me,” she said, holding his arm with both her hands.
“Now, be firm,” whispered Guest, “and think of why you have come.”
“To forgive him,” she said slowly.
“I believe there is nothing to forgive,” said Guest warmly. “No: you come as his good angel to ask him by his love for you to be open and frank, and tell you why he has acted thus. He will not speak to me, his oldest friend: he cannot refuse you. But mind,” he continued earnestly, “it must not be told you under the bond of secrecy; he must tell you truly, and leave it to us afterward to decide what is best to be done.”
“Yes,” she said, speaking more firmly now, “I understand. I have come to help the man who was to have been my husband, in his sore time of trial. The feeling of shame, degradation, and shrinking has passed away. Percy Guest, I am strong now, and I know. It is no shameless stooping on my part: I ought to have come to him before.”
“God bless you for that, Myra!” he whispered earnestly, and he bent down and kissed her hands. As he raised his head he found that Edie had crept forward, and was looking at him wildly from out of her little fur-edged hood.
For the moment Guest thought nothing of all this, but at a sign from Myra drew open the outer door, and she stood in the dimly lit entry as if framed; she let her hood fall back, and gazed straight before her into the quaintly furnished room as if wondering that she did not at once see the object of her thoughts.
Then they saw her take a couple steps forward, and, as if from habit, thrust to the inner door, shutting in the scene beyond, and leaving Guest and Edie in the gloom of the landing.
Chapter Thirty One.From Hope to Fear.For a few moments nothing was said, and Guest paid no heed to his companion, but stood bent forward listening for some exclamation of surprise uttered by Stratton, or a word from Myra.But all was silent as the grave, and, with his pulses increasing the rapidity of their beats, he gazed at the faint, narrow streak of light, almost within reach of his hand, where the edge of the inner door was within a quarter of an inch of the jamb.“Ought I to have let her go in alone?” he asked himself. “Ought I not to have sent in Edie, too—is there any risk?”Then, quick as lightning, followed thought after thought as to the peril to which, through his and Edie’s scheming, Myra might be exposed; and he saw himself afterward face to face with father and aunt, bearing the brunt of their reproaches for what now began to seem a wild escapade.He was brought back to himself in the midst of the semi-darkness by a low, catching sigh, and he turned sharply round to see behind him, as in another frame, the outlined figure of Edie. He took a step toward her quickly, but she drew back right to the great balustrade of the landing, and supported herself against it.“Edie,” he whispered, trying to take her hand; but she repulsed him, and turned her back to look down the opening to the hall.“Edie,” he said again quickly; and this time he caught her hand.“Don’t touch me!” she said in a low, passionate whisper.“Nonsense, dear! There is no danger, I think. We must not stay here listening: it would be so unfair. Come and stand in Mr Brettison’s passage. You will be out of the draught and cold.”“Don’t touch me, I say,” she whispered angrily; and she drew her hand from his grasp with a sharp snatch.“Don’t be foolish,” he said excitedly. “Come along here.”“No—no—no.”“But, Edie, dear!”“How dare you!” she cried quite aloud.“Edie! Can you not trust me?” he said reproachfully. “It was for your sake I spoke. People may be coming up or going down. Let’s go back to Mr Brettison’s door.”“No,” she said hoarsely; “I will stay here.”“But there is no need,” he said gently. “I know what you feel in your anxiety about Myra; but really there is no need. Come.”He tried to take her hand again, but she recoiled from him so suddenly that her little hood fell back, and, dim though the staircase landing was, he could see the bright little face before him convulsed with anger, and that her eyes literally flashed.“Edie!” he whispered, “how can you be so foolish! I tell you I will answer for Myra’s safety there with my life if you like.”“Myra!” she said in an angry whisper; “do you think I was considering her? I—oh, it is too much. How could I be so mad and stupid as to—as to—come!”Guest gazed at her wonderingly. At first he merely attributed her actions to her anxiety on her cousin’s behalf, but her words contradicted that; and, utterly astounded, he stammered out:“Edie—speak to me—have I offended you? What have I done?”“Oh, nothing. It is I who have been foolish,” she said hysterically. “Girls are so silly sometimes.”“Then there is something,” he said eagerly. “I have offended you. Edie, dear, pray tell me.”He took hold of her unwilling hand and, in spite of her effort, drew it through his arm, and led her toward the short passage in which Brettison’s door was placed.“You don’t answer me,” he whispered as they reached the spot where she and her cousin had waited only a short time before, and his love for her speaking now warmly in the tone of his voice. “Edie, dearest, I would suffer anything sooner than give you pain. Forgive me if I have done anything; forgive me, too, for speaking out so plainly at a time like this, but I do love you, darling, indeed—indeed.”As he spoke he raised her hand passionately, and yet reverently, to his lips, and the next moment he would have pressed it warmly, but the kiss was upon vacancy, for the hand was sharply snatched away.“It is all false!” cried Edie in a low, angry voice. “I do not believe a word.”“Edie!” he whispered reproachfully.“Do you think I am blind? Do you think because I am so young that I am a child?”“I—I don’t know what you mean,” he faltered, utterly taken aback by the silent vehemence of the passion displayed by the quivering little lady before him.“It is not true. You are deceiving me. You, too, whom I did think honest and true. But you are all alike, and Iwasmad to come—no, I was not, for I’m very glad I did, if it was only to learn that you are as full of duplicity as your friend.”“Am I? Well, I suppose so, Edie, if you think so,” he said dismally. “But we came here to try and get out of a fog—I’ve got farther in. I didn’t know I was such a bad one, though, and you might be fair to me and explain. Come,” he cried, changing his manner, and speaking out in a frank, manly way, “this is not like you, little woman. If it’s to tease me and keep me at a distance because we are alone here in the dark it is not needed, Edie, for God knows that if a man ever loved a woman, I do you.”“What!” she cried; “and act toward Myra as I saw just now?”“Toward Myra?”“Yes; I know she’s a hundred times nicer than I am, but I did think—I did think—O Percy, how could you kiss her hand like that?”He caught her to his breast as she broke down into a fit of sobbing, and held her there.“O Edie,” he said, “you silly, blind little thing! Why, I never even thought—oh, but go on—go on,” he whispered; “I am so glad—jealous of me like that! Then you do love me dearly, and you can’t deny it now.”Edie made little effort to escape from the close encircling arms which held her tightly, fluttering like a bird; none to deny Guest’s charge. It was very lonely and dark upon that staircase, and in another moment she would have been shrinking from her companion’s kisses; but, moved by the same impulse, they sprang apart, for from Stratton’s room a wild, appealing cry broke the silence of the echoing stairs.
For a few moments nothing was said, and Guest paid no heed to his companion, but stood bent forward listening for some exclamation of surprise uttered by Stratton, or a word from Myra.
But all was silent as the grave, and, with his pulses increasing the rapidity of their beats, he gazed at the faint, narrow streak of light, almost within reach of his hand, where the edge of the inner door was within a quarter of an inch of the jamb.
“Ought I to have let her go in alone?” he asked himself. “Ought I not to have sent in Edie, too—is there any risk?”
Then, quick as lightning, followed thought after thought as to the peril to which, through his and Edie’s scheming, Myra might be exposed; and he saw himself afterward face to face with father and aunt, bearing the brunt of their reproaches for what now began to seem a wild escapade.
He was brought back to himself in the midst of the semi-darkness by a low, catching sigh, and he turned sharply round to see behind him, as in another frame, the outlined figure of Edie. He took a step toward her quickly, but she drew back right to the great balustrade of the landing, and supported herself against it.
“Edie,” he whispered, trying to take her hand; but she repulsed him, and turned her back to look down the opening to the hall.
“Edie,” he said again quickly; and this time he caught her hand.
“Don’t touch me!” she said in a low, passionate whisper.
“Nonsense, dear! There is no danger, I think. We must not stay here listening: it would be so unfair. Come and stand in Mr Brettison’s passage. You will be out of the draught and cold.”
“Don’t touch me, I say,” she whispered angrily; and she drew her hand from his grasp with a sharp snatch.
“Don’t be foolish,” he said excitedly. “Come along here.”
“No—no—no.”
“But, Edie, dear!”
“How dare you!” she cried quite aloud.
“Edie! Can you not trust me?” he said reproachfully. “It was for your sake I spoke. People may be coming up or going down. Let’s go back to Mr Brettison’s door.”
“No,” she said hoarsely; “I will stay here.”
“But there is no need,” he said gently. “I know what you feel in your anxiety about Myra; but really there is no need. Come.”
He tried to take her hand again, but she recoiled from him so suddenly that her little hood fell back, and, dim though the staircase landing was, he could see the bright little face before him convulsed with anger, and that her eyes literally flashed.
“Edie!” he whispered, “how can you be so foolish! I tell you I will answer for Myra’s safety there with my life if you like.”
“Myra!” she said in an angry whisper; “do you think I was considering her? I—oh, it is too much. How could I be so mad and stupid as to—as to—come!”
Guest gazed at her wonderingly. At first he merely attributed her actions to her anxiety on her cousin’s behalf, but her words contradicted that; and, utterly astounded, he stammered out:
“Edie—speak to me—have I offended you? What have I done?”
“Oh, nothing. It is I who have been foolish,” she said hysterically. “Girls are so silly sometimes.”
“Then there is something,” he said eagerly. “I have offended you. Edie, dear, pray tell me.”
He took hold of her unwilling hand and, in spite of her effort, drew it through his arm, and led her toward the short passage in which Brettison’s door was placed.
“You don’t answer me,” he whispered as they reached the spot where she and her cousin had waited only a short time before, and his love for her speaking now warmly in the tone of his voice. “Edie, dearest, I would suffer anything sooner than give you pain. Forgive me if I have done anything; forgive me, too, for speaking out so plainly at a time like this, but I do love you, darling, indeed—indeed.”
As he spoke he raised her hand passionately, and yet reverently, to his lips, and the next moment he would have pressed it warmly, but the kiss was upon vacancy, for the hand was sharply snatched away.
“It is all false!” cried Edie in a low, angry voice. “I do not believe a word.”
“Edie!” he whispered reproachfully.
“Do you think I am blind? Do you think because I am so young that I am a child?”
“I—I don’t know what you mean,” he faltered, utterly taken aback by the silent vehemence of the passion displayed by the quivering little lady before him.
“It is not true. You are deceiving me. You, too, whom I did think honest and true. But you are all alike, and Iwasmad to come—no, I was not, for I’m very glad I did, if it was only to learn that you are as full of duplicity as your friend.”
“Am I? Well, I suppose so, Edie, if you think so,” he said dismally. “But we came here to try and get out of a fog—I’ve got farther in. I didn’t know I was such a bad one, though, and you might be fair to me and explain. Come,” he cried, changing his manner, and speaking out in a frank, manly way, “this is not like you, little woman. If it’s to tease me and keep me at a distance because we are alone here in the dark it is not needed, Edie, for God knows that if a man ever loved a woman, I do you.”
“What!” she cried; “and act toward Myra as I saw just now?”
“Toward Myra?”
“Yes; I know she’s a hundred times nicer than I am, but I did think—I did think—O Percy, how could you kiss her hand like that?”
He caught her to his breast as she broke down into a fit of sobbing, and held her there.
“O Edie,” he said, “you silly, blind little thing! Why, I never even thought—oh, but go on—go on,” he whispered; “I am so glad—jealous of me like that! Then you do love me dearly, and you can’t deny it now.”
Edie made little effort to escape from the close encircling arms which held her tightly, fluttering like a bird; none to deny Guest’s charge. It was very lonely and dark upon that staircase, and in another moment she would have been shrinking from her companion’s kisses; but, moved by the same impulse, they sprang apart, for from Stratton’s room a wild, appealing cry broke the silence of the echoing stairs.
Chapter Thirty Two.A Woman woos—In Vain.“No, no, don’t come with me,” whispered Guest as he sprang toward Stratton’s room, but Edie paid no heed to his words, and was close behind him as he passed through first one and then the other door, drawing back, though, the next moment to close them both.A few minutes before when Myra had performed the same action she had stood gazing before her at the figure seated at the table; and the attitude of dejection, the abject misery and despair it conveyed to her mind, swept away all compunction. Every thought of her visit being unmaidenly, and opposed to her duty toward herself and those who loved her, was forgotten. Her hands were involuntarily raised toward him, and she stood there with her lips apart, her head thrown back, and her eyes half-closed and swimming with tenderness as her very being seemed to breathe out the one word—“Come!”But Stratton might have been dead for all the change that took place by that dimly lit table. He did not stir; and at last, seeing that he must be suffering terribly, and, taking the thought closely to her breast that it was for her sake, she moved forward slowly, almost gliding to the back of his chair, to stand there looking down yearningly upon him till her bosom heaved with a long, deep sigh, and raising her hands toward him once more she laid them tenderly upon his head.“Malcolm!”The effect of that touch was electric. With one bound Stratton leapt from his chair toward the fireplace, and there stood at bay, as it were, before the door of the closet, gazing at her wildly for a few moments, as if at some unreal thing. Then his hands went to his brow, and the intensity of his gaze increased till, as she took one step toward him with extended arms, the wild look in his haggard face changed to one of intense joy.“Myra!” he cried, and the next moment he had clasped her in his arms.For the moment it was a different man from the wretched being who had crept back to his rooms heartsick and despairing, while, after shrinking from him with the reserve begotten of the doubt and misery which had been her portion for so long past, the warm clasp of his arms, the tender, passionate words he uttered, and the loving caresses of his hands as he drew her face closer and closer to his swept away all memories of his lapse, and of the world and its ways. He had held her to his throbbing breast—he, the man to whom her heart had first expanded two years before—and she knew no more, thought no more of anything but the supreme joy that he loved her dearly still.Brief pleasure. She saw his eyes gazing passionately into hers, full of the newly found delight, and then they contracted, his brow grew rugged, and, with a hoarse sigh, he shrank from her embrace, looked wildly round, and then, with a shudder, whispered:“You here—here! Here? It is you?—it is no dream; but why—why have you come? It is too horrible.”“Malcolm!” she cried piteously.“Don’t—don’t speak to me—don’t look at me with those appealing eyes. I cannot bear it. Pray—pray go.”“Go?” she said, raising her hand to his arm, “when I have at all costs come to you like this!”“Yes, yes, go—at once,” he cried, and he shrank from her as if in horror.“Malcolm—dearest!” she moaned; “you shrink from me. What have I done?”He was silent in the terrible struggle going on within his breast.“You do not speak,” she whispered, as if in dread that her words should reach the ears of those without. “You cannot be so cruel as to cast me off for the past. I did not know then, dear—I was a mere girl—I accepted him heart-whole. It was my father’s and his wish; do not blame me for that.”He turned from her as if to avoid her eyes, and her voice grew more piteous as she crept close to him and stood with her hand raised to lay it upon his arm, but dreading to touch him again after his cold rebuff.“I tell you, dear, I did not know then—I believed you cared for Edie.”“I? Never!” he cried, turning to her for the moment. “Why do you revive all that?”“Because you are so cruel to me—so cold, Malcolm, I must speak now. You have made me reckless—ready to brave the whole world’s contempt, my father’s anger, for the sake of him who first taught me what it was to love. I tell you I must speak now, and I come to you humble and suppliant—the woman you would have made your wife. It was too cruel, but I forgive you, dear. Let all that be as if it had never happened.”He groaned, and covered his face with his hands.“Speak to me, dearest,” she murmured; and, emboldened by his sorrowful manner, she clasped one of his arms with both her hands, and laid her cheek against it as she spoke. “Speak to me and tell me, too, that you forgive me all that sad time of my life. I tell you again I never loved him. Our marriage was the merest form, and I came back from the church wishing that my last hour had come. I know now; you need not tell me, dear—you shrank from me at the last; but you did not know my heart, Malcolm—you could not see how its every pulsation was for you. I lay it bare before you now, Malcolm—husband. I claim you, dear. I cannot live on like this, my own, my own.”She had crept closer and closer as she spoke, her hands had risen to his shoulder, and, after trembling there for a few moments, they clasped his neck, and she buried her face in his breast, sobbing as if her heart would break.Then her tears seemed to freeze in their source, and she shrank away horrified and chilled by his manner; for he thrust her from him with an angry gesture, and his face was convulsed as he made as if to rush from the room.But he turned back to her, and she sank upon her knees before him.“Malcolm,” she said gently, “am I so loathsome in your sight?”“No, no,” he groaned, and he tore at his throat as if something choked him. “For Heaven’s sake, go. Myra, I am not master of my actions. If you stay I shall forget all but that you are here.”She started to her feet in horror and alarm at his words, and his looks seemed to endorse their truth, but a calm smile came upon her lips, and she went to him again.“I know,” she said tenderly. “They have told me all that. You have been ill and delirious. Well, who should be your nurse and comforter? Malcolm—come to me again. My father will listen to my prayers, and all the past shall be forgotten. Take me with you away somewhere till you are well again. Only tell me now that you have forgiven me—that I am to be your wife, Malcolm—my own.”A spasm of horror convulsed his face again, and he shrank from her when she would have once more laid her head upon his breast.“No; you do not know; you cannot know,” he whispered hoarsely. “Myra, there is a gulf between us that can never more be crossed. Go, dearest, for Heaven’s sake, and try and forget that I ever said words of love.”She looked at him in wonder more than dread, but the prime object of her mission came now to mind.“No,” she said; “your mind is disordered with grief. I cannot leave you like this. Tell me, I beg, Malcolm: you do repel me because of my past?”“No—no!” he said wildly. “For that? Great Heavens, no!”“Then you must—you shall tell me.”“Tell you?” he cried.“Yes: what you have kept back from your firmest friend. It must be some terrible trouble—some great agony of spirit—that should induce you to raise your hand against your own life.”“They told you that!” he said bitterly.“Yes: they were obliged. But the reason, dear? Did you not tell me I should share your very being—that I should be your other self? Malcolm, tell me. I claim it as my right. Why are you like this?”He caught her hands fiercely, and held her at arm’s length.“Tell you?” he said; “that you may loathe as well as hate. Myra, in the horror of the long black nights since I saw you last I have clung to the hope that, some time in the future, repentance, sorrow for what was thrust upon me, might be sufficient penance for the past; but it is all one black cloud of despair before me. There is no hope. You and I must never meet again. Go, while I can speak to you the words of a sane man, before that which they have thought of me becomes true. For Heaven’s sake, go. God have mercy; my punishment is greater than I can bear.”He reeled, and would have fallen heavily, but Myra held on to the hands which clutched hers so fiercely; and, as a wild appeal for help escaped her lips, she saved him from striking his head violently as he sank insensible to the floor.“What is it?” cried Guest excitedly.She told him in a few words, and he ran into the other room for water, but Stratton was already coming to, and after drinking with avidity from the glass Guest held to his lips, he rose shuddering and pale.“Take her home,” he said in a husky whisper as he rose. “Quick. It is too horrible. Weak and faint, I cannot bear it.”He motioned toward the door, and Guest turned a look full of perplexity toward Myra.“No,” she said firmly. “Edie, dear, stay with me. Mr Guest, go to my father at once and tell him I am here with him who is to be my dear husband, who is sick almost unto death. Tell him to come at once with a doctor and a nurse.”As she spoke a look of joy shot across Stratton’s face, and he took a step toward her with outstretched hands, where she stood between him and the door beside the fireplace. Then, all at once, his face changed, and they thought him mad.“No,” he cried fiercely; “it is impossible.”He ran across, and flung open both inner and outer doors.“Take them,” he whispered fiercely—“take them back, man, or it will be too late. You will make me what you think.”Myra would have stayed even then, in spite of Edie’s hands trying to drag her away; but, as she turned yearningly to Stratton, he shrank away with such a despairing look of horror that she yielded herself to Guest’s strong arm, and suffered him to lead her back, half insensible, to the carriage, into a corner of which she sank with a low moan, while all the way home the beat of the horses feet and the rattle of the wheels upon the pavement seemed to form themselves with terrible iteration into the words she had heard fall from Stratton’s lips, and she shuddered as now, for the first time, she gave them with a terrible significance:“My punishment is greater than I can bear.”She grew more and more prostrate as they neared home, and was so weak that she could hardly walk up the steps into the hall, but she recovered a little, and, holding tightly by Guest’s and Edie’s arms, ascended slowly to the drawing room, to find that the butler had hurried up before them, and that Sir Mark had returned, and was coming to meet them on the landing, startled by the man’s words:“Miss Myra has come home, sir, very ill.”The admiral would have sent off for medical help, but Myra insisted that she was better; and as she began to recover herself the old man asked eagerly:“Where was it—at a theatre?”A dead silence fell upon the group, and Guest gave Edie a look of agony as the thought occurred to him: “He will forbid me his house now.”“Well,” cried Sir Mark testily, for he had reached home early consequent upon a few monitory twinges, which he dare not slight, “are you all deaf?”“I will tell you, dear,” said Myra, taking her father’s hand and pressing it beneath her cheek. “Don’t be angry with anybody but me, and try and remember that I am no longer a girl, but a suffering woman, full of grief and pain.”“My poor darling!” he whispered, bending down to kiss her. “But tell me—were you taken ill at the theatre? Why, what does it mean?”“I could bear it no longer, father,” said Myra slowly. “I have been to see Malcolm Stratton.”“What?”“To ask him to explain.”“You—you have been to see that scoundrel—that—”“Hush, dear! He was to have been my husband.”“And you—you actually went to see him—at his rooms?”“Yes.”Sir Mark wiped his forehead, and looked fiercely from one to the other, as if hardly believing his child’s avowal to be true.“I could not go on like this. It was killing me, dear.”“And—and you asked him to explain his cursed conduct?”“I asked him to explain.”“And—and—what—what?” panted the old man furiously.“No; he did not explain, dear,” said Myra, drawing her father’s arm about her neck, and raising herself a little from the couch so as to nestle on his breast. “It is fate, dear. I am never to leave you now. Keep me, dear, and protect me. It is not his fault. Something terrible has happened to him—something he could not own to, even to me—who was to have been his wife.”“Edie—Guest—help!” panted the admiral. “Myra, my darling! She’s dying!”“No, no, dear,” she said, with a low moan, as she clung to him more tightly, “a little faint—that’s all. Ah! hold me to you, dear,” she sighed almost in a whisper. “Safe—with you.”And then to herself:“He said his punishment was greater than he could bear. Malcolm, my own—my own!”
“No, no, don’t come with me,” whispered Guest as he sprang toward Stratton’s room, but Edie paid no heed to his words, and was close behind him as he passed through first one and then the other door, drawing back, though, the next moment to close them both.
A few minutes before when Myra had performed the same action she had stood gazing before her at the figure seated at the table; and the attitude of dejection, the abject misery and despair it conveyed to her mind, swept away all compunction. Every thought of her visit being unmaidenly, and opposed to her duty toward herself and those who loved her, was forgotten. Her hands were involuntarily raised toward him, and she stood there with her lips apart, her head thrown back, and her eyes half-closed and swimming with tenderness as her very being seemed to breathe out the one word—“Come!”
But Stratton might have been dead for all the change that took place by that dimly lit table. He did not stir; and at last, seeing that he must be suffering terribly, and, taking the thought closely to her breast that it was for her sake, she moved forward slowly, almost gliding to the back of his chair, to stand there looking down yearningly upon him till her bosom heaved with a long, deep sigh, and raising her hands toward him once more she laid them tenderly upon his head.
“Malcolm!”
The effect of that touch was electric. With one bound Stratton leapt from his chair toward the fireplace, and there stood at bay, as it were, before the door of the closet, gazing at her wildly for a few moments, as if at some unreal thing. Then his hands went to his brow, and the intensity of his gaze increased till, as she took one step toward him with extended arms, the wild look in his haggard face changed to one of intense joy.
“Myra!” he cried, and the next moment he had clasped her in his arms.
For the moment it was a different man from the wretched being who had crept back to his rooms heartsick and despairing, while, after shrinking from him with the reserve begotten of the doubt and misery which had been her portion for so long past, the warm clasp of his arms, the tender, passionate words he uttered, and the loving caresses of his hands as he drew her face closer and closer to his swept away all memories of his lapse, and of the world and its ways. He had held her to his throbbing breast—he, the man to whom her heart had first expanded two years before—and she knew no more, thought no more of anything but the supreme joy that he loved her dearly still.
Brief pleasure. She saw his eyes gazing passionately into hers, full of the newly found delight, and then they contracted, his brow grew rugged, and, with a hoarse sigh, he shrank from her embrace, looked wildly round, and then, with a shudder, whispered:
“You here—here! Here? It is you?—it is no dream; but why—why have you come? It is too horrible.”
“Malcolm!” she cried piteously.
“Don’t—don’t speak to me—don’t look at me with those appealing eyes. I cannot bear it. Pray—pray go.”
“Go?” she said, raising her hand to his arm, “when I have at all costs come to you like this!”
“Yes, yes, go—at once,” he cried, and he shrank from her as if in horror.
“Malcolm—dearest!” she moaned; “you shrink from me. What have I done?”
He was silent in the terrible struggle going on within his breast.
“You do not speak,” she whispered, as if in dread that her words should reach the ears of those without. “You cannot be so cruel as to cast me off for the past. I did not know then, dear—I was a mere girl—I accepted him heart-whole. It was my father’s and his wish; do not blame me for that.”
He turned from her as if to avoid her eyes, and her voice grew more piteous as she crept close to him and stood with her hand raised to lay it upon his arm, but dreading to touch him again after his cold rebuff.
“I tell you, dear, I did not know then—I believed you cared for Edie.”
“I? Never!” he cried, turning to her for the moment. “Why do you revive all that?”
“Because you are so cruel to me—so cold, Malcolm, I must speak now. You have made me reckless—ready to brave the whole world’s contempt, my father’s anger, for the sake of him who first taught me what it was to love. I tell you I must speak now, and I come to you humble and suppliant—the woman you would have made your wife. It was too cruel, but I forgive you, dear. Let all that be as if it had never happened.”
He groaned, and covered his face with his hands.
“Speak to me, dearest,” she murmured; and, emboldened by his sorrowful manner, she clasped one of his arms with both her hands, and laid her cheek against it as she spoke. “Speak to me and tell me, too, that you forgive me all that sad time of my life. I tell you again I never loved him. Our marriage was the merest form, and I came back from the church wishing that my last hour had come. I know now; you need not tell me, dear—you shrank from me at the last; but you did not know my heart, Malcolm—you could not see how its every pulsation was for you. I lay it bare before you now, Malcolm—husband. I claim you, dear. I cannot live on like this, my own, my own.”
She had crept closer and closer as she spoke, her hands had risen to his shoulder, and, after trembling there for a few moments, they clasped his neck, and she buried her face in his breast, sobbing as if her heart would break.
Then her tears seemed to freeze in their source, and she shrank away horrified and chilled by his manner; for he thrust her from him with an angry gesture, and his face was convulsed as he made as if to rush from the room.
But he turned back to her, and she sank upon her knees before him.
“Malcolm,” she said gently, “am I so loathsome in your sight?”
“No, no,” he groaned, and he tore at his throat as if something choked him. “For Heaven’s sake, go. Myra, I am not master of my actions. If you stay I shall forget all but that you are here.”
She started to her feet in horror and alarm at his words, and his looks seemed to endorse their truth, but a calm smile came upon her lips, and she went to him again.
“I know,” she said tenderly. “They have told me all that. You have been ill and delirious. Well, who should be your nurse and comforter? Malcolm—come to me again. My father will listen to my prayers, and all the past shall be forgotten. Take me with you away somewhere till you are well again. Only tell me now that you have forgiven me—that I am to be your wife, Malcolm—my own.”
A spasm of horror convulsed his face again, and he shrank from her when she would have once more laid her head upon his breast.
“No; you do not know; you cannot know,” he whispered hoarsely. “Myra, there is a gulf between us that can never more be crossed. Go, dearest, for Heaven’s sake, and try and forget that I ever said words of love.”
She looked at him in wonder more than dread, but the prime object of her mission came now to mind.
“No,” she said; “your mind is disordered with grief. I cannot leave you like this. Tell me, I beg, Malcolm: you do repel me because of my past?”
“No—no!” he said wildly. “For that? Great Heavens, no!”
“Then you must—you shall tell me.”
“Tell you?” he cried.
“Yes: what you have kept back from your firmest friend. It must be some terrible trouble—some great agony of spirit—that should induce you to raise your hand against your own life.”
“They told you that!” he said bitterly.
“Yes: they were obliged. But the reason, dear? Did you not tell me I should share your very being—that I should be your other self? Malcolm, tell me. I claim it as my right. Why are you like this?”
He caught her hands fiercely, and held her at arm’s length.
“Tell you?” he said; “that you may loathe as well as hate. Myra, in the horror of the long black nights since I saw you last I have clung to the hope that, some time in the future, repentance, sorrow for what was thrust upon me, might be sufficient penance for the past; but it is all one black cloud of despair before me. There is no hope. You and I must never meet again. Go, while I can speak to you the words of a sane man, before that which they have thought of me becomes true. For Heaven’s sake, go. God have mercy; my punishment is greater than I can bear.”
He reeled, and would have fallen heavily, but Myra held on to the hands which clutched hers so fiercely; and, as a wild appeal for help escaped her lips, she saved him from striking his head violently as he sank insensible to the floor.
“What is it?” cried Guest excitedly.
She told him in a few words, and he ran into the other room for water, but Stratton was already coming to, and after drinking with avidity from the glass Guest held to his lips, he rose shuddering and pale.
“Take her home,” he said in a husky whisper as he rose. “Quick. It is too horrible. Weak and faint, I cannot bear it.”
He motioned toward the door, and Guest turned a look full of perplexity toward Myra.
“No,” she said firmly. “Edie, dear, stay with me. Mr Guest, go to my father at once and tell him I am here with him who is to be my dear husband, who is sick almost unto death. Tell him to come at once with a doctor and a nurse.”
As she spoke a look of joy shot across Stratton’s face, and he took a step toward her with outstretched hands, where she stood between him and the door beside the fireplace. Then, all at once, his face changed, and they thought him mad.
“No,” he cried fiercely; “it is impossible.”
He ran across, and flung open both inner and outer doors.
“Take them,” he whispered fiercely—“take them back, man, or it will be too late. You will make me what you think.”
Myra would have stayed even then, in spite of Edie’s hands trying to drag her away; but, as she turned yearningly to Stratton, he shrank away with such a despairing look of horror that she yielded herself to Guest’s strong arm, and suffered him to lead her back, half insensible, to the carriage, into a corner of which she sank with a low moan, while all the way home the beat of the horses feet and the rattle of the wheels upon the pavement seemed to form themselves with terrible iteration into the words she had heard fall from Stratton’s lips, and she shuddered as now, for the first time, she gave them with a terrible significance:
“My punishment is greater than I can bear.”
She grew more and more prostrate as they neared home, and was so weak that she could hardly walk up the steps into the hall, but she recovered a little, and, holding tightly by Guest’s and Edie’s arms, ascended slowly to the drawing room, to find that the butler had hurried up before them, and that Sir Mark had returned, and was coming to meet them on the landing, startled by the man’s words:
“Miss Myra has come home, sir, very ill.”
The admiral would have sent off for medical help, but Myra insisted that she was better; and as she began to recover herself the old man asked eagerly:
“Where was it—at a theatre?”
A dead silence fell upon the group, and Guest gave Edie a look of agony as the thought occurred to him: “He will forbid me his house now.”
“Well,” cried Sir Mark testily, for he had reached home early consequent upon a few monitory twinges, which he dare not slight, “are you all deaf?”
“I will tell you, dear,” said Myra, taking her father’s hand and pressing it beneath her cheek. “Don’t be angry with anybody but me, and try and remember that I am no longer a girl, but a suffering woman, full of grief and pain.”
“My poor darling!” he whispered, bending down to kiss her. “But tell me—were you taken ill at the theatre? Why, what does it mean?”
“I could bear it no longer, father,” said Myra slowly. “I have been to see Malcolm Stratton.”
“What?”
“To ask him to explain.”
“You—you have been to see that scoundrel—that—”
“Hush, dear! He was to have been my husband.”
“And you—you actually went to see him—at his rooms?”
“Yes.”
Sir Mark wiped his forehead, and looked fiercely from one to the other, as if hardly believing his child’s avowal to be true.
“I could not go on like this. It was killing me, dear.”
“And—and you asked him to explain his cursed conduct?”
“I asked him to explain.”
“And—and—what—what?” panted the old man furiously.
“No; he did not explain, dear,” said Myra, drawing her father’s arm about her neck, and raising herself a little from the couch so as to nestle on his breast. “It is fate, dear. I am never to leave you now. Keep me, dear, and protect me. It is not his fault. Something terrible has happened to him—something he could not own to, even to me—who was to have been his wife.”
“Edie—Guest—help!” panted the admiral. “Myra, my darling! She’s dying!”
“No, no, dear,” she said, with a low moan, as she clung to him more tightly, “a little faint—that’s all. Ah! hold me to you, dear,” she sighed almost in a whisper. “Safe—with you.”
And then to herself:
“He said his punishment was greater than he could bear. Malcolm, my own—my own!”
Chapter Thirty Three.A horrible Suggestion.Only a few frowns from the admiral and a severe shake of the head over their wine a day or two later, as, in obedience to a summons more than an invitation, Guest dined with him and his sister, Edie having her dinner with her cousin in Myra’s room.“I felt as if I ought to say a deal to you, young man,” growled the admiral; “but poor Myra has given me my orders, and I must be mum. Take some more wine.”Guest took some more claret with pleasure, and thought that the subject was to be changed, but it was not, for Sir Mark suddenly turned to him:“I say: look here, my lad,” he said. “This Stratton: is he mad?”“No,” said Guest sharply: “certainly not.”“Then what the deuce is the matter with him?”“That’s what I’m going to find out, Sir Mark.”But the days went by, and Guest appeared to get no farther, save only that Stratton, in a despairing way, ceased to resent his friend’s determination to be with him. He even went so far, one evening in his room in Sarum Street, as to show some return of his old confidence, for he tossed a letter across the table.“Read that,” he said.Guest took it, and saw that it was from the governors of the great institution, suggesting that Stratton should resign his post for a twelvemonth, and go away on half salary to recoup his health.“Humph! Can’t say I’m surprised,” said Guest. “Have you written?”“Yes, and resigned entirely.”“Where’s the letter?” said Guest eagerly. “Gone?”“No; it is here.”“Let’s look.”Stratton handed him the letter, and Guest tore it up.“Write that you accept their considerate proposal.”“I cannot.”“But you shall.”“If I wrote so, I should feel bound to leave town.”“Very good. I’ll go with you—to the South Pole if you like.”“I shall never leave London,” said Stratton gravely.“Then stop here and get well. Write.”The weaker will obeyed the stronger, and, with a sigh of satisfaction, Guest pocketed the letter to post.“By the way,” he said, “I came through the inn to-night on the chance of finding you there.”Stratton’s face grew stony.“And old Mother Brade got hold of me to practice her tongue upon.”Stratton was silent, and sat gazing straight before him.“Hadn’t you better let the old woman have a general clean up?”“I pay the rent of those chambers,” said Stratton almost fiercely, “to do with them as I please. No!”“All right; tell her to go to Jericho, then. But look here, she was asking me about Mr Brettison.”Stratton’s countenance changed a little, either from excitement or interest in his friend’s words.“Isn’t it strange that he doesn’t come back?”“I don’t know. No. He is peculiar in his ways. Sometimes I have not seen him for months together.”“Oh,” said Guest quietly; and soon after he left.It was about a week later that, on going to the inn one evening, Guest was caught again by the porter’s wife.“Which I won’t keep you a minute, sir, but would you mind answering me one question?”“If I can,” said Guest, knocking the ashes from his cigar.“Then is Mr Stratton coming back soon to the inn, sir?”“I can’t tell you, Mrs Brade.”“Then can you tell me where Mr Brettison is, sir?”“That’s two questions, Mrs Brade.”“Well, yes, sir, it is; but if you only knew the agony I suffer from the thought of those two sets of chambers being allowed to go to rack and ruin, you’d pity me.”“Well, it does seem tiresome to any lady of orderly mind, of course.”“It’s ’orrid, sir. There’s the dust, and the soot falling down the chimbleys without a bit of fire, and the mice, and, for aught I know, the rats. Really, sir, there are times when I almost wish the chambers was empty, that I do.”“Well, have patience, Mrs Brade,” said Guest. “I think I can see an improvement in Mr Stratton, and I hope soon to get him to come back—but I don’t know when it’s likely to be,” he muttered as he crossed the square on the chance of seeing a light in his friend’s window, and this time it was there.He hurried up to find, after knocking several times, that Stratton had evidently only just come, for he was standing there in overcoat and hat, and he would have stepped out at once had not Guest shown so decided an intention of coming in.“Do you want me?” said Stratton uneasily; and Guest’s heart sank, for his friend looked more careworn than ever.“Yes,” he said; “I wanted to talk to you about something particular.”“Yes—what?” said Stratton sharply.“Surely you were not coming away, and about to leave that lamp burning?”“Was I going to leave the lamp burning?” said Stratton absently. “I suppose I forgot.”“Well, don’t do that, then. This house is so full of wood that if it caught fire it would burn like tinder.”“You think so?” said Stratton with a curious look in his eyes.“That I do. In half an hour there wouldn’t be one of your preparations left. They, your furniture, thebric-à-brac, and your specimens in spirits, would be consumed and in ashes in no time.”The strange look in Stratton’s eyes intensified, but Guest did not notice it, nor yet that his companion was letting his eyes wander around the old carved panelling with its oaken architraves and heavy plinths and mouldings.For Guest was intent upon his own thoughts.“Look here,” he said suddenly; “about Brettison?”Stratton turned upon him uneasily.“This is a rum world, Mal, old fellow.”“What do you mean?” said Stratton.“Only this: Brettison’s rich—a man worth a good deal, and men of that stamp generally have people who take a good deal of notice of them.”“Naturally,” said Stratton, with a curious laugh.“Suppose, then, he has come to grief. I mean, suppose some gang have got hold of him on his way back here and made an end of him.”“Absurd!” said Stratton, with a curious laugh. “Nonsense!”“Such things have been done. When did he go out?”“I do not know.”“Don’t be huffy with your devoted servant, Mal. Tell me this—has he been back since—er—that day?”“Perhaps. I don’t know. He is a man who goes in and out as silently as a cat.”“But he used to come in and see you often?”Stratton coughed to clear a huskiness from his throat.“Yes; but he has not been to see me lately,” he said hurriedly. “I am going home now.”“This is home, man.”Stratton suppressed a shudder, and Guest pitied him as he thought of two attempts made upon his life.“It is too gloomy—too depressing for me.”“Give up the chambers, then, and take some more pleasant ones.”“No, no; I should not care about the trouble of moving. I am used to them, too.”He laid his hand upon the lamp, and Guest was obliged to take the hint and rise to go.“That’s right,” he said; “put the lamp out safe. This is an ugly old place, but it would be horrible if the place were burned down.”“Yes—horrible—horrible!” said Stratton, with a shudder.“Much more horrible if anyone slept in the place, eh?”“If anybody slept in the place?” said Stratton with a ghastly look.“Yes—lodgers. There is somebody upstairs on the second floor, isn’t there?”“Yes,” said Stratton huskily, “but only in the day time.” He withdrew his hand from the lamp, and looked round, to Guest’s great delight; for he was taking an evident interest in the topic his friend had started, and his eyes roved from object to object in the room.“Work of a good many years’ saving and collecting here, old chap, eh?”“Yes; of many, many years,” said Stratton thoughtfully.“And all your bits of antique furniture, too. Mustn’t have a fire here, old fellow. I say,” he continued, tapping a glass jar in which a kind of lizard was suspended in spirits, “I suppose if this grew hot the stopper would be blown out, and the spirit would blaze all over the floor in a moment?”Stratton’s eyes contracted strangely as he nodded and watched his friend.“Yes,” he said, “that is so.”“And you’ve got dozens of similar bottles about. Let’s see, you’ve got something in your bathroom too.”Stratton made no reply, but stood gazing away from his friend.“Wits wandering again,” thought Guest. “Never mind, I did get him a little more like himself.” Then aloud:“I say, Mal.”Stratton turned upon him sharply.“Wouldn’t do to have a fire; why, you’d burn up poor old Brettison too.”Stratton’s face looked as if it had been carved in stone.“Such a collection, too, as he has spent years of his life in getting together.”“Come away, now,” said Stratton hoarsely, as he raised his hand once more to turn out the lamp.“Yes; all right. No; stop!” cried Guest excitedly. Stratton smiled, and his hand remained as if fixed in the air.“I have it,” continued Guest.Stratton did not speak, but remained there with his fingers close to the button of the lamp, as if fixed in that position by his friend’s words.“Look here, old fellow,” cried Guest excitedly. “History does repeat itself.”“What—what do you mean?”“How long is it since poor old Brettison had that terrible illness?”“I don’t know—years; come away.”“Wait a moment. Well, he was lying helpless, dying, and you suspected something was wrong, broke open the old man’s door, found him insensible, and nursed him back to life.”Stratton did not stir, but stood bent over the table, listening to his friend’s words.“Suppose he has come back unknown to you—as he often did—and gone in there. He is old. He may be lying there now. Mal, old chap, this place sends quite a chill through me. How do we know but what just on the other side yonder somebody may be lying dead?” and he pointed toward the closet door.“Ah!”No literary sign can give the exact sound of the hoarse sigh which escaped from Stratton as his friend said those last words excitedly: and then, as if spurred by his imagination:“It’s as likely as can be. Mal, old fellow, as I said before, history does repeat itself. He has been missing a long time. Mrs Brade is very uneasy. You have been a great deal away. I tell you what it is—it’s an act of duty. I’ll fetch up the police, and we’ll break in and see.”As the words left Guest’s lips he started, for there was a sudden flash; then, for a moment, his eyes were dazzled; the next he was in profound darkness.Stratton’s fingers, unseen by his friend, had closed upon and turned the button of the lamp.
Only a few frowns from the admiral and a severe shake of the head over their wine a day or two later, as, in obedience to a summons more than an invitation, Guest dined with him and his sister, Edie having her dinner with her cousin in Myra’s room.
“I felt as if I ought to say a deal to you, young man,” growled the admiral; “but poor Myra has given me my orders, and I must be mum. Take some more wine.”
Guest took some more claret with pleasure, and thought that the subject was to be changed, but it was not, for Sir Mark suddenly turned to him:
“I say: look here, my lad,” he said. “This Stratton: is he mad?”
“No,” said Guest sharply: “certainly not.”
“Then what the deuce is the matter with him?”
“That’s what I’m going to find out, Sir Mark.”
But the days went by, and Guest appeared to get no farther, save only that Stratton, in a despairing way, ceased to resent his friend’s determination to be with him. He even went so far, one evening in his room in Sarum Street, as to show some return of his old confidence, for he tossed a letter across the table.
“Read that,” he said.
Guest took it, and saw that it was from the governors of the great institution, suggesting that Stratton should resign his post for a twelvemonth, and go away on half salary to recoup his health.
“Humph! Can’t say I’m surprised,” said Guest. “Have you written?”
“Yes, and resigned entirely.”
“Where’s the letter?” said Guest eagerly. “Gone?”
“No; it is here.”
“Let’s look.”
Stratton handed him the letter, and Guest tore it up.
“Write that you accept their considerate proposal.”
“I cannot.”
“But you shall.”
“If I wrote so, I should feel bound to leave town.”
“Very good. I’ll go with you—to the South Pole if you like.”
“I shall never leave London,” said Stratton gravely.
“Then stop here and get well. Write.”
The weaker will obeyed the stronger, and, with a sigh of satisfaction, Guest pocketed the letter to post.
“By the way,” he said, “I came through the inn to-night on the chance of finding you there.”
Stratton’s face grew stony.
“And old Mother Brade got hold of me to practice her tongue upon.”
Stratton was silent, and sat gazing straight before him.
“Hadn’t you better let the old woman have a general clean up?”
“I pay the rent of those chambers,” said Stratton almost fiercely, “to do with them as I please. No!”
“All right; tell her to go to Jericho, then. But look here, she was asking me about Mr Brettison.”
Stratton’s countenance changed a little, either from excitement or interest in his friend’s words.
“Isn’t it strange that he doesn’t come back?”
“I don’t know. No. He is peculiar in his ways. Sometimes I have not seen him for months together.”
“Oh,” said Guest quietly; and soon after he left.
It was about a week later that, on going to the inn one evening, Guest was caught again by the porter’s wife.
“Which I won’t keep you a minute, sir, but would you mind answering me one question?”
“If I can,” said Guest, knocking the ashes from his cigar.
“Then is Mr Stratton coming back soon to the inn, sir?”
“I can’t tell you, Mrs Brade.”
“Then can you tell me where Mr Brettison is, sir?”
“That’s two questions, Mrs Brade.”
“Well, yes, sir, it is; but if you only knew the agony I suffer from the thought of those two sets of chambers being allowed to go to rack and ruin, you’d pity me.”
“Well, it does seem tiresome to any lady of orderly mind, of course.”
“It’s ’orrid, sir. There’s the dust, and the soot falling down the chimbleys without a bit of fire, and the mice, and, for aught I know, the rats. Really, sir, there are times when I almost wish the chambers was empty, that I do.”
“Well, have patience, Mrs Brade,” said Guest. “I think I can see an improvement in Mr Stratton, and I hope soon to get him to come back—but I don’t know when it’s likely to be,” he muttered as he crossed the square on the chance of seeing a light in his friend’s window, and this time it was there.
He hurried up to find, after knocking several times, that Stratton had evidently only just come, for he was standing there in overcoat and hat, and he would have stepped out at once had not Guest shown so decided an intention of coming in.
“Do you want me?” said Stratton uneasily; and Guest’s heart sank, for his friend looked more careworn than ever.
“Yes,” he said; “I wanted to talk to you about something particular.”
“Yes—what?” said Stratton sharply.
“Surely you were not coming away, and about to leave that lamp burning?”
“Was I going to leave the lamp burning?” said Stratton absently. “I suppose I forgot.”
“Well, don’t do that, then. This house is so full of wood that if it caught fire it would burn like tinder.”
“You think so?” said Stratton with a curious look in his eyes.
“That I do. In half an hour there wouldn’t be one of your preparations left. They, your furniture, thebric-à-brac, and your specimens in spirits, would be consumed and in ashes in no time.”
The strange look in Stratton’s eyes intensified, but Guest did not notice it, nor yet that his companion was letting his eyes wander around the old carved panelling with its oaken architraves and heavy plinths and mouldings.
For Guest was intent upon his own thoughts.
“Look here,” he said suddenly; “about Brettison?”
Stratton turned upon him uneasily.
“This is a rum world, Mal, old fellow.”
“What do you mean?” said Stratton.
“Only this: Brettison’s rich—a man worth a good deal, and men of that stamp generally have people who take a good deal of notice of them.”
“Naturally,” said Stratton, with a curious laugh.
“Suppose, then, he has come to grief. I mean, suppose some gang have got hold of him on his way back here and made an end of him.”
“Absurd!” said Stratton, with a curious laugh. “Nonsense!”
“Such things have been done. When did he go out?”
“I do not know.”
“Don’t be huffy with your devoted servant, Mal. Tell me this—has he been back since—er—that day?”
“Perhaps. I don’t know. He is a man who goes in and out as silently as a cat.”
“But he used to come in and see you often?”
Stratton coughed to clear a huskiness from his throat.
“Yes; but he has not been to see me lately,” he said hurriedly. “I am going home now.”
“This is home, man.”
Stratton suppressed a shudder, and Guest pitied him as he thought of two attempts made upon his life.
“It is too gloomy—too depressing for me.”
“Give up the chambers, then, and take some more pleasant ones.”
“No, no; I should not care about the trouble of moving. I am used to them, too.”
He laid his hand upon the lamp, and Guest was obliged to take the hint and rise to go.
“That’s right,” he said; “put the lamp out safe. This is an ugly old place, but it would be horrible if the place were burned down.”
“Yes—horrible—horrible!” said Stratton, with a shudder.
“Much more horrible if anyone slept in the place, eh?”
“If anybody slept in the place?” said Stratton with a ghastly look.
“Yes—lodgers. There is somebody upstairs on the second floor, isn’t there?”
“Yes,” said Stratton huskily, “but only in the day time.” He withdrew his hand from the lamp, and looked round, to Guest’s great delight; for he was taking an evident interest in the topic his friend had started, and his eyes roved from object to object in the room.
“Work of a good many years’ saving and collecting here, old chap, eh?”
“Yes; of many, many years,” said Stratton thoughtfully.
“And all your bits of antique furniture, too. Mustn’t have a fire here, old fellow. I say,” he continued, tapping a glass jar in which a kind of lizard was suspended in spirits, “I suppose if this grew hot the stopper would be blown out, and the spirit would blaze all over the floor in a moment?”
Stratton’s eyes contracted strangely as he nodded and watched his friend.
“Yes,” he said, “that is so.”
“And you’ve got dozens of similar bottles about. Let’s see, you’ve got something in your bathroom too.”
Stratton made no reply, but stood gazing away from his friend.
“Wits wandering again,” thought Guest. “Never mind, I did get him a little more like himself.” Then aloud:
“I say, Mal.”
Stratton turned upon him sharply.
“Wouldn’t do to have a fire; why, you’d burn up poor old Brettison too.”
Stratton’s face looked as if it had been carved in stone.
“Such a collection, too, as he has spent years of his life in getting together.”
“Come away, now,” said Stratton hoarsely, as he raised his hand once more to turn out the lamp.
“Yes; all right. No; stop!” cried Guest excitedly. Stratton smiled, and his hand remained as if fixed in the air.
“I have it,” continued Guest.
Stratton did not speak, but remained there with his fingers close to the button of the lamp, as if fixed in that position by his friend’s words.
“Look here, old fellow,” cried Guest excitedly. “History does repeat itself.”
“What—what do you mean?”
“How long is it since poor old Brettison had that terrible illness?”
“I don’t know—years; come away.”
“Wait a moment. Well, he was lying helpless, dying, and you suspected something was wrong, broke open the old man’s door, found him insensible, and nursed him back to life.”
Stratton did not stir, but stood bent over the table, listening to his friend’s words.
“Suppose he has come back unknown to you—as he often did—and gone in there. He is old. He may be lying there now. Mal, old chap, this place sends quite a chill through me. How do we know but what just on the other side yonder somebody may be lying dead?” and he pointed toward the closet door.
“Ah!”
No literary sign can give the exact sound of the hoarse sigh which escaped from Stratton as his friend said those last words excitedly: and then, as if spurred by his imagination:
“It’s as likely as can be. Mal, old fellow, as I said before, history does repeat itself. He has been missing a long time. Mrs Brade is very uneasy. You have been a great deal away. I tell you what it is—it’s an act of duty. I’ll fetch up the police, and we’ll break in and see.”
As the words left Guest’s lips he started, for there was a sudden flash; then, for a moment, his eyes were dazzled; the next he was in profound darkness.
Stratton’s fingers, unseen by his friend, had closed upon and turned the button of the lamp.